What about bus stops? People of all ages might wait for the bus. Think about bigger cities. At a bus stop, you can TALK to another waiting person. It has to be the right bus stop, in a way. It does not work at an underground station etc. But bus stops. Isn´t that an idea? And the best: You can REPEAT that endlessly...
You mentioned a website you have and other interests? I can't find these on your account page. I like your paper creation! After watching your recent video I am proud of the progress you have made. Jesus loves you. He saves, He heals. God is listening. Ask Him to reveal Himself to you. He will. He's real and He loves you.
The 2nd thing I'll suggest is the *gentle* changing of your definitions about life.
For example if you think the opinions of others are more important than your own you'll be ruled by what you think others think of you.
You can change this 'life definition' to something like 'maybe the opinions of other don't matter quite as much as I though they did.' You may feel a touch of relief from this belief change which is a good sign. a few weeks later you can even improve this definition further..
I have social phobia & I also live in WA and want to share somethings that have helped me: #1 Brewers Yeast (tablets, powered is gross) it's full of B vitamins & basically helps you relax naturally. Helps during the day & If i take a couple before going to bed with a glass or 2 of water I often sleep very well. #2 Vitamin D3 - (don't take too much.) This reduces depression to a surprising degree (for me.) WA = less sun = less Vitamin D = more depression = makes Social Phobia more painful.
Liked your videos, your are an enlightenment and inspiration to others.
Sorry to learn about the cat bite. wish it was not infected. Searched a cheap pharmacy store have a look. bestdiscountedpharmacy Rabies_Vaccine/rabipur-vaccine
Still you are lucky to be in a Developed country. Wish you all the best.
Do keep us updated.
Also you can have a look at my story in comments. Symptoms of Avoidant Personality Disorder -by omhsarah
i just wanted to say thank you. i dont know how you ever worked up the curage to make a video but its helped me to realize what my problem is. im 26 and never new anyone felt the same as me. and now that i know whats wrong i might be ale to get some help so thanks. and you should make a video of some of the things you make to sell. that paper thing seemed really cool
Regarding your E.R. bill: Isn't there a county or state assistance that will pay it for you, since you have no personal income? You should call the business office & ask what kind of assistance you can get, since you have no income. You are not the first person in this situation, & there should be at least one person there that is trained & knows how to get this bill covered for you. They'll also knock the cost down too, in most cases. Call them now if there is anything left to pay.
@sfstucco I meant 2say: call the business office of the hospital. __ Also, maybe you should look into other forms of financial assistance. Each state (& county?) is different, but I know I, as a single person with no dependents, was able to get a food debit card, bus passes, & some income when I had no income. Of couse, you are living with someone who has an income, & that may limit the $help, but it may be worth checking out. Additionally, lots of training courses, which incrsd the $ they gave.
I think he best way to deal with social anxiety is to spend time with people out in public. Most everyone will get a bit of social anxiety if they don't go out alot, and the threshold gets alot higher the more you stay away. Making lenghty speeches in front of a large audience might help as well, anything that can make you face your fear so you can overcome it.
I bet your soul would be worth something. Don't mind me, though. I'm in the dark side of social burnout. I either want to be asleep or dead. So, I'm working on the former for now.
Good to hear from you bishi4me. Hang in there and keep working on yourself (support group was a great idea, maybe try another?), and your crafts. Things definitely can get better. Attaining independence feels soooo good and gives much confidence, which in turn leads to even greater things. :)
I remember watching videos from you years ago and it's seems that you're doing better now which is good. I keep hearing you mention "Billy" who I'm assuming is a significant other and I'm wondering, how did you find one when you have S.A.D.? Just curious because 4 years of lonliness is driving me sorta crazy. Anyways, stay strong, keep fighting it, and things will continue to improve I'm sure.
Go check around places like concidment shops to see if they would sell items you make or have a space where you can display your items. As I can see you're doing good with your anxiety disorder.Keep up the good progress.
Yep! But i didn't know you can make 15min videos now lol. Although i should make them short, because i dont think people would like watching me for so long
Its great to hear from you again. I am concerned about the (possibly) rabid cat attacking you, if i were you, I'd get the shots and deal with the financial consequences later. No amount of money is worth your life.
Nice to hear from u again! And omgg u got an accent!!! And sorry to hear that whole cat incident. Must really suck. And cool ur dads gettin u a car :) luckyy
I'm so glad to hear from you. But damn, that's a fucked up story with the cat. I really hope you're gonna be ok. I've been a big fan of yours for a long time. Does this mean you don't have a horse living across the street anymore? :( Keep us all posted about how you're doing (especially with the rabies thing) I would be very sad if you died.
The group therapy helps? I always wanted to try it: one-on-one therapy didn't really help me much. Have you made any friends there?
It is messed up, and i need to somehow come up with some money. Therapy-wise... all of them have been to a mental hospital. So many are really messed up, and really old. The one girl that was my age was sexually harassing me. I stopped going because of it.. but i'll go back tomorrow. I'm a little scared.
i realy now how you feel anxity is the hardest thing ive had to enjore in my life ..i think your an a path to a better place ..i also love your dogs your sheperd is just like mine ..so cute ..thanks an ..great to hear your getting a car i found with cars i can be in my own little safty zone ..so to break the mold i got a motor bike insted ..feels great and free you should try it just go to your local training centre.. thanks again 4 the heart felt and personal experiance videos ..will838
i'm so happy to see you Manda girl!....i love your new house...its a good thing that you're getting out of the house more ,thats much better than sulking all alone waiting for Billy to get home, you'll adjust to the social setting, it took me along time to get over social phobia,but it can be done...the car sure will help, get your teeth fixed baby!....i'd be glad to buy anything you make...this is nothing to be frivolous about a rabid animal bite is life altering.....I Luv U Manda...(huggs)
Omg, your back! I missed your videos. I recently got into manga, I like Death Note, Bleach and Full Metal Alchemist. Definitely looking forward to your next video and I'm glad you're doing ok!
@sleestack808 No you don't! A lot of females don't handle it as well as she does...Have you ever been punched in the face in public for giving a random girl a cigarette?
Hey great to see you back, very nice video quality with HD cam :-) i have social anxiety & i love ur videos as it helps people with SA feel not so alone
Yep, i should be starting college in the spring for medical transcription. But thats only because i had such a hard time learning in school. A rehab place is paying for it.
Hi Manda. It is such a nice surprise to see you on video again. If you look on my channel page and click back to my oldest comment note...IT IS FROM YOU!!! Yes, I have always supported you and your dreams. That was back when you first moved south to be with Billie. Wow, how time flies. You have always been creative, so I am trusting that you will find some kind of income from that....or from your knowledge of animal care. Please take care. Many blessings to you. Tom
Just see for example for "DEFECTIVE VISION" on the book I told you. It's so logical and so true.
ThePhDChemist 4 months ago
What about bus stops? People of all ages might wait for the bus. Think about bigger cities. At a bus stop, you can TALK to another waiting person. It has to be the right bus stop, in a way. It does not work at an underground station etc. But bus stops. Isn´t that an idea? And the best: You can REPEAT that endlessly...
rabi9091 10 months ago
You've certainly grown into being a very beautiful young woman!! And I think I detected a bit of Texan in yer accent!!! ; )
phemohilia 1 year ago
I have a feeling this girl gets REALLY HORNY sometimes. that would be hawt.
charliebucket46 1 year ago
You mentioned a website you have and other interests? I can't find these on your account page. I like your paper creation! After watching your recent video I am proud of the progress you have made. Jesus loves you. He saves, He heals. God is listening. Ask Him to reveal Himself to you. He will. He's real and He loves you.
SheEnoch 1 year ago
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SheEnoch 1 year ago
Glad to see u back. Darn, I wish there are group therapy in my city.
vaduzcrew 1 year ago 2
You are soo hot. If you come to Florida let me know.. :-p
easternwelder 1 year ago
Please make more videos please!! btw Your still beautiful :)
1Bullet2Ki11s 1 year ago
The 2nd thing I'll suggest is the *gentle* changing of your definitions about life.
For example if you think the opinions of others are more important than your own you'll be ruled by what you think others think of you.
You can change this 'life definition' to something like 'maybe the opinions of other don't matter quite as much as I though they did.' You may feel a touch of relief from this belief change which is a good sign. a few weeks later you can even improve this definition further..
Ui2019 1 year ago
I have social phobia & I also live in WA and want to share somethings that have helped me: #1 Brewers Yeast (tablets, powered is gross) it's full of B vitamins & basically helps you relax naturally. Helps during the day & If i take a couple before going to bed with a glass or 2 of water I often sleep very well. #2 Vitamin D3 - (don't take too much.) This reduces depression to a surprising degree (for me.) WA = less sun = less Vitamin D = more depression = makes Social Phobia more painful.
Ui2019 1 year ago
Hi bishi4me
Liked your videos, your are an enlightenment and inspiration to others.
Sorry to learn about the cat bite. wish it was not infected. Searched a cheap pharmacy store have a look. bestdiscountedpharmacy Rabies_Vaccine/rabipur-vaccine
Still you are lucky to be in a Developed country. Wish you all the best.
Do keep us updated.
Also you can have a look at my story in comments. Symptoms of Avoidant Personality Disorder -by omhsarah
sorry couldn't get the link pasted here.
MrHeavenlyblue 1 year ago
i just wanted to say thank you. i dont know how you ever worked up the curage to make a video but its helped me to realize what my problem is. im 26 and never new anyone felt the same as me. and now that i know whats wrong i might be ale to get some help so thanks. and you should make a video of some of the things you make to sell. that paper thing seemed really cool
davido8675309e9 1 year ago
Regarding your E.R. bill: Isn't there a county or state assistance that will pay it for you, since you have no personal income? You should call the business office & ask what kind of assistance you can get, since you have no income. You are not the first person in this situation, & there should be at least one person there that is trained & knows how to get this bill covered for you. They'll also knock the cost down too, in most cases. Call them now if there is anything left to pay.
sfstucco 1 year ago
@sfstucco I meant 2say: call the business office of the hospital. __ Also, maybe you should look into other forms of financial assistance. Each state (& county?) is different, but I know I, as a single person with no dependents, was able to get a food debit card, bus passes, & some income when I had no income. Of couse, you are living with someone who has an income, & that may limit the $help, but it may be worth checking out. Additionally, lots of training courses, which incrsd the $ they gave.
sfstucco 1 year ago
Being in debt sucks. Dying of rabies sucks worse. Please see a doctor.
VeryEvilPettingZoo 1 year ago
Hey. You seem alot more alive and happy in this video compared to your older ones. Really giving me hope about my own anxiety. Thank you
iaretehleet 1 year ago
Just giving feedback for you: Great picture quality but your voice is lagging... it isn't in sync with the video.
arkangelio 1 year ago
I know how painful wisdom teeth can be and all I can say is that it felt so much better when they were out.
RetroGamer3 1 year ago
I think he best way to deal with social anxiety is to spend time with people out in public. Most everyone will get a bit of social anxiety if they don't go out alot, and the threshold gets alot higher the more you stay away. Making lenghty speeches in front of a large audience might help as well, anything that can make you face your fear so you can overcome it.
Other than that you look very sweet and cute :-)
subadubable 1 year ago
I bet your soul would be worth something. Don't mind me, though. I'm in the dark side of social burnout. I either want to be asleep or dead. So, I'm working on the former for now.
MonacoBlast 1 year ago
Good to hear from you bishi4me. Hang in there and keep working on yourself (support group was a great idea, maybe try another?), and your crafts. Things definitely can get better. Attaining independence feels soooo good and gives much confidence, which in turn leads to even greater things. :)
velospeed2002 1 year ago
I remember watching videos from you years ago and it's seems that you're doing better now which is good. I keep hearing you mention "Billy" who I'm assuming is a significant other and I'm wondering, how did you find one when you have S.A.D.? Just curious because 4 years of lonliness is driving me sorta crazy. Anyways, stay strong, keep fighting it, and things will continue to improve I'm sure.
jimb024 1 year ago
Go check around places like concidment shops to see if they would sell items you make or have a space where you can display your items. As I can see you're doing good with your anxiety disorder.Keep up the good progress.
MusicManiacAddictMar 1 year ago
if you have any examples of your art i would def consider buying from you because im a graphic designer and im looking for ideas
Ulquiorra911GT3 1 year ago
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sampopel 1 year ago
Sounds like you picked up a bit of that southern twang since your older videos. haha
fathmear3 1 year ago 4
@fathmear3
I dont know what ya'll are talkin bout! (lol) Seriously, i dont notice it at all!
bishi4me 1 year ago 2
@Illusiveojee
Yep! But i didn't know you can make 15min videos now lol. Although i should make them short, because i dont think people would like watching me for so long
bishi4me 1 year ago
You look a bit like Dexter's Sister!!!
sorryarnold 1 year ago
Its great to hear from you again. I am concerned about the (possibly) rabid cat attacking you, if i were you, I'd get the shots and deal with the financial consequences later. No amount of money is worth your life.
noworldorder23 1 year ago
Glad to see you posting again, I have missed your video's. Fingers crossed for you regarding the cat incident, I hope you are ok.
Great to see you working on the SA...gives me hope :)
Take care.
x~hide~x
hideandseek80 1 year ago
Nice to hear from u again! And omgg u got an accent!!! And sorry to hear that whole cat incident. Must really suck. And cool ur dads gettin u a car :) luckyy
KittiKatti1 1 year ago
The paper thing was awesome. o;
I'm sorry about the cat. I hope that things work out okay with that and the potential rabies. D; Keep us posted on it so we don't have to worry.
elvickRULES 1 year ago
I'm so glad to hear from you. But damn, that's a fucked up story with the cat. I really hope you're gonna be ok. I've been a big fan of yours for a long time. Does this mean you don't have a horse living across the street anymore? :( Keep us all posted about how you're doing (especially with the rabies thing) I would be very sad if you died.
The group therapy helps? I always wanted to try it: one-on-one therapy didn't really help me much. Have you made any friends there?
pickitupp 1 year ago
@pickitupp
It is messed up, and i need to somehow come up with some money. Therapy-wise... all of them have been to a mental hospital. So many are really messed up, and really old. The one girl that was my age was sexually harassing me. I stopped going because of it.. but i'll go back tomorrow. I'm a little scared.
bishi4me 1 year ago
Nice to see you back - hope things work out for you :)
BluesyMagus 1 year ago
Nice to see your face again
fawnha 1 year ago
i realy now how you feel anxity is the hardest thing ive had to enjore in my life ..i think your an a path to a better place ..i also love your dogs your sheperd is just like mine ..so cute ..thanks an ..great to hear your getting a car i found with cars i can be in my own little safty zone ..so to break the mold i got a motor bike insted ..feels great and free you should try it just go to your local training centre.. thanks again 4 the heart felt and personal experiance videos ..will838
MrWill838 1 year ago
its so great that youre back! xD
engeljakob 1 year ago
OMG accent! lol have you watched the soul eater series on YT? i think you'd enjoy it.
twirlingchair 1 year ago
i'm so happy to see you Manda girl!....i love your new house...its a good thing that you're getting out of the house more ,thats much better than sulking all alone waiting for Billy to get home, you'll adjust to the social setting, it took me along time to get over social phobia,but it can be done...the car sure will help, get your teeth fixed baby!....i'd be glad to buy anything you make...this is nothing to be frivolous about a rabid animal bite is life altering.....I Luv U Manda...(huggs)
777Marlene 1 year ago
Welcome back Im subbed to you awhile ago
Bestrong4 1 year ago
Omg, your back! I missed your videos. I recently got into manga, I like Death Note, Bleach and Full Metal Alchemist. Definitely looking forward to your next video and I'm glad you're doing ok!
TimeShifterX 1 year ago
Yeah, you have definitely developed an accent.
Nimnoms 1 year ago
you sound great. wouldnt know you have SA.. keep on.. be well..
timhere64 1 year ago
i need a girl who is mentally ill
sleestack808 1 year ago
@sleestack808 No you don't! A lot of females don't handle it as well as she does...Have you ever been punched in the face in public for giving a random girl a cigarette?
DJFAMDaniel 1 year ago
you're doing much better! For sleep I have been taking melatonin. I really want to visit sometime but am terrified of large dogs lol.
agentsteve007 1 year ago
@agentsteve007
Do you live close by? Our dogs dont like people lol
bishi4me 1 year ago
@bishi4me No, I live in Michigan. I posted the potato chip vid on your FB, that's me.
agentsteve007 1 year ago
Hey great to see you back, very nice video quality with HD cam :-) i have social anxiety & i love ur videos as it helps people with SA feel not so alone
TheVamp1res 1 year ago
You've developed a bit of an accent. Nice to see ya again though.
kenodobi 1 year ago
@kenodobi
Really? lol! I haven't noticed at all.
bishi4me 1 year ago
Good to hear from you. :) Does the government over in America pay to help people do courses and stuff, like in business administration?
thorkyll 1 year ago
@thorkyll
Yep, i should be starting college in the spring for medical transcription. But thats only because i had such a hard time learning in school. A rehab place is paying for it.
bishi4me 1 year ago
yeah \o/
Welcome back Manda = )
MrGabrielmeurer 1 year ago
Sadly it looks like the sound is out of sync, at least to me. Does anyone else notice?
bishi4me 1 year ago
I just made love to your video and think I may even call the next day. I am enamored.
mrDC300 1 year ago
Hi Manda. It is such a nice surprise to see you on video again. If you look on my channel page and click back to my oldest comment note...IT IS FROM YOU!!! Yes, I have always supported you and your dreams. That was back when you first moved south to be with Billie. Wow, how time flies. You have always been creative, so I am trusting that you will find some kind of income from that....or from your knowledge of animal care. Please take care. Many blessings to you. Tom
tommax26 1 year ago
@tommax26
lol wow, i am the first to comment on your profile. That makes me smile... lol!
bishi4me 1 year ago