To everyone who is going through depression, you're not alone. I myself am a survivor who went through it in the past and to anyone who is thinking about suicide, please don't try it. God loves you all and I say this from experience, he has a plan for each and every one of you. Don't give up no matter what, things will get better, I promise!
My best friend killed herself last summer, and I was devasted. I tried to help her, but she refused to let me. In her note, she thought she was doing the right thing for herself, or so she said.
doing scuicide is permenint but bulling is temporary. somebody out there loves you and do not give up. i was bullied but not any more becaus i lived threw it i feel like a hero becaus if i lived threw it so can you nothing is impossible. you can do it. dying helps nothing. the bullies only do it becaus they whant to make you fell smaller but your not you are way bigger than them. stop living a fear and tell somone like family or a friend or police because they care. keep believing dont give up
For anyone who is considering suicide I dont know you but i love you & god loves you now you have 2 people who care please don't commit suicide i have been through a lot in my life & i thought about it too and someone else in my position would have done it but i knew god loved me and that i have a reason to be hear now all i want to do is use my experience to help others like you and just people with a hard life contact me if you need to talk i'm hear to listen and talk you through it be strong
this made me think of my best friend Zane. he commited suicide on october 5th. i still miss him with all my heart. i thought of joining him, but i was stopped by the thought of the few but close people that i would hurt. i still think about it, but i'll stay here because i can't stand to hurt anyone. i miss you, Zaney
Life isn't worth it. Every second of everyday I try to think of a reason to stay. I still haven't found 1. It's time to end this bullshit. I haven't found a reason yet so doubt I ever will . I just want to end everything. The way to do it the easiest is a bullet to my head.
@ZxGReapz Has anyone told you that God loves you? Has anyone ever told you that you matter to God? because He does love you, and you do matter to Him. Jus because theres bad things in this world and theres bad people doesnt mean that life isnt worth it. Trust me, i wanted to end my life too...but when i realized that God loved me enough to send His only Son to die for ME and YOU, i realized how sincerly stupid i was for even thinking about giving up on life! Dont do it, its truly not worth it!
but ...why i have all these my sis try so hard to get good grads while i just study 5 hours and get even perfect schores...my friends hate me for that ...i dont care about getting into good university but i did it so easelly thats make me sad
but since i believe that if i commit suicide ill go to hell i stoped trying
i tried killing myself since i was 13 and i told my parents that i just fell i didnt really want to die i lied ...but ...if any one want to die he must think about death ...its to
they are just empty trying to look so perfec trying to strugle to live on
i can't but feel angry while seeing them
im not trying to show off but im not ugly not fat at all my hair is the only thing thats not acceptable and its my bro fault who cut it while i was sleeping
I'm going through a very tough time, I'm in eighth grade and I'm looking for help. But I don't like to talk to people about my feelings. I guess YouTube it's the best way.
Every night when my parents are asleep I walk to the kitchen and use the knife on my forearm. The pain feels actually quite nice, it just let's off how I feel.
But lately my mind keeps going on about suicide. It just keeps thinking about best and most painful ways to die. :(
R.I.P jacob my best friend.. he had attempt suicide and left me a suicide note. to this day i still want to kill the poeple that bullied my friend to death.
I was never suicidal or ever wanted to kill myself but in 7th grade my girlfriend became depressed and was saying negative things and one night called and said she was going to kill herself, I talked her out of it got her mom to get her help and she is now a good friend who is engaged and as happy as can be. Suicide is a solution for a temporary problem. It does get better trust me!
@B4im81 You are worth it, never forget that. You are a great person, I have been there too. i have been form foster home to foster home. I have been abused physically and emotionally. I have lost family. I have seen my parent'ys go though a divorce and my biological mother on drugs. There is always a reason worth living though. Think of everything you have to look forward to, kids. A family, never give your future up <3
@Lilcici0678 No, it's not time to give up, you would hurt so many more people than you realize. Trust me. I have been there. It's not a fun place, There is always that small chance of surviving. One day your going to look back and realize that life has been hard but it is worth it in the end. You want to grow old have a house. Go to all the big places you have always dreamed about but whatever you do don't give up <3
if I had been successful many years ago at suicide I would not have gone through all the the evil imposed on me by your EVIL social order for some people america will NEVER be free esspecially when the damages caused by all those screwed up authorities can NEVER be
amendeed, recovery is not possible that's why JOE STACK flew his plane into that building in Austin Texas. BRAVO JOE STACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!! KILL ALL THEM NAZI'S TRYING TO PASS
Why? do people waste time trying to get well known on you tube- REAL REASON MONEY ! OTHER REASONS BEING THE CENTER OF ATTENTION if only everyone was equally educated none of or little of us would be DOING this form of endeavor, it certainly won't get me the attention I deserve to let people know how SCREWED UP THE REAL HUMAN RACE IS & MOST OF ALL CONDEMN EVERYONE WHO DESERVES DEATH & DESTRUCTION -BRAVO AL-QAEDA- HAMAS - ISREAL- AND LAST BUT NOT
I Would Admitt . I Have Thought About Killing My Self Tons Of Times, And I Still Do. To Many People Judge Me For What I Do. They Dont Know The Real Me. I Do Cut My Self. But I Dont Know How To Stop. I Been Going To Church For Awhile, And It Seems Like No One Is Here, So I Just . . Think Its Time To Give Up /:
@TraptPurpleDeviI It isn't easy. I have been thinking about suicide for about 3 years now. The only thing that doesn't make me do it is my religion. Suicide is a big sin and you'll go to hell if you do so. I know my family loves me but god damn they wont listen and they can't try to make their lives better. My father is a gambler, my brothers are drugs addicts and my sister is a slut.
@TraptPurpleDeviI I am 16 years now and 4 years ago i've made one of the biggest mistakes by going to a lower study direction because i was achieving to poor results at school. Why continue if you don't succeed? Why continue if your dreams are already crushed? I want to become a pilot so badly but because of my stupitidy 4 years ago for not studying, my dream is now crushed.
I lost my best friend to suicide.. March 4, 2011 she was pronounced dead at 10:00 am... Ive had so much suicidal thoughts. I still get them sometimes. Everyone says they know me.. But they don't! Still.. Im lost.. I know I need help.. But nobody cares enough to help.. To not send me off to a mental institute...:/
@TheMossTalon Honey I know what ur going through! I have always hated the mental institution. I've been there four times! Mi granmother died at around 7:30 am July 3, 2007 3 days before we were gonna go see her and spend vacation together!! I miss her like crazy!! Mi mom was trying to help by locking mi up!! But everytime i got out i was worse and the cuts on mi arm got deeper and deeper the last time i did it was like more than a month ago! they were so deep i thought i really commited suicide!
@TheMossTalon i started crying and praying telling Jesus Christ that I'm sorry!!! He knows i did not mean to do that he knows that i really don't want to disapear!! He knows that i want to stay with mi familly!! Wile i was praying and crying i got really light headed i tried running to the bathroom to get toilet paper to stop the bleeding! It took mi a long time! but i got it and we back to mi room i idk but i think i might have pased out!! I lost so much blood!!
@TheMossTalon I was so pissed at miself because i knew mi mom was gonna find out!! so i deside to tell her on a note instead i told her that I'm sorry that i was never gonna do that again & i gave her the blades & to please not send mi to the mental institution!! Idk know u but i wanna get to know u I wanna help u!! I wanna be ur friend!!! I know i can never replace ur BESTfriend but I can help u think or the good times I can help u feel better I've been throught alot & I'm only 14.
@TheMossTalon I have been suicidal for alittle more than four years but every time i got in fight with whom eve i wanted to die!! Please, let mi be your friend let mi help you!! Add mi on facebook!! I wanna help!! princesita_lupe@yahoo.com
I just dont feel like im worth living anymore.. And i feel like committing suicide, I feel so lonley because i cant even get a girlfriend, im just to shy.. i get bullied everyday at school and at home by my parents, they beat me. I have no friends cause they all threw me away and out of there lives. I just see there no reason to live for me anymore, the only person who understands me is my older brother who is trying to help me, but it never works. I just see there no reason for me to go on.....
@B4im81 Hey, How old are u? Please talk to mi I'll be ur friend I'll undestand u I've been through this & have been going through it for 4 years or more!! I wanna help u I'll be ur shoulder to cry on!!! Its ok to be shy!! I don't know u!! But I LOVE YOU!!! I CARE even if I don't know u!!! Please talk to mi when ever u need to I'll be here!! FOR U!!!! I'm a girl with a busy depressing life most of the time but I'll cancel and make room Just to save YOU!!!!! ♥ Love U and Jesus Christ does too!! ♥
@123Nashali i know this is gonna sound weird but after reading some of your replies, it kinda cheered me up, and after discovering you are only 14 years old i was shocked. be strong, thx
death of a loved one is not a temperary problem,I have thought of suicide almost everyday for 21 years,if I had 10 cents for everytime I have heard,get over it,god wanted your brother,it was his time,he would not want you to kill yourself,I would have more money then Bill Gates and Donald Trump combined.And YES I have tried to more then a few times.And I am hoping I can someday muster the courage and find a sure fire way to do it......
Suicide, is no joke. I've lost a few friends to suicide, they thought they were alone, but they never were. Please, before you even consider suicide, think of all the people who love you and would miss you. If anyone needs someone to talk to, i'll be willing to talk to you. Yeah i dont know you, but if i can help save your life. Its worth it. Suicide is NEVER the answer.
ive been through suicidal but i have over come it and yes i still do have suicidal thoughts, no they arnt easy to ignore but you learn to live with them
that's what i thought when i thought of suicide, but i realized that even if i think people don't want me here, i have to also think there maybe someone out there who does, and if i give up now i'll never find them. i can't throw away the life my family, and friends have built for me for my selfish thinking. so i keep on going even if it hurts,even if it feels cold,or lonely i gotta make it through everyday in order to keep living
@rmelz3456, God! Shut up with the heaven and hell crap! You are being a JERK. People don't commit suicide so they can meet God; at least most don't. They commit suicide because they feel so much PAIN! Now stop being an idiot and shut up with the bible junk. These people are going through such deep pain, you probably only ever felt a pinprick of pain compared to them. I lost a relative of mine to suicide and do you know just how much it hurts?! You are just tue kind of people I hate; the ones wh
@Swiftflower As a Christian, I agree with you. Bible Thumpers don't need to be saying that kind of stuff. Everyone has the right to be happy. Suicide is the permanent solution to temporary problems. Because, for me, if there was no God and no assurance of life after death, then why should I live? Why should I go through all this pain and stress and sorrow if there is no reward? I implore you all out there to always remember that someone in ths world loves you.
@Swiftflower Pain.. Everyone feels pain, deep inside. It matters not the religion, the country, the ethnicity, the gender, pain affects everyone. I myself am christian. I do believe that Jesus Christ died on the cross for not just me, but everyone else who believes that he did that so we could live.. yet.. I find the pain I'm in right now is hard to bear. I have considered suicide, but I stopped myself. Think people, before you post.
@Swiftflower bible crap lol man you know nothing of pain. people dont like you? become a better freind struggling wqith your sexuality stop having sex. family problems relatives dying commiting suicide thats life greive remember move on people with faith know that things will get better thats why they dont commit suicide if you try for one more day instead of thinking of everything and dwelling in the past youll find hope. I wanted to commit suicide for years but im here now
See I thank GOD for youth like you, bringing awareness ! God spared you, my son was not so fortunate, he took his life at age 23. The hurt and pain caused by his death has been unfathomable!! I BEG OF ANYONE, please, ASK FOR HELP. Danny left behind children, they loved him, so did I. Who am I? HIS MOM who is now broken forever.
It's not good to suicide,because you will be not meeting GOD and will go to hell. don't belive that you'll just go to heaven right away you have to read a bible (Like me honestly)there's ways there of HOW to go to heaven.
I'm verry sorry when people suicide. What happens is teens soul.................. Ok ok even teens are alone they suicide? I mean teens should not suicide. you can invite your other freinds or invite a close teenager that is near your house or do some exercise and read.You can't just suicide cause your getting alone? There's a way to stop that YOU JUST HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO AVOID IT.I If you people getting alone, PLEASE DON'T SUICIDE you just have to find a way to avoid it.
I'm verry sorry when people suicide. What happens is teens soul.................. Ok ok even teens are bulied they suicide? I mean teens can just tell the police.You can't just suicide cause your getting bulied? There's a way to stop that YOU JUST HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO STOP IT.I If you people getting bulied, PLEASE DON'T SUICIDE you just have to find a way to stop it.
Im suicidal right now and i can tell you all something...we dont care, we hurt, we dont care about the future cause we dont see one...we dont want to listen to the lies of "I love you." we just want our suffering to end and trust me, ive attempted suicide twice ended up in hospital both times and all anyone did was put me on medication, and then because of all the shit afterwards i ran away and i still aint getting help, so tell me again...who cares?
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. A dear friend of mine hung himself because of a breakup. I was so devastated because we were so close. I don't blame his girlfriend but i wont lie and say that i like her. I wont lie and say he was doing the smart thing. It makes me wonder if I ever crossed his mind or if he was even thinking. I would have been his shoulder to cry on. I would have been to hell and back for him. But now that hes gone, I realized that I really loved him.
For all those people out there who might be watching this and considering suicide...... I don't know you.... but I love you. Don't kill yourself. Now you can't say there isn't someone out there who cares.... :-)
@TheGothims yes, u can say that, but if i dies right now, you wouldn't know, you wouldn't be affected in the smallest of ways, you wouldn't fall to the ground and weep as if it was your mother, brother, or a close friend. all the suicide notes, those were exactly what i think every day.. all the time..
Continue..........> After That Happened I Had To Be In Juvi Hall For 4 Months When I Was 11 Was In Juvi I Wanted To End The World So Badly Because How Bad I Was Torched In Juvi . When I Got Relased From Juvi I Wanted To Kill Everyone In Sight. Two Years Later I Moved To New York To Start A New Life But Then I Was 13 & I got Raped On School Bus. Then When I Was 14 I Got Sent Back To Fat Camp But They Kept Me In Handcuffs. When I Got Outta Fat Camp I Wanted To Kill My Parents...>
My Parents Sent Me To Fat Camp Twice When I Was 10 & I Had Sugar Addiction. I Sneaked Out And Ran Two Blocks To Go To The Store To Get Candy When My Parent's Were Paying For Fat Camp For Nothing. Then One Night A Guard Got Me And Tackled Me. I Beated The Shit Outta Him For 20 Minutes Then Burned My LogCabin On Fire.............>
@DemiSparklesx Are they starving in Africa trying hard to survive every day with no parents and no one to love them? Do they need to fight crippling illness and face the prospect of starvation, where daily survival is a struggle day by day?
Obviously everyone bitching and moaning had a computer to make this, so they're better off than a lot of people.
Keep faith In God, He's the only reason we're alive. I've been having those thoughts, but I now realize that it is not me who is thinking that, its not. It's this evil presence of hopelessness and loneliness. God Has great love for us don't forget that, You can talk to him, You don't necessarily have to be formal about it, If you ever feel alone, just talk to him, He's listening. Say "hey, whats up big man?" and just talk to him, because He made u perfect and will always be there for you.
PEOPLE NEED TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY WERE MADE FOR. YOU ARE NOT HERE BECAUSE OF YOUR PARENTS. EACH AND EVERY SINGLE BEING WAS PUT INTO THIS WORLD WITH purpose. It is so hard to find real purpose in things like school work relationships activites friends. People have been there, tried it and got NOTHING. Because these things ultimately give us no real REASON. But, there IS a reason. You are not on this world by accident. If you want to know what other reason there could be, message me and well tlk
my boyfriend is actually going through sucidal thoughts. i dont know how to help him. he doesnt want me to tell anyone. the scary thing is, he mentions similar things to me that are mentioned in this video. i love him and i could never imagine my life without him. this video really makes me realize that he needs help but i dont know what to do.
My suicide note said the exact same thing i tried commiting suicide 3 times,because i was getting picked on at school,but now im homeschooled and I can honestly this is the strongest I've ever been I used the mean comments and built off of them to make me a better person now people dont pick on me,i dont like violence but if thats what it takes so people to know im not a wimp and their words hurt thats what I'll do(I fought my bullyand won)now nobody picks on me n they see im very nice nd humble
im will never change no matter how much jesus crap people spill out at me and tell me that it gets better when most of them have never been there. everybody who is suicidal feels different and its impossible to guess what their feeling.
and almost all of us cant even put it into context how we r feeling, but everyone just needs to respect that some of us, JUST DONT WANNA LIVE. its as simple as that and yet to hard to accept by everyone. im sure its to late for me, and as it is foreveryone. bye
Trust me guys, Jesus is the answer, I've been there and without Him in my life, I may not be here now. It takes time, but with complete trust in Him and His promises to us, things do get better, much much better. He died for this very reason; He wants to carry our burdens for us. (Romans 8:28)says.And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.(1st Peter 5:7)says..Casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.
I've been through this, but I made it, I couldn't do it because I couldn't stop thinking about my family. They love me. So many people do. It's a selfish thing, suicide, to just leave like that, though I know you are sad and depressed, don't kill yourself, you are loved, someone, someone in the world loves and cares about you, at least one person does.
@yaoidemon101 Saying suicide is a selfish act is very subjective. I understand where you're coming from, and we all have our opinions. But think about this, aren't the people trying to keep us from doing it, just as selfish? The ones who don't want us to go through with it, because they don't want to deal with the aftermath? That's understandable, but I just wanted to make a point. I just hate when suicidal people get labeled as selfish, when there are plenty of reasons as to why they're not.
i actually cried at this it makes me feel selfish all the times i thought my life was terrable and these people felt like that it makes me feel like such a drama queen! i cant believe i ever made such a fuss over the little thigs i feel like such a bad person!
@theleahmaguiree thts not true..god loves you more than u'll ever know. believe it or not, there is hope, and there are rlly good ppl out there to help you through life's trials.
I'm not disappointed at God for not helping my friend from commiting suicde.
But do you think my friend will go to hell since my friend ruined God's creation? My friend did believe in God so I don't know what he was thinking when he did it. But do you think he'll go there?
@Brandi108CP I'd like to think not. If he believed in God and loved him, and was sorry that he was resorting to suicide then I think God would forgive him.
Fact has it that those people who committed suicide did really want to die, they just need our attention, understanding and support. Never ignore the signs of suicidal tendencies no matter trivial you might they are.
omg. people are sick. i cant believe what im seeing. i just.. i cant imagine someone letting them piss them off that much. tell them to bug off anf go fuk themselves. seriously... if i ever wuld bully someone that bad that they kill themselves i wuldnt be able to go to skool or do anything. people must feel so sick about this. cant believe it.
I really don't know what i should say now...i don't even know how's the feeling, if you want to die... I can't even imagine it...all i can say is: In the real Life...there are up and downs...if you fell from the stairs, you first lie on the floor. Next you rise up and walk to the top again. If you fell from the stairs, and you hurt yourself so badly, that you can't even stand anymore..call friends, your family, someone who give you a hand, to stand. But please...don't take an end to your life..
every1 on here is so emo angsty. shut up, because if you actually felt this way, you wouldn't be broadcasting it to random people on youtube. you wouldn't share it with anyone. wanting to kill yourself isn't something that makes people think you're cool, and i find it pitiful that so many of you think it's the only way to get attention. sure- you might be going through some tough things, but if you really, truly, feel this way, then get the freaking hell off of youtube and go figure yourself out
@666DeadBunnys i half agree with this, sometimes people try to reach out to others online because they are contemplating suicide but are hoping someone can talk them out of it. while i agree most of the "suicide posts" are from emo people trying to look cool to other emo people, some are genuinely regular people reaching out for anyone to listen...for anyone to help them. ive contemplated it many times before (and no i am not emo) but i agree if i were to do it i wouldnt post about it on youtube
Please, if anyone needs to talk about anything...send me a message and I will talk to you. You can come to me and I will be unbiased and do all I can to help you.
Fuck god! Hes a zombie who supposablly heals all. All god gave me was depression, hate, and fear. And fuck the emo shit music, and once again fuck god! I believe he exist but i believe hes a corrupted being who gave birth to suffering.
@marathoner92 sorry you feel that way, but god did not give you these feelings, people gave you those feelings...people suck a lot of the times, but if you look close enough, you will find a few diamonds in the rough. it is hard to find people who arent douche bags, but there are some out there who arent you just have to go out and find them without expecting things to magically get better all by itself. only YOU can make you feel happy or like shit, just remember that YOU have control, not them
my friend cuts himself and i try to talk to him but he wont be serious about it. he laughs and jokes about it but i am worried for him and i am trying to help but he wont let anyone in. i just keep hoping he will come around and realize it is wrong and not do anything he will regret
Look , If you think no 1 cares , well ur wrong as wrong can be plus if you want a child and a family, ur letting ur children down and ur wife/husband down so there is at least reasons to live . dont forget your the winner out of millions . theres a reason why your the only 1 alike
I've written some of those letters many times through my life because of the hell i was going through but God had other plans. God made me think of my two little sisters and how much I ment to them and when I could not take it any longer God took me out of that family and gave me a family (through foster care) that showed me what a family should be and loved me. I was addopted by that family at age 17 because they knew how important it was for me to know I AM LOVED. as are every one else
jeez christ mom of gosh! could someone tell me what is that song and artist played at the end of the video, please. I love it it's so emotionally touching, at least for me. I'd like to listen to whole song, plz
hey people do kill themselves , thats fine with me. this planets needs a good pruning. and abcthat what part of "god" made u NOT a suicidal emo? fuck, all this "i see the light of god! i no longer want to kill myself!" shit is really pissing me off. yeah we get it god loves us yadda uadda keep it off youtube. got it you retard emos looking for a good note to write. heres a good one,
" Im a useless tool with nothing to show for my work because i'm a lazy ass"
hey, you whiney bitches, the resto f society doesnt care.
oh and btw yeah man I WILL wait for the persons funeral to see if they were joking. so I can see how many people come to it and if theres none, laugh at him for being a nobody, or seeing alot of people and laughing at him for being an ignorant emo.
you know what? good for you. good for you that you don't have a heart. good for you that your sister didn't try to commit suicide. good for you that you don't try to strangle yourself. good for you. really. awesome. i'm glad SOMEONE HAS A PERFECT LIFE. YOU KNOW WHAT? GO TO HELL!
@AmyLee248 I love not having a heart, keeps emotions from clouding judgement. my sister is dead. so you do? get some confidence, get a soul or something your not the only one. and you know what I never had a perfect life, and I'm in hell. welcome to it.
depression is a bitch. i just came "sober" from it after 5 1/2 years of hell. thank "god" im still here i wouldve missed so much stuff. we all have bad days, just mine decided to stay.
@conversekitty20 Sorry, but you're wrong. No-one cares about anyone but themselves these days. If I felt suicidal every time I felt useless I would have ripped off my own head by now.
This made me cry... :'( It reminds me of ....me. I have been bullied since kindergarten i still am.... i have attempted suicide... I have been beaten up. I am a dropout. I smoke. I drink. I cant keep a guy in my life. I never could be the person my rents want me to be. i cant even keep a high mark at anything. I am a failure. I am pathetic and now i am sitting here feeling stupid.... :/
This was me during most of high school and a couple years after. I'm still surprised I never did anything. Oh and PS I didn't overcome it with the help of "god."
awhh! :'( <\3 this totally expresses me; and a lot of people; but we aren't alone.! i feltlike that too al lot; i found god ; i wear a cross; i am so happy furr u ! :D <3 u know u helped a lot of others?! <3 ur a really amaaazing hero; ur ma hero; and others <3 i love you lol ;p <3 thanks furr the inspiring video.! u will save lifes, ma dear, keep it up, we shud talk sometime, love, kayla <3
There is always hope. I tried to hurt myself before, I know now that committing suicide is not the way to solving problems. The way to solving problems is to be strong and find help. Seeking the right kind by (talking about your problems) of help with someone you trust or a close family member is a much better choice than hurting yourself.
Sigh, I've been through these thoughts before, at the age of 10. Thought no one loved me, was hated by all. I didn't look into everyone I did have on my side, on my side of the field. When I was going to decide to finish it, I know God had spoke to me, He told me, to hold on, and to fight through it. Suicide is a serious issue, I always think of this phrase from The Bible when i start feeling down: "Your God will surely come." It helps me know, that God loves me, as He loves all His children.
The only problem with the phrase "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" is that suicide is not a solution. The word "solution" is by definition a positive resolve.
@JeffersonDinedAlone Good insight, but think about it. To the victim of suicide, it is a positive resolve. That's what they wanted, so that's what they did.
I attempted suicide about 3 years ago. I was suffering from an incurable chronic illness for about 12 years. I felt totally trapped. It was like a living death. I was in a coma for three days. They didnt know if I would wake up....But God knew better. I am now Miraculously healed thanks to the Love of Jesus Christ on the cross! He is the Way, Truth, and Life! Trust Him and ask Him to reveal Himself to YOU! HE IS FAITHFUL THAT PROMISED! HE IS LOVE INCARNATE! TRUST HIM AND YOU SHALL BE HEALED!
My 15 year old brother in-law commited Suicide October of 2010. As I read this letter I once again imagined the pain he was feeling. I only wish he would have told someone. Rest In Peace Travis.
thats sorta how i feel. but i keep on fighting laughing while crying on the inside i know that i someday will feel better so i keep on going till i find the good life! and till then i guess that im still gonna be a nothing but sometimes i enjoy the silence :')
You know what; I'm not going to say a damn thing. I'm done with it. Goodbye! *leaves the computer*
sinbd 1 day ago
My story-/3
honeybunny1234567891 4 days ago
To everyone who is going through depression, you're not alone. I myself am a survivor who went through it in the past and to anyone who is thinking about suicide, please don't try it. God loves you all and I say this from experience, he has a plan for each and every one of you. Don't give up no matter what, things will get better, I promise!
PS3ification 1 week ago
u post this ok then in my opion y would do this like domt post this i u can pos yer alive
ambersbro 2 weeks ago
ok
ambersbro 2 weeks ago
I want to be one of those statistics...
broodkin666 2 weeks ago
Bye bye world
LifeisSogay 3 weeks ago
My best friend killed herself last summer, and I was devasted. I tried to help her, but she refused to let me. In her note, she thought she was doing the right thing for herself, or so she said.
lrubsie67 4 weeks ago
It's just too sad looking at this..they shouldnt kill themselves they are beautiful already they dont need to die. live life first.
ilovetodance480 1 month ago
suicide seems like such an easy solution right now
CumboJosii997 1 month ago
doing scuicide is permenint but bulling is temporary. somebody out there loves you and do not give up. i was bullied but not any more becaus i lived threw it i feel like a hero becaus if i lived threw it so can you nothing is impossible. you can do it. dying helps nothing. the bullies only do it becaus they whant to make you fell smaller but your not you are way bigger than them. stop living a fear and tell somone like family or a friend or police because they care. keep believing dont give up
mimi16candy 1 month ago
For anyone who is considering suicide I dont know you but i love you & god loves you now you have 2 people who care please don't commit suicide i have been through a lot in my life & i thought about it too and someone else in my position would have done it but i knew god loved me and that i have a reason to be hear now all i want to do is use my experience to help others like you and just people with a hard life contact me if you need to talk i'm hear to listen and talk you through it be strong
Loverofmusic0818 1 month ago
here is a song that my friend made up, i hope this spreads the word about suicide. please like this comment so everyone can see this video <3
/watch?v=ijQWo1NihW8&feature=g-u&context=G25583ffFUAAAAAAAAAA
TheRailroadworker 1 month ago
this made me think of my best friend Zane. he commited suicide on october 5th. i still miss him with all my heart. i thought of joining him, but i was stopped by the thought of the few but close people that i would hurt. i still think about it, but i'll stay here because i can't stand to hurt anyone. i miss you, Zaney
xTheEmoChickx3 1 month ago
Life isn't worth it. Every second of everyday I try to think of a reason to stay. I still haven't found 1. It's time to end this bullshit. I haven't found a reason yet so doubt I ever will . I just want to end everything. The way to do it the easiest is a bullet to my head.
ZxGReapz 1 month ago
@ZxGReapz Has anyone told you that God loves you? Has anyone ever told you that you matter to God? because He does love you, and you do matter to Him. Jus because theres bad things in this world and theres bad people doesnt mean that life isnt worth it. Trust me, i wanted to end my life too...but when i realized that God loved me enough to send His only Son to die for ME and YOU, i realized how sincerly stupid i was for even thinking about giving up on life! Dont do it, its truly not worth it!
Batman7Fan 1 month ago
you should have left the words on there a lot longer. i found myself contantly stopping, rewinding, reading, playing, stopping readingplaying
AmariStarship 1 month ago
Fuck life and this shitty world.
FuckLifeiwanttodie 1 month ago
but ...why i have all these my sis try so hard to get good grads while i just study 5 hours and get even perfect schores...my friends hate me for that ...i dont care about getting into good university but i did it so easelly thats make me sad
but since i believe that if i commit suicide ill go to hell i stoped trying
i tried killing myself since i was 13 and i told my parents that i just fell i didnt really want to die i lied ...but ...if any one want to die he must think about death ...its to
norikko11 1 month ago
im a muslim i believe in god and all stuff
i trully believe in god
and thats the only reason why im still alive
no one understand me
i tried talking to many ppl
they are just empty trying to look so perfec trying to strugle to live on
i can't but feel angry while seeing them
im not trying to show off but im not ugly not fat at all my hair is the only thing thats not acceptable and its my bro fault who cut it while i was sleeping
im smart i gor the 5th note in my high school
but ...
norikko11 1 month ago
I'm going through a very tough time, I'm in eighth grade and I'm looking for help. But I don't like to talk to people about my feelings. I guess YouTube it's the best way.
Every night when my parents are asleep I walk to the kitchen and use the knife on my forearm. The pain feels actually quite nice, it just let's off how I feel.
But lately my mind keeps going on about suicide. It just keeps thinking about best and most painful ways to die. :(
I give up
sheeshcodkabab 1 month ago
R.I.P jacob my best friend.. he had attempt suicide and left me a suicide note. to this day i still want to kill the poeple that bullied my friend to death.
Nattfanatic 1 month ago
I was never suicidal or ever wanted to kill myself but in 7th grade my girlfriend became depressed and was saying negative things and one night called and said she was going to kill herself, I talked her out of it got her mom to get her help and she is now a good friend who is engaged and as happy as can be. Suicide is a solution for a temporary problem. It does get better trust me!
KJT922010T 1 month ago
Thank u u saved my life
MrNagosta 1 month ago
@B4im81 You are worth it, never forget that. You are a great person, I have been there too. i have been form foster home to foster home. I have been abused physically and emotionally. I have lost family. I have seen my parent'ys go though a divorce and my biological mother on drugs. There is always a reason worth living though. Think of everything you have to look forward to, kids. A family, never give your future up <3
1otwo 1 month ago
@Lilcici0678 No, it's not time to give up, you would hurt so many more people than you realize. Trust me. I have been there. It's not a fun place, There is always that small chance of surviving. One day your going to look back and realize that life has been hard but it is worth it in the end. You want to grow old have a house. Go to all the big places you have always dreamed about but whatever you do don't give up <3
1otwo 1 month ago
if I had been successful many years ago at suicide I would not have gone through all the the evil imposed on me by your EVIL social order for some people america will NEVER be free esspecially when the damages caused by all those screwed up authorities can NEVER be
amendeed, recovery is not possible that's why JOE STACK flew his plane into that building in Austin Texas. BRAVO JOE STACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!! KILL ALL THEM NAZI'S TRYING TO PASS
THEMSEVLES OFF AS A FREE PEOPLE.
realitiesupremebeing 1 month ago
Why? do people waste time trying to get well known on you tube- REAL REASON MONEY ! OTHER REASONS BEING THE CENTER OF ATTENTION if only everyone was equally educated none of or little of us would be DOING this form of endeavor, it certainly won't get me the attention I deserve to let people know how SCREWED UP THE REAL HUMAN RACE IS & MOST OF ALL CONDEMN EVERYONE WHO DESERVES DEATH & DESTRUCTION -BRAVO AL-QAEDA- HAMAS - ISREAL- AND LAST BUT NOT
LEAST ALL AMERICAN TAX PAYERS YOUR All Nazi's
realitiesupremebeing 1 month ago
I Would Admitt . I Have Thought About Killing My Self Tons Of Times, And I Still Do. To Many People Judge Me For What I Do. They Dont Know The Real Me. I Do Cut My Self. But I Dont Know How To Stop. I Been Going To Church For Awhile, And It Seems Like No One Is Here, So I Just . . Think Its Time To Give Up /:
Lilcici0678 1 month ago
This made me cry..
tnpbass22 1 month ago
kill yourself
Lemileant 1 month ago
Not to be an ass or anything but...You hurt more people by commiting suicide than by being alive.SO MAN UP IT'LL GET BETTER
TraptPurpleDeviI 1 month ago
@TraptPurpleDeviI It isn't easy. I have been thinking about suicide for about 3 years now. The only thing that doesn't make me do it is my religion. Suicide is a big sin and you'll go to hell if you do so. I know my family loves me but god damn they wont listen and they can't try to make their lives better. My father is a gambler, my brothers are drugs addicts and my sister is a slut.
ijsHD 1 month ago
@TraptPurpleDeviI I am 16 years now and 4 years ago i've made one of the biggest mistakes by going to a lower study direction because i was achieving to poor results at school. Why continue if you don't succeed? Why continue if your dreams are already crushed? I want to become a pilot so badly but because of my stupitidy 4 years ago for not studying, my dream is now crushed.
ijsHD 1 month ago
I lost my best friend to suicide.. March 4, 2011 she was pronounced dead at 10:00 am... Ive had so much suicidal thoughts. I still get them sometimes. Everyone says they know me.. But they don't! Still.. Im lost.. I know I need help.. But nobody cares enough to help.. To not send me off to a mental institute...:/
TheMossTalon 2 months ago
@TheMossTalon Honey I know what ur going through! I have always hated the mental institution. I've been there four times! Mi granmother died at around 7:30 am July 3, 2007 3 days before we were gonna go see her and spend vacation together!! I miss her like crazy!! Mi mom was trying to help by locking mi up!! But everytime i got out i was worse and the cuts on mi arm got deeper and deeper the last time i did it was like more than a month ago! they were so deep i thought i really commited suicide!
123Nashali 1 month ago
@TheMossTalon i started crying and praying telling Jesus Christ that I'm sorry!!! He knows i did not mean to do that he knows that i really don't want to disapear!! He knows that i want to stay with mi familly!! Wile i was praying and crying i got really light headed i tried running to the bathroom to get toilet paper to stop the bleeding! It took mi a long time! but i got it and we back to mi room i idk but i think i might have pased out!! I lost so much blood!!
123Nashali 1 month ago
@TheMossTalon I was so pissed at miself because i knew mi mom was gonna find out!! so i deside to tell her on a note instead i told her that I'm sorry that i was never gonna do that again & i gave her the blades & to please not send mi to the mental institution!! Idk know u but i wanna get to know u I wanna help u!! I wanna be ur friend!!! I know i can never replace ur BESTfriend but I can help u think or the good times I can help u feel better I've been throught alot & I'm only 14.
123Nashali 1 month ago
@TheMossTalon I have been suicidal for alittle more than four years but every time i got in fight with whom eve i wanted to die!! Please, let mi be your friend let mi help you!! Add mi on facebook!! I wanna help!! princesita_lupe@yahoo.com
123Nashali 1 month ago
I just dont feel like im worth living anymore.. And i feel like committing suicide, I feel so lonley because i cant even get a girlfriend, im just to shy.. i get bullied everyday at school and at home by my parents, they beat me. I have no friends cause they all threw me away and out of there lives. I just see there no reason to live for me anymore, the only person who understands me is my older brother who is trying to help me, but it never works. I just see there no reason for me to go on.....
B4im81 2 months ago
@B4im81 Hey, How old are u? Please talk to mi I'll be ur friend I'll undestand u I've been through this & have been going through it for 4 years or more!! I wanna help u I'll be ur shoulder to cry on!!! Its ok to be shy!! I don't know u!! But I LOVE YOU!!! I CARE even if I don't know u!!! Please talk to mi when ever u need to I'll be here!! FOR U!!!! I'm a girl with a busy depressing life most of the time but I'll cancel and make room Just to save YOU!!!!! ♥ Love U and Jesus Christ does too!! ♥
123Nashali 1 month ago
@123Nashali i know this is gonna sound weird but after reading some of your replies, it kinda cheered me up, and after discovering you are only 14 years old i was shocked. be strong, thx
MrADanny 1 month ago
death of a loved one is not a temperary problem,I have thought of suicide almost everyday for 21 years,if I had 10 cents for everytime I have heard,get over it,god wanted your brother,it was his time,he would not want you to kill yourself,I would have more money then Bill Gates and Donald Trump combined.And YES I have tried to more then a few times.And I am hoping I can someday muster the courage and find a sure fire way to do it......
delideliver 2 months ago in playlist SUICIDE
Suicide, is no joke. I've lost a few friends to suicide, they thought they were alone, but they never were. Please, before you even consider suicide, think of all the people who love you and would miss you. If anyone needs someone to talk to, i'll be willing to talk to you. Yeah i dont know you, but if i can help save your life. Its worth it. Suicide is NEVER the answer.
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BRADD3RIOandSHORTY 2 months ago
dead is never better..
lilcreaper007 2 months ago
R.I.P to my dads x girlfriend
llTllOllBllYll 2 months ago 2
ive been through suicidal but i have over come it and yes i still do have suicidal thoughts, no they arnt easy to ignore but you learn to live with them
emoluver0007 2 months ago
who can sing a song a little like this one! i am making a movie for school can anybody help mi pls?
peodeluis 2 months ago
that's what i thought when i thought of suicide, but i realized that even if i think people don't want me here, i have to also think there maybe someone out there who does, and if i give up now i'll never find them. i can't throw away the life my family, and friends have built for me for my selfish thinking. so i keep on going even if it hurts,even if it feels cold,or lonely i gotta make it through everyday in order to keep living
Shadowvamp18 2 months ago
Begging for help in Silence... :/ </3
PeacefulNightmares24 2 months ago
i just killed myself..
TringleMyPringle 2 months ago
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cnpalonis40 1 month ago
listen to 2Pac
so many tears, death around the corner, only god can judge me, when thugz cry etc
the guy is a voice for hopeless people
nshimbrice 2 months ago
@rmelz3456, God! Shut up with the heaven and hell crap! You are being a JERK. People don't commit suicide so they can meet God; at least most don't. They commit suicide because they feel so much PAIN! Now stop being an idiot and shut up with the bible junk. These people are going through such deep pain, you probably only ever felt a pinprick of pain compared to them. I lost a relative of mine to suicide and do you know just how much it hurts?! You are just tue kind of people I hate; the ones wh
Swiftflower 2 months ago 24
@Swiftflower As a Christian, I agree with you. Bible Thumpers don't need to be saying that kind of stuff. Everyone has the right to be happy. Suicide is the permanent solution to temporary problems. Because, for me, if there was no God and no assurance of life after death, then why should I live? Why should I go through all this pain and stress and sorrow if there is no reward? I implore you all out there to always remember that someone in ths world loves you.
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R.I.P. Amber
Masterdarwin88 1 month ago
@Swiftflower Pain.. Everyone feels pain, deep inside. It matters not the religion, the country, the ethnicity, the gender, pain affects everyone. I myself am christian. I do believe that Jesus Christ died on the cross for not just me, but everyone else who believes that he did that so we could live.. yet.. I find the pain I'm in right now is hard to bear. I have considered suicide, but I stopped myself. Think people, before you post.
Janshe7Namiro7 1 month ago
@Swiftflower bible crap lol man you know nothing of pain. people dont like you? become a better freind struggling wqith your sexuality stop having sex. family problems relatives dying commiting suicide thats life greive remember move on people with faith know that things will get better thats why they dont commit suicide if you try for one more day instead of thinking of everything and dwelling in the past youll find hope. I wanted to commit suicide for years but im here now
mitch7868 1 month ago
See I thank GOD for youth like you, bringing awareness ! God spared you, my son was not so fortunate, he took his life at age 23. The hurt and pain caused by his death has been unfathomable!! I BEG OF ANYONE, please, ASK FOR HELP. Danny left behind children, they loved him, so did I. Who am I? HIS MOM who is now broken forever.
cls225 2 months ago
the best way to avoid is to beat the crap of ur bully only or if his bigger cut him or her until his dead
albizu2010 2 months ago
It's not good to suicide,because you will be not meeting GOD and will go to hell. don't belive that you'll just go to heaven right away you have to read a bible (Like me honestly)there's ways there of HOW to go to heaven.
rmelz3456 2 months ago
@rmelz3456 Go read the bible. There's nothing that correlates suicide and going to hell.
OncologistBound 2 months ago
@OncologistBound Some Christians predict :-/ I am reading the bible(Still on Romans 4:10
rmelz3456 2 months ago
I'm verry sorry when people suicide. What happens is teens soul.................. Ok ok even teens are alone they suicide? I mean teens should not suicide. you can invite your other freinds or invite a close teenager that is near your house or do some exercise and read.You can't just suicide cause your getting alone? There's a way to stop that YOU JUST HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO AVOID IT.I If you people getting alone, PLEASE DON'T SUICIDE you just have to find a way to avoid it.
Use your brain =)
rmelz3456 2 months ago
I'm verry sorry when people suicide. What happens is teens soul.................. Ok ok even teens are bulied they suicide? I mean teens can just tell the police.You can't just suicide cause your getting bulied? There's a way to stop that YOU JUST HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO STOP IT.I If you people getting bulied, PLEASE DON'T SUICIDE you just have to find a way to stop it.
Use your brain =)
rmelz3456 2 months ago
Im suicidal right now and i can tell you all something...we dont care, we hurt, we dont care about the future cause we dont see one...we dont want to listen to the lies of "I love you." we just want our suffering to end and trust me, ive attempted suicide twice ended up in hospital both times and all anyone did was put me on medication, and then because of all the shit afterwards i ran away and i still aint getting help, so tell me again...who cares?
Rainarasinya96 3 months ago
@Rainarasinya96 same :/
amb500u8787uu 2 months ago
damn emo bitch
yoyodude213 3 months ago
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. A dear friend of mine hung himself because of a breakup. I was so devastated because we were so close. I don't blame his girlfriend but i wont lie and say that i like her. I wont lie and say he was doing the smart thing. It makes me wonder if I ever crossed his mind or if he was even thinking. I would have been his shoulder to cry on. I would have been to hell and back for him. But now that hes gone, I realized that I really loved him.
AngelS773 3 months ago
@DemiSparklesx k.
RetroLPer 3 months ago
For all those people out there who might be watching this and considering suicide...... I don't know you.... but I love you. Don't kill yourself. Now you can't say there isn't someone out there who cares.... :-)
TheGothims 3 months ago 52
@TheGothims yes, u can say that, but if i dies right now, you wouldn't know, you wouldn't be affected in the smallest of ways, you wouldn't fall to the ground and weep as if it was your mother, brother, or a close friend. all the suicide notes, those were exactly what i think every day.. all the time..
heather9058 2 months ago
@TheGothims there is only so much pain a heart can take..even if someone cares..should i care that someone does?
SkyexxxD 2 months ago
@TheGothims Your beautiful :)
gentlegiant5678 3 weeks ago
This Is The Story Of My Life...................>
XxExtremeRockStarXx 3 months ago
I know the feeling.
SkinnedKneeGlamour 3 months ago
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XxExtremeRockStarXx 3 months ago
@DemiSparklesx Are they starving in Africa trying hard to survive every day with no parents and no one to love them? Do they need to fight crippling illness and face the prospect of starvation, where daily survival is a struggle day by day?
Obviously everyone bitching and moaning had a computer to make this, so they're better off than a lot of people.
Cunt.
RetroLPer 3 months ago
oh my gosh i cried. that was one of the saddest things ive ever read.
Evanescence7654 3 months ago
Keep faith In God, He's the only reason we're alive. I've been having those thoughts, but I now realize that it is not me who is thinking that, its not. It's this evil presence of hopelessness and loneliness. God Has great love for us don't forget that, You can talk to him, You don't necessarily have to be formal about it, If you ever feel alone, just talk to him, He's listening. Say "hey, whats up big man?" and just talk to him, because He made u perfect and will always be there for you.
SadSmileX1 3 months ago
Oh fuck off you bunch of emo depressed cunts, get a life and stop whining for fucks sake.
RetroLPer 3 months ago
@RetroLPer You are horrible
blackpeoplearesilly 3 months ago
PEOPLE NEED TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY WERE MADE FOR. YOU ARE NOT HERE BECAUSE OF YOUR PARENTS. EACH AND EVERY SINGLE BEING WAS PUT INTO THIS WORLD WITH purpose. It is so hard to find real purpose in things like school work relationships activites friends. People have been there, tried it and got NOTHING. Because these things ultimately give us no real REASON. But, there IS a reason. You are not on this world by accident. If you want to know what other reason there could be, message me and well tlk
jeanbeanfosho 3 months ago
This.. Made me want to start crying. the first few lines.. Heart breaking D;
BubblieDinosaur 3 months ago
my boyfriend is actually going through sucidal thoughts. i dont know how to help him. he doesnt want me to tell anyone. the scary thing is, he mentions similar things to me that are mentioned in this video. i love him and i could never imagine my life without him. this video really makes me realize that he needs help but i dont know what to do.
heythereyouuu 3 months ago
For anyone who has a tagged go to my profile(username:Akeyla B) scrolldown and read my letter to Bullies!!!!:-)Please and ThankYou
keylaboo12 3 months ago
My suicide note said the exact same thing i tried commiting suicide 3 times,because i was getting picked on at school,but now im homeschooled and I can honestly this is the strongest I've ever been I used the mean comments and built off of them to make me a better person now people dont pick on me,i dont like violence but if thats what it takes so people to know im not a wimp and their words hurt thats what I'll do(I fought my bullyand won)now nobody picks on me n they see im very nice nd humble
keylaboo12 3 months ago
im will never change no matter how much jesus crap people spill out at me and tell me that it gets better when most of them have never been there. everybody who is suicidal feels different and its impossible to guess what their feeling.
and almost all of us cant even put it into context how we r feeling, but everyone just needs to respect that some of us, JUST DONT WANNA LIVE. its as simple as that and yet to hard to accept by everyone. im sure its to late for me, and as it is foreveryone. bye
12germankid 3 months ago
you can ALWAYS undo LIFE BUT you can NEVER undo DEATH
Kagome457 3 months ago
Trust me guys, Jesus is the answer, I've been there and without Him in my life, I may not be here now. It takes time, but with complete trust in Him and His promises to us, things do get better, much much better. He died for this very reason; He wants to carry our burdens for us. (Romans 8:28)says.And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.(1st Peter 5:7)says..Casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.
TheJmpeters 3 months ago
i dont know how i got to this video, but it just makes me realize how lucky i am.
bubbleberryx 3 months ago
I've been through this, but I made it, I couldn't do it because I couldn't stop thinking about my family. They love me. So many people do. It's a selfish thing, suicide, to just leave like that, though I know you are sad and depressed, don't kill yourself, you are loved, someone, someone in the world loves and cares about you, at least one person does.
yaoidemon101 3 months ago 30
@yaoidemon101 family is the cause for most of us.
Norrammic 3 months ago
@yaoidemon101 Saying suicide is a selfish act is very subjective. I understand where you're coming from, and we all have our opinions. But think about this, aren't the people trying to keep us from doing it, just as selfish? The ones who don't want us to go through with it, because they don't want to deal with the aftermath? That's understandable, but I just wanted to make a point. I just hate when suicidal people get labeled as selfish, when there are plenty of reasons as to why they're not.
BlackCloud21509 2 months ago 3
i actually cried at this it makes me feel selfish all the times i thought my life was terrable and these people felt like that it makes me feel like such a drama queen! i cant believe i ever made such a fuss over the little thigs i feel like such a bad person!
missladybug7011 3 months ago
@JPM72396, why does everything has to do with 'God' , i dont even believe in him anymore ..
and i have try to get people to help me , but like nobody understands at all .. :(
theleahmaguiree 3 months ago
Hey whoopwhoop, have you tried both living and dying? How do you know which one is more painful?
TheDonofThoughts 3 months ago
When they wrote, 'i odn't want to hurt anyone anymore"'
They hurt more dying, than living.
WhoopWhoopitskendra 3 months ago
i have nobody to chat to at all ..
nobody would even care :( ..
theleahmaguiree 3 months ago
@theleahmaguiree thts not true..god loves you more than u'll ever know. believe it or not, there is hope, and there are rlly good ppl out there to help you through life's trials.
JPM72396 3 months ago
@theleahmaguiree you can chat with me
HATE0NiT 3 months ago
@theleahmaguiree same :(
amb500u8787uu 3 months ago
:'(
DHfreak487 3 months ago
I'm not disappointed at God for not helping my friend from commiting suicde.
But do you think my friend will go to hell since my friend ruined God's creation? My friend did believe in God so I don't know what he was thinking when he did it. But do you think he'll go there?
Brandi108CP 3 months ago
@Brandi108CP I'd like to think not. If he believed in God and loved him, and was sorry that he was resorting to suicide then I think God would forgive him.
starbucks133 3 months ago
Fact has it that those people who committed suicide did really want to die, they just need our attention, understanding and support. Never ignore the signs of suicidal tendencies no matter trivial you might they are.
Intoactionrehab 3 months ago
This suddenky made me think about how tiny my problems are
TotallyPenguined 3 months ago
omg. people are sick. i cant believe what im seeing. i just.. i cant imagine someone letting them piss them off that much. tell them to bug off anf go fuk themselves. seriously... if i ever wuld bully someone that bad that they kill themselves i wuldnt be able to go to skool or do anything. people must feel so sick about this. cant believe it.
boobookinz99 4 months ago
I really don't know what i should say now...i don't even know how's the feeling, if you want to die... I can't even imagine it...all i can say is: In the real Life...there are up and downs...if you fell from the stairs, you first lie on the floor. Next you rise up and walk to the top again. If you fell from the stairs, and you hurt yourself so badly, that you can't even stand anymore..call friends, your family, someone who give you a hand, to stand. But please...don't take an end to your life..
xNatsukiKyarax 4 months ago
I want help, but how can i admit i am not the girl they think i am
Witchphinioxtopaz 4 months ago
I gave up on god when he killed my best friend
ThePageOfRandomness 4 months ago
every1 on here is so emo angsty. shut up, because if you actually felt this way, you wouldn't be broadcasting it to random people on youtube. you wouldn't share it with anyone. wanting to kill yourself isn't something that makes people think you're cool, and i find it pitiful that so many of you think it's the only way to get attention. sure- you might be going through some tough things, but if you really, truly, feel this way, then get the freaking hell off of youtube and go figure yourself out
666DeadBunnys 4 months ago
@666DeadBunnys i half agree with this, sometimes people try to reach out to others online because they are contemplating suicide but are hoping someone can talk them out of it. while i agree most of the "suicide posts" are from emo people trying to look cool to other emo people, some are genuinely regular people reaching out for anyone to listen...for anyone to help them. ive contemplated it many times before (and no i am not emo) but i agree if i were to do it i wouldnt post about it on youtube
zaph1987 4 months ago
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Oh you people are pathetic. If you can't make it past teenage years, how do you expect to make it past adulthood?
mrvideogamevideos 4 months ago
Please, if anyone needs to talk about anything...send me a message and I will talk to you. You can come to me and I will be unbiased and do all I can to help you.
EvulAtreyuGrl 4 months ago
Fuck god! Hes a zombie who supposablly heals all. All god gave me was depression, hate, and fear. And fuck the emo shit music, and once again fuck god! I believe he exist but i believe hes a corrupted being who gave birth to suffering.
marathoner92 4 months ago
@marathoner92 he made you free the only way is to pray
warriorsfan12331 4 months ago
@marathoner92 sorry you feel that way, but god did not give you these feelings, people gave you those feelings...people suck a lot of the times, but if you look close enough, you will find a few diamonds in the rough. it is hard to find people who arent douche bags, but there are some out there who arent you just have to go out and find them without expecting things to magically get better all by itself. only YOU can make you feel happy or like shit, just remember that YOU have control, not them
zaph1987 4 months ago
my friend cuts himself and i try to talk to him but he wont be serious about it. he laughs and jokes about it but i am worried for him and i am trying to help but he wont let anyone in. i just keep hoping he will come around and realize it is wrong and not do anything he will regret
twilightsagalover214 4 months ago
@twilightsagalover214 I suggest taking him to a mental doctor or talking to a mental doctor about him.
warriorsfan12331 4 months ago
Look , If you think no 1 cares , well ur wrong as wrong can be plus if you want a child and a family, ur letting ur children down and ur wife/husband down so there is at least reasons to live . dont forget your the winner out of millions . theres a reason why your the only 1 alike
AssVintage 4 months ago
I have said everyone of these. Why wont anyone listen?
armystrong088 4 months ago
I've written some of those letters many times through my life because of the hell i was going through but God had other plans. God made me think of my two little sisters and how much I ment to them and when I could not take it any longer God took me out of that family and gave me a family (through foster care) that showed me what a family should be and loved me. I was addopted by that family at age 17 because they knew how important it was for me to know I AM LOVED. as are every one else
ruthtucker92 4 months ago
this made me cry..........
AbbiMerCullen 4 months ago
jeez christ mom of gosh! could someone tell me what is that song and artist played at the end of the video, please. I love it it's so emotionally touching, at least for me. I'd like to listen to whole song, plz
infocentreYT 4 months ago
hey people do kill themselves , thats fine with me. this planets needs a good pruning. and abcthat what part of "god" made u NOT a suicidal emo? fuck, all this "i see the light of god! i no longer want to kill myself!" shit is really pissing me off. yeah we get it god loves us yadda uadda keep it off youtube. got it you retard emos looking for a good note to write. heres a good one,
" Im a useless tool with nothing to show for my work because i'm a lazy ass"
grow up u em teen freaks
VanitasTheSentiment 4 months ago
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@VanitasTheSentiment dude what's wrong with you?
helixmaster9 4 months ago
hey, you whiney bitches, the resto f society doesnt care.
oh and btw yeah man I WILL wait for the persons funeral to see if they were joking. so I can see how many people come to it and if theres none, laugh at him for being a nobody, or seeing alot of people and laughing at him for being an ignorant emo.
VanitasTheSentiment 4 months ago
@VanitasTheSentiment
you know what? good for you. good for you that you don't have a heart. good for you that your sister didn't try to commit suicide. good for you that you don't try to strangle yourself. good for you. really. awesome. i'm glad SOMEONE HAS A PERFECT LIFE. YOU KNOW WHAT? GO TO HELL!
AmyLee248 4 months ago
@AmyLee248 I love not having a heart, keeps emotions from clouding judgement. my sister is dead. so you do? get some confidence, get a soul or something your not the only one. and you know what I never had a perfect life, and I'm in hell. welcome to it.
VanitasTheSentiment 4 months ago
@VanitasTheSentiment dude whats is wrong with you?
helixmaster9 4 months ago
depression is a bitch. i just came "sober" from it after 5 1/2 years of hell. thank "god" im still here i wouldve missed so much stuff. we all have bad days, just mine decided to stay.
survivalkiing 4 months ago
Don't leave people in the dark... that's all I gotta say.
mandalore125 4 months ago
Sounds like my cry for help
MessyMissy984 4 months ago
@conversekitty20 Sorry, but you're wrong. No-one cares about anyone but themselves these days. If I felt suicidal every time I felt useless I would have ripped off my own head by now.
jack7196 4 months ago
This is so sad. can't say anything else.
Leningradgold 4 months ago
Cutting yourself is way better than killing your self you should try it no joke.
FuckLifeiwanttodie 4 months ago
@FuckLifeiwanttodie your wrong cutting yourself doesn't make it better, why not just talk about your problems with someone else
helixmaster9 4 months ago
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FuckLifeiwanttodie 4 months ago
@helixmaster9 do you think someone who is serious depress wanna talk.
FuckLifeiwanttodie 4 months ago
@FuckLifeiwanttodie well i'm just giving you advice thats all
helixmaster9 4 months ago
@weirdguy75 funny... with the "God" you say it took me about a month to overcome a severe depression...
KingBowserVlog 4 months ago
@itackledabearonce your life
KingBowserVlog 4 months ago
Is it me, or does anyone think she's overreacting slightly? A lot more people are worse off than she is...
jack7196 4 months ago
@jack7196 no. she is in her right to feel that way. some people don't feel loved. just wish there was more hope...people do care about other people
conversekitty20 4 months ago in playlist More videos from abcthat
This made me cry... :'( It reminds me of ....me. I have been bullied since kindergarten i still am.... i have attempted suicide... I have been beaten up. I am a dropout. I smoke. I drink. I cant keep a guy in my life. I never could be the person my rents want me to be. i cant even keep a high mark at anything. I am a failure. I am pathetic and now i am sitting here feeling stupid.... :/
BlackVeilBrides2010 4 months ago
This was me during most of high school and a couple years after. I'm still surprised I never did anything. Oh and PS I didn't overcome it with the help of "god."
weirdguy75 4 months ago
i found this video alitle too late my friend died a few days ago.... i wish i could have helped him!
togetherforever1916 4 months ago
awhh! :'( <\3 this totally expresses me; and a lot of people; but we aren't alone.! i feltlike that too al lot; i found god ; i wear a cross; i am so happy furr u ! :D <3 u know u helped a lot of others?! <3 ur a really amaaazing hero; ur ma hero; and others <3 i love you lol ;p <3 thanks furr the inspiring video.! u will save lifes, ma dear, keep it up, we shud talk sometime, love, kayla <3
uniquedaydreamer1996 4 months ago
fml
auxiliry006 4 months ago
There is always hope. I tried to hurt myself before, I know now that committing suicide is not the way to solving problems. The way to solving problems is to be strong and find help. Seeking the right kind by (talking about your problems) of help with someone you trust or a close family member is a much better choice than hurting yourself.
Dracugo 4 months ago
i got to 48 seconds cant watch that anymore its too sad im ready to cry
aloreo797 4 months ago
Sigh, I've been through these thoughts before, at the age of 10. Thought no one loved me, was hated by all. I didn't look into everyone I did have on my side, on my side of the field. When I was going to decide to finish it, I know God had spoke to me, He told me, to hold on, and to fight through it. Suicide is a serious issue, I always think of this phrase from The Bible when i start feeling down: "Your God will surely come." It helps me know, that God loves me, as He loves all His children.
pokegod11 5 months ago
This is my life. Not a word off.
undeadarmysoldier97 5 months ago
@undeadarmysoldier97 Be grateful then.
waterdragon1908 4 months ago
@waterdragon1908 Why would i be grateful?:O
undeadarmysoldier97 4 months ago
@undeadarmysoldier97 Oh sorry! I though It read "This is not my life, not a word of it." Wow.. how did I even..
waterdragon1908 4 months ago
reading it felt like i was re reading something ive wrote before...
8960079 5 months ago
The only problem with the phrase "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" is that suicide is not a solution. The word "solution" is by definition a positive resolve.
JeffersonDinedAlone 5 months ago 16
@JeffersonDinedAlone Good insight, but think about it. To the victim of suicide, it is a positive resolve. That's what they wanted, so that's what they did.
BlackCloud21509 4 months ago
@BlackCloud21509 It is the delusion of resolve. But it is not positive.
JeffersonDinedAlone 4 months ago
i cried to this because most of it, i felt like it was me talking
samertha 5 months ago 53
@samertha *hugs*
conversekitty20 4 months ago in playlist More videos from abcthat
@samertha Can talk to me if you need to <3 xx
faye0501 4 months ago
I attempted suicide about 3 years ago. I was suffering from an incurable chronic illness for about 12 years. I felt totally trapped. It was like a living death. I was in a coma for three days. They didnt know if I would wake up....But God knew better. I am now Miraculously healed thanks to the Love of Jesus Christ on the cross! He is the Way, Truth, and Life! Trust Him and ask Him to reveal Himself to YOU! HE IS FAITHFUL THAT PROMISED! HE IS LOVE INCARNATE! TRUST HIM AND YOU SHALL BE HEALED!
asiangoddess1982 5 months ago
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HiddenGs 5 months ago
I have a penis. Amen
paulodooby 5 months ago
@paulodooby so stop thinking with it =P
1996figureskater 5 months ago 2
My 15 year old brother in-law commited Suicide October of 2010. As I read this letter I once again imagined the pain he was feeling. I only wish he would have told someone. Rest In Peace Travis.
lexiloohoo1 5 months ago
thats sorta how i feel. but i keep on fighting laughing while crying on the inside i know that i someday will feel better so i keep on going till i find the good life! and till then i guess that im still gonna be a nothing but sometimes i enjoy the silence :')
9gamegeek9 5 months ago