Mom "I Can't Cry Hard Enough" - Bellefire

[shadey538]

To forgive someone for the pain they caused you, then leave it in the past, will be the ONLY way for you to be free. After watching this, your mother still holds the power over you. You're not truly free yet! But you can be. When you dont forgive the person who hurt you, dead or alive, they will still be holding your power. It's time to get your power back, forgive her, be free from the pain of the past!

[aprilmedina100]

omg. i feel u. my mom too is this way...fuk

[MrGotTallent]

Forgiveness is for a life time …so for get and for give because you cant do one without the other Elbert Bryant…2008

[MrGotTallent]

love the song but felt strange about some of the words

[jerzeytpke]

OMG this is my life. I would NEVER treat my kids the way I was treated. Thanks for this video

[shun547]

@jerzeytpke me too i have been hatefully abubsed by the one who supposed to love me!!! i wont treat mine that way too, but in any case I have to learn to forgive as a child of God.Its just like sometimes when i remember the words i feel so guilty and unwanted, but I believe that one with God is mejority...

[juchjaju1965]

I wish you a life time of happiness with your children find away to forgive it will give you peace God Bless.

[Sternoproductions]

My father went through the same things you did. Instead of forgetting what his step father had done to him he forgave him upon his death bed.

Better to forgive or forget?

I think it would make you feel more secure if you forgave her for these actions rather than just forgetting the painful words and behavior. I am not telling you what you did was wrong. I know how hard it is to go through these kind of situations, but would you rather forget your entire childhood or be at peace with the past?

[ReidStevens]

That was the most real sad amazeing thing ive seen on youtube,you shoud be proud of yourself I am.even though i don't know you.

[TheOfficialSamantha1]

I loved your video so much, It helped me...your words helped me. You are a strong person and i'm glad you are happy now. I wish nothing but the best for you an your children, for now you are free.

Thank you and God Bless<3

[Idledarbo]

Great message. Live your life to the fullest. You are a great person.

[katgrl6543]

Blessings to you and your family. You are a loving, wonderful person and don't forget that! I'm sorry your mother didn't see the treasure she had in you. My late father was the same. Their loss.

[topperkat]

Forgiveness is a gift you give yourself. Wow....did this help? You sure did slap her upside her head. I wonder if you were stupid? Maybe you had it coming as tough love? Because you are one tough B**CH.

[JaysonsMom]

My mom died Dec. 08. I saw this in the list of vids while searching for this song and thought it would be perfect. I miss my mom terribly and have suffered horribly the loss and emptiness her death left. When I saw your description / info, I started to be offended over the way you talked about God. But after reading your entire message, I feel no anger, only empathy for what you endured. My heart goes out to you for what was done to you and I sincerely wish you the best in finding forgiveness.

[oharaj42]

This video does inspire me..Im only 15 and suffering abuse..All though my parents are not dead,yet at least..I dedicate this song to my grandmom,the one who did love me,and is gone from me..But the thing is im NEVER forgiving this so called family for what they put me thru,and what they let happen to me..and im stuck being abused till im 18 because no one listens to me,because my so called parents put on such an act in front of other people..

thank you for sharing this video. jenn

[remlapenirehtak]

Creating the video brings closure to myself while ministering to others. My video is helping people let go of pain. It is not intended to offend anyone except the perpetrator thinking it's okay to molest little people. They look at children thinking "Gee, I could stuff my penis in this childs mouth, have them suck it, ejaculate in their mouths and they'll never remember." We remember and this video is made to set captives free while condemning the guilty. Thank you for your comment.

[remlapenirehtak]

Due to my "adopted" mothers lack of interest in choosing proper sitters for me when she left me with "family" members -I was put in terrible situations which I couldn't defend myself. When I tried telling her she didn't believe me. My way of letting her go is by creating the video. The ironic thing is I FORGIVE HER! Hopefully this video encourages others to let go of the autrocity and pain and heartach caused by their parents and families. I forgive my family.

[remlapenirehtak]

I have difficulty forgiving God. Where was HE when my family members took sexual advantage of me? Far too often I've heard it said "Jesus loves the little children of the world." It jerks tears when children sing it. Yet God permits children ravaged by perpetrators. Read Job. Who is Satan that his prayers are answered over a childs soul screaming "Someone help me. I hurt?" If God proved He loved children - I'd forgive Him. He can't prove His love, therefore I can't forgive Him.

[oharaj42]

Same..I wonder that all the time.I hear that just about al the time.I agree with you very much..Where is He now for me at this time?? Personally until I know he loves us I give up on him,everyone tells me to pray and talk to God but do I ever get help,NO..

[oharaj42]

that is true what guys think.its happened to me enough.Forgiveness is such a big word&hard to do when youve been hurt.Everyone says forgive&forget but how,people suffering this will never forget&it will be hard forgiving.

[oharaj42]

im never forgiving my brother 4what he has done to me for about 7yrs of my life.I finally just reported it in June.All my family is against me and desnt treat me like fam. it is deff. easier said then done.

[remlapenirehtak]

Kudos for you reporting what was done to you. In order to mover forward you must forgive. It was difficult for me to forgive my adopted mother but in forgiving her I am free from her. I haven't forgiven my uncle though and I haven't forgiven God. I believe in God. I believe in Jesus, and I believe in the Holy Spirit. What I don't believe is - they are truly for us. I've done nothing wrong at three-years-old to deserve being treated like a menstral rag. You've done nothing wrong neither.

[inuyasha1167]

hey my mom is gone to and were kinda similar people but,..... never give up!!!! your mom might be wrong you might grow up to be famous and rember , never never never give up!!!!!!

[myanne8]

learn to forgive! those ad dreams and mean words will be gone!

[remlapenirehtak]

Everyday I learn to forgive a little bit more. Thanks for commenting.

[ballerina62]

Always be strong, never give up and whatever

you do. Do it for yourself that's what matters. Don't ever make anyone make you feel so small. Remember that your worth a

million and no one will take that away from you. Just have courage in yourself and you will have a positive and sercure path in whatever you do. Dreams do come true. Just have faith.

[remlapenirehtak]

Thanks for the encouragement. I needed to hear it.

[clydegeorge]

I loved this song the first time I heard it 8 years ago. I knew it would be my Dad's song/video to his 90+ years of life. I spent a great deal of time constructing the images in my head. When he died I put it all together in a matter of days for the funeral. There was a time when I felt as you feel now but somehow we lived long enough to forgive each other. I am sorry that never happened to you.

[remlapenirehtak]

Thanks for your encouraging comment. Even though my life "seemed" tough, I'm still alive to share whatever I learned. I don't understand how I could be abandoned from birth and placed in a wicked home of insulting individuals yet, I'm alive. Others have had horrible things as this happen to them and committed suicide. I'm alive. My mom died from alzheimers disease. She got it when I joined the military. Maybe it hurt her to see me succeed though she said I'd fail. I don't know though.

[alllordgp]

it was a good video I even cryed(beacause my dog bit me)

[remlapenirehtak]

Ah, why did your dog bite you?

[alllordgp]

because I was teasing it saying I would play chucket with them and my little dog lucy she tends to get too exited

[careyb112]

Though I feel that I am a great mom to my children, thanks for reassuring me that it will alway matter for their future. I lost my mom to cancer when I was only 2, and I still cry (I am 42), wishing that I could have just one memory of her. I am so sorry that your memories are bad. Stay strong, unfortunately thru your pain, I am sure that it has made you the best mom your children could ask for.

[remlapenirehtak]

Thanks. I know my children KNOW how much I love them. I feel bad knowing that one day I too will die ... well, hopefully move onto a better life. Know what I mean? Death is difficult to deal with but it comes to us all.

Thanks again.

[lijipa]

Thank you very much. You touched my soul and my heart. It made me remember the past... the pain... the shame...

[remlapenirehtak]

You are very welcome! This is a good thing. It helps us think of where we been, were we are, and where we would like to be. Hopefully this video helps you move forward way past the past ... the pain .. and the shame ... to your dreams and your goals.