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[regwep2]

everyones born a sinner, so we all need to ask for forgiveness. thats why jesus died for us. and man your so awesome. i have aspergers too. this is amazing. you influence so many people!

[jsentoch]

I'm dad to a six year old very similar to Hunter. This is beautiful and you are a poet. The last lines really went deep and really tells what father's are feeling. We are men and want to do anything to help or cure our child. When we can't it hurts...and it is destructive. The anger, the fear, the guilt, and the sorrow...forgive me son for not being stronger, for not being able to help you, for being scared all the time, for sometimes being embarrassed. I'd jump into the abyss for you.

[amandalovehsoes]

God Bless you and your family.I didnt know what autism is about ,untill these videos.I still dont know much but i can feel and see you as an amazing person,an angel that is here to educate and show people all over the world U CAN LIVE with a kid with autism,and love him even more ,and always be there.God forgives everyone,no matter what ,He loves us sinners,we just have to BELIVE in Him and aknoledge HIm.

[toebeecat]

"And I'll be with my little God, and maybe he'll grant me absolution and forgiveness for all of the anger, and fear, and guilt and sorrow that I feel." That's amazing. I know that feeling.

[1953fast]

I just spent the last hour watching all your videos. This one happened to be the last one I watched. Thanks for sharing and loving.

[Eatafruit78]

May the Lord guide you.

I think Hunter likes the resonance of the Church- see how churches are built- I bet there is a reason.

[elenacerasela]

Your post made me cry... I am clinging to dear life with my daughter on that narrow ledge every day, we take turns in giving each other strenght, I know that in the end we will make it.

[4stemcellresearch]

Your an inspiration to us all.

[songpf]

Anthony... I do want to share with you that there IS something on the other side... it's a life of peace and joy in the arms of a Saviour who loves you and Hunter more than you can ever imagine. Find Jesus... He's knocking on your heart's door.

[atwhite57]

Thank you. I hope you are right.

[Eatafruit78]

Anthony, I don't have a reoccurring dream- but I had a vision. Your reoccurring dream depicts *our reality*. You are been asked to *seek* guidance and to *receive* it in your heart, not just in your brain.

This has nothing to do with my previous recommendation of a medical treatment.

[Eatafruit78]

This is really about 'receiving'. We can always shop and provide ourselves with food, like you in your dream- but it comes that moment in life in which we need to *receive* from the Father through the Holy Spirit or through the Son.

We rarely ever know to receive, hence there is no real abundance in the world. Everyone lives in a valley of dry bones.

[Eatafruit78]

I agree. When sickness and dreams come, the Lord is trying to tell us something. It is all for a reason.

Shalom!

[Nodrog666]

I don't know what else to say other than thank you. This video was very moving for me.

[atwhite57]

Thanks.

[JippyJabber]

Your video made me feel better. My son calls the church the king store. I only take him in it when it 's empty, lately we just drive by. This was very poetic and I loved it. It expressed so many of my own thoughts.

[somethingsmatter]

I just randomly happened upon your videos. You are such a great speaker, and so well informed. I have never really thought about Autism, but I find your videos very interesting, and informative. Keep it up!

[atwhite57]

Thanks!

[tracyzim]

Just Beautiful!!

[atwhite57]

Thank you all for your kind comments.

[lifelovehappiness2]

Great View of your life ahead of you.

[PhilCommander2]

great video!

[kathlinagold]

Wow. I'm floored.

[owpq]

gorgeous

[leoliv67]

My autistic son also loves going to church and get's really upset if we don't go. When church is finished, he talks about what he learned. It's not absolution the kids are looking for. You should check it out yourself.

Your kids are getting big. Very good looking too!

[fidelcastroforever]

I used to have the same dream, during a hard time in my life. Mine journey started on a normal road going up a hill, then the road turned rocky and jagged, and got progressively more narrow. I was always alone and knew I coudn't make it to the end of the journey... I concluded that the rocky road was a metaphor for life, and I was traveling through life alone. At least you have your your son...