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  • I have noticed that Guys at work that normaly are quite rude to me have actualy started acting quite friendly around me. it's like they draw off my energy, wanting to around me, this new energy i have being Feminene.

    I am not "out" at work but my feminemity is oozing everywhere i go! it must be the hormones!

  • I'm taking only proscar from my general physician starting October 17 2011 will this be a good start?

  • these are great! your beautiful! I hope you still have the same additude now, so your friend is always like you?

  • you are my new role model.thank you.

  • i need help

  • thank you for doing the videos im in a similar situation atm as you are in this video and ur an inspiration to keep going with my transition

  • please please tell a guy that your trans at first when you meat them because people some people dont want another guy in there privates

  • so funny u have holy hats!!!!

  • are you still in nyc?

  • come to live in Argentina! Life here is great for a transsexual! =) you are so sweet you deserve the best! I'm just like you! you go girl!!!

  • Why are the transgenders the hottest ones???

  • I knew you reminded me of someone from a television show, and when I saw your face detached from your current body, it hit me. Just your eyes remind me of the school counseler from "Glee"

  • Why would anyone want to be a girl? It's annoying and hard. Oh well. What ever floats your boat. :]

  • @LlamaFighter90 its less than half of annoying and hard as it is to be a guy.

  • i'm loving your documentary right now... it is very moving and i have a lot of thoughts about it that i'm sure i will eventually gather these thoughts, but i have to be shallow and say that you look a lot like winona ryder! soooooooo sweet!

  • i'm loving your documentary right now... it is very moving and i have a lot of thoughts about it that i'm sure i will eventually gather these thoughts, but i have to be shallow and say that you look a lot like winona ryder! soooooooo sweet!

  • There is no way that girl Luna is a tranny. Oh my gosh, i would have never guessed.

  • i'm an FtM and i'm soo sorry about all of the hateful comments that you've been getting. you're a very attractive woman. seriosuly others need to try and understand that bein transgender or gay or whatever is NOT a choice, it's just who you are. it's like the only "choice" we have is whether or not to embrace who we are or totally surpress it. you deserve soo much happiness. you've worked way too hard to get to where you need to be.-- Leo

  • Hi Erin! I've been watching your videos and finding a lot of inspiration here. :) I know you are getting a ton of comments and messages, but I wanted to let you know something...Thank you for posting your journey through this transition. You inspire me to push forward, and never give up in my search for happiness in this world. Your videos shine a light on the trans community, and I hope you have opened some hearts with your wisdom, and determination.

    With love,

    NellaRose <3

  • you give me hope i am going to try to get homeore allthough i am only 15 but you know what i am with you i don't feel like a male but i can't give up to be truthful i was on the path to killing myself over it but after telling my mom and dad i am going though therpy but only once i am going next week but you giveing me hope i and if you can go though it i can too if i ever move to NY you and me should hang out

  • Hey Erin thanks for your videos, they're inspirational. Wish you all the best!! :)

  • I like can't help but cry during these. I connect to this because I grew up in Mesa Arizona, which also has a very large Mormon population. My parents have disowned me for being gay and I've had many people disagree with me. I love that you are so brave and strong. Thank you so much.

  • As a christian, I have a lot of sympathy for you. Believe me. And lots of christians do. There will always be people telling you we fear you or hate you. But we live in the same world you do and know that this world is filled with confusion and anguish. All we want to do is share an opinion with you and let you decide. I believe that you were created to be a boy, and you can experience all the joys of it if you trust God. I just see people destroy or change their bodies and that's painful

  • @dogeymon83 Changing ones body to the right sex is destroying it?

  • @Ezekiel2b - Humans are born the right sex. Not everything in life can be changed. Your body is what it is, and your soul is what it is. You shape what you do with the soul. Does it live by faith? Or does it become manipulated by lies?

  • @dogeymon83 "Humans are born the right sex" And you can know this how?? (Assuming you mean all humans, that is.) You describe anyone who doesn't share your religious beleifs as having a soul manipulated by lies. When the idea of 'faith'-accepting and beleiving without logic or reason- sounds like a pretty good tool for manipuation.

  • @Ezekiel2b - Whatever. I think it's healthy and beneficial to accept the way you are. I'm only one person. In the interest of avoiding an argument, I'll change to saying that this is my opinion. Fighting against the way you were made is a losing battle. A man can never be a woman. I think trying to become something your not is just going to leave you sad and depressed because you can't ever really become it. You don't have to agree. That's all I'll say.

  • I see a sweet classy young lady sharing an incredibly personal adventure with the world. I saw courage beyond your years, warmth, and preserverance for happiness. I see what could have been for my dearly missed and loved friend. I see answers for me on how to be a better more supportive confidante--if I am ever blessed to know and be the friend to another transgendered individual. Most of all, I see normal and that;s the exact opposite of what society expects. Thank you for being yourself

  • I would like to share with you why I find your posts so amazing. First, I live in Utah and watched my best friend born male body wise, but 100% female inside wither away from the extreme guilt he felt from this community, his church, family, and school mates. I see you being open, extremely honest without being pushy, but polite and from the heart. I see my departed friend in your eyes, and hear her in your words. I see hope for so many who may not get it anywhere but online.

  • Wow 71 comments with only 13k of views! Congrats though on the transition I still have to wait a little more time to tell my parents though that I want a MtF SRS and hormones.Its probly going to be a shock for them 2!

  • It is absurd to discriminate against the transgendered community. I mean, I don't give a fuck what parts they want to cut off or surgically remove, it just means more money for me. I'll cut your fucking ears off too as long as you pay me!

    Come on folks let's be realistic here. Great customers deserve a high five!

    Every unhappy transsexual is a lost customer!

    'Come in for a free quote today! Don't buy wigs that come off at the wrong time! Morry's wigs don't come off! Even the water! LOL

  • woah.. like an internet vortex seeing you reply to the posts!

  • hey wooooooooooooo. i'd go out with you. i dont even care if you were a dude.

  • Your the most honest person I think I've ever seen talk about being transgender. I think it's refreshing and I can't express, as a total stranger, how proud I am of you. <3

  • Thanks Erin!! I would love to have a younger sister like your. You always make me feel better about being a trans woman.

  • thank you for explaining to others what you're going through.. it's nice to learn about the issues that the people my age are ghoing through and it's really eye openung

  • It's nice to find real people like you.

  • You are beautiful I hope everything is going good for you

  • Is Luna trans?

  • you were a really hot guy.

    but a beautiful girl.

    i've never seen someone who can pull off both genders and still be attractive. congrats;D

  • Luna is beautiful.

  • thank you so much for these videos, the world is still so far away from getting the concept that transgender does not equal gay, they are completely different!

    Erin, thank you for helping the rest of us take one progressive leap forward...

    ...i'm trying to watch all of your videos... but it's hard, i can't stop crying... lol, thank you for being who you are dear :-)

  • I just have to wonder was it easier to live as a boy or as a girl? If you remember. I am not talking about your internal feelings, but rather how people treat you.

  • There are trade offs. As far as getting a decent paying job, or having people listen to me when I say something, that was much easier as a boy. As far as not having to pay for things, or for being taken care of, that was easier as a girl.

    Though I never made a very good boy so I'm not sure how valid that is.

  • @whitehiphop1 I've seen this post on numerous videos posted on this subject, all I'm going to say is that I'm not going to say anything, there are people who Troll the internet to get a rise out of people and things like this are easier than most so..

    Don't pay attention to this person, proud of you and keep it up.

  • @whitehiphop1

    Go to hell.

  • u were soo cute as a boy.. i just don't get it. People dont hate me because i state how i feel!!

  • Well it's not about being cute... it's about having my body match my desired gender. You're on the right path to understanding it by watching these videos though.

  • I found your videos because I put in the search word 'kusras' after watching the videos of CHAN DI CHUMMI (KISS THE MOON).

  • Thank you for being you!  I wish the world would have been here where it is now, I reaized one night (I was 15) that what I could not name and so longed for was that I wanted to be a girl. I lived my life happy as a man, but the longing never left. I'm 59 now. Yes I would have been a lesbian if that is what some need to label it. But that is what I also wanted. You have made a bigger difference in this world by being yourself than you will ever know.

  • I cant understand you way you doing it you born a gay way you trying to be a women

    I really want to now can u give me a answer because I cant understand watts on u mind good luck for u I hope u happy now

  • I know what you mean about being more open and honest about sorta private things when you're online, even though a lot of people act like it "ought to be" the opposite (OMG someone could find out by searching for you and running across it!). I don't do anything online that would RUIN me or whatever, but I deliberately address and confront issues that don't come up in everyday life for me.

    I'm asexual and have a whole series about it on YT, but IRL? I don't go out of my way to discuss it.

  • Hi I'm fom Mexico I have a Question. You were so cute and handsome as a boy. Why did you dicide to be a woman and why not to be a cute gay?? There are many handsome and masculine gays outthere But i think that you will be a pretty woman for sure XD

  • Because I'm not a gay male. It doesn't really work that way.

    People always wonder why lesbians would date a butch dyke... why not just date a guy? It's sort of a similar thing... it's because they're lesbians. Same way that I transitioned because I'm a girl... not because of who I want to have sex with.

  • You're wonderful.

  • I would easily go from here (sweden) to new york just to say hello to you =) I know that you don´t have a clue who I am but I support you every second. Love you for doing this blog! <3

  • you're such an inspiration!!! I "realized" and "came out" about at the beginning of the year ...

    so far I've only had (what I call) a "side blog" ... just telling my thoughts ... and I've kept it mainly private ... however after watching your videos ... I found them about an hour ago, and I've already forgotten how I found them ... but you've inspired me ... I want to starting doing this on.

    Thank you for doing this for us. And thank you for inspiring me.

  • you go girl

  • We have different backgrounds and different lives, we don't always agree about some topics. But I am very fond of your videos, and I could especially ralate to the aspect of moving from a provincial town to a big city and transitioning at the same time. Take care, Erin.

  • These vids have been enlightening. Being a bisexual, I've obviously been tolerant for homosexuals, but not so much to transgender. But having seen your perspective, I realize now that gender identity is as little of a choice as homosexuality, and have a new respect for transgenders.

    Thanks

  • why would you have made a distinction that way in the first place? you should respect human beings beyond their gender, not for it.

  • I am trans .you have helped me to be more of my self

  • u are the only t-girl i know

  • you are a role model.

  • Your bravery is helping so many people. I love watching your videos and I think this documentary is so well-done and informative. I look forward to more videos from such a neat person.

  • You could always just get a new family. Blood doesn't always equal love.

  • I've followed your videos for a very long time. I remember how nervous I was for you just before your surgery. But the look on your face in the very next video told the whole story. You really blossomed & the real journey as you was off & running. I think YOU are such a positive influence on any young transgendered person who needs to know what its all about. Documenting it all & sharing it with the world is just so very decent of you. Its such a selfless act of showing the world who you are.

  • Thanks Erin. I always check Youtube in anticipation for your blog and icecoldbath's blog. Keep up with the my transgender life parts. To me, it's like looking back on what you have accomplished and and showing how you have helped everyone else along the way. smooches to ya!

  • this is so great, keep it coming erin! :)

  • you are the bravest person ever and so are other transgendered people.

  • You are awesome! Woohoo!

  • grishno you r cool....and pretty..i love watching ure videos

  • (continued)

    feel a lot more comfortable talking to those who are trans and I'm more active about advocating trans rights and being accepting of those who are trans.

  • I love that picture of you and Luna. It is beautiful. =)

    And now that I think about it, you have changed my thinking as well as that of others who watch you. You've helped open my eyes to what it means to be transgender and I've gained a deeper level of both understanding and respect for those who are trans. Before I watched your videos, I only had somewhat of an idea what it was like for someone who is trans to live his/her life, but now I watch various trans vloggers here on YouTube and I

  • this project of yours is going very well.

    we will definitely stay tuned!

  • Brava! You're wonderful. Your videos always bring tears to my eyes, making life after transition seem so much more real and accessible and possible. It scares me so much, and videos like this bring me so much hope and comfort.

  • I can't wait to see the next segment. ^_^

    -Nikki

  • I always look forward to your videos. Thanks for sharing, Erin! {{{Hugs}}}

    Take care,

    Jen

  • Hello i'll like to say thank god that you made these documentaries because of them i now have better understanding of things and more open minded to life thank you so much and god bless

  • This is so amzing.

  • I am enjoying your new documentary format.  Keep it up.

  • Godbless you Erin.

  • Erin, I'm sure when you started you never dreamed the impact you would have on so many lives. Was there ever a time when that sort of freaked you out that so many people were looking to you as a role model & inspiration? Thanks for continuing to share your life's journey publicly. There are countless examples of human trainwrecks exploited by the media. Your "unspectacular" life shows ordinary people they can do this too. Real life is underrated. Thanks to you & YouTube for helping change this.

  • Ya, I actually still get a bit freaked out by it. I had someone recognize me on the street outside the lgbt center here in nyc the other day and it was very strange. It's amazing and great and I am so glad that I have been able to help people, but it's just never something I saw in myself.

  • i can completely identify with the feeling of forgetting just how bad it was to grow up in a certain part of the country. but forgetting what it feels like is part of why we leave!!

  • Beautiful and inspirational video. I can't wait for part 4!

    ☮ & ♥

  • I cant wait for part 10 lol

  • I think I have seen Luna in a TV Series about Transgender, she is hearing impaired right? I could swear it is her.....

  • I love your guitar-playing and singing clips. Makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside.

  • I am *finally* home from another 16 hour work day/night in NYC and what do I come home to? part 3 : - )

    Thank you, Erin - as always. <3

  • so cool to see all that old footage in here.. i remember the time when you couldn't go home to your family, and when you applied for the name change.. It's been great to be there with you through all this time... even if it is from across the world.

    -TJ

  • congrats to you on your name change, great video! You truly are an inspiration to me and many others!

  • congratulations on the change of name! i wish you all the best! you are awesome!

  • its like we can fall in love with you all over again!!

    <3

  • i truly enjoy you.

  • I think I remember hearing things about the l. era as well. Laughs. The video's are coming out awesome, hope all is swell!

  • i enjoy watching your videos.

    youre not fake nor are you annoying. you're easy to relate to, even if you are transgender, you know?

    as long as youre happy with who you are, thats all that matters, right?

  • It continues to be quite interesting! I'd like to see the entire thing in one piece!

  • I would'nt change yor name, grishno is a good name. please tell us what the new name is going to be so we can still find you on youtube.

  • hi hun CONGRATULATIONS!!! on the change of name...I am vry pleased for u and wish u all the best x i loved watching tht video xxx

  • Oh the Luna era! Am I talked about at all in this Doc? Sorry for the self-absorption, this is youtube afterall.

  • saying first is stupid...

  • First viewer!

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