i get it, im there, ive been there, im still there, its a prison and no one understands unless they're in it themselves, i wish i could comprise a video of my eating disorder but as so far i can not, its too much. maybe in the future. im 22 and ive had an ED for 11 years, now half my life. cuttings a huge thing too, ive had some awful experiences with that and some of which have been photographed and they pics haunt me, it is a hard world to live in, i get that 100% i send love and support!
i used to struggle with depression because i was sexually abused when i was younger. So i started drinking and cutting myself because i hated myself. and it kept on progressing to the point were i cut so deep i passed out and when i woke up i realized if i kept on cutting myself i would eventually die. then i guess i had a huge life turn-around and god helped me through, making me realize im not perfect but he loves me anyways no matter what i do so i stopped all that stuff and im on a betterway
judy i dont know what you talking about the first pictures are so sexy I love to see more of you wow call me crazy but i love the way you look sexy sexy sexy I would love to have a gf the looks like you ...
Where the mirror lies, allow me to tell you the truth. Where men are vile, allow me to be kind. Where you hurt, allow me to demonstrate love. Where you take fault, allow me to give none. And where you see ugliness, allow me to see beauty.
@MrKylehass You are truly beautiful and what happened to you is not your fault. I know i can't say anything you haven't already heard.But know i do not look at you in disgust, i look at you and marvel at your loveliness. I hope i said nothing to make you uncomfortable or that offended you. it is not my intention to do either.
Judy I dont know you at all and I have no idea what you look like only on the pics you have on those videos and I am positive you are beautiful....When I saw this I cried I thought to myself why would a beautiful strong independent woman want to do that her self? Now I uunderstand some people are fat but you are NOWHERE near fat so when you look in the mirror you should not be hurt or feel not good enough you should see a beautiful woman.! You mean the WORLD to some one some where & it only ta
@XoXoJustDream -takes one person to love you more than anyone and thats God and if your only loved by God then you should feel really damn special bcuz that means he loves you extra special your beautiful dont kill your self thinking your not! I will pray for you I love you God loves you and dont hurt your self to look good your BEAUTIFUL ! <3 (:
Im sorry I dont understand this "disease" There are people that look like that because they actually dont have food to eat, yet because you let society take over your mind you choose to starve. Try channeling all that energy you put into starving yourself into something positive and fulfilling. Good Luck to you.
i used to suffer from bulimia just to get out o school tho cause evry one calls me fat but im starting to kinda lose weight but only cause now im 3 uaters vegiterian
WHat about looking nice for your guy <3 Having a nice chest Nice ass Sexy legs <3 Also perfect is what you would like to call it we all have definitions of perfect and anorexia is not it nor is skinny nor is fat perfect is being yourself in my opinion but you are very gorgeous and thank the lord your not as skinny as the people i have seen or that would just be sad </3
dont let the other people make u down hun, who cares what chloooeexo has to saym so what if u had anorexia, if u really went threw it then u would understand her position a little bit more, yelling at her and telling her she looks disgusting isnt going to help her prick. ur beautiful ♥ keep ur head up, and get healthy!!
dont let the other people make u down hun, who cares what chloooeexo has to saym so what if u had anorexia, if u really went threw it then u would understand her position a little bit more, yelling at her and telling her she looks disgusting isnt going to help her prick. ur beautiful ♥ keep ur head up, and get healthy!!
because I have been misused, abused sexually as a child. All the years I was alone with what was happening. I hated my body because I thought all along it would have been my fault, so I wanted to destroy my body and let it suffer. I did not want femininity to me ... not that any man looks at me and has sexual fantasies in his head.
@judytiger this is soooo sad, no one should have to go through this. Im praying for you honey, that you will "find some peace tonighht". You are so pretty, and im sorry for everything thats happened to you. No one in this age should have to struggle like you. you can get better xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
@judytiger It sounds like you need to let your past go. I'm sure you are a very nice person and I can only assume from the pictures you are very gorgeous. You need to start thinking positive in your life and try and eat a little more each day.
i hope that everything gets better i suffer both to and i know exactly how you feel, if you ever need someone to talk to just message me or reply back..
i dont now why the most beautiful girls are anorexi or bulimia they are so cute and still the what to get skinnier i dont now y if they are cute????????????
okay everyone putter her down isnt helping i went through the same thing it isnt that easy to just go back to eating and its not a lifestyle you just make its a choice your friends make you feel like you need to do so everyone saying its a turn off and its just that easy to eat all the time its not when your depressed you cant really control what you do u just want to fit in and you'll do anything to do so and at that point you just dont even want to live anymore but in stead you starve yourself
e were meat on those bones. And I can tell you think you're trying. But you don't sit down and think. You'd feel much better if you were a normal weight. heck I'm not a normal weight, I'm overweight. That's okay. I'm happy. That's all that should matter. Please get some help. Some kids CAN'T eat, they have no food. And they would do anything to eat. And you abuse that. Be thankful for the things you have, And. eat. I actually don't think it's that hard. Get some food, and eat infront of a mirror
Scateice101 is right, my doctor said about the same thing. I was just asking her because my friend is. And I kinda wanted to be bulimic. Then. I stood up straight. And looked in the mirror. And I noticed how bad people are suffering from this.. I don't wanna be like that. I wanna be that bright curvy blond that everyone calls me.. being that skinny makes you sick, makes you look uglier, and can kill you. Why would you want to do that?.. I love food man.. you're beautiful. More beautiful if ther
Did you know Bulimia actually does nothing but hurt the body? After a couple times of purging, your body knows what you're going to do and stores all the calories so only electrolytes(needed for survival) are thrown up, not calories. The scale might say you weigh less, but you didn't actually lose any weight. This is why bulimics are usually normal or overweight.
i am german but my family came to america.....i agree hitler was a horrble person i look like a pure german except my eys are brown hitler deserved to die...but not anorexic people they deserve to have a life like every one else.....but thats just my opinion.... :\
get over yourself and eat a fuckin cheese burger be that skinny is a turn off anyways for most guys so yea make your self more ugly that makes sense lol. sorry for being so blunt but just telling it how it is.
Being anorexic, depressed, cutting, they are CHOICES. Everything in YOUR life is a CHOICE. It might be classified as a mental disorder, but it's NOT. It's a CHOICE. YOU CHOOSE to NOT eat. YOU CHOOSE to think you're fat. YOU CHOOSE to throw up, to cut, to kill yourself. Im not saying this because i dont understand. I do, i understood my whole life. Not eating is YOUR CHOICE. Not A MENTAL disorder.
what i dont understand is if you know you have anorexic and your conscious that your not eating and its hurting you, why do you continue?
to have perfection? but being all bones looks ugly and not perfect... i just dont understand. This is not a disease, at some point you decided not to eat, why cant you just decide to eat again?
judytiger, you are beautiful. you dont need to make yourself feel so fat. the mirror is wrong when it tells you your fat or ugly. you may think you look fat but your not. with all this anorexia and bulimia you will die... it is sad to see you or anyone go through this. models are a bad example for Many women in this world. women are beautiful BIG and small. but this small is bad. im sorry for your troubles with this. i really help you can find a way to get better and feel happy. goodluck
I hope ur beat ur anorexia before it beats u...im anorexic and im 17 ive been anorexic since i was 13 cuz a guy who i thought was my friend called me fat when i was only 114 ib's and i started skipping meals and running all day and i started smoking my lungs started giving out when i ran and i almost died...im recovering from my anorexia and i hope u do to<3 be safe and get well
Anorexia, it's not something your born with. It's something you encounter. It's something playing trick in your head, she can not control the urge to binge && purge. Don't say she has a choice, because truthfully she can't stop herself. she wishes things were different. Before you judge her on this video, why don;t you try to see the message she is giving us through this video of her life. I will pray for you sweetie. Hopefully you shall help change the world one day<3
i hate the way i am too. im fat and my nose is big, i wear glasses, and my hair is never pretty enough. so i sometimes cut myself. i dont kno why but i just do. i dont do it that often tho. now im dieting. a lot.
Stop fucking feeling sorry for yourself and go eat.
What a bullshit "disease" that America has invented.
(This bullshit started in America. What a surprise!!!)
All it is, is stupidity and OBSESSION endorsed by the god damn tv, magazine, religion, and people inventing "self consciousness" in the minds of children, and then violently exploiting it for fake monetary gain.
You are an idiot. I have been obsessed with things before similar to this and I got over it.
the crappy thing about it is i havent starved myself for 3 yeard but everytime someone says something about the way i look i feel myself drifting back into it so far i havent but its hard my fiance loves me the way i am but i wish it mattered its a constant fit for the rest of ur life
Why don't every ease up on her!!!!! I think she is a very strong girl to share her story with the world in hopes to help others who suffer! And it is NOT a choice there's no physical way someone could choose not to eat, or purge to the point of almost death or be put in the hospital its a disease!! that's the only way the human body could do such a thing.. Sure some girls choose to do that for a few days maybe then stop but when it gets that bad or is that bad it's a disease
@MissTuccao0210 Actually - it's not just like that to start eating something. And especially not after a very long term of starving - your body is not able to digestive food that good anylonger. And even so, your brain makes it even harder to eat... Anorexia is not about food and being fat - it's about feelings. It's about a wish for fitting in to the world you live in.
@MissTuccao0210 AND WHAT YOU THINK THE WORLD IS PERFECT WELL ITS NOT WHY TRY TO FIT IN TO SOMETHING THAT IS SO UNHEALTHY CAUSE NOBODY DOSE THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS PERFECT YOUR NOT TRYING TO BE YOURSELF YOUR TRYING TO BE SOMEONE ELS AND ITS JUST NOT RIGHT YOU THINK PEOPLE WHAT YOU TO LOOK THIS WAY I DONT THINK SO ITS TIME TO GROW UP
jeeze how can you survive...i mean no offense in that...its gotta be horrible...keep fighting girl...and dont worry you dont have to be skinny to be pretty..im a lil over weight but im still pretty..keep fighting girl with enough will you can over come this..itll probably be hard cause ive been told loosing weight is just as hard to gain it back when your anorexic...and i know its hard for me to loose but keep fighting def anybody can overcome this
it kills me to see anyone do this to themselves, keep fighting and stay strong u r beautiful and thin doesnt make you beauty remember that<3 love yourself :) i kno i don't know you but ur amazing, stay strong and tell yourself u R beautiful. the mirror can lie. if u havent listen to the song beautiful by bethany dillion :) maybe u can relate to it? hope ur doing well rite now :)
i feel really sorry for u, I beleive that u can turn this around and save urself. I wish u God's grace and mercy. Keep the faith and beleive that u can get well and u will.
Well that's what you get for forcing yourself to become anorexic.
You admited it yourself. "Fasting eating binging purging" And anorexic with the actual desease doesn't work that way. Only one that forces themselves to starve. You don't have a desease, it's a lifestyle CHOICE.
seemingly you have no knowledge about Anorexia. It's my lifestyle Choice which let me do this since 11 years? Which let me get to hospital more than 8 times? Which wreck my life and let my almost die?
No human do freely this devlish shit only because it's a "lifestyle" at the moment to be skinny like size zero.
@MissAnaAno Why don't every ease up on her!!!!! I think she is a very strong girl to share her story with the world in hopes to help others who suffer! And it is NOT a choice there's no physical way someone could choose not to eat, or purge to the point of almost death or be put in the hospital its a disease!! that's the only way the human body could do such a thing.. Sure some girls choose to do that for a few days maybe then stop but when it gets that bad or is that bad it's a disease.
@MissAnaAno ok u need a lil help people arent born anorexic it is actualy a choice made by urself .... meaning that u choose 2 eat less and it spireld down from there and just so by the way hun anorexics wants perfection thats why they go onto diets that end up a sickness
its not that easy to ignore things i would know i have anorexia and Bulimia too and im a self harmer its and illness its like looking at urself but not seeing the results u wanted. so u push ur self to the limits to be perfect because u feel that if ur not perfect then no ones gunna love you.. but in the inside ur screaming for help but u dont have the guts to acctually ask someone for help. but its not cuz we're weak, its something else
Shorty962 you have no idea what you are talking about, so shut your mouth and never, EVER, comment on such things.
Girl I really hope you are al right now. I know how it is, how it makes you feel and I know how difficult it is, but I really wish you are alrightl, or at least you are doing some progress.
I've been dealing with anorexia since I was 7 and I recently turned 14. Now I weigh 84lbs, but I'm happy and I can resist the temptation of starvation =)
It is a sick, sad addiction that we as humans have created. I used to be a really healthy weight until one day a close friend told me I looked heavy at 5'8" 130lbs. I now weigh 119 lbs and think how to avoid food. The pain is real the mirror is real.
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you people make me sick. these bitches were self sentered and vain. they did this to themsleves and i hope they all die slowly and painfully. you people are scum. look at the other end of eating disorders, over eaters dont do it so for themselves or so people like them, they have a REAL problem. but when you cuntbags see them, you laugh. you are all shallow and ignorant.
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why do are thay always beautiful and thin, white, upperclass, bitches to begin with? and even if they do think they're getting a little fat why cant they just say "hey meybe im not perfect" instead of undereating themselves to death. if i were a dictator i would kill them all off first, becouse they are weak
Anyone who can respect hitler for what he did after having found out what an evil twisted soul he was, deserves to die. I am a tall blonde haired blue eyed girl, hitler perfect in in terms of race and religion. And although he must have done something right to get into power you cannot deny the fact that the holocaust happened and that he deserves to be dead for all the sufferung he caused. Anorexics however, dont deserve to die for being mentally ill. If you think that you are as bad as a nazi.
I completely understand this video. I have to use medictaion to cope with my mind on a daily basis. I would drive myself crazy if I couldnt stop the constant whirring somehow. Im here if you ever want to talk. xxx
when you are this far it's hard to reach your normal weight again. but i'm sure, that if you start eating. don't be a loner. you get over it. and starting to feel beautiful and you can look in the mirror.
this video made me burst out in tears, it reflects how i feel so much, i wish my eating disorders didn't have such a hold on me, this is a wonderful video, thankyou x
You can make it through this. Throw the scale out. Find fun distracting things to do, remember the sweet taste of cookies! =P I'm a total stranger, but I love you. I love everyone :) Find strength through God and random people and family and friends, even animals.
What the hell is your problem? Talking to people like that is not going to make them be normal again. They need love and encouragement. You obviously have problems with yourself or life and you need to quit being so mean to this poor girl.
that s what i dont want again. i was anorexic, but i start it again...i dont want, but i feel fat and ugly and disgusting... I have to eat less and less...:(
it really made me cry watching this video.. i just see me in the video and its totally how i feel.. and there are so good pictures who really say everything like in 4:14..
I know it's hard to find the comfortable feeling where you can eat again, and i know eating feels like youve failed.
I wish i had just some of your strength and control to get anywhere near how you look. I'm cursed with the brain of an anorexic but still wearing a UK 10/12.
But you did it. You got there. Just please be careful. Eating doesn't have to mean being fat, it doesn't mean failure. It means healthy. I hope my words mean something...
i was almost thin like you ... and my family was really angry at me ... so i started to eat ... and now ... i'm "fat" again ... i feel like i've let myself down ... and i want my body back :(
Don't let go! We can feel better! Go and get help for your ED is for sure the hardest thing to do but I promise that if you do it, you'll be feeling fine again one day even if it takes time! I'm the proof of it... Sometimes I get really mad and feel bad but I'm feeling a lot better than before when I was always living with my ED! I tried to kill myself but this is not the good way to kill the pain inside of us. We have to learn, to talk about what we feel and you can do it i'm sure!
I hope you will find your way to deal with all of this.. I know you can! I know you will! I did it, now I'm hoping so hard, that you will proceed this mission.. Good luck girl! Love you..
i get it, im there, ive been there, im still there, its a prison and no one understands unless they're in it themselves, i wish i could comprise a video of my eating disorder but as so far i can not, its too much. maybe in the future. im 22 and ive had an ED for 11 years, now half my life. cuttings a huge thing too, ive had some awful experiences with that and some of which have been photographed and they pics haunt me, it is a hard world to live in, i get that 100% i send love and support!
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im so very sorry:(
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i used to struggle with depression because i was sexually abused when i was younger. So i started drinking and cutting myself because i hated myself. and it kept on progressing to the point were i cut so deep i passed out and when i woke up i realized if i kept on cutting myself i would eventually die. then i guess i had a huge life turn-around and god helped me through, making me realize im not perfect but he loves me anyways no matter what i do so i stopped all that stuff and im on a betterway
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judy i dont know what you talking about the first pictures are so sexy I love to see more of you wow call me crazy but i love the way you look sexy sexy sexy I would love to have a gf the looks like you ...
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how are you now?
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Where the mirror lies, allow me to tell you the truth. Where men are vile, allow me to be kind. Where you hurt, allow me to demonstrate love. Where you take fault, allow me to give none. And where you see ugliness, allow me to see beauty.
MrKylehass 2 months ago
@MrKylehass You are truly beautiful and what happened to you is not your fault. I know i can't say anything you haven't already heard.But know i do not look at you in disgust, i look at you and marvel at your loveliness. I hope i said nothing to make you uncomfortable or that offended you. it is not my intention to do either.
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Judy I dont know you at all and I have no idea what you look like only on the pics you have on those videos and I am positive you are beautiful....When I saw this I cried I thought to myself why would a beautiful strong independent woman want to do that her self? Now I uunderstand some people are fat but you are NOWHERE near fat so when you look in the mirror you should not be hurt or feel not good enough you should see a beautiful woman.! You mean the WORLD to some one some where & it only ta
XoXoJustDream 2 months ago
@XoXoJustDream -takes one person to love you more than anyone and thats God and if your only loved by God then you should feel really damn special bcuz that means he loves you extra special your beautiful dont kill your self thinking your not! I will pray for you I love you God loves you and dont hurt your self to look good your BEAUTIFUL ! <3 (:
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Im sorry I dont understand this "disease" There are people that look like that because they actually dont have food to eat, yet because you let society take over your mind you choose to starve. Try channeling all that energy you put into starving yourself into something positive and fulfilling. Good Luck to you.
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i used to suffer from bulimia just to get out o school tho cause evry one calls me fat but im starting to kinda lose weight but only cause now im 3 uaters vegiterian
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@nukawolfkopa5 sorry my keys didnt want to work corrections, of ,every,quarters
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oo ooh want me to send you ruffles with sunflower oil THERE CRAZY ADDICTING!!!!
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This made me cry/:
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All pics are me on which is my "name" >> judytiger written on it.
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your beautiful in your own way don't be ashammed
nicolecorcoran1 5 months ago
WHat about looking nice for your guy <3 Having a nice chest Nice ass Sexy legs <3 Also perfect is what you would like to call it we all have definitions of perfect and anorexia is not it nor is skinny nor is fat perfect is being yourself in my opinion but you are very gorgeous and thank the lord your not as skinny as the people i have seen or that would just be sad </3
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ur beautiful:) jesus loves you. i will be praying<3
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dont let the other people make u down hun, who cares what chloooeexo has to saym so what if u had anorexia, if u really went threw it then u would understand her position a little bit more, yelling at her and telling her she looks disgusting isnt going to help her prick. ur beautiful ♥ keep ur head up, and get healthy!!
lmfaokidds 8 months ago
dont let the other people make u down hun, who cares what chloooeexo has to saym so what if u had anorexia, if u really went threw it then u would understand her position a little bit more, yelling at her and telling her she looks disgusting isnt going to help her prick. ur beautiful ♥ keep ur head up, and get healthy!!
lmfaokidds 8 months ago
0:59 Im assuming the reflection was you when you made this video. Sweetie, your body is absolutely beautiful. x
1Nosiddam1 9 months ago 3
@1Nosiddam1 that is not her.. that pic has been in thousands of ED vid's
EvaNorby 7 months ago
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the girl at 0:59 ist not me, that's a pic of a commercial about eatiing disorders/anorexia.
Only all pics till 0:50 are private pictures from me.
judytiger 7 months ago
You are beautiful
supergirlinnit 11 months ago
when why and how did you get this ??
megaanimalloverlove 11 months ago
@megaanimalloverlove
because I have been misused, abused sexually as a child. All the years I was alone with what was happening. I hated my body because I thought all along it would have been my fault, so I wanted to destroy my body and let it suffer. I did not want femininity to me ... not that any man looks at me and has sexual fantasies in his head.
judytiger 4 months ago
@judytiger im so sorry ;'(
megaanimalloverlove 3 months ago
@judytiger this is soooo sad, no one should have to go through this. Im praying for you honey, that you will "find some peace tonighht". You are so pretty, and im sorry for everything thats happened to you. No one in this age should have to struggle like you. you can get better xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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@judytiger It sounds like you need to let your past go. I'm sure you are a very nice person and I can only assume from the pictures you are very gorgeous. You need to start thinking positive in your life and try and eat a little more each day.
RageATM223 2 months ago
@judytiger Im sorry : / .....
XxTiana98xX 1 month ago
I dont, and will never understand how someone so disgustingly skinny can do that to themselves, and promote anorexia.. It makes me sick.
AND YES, IVE HAD ANOREXIA, i've overcome it. You make me sick promoting such a painfully disgusting issue.
CHLOOOEExo 11 months ago
GOD LOVES YOU, HE HAS A PLAN FOR YOU. DONT LET THE DEVIL PLAY MIND TRICKS ON YOU, AND MAKE YOU THINK YOUR NOT WORTH LIVING.
I KNOW YOU WILL GET OVER THIS. GOD BLESS YOU
chio106 11 months ago
this makes me cry </3
MikaMad14 1 year ago
your so brave. hope your better soon!!
LeanneZombie 1 year ago
i hope that everything gets better i suffer both to and i know exactly how you feel, if you ever need someone to talk to just message me or reply back..
littlemissluvlybones 1 year ago
You don't even look good that skinny. It's ugly and just makes people stare...EAT SOME FOOD PLEASE.
2b3the1 1 year ago
i dont now why the most beautiful girls are anorexi or bulimia they are so cute and still the what to get skinnier i dont now y if they are cute????????????
javi6014 1 year ago
how old are you?
blahblahsmileyface 1 year ago
@blahblahsmileyface I am 26 years old.
judytiger 1 year ago
okay everyone putter her down isnt helping i went through the same thing it isnt that easy to just go back to eating and its not a lifestyle you just make its a choice your friends make you feel like you need to do so everyone saying its a turn off and its just that easy to eat all the time its not when your depressed you cant really control what you do u just want to fit in and you'll do anything to do so and at that point you just dont even want to live anymore but in stead you starve yourself
caitlar95 1 year ago
ewww..so skinny
PJL4all 1 year ago
i like ut outfit in 0:27
myabreauxhansen 1 year ago
Don't quit fighting! You're beautiful!. Whoever tells you you aren't is a liar.
TheChrissy473 1 year ago
and then point out the things you love the most about yourself. I'm sure you have a beautiful face, beautiful eyes. And a beautiful personality.
crisscrossapplesauc 1 year ago
e were meat on those bones. And I can tell you think you're trying. But you don't sit down and think. You'd feel much better if you were a normal weight. heck I'm not a normal weight, I'm overweight. That's okay. I'm happy. That's all that should matter. Please get some help. Some kids CAN'T eat, they have no food. And they would do anything to eat. And you abuse that. Be thankful for the things you have, And. eat. I actually don't think it's that hard. Get some food, and eat infront of a mirror
crisscrossapplesauc 1 year ago
Scateice101 is right, my doctor said about the same thing. I was just asking her because my friend is. And I kinda wanted to be bulimic. Then. I stood up straight. And looked in the mirror. And I noticed how bad people are suffering from this.. I don't wanna be like that. I wanna be that bright curvy blond that everyone calls me.. being that skinny makes you sick, makes you look uglier, and can kill you. Why would you want to do that?.. I love food man.. you're beautiful. More beautiful if ther
crisscrossapplesauc 1 year ago
Did you know Bulimia actually does nothing but hurt the body? After a couple times of purging, your body knows what you're going to do and stores all the calories so only electrolytes(needed for survival) are thrown up, not calories. The scale might say you weigh less, but you didn't actually lose any weight. This is why bulimics are usually normal or overweight.
scateice101 1 year ago
i can not understand it
if you realise you´re skinny why can´t you eat?
i truly can't unstand it xd
CantDoItWithOutYou 1 year ago
But anorexia is based on psychology. So if the person does not find the motivation to change ... Nothing will change.
Fitiana10 1 year ago
i am german but my family came to america.....i agree hitler was a horrble person i look like a pure german except my eys are brown hitler deserved to die...but not anorexic people they deserve to have a life like every one else.....but thats just my opinion.... :\
funnyfrog97 1 year ago
get over yourself and eat a fuckin cheese burger be that skinny is a turn off anyways for most guys so yea make your self more ugly that makes sense lol. sorry for being so blunt but just telling it how it is.
BallsDeepPerformance 1 year ago
Wait? So you suffer from anorexia? Or are you bilemic?
TheDeepish 1 year ago
i nearly cried, its so upsetting, i hope you have recovered from amorexia.xx
LaurieBaby2k10 1 year ago
i seriously cried through this video. I dont think I have an ED but i can relate to alot of it. :(
msmarissa909 1 year ago
Being anorexic, depressed, cutting, they are CHOICES. Everything in YOUR life is a CHOICE. It might be classified as a mental disorder, but it's NOT. It's a CHOICE. YOU CHOOSE to NOT eat. YOU CHOOSE to think you're fat. YOU CHOOSE to throw up, to cut, to kill yourself. Im not saying this because i dont understand. I do, i understood my whole life. Not eating is YOUR CHOICE. Not A MENTAL disorder.
yumireiku 1 year ago
what i dont understand is if you know you have anorexic and your conscious that your not eating and its hurting you, why do you continue?
to have perfection? but being all bones looks ugly and not perfect... i just dont understand. This is not a disease, at some point you decided not to eat, why cant you just decide to eat again?
lancomevegas 1 year ago
judytiger, you are beautiful. you dont need to make yourself feel so fat. the mirror is wrong when it tells you your fat or ugly. you may think you look fat but your not. with all this anorexia and bulimia you will die... it is sad to see you or anyone go through this. models are a bad example for Many women in this world. women are beautiful BIG and small. but this small is bad. im sorry for your troubles with this. i really help you can find a way to get better and feel happy. goodluck
iloveyou5x 1 year ago
3:34 freaky!
SuperGlamourgirl101 1 year ago
I feel sorry 'bout you, I know how it is to havin' an eating dissorder, And I'll pray for you to get better. <3 I do really hope you will get better!
o1KunDin 1 year ago
I hope ur beat ur anorexia before it beats u...im anorexic and im 17 ive been anorexic since i was 13 cuz a guy who i thought was my friend called me fat when i was only 114 ib's and i started skipping meals and running all day and i started smoking my lungs started giving out when i ran and i almost died...im recovering from my anorexia and i hope u do to<3 be safe and get well
deseree101 1 year ago
Anorexia, it's not something your born with. It's something you encounter. It's something playing trick in your head, she can not control the urge to binge && purge. Don't say she has a choice, because truthfully she can't stop herself. she wishes things were different. Before you judge her on this video, why don;t you try to see the message she is giving us through this video of her life. I will pray for you sweetie. Hopefully you shall help change the world one day<3
lilMISSsassyCASSY96 1 year ago
you pointed something out in this video that nobody else i've seen has.
you've pointed out how you feel, the depression, the pills, the sadness. get better! im rooting for you (:
PenisAtTheDisc0 1 year ago
Wait id this... you?
97GiroroDororo 1 year ago
i hate the way i am too. im fat and my nose is big, i wear glasses, and my hair is never pretty enough. so i sometimes cut myself. i dont kno why but i just do. i dont do it that often tho. now im dieting. a lot.
skylarluvsyou 1 year ago
Well i have a problem with cutting,My thing is
What one is work anorexia or cutting
I know there both horibble
But im just wonderringg
But are u better now or no?
babybluebird123 1 year ago
do you like being anorexic?
cuz this isnt good, you need some help, and this isnt beutiful, at all.
tania94lagit 1 year ago
Also, to all of the PATHETIC pretentious pricks coming here saying "I feel sorry for yooou :( So sad i cried".
FUCK YOU!
You are truly selfish.
All you do is go around spouting random shit to feed your own pathetic self righteousness.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
You announce to the world that you feel sorry for someone to make yourself look good and feel good about yourself.
You ppl are honestly pathetic.
I will get backlash from people not willing to think for two seconds about the truth.
rickrollspamma 1 year ago
Stop fucking feeling sorry for yourself and go eat.
What a bullshit "disease" that America has invented.
(This bullshit started in America. What a surprise!!!)
All it is, is stupidity and OBSESSION endorsed by the god damn tv, magazine, religion, and people inventing "self consciousness" in the minds of children, and then violently exploiting it for fake monetary gain.
You are an idiot. I have been obsessed with things before similar to this and I got over it.
Stop boo-hooing and eat. Moron.
rickrollspamma 1 year ago
fuck all of the people giving u shit! u r a very strong women to live throught this and i repect you alot and wish u all of the luck in your recovery
paramoreluvXD 1 year ago
the crappy thing about it is i havent starved myself for 3 yeard but everytime someone says something about the way i look i feel myself drifting back into it so far i havent but its hard my fiance loves me the way i am but i wish it mattered its a constant fit for the rest of ur life
RainiCouture 1 year ago
Why don't every ease up on her!!!!! I think she is a very strong girl to share her story with the world in hopes to help others who suffer! And it is NOT a choice there's no physical way someone could choose not to eat, or purge to the point of almost death or be put in the hospital its a disease!! that's the only way the human body could do such a thing.. Sure some girls choose to do that for a few days maybe then stop but when it gets that bad or is that bad it's a disease
CasseyDianeTorrance 1 year ago
This is a very beautiful video! It almost made me cry..., I know the feelings - been there myself. Hope you'll get better soon.
maaikeen123 1 year ago
hello judy, can i ask you to seach this channel on youtube, all i need is you-united live/ and hosanna-led by brooke ligertwood/
Mr671yigo 1 year ago
Omq This is Soo Sad And Heart Breaking !
Asiasofly10 1 year ago
like how hard is it to eat something???? your so gross looking its not a sickniss its all in your head...
MissTuccao0210 1 year ago
@MissTuccao0210 Actually - it's not just like that to start eating something. And especially not after a very long term of starving - your body is not able to digestive food that good anylonger. And even so, your brain makes it even harder to eat... Anorexia is not about food and being fat - it's about feelings. It's about a wish for fitting in to the world you live in.
maaikeen123 1 year ago
@MissTuccao0210 AND WHAT YOU THINK THE WORLD IS PERFECT WELL ITS NOT WHY TRY TO FIT IN TO SOMETHING THAT IS SO UNHEALTHY CAUSE NOBODY DOSE THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS PERFECT YOUR NOT TRYING TO BE YOURSELF YOUR TRYING TO BE SOMEONE ELS AND ITS JUST NOT RIGHT YOU THINK PEOPLE WHAT YOU TO LOOK THIS WAY I DONT THINK SO ITS TIME TO GROW UP
MissTuccao0210 1 year ago
can i ask du something about that ? It better if I send an email insed....thanks for posting :)
MKandASH4 1 year ago
Of course you're depressed. Depression must be the commonest symptom of mental illness.
How about losing the mirror?
Sammicsno 1 year ago
jeeze how can you survive...i mean no offense in that...its gotta be horrible...keep fighting girl...and dont worry you dont have to be skinny to be pretty..im a lil over weight but im still pretty..keep fighting girl with enough will you can over come this..itll probably be hard cause ive been told loosing weight is just as hard to gain it back when your anorexic...and i know its hard for me to loose but keep fighting def anybody can overcome this
RorschachLuv27 1 year ago
0:59 sorry
didyousayTEDDYbear 1 year ago
1:01 the girl in the mirra looks better
didyousayTEDDYbear 1 year ago
it kills me to see anyone do this to themselves, keep fighting and stay strong u r beautiful and thin doesnt make you beauty remember that<3 love yourself :) i kno i don't know you but ur amazing, stay strong and tell yourself u R beautiful. the mirror can lie. if u havent listen to the song beautiful by bethany dillion :) maybe u can relate to it? hope ur doing well rite now :)
checkmate821 1 year ago
Go on, girl!! Keep fighting against this disease!!
Your video prove your wish to be alive and happy and healthy..
trust God!!
julianaserra 2 years ago
3:23 .......... wow.
coraline233 2 years ago
i feel really sorry for u, I beleive that u can turn this around and save urself. I wish u God's grace and mercy. Keep the faith and beleive that u can get well and u will.
tanesse44 2 years ago 2
Im not being funny..but the drug you've put in the vid Rohypnol is aka the date rape drug!
bex2k71491 2 years ago
hahaha, I noticed that too- lmao
kallisti1987 2 years ago
=/ Great choice of movie anad Good luck :|
cheakeemexie 2 years ago
Someday I hope you'll be able to see how beautiful you really are. Hang in there because you can get better.
silkpanda 2 years ago
Well that's what you get for forcing yourself to become anorexic.
You admited it yourself. "Fasting eating binging purging" And anorexic with the actual desease doesn't work that way. Only one that forces themselves to starve. You don't have a desease, it's a lifestyle CHOICE.
MissAnaAno 2 years ago
seemingly you have no knowledge about Anorexia. It's my lifestyle Choice which let me do this since 11 years? Which let me get to hospital more than 8 times? Which wreck my life and let my almost die?
No human do freely this devlish shit only because it's a "lifestyle" at the moment to be skinny like size zero.
judytiger 2 years ago 8
"You even said you only wanted "perfection" Do you honestly think an anorexic finds that sexy?
Fake.
MissAnaAno 2 years ago
The most anorexics want to be perfect. Not perfecting there Body. Perfect for the family, friends, school, work, in all things they do.
Shut up.
judytiger 2 years ago 15
So how is your perfection killing you then?
MissAnaAno 2 years ago
@MissAnaAno
Every anorexic/ pro ana is searching for perfection..
anything perfect/thin
and that kills us
as i have already said so many times...i dont care if this kills me..at least i'll die thin!
its my control its my life..its my ana xx
AnaForLifeAndForever 2 years ago
You can be pro Ana if you want, but it's wrong to say every Anorexic searches for perfection.
My point is that this girl claims to have a desease she doesn't have. There's a difference between having anorexia and being pro ana.
MissAnaAno 2 years ago 3
@MissAnaAno
yeah i wasnt saying they were the same thing...i was saying both..
although pro ana is more of a cult :/
anorexia is a mental illness
they go hand in hand in this situation tho
but yes i do agree she seems more pro ana than actually anorexic...
her morals and aims are quite distorted and more pro ana than true anorexia :) sorry if i was misunderstood..i understand what u r saying :) xx
AnaForLifeAndForever 2 years ago
@judytiger Dont let what others say up set you dear, there ignorent to the fact seeing they were never ones to go through with it .
akastukigirl21 1 year ago
@MissAnaAno Why don't every ease up on her!!!!! I think she is a very strong girl to share her story with the world in hopes to help others who suffer! And it is NOT a choice there's no physical way someone could choose not to eat, or purge to the point of almost death or be put in the hospital its a disease!! that's the only way the human body could do such a thing.. Sure some girls choose to do that for a few days maybe then stop but when it gets that bad or is that bad it's a disease.
CasseyDianeTorrance 1 year ago
@MissAnaAno You are heartless.
TheChrissy473 1 year ago
@MissAnaAno ok u need a lil help people arent born anorexic it is actualy a choice made by urself .... meaning that u choose 2 eat less and it spireld down from there and just so by the way hun anorexics wants perfection thats why they go onto diets that end up a sickness
dying4profection 1 year ago
this is so sad.
smokedrinkneversleep 2 years ago
its not that easy to ignore things i would know i have anorexia and Bulimia too and im a self harmer its and illness its like looking at urself but not seeing the results u wanted. so u push ur self to the limits to be perfect because u feel that if ur not perfect then no ones gunna love you.. but in the inside ur screaming for help but u dont have the guts to acctually ask someone for help. but its not cuz we're weak, its something else
J3NNIIF3R1000 2 years ago
1:02 my figure is like the girl in the mirror
sophstylezZ 2 years ago 2
Shorty962 you have no idea what you are talking about, so shut your mouth and never, EVER, comment on such things.
Girl I really hope you are al right now. I know how it is, how it makes you feel and I know how difficult it is, but I really wish you are alrightl, or at least you are doing some progress.
alepou18 2 years ago
I've been dealing with anorexia since I was 7 and I recently turned 14. Now I weigh 84lbs, but I'm happy and I can resist the temptation of starvation =)
x
AccordingToAlice 2 years ago 2
1:02
i think that girl in the mirror is so beautiful.
kala126 2 years ago 3
i'm 5'7" and weight 119, i feel so fat and useless and ... all because of one girl lol ... :/
xxKARATExxKIDxx 2 years ago
It is a sick, sad addiction that we as humans have created. I used to be a really healthy weight until one day a close friend told me I looked heavy at 5'8" 130lbs. I now weigh 119 lbs and think how to avoid food. The pain is real the mirror is real.
Flatoutfabulous 2 years ago
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you people make me sick. these bitches were self sentered and vain. they did this to themsleves and i hope they all die slowly and painfully. you people are scum. look at the other end of eating disorders, over eaters dont do it so for themselves or so people like them, they have a REAL problem. but when you cuntbags see them, you laugh. you are all shallow and ignorant.
shorty962 2 years ago
It is an addiction! Poor boy
Einfach mal die Fresse halten wenn man keine Ahnung hat =)
judytiger 2 years ago
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its an addiction to be an attention whore?
shorty962 2 years ago
Oh man, dumm wie Brot der Junge wa'
No, It's an addiction to be anorexic. Do you think it's funny to dying more and more every day?
If anorexic people want attention why they are so ilsolated and dont't leave her house? Don't go out with friends?
Think about it boy
judytiger 2 years ago
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why do are thay always beautiful and thin, white, upperclass, bitches to begin with? and even if they do think they're getting a little fat why cant they just say "hey meybe im not perfect" instead of undereating themselves to death. if i were a dictator i would kill them all off first, becouse they are weak
shorty962 2 years ago
kannste nich woanders dumm sein, du zwerg?!
just f*ck off nd "respect hitler" somewhere else dumbass!
Lomi18 2 years ago
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i repsect hitler becouse he accoplished more in 9 years then we will in our whole lives
shorty962 2 years ago
Anyone who can respect hitler for what he did after having found out what an evil twisted soul he was, deserves to die. I am a tall blonde haired blue eyed girl, hitler perfect in in terms of race and religion. And although he must have done something right to get into power you cannot deny the fact that the holocaust happened and that he deserves to be dead for all the sufferung he caused. Anorexics however, dont deserve to die for being mentally ill. If you think that you are as bad as a nazi.
1UnbreakableAngel 2 years ago
Sag mal, hasse einen an der Klatsche mir mit Hitler zu kommen?!
I am german and I live in germany. D'ont tell such a fucking bullshit!
judytiger 2 years ago
@1UnbreakableAngel
i dont think u need 2 bring hitler etc into this
it has nothing to do with it
have a fucking heart for people like us who suffer and are suffering
nobody deserves to die bitch!!
and if u think that then u need 2 seriously think about yourself and your personality or its gonna get u into some serious shit in your life
ANA xx
AnaForLifeAndForever 2 years ago
its NOT there fault
its soecieties.
hanna102connelly 2 years ago 2
in what way is it "soecieties" fault?
shorty962 2 years ago
(i know i suck at spelling) lol because the media and shit that makes you think you need to be thin and crapp
hanna102connelly 2 years ago 2
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so the fuck what? do the intellegent thing and ignor it. if you cant do that then you are weak and deserve nothing less then death
shorty962 2 years ago
you get made fun of at sschool if your fat, and you can't watch tv without seeing commercials about being thin....how can you ignore it?
hanna102connelly 2 years ago 2
they arent fat, thats the thing. or they could just ignore it.
shorty962 2 years ago
It's not just society's fault.
It's a coping mechanism.
klarissamarieee 2 years ago
you are sooo skinny! Man i thought i was... but not skin and bones! And whats up with 1:52 ? do you take... roofies?
foxxieluvv 2 years ago
Yes I take roofies (Rohybnol) to come through the day and come through the night. Every fucking day.
judytiger 2 years ago
aww that iz very sad i will definetley keep u in my prayers and i hope every body does
KandyDiva1 2 years ago 4
wth????
Autumn09578 2 years ago
get better soon, hun! we are all here for you and love ya. Please get some professional help... its not showing weakness or giving in.
swimmerz23 2 years ago 17
get better soon...no one would want you to die
taterbaby82000 2 years ago 4
Oh, you are soo skinny. I wouldn't be surprised if someone has your picture in their thinspo video.
But sweety, you're getting too thin. I know it sounds cliche and stupid, but I'm worried. Be safe, babydoll. <3
TheRisingAction 2 years ago 27
I hope you get better <3
chicky40 2 years ago 2
Is this one of you?
Suicidalteady09 2 years ago
Yes, the Pics at the beginning is me.
judytiger 2 years ago
oh my god it is so sad honey
ana´s gonna hurt you more and more
i know what im talking about
i hope that one day the mirror shows you your real beauty
its not your body... its in your heart and your soul
please dont give up
ly
gonzow0815 2 years ago 2
how dare you insult ana.
burgerLOL123 2 years ago
what are u talking about
u dont even know what it mean
gonzow0815 2 years ago
i know exactly what it means...
ana guides you to perfection
burgerLOL123 2 years ago
is it perfection to get sick of eating
and even more sick of eating nothing?
anas gonna hurt persons who trust her
pls dont beleve this crap about perfection
perfection is to live with your inperfectness, looking into the mirrir proudly
gonzow0815 2 years ago
u r so beautiful, if only u could see it
please take care of urself
bitterGrrrl 2 years ago
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omg so ugly***
corazonezzz 2 years ago
I completely understand this video. I have to use medictaion to cope with my mind on a daily basis. I would drive myself crazy if I couldnt stop the constant whirring somehow. Im here if you ever want to talk. xxx
kallisti1987 2 years ago
im not trying to encourage this but i think the picture in 0:30 looks great... i don no like i been thinking about doing it . i think i need help
natashayoung15 2 years ago
for all the people who are struggeling with this.
when you are this far it's hard to reach your normal weight again. but i'm sure, that if you start eating. don't be a loner. you get over it. and starting to feel beautiful and you can look in the mirror.
i'm sure you can do it.
dOgzx3 2 years ago
this video made me burst out in tears, it reflects how i feel so much, i wish my eating disorders didn't have such a hold on me, this is a wonderful video, thankyou x
roe01091992 2 years ago 2
You can make it through this. Throw the scale out. Find fun distracting things to do, remember the sweet taste of cookies! =P I'm a total stranger, but I love you. I love everyone :) Find strength through God and random people and family and friends, even animals.
nevershoutbr00ke 2 years ago 3
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im gonna give this a whole 5 stars cause this made me laugh ALOOOOT ..haha
C: what a dumb anorexic bitch ,..u whore
FedorMirkoLyoto 2 years ago
What the hell is your problem? Talking to people like that is not going to make them be normal again. They need love and encouragement. You obviously have problems with yourself or life and you need to quit being so mean to this poor girl.
nevershoutbr00ke 2 years ago 5
dont let go keep living oyu are beautiful and hurting urself will just make it all worse
kkateslol 2 years ago
that s what i dont want again. i was anorexic, but i start it again...i dont want, but i feel fat and ugly and disgusting... I have to eat less and less...:(
hate anorexia
Jugadert 2 years ago
I'm struggling with anorexia right now and I'm 16. It all started when I was 15 and my dieting just progressed into an obsession.
This is a really great video explaining how hard it its.
anc8469 2 years ago 2
it really made me cry watching this video.. i just see me in the video and its totally how i feel.. and there are so good pictures who really say everything like in 4:14..
standbyme90 3 years ago
Same here...I'm afraid to even look at a mirror..
ImYourXanax 2 years ago
You aren't thin, you're skinny
You Are Perfect.
I know it's hard to find the comfortable feeling where you can eat again, and i know eating feels like youve failed.
I wish i had just some of your strength and control to get anywhere near how you look. I'm cursed with the brain of an anorexic but still wearing a UK 10/12.
But you did it. You got there. Just please be careful. Eating doesn't have to mean being fat, it doesn't mean failure. It means healthy. I hope my words mean something...
IMissYouBabii 3 years ago 2
i was almost thin like you ... and my family was really angry at me ... so i started to eat ... and now ... i'm "fat" again ... i feel like i've let myself down ... and i want my body back :(
EmoGirl2100 3 years ago
binge ? purge ? wos hoasD des ?
boobooxkittyxpussy 3 years ago
Don't let go! We can feel better! Go and get help for your ED is for sure the hardest thing to do but I promise that if you do it, you'll be feeling fine again one day even if it takes time! I'm the proof of it... Sometimes I get really mad and feel bad but I'm feeling a lot better than before when I was always living with my ED! I tried to kill myself but this is not the good way to kill the pain inside of us. We have to learn, to talk about what we feel and you can do it i'm sure!
Courage!
solia7 3 years ago
hermoso verdaderamente hermoso
evepink13 3 years ago
I hope you will find your way to deal with all of this.. I know you can! I know you will! I did it, now I'm hoping so hard, that you will proceed this mission.. Good luck girl! Love you..
hdkk33 3 years ago
Das treibt einem echt Tränen in die Augen...
Sehr traurig...und sehr schön gemacht...
Gillian356 3 years ago
u shood put that real girlz video back up
MFCLgurl 3 years ago