Episode 13 - Depression, Guilt, Acceptance & Hope

[ashleybeevideos]

By far my favourite episode.

Parenthetical Girls is amazing :D

And so are you two.

<3

[easternlights]

You had me crying right there...

again...

[peacefullending]

it's the most beautiful project i've ever seen

[djayjonnyyoung]

this made me cry..

[annihilated]

omg, i just cried.

thanks for this beautiful project.

[Samurailord]

very nicely done. Great storytelling. Great music. Great asthetics. I could go on..

[Julius314159]

I didn't have the courage to make a choice, and my wife refused to give up on me. Eventually, Angela and I split. It was a total of four years of disaster, but because of her patients with my fucked up head and my need to explore, my wife and I made it. I ended up losing an irreplaceable love and friend, and still grieve over the emotional scars. It's not an idea I will ever toy with again. I hope you two make it. -Cheers

[Julius314159]

Polyamory never worked for my wife and I. At first I thought I could love two women simultaneously, but eventually I realized that whatever attention you're giving one lover you're unintentionally denying the other. My lover, Angela, the one who initially pressed for the relationship, began to do something she thought impossible, she got jealous. Then I was pressed to choose, and the anxiety ate my life up. Choose the woman I had been with for 10 years, or my new love of only 3 years.

[allowlove]

this is so beautiful

i love it

[rv36116]

amazing, I wanted to see the ending episodes with out really knowing what was going on, and I watched 10-13 and I felt like I watched all 13 episodes, so in that aspect, this project of yours must be a complete and utter success, because now I want to watch the whole thing and I want to watch the movie and I want to know more about the both of you. I think that you're a great part of the artistic community, and look forward to more of your own projects. Original, to the n'th degree.

[OldGrandmaTime]

Bravo,This is a masterpiece and is a lovely story,bad and good times,When you meet someone from the net,8/10 times this will always happen,Thats why your there because you had to many failed relationships.But this was a beautiful story none the less.

[RIVKAdict]

This is so beautiful and it makes me really sad that this is all over. : (

[oneweirdbunny]

*tear*

hopefully you will find each other back on the road you guys we're once on.

[internetnerdette]

Oh wow.

[AdiJah]

I love you Britta Lynn Leijonflycht

[Uxpsi]

this is great stuff, keep it going!

[stonespiral]

You both make me remember that no matter what, there's still something worth loving about this world.

[histarfish]

I cried.....I love this...Isn't funny how people want to fix other peoples relationships...is that selfish? Maybe...Maybe not?

[Cagthe]

Thank you.......

[Planieris]

Good luck to you both!

[xqxballx69x]

I don't even know what to say. That was amazing. I am so proud of you both... In everything.

[AlicetheCamel7]

:')

pure excellence

[schtickler]

i love this ending.

[jamin61495]

awsome

[insurrektion]

Glad the 2 of you found eachother again. This helps me not at all.

[Stormybabe17]

Beautiful. Real.

[AlisonBubbleToes]

that.. was.. amazing.

and very true.

i loved every step of this prject..

and i believe you both will be so happy.

someday, so happy.

[RichardReverie]

amazing

[Robp1818]

I cried.

I want the dvd. But I live in canada : (. Just put it on ebay or something.

[blendedquacker]

guys your series is amazing. Your lives must be really hard!!!!!!!

[Majiduar]

Oh wow, all good things..

Well worth the time watching every ep.

Funny how I accidentally stumbled upon these vids on spout quite a while ago.

Enjoy yourselves|

[babybuddybear]

this made me cry

[summerfae]

this was beyond beautiful. there are no words. you have no idea what watching this means to me. i am going through a similar experience right now. knowing that in the end, whether we end up together or not we will both be okay is the best kind of comfort there is. thank you for your voice :)

[CullmanAL21]

Wow. . .

Amazing.

[foobarmaru]

This was great. You guys tell a powerful story.

[Josinthebox]

I love these videos. They inflict emotions.

[yasmiona]

arin, susan, you guys are inspiring...i may begin my own film. your story is amazing, your music is great. im going to buy your dvd tommorow. i love you guys. i hope you guys will eventually love each other and movie in together again.

[skippyproduction]

my favorite episode!

[beforeallthis]

I can honestly say I didn't see that coming.

It's not really the end, anyhow.

[girl4182]

wow

[damianGray]

Wow guys, thanks for this amazing insight into your lives. We are all on a journey, sometimes the way seems so clear and sometimes we get so lost. Thank you for sharing your story with me.

[NeLshawn]

I caught the movie and met you in Santa Monica years ago... and just came across one of your video podcasts. I ended up watching all of them! You have an incredible ability to transform the footage of your life into a completely engaging story. And I'm a sucker for innovative effects, but only when they are used to complement the story, and you pulled it off nicely. You are breaking some heavy ground. Looking forward to seeing your next creation. Go break more legs.

CMC!

[yasminath]

amazing,

compeltely amazing.

you inspire me

[eleveneggs]

Very nice, thank you.

[athenareich]

oh - so moving... so sad it didn't work out but i guess you guys needed that.. heartbreaking but i'm glad it feels right to you....

[imthatguyyy]

this is a deep fucken show

[communistrussia]

HUMAN RELATIONSHIPS ARE SO COMPLEX!

[lebambale]

it seems so natural and so real... you made me cry, because you really love, LOVE, LOVE! good luck. i really enjoyed it.

[acquiline]

it's heartbreaking to know the death of a beautiful relationship. somehow, it's even more painful to feel the familiarity of its death.

[einsteinct]

without words...

[liiix]

i wish i could experience love like that

[scarman1998]

I just wanted to say that you guys are amazing. I'm guessing it took some guts to put it out there, that you broke up and that the love story the movie was about didn't result in a happily ever after thing, and yeah it's depressing to see that it didn't work out even for you.

But it's just so real, you managed to make it art without making it all perfect.

Can't wait for the DVD to come out in inland Europe.

[okiquit]

That was beautiful and great.

[rustydife]

that journey was fun

[oneirik]

Thank you for the hope.

[sssabooo]

you guys are.. so... ...cute I'm sending this to my ex boyfriend...

[dc13fc]

I just want to say thank you so much. I have followed your story from the beginning and have just witnessed it end. I think I am the collective voice of all who have seen when i say that I felt what you felt. And to feel that reassurance is comforting; Love never dies...

words are not enough, though in an ironic sense they were all that were needed in the first place. thank you once again - your story is close to me and I will not forget you

[Breeze187]

Wow...I really loved the movie and all of these episodes. I've never seen something like this before and I really think it's amazing. I feel like I've gone on this journey with you guys or at least watched this story unfold and now that the episodes are over I'm sad. What else am I going to watch? Thanks for making a wonderful work of art! :)

[kisshui]

The footage in the cab is beautiful and I love the way you don't provide the easy out of loving someone. Great job.

[thatisawkward]

This is making me very emotional, I plan on sharing this with my sister this is exactly what she needs.

[geekxlove81]

Thankyou.

[brotherman154]

I can't believe that this is the end of your project. Or will you ever be done? Like you said, Love never dies.

[aky22]

I love this.

[amousedidrun]

amazing!

[Atomicshot]

im hooked! I love this.

[wordsarelouder]

In the movies the guy always gets the girl. Love is a mysterious thing - nothing can explain it. We can talk about it, but never explain it. It feels that you both are so much stronger after this experience. But at the same time I want this to be the movies. If you guys love each other then don't let that go to waste. Take advantage of every second, and never let go.

We are Four Eyed Monsters.

[mHeubel]

WHAT THE FUCK???

NO!!!

Please, don't stop now...

Not yet...

Arin, Susan, you're amazing!

You two were what I wanted to have for myself.

You were the greatest couple I've ever seen.

How the fuck could this happen?

[mikehedge]

loved it! great use of the photos!

[kimbo3308]

props that was a really good video. its nice to see how real life is for a change instead of media based reality shows

[KylePric43]

Thanks and good luck.

[AdiJah]

I am in love with Britta

[CandaceGilbert]

No, this can't be the end... :(

[lidgirl]

:(...

[soulwrappin]

hmmm...it almost subjugate every relationship in this world ends in a split.

[barbielunchbox]

I love four eyed monster

It has inspired me so much

thanks for everything!

[HorrorPixieMassacre]

I'm in love with this.

It's so beautiful! dramatic! artistic!

the ending is very bittersweet and intense!

Congrats on the dvd and major props!

I'm so buying this dvd =))

xx

[rawrribbon]

This really was an amazing journey, and I'm looking so forward to getting the dvd.

As much as everyone (fans) might want to see more and hear more I really think you both are bring reborn as new people. Thank you for this podcast it was wonderful!

[Fleescyy]

...i dont know what to say.

[kgun30]

it is very scary how i can not only relate, but ive had almost the same exact conversations with the girl i love. this series has just reiterated how i feel about her and how much it all sucks so ridiculously bad. im in love with katie, and i always will be. sadly im not ready to love other people.

[sunnydelightcmb]

No comments?! This was one of the most powerful stories I've ever had the opportunity and pleasure to watch.

[evilbabies23]

Absolutely mind blowing. I've got a lot of new approaches to people and life from you. I think you've shown love in a way I haven't seen before and it's made me so different to who I was. Though you have changed, I think I've changed. Thank you so much for sharing this with the world. Hope all the best for you. Never give up.

[FlashDashAndAway]

This is so intense and raw. The two of you are very unique individuals and I am so happy to have been able to witness this.

[JonnieZombie]

good night

[rebeckylee]

i cried. =(

[crzytracey]

Wow...I loved this. I know exactly what they are both feeling.

[Spunkette87]

wow, i loved this

wish you guys didn't break up, though :(

i feel like you made for each other.

[Feliesje]

beautiful

:)

[easternlights]

Brilliant...absolutely brilliant.

Tears came up...

[ThePeacefulCat]

This had me in tears. I am currently in the same situation and just feel so lost, but this has given me hope.

Many tx,

P-Cat..

[whymeee]

Absolutely great. Watched all your episodes today for the first time. One really gets the feeling to be part of it all. And to get an inside into you relationship is great. Love it.

[HoneysuckleBing]

Thank you for this emotional adventure.

[hubertcubeart]

truly phenomenal capture of the human psyche. i love life

[jodyb83]

i can't wait to get paid. i need your film. love it.

[PhiLLiPozCreationz]

That was one of the most beautiful, vindicating things I have every seen in my life.

[hubertcubeart]

i researched polyamory and it gave me some good ideas on how to approach my relationship.

my girlfriend told me she is still in love with her ex boyfriend from france. i still love her more than anything in the world, i care so deeply for her and she does me. we are best friends and very opened minded people. she loves sexual interaction. she has no available physical connection with the french guy. she loves too people, him first and i grew on her.

i would love to hear your thoughts. great vid

[maliceandmannie]

That was a great finish to a very long ride. I was tearing up watching it. Thanks for letting us in, it was an honor to be part of the audience in your lives for awhile. Best of luck to both of you in the future.

[knowned]

Goodness me!

[JoeSomebody2]

Beautiful view and outlook as always. Thank you for the inspiration. ;)

[martinautours]

real love is complex and simply beautiful, it's effort but it's not work, it's the ability to willingly hand over all you are and to demand nothing in return, to accept everything the other gives you and cherish it, to finally find a reason to hope for eternity

[nrgins]

Very sad. But very glad to see that you guys are still in love and split on a good note. Best wishes to the both of you. Thanks for sharing your life with us.

[Cometchaser15]

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