@Shivelybanetek No. There is no drug that could "switch" one's sexual urges from one group (early pubescent males, in this case) to another (a more socially acceptable group, women). He has no sex drive. At all. And I applaud him for making this choice.
Hey! I am really proud of you! I am 14 and I'm thinking about having this done. I haven't committed any sexual crimes though. Can I have it without commuting a crime? :)
well there is a difference between someone who owns up there problem and want to change then someone who just wants to hurt people or just dont wanna face up to the fact that they have a problem so i wanna say kudos for you and goodluck with your future its sad society does not try to understand people like u i want to know though how was prison for u i here so many stories about how terrible it is for people with sex crimes and how does society treat in the community?curious
@mixedrick Thank you for your knd words. As for your question, My only issue was when I first arrived and they were checking all the inmates. 3 guards had arranged to have me beaten in a cell with 10 other inmates. Only 1 hit me but I could not defend myself or as the guard put it, I will be sent to a range where I will die. I've learned to take a beating since I was a child so all that happened was my jaw was broken.
@chargedconvicted When I was transferred to the treatment center, many of the other inmates told how they where beaten to unconsciousness and hospitalized in their home jails. The stories of rape and such tend to happen only at the penitentiary level, which I was not so I can't really confirm them. The other thing that would often happen is an S.O. offenders would be denied things such as clean clothing or yard. I am fairly thick built so I blended well and many couldn't guess my charges.
@chargedconvicted yea they dont like offenders and snitches becase half of them were abused but i heard that they are seperated from other inmates ,how is life for you now like i saw the movie woodsman with kevin bacon and it changed my view of things i try to understand before i get angry do your family and friends ignore u and your neighborhood do they make it a living hell sorry if im askin to many questions its weird seeing it from this side by me bein a victim
@mixedrick They do separate offenders although were I live, they place offenders on a range with people who have other charges. While it isn't as violent as general population, it remains violent for people with sex charges.
I've seen the movie the woodsman and while some of it rings true, I found the movie frustrating as the character seemed to always be placing himself in positions of risk and his thoughts seemed to always be about offending. Where I am, it is different ...(continued..)
@chargedconvicted I have a great probation officer and the registry here is private. I do check in annually and teh police stop by my house to confirm where I live but they are very discrete. I have lost some friends but gained some knew ones. Everyone in my life knows my charges. I attend a weekly group which is far more intense than the one in the movie. I also "mentor/help" in another group for recently charged offenders. (continued)
@chargedconvicted The treatment center I spent time at was also very intense so I now live a life where my self imposed restrictions are beyond the restrictions placed on my by the courts. For example, if I am in an elevator with a bunch of people and a minor enters, I exit the elevator. Not because I am worried about offending but because if I had a child was on the elevator with an offender, I would expect him to do the same thing. (continued.. sorry this is getting long)
@chargedconvicted now, as for a job, I have a criminal record so finding one is very difficult. I also have some mental health issues (which I am medicated for), bipolar, personality disorder and anxiety disorder so find a job that fits these issues is difficult. My psych doesn't want me working at this time. Soon I hope. I am very open with people I know about my issues as I know a life of secrets is unhealthy and part of an offending cycle. So, I have support, determination and peace.
@chargedconvicted wow the guards did that why? and im so sorry about u having to go through that especially as a child i know all about child abuse to well
@mixedrick The guards responded to the fact I was a sexual offender in the only way they knew how. Sadly, it isn't uncommon. This subject brings out very strong feelings in people.
As for my childhood, well, it is what it is. I can't change it or fight against it. I simply have to move beyond it and be aware of who I am now and ensure the choices I make now are healthy and balanced. I am sorry that you know of child abuse well also.
I am not convinced of the efectiveness of chemical castration, if we are talking medication then perhaps drugs that change thought processes are more effective. Sexuality begins in the mind every image we can see or imagine is in our head.
@MrBlankme Although chemical castration does physically effect the body, it does have a significant impact on thought processes. In fact, that was the first thing I noticed. However, I also think cognitive therapy is essential with or without this medication.
@chargedconvicted which kind of effect does it have on your thought process ? was it one injection for a permanent result and do u suffer depression as a result of this ?
@poosaypirate It removes sexual desire which is very noticeable. It's a very calming sense of peace. As for depression, that is a bit hard for to tell since I am bipolar and take medications, which includes anti depressants.
@letterbekmen There are 2 thoughts on this. One is that after 3 years there is no return. Others believe that the testosterone begins again and in some cases higher than before the chemicals. I am unsure if it is in fact higher but if so, then serious and strict monitoring must be in place. Personally, I am wondering if as it returns, the drive begins again and has to go through the adolescent stage followed by normalizing itself after some time. I have no real studies either way
I'm back again and with some questions. I'm sorry if I sounded rude the other day, I just couldn't believe anyone would have this done to themselves and then make videos about it. I've been doing some research on anti androgens and I heard that after 9 months that testicular atrophy becomes permanent and even after stopping the medication you can't regain T lvls or sperm again. Is that true?
@pmattoon I didn't see you as being rude before. You simply expressed what you were thinking. I've heard many different opinions of whether the effects are reversible. 9 months is the shortest I've ever heard though. From asking around, including my own psychiatrist who gives the injection, it is believed reversible up to 3 years. After the 3 years is when the people I've spoken to aren't sure about. Some think it's reversible forever, some aren't sure.
Yuck..I don't believe you're a real sex offender. Probably just some one advocating castration pretending there are people that actually enjoy it. What's your name and everything? I don't see your faces in any of the videos.
My legal papers are in one of my videos (although a very boring video) called my conviction, probation consequences. I don't have my name or image since I don't need any unexpected visitors.
Well, its the same if you have had chemical castration or removed your genitalia. If it doesn't serves it's purpose anymore, what's the point of keeping it? And what's so positive about having lost your sexual desire? Sex its a wonderful thing, so what's satisfying to not having it? If you were to get married, and your wife would want sex, what would you do? and if she want to have a child, what? Castration is a really a choice for a person who have decided to spend the rest of his life alone.
@MikesReich Well, first, I am not a supporter of forced Chemical castration. I strongly believe that if someone chooses it because they are ashamed of their past they will make every effort to live a healthy life. This includes treatment and a real commitment. As I mentioned before, those who are not prepared to live an offense free life are better off as prisoners til their final days.
@chargedconvicted let's say a person uses other drugs to counter the effects of the ones for chemical castration. Routine blood tests are part of the process. This is how a psychiatrist ensures the drugs are effective.
IMHO, choosing chemical castration is a byproduct of a much larger choice. Chemical castration isn't a solution on it's own. It's a tool. Bottom line... If someone counters the effects, then they are ones not yet ready to re-enter society or to remain in it.
btw, thanks for putting aside your immediate emotions to ask some very good and thoughtful questions. I realize that this type of conversation is a very difficult one to have.
@MikesReich Perhaps. However, death penalties aren't available where I live. Nor do I think execution is always the solution. I do however think that safeguards must be in place and appropriate monitoring should be done. Chemical Castration is only 1 of the solutions that should be considered.
I also believe that offenders not wishing to live a healthy life should remain behind bars.
The point of the video is to show Chemical castration is a viable option when it comes to offenders
In a society where we have all kinds of amazing technology, it seems very primitive that we still rub our slimy bits against each other to reproduce.We should work on developing a more civilised replacement for sex.
P.S. My Dr. won't prescribe me the chemical castration drugs I want because I'm not an offender. Can anyone please advise me where I can buy these drugs cheaply and by-pass the Doctor?
@apollocreed1000 I would recommend you speak to other health professionals if your serious about this since some side effects can be very serious. Perhaps a psychiatrist or psychotherapist since both can prescribe meds.
Why should Chemical Castration be only for criminals?For a start, it should be given to all catholic clergy as a preventative measure in case their celibacy becomes unbearable. Step 2 -Governments should routinely take a sperm sample from all boys who reach puberty and then castrate them. If they want children in the future a Dr. can perform artificial insemination for the woman without the need for sex.Sex drive is the force behind most violent crime, rape, hatred and war.
@apollocreed1000 the drugs which do the castration are provided for sex offenders, kids who develop prematurely and adult males with prostrate cancer. Maybe there are other uses but those are the only ones I am aware of.
I guess it comes down to the question, why castrate if the drive is in order. It would seem a needless decision if there are no issues with sexuality.
@apollocreed1000 do you happen to own a dildo company or something ? you have and EXTREMELY distorted, ugly and VIOLENT perception about men and human sexuality, you need therapy
@EndTimeDelusion1 Yes, I feel completely less stressed and am able to focus on other things that are important. I guess happier although more in control of my thoughts is probably a better description.
@Vpopov81 None that I am aware of. There have been no release of sperm either asleep or awake since I began the injections. It was a very obvious change from the weeks prior to the injections.
@SKSBanetek Ejaculation is not possible and for me, so are erections. Although, perhaps an erection is possible but since injections began, I don't have a desire to masturbate
@chargedconvicted I don't understand, I went off a cycle of steroids and forgot to take my estro blockers and yea I had a hot flash and it was harder to get an errection but I still had an episode to masterbate and did have an orgasm. It was not as intence as normal but it still felt good.
I have also red where men who have been physicaly castrated can sometimes have an errection with manual stimulation and their orgasms are more intence.
@SKSBanetek When I was on anti depressants, erection was difficult, yet possible. Since I have been taking injections, I haven't had, nor had the urge to masturbate. So, my experience tells me it's impossible. Perhaps, it is although, everyone I have spoken to shares the same experience as myself.
Why didn't you just put the cock and balls on a paper cutter and let 'er drop?
Or better yet, Why didn't you just give yourself a bullet to the back of the skull you pervert? You are one sick son of a bitch. And I don't feel sorry for you. Maybe you should have just gotten a lobotomy because you are obviously mentally ill.
@The1974MonteCarlo Thank you for your comments. I understand your anger although I think you have misunderstood my reason for uploading.
The purpose is to explain that Chemical castration should be considered by sex offenders who, like it or not, are integrated into society. This is my experience with it.
For an offender to be less of a threat, they need to make as many efforts as possible. Since execution does not exist, other options need to be explored. The Goal is no more victims.
@The1974MonteCarlo ... the balls joke... that was kind of funny. I don't know that you were too harsh. I think you were being honest about a serious issue.
As for destroying a part of myself. I don't know that I destroyed it more than I suppressed it. The drug prevents the production of testosterone.
Finally, I was given the option to choose after being released not prior to incarceration. I chose to because it was one more way of ensuring I remained living a healthy life.
@george77772moons agreed. And to further ensure no re-offence, I have a strong support network who are aware of my past as well as professional support and a weekly group meeting. Thanks for your comment
I still have a problem with voluntary castration,either physical or chemical,for moral and ethical reasons.But,If it can remove urges in some individuals,then maybe it has some value.
Well, as much as the idea of the crime sickens me, it also reassures me that there is hope for offenders. I have often wondered what to do with sex offenders, especiially child molesters when they have an almost 100 percent chance of reoffending. Thank you for your story, I hope it will help someone before the crime! Keep spreading the word, and I will pray for you!
i'm not gona lie to u. once your sexual offender i dont think you should be allowed to live on the same planet thats my own opinion but i can say positively that openly admitting it and doing what your doing is a good thing but i dont think what your doing atm is enough to pay for your sinns.
You have the choice to do as you wish...and it seems you have good intentions...obviously no one wants to have to mess up natural levels of an endogenous hormone...and no way should the govt force it upon anyone.
I do not think the government is FORCING it upon anyone - - - people who do not wish to have the TREATMENT also have other options:
1 - Re-offend, re-offend, and re-offend until the prison sentence becomes life.
2 - Petition courts PRO-SE to be under a civil committment / civil detainee and resign ones self to live in an insitution and cost taxpayers 50-90K per year.
3 - Suicide.
As much as the crime gives me chills - if we don't try all options than why waste the time for treatment.
I understand now and i think i know how to respond....
I agree with Kicesie, but i would like to add that I think your very brave. Your not afraid to say "This is what i did, i regret it, and this is what im doing to make a diffrence" And like she said, ignore the negative comments....
Thanks, but I am not trying to be brave. I am learning how to live life with teh full understanding of my issues. If I hide them, then I am back in the cycle of keeping secrets and I will never do that again. Negative comments don't bother me. Like I said to Kicesie, there is nothing people could say to me that I haven't heard while in jail. What matters is how I feel about how I am living now. I can never forget the past but I also can't live in it.
Im not sure how to respond....are you being serious? Is this your story or someone elses? Sorry its none of my business....i just wish i knew how to respond...
Thank you for your kind praise. I don't know that it's an issue of sexual offenders not wanting help but more how to understand what motivates them. It took me doing my background factors (on my site) before I clued in that it's not all about sex. Intense treatment was very helpful but of course, the offender has to want it. The mental work is important but castration is a good backup.
as for negative comments... I've been in jail. There is nothing I haven't heard
I HOPE YOU ROT YOU PEDO CUNT.
OfficialBraze 1 month ago
Well I'm sure you can and still masturbate but just like before and I'm guessing you think of women and not kids
Shivelybanetek 3 months ago
@Shivelybanetek No. There is no drug that could "switch" one's sexual urges from one group (early pubescent males, in this case) to another (a more socially acceptable group, women). He has no sex drive. At all. And I applaud him for making this choice.
colleencooper 5 days ago
Hey! I am really proud of you! I am 14 and I'm thinking about having this done. I haven't committed any sexual crimes though. Can I have it without commuting a crime? :)
GuitarFisherman2112 4 months ago
@GuitarFisherman2112 Why on earth would you want it done???
Keitaro2011 3 months ago
@Keitaro2011 I am wondering the same thing. But honestly, I am even more concerned with the smiley face ending his post.
colleencooper 5 days ago
well there is a difference between someone who owns up there problem and want to change then someone who just wants to hurt people or just dont wanna face up to the fact that they have a problem so i wanna say kudos for you and goodluck with your future its sad society does not try to understand people like u i want to know though how was prison for u i here so many stories about how terrible it is for people with sex crimes and how does society treat in the community?curious
mixedrick 9 months ago
@mixedrick Thank you for your knd words. As for your question, My only issue was when I first arrived and they were checking all the inmates. 3 guards had arranged to have me beaten in a cell with 10 other inmates. Only 1 hit me but I could not defend myself or as the guard put it, I will be sent to a range where I will die. I've learned to take a beating since I was a child so all that happened was my jaw was broken.
chargedconvicted 9 months ago
@chargedconvicted When I was transferred to the treatment center, many of the other inmates told how they where beaten to unconsciousness and hospitalized in their home jails. The stories of rape and such tend to happen only at the penitentiary level, which I was not so I can't really confirm them. The other thing that would often happen is an S.O. offenders would be denied things such as clean clothing or yard. I am fairly thick built so I blended well and many couldn't guess my charges.
chargedconvicted 9 months ago
@chargedconvicted yea they dont like offenders and snitches becase half of them were abused but i heard that they are seperated from other inmates ,how is life for you now like i saw the movie woodsman with kevin bacon and it changed my view of things i try to understand before i get angry do your family and friends ignore u and your neighborhood do they make it a living hell sorry if im askin to many questions its weird seeing it from this side by me bein a victim
mixedrick 9 months ago
@mixedrick They do separate offenders although were I live, they place offenders on a range with people who have other charges. While it isn't as violent as general population, it remains violent for people with sex charges.
I've seen the movie the woodsman and while some of it rings true, I found the movie frustrating as the character seemed to always be placing himself in positions of risk and his thoughts seemed to always be about offending. Where I am, it is different ...(continued..)
chargedconvicted 9 months ago
@chargedconvicted I have a great probation officer and the registry here is private. I do check in annually and teh police stop by my house to confirm where I live but they are very discrete. I have lost some friends but gained some knew ones. Everyone in my life knows my charges. I attend a weekly group which is far more intense than the one in the movie. I also "mentor/help" in another group for recently charged offenders. (continued)
chargedconvicted 9 months ago
@chargedconvicted The treatment center I spent time at was also very intense so I now live a life where my self imposed restrictions are beyond the restrictions placed on my by the courts. For example, if I am in an elevator with a bunch of people and a minor enters, I exit the elevator. Not because I am worried about offending but because if I had a child was on the elevator with an offender, I would expect him to do the same thing. (continued.. sorry this is getting long)
chargedconvicted 9 months ago
@chargedconvicted now, as for a job, I have a criminal record so finding one is very difficult. I also have some mental health issues (which I am medicated for), bipolar, personality disorder and anxiety disorder so find a job that fits these issues is difficult. My psych doesn't want me working at this time. Soon I hope. I am very open with people I know about my issues as I know a life of secrets is unhealthy and part of an offending cycle. So, I have support, determination and peace.
chargedconvicted 9 months ago
@chargedconvicted wow the guards did that why? and im so sorry about u having to go through that especially as a child i know all about child abuse to well
mixedrick 9 months ago
@mixedrick The guards responded to the fact I was a sexual offender in the only way they knew how. Sadly, it isn't uncommon. This subject brings out very strong feelings in people.
As for my childhood, well, it is what it is. I can't change it or fight against it. I simply have to move beyond it and be aware of who I am now and ensure the choices I make now are healthy and balanced. I am sorry that you know of child abuse well also.
chargedconvicted 9 months ago
I am not convinced of the efectiveness of chemical castration, if we are talking medication then perhaps drugs that change thought processes are more effective. Sexuality begins in the mind every image we can see or imagine is in our head.
MrBlankme 10 months ago
@MrBlankme Although chemical castration does physically effect the body, it does have a significant impact on thought processes. In fact, that was the first thing I noticed. However, I also think cognitive therapy is essential with or without this medication.
chargedconvicted 10 months ago
@chargedconvicted which kind of effect does it have on your thought process ? was it one injection for a permanent result and do u suffer depression as a result of this ?
poosaypirate 7 months ago
@poosaypirate It removes sexual desire which is very noticeable. It's a very calming sense of peace. As for depression, that is a bit hard for to tell since I am bipolar and take medications, which includes anti depressants.
The injections are once every three months.
chargedconvicted 7 months ago
@chargedconvicted is it reversible, i mean would everything come back if the drug is stopped? Or in any way?
letterbekmen 4 months ago
@letterbekmen There are 2 thoughts on this. One is that after 3 years there is no return. Others believe that the testosterone begins again and in some cases higher than before the chemicals. I am unsure if it is in fact higher but if so, then serious and strict monitoring must be in place. Personally, I am wondering if as it returns, the drive begins again and has to go through the adolescent stage followed by normalizing itself after some time. I have no real studies either way
chargedconvicted 4 months ago
I'm back again and with some questions. I'm sorry if I sounded rude the other day, I just couldn't believe anyone would have this done to themselves and then make videos about it. I've been doing some research on anti androgens and I heard that after 9 months that testicular atrophy becomes permanent and even after stopping the medication you can't regain T lvls or sperm again. Is that true?
pmattoon 1 year ago
@pmattoon I didn't see you as being rude before. You simply expressed what you were thinking. I've heard many different opinions of whether the effects are reversible. 9 months is the shortest I've ever heard though. From asking around, including my own psychiatrist who gives the injection, it is believed reversible up to 3 years. After the 3 years is when the people I've spoken to aren't sure about. Some think it's reversible forever, some aren't sure.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
@pmattoon I also wonder since even while taking the medication, my body is producing testosterone, just not nearly as much as before.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
Yuck..I don't believe you're a real sex offender. Probably just some one advocating castration pretending there are people that actually enjoy it. What's your name and everything? I don't see your faces in any of the videos.
pmattoon 1 year ago
@pmattoon
My legal papers are in one of my videos (although a very boring video) called my conviction, probation consequences. I don't have my name or image since I don't need any unexpected visitors.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
@pmattoon Thats kinda what i was thinking but, read the posts carefully for clues that it could be true
poosaypirate 7 months ago
Well, its the same if you have had chemical castration or removed your genitalia. If it doesn't serves it's purpose anymore, what's the point of keeping it? And what's so positive about having lost your sexual desire? Sex its a wonderful thing, so what's satisfying to not having it? If you were to get married, and your wife would want sex, what would you do? and if she want to have a child, what? Castration is a really a choice for a person who have decided to spend the rest of his life alone.
pablolopezcr 1 year ago
@MikesReich Well, first, I am not a supporter of forced Chemical castration. I strongly believe that if someone chooses it because they are ashamed of their past they will make every effort to live a healthy life. This includes treatment and a real commitment. As I mentioned before, those who are not prepared to live an offense free life are better off as prisoners til their final days.
But..
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
@chargedconvicted let's say a person uses other drugs to counter the effects of the ones for chemical castration. Routine blood tests are part of the process. This is how a psychiatrist ensures the drugs are effective.
IMHO, choosing chemical castration is a byproduct of a much larger choice. Chemical castration isn't a solution on it's own. It's a tool. Bottom line... If someone counters the effects, then they are ones not yet ready to re-enter society or to remain in it.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
@chargedconvicted
btw, thanks for putting aside your immediate emotions to ask some very good and thoughtful questions. I realize that this type of conversation is a very difficult one to have.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
@MikesReich Perhaps. However, death penalties aren't available where I live. Nor do I think execution is always the solution. I do however think that safeguards must be in place and appropriate monitoring should be done. Chemical Castration is only 1 of the solutions that should be considered.
I also believe that offenders not wishing to live a healthy life should remain behind bars.
The point of the video is to show Chemical castration is a viable option when it comes to offenders
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
In a society where we have all kinds of amazing technology, it seems very primitive that we still rub our slimy bits against each other to reproduce.We should work on developing a more civilised replacement for sex.
P.S. My Dr. won't prescribe me the chemical castration drugs I want because I'm not an offender. Can anyone please advise me where I can buy these drugs cheaply and by-pass the Doctor?
apollocreed1000 1 year ago
@apollocreed1000 I would recommend you speak to other health professionals if your serious about this since some side effects can be very serious. Perhaps a psychiatrist or psychotherapist since both can prescribe meds.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
@apollocreed1000 theres nothing wrong with " rubbing slimy bits" see a psychiatrist or get over it naturally, ask yourself why this is a problem
sex is healthy when you are
poosaypirate 7 months ago
Why should Chemical Castration be only for criminals?For a start, it should be given to all catholic clergy as a preventative measure in case their celibacy becomes unbearable. Step 2 -Governments should routinely take a sperm sample from all boys who reach puberty and then castrate them. If they want children in the future a Dr. can perform artificial insemination for the woman without the need for sex.Sex drive is the force behind most violent crime, rape, hatred and war.
apollocreed1000 1 year ago
@apollocreed1000 the drugs which do the castration are provided for sex offenders, kids who develop prematurely and adult males with prostrate cancer. Maybe there are other uses but those are the only ones I am aware of.
I guess it comes down to the question, why castrate if the drive is in order. It would seem a needless decision if there are no issues with sexuality.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
@apollocreed1000 do you happen to own a dildo company or something ? you have and EXTREMELY distorted, ugly and VIOLENT perception about men and human sexuality, you need therapy
poosaypirate 7 months ago
Do you experience the 'eunuch calm', as they calll it? Do you feel happier and less stressed out without your raging hormones controlling you?
EndTimeDelusion1 1 year ago
@EndTimeDelusion1 Yes, I feel completely less stressed and am able to focus on other things that are important. I guess happier although more in control of my thoughts is probably a better description.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
Do you ever get nocturnal emissions of semen?
Vpopov81 1 year ago
@Vpopov81 None that I am aware of. There have been no release of sperm either asleep or awake since I began the injections. It was a very obvious change from the weeks prior to the injections.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
can you force yourself to masterbate and have an ejaculation OR does this drug make ejaculation impossible?
SKSBanetek 1 year ago
@SKSBanetek Ejaculation is not possible and for me, so are erections. Although, perhaps an erection is possible but since injections began, I don't have a desire to masturbate
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
@chargedconvicted I don't understand, I went off a cycle of steroids and forgot to take my estro blockers and yea I had a hot flash and it was harder to get an errection but I still had an episode to masterbate and did have an orgasm. It was not as intence as normal but it still felt good.
I have also red where men who have been physicaly castrated can sometimes have an errection with manual stimulation and their orgasms are more intence.
So Im asking why would you say its not possible
SKSBanetek 1 year ago
@SKSBanetek When I was on anti depressants, erection was difficult, yet possible. Since I have been taking injections, I haven't had, nor had the urge to masturbate. So, my experience tells me it's impossible. Perhaps, it is although, everyone I have spoken to shares the same experience as myself.
I know nothing about physical castration.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
Why didn't you just put the cock and balls on a paper cutter and let 'er drop?
Or better yet, Why didn't you just give yourself a bullet to the back of the skull you pervert? You are one sick son of a bitch. And I don't feel sorry for you. Maybe you should have just gotten a lobotomy because you are obviously mentally ill.
And this vid of your is a sad cry for attention.
The1974MonteCarlo 1 year ago
@The1974MonteCarlo Thank you for your comments. I understand your anger although I think you have misunderstood my reason for uploading.
The purpose is to explain that Chemical castration should be considered by sex offenders who, like it or not, are integrated into society. This is my experience with it.
For an offender to be less of a threat, they need to make as many efforts as possible. Since execution does not exist, other options need to be explored. The Goal is no more victims.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
@chargedconvicted
I suppose that you don't have "the balls" to get angry at me for what I said.
Maybe I was too harsh but yes, it makes me angry that you destroyed a part of yourself to solve a problem.
Or did you really just do it to stay out of jail?
The1974MonteCarlo 1 year ago
@The1974MonteCarlo ... the balls joke... that was kind of funny. I don't know that you were too harsh. I think you were being honest about a serious issue.
As for destroying a part of myself. I don't know that I destroyed it more than I suppressed it. The drug prevents the production of testosterone.
Finally, I was given the option to choose after being released not prior to incarceration. I chose to because it was one more way of ensuring I remained living a healthy life.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
@chargedconvicted
what were you in prison for?
The1974MonteCarlo 1 year ago
@The1974MonteCarlo The charges were sexual assault and sexual exploitation.
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
@chargedconvicted of a minor?
karelsson 1 year ago
@karelsson yes
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
It's nice to see an offender atoning for their crimes. As long as we can be sure you don't recommit, it's all good...
george77772moons 1 year ago
@george77772moons agreed. And to further ensure no re-offence, I have a strong support network who are aware of my past as well as professional support and a weekly group meeting. Thanks for your comment
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
Good for you. And thank you for knowing how to handle the situation.
debbiesouth 1 year ago
@debbiesouth thank you
chargedconvicted 1 year ago
I still have a problem with voluntary castration,either physical or chemical,for moral and ethical reasons.But,If it can remove urges in some individuals,then maybe it has some value.
IwontConform 1 year ago
god bless you :) Jesus already forgave your sin from you starting to belive in him.
God bless you!! please go to church.. you will find your next hope!
xlrmlvmsml 1 year ago
Thats...horrible. :(
animedudevid 1 year ago
Know if it's possible for a non-convict and a minor to opt for treatment?
Dextear 1 year ago
Well, as much as the idea of the crime sickens me, it also reassures me that there is hope for offenders. I have often wondered what to do with sex offenders, especiially child molesters when they have an almost 100 percent chance of reoffending. Thank you for your story, I hope it will help someone before the crime! Keep spreading the word, and I will pray for you!
andreaburnett 2 years ago
i'm not gona lie to u. once your sexual offender i dont think you should be allowed to live on the same planet thats my own opinion but i can say positively that openly admitting it and doing what your doing is a good thing but i dont think what your doing atm is enough to pay for your sinns.
kier06 2 years ago
Nothing I do can fix what I've done but hopefully something I do can prevent another victim.
Thank you for your comments.
chargedconvicted 2 years ago
@kier06
How do you figure? Obviously a conditioned response. Salivate when I ring the bell, dog!
Pollther 1 year ago
@Pollther i changed my mind, they should all be killed, thats the only way.
kier06 1 year ago
@kier06
Calloused bigotry is never the only way.
Pollther 1 year ago
You have the choice to do as you wish...and it seems you have good intentions...obviously no one wants to have to mess up natural levels of an endogenous hormone...and no way should the govt force it upon anyone.
Ratticarious 2 years ago
That's a fair statement but then do you have an alternative solution to sexual offenders?
chargedconvicted 2 years ago
I do not think the government is FORCING it upon anyone - - - people who do not wish to have the TREATMENT also have other options:
1 - Re-offend, re-offend, and re-offend until the prison sentence becomes life.
2 - Petition courts PRO-SE to be under a civil committment / civil detainee and resign ones self to live in an insitution and cost taxpayers 50-90K per year.
3 - Suicide.
As much as the crime gives me chills - if we don't try all options than why waste the time for treatment.
four4vizslas 2 years ago
I understand now and i think i know how to respond....
I agree with Kicesie, but i would like to add that I think your very brave. Your not afraid to say "This is what i did, i regret it, and this is what im doing to make a diffrence" And like she said, ignore the negative comments....
krikkett020 2 years ago
Thanks, but I am not trying to be brave. I am learning how to live life with teh full understanding of my issues. If I hide them, then I am back in the cycle of keeping secrets and I will never do that again. Negative comments don't bother me. Like I said to Kicesie, there is nothing people could say to me that I haven't heard while in jail. What matters is how I feel about how I am living now. I can never forget the past but I also can't live in it.
chargedconvicted 2 years ago
Im not sure how to respond....are you being serious? Is this your story or someone elses? Sorry its none of my business....i just wish i knew how to respond...
krikkett020 2 years ago
Yes I'm serious and it's my story. It is your business since I presented it to you.
chargedconvicted 2 years ago
I'm so incredibly proud of you for making this video. Thank you for telling your story!!
This gives me hope that some, even if it's a small percentage, of offenders understand what they have done, seek help, and find it!!
Again, thank you so much. And do NOT let negative comments get to you!
kicesie 2 years ago
Thank you for your kind praise. I don't know that it's an issue of sexual offenders not wanting help but more how to understand what motivates them. It took me doing my background factors (on my site) before I clued in that it's not all about sex. Intense treatment was very helpful but of course, the offender has to want it. The mental work is important but castration is a good backup.
as for negative comments... I've been in jail. There is nothing I haven't heard
chargedconvicted 2 years ago