I agree about the emotional wall coming down, i had a similar experiance about 11months in; all the things i had "forgotten" to cope at school came back with a vengence. I guess repressing each day wasnt a very good coping tactic...
Its been really nice seeing you make videos almost every day now.
i have been really quite lucky really...i went through a partial female puberty when i was about 10years old. I have always had big hips and i was a small Bcup before starting hormones...xxx
I've had a far from ideal life so far, and now that I think about it, I do seem to suppress my traumas.(Or, I'm completely desensitized to them) I just hope my "emotional wall" is sturdy. :P
I loathe having to explain or aploogise for my previous comments, but--I just wanted to say I didn't mean "wiles" in the sense of deceptions or tricks. I meant the typical sort of instinctive manners that ladies use in order to elicit admiration.
great vlog, im hopeful to get a good bit of development as most of the other women in my family have large breasts, im also getting alittle fuller around my hips,bum & upper leg area, ive lost a fair bit of upper body and leg muscle to, as far as voice...im just getting started on that, i think your voice is lovely ") take care hun x
I had to pause the video and write this because the emotional wall you describe sounds so familiar to me. I had a similar breakdown a few years ago, where all my repressed childhood traumas came back. I think those feelings would eventually have come back no matter what.
I really hated puberty too, and i wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy ;)
That was an epic battle with the board!
=^.^= *meow*
~Lizz
LingMistressLizz 5 months ago
I agree about the emotional wall coming down, i had a similar experiance about 11months in; all the things i had "forgotten" to cope at school came back with a vengence. I guess repressing each day wasnt a very good coping tactic...
Its been really nice seeing you make videos almost every day now.
good luck with your job situation :)
whitewillo 5 months ago
i have been really quite lucky really...i went through a partial female puberty when i was about 10years old. I have always had big hips and i was a small Bcup before starting hormones...xxx
the0siren0of0night 5 months ago
I've had a far from ideal life so far, and now that I think about it, I do seem to suppress my traumas.(Or, I'm completely desensitized to them) I just hope my "emotional wall" is sturdy. :P
TheRealDemonicIdiot 5 months ago
I loathe having to explain or aploogise for my previous comments, but--I just wanted to say I didn't mean "wiles" in the sense of deceptions or tricks. I meant the typical sort of instinctive manners that ladies use in order to elicit admiration.
jkeyes1000 5 months ago
You say your voice isn't perfect? I can't imagine a more charming one. Actually, the same goes for all your feminine wiles, Lucy.
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great vlog, im hopeful to get a good bit of development as most of the other women in my family have large breasts, im also getting alittle fuller around my hips,bum & upper leg area, ive lost a fair bit of upper body and leg muscle to, as far as voice...im just getting started on that, i think your voice is lovely ") take care hun x
TheRavenlament 5 months ago
Add adorable to the list, too! Every brain is different, and all of ours interprets the hormones differently........ (I hope that makes sense) HUG!
justforyouspecialone 5 months ago
no need to say sorry. :)
you seemed really bummed about not having curves....
i think you are perfect! hug!
justforyouspecialone 5 months ago
I had to pause the video and write this because the emotional wall you describe sounds so familiar to me. I had a similar breakdown a few years ago, where all my repressed childhood traumas came back. I think those feelings would eventually have come back no matter what.
I really hated puberty too, and i wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy ;)
Moralix 5 months ago
Did your foot size go down a size or more, or is that an urban myth? :)
Hug!
C
justforyouspecialone 5 months ago
@justforyouspecialone My foot size hasn't changed a bit, sorry.
LainWest 5 months ago