yeah well i see people sharing their story, so heres mine, its all about this one girl, a girl who i loved, i never thought of playing her, she played me n started flirting with my boys, and now. they just left me, i dont know what to do, i cant trust anyone. and i have a scar to remember that. i got shanked at 12 because some kids who i thought were my freinds fucked me over cuz i supposedly ratted kids out for drugs and said the n word. i didnt and i got shanked, nothing good happened.
I am 27 now, and I know exactly how you younger's one's feel. I was always a self hater, thought I was ugly, wanted to be alone. Missed my deceased mom who died when I was two.I went from cutting to drugs, and now I am still sad everyday. I miss my mom and dad who are in heaven. I have 3 year old now, I am clean and just keeping myself together enough to give my baby a normal life. Yes, I still think about death everyday, but I hold on to some faith. Just like you all I feel alone more than ever
@zoesmommy0208 Keep your head up! It's so easy to give up one day - and walk away from the world - but life is a test, and the only way to see things through is to do just that - see things through. Thanks for your post.
holy shit i just returned on youtube and i wrote a comment when i was 14, on this video WOW i cant believe it haa, but anyways those who are depressed and feel alone like theres no way out..there is . There is everything positive in life to think of you have to be strong and overcome it. Be the boss and tell ur self ur good and everything will be fine , im sure EVERYONE has those days when they feel like shit and down completely but expect the unexpected and things will change so have hope <3
@brinksquad It just seems like nothing ever goes right for me..and everything is hopeless...I feel like a failure to my family and I've nothing left to live for..
@VampyreGodiva I used to feel that way too, and sometimes I do every now and then - but I've come to realize more that I just don't know what my full potential is yet - and that sustains me enough to keep pushing harder, and finding things to make me happier. After a while, you will learn that instead of trying to please your family - you need to please yourself first. Once you find happiness within yourself, everything else falls into place.
@brinksquad Thnx 4 the advice. If only it were that easy, but I suppose these things take time. It seems time is not on my side tho. Life is a Bitch and happiness is a warm gun..however, I don't have a gun n that is my dilemma..
@VampyreGodiva I used to use that Beatles quote a lot myself - but perhaps you should try making a list - pros/cons when it comes to things you like about yourself - for example: Pro: I'm a great listener Con: but I never take my own advice. If you put your feelings into perspective with a positive trait attached to each one, you will realize that as much of the bad things you feel about yourself, you have an equal, if not more good qualities about yourself.Good Luck and message me if you wish.
@VampyreGodiva what happen to u? since I've disappear nearly a year. it was the hardest decision I ever made. only u knew the truth why I did it. I really miss u alot. really I do. I hope u okay and her too!
There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
This video and song really show how much depression hurts, although nobody else can really see how much you're actually hurting inside. Just reading all these comments, I wish that I could talk to any of them or help them in any way, because it really sucks to realise that people out there feel the same deep pain that I do as well.
THIS songs emotional fire! I also wrote a song for those who are depressed!! please check it out rate and comment please! its called i need a doctor, its on my channel!!
Please take a listen to my new song I am A songwriter and just started a page.Please add me or subscribe I will do the same.Please comment on the song also..I am not trying to spam just trying to get some people to listen.Thank you so much!
pessimism is my strongest ally right now. if i expect the worst, i wont be taken by surprise. nothing ever happens like intended. i have just stopped trying. i havent cried in 3 years, but i feel like it every day. i have been tortured by other people for awhile, so i distance myself before i can be hurt further. but it is slowly eating me. i know no other way. i am working on callousing myself to it. it doesnt work. nothing works.
This was amazing. I've been down the path of depression. Dealt with many hospital visits and even spent almost a month in total living there thanks to this. I'm still no where near where I need to be, but there is hope, and I think I'm getting there. :)
@Xxfinalfantasyx Thank You - I made this video to help people who felt depressed, and let them know they aren't alone, nor do they have to feel that way.
@nicevagina1 well im still a child and my life didn't go well, but i've found my light... but i don't think she knows what she means to me... but well, it could be possible... it was/is for me...
i suffered from a seveire depression, i was down for almost two years. the things that used to ruin me, still bug. and the fact that my dad didnt do anything to help, it just made it worse, i was alone, and quite anoyying during that time. all i did was mope, and now...finally, i stopped cutting, i started eating again, and i'm better. if you need to talk, just message me.
im about to be thirteen and i feel so lost . i dont have anyone to talk to about my problems . i tryed talking to my "best friend" she actully quit talking to me .i put on a joy joy act hiding everything , and it kills me inside . if anyone would wanna talk , anyone . message me ?
@TheAdorkable03 im pretty much the same way i talk to my friend but he doesnt get me he says that he does but i dont believe like when i go outside i just want to be left alone so im about to be 13 also
you now, im glad to come on to a video for once and see poeple listning to eachother and not arguing nd stuff.......most depressing ongs thers poeple being ass wholes soo its good to see poeple acculy helping and co-operating with eachother. :)
I feel like no one cares. that everyone around me just lives there lives and ridicules me for being me. what people don't understand is that i feel alone, i try to talk to people but no one listens. no one cares it seems. i just need somebody, anybody. I'm 18 and i've been feeling depressed all the time since i was like 14. I don't know if this is normal or if anyone feels the same. as days go by i have good times, i feel i need more, like something is missing.
There are a lot of people who feel the same. There are people that care about you and love you even if you don't see it right now. Depression can cloud that. It makes your feel like your alone and that no one cares. I've been through depression and still fighting it. You just have to be strong. If you need someone to just talk to, for someone to just listen. You can message me. I don't know you, but I do care. Stay strong. (:
@funstuff2008 I know how you feel, everyone is good in caring for themselfes but not for anyone else! And something is missing! Always. But you shouldn´t concentrate on that feeling. Try to find someone around you, that feels the same. I know it´s hard, and seems impossible. But it isn´t! Don´t give up on the human beeings! There´re a lot of ugly people around everyone, but one under maybe 100 is like you! Hang in there!
I felt alone a long , long time. I always had friends, but there was that situaion where all of them did an awful thing. (long story) since than, I can be with them and still feel alone. I thought i forgave them but I didn´t, I don´t know how. Now I met a guy, who is so much like me, it´s scary. We´re writing a theater about what we experienced and he understands me in every way, even thinks like me. I know that I´m not alone, now!
iv been depressed since i was 15 but now at this age of 16 is telling me to just comit suicide because im seeing no solutions to my problem people wonder y i look so upset and not a happy person not because i hate them is because im lving in depression for a really long time and away from my mom sis bro just my entire family i just stay home with 2 birds and my dad its awful for me i need friends wich i dont i have just 1 friend that i trust at my school
after suffering for three years, i got help,it was my choice, its scary, but I will be happy again. i will fight this. Its scary telling people you've only just met how you have been feeling,ur secrets EVERYTHING,but these people are different, they don't judge me, they just help. I feel good getting it all out. I will find hope.
@WhiteLioness100 I have that feeling too. I feel so alone sometimes I have stay away from people I don't connect them. I always have to stay away from my friends I feel I can't be near them. there not like me. I'm asking you don't be alone for the rest of your life. don't die alone. I wish you hope. for me I can't have that. I have to accept my future. that I will always be alone for rest of my life I don't see myself having a wife or having children.
Thank you for your kindness. My biggest fear in life is being alone and dying alone. I try hard to do anything that would make me feel not alone, but it's hard. I'll try, but it'll be scary. But for you, have hope, too. You say you have friends, but you stay away from them. Try to be near them. You will never be alone, trust me. The future does some surprising stuff you never know will happen. Thank you for understanding. :)
@WhiteLioness100 sorry if I'm bothering you I just want say what does love mean to you? sorry again here I'm not going bother you or any one else here.
You're not bothering me at all. Love is actually standing by someone's side, the littlest things you see; a little kid laughing when she sees something for the first time, your friends smiling, you feeling an accomplishment, that little bit of magic dancing in the wind, the freedom everyone deserves yet you take seriously and happily. It's not feeling or being alone. It's putting your life on the line for someone. It's accepting someone despite their look, flaws, and age differences.
@WhiteLioness100 You know, that´s what I thought for such a long time! But believe me, there are! There are those wonderful people, that care and love. Of course there´re are tons of people who don´t, but don´t care for them, they´re not worth it. Don´t give up. Go out and experience the good in life. I did it like that and I found some people I almost call family! :)
@coconut7072, really? I mean, i have a lot of friends and boys like me, and i'm getting good grades, but I have that feeling of feeling alone, that darkness that you feel you can't get rid of. Ya know that feeling? I mean we're all family and treat each other like it, but i still feel depressed. What should I do?
@WhiteLioness100 Yes,I know that feeling. Don´t give up! Ya know what i did? I tried to ignore all that ignorant people and concentrated on the others. That means a lot of work, but I got to know that guy who lets me feel complet. Can you talk with your friends about how you feel? Because, maybe there´s one under them that understands ya and maybe feels like ya. Try to go out and let the other find you. I think you´ll see the different of a good and bad person, so don´t worry! _continue
_continue. I think, it´s important to have somenone that helps you understand, that you´re not alone. Like me frien (Melf) did for me. I can´t tell you exactly what to do, but you have to hang in there. What helped me a lot too, was writing my feelings down, just for me. And find something that makes you happy, like a sport or something. Get a new routine in your life! Try to find that someone, thats what saved me! Please, don´t give up! Life can be the best thing that happened to you!!! :)
Thank you so much, coconut7072. I'll try to see the better in life. You are very inspirational, and I thank you so much. You are also very caring and understanding. Thank you. For everything. :)
@WhiteLioness100 I´m so, so happy that I could help you a little! And you´re so welcome! If you have anything to ask, i will do everything to help you! I know how hard it can be! And I´m happy, that you´ll try! :)
when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.". I think, suicide could be always a girft, the last chance we have when the things become really reallty bad. But before commited suicide, just try to watch if the feelings become cause neuronal or afective reassons. We, the people, are more than just molecules, but sometimes a lack of serotonine could give us problems. That's the way it is.
well you guys you cant just b depressed always just like eminem says in his song beautiful you have to take this cards yourself play them don t expect no help
my life used to be so happy, I thought my group of mates cared about me. But now i find out that they talk behind my back and they say I'm not even part of the group im just bugging them. I hardly have any self confidence to go out and make friends. My family was torn apart last year. i hav nothing left. i have learned today that i must not smile. i tried to be friends with other people but the boys just call me a whore, i didnt do anything to them, the girls hate me. i dunno why i duno wat 2 do
@Hobospaz . I'm in the same situation as you are... but I've few more problems too. Sometimes life is very unfair, and we can't do anything about it... :'( just want to cry and cry, and cry !
I Havent Ate A Properr Meal In About A Week : / i HATE My Life! But I Love The People Involved In My Life, But My Life Is Just A Big Worthless Piece Of Shit! I Wish I Was Dead.
All night long I was unable to sleep because of my condition I woke up at 6am crying to myself, and now just hours later I plaster a smile in my face to hide my pain. I want to die I hate life, why is God keeping me alive when there are children dying who could have accomplish something in life. I hate me and everythingthat has to do with me....I am ashamed of myself it sicken me.
@KimLeeX dont worry, your not alone *puts arm round your shoulder* everyone here knows what it is like. im lonely, no confidence nothin, no friends anymore and no one sees it from my point of view. sometimes i just crumble...
Depression has robbed me of all the fun I could have been having at such a young age. It has made me distance from the rest of the world Im failing school, I hate myself, and I can't get a boyfriend even though ppl tell me I
@KimLeeX I am in the exact same boat as u. Im failing in school, i hate myself so badly and ive only had two boyfriends... they were shit. Now I know something that can help u if ur interested just note me because it has worked for me a number of times and when u first hear about it u wont believe. But ur just gonna hav to trust me. Just note me and I will tell u everything about it, its not a scam and i dont get any money out of it and no one else does either but it will help... trust me
killing yourself is never an option i've learned to take life one day at a time. things sometimes look as if they will never have an up side but there is a reason for everything. sometimes i want to just cry and cry and cry some more but i am my own friend i tell myself everything will get better the more determine i am the more hope i have. sometimes having friends aren't what you need but you always need your faith and hope. remember that. everyone is loved rather you feel like it or not.
How can you say that your life is useless? Somebody or something great out there is waiting for you! @ the age of 14, everything is very unstable. I just got out of a very deep depression,where I starved myself, told myself I'm nothing special and cried when I looked in the mirror. But then I met the most amazing girl and now it's much easier to breathe, eat, be happy. Just keep thinking about the future, and you'll do great! I hope you will take this to your heart,cause it's true. Much love. XO
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i think im gonna stay deppressed 4 a long time now , i feel like everyone hates me . and i cant stop hitting my self for being so stupid and driving ppl away , including my ex , i acctaully did a pathetic move trying to contact him again , he didnt answer me till now
i feel your pain right before summer my granfather died this huge thing happpend with this girl and i found out i needed foot surgerry, life sucks ALOT
Depression is just another way of suicide and the best way to feel better is to let go from your past and always know that theres a new day comming and a new chance waiting for you and all of us. May God bless us all and help us with our needs,..Ameen!
Yeah, God really helps you when you pray... Everything happens for reason, even if you don't believe it at first...
I really want to hug all of you! I have been debressed and I know that everyday is really hard to live, but I want to say to you that I pulled through... Even if it was hard, very hard.
been there 3 times..... Bad childhood,false friends and fake love led to three suicide attempts which failed, i was diagnosed with manic depression and melancholy=>had a drinking problem to forget all the misery and the demons of the past... having a tatoo placed that hold connection with it.. put the drinking behind me and i'm treying to move on...Alone sadly enough... that's life.....
@FangedEagle agreed ...
246skyler 1 month ago
thanks for making this video it really helps me with my depression and makes me realize im not alone and theres good people left in this world
yamahakazy 2 months ago
@yamahakazy I made the video for exactly that reason, your welcome!
brinksquad 2 months ago
i dont want to live on this earth anymore, it doesnt deserve my life
FangedEagle09 2 months ago
@FangedEagle09 I know how you feel... but please, don't give up, I care about your life, because we are similar.
katry94 1 month ago
yeah well i see people sharing their story, so heres mine, its all about this one girl, a girl who i loved, i never thought of playing her, she played me n started flirting with my boys, and now. they just left me, i dont know what to do, i cant trust anyone. and i have a scar to remember that. i got shanked at 12 because some kids who i thought were my freinds fucked me over cuz i supposedly ratted kids out for drugs and said the n word. i didnt and i got shanked, nothing good happened.
TheOfficialMNL 3 months ago
i just clicked on this video because it said it had music from RED :)
TheSwali 4 months ago
I am 27 now, and I know exactly how you younger's one's feel. I was always a self hater, thought I was ugly, wanted to be alone. Missed my deceased mom who died when I was two.I went from cutting to drugs, and now I am still sad everyday. I miss my mom and dad who are in heaven. I have 3 year old now, I am clean and just keeping myself together enough to give my baby a normal life. Yes, I still think about death everyday, but I hold on to some faith. Just like you all I feel alone more than ever
zoesmommy0208 6 months ago 2
@zoesmommy0208 Keep your head up! It's so easy to give up one day - and walk away from the world - but life is a test, and the only way to see things through is to do just that - see things through. Thanks for your post.
brinksquad 6 months ago
im 15 and noone cares any more
xPsYcHo1 6 months ago
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This song sucks donkey ballz
Denverslopes 7 months ago
This song sucks.donkey balls
Denverslopes 7 months ago
VampyreGodiva disliked before he killed himself :'(
justforhackingjut 7 months ago
For me it seems like im trapped, and theres no way out of this world.
valguido 7 months ago
Im 11 I Wanna Die I Hit myself for him im invisible no one cares if im gone for a long time!
TheCaliforinagirl 7 months ago
@TheCaliforinagirl They think your problems aren't important because your only 11,
but they can't feel your emotions - only you can, stay true to yourself :)
MCSpidah 7 months ago
holy shit i just returned on youtube and i wrote a comment when i was 14, on this video WOW i cant believe it haa, but anyways those who are depressed and feel alone like theres no way out..there is . There is everything positive in life to think of you have to be strong and overcome it. Be the boss and tell ur self ur good and everything will be fine , im sure EVERYONE has those days when they feel like shit and down completely but expect the unexpected and things will change so have hope <3
Esther11239 9 months ago
mm fuck life
dario8needshelpio8 9 months ago
I don't want to live anymore.
VampyreGodiva 11 months ago 8
@VampyreGodiva What happened to make you feel that way?
brinksquad 11 months ago
@brinksquad It just seems like nothing ever goes right for me..and everything is hopeless...I feel like a failure to my family and I've nothing left to live for..
VampyreGodiva 11 months ago
@VampyreGodiva I used to feel that way too, and sometimes I do every now and then - but I've come to realize more that I just don't know what my full potential is yet - and that sustains me enough to keep pushing harder, and finding things to make me happier. After a while, you will learn that instead of trying to please your family - you need to please yourself first. Once you find happiness within yourself, everything else falls into place.
brinksquad 11 months ago
@brinksquad Thnx 4 the advice. If only it were that easy, but I suppose these things take time. It seems time is not on my side tho. Life is a Bitch and happiness is a warm gun..however, I don't have a gun n that is my dilemma..
VampyreGodiva 11 months ago
@VampyreGodiva I used to use that Beatles quote a lot myself - but perhaps you should try making a list - pros/cons when it comes to things you like about yourself - for example: Pro: I'm a great listener Con: but I never take my own advice. If you put your feelings into perspective with a positive trait attached to each one, you will realize that as much of the bad things you feel about yourself, you have an equal, if not more good qualities about yourself.Good Luck and message me if you wish.
brinksquad 11 months ago
@VampyreGodiva what happen to u? since I've disappear nearly a year. it was the hardest decision I ever made. only u knew the truth why I did it. I really miss u alot. really I do. I hope u okay and her too!
sis.
TheDarkCage83 9 months ago
@TheDarkCage83 I'm sorry, I don't know you
VampyreGodiva 9 months ago
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There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
mdcombs79 1 year ago
This video and song really show how much depression hurts, although nobody else can really see how much you're actually hurting inside. Just reading all these comments, I wish that I could talk to any of them or help them in any way, because it really sucks to realise that people out there feel the same deep pain that I do as well.
lolomgwtfbbq2009 1 year ago
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THIS songs emotional fire! I also wrote a song for those who are depressed!! please check it out rate and comment please! its called i need a doctor, its on my channel!!
Airmk106 1 year ago
Please take a listen to my new song I am A songwriter and just started a page.Please add me or subscribe I will do the same.Please comment on the song also..I am not trying to spam just trying to get some people to listen.Thank you so much!
4390Winterpark 1 year ago
pessimism is my strongest ally right now. if i expect the worst, i wont be taken by surprise. nothing ever happens like intended. i have just stopped trying. i havent cried in 3 years, but i feel like it every day. i have been tortured by other people for awhile, so i distance myself before i can be hurt further. but it is slowly eating me. i know no other way. i am working on callousing myself to it. it doesnt work. nothing works.
Deutscheland1470 1 year ago
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probably my favorite song by red. I love it. I did a cover of it on my channel if anyone is interested :)
cheers
skleung 1 year ago
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Could you please check out my song about struggles/depression/anxiety
I would really appreciate it. thank you :)
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DeviantPsyche1 1 year ago
molto bello
gianka9574 1 year ago
i thought i was alone.
SmileyyKylie 1 year ago
This was amazing. I've been down the path of depression. Dealt with many hospital visits and even spent almost a month in total living there thanks to this. I'm still no where near where I need to be, but there is hope, and I think I'm getting there. :)
Message me if you ever need to talk -3
Xxfinalfantasyx 1 year ago 3
@Xxfinalfantasyx Thank You - I made this video to help people who felt depressed, and let them know they aren't alone, nor do they have to feel that way.
brinksquad 1 year ago
im depressed and i have a cynical view on life.
fatsuburbanwhiteboy 1 year ago
the first song is my fav song in the world....... and if u r depressed u know how i feel... like u dont belong like ur not meant on this earth.
randomgirl965 1 year ago
if i didn't enjoyed my youth or childhood could i be depressed or suicidal
nicevagina1 1 year ago
@nicevagina1 well im still a child and my life didn't go well, but i've found my light... but i don't think she knows what she means to me... but well, it could be possible... it was/is for me...
killedguy 1 year ago
I'm so depressed...
Crazy2DaA 1 year ago
Check out,,,,A CLOUD IN CIRCLE-(I lost My hope)
m00se321 1 year ago
All this video did was make me bawl my eyes out, cause it just made me realize I have a serious problem..):
x0scimy0x 1 year ago
The true depths of depression and sadness only acrue after time,
But please, find in youselves the strenth to strugle on.
I've been alone so long,
you have no idea how much I desire to end it all alone.
I hope you all find hope,
so that you may continue wherever you may roam.
Dydreth 1 year ago
i suffered from a seveire depression, i was down for almost two years. the things that used to ruin me, still bug. and the fact that my dad didnt do anything to help, it just made it worse, i was alone, and quite anoyying during that time. all i did was mope, and now...finally, i stopped cutting, i started eating again, and i'm better. if you need to talk, just message me.
StephanieInTheSky 1 year ago
im about to be thirteen and i feel so lost . i dont have anyone to talk to about my problems . i tryed talking to my "best friend" she actully quit talking to me .i put on a joy joy act hiding everything , and it kills me inside . if anyone would wanna talk , anyone . message me ?
TheAdorkable03 1 year ago
@TheAdorkable03 im pretty much the same way i talk to my friend but he doesnt get me he says that he does but i dont believe like when i go outside i just want to be left alone so im about to be 13 also
basiliskhunter303 1 year ago
you now, im glad to come on to a video for once and see poeple listning to eachother and not arguing nd stuff.......most depressing ongs thers poeple being ass wholes soo its good to see poeple acculy helping and co-operating with eachother. :)
coolstuff118 1 year ago 6
I feel like no one cares. that everyone around me just lives there lives and ridicules me for being me. what people don't understand is that i feel alone, i try to talk to people but no one listens. no one cares it seems. i just need somebody, anybody. I'm 18 and i've been feeling depressed all the time since i was like 14. I don't know if this is normal or if anyone feels the same. as days go by i have good times, i feel i need more, like something is missing.
funstuff2008 1 year ago
There are a lot of people who feel the same. There are people that care about you and love you even if you don't see it right now. Depression can cloud that. It makes your feel like your alone and that no one cares. I've been through depression and still fighting it. You just have to be strong. If you need someone to just talk to, for someone to just listen. You can message me. I don't know you, but I do care. Stay strong. (:
TerriannaUzumaki 1 year ago
@funstuff2008 I know how you feel, everyone is good in caring for themselfes but not for anyone else! And something is missing! Always. But you shouldn´t concentrate on that feeling. Try to find someone around you, that feels the same. I know it´s hard, and seems impossible. But it isn´t! Don´t give up on the human beeings! There´re a lot of ugly people around everyone, but one under maybe 100 is like you! Hang in there!
coconut7072 1 year ago
great song...my camp did a skit along to this songxD
iloveclarkk 1 year ago
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I felt alone a long , long time. I always had friends, but there was that situaion where all of them did an awful thing. (long story) since than, I can be with them and still feel alone. I thought i forgave them but I didn´t, I don´t know how. Now I met a guy, who is so much like me, it´s scary. We´re writing a theater about what we experienced and he understands me in every way, even thinks like me. I know that I´m not alone, now!
coconut7072 2 years ago
iv been depressed since i was 15 but now at this age of 16 is telling me to just comit suicide because im seeing no solutions to my problem people wonder y i look so upset and not a happy person not because i hate them is because im lving in depression for a really long time and away from my mom sis bro just my entire family i just stay home with 2 birds and my dad its awful for me i need friends wich i dont i have just 1 friend that i trust at my school
eom964 2 years ago
after suffering for three years, i got help,it was my choice, its scary, but I will be happy again. i will fight this. Its scary telling people you've only just met how you have been feeling,ur secrets EVERYTHING,but these people are different, they don't judge me, they just help. I feel good getting it all out. I will find hope.
TakeMeBeautifulAna 2 years ago
I feel so alone.....is anyone out there that actually feels for others? :(
WhiteLioness100 2 years ago
@WhiteLioness100 I have that feeling too. I feel so alone sometimes I have stay away from people I don't connect them. I always have to stay away from my friends I feel I can't be near them. there not like me. I'm asking you don't be alone for the rest of your life. don't die alone. I wish you hope. for me I can't have that. I have to accept my future. that I will always be alone for rest of my life I don't see myself having a wife or having children.
devourofdarkness 2 years ago
Thank you for your kindness. My biggest fear in life is being alone and dying alone. I try hard to do anything that would make me feel not alone, but it's hard. I'll try, but it'll be scary. But for you, have hope, too. You say you have friends, but you stay away from them. Try to be near them. You will never be alone, trust me. The future does some surprising stuff you never know will happen. Thank you for understanding. :)
WhiteLioness100 2 years ago
@WhiteLioness100 sorry if I'm bothering you I just want say what does love mean to you? sorry again here I'm not going bother you or any one else here.
devourofdarkness 2 years ago
You're not bothering me at all. Love is actually standing by someone's side, the littlest things you see; a little kid laughing when she sees something for the first time, your friends smiling, you feeling an accomplishment, that little bit of magic dancing in the wind, the freedom everyone deserves yet you take seriously and happily. It's not feeling or being alone. It's putting your life on the line for someone. It's accepting someone despite their look, flaws, and age differences.
WhiteLioness100 2 years ago
@WhiteLioness100 You know, that´s what I thought for such a long time! But believe me, there are! There are those wonderful people, that care and love. Of course there´re are tons of people who don´t, but don´t care for them, they´re not worth it. Don´t give up. Go out and experience the good in life. I did it like that and I found some people I almost call family! :)
coconut7072 2 years ago
@coconut7072, really? I mean, i have a lot of friends and boys like me, and i'm getting good grades, but I have that feeling of feeling alone, that darkness that you feel you can't get rid of. Ya know that feeling? I mean we're all family and treat each other like it, but i still feel depressed. What should I do?
WhiteLioness100 2 years ago
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@WhiteLioness100 Yes,I know that feeling. Don´t give up! Ya know what i did? I tried to ignore all that ignorant people and concentrated on the others. That means a lot of work, but I got to know that guy who lets me feel complet. Can you talk with your friends about how you feel? Because, maybe there´s one under them that understands ya and maybe feels like ya. Try to go out and let the other find you. I think you´ll see the different of a good and bad person, so don´t worry! _continue
coconut7072 2 years ago
_continue. I think, it´s important to have somenone that helps you understand, that you´re not alone. Like me frien (Melf) did for me. I can´t tell you exactly what to do, but you have to hang in there. What helped me a lot too, was writing my feelings down, just for me. And find something that makes you happy, like a sport or something. Get a new routine in your life! Try to find that someone, thats what saved me! Please, don´t give up! Life can be the best thing that happened to you!!! :)
coconut7072 2 years ago 2
Thank you so much, coconut7072. I'll try to see the better in life. You are very inspirational, and I thank you so much. You are also very caring and understanding. Thank you. For everything. :)
WhiteLioness100 2 years ago
@WhiteLioness100 I´m so, so happy that I could help you a little! And you´re so welcome! If you have anything to ask, i will do everything to help you! I know how hard it can be! And I´m happy, that you´ll try! :)
coconut7072 2 years ago
Once i hear: "Suicide is not chosen; it happens
when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.". I think, suicide could be always a girft, the last chance we have when the things become really reallty bad. But before commited suicide, just try to watch if the feelings become cause neuronal or afective reassons. We, the people, are more than just molecules, but sometimes a lack of serotonine could give us problems. That's the way it is.
arroyuice 2 years ago
well you guys you cant just b depressed always just like eminem says in his song beautiful you have to take this cards yourself play them don t expect no help
hgdge 2 years ago
my life used to be so happy, I thought my group of mates cared about me. But now i find out that they talk behind my back and they say I'm not even part of the group im just bugging them. I hardly have any self confidence to go out and make friends. My family was torn apart last year. i hav nothing left. i have learned today that i must not smile. i tried to be friends with other people but the boys just call me a whore, i didnt do anything to them, the girls hate me. i dunno why i duno wat 2 do
Hobospaz 2 years ago
@Hobospaz . I'm in the same situation as you are... but I've few more problems too. Sometimes life is very unfair, and we can't do anything about it... :'( just want to cry and cry, and cry !
PoliishPo0wer 2 years ago
well u need to go out and fight , make friends that u have never ever seen them ,
crying , depression , stressed wont help u get over it , it will make it only worse..
go out and have fun , and never look back
meahmed 2 years ago
i love it :'x
sakatakii 2 years ago
Today i feel Hopeful,Today i will fight,I will find happiness.
sisimariia 2 years ago
I Havent Ate A Properr Meal In About A Week : / i HATE My Life! But I Love The People Involved In My Life, But My Life Is Just A Big Worthless Piece Of Shit! I Wish I Was Dead.
WeeBaybiiGirl07 2 years ago
I FEEL THE SAME WAY...
shygirl270 2 years ago
Don't kill yourself because I understand. I am suffering from the exact samething I feel distress and lost...but we might be able to help each other.
KimLeeX 2 years ago
All night long I was unable to sleep because of my condition I woke up at 6am crying to myself, and now just hours later I plaster a smile in my face to hide my pain. I want to die I hate life, why is God keeping me alive when there are children dying who could have accomplish something in life. I hate me and everythingthat has to do with me....I am ashamed of myself it sicken me.
KimLeeX 2 years ago
@KimLeeX dont worry, your not alone *puts arm round your shoulder* everyone here knows what it is like. im lonely, no confidence nothin, no friends anymore and no one sees it from my point of view. sometimes i just crumble...
Hobospaz 2 years ago
@Hobospaz yeah I understand it's just that regardless if you know other people ae suffering as well you still feel alone in this cold world.
KimLeeX 2 years ago
@KimLeeX yeh, indeed
its just so unfair sometimes
Hobospaz 2 years ago
@Hobospaz
Depression has robbed me of all the fun I could have been having at such a young age. It has made me distance from the rest of the world Im failing school, I hate myself, and I can't get a boyfriend even though ppl tell me I
m hot every day.
KimLeeX 2 years ago
@KimLeeX I am in the exact same boat as u. Im failing in school, i hate myself so badly and ive only had two boyfriends... they were shit. Now I know something that can help u if ur interested just note me because it has worked for me a number of times and when u first hear about it u wont believe. But ur just gonna hav to trust me. Just note me and I will tell u everything about it, its not a scam and i dont get any money out of it and no one else does either but it will help... trust me
Hobospaz 2 years ago
@Hobospaz Okay what is it?
KimLeeX 2 years ago
killing yourself is never an option i've learned to take life one day at a time. things sometimes look as if they will never have an up side but there is a reason for everything. sometimes i want to just cry and cry and cry some more but i am my own friend i tell myself everything will get better the more determine i am the more hope i have. sometimes having friends aren't what you need but you always need your faith and hope. remember that. everyone is loved rather you feel like it or not.
jay45624 2 years ago
im going to die u know that kill me kill me now i hurt myself im eataing myself to death
mangojuise 2 years ago
my life is going smoothly, but my heart is stuck on the pain.
Mubia78 2 years ago
a heart touching song..
sid2myname 2 years ago
I was in hospital with cancer a month ago, and now I can't use my left arm any more.
I had a time in life, when I was very depressive, and felt like dead every day.
But now I think, life's just a bad joke, life's just a fucking nightmare.
If there is a god out there, he should come right down herre, that i can tell him something!!!
ReggeaUser 2 years ago 3
i feel yr pain i really am depresed i cut me self onpurpas on my arms
mangojuise 2 years ago
Really?
ReggeaUser 2 years ago
How can you say that your life is useless? Somebody or something great out there is waiting for you! @ the age of 14, everything is very unstable. I just got out of a very deep depression,where I starved myself, told myself I'm nothing special and cried when I looked in the mirror. But then I met the most amazing girl and now it's much easier to breathe, eat, be happy. Just keep thinking about the future, and you'll do great! I hope you will take this to your heart,cause it's true. Much love. XO
Zac253Luvya 2 years ago
i feel pain everyday and second of my life. im 15 and i hate my life i hate my family i hate friends which i dont count as friends.
everything around is always fucked up life is a joke and i think of death every day i hate my life so much.. if only u knew
Esther11239 2 years ago
go to my site WeezyIsMusic and go to " Wisdom of Life' video ... a must see for all the world please see it...it makes me feel so much better must see! Now and make a comment ...please
WeezyIsMusic 2 years ago
I didn't realize there are so many people out there who feel just like me, and the issues I have with depression. Thank you for sharring this.
RebelAlaska 2 years ago 3
i know what depression feels like, i've tried everything and i found something that helps me or should i say did until my brother ruined it
HazelPattinson 2 years ago
IT HURTS TO MUCH....
shygirl270 2 years ago
i think im gonna stay deppressed 4 a long time now , i feel like everyone hates me . and i cant stop hitting my self for being so stupid and driving ppl away , including my ex , i acctaully did a pathetic move trying to contact him again , he didnt answer me till now
soulbirds 2 years ago 12
i feel your pain right before summer my granfather died this huge thing happpend with this girl and i found out i needed foot surgerry, life sucks ALOT
MillerMachinima 2 years ago 2
i hope ur ok :( , thats alot to put up through
soulbirds 2 years ago
Depression is just another way of suicide and the best way to feel better is to let go from your past and always know that theres a new day comming and a new chance waiting for you and all of us. May God bless us all and help us with our needs,..Ameen!
WeezyIsMusic 2 years ago 2
Yeah, God really helps you when you pray... Everything happens for reason, even if you don't believe it at first...
I really want to hug all of you! I have been debressed and I know that everyday is really hard to live, but I want to say to you that I pulled through... Even if it was hard, very hard.
xx
lauratoday 2 years ago
xx <3
WeezyIsMusic 2 years ago
im there right now
but im looking for answers
ive been depressed for 3 years and im 14 and my mum wont help me
i was wondering if videos could
plztellmestuff 2 years ago 2
been there 3 times..... Bad childhood,false friends and fake love led to three suicide attempts which failed, i was diagnosed with manic depression and melancholy=>had a drinking problem to forget all the misery and the demons of the past... having a tatoo placed that hold connection with it.. put the drinking behind me and i'm treying to move on...Alone sadly enough... that's life.....
Peace
Vinterskugge006 2 years ago
sry for bad english......
Vinterskugge006 2 years ago
fuck depression hurts....
so much..
my girlfriends always helps me with my problem..
shes emo..
but what has that got to do with anything...
i have a problem with selfharm...
i'm so glad that i have a girl.. which helps me..
sorry for my bad english.. im german -.-
Jagge1488 2 years ago 14
Playver1337 i feel the same
italianmatt1 2 years ago
i hate my life. :(
Everytime someone ask for something, i say no, i feel so worthless, i dont wanna be here anymore....i need help
Playver1337 2 years ago
depression hurts !
Moose786in 2 years ago
Really depressing music, I like it..
grievous5226 2 years ago
omg the monkey rly kind jacked up the vid but still goos lol ;)
BloodElfRogue47 2 years ago
great video....i lovee the band red..they are awesome!!!
rissaris2011 2 years ago
good depression music !! well done
hellopeople12look 2 years ago
dieser song hilft mir eine neue idee für ein buch umzusetzten. arigato gozaimas(u) *grins*
Xenia0056 2 years ago
the best<3
xXxJennyferxXx 2 years ago
whats the song called?
97sk8boarder97 2 years ago
Songs are in the description, but the first song is "Pieces" by Red, and the 2nd song is "Never Be The Same", which is also by Red.
brinksquad 2 years ago
Makes me wanna kill myself. Good job! (not being sarcastic)
pixiekanti 2 years ago 4
Thats really sad because the song is initially about that, but then coming to God in pieces and letting him put you back together.
LivingthroughGod 2 years ago
sad..
terpa89 2 years ago 3
This is the best depression music ever !
Sh0wc4s3 2 years ago 6
It's the best music for you when you're depressed, but it's not meant to make you stay depressed, it's about coming through depression with God.
LivingthroughGod 2 years ago