Thank you for making this video. I was clean for 9 months and then relapsed. Now I've been clean for just over a week, and the addictions been starting to kick in again. This, and some advice from a friend, really helped me tonight. Thank you.
Thank you for taking the time to do a video about this topic, I too am battling with depression and I believe it's always important to remember that there are people out there you can talk to and people that can relate to you, but most of the time we don't realise this. So thank you for posting this video and letting people know that they aren't alone :)
I have not be probably diagnosed for depression by a doctor as I am too scared to ask for help. I have been self-harming since I was 13 years old. My depression has kicked in even worst since I moved from American to England. Every-time I go try to talk to close friend. I get the same thing over and over again which is " Grow-up" I feel as if I am alone and have noone to talk to about how I have been feeling. Memory that I try to lock away just keep coming back. I don't know what to do anymore?
this video actually made me feel like i;m not alone. yeah i may not look like a person suffering with depression because a fake smile can hide it all. i self harm and i mean alot. my best friends been helping me and there only small now.but what you said about the scars are true. im only 12 and ive been suffering for 3 years.having to feel like wanting to die at 9 really isn't the one.im really touched that you adress topics like this because your right. no one actually does think its important.
This made me cry.I've been going through depression for 4 years now. I used to self harm all the time. One night I cut that deep it had soaked through all of my jeans and dripped all down the hallway.
Luckily I've realised although I have depression I can get through it without having to harm myself, Music is my life and I really do mean that, without it, I seriously wouldn't be here today.
Thank for for making this video, people need to know they're not alone and they don't have to harm. <3
Hey thanx so much for the video babe, i have Bordeline Personality Disorder i been living with this for years now and been to point where i didnt wanna live anymore :(. At times i feel like im getting stronger but theres times when i feel knocked down and i cant cope. I used to self harm and still do when i get really low but it is such a hard illness and no one really understands what your going through. Im a singer and thats when im my stongest on stage. Your an inspiration babe xxxxxx
I love this video! I self harm and kind of regret it. I started when I was in year 7 or 8 I started to do it because I was so sick of people bulling me and had so much suit going in my life I really didn't need it so I started. My carers found out but didn't really mind. Untill I was placed with a more permanent place I kept on doing it, even tho I was happy but the bulling kept going on so i carried on I now actually for a scar from it as the last time I did with an aerosols can stupid I know.
I self harm, but I feel that I have no reason to. I mean yeah life isn't great but when I have told people before they seems to reply with "there is nothing wrong with your life" etc. But I self harm everyday, its getting to the point where its almost funny how addicted I am to it. I am young and I hate 'self-harm' its taking over my life, but I love it at the same time.
just been sent this by my girlfriend. I'm so glad there is someone on here who's prepared to tackle depression and self harming head on. You're right, campaigns don't appear to be working imo. I'm depressed, signed off for a total of 6 weeks this year alone, and my girlfriend has been suffering for years. We are both young. Thank you for this video!
Most of my friends, have self-harmed. I have done plenty to myself in my younger days. I got through it...and now I'm dedicating my life to through entertainment to try to rid the world of this...its a impossible mission, but its worth trying.
I only got this account a few weeks ago and u were the first person I subscribed to because I relate to everything you say I lost a brother to suicide its the most painful thing ever and I know your not gunna read this or even take time to respond back but thank you thank you soo much
@sexaypartay I watched this crying cuz I recognised myself, I bite myself so hard I bleed because I get bullied so hard feel like committing suicide and my dad left me a few years ago and doesn't give a damn I have to go to guidance cuz of it…
Dude!<3 I'm so glad you've mentioned MCR Saving their fans lives because it's so true! Right now I have TONNES! Of respect for you, this made me feel so happy about myself, the happiest i've felt ina while, Thanks, just thanks!:}
@TimidState Ofcourse you can, and yeah I'm fine now, haven't got anything that's truly getting me down, few problems going on but nothing that is getting me in an emotional mess. I wanna know more about you, wanna know how you are etc etc. So yeah inbox me.
Amazing, the way you say this is amazing, you get straight to the point and say it beautifully, I'm so glad you're here and can help so many people, keep it up xx
I have a friend who is going through depression and I know that no one is listening but me, it scares me to know how quickly we turn our heads away from such a serious subject.
I coped with depression for years via video games. But with my grades plummeting such things are being taken away from me. Depression comes back and grades go down even further. This video really just cheered me up for the day, thanks so much and I look forward to a second part.
@TimidState I feel the same! I was at a party awhile ago and a girl (friend of a friend) ask me 'I heard you use to cut??', straight away that made me feel awkward as fuck because that was a long time ago and I find cutting pathetic now days. Then she went on to tell me how she cuts and starts asking me what I use to use and telling me what she used.. You just don't have conversations like that if you are seriously having troubles :/
Wow, your an inspiration..That last part made me cry. Im only 13 years old and suffer from many problems Social anxiety, Generalized anxety, dyspraxia and agoraphobia, and thats just the mental problems. Im 13 and Have had these problems for my whole life, Life Is constantly a struggle for me, And have thought about suicidal before..Luckily Ive never had the courage to do it. This video made me cry because its like you were talking about me, Message me if you have advice or want to know more.
I try to cope with my depression by listening to music and playing xbox 360 as no in real life knows i suffer and they would just take the mick if i told them as there not proper friends. I get what you mean tho about music it can effect how you think when your down.
Iv been battling depression on and off since i was 15 im now 29!
So a coment on here stating people do it for attention has pissed me off already.
Depression is a illness not a game of childsplay and until certain people look into it with open eyes they will always see it as attention and so on.. Shame on you that wrote that.
But saying that, this is the issue. Awareness is needed more!
Im not going to discuss my D's on here but i can see your point exactly, thats the reason i subbed you. Get
It's hard to talk to people that are depressed, because you know that a lot of them are just doing it for attention and pity when they don't actually deserve it. :/
Your words have spoken to my heart.I started to cry when you got graphic because that's what I think about now. I haven't hurt myself in a while but I think about it a lot and it scares me. I have a boyfriend and we've been together for 6 months now and he picked me up when I was about to end it. I have been looking at the world in such a different view because of him and people like you who talk about it. It really makes me feel better that I stayed alive. Thank you :)
Thank you for making this video. I was clean for 9 months and then relapsed. Now I've been clean for just over a week, and the addictions been starting to kick in again. This, and some advice from a friend, really helped me tonight. Thank you.
TheGumdropButtons 3 weeks ago
good video TJ! hope this lets ppl know how much the things they do affect there loved ones.
bobknobification 1 month ago
Really helped.
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RiFTClan 1 month ago
@RiFTClan Oh yeah.. Can you put up a new video on Helping with being gay that will help my friend RiFT ShocK
nawdoubt 1 month ago
Thank you for taking the time to do a video about this topic, I too am battling with depression and I believe it's always important to remember that there are people out there you can talk to and people that can relate to you, but most of the time we don't realise this. So thank you for posting this video and letting people know that they aren't alone :)
livingonlithium 1 month ago
You are amazing. Mwah.
eatchurbrains 3 months ago
In most circumstances Taking your life is a foul thing to do.
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I have not be probably diagnosed for depression by a doctor as I am too scared to ask for help. I have been self-harming since I was 13 years old. My depression has kicked in even worst since I moved from American to England. Every-time I go try to talk to close friend. I get the same thing over and over again which is " Grow-up" I feel as if I am alone and have noone to talk to about how I have been feeling. Memory that I try to lock away just keep coming back. I don't know what to do anymore?
KirsteenBabyy 3 months ago
@KirsteenBabyy i am the exact same i am just to scared to talk to anyone about my problems :( i self harm
DottedShoe 1 month ago
this video actually made me feel like i;m not alone. yeah i may not look like a person suffering with depression because a fake smile can hide it all. i self harm and i mean alot. my best friends been helping me and there only small now.but what you said about the scars are true. im only 12 and ive been suffering for 3 years.having to feel like wanting to die at 9 really isn't the one.im really touched that you adress topics like this because your right. no one actually does think its important.
ChaarlieeLooovesYoou 3 months ago 2
This made me cry.I've been going through depression for 4 years now. I used to self harm all the time. One night I cut that deep it had soaked through all of my jeans and dripped all down the hallway.
Luckily I've realised although I have depression I can get through it without having to harm myself, Music is my life and I really do mean that, without it, I seriously wouldn't be here today.
Thank for for making this video, people need to know they're not alone and they don't have to harm. <3
aimeestevoh18 3 months ago
this just made me cry because this is is something i've been through, thankyou for these video's your making they inspire me xx
abc1236334 3 months ago
this is amazing xxx
emilylikessmakeup 3 months ago
Hey thanx so much for the video babe, i have Bordeline Personality Disorder i been living with this for years now and been to point where i didnt wanna live anymore :(. At times i feel like im getting stronger but theres times when i feel knocked down and i cant cope. I used to self harm and still do when i get really low but it is such a hard illness and no one really understands what your going through. Im a singer and thats when im my stongest on stage. Your an inspiration babe xxxxxx
kimmiebaby1000 3 months ago
Hey, i'm the girl who submitted her story, Imogen.
This video is such an inspiration to anyone who has or knows someone who has self harmed. You hardly ever hear anyone saying it how it is.
I know my story isn't a unique one, and im not 100% okay in reality, i still selfharm badly.
I love everyone, i love this world and im grateful im still here.
<3
tunapastaful 3 months ago
I actually love you. You're vlogs are really inspirational and you are such a good speaker! You're amazing, nuff said.
chloejade96 3 months ago
You really are an amazing human being ♥
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@Bronyface You stalking me babe?
xbabyfacedx 3 months ago
You're fucking brilliant..
Thank you so much.
COSIMANINJA 3 months ago
Honey. you are an amazing person. tried contacting you before... hope to talk soon
DarkFireLolita 3 months ago
I love this video! I self harm and kind of regret it. I started when I was in year 7 or 8 I started to do it because I was so sick of people bulling me and had so much suit going in my life I really didn't need it so I started. My carers found out but didn't really mind. Untill I was placed with a more permanent place I kept on doing it, even tho I was happy but the bulling kept going on so i carried on I now actually for a scar from it as the last time I did with an aerosols can stupid I know.
Hoofprintheart2011 3 months ago
I self harm, but I feel that I have no reason to. I mean yeah life isn't great but when I have told people before they seems to reply with "there is nothing wrong with your life" etc. But I self harm everyday, its getting to the point where its almost funny how addicted I am to it. I am young and I hate 'self-harm' its taking over my life, but I love it at the same time.
This video is great, thanks for posting it!
deadturtle200 3 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
just been sent this by my girlfriend. I'm so glad there is someone on here who's prepared to tackle depression and self harming head on. You're right, campaigns don't appear to be working imo. I'm depressed, signed off for a total of 6 weeks this year alone, and my girlfriend has been suffering for years. We are both young. Thank you for this video!
tehrules 3 months ago
Most of my friends, have self-harmed. I have done plenty to myself in my younger days. I got through it...and now I'm dedicating my life to through entertainment to try to rid the world of this...its a impossible mission, but its worth trying.
thisisacalamity 3 months ago
I only got this account a few weeks ago and u were the first person I subscribed to because I relate to everything you say I lost a brother to suicide its the most painful thing ever and I know your not gunna read this or even take time to respond back but thank you thank you soo much
xReeceTV 3 months ago
Dude your an inspiration....
hughiehughie1 3 months ago
@sexaypartay I watched this crying cuz I recognised myself, I bite myself so hard I bleed because I get bullied so hard feel like committing suicide and my dad left me a few years ago and doesn't give a damn I have to go to guidance cuz of it…
EmEmilyC 3 months ago
Everyone will have time and respect for you man so if feel the need to address another situation in life do cos everyone will listen!!!
mikeyH1998 3 months ago
Dude!<3 I'm so glad you've mentioned MCR Saving their fans lives because it's so true! Right now I have TONNES! Of respect for you, this made me feel so happy about myself, the happiest i've felt ina while, Thanks, just thanks!:}
DullDan97 3 months ago
Mass respect for you man. :)
AlexGaskarthIsMine 3 months ago
U r amazing! so inspiring, ur that type of person the world needs more of rite now, love ur videos, great fan, subbed :)
Poisonedmashy 3 months ago
@TimidState Ofcourse you can, and yeah I'm fine now, haven't got anything that's truly getting me down, few problems going on but nothing that is getting me in an emotional mess. I wanna know more about you, wanna know how you are etc etc. So yeah inbox me.
xbabyfacedx 3 months ago
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The only thing I can say to that is thank you. <3
CarsOffTheWall 3 months ago
Amazing, the way you say this is amazing, you get straight to the point and say it beautifully, I'm so glad you're here and can help so many people, keep it up xx
blueracinghorse 3 months ago
I wish I could favourite this video a million times and that there was a "love" button to click I can't thank you enough for making this video -3
KatieWilkinsonmusic 3 months ago
Incredible stories
axelsteel21 3 months ago
This video is hauntingly beautiful. It just reminds you of how amazing people are.
RackiePlib 3 months ago
I have a friend who is going through depression and I know that no one is listening but me, it scares me to know how quickly we turn our heads away from such a serious subject.
KatieDeeeable 3 months ago
YoungCarers FML!:-)
SugarrGirls 3 months ago
This is beautiful and inspirational! It deserves a 2nd part!!!!!
kabris 3 months ago
I coped with depression for years via video games. But with my grades plummeting such things are being taken away from me. Depression comes back and grades go down even further. This video really just cheered me up for the day, thanks so much and I look forward to a second part.
Comicbacon 3 months ago
The last part made me cry too.
kabris 3 months ago
This is beautiful. <3
creationispeace 3 months ago
@TimidState I feel the same! I was at a party awhile ago and a girl (friend of a friend) ask me 'I heard you use to cut??', straight away that made me feel awkward as fuck because that was a long time ago and I find cutting pathetic now days. Then she went on to tell me how she cuts and starts asking me what I use to use and telling me what she used.. You just don't have conversations like that if you are seriously having troubles :/
xbabyfacedx 3 months ago
Wow, your an inspiration..That last part made me cry. Im only 13 years old and suffer from many problems Social anxiety, Generalized anxety, dyspraxia and agoraphobia, and thats just the mental problems. Im 13 and Have had these problems for my whole life, Life Is constantly a struggle for me, And have thought about suicidal before..Luckily Ive never had the courage to do it. This video made me cry because its like you were talking about me, Message me if you have advice or want to know more.
DTLEngage 3 months ago 3
I cried.. yep.
alycanflyy 3 months ago
I try to cope with my depression by listening to music and playing xbox 360 as no in real life knows i suffer and they would just take the mick if i told them as there not proper friends. I get what you mean tho about music it can effect how you think when your down.
BigOne534 3 months ago 3
Iv been battling depression on and off since i was 15 im now 29!
So a coment on here stating people do it for attention has pissed me off already.
Depression is a illness not a game of childsplay and until certain people look into it with open eyes they will always see it as attention and so on.. Shame on you that wrote that.
But saying that, this is the issue. Awareness is needed more!
Im not going to discuss my D's on here but i can see your point exactly, thats the reason i subbed you. Get
sarajanegarr 3 months ago
Just sent this to my mate....best sub I've made all year.
MattySP34Ks 3 months ago
The ONLY realist NIG*A on youtube!
iDEBS 3 months ago
It's hard to talk to people that are depressed, because you know that a lot of them are just doing it for attention and pity when they don't actually deserve it. :/
xbabyfacedx 3 months ago
Your words have spoken to my heart.I started to cry when you got graphic because that's what I think about now. I haven't hurt myself in a while but I think about it a lot and it scares me. I have a boyfriend and we've been together for 6 months now and he picked me up when I was about to end it. I have been looking at the world in such a different view because of him and people like you who talk about it. It really makes me feel better that I stayed alive. Thank you :)
MusicLust13 3 months ago
you are a true inspiration to the world, if only people were like you.
IK4N3I 3 months ago
This is the right way to do things Sir. Thank you, x
ScarlettSevenfold 3 months ago
wow man this helped thanks so much :)
1996connor 3 months ago
Any of you. If you need someone to talk to. I am here. I dont care what about message me
BouncyBeccaaa 3 months ago
@sexaypartay You are probably the most inspiring, and real person on YouTube. You're really great.
fasionBear 3 months ago
Thanks. Much respect
MattMinion 3 months ago
you are a saint
BritishKilljoy 3 months ago 45
For anyone struggling with self harm/eating disorders/depression etc.
you REALLY aren't alone, it sucks how people are so judgmental sometimes
talking about it on youtube really raises awareness and thanks for making this video <3
my channel is dedicated to self harm recovery :)
Downtownpatrol 3 months ago 41
I have a great deal of respect for you.
aushnakilops 3 months ago
If my friends feel bad/depressed I always try to get them to tell me what's wrong and if I can do anything to make them feel better.
DropDeadFiggy 3 months ago
You speak from the heart Mate,
danpotterxo 3 months ago
Very wise.
iiMrCyan 3 months ago
your awesome man
CoolStorysBro 3 months ago