wow, this really made me cry... child abuse is a life long shadow that follows a soul....... I know this all to well........ Some days are tough, the rest of the days are what keep me going.... Looking at my child, and knowing how much more I want for her as a child is what holds me strong... The abuse has made me more caring for others, and more sensitive to what hurts others in this life.... bless u all and look to the light...
i always include this song in my ambient mixes...i first heard it in the movie "brokedown palace". it's a very powerful & beautiful song about a very painful subject that both unfortunately & fortunately inspired it.
my thoughts & energy go out to all who must endure this type of crime against humanity...and those that rise above it.
I feel like such a fucked up child. I used to cut myself but I told my parents and now I can't cut and it makes me almost wish I was abused in some way just so I would have a reason to hurt myself, or someone else hurt me. I know it's terrible to say but there are days when I with it would happen, maybe then someone would care....
I am a survior of sexual abuse age 4-12 I suffered. I am scared forever. But what i want to say most of all is if this is current happing to you TELL SOMEONE If that person doesn't help u, Keep telliing TILL SOMEONE does! Scream it in public if you have to someone will listen, , You are not alone ,their are many of us out there, do not be ashamed,u have done nothing wrong. Seek help don't suffer anymore TELL!
yea this song is something else man, i dont even listen to music like this im a strictly a hardcore type rapper fan if that makes sense, but sometimes when u open your music variety for a second
sometimes u here shit like this, and i say that as a good thing, good emotional type song
Check out the book impulse. I know exactly how you feel. That book really helped me. Andd they do care-- give them time. It's really hard. But it will happen. :,
my parents divorced a couple months ago and no one seems to care for me my father has completely shut me out of hislife and my momis to preocupied with her boyfriend and for some reason i feellike no one cares for me anymore not my family not my friends i feel really alone yet all my friends say they care but inside i still feel they dont will this subside?
I am so sorry...my heart just goes out to you so much. I've been where you are. I've been in darkness so deep I thought I wouldn't come out, feeling so...utterly and completly alone. A big empty hole in the heart. Just sitting there, growing bigger...and bigger. I've been there. I know what it's like. I was like that when I accepted Jesus in my heart and...He is the only one that can fill that hole. He will never EVER leave you. never. I think Isaiah 30:19 is for you.
"You shall weep no more. He will be very gracious to you at the sound of your cry; When He hears it, He will answer you."
Maybe listen to "Hold My Heart" by Tenth Avenue North...it really touched my heart and I think it might touch you. If you want to talk you should definietly send me a message, I'm here if you want to :)
TaAsMaNiAn focus on you. I know what it is like to be a child of divorced parents. And I know what it is like to be a parent who divorced. Right now Mom is trying to find someone to make her happy. To validate her. But never doubt she loves you!!! And as for your Dad, emotions are uncomfortable for men. Divorce is grevious. It is like a death, but the person is still alive. But IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT. Talk to God. He got me through everything.
my name is debbie I was rapped at 7 for a year and when i was 12 i was rapped by a boyfriend it was my first time . when i was 17 I was beaten and rapped by a husbund i was with for 6 moths and left he almost killed me. I blamed my self for a long time this song touchs my soul.
@Krauser2317 You have been a victim each time. You allowed yourself to be a victim as an adult, because you were programed to think you deserved nothing better. I was sent from Foster home to Foster home as a child of divorced kids. My Step Mom didn't want me and my Dad won custody of me and my brother and sister. I married a abusive man. We have to relearn how to think. We have to recognise the profile of an abuser and avoid them.
I got so deppresed when my family fell apart and when i got my first boyfriend i was so happy but when it turned out he was using me I got so bad, i'll have this scar forever
i wuz abused 4 10yrz. im better now. just need help. but you'll make it. its hard to talk. but u hav to if u want it to stop..hold on. and thiz and plumb is awsome. thiz song described my whole lyfe in just 3min and 48 secnds.woow. hold on...hope(tears)
beautiful song! brings back so many unwanted memories
my therapist told me that i must've been abused n i said no n she said then that means that i abuse myself. well, i do cut myself, but she was like y? n i have no idea. its my inner thots that make me
my family and friends just tell me im possessed :P
i'm a cutter too...i've got scars all over my inner arm and i've been in the hospital twice . i've got depression and i'm on meds but sometimes i go off them for awhile and everything goes downhill. but i always have hope for the future, ive even got a tattoo on my wrist that says hope...its hard but i know i'll make it
if ur still abused than i'm sooo sorry and u should tell someone. tell someone that'll help you. then you'll be better. just talk to people about it. report him it'll help u =)
wow, this really made me cry... child abuse is a life long shadow that follows a soul....... I know this all to well........ Some days are tough, the rest of the days are what keep me going.... Looking at my child, and knowing how much more I want for her as a child is what holds me strong... The abuse has made me more caring for others, and more sensitive to what hurts others in this life.... bless u all and look to the light...
Photofly80 6 months ago
So many sad faces :(
Renee1552 9 months ago
To me, the song can be mean many things to many people. Depends on individual people....
iclandgirl 9 months ago
Child abusers can go rot in hell.They ruined a childs life and left one big perment scar that will affect how they live the rest of there life.
paramore367 11 months ago
i always include this song in my ambient mixes...i first heard it in the movie "brokedown palace". it's a very powerful & beautiful song about a very painful subject that both unfortunately & fortunately inspired it.
my thoughts & energy go out to all who must endure this type of crime against humanity...and those that rise above it.
flashoftruth 1 year ago
They say 1 out of 5 women have been sexually assalted. That's only the reported number. Imagine how many never get reported...
Livingmylegacy 1 year ago
I feel like such a fucked up child. I used to cut myself but I told my parents and now I can't cut and it makes me almost wish I was abused in some way just so I would have a reason to hurt myself, or someone else hurt me. I know it's terrible to say but there are days when I with it would happen, maybe then someone would care....
ltplauren4138 1 year ago
I am a survior of sexual abuse age 4-12 I suffered. I am scared forever. But what i want to say most of all is if this is current happing to you TELL SOMEONE If that person doesn't help u, Keep telliing TILL SOMEONE does! Scream it in public if you have to someone will listen, , You are not alone ,their are many of us out there, do not be ashamed,u have done nothing wrong. Seek help don't suffer anymore TELL!
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yea this song is something else man, i dont even listen to music like this im a strictly a hardcore type rapper fan if that makes sense, but sometimes when u open your music variety for a second
sometimes u here shit like this, and i say that as a good thing, good emotional type song
livinboys 1 year ago
The book is by Ellen hoppkins:)
airbubbles123 2 years ago
@TaAsMaNiAn
Check out the book impulse. I know exactly how you feel. That book really helped me. Andd they do care-- give them time. It's really hard. But it will happen. :,
airbubbles123 2 years ago
my parents divorced a couple months ago and no one seems to care for me my father has completely shut me out of hislife and my momis to preocupied with her boyfriend and for some reason i feellike no one cares for me anymore not my family not my friends i feel really alone yet all my friends say they care but inside i still feel they dont will this subside?
TaAsMaNiAn 2 years ago
@TaAsMaNiAn
I am so sorry...my heart just goes out to you so much. I've been where you are. I've been in darkness so deep I thought I wouldn't come out, feeling so...utterly and completly alone. A big empty hole in the heart. Just sitting there, growing bigger...and bigger. I've been there. I know what it's like. I was like that when I accepted Jesus in my heart and...He is the only one that can fill that hole. He will never EVER leave you. never. I think Isaiah 30:19 is for you.
Cornonmycob 2 years ago
@TaAsMaNiAn
"You shall weep no more. He will be very gracious to you at the sound of your cry; When He hears it, He will answer you."
Maybe listen to "Hold My Heart" by Tenth Avenue North...it really touched my heart and I think it might touch you. If you want to talk you should definietly send me a message, I'm here if you want to :)
Cornonmycob 2 years ago
TaAsMaNiAn focus on you. I know what it is like to be a child of divorced parents. And I know what it is like to be a parent who divorced. Right now Mom is trying to find someone to make her happy. To validate her. But never doubt she loves you!!! And as for your Dad, emotions are uncomfortable for men. Divorce is grevious. It is like a death, but the person is still alive. But IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT. Talk to God. He got me through everything.
sandyabernathy 1 year ago
my name is debbie I was rapped at 7 for a year and when i was 12 i was rapped by a boyfriend it was my first time . when i was 17 I was beaten and rapped by a husbund i was with for 6 moths and left he almost killed me. I blamed my self for a long time this song touchs my soul.
krauser2317 2 years ago
I know the pain of being rapped. I was 8 and it went on for 7years. I am now 18. This song brings back so many memories it hurts.
SexySillyMonkey16 2 years ago
@Krauser2317 You have been a victim each time. You allowed yourself to be a victim as an adult, because you were programed to think you deserved nothing better. I was sent from Foster home to Foster home as a child of divorced kids. My Step Mom didn't want me and my Dad won custody of me and my brother and sister. I married a abusive man. We have to relearn how to think. We have to recognise the profile of an abuser and avoid them.
sandyabernathy 1 year ago
This is beautiful.
Just... perfect, I guess.
< 3
KerPlunkd 2 years ago 2
such a poignant song. Out of the badness comes good and love you can overcome it - I did
ThePaganDawn 2 years ago 2
God can take anything bad and use it for good, but that doesn't mean people don't need a shoulder to cry on.
Godisthebest9 2 years ago 3
Brings back memories ;(
TheStrawberryGloss 2 years ago 2
I got so deppresed when my family fell apart and when i got my first boyfriend i was so happy but when it turned out he was using me I got so bad, i'll have this scar forever
randomkatz 2 years ago 2
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Valorydon 2 years ago
This song is so me and all my sisters we been abused and molested when we where just little girls then we got thrown in faster homes.
kittie6625 2 years ago
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Valorydon 2 years ago
i wuz abused 4 10yrz. im better now. just need help. but you'll make it. its hard to talk. but u hav to if u want it to stop..hold on. and thiz and plumb is awsome. thiz song described my whole lyfe in just 3min and 48 secnds.woow. hold on...hope(tears)
saryamybaby 2 years ago
beautiful song! brings back so many unwanted memories
my therapist told me that i must've been abused n i said no n she said then that means that i abuse myself. well, i do cut myself, but she was like y? n i have no idea. its my inner thots that make me
my family and friends just tell me im possessed :P
luvprincess1325 2 years ago 2
i'm a cutter too...i've got scars all over my inner arm and i've been in the hospital twice . i've got depression and i'm on meds but sometimes i go off them for awhile and everything goes downhill. but i always have hope for the future, ive even got a tattoo on my wrist that says hope...its hard but i know i'll make it
jboogie1218 2 years ago 2
i think thats good because its visible to you
and you'll always be reminded that there is still hope
and i hope you havn't lost it in the 5 month since you left your comment here =)
i wish all of you good luck in live and stand tall! =)
piyokoXD 2 years ago 2
beautiful video... sad but very beautiful :(
lalaheybby 2 years ago
moving, very moving...
SamuelSkye 3 years ago 4
this song is amazing. my mom stopped by the prison and showed it to the BIG inmates, and they cried.
badsinga5 3 years ago 12
this has been my life for 11 years. still is, and im only 17.
littlemisspixiedust 3 years ago 7
if ur still abused than i'm sooo sorry and u should tell someone. tell someone that'll help you. then you'll be better. just talk to people about it. report him it'll help u =)
badsinga5 3 years ago 5
I was abused from six to seventeen. You will survive. I'm happy and healthy now..but it was a long road.. love yourself no matter what.
babalon93 3 years ago 5
respect
waalek 2 years ago 3
Act. Wish you the best.
pluskolec 3 years ago
beatiful song .....damn that shit make me sad cuz it happen 2 my bestfrend....tears....
blackt3ars1988 3 years ago 6
wonderful
mercedezza 3 years ago 7
beatiful video and song, so real and so intense.
WickedSnapped 3 years ago 13
asdasjklasjflsalfkas. I can't even say what this video made me feel. Excellent.
vampiper 3 years ago 7
beautiful song. it passes your meaning well. its a shame. and ppl do need 2 know.
goateater87 3 years ago 7