FIVE MINUTES per session. TWICE a WEEK. Drink plenty of water. The ruptured Cancer cells release toxins and you must allow your body to clean them out I'm good at finding hidden truth. I found the hidden message in your video last year Remember? Scientific function (frequency) generators cost $1000.00 to $2000.00 Royal Rife discovered this cure in 1930 It's real it's not remission. It's a cure. Please use this Help others too.
This is beautiful. YOU are beautiful. I have never visited your page before, but this video touched me deeply. Sending lots of healing and light. Mick
I've just found your channel. I think it was 'meant to be'. I noticed you haven't signed in for about a week now, and am praying it isn't an ominous sign. I think, honestly, there is a reason I found you, and have subbed to your channel. I hope to see that you have posted a new video very soon. I think we have many 'messages' for each other, somehow. I'm not sure what I mean right now, sorry. It just seems 'right'. This is wonderful, this video, and so real. Thanks for this gift. Ciao.
...Dean Koontz, Midnight. A great book about survival. REALLY REALLY GOOD.
You are well. You will remain well. I want to be well with you.
And we might even survive.
I love you.
Merry f'n Christmas (Thought you'd like the f'n part. Kind of recall your disdain for the commercialization of it last year. Or was it the over doing-it-ness of it..) Either way, I really mean well. You know I'm a dweeb...
Bravo! First, I agree, well done on the intro to the video. Your best yet.
Now on to your message - again, Bravo! You are so on the road to wellness. The talk we had at the cottage showed me that. I wish for you to be able to enjoy life, finally. I am very happy that you are not going to slip into morose hermit life. I look forward to future posts from you.
We are all dying. I think that is the best way to live your life. I do love you.
I won't say my heart didn't drop in this video because thats what it did at first. I watched this video again and again and realized your idea to this video is so true. I want to be a beyond surviving living well cheerleader. You need that you come give me a ring chica. Take care and glad to your back :o)
Wow... At first this video was visually stunning. Then as it went on I thought about how I too will die, and actually when I'm feeling down I sometimes think, "Death? Bring it on!"
Alice, I don't know what to say except that you are a lot stronger than i am...
mind, body and soul walked into a bar. mind ordered water. body got a shot of vodka. and soul asked for fire. i wish you wellness of fire and calmness of water. stay intoxicated until the inevitable end. (perhaps this is less assholish than: "it's a trap. watch?v=ckM_NA2Xt4o", not sure, but on second viewing i think i know what you mean in spite of viewer comments to the "contrary").
oh, well, they seem too lively, too survivalish... i'm not sure if i should comment at all. what words can equal the act of throwing yourself on a grenade? in such a case yt feels like a telephone. some conversations are unfit for it. and telegrams are the worst... am i too cynical, too scientifically minded, am i a fraud? there is no magic, no supernatural, miracles too uncertain and too few apart. but i'm not about to condemn myself for the little superstitions of the ideal numbers. (cont.)
fare well in your choice. to paraphrase epicurus: until we make the choice, it doesn't matter; when we have made it, what does its "not-choosing" matter? bah, sound like a broken record. just on monday i visited a friend in a hospital, and had only this platitude to tell him, though his case was then still uncertain, but he's felt the bite of reality even if news were good for him later. me, i'm waiting in line. but what do i know of the threshold... does it help knowing? (cont.)
intoxication of the belief seems almost excusable in the face of it. and i want to be good; but not madly good. (reread "solaris" yet again... do i/we have contact with our/myself, wtf do we/i need contact with other humans... mleh) it wasn't only about solipsism, of course it's more complicated, it's so complicated to the point of non-expressiveness. qed. so few answers.... did not mean to untimely "disappoint". perhaps PMs are "numerously" real than this exhibitionist flurry... (cont.)
a "gem" (watch?v=XgqHH6UJ54o) of a "token"... but my recent mindset as of "now" is that we are only worms... and my prolly oft repeated grenade thought is an allurement to, like, Woody H. (iirc, thank god imdb ;) blowing his butt off in "thin red line"... so much to squeeze in, it does turn into a cypher. Cypher of betrayal (yeah, yeah... matrix has gotten us). "namaste".
Welcome back.I check your page occasionally and sometimes see that you have recently logged on. So I knew you would be back when it was time. You and God seem to be in agreement here. He cares more about wellness than about mere survival. Have a Blessed Christmas.
You were missed. You have many Friends who care about you and undoubtedly wondered what had happened that you were no longer in their community of viewers and commentators. You have strength that is inner and deep rooted. You will always have that. Keep in touch.
How is your relationship with the White Tiger? How are you defining wellness? Healing is a choice we all make in our own way - may the Tiger live in you whatever your decision! You have my prayers and my love. You are memorable!
I went back and watched this almost frame by frame - what a plethora of images! What is the drawing at 0:25? Very intriguing, I'd like to see that up close.
Oh wow Phae. I'm so happy to see you agian. You are the bravest person I know. I've really missed you. You're beautiful and strong. You're going to make it I know it. All my love and prayers
I know sweetie, I know. This has to be hard. But I have faith in you. Don't be scared Phae, I know that sounds lame but I beleieve it helps. I think of you always. If you ever need to unload you have my shoulder. Anytime.
I have REALLY missed you, Phae! For some reason, however, I felt certain you would show up again someday. I don't listen to too many vloggers on You Tube or anywhere else, mainly because I just don't have the time for it, and precious few of you have anything to say that's worth my time to listen, but Phae, I have REALLY missed you! I'm so glad you're back, and that you're on the road to wellness! You're so right about our mortality. On the other hand, death on one level is really just rest ...
Theology is merely the study of God. An indisputably correct understanding of the nature of the infinite Being is unattainable by mere humanity, and yet, He invites us to "know" Him. To know Him is to love Him, because He is Love! The very fact that there is apparent evidence to the contrary in this world serves only to strengthen my view that He truly is love, because His love allows us to believe and act contrary to His nature, and yet He does all He can to win us back...
...short of giving us absolutely indisputable evidence that He even exists!
Yes, in effect, the first death is a re-union with God, whether you rise in the first resurrection or the second, because the first thing you'll know after having died is that you are in the presence of God. The second death (Rev. 20:14-15), however, is decidedly not a re-union, but an eternal disunion with our Creator.
To further clarify, the way I understand it, we all (with a few notable exceptions - Enoch, Elijah, the believers who are alive when Jesus comes the second time) must die the first death, but none of us has to die the second, if we'll but trust and reverence God who is love!
Great to see you again Phae! I've been wondering how you were doing. Your oncologist on the other hand I have mixed emotions about. On the one hand I hope he's the worlds best doctor. On the other hand I hope he's wrong. Here's hoping that somewhere out there indeed does lie the path to wellness and that you're on it!!!
and might i add that you are looking absolutely gorgeous! no matter what we all go through in life, the trials, the tribulations, i believe it is important that we also try to not let that light go out in our hearts. you can tell the people who have just by looking in their eyes. i'm glad to see that your eyes are positively still glowing.
It is so good to see you again and you look beautiful... When I have had bad times my mother has told me that if I am aways afraid of dying I will never live. There is a lot to be said about that.
Isn't it funny that in 100 years
99 9/10ths % of the people on the planet right now will all be gone.
I wish you peace of mind my girl.
SuicideFriendly 2 years ago
Great video. I think this is my favourite out of your videos I've watched so far...
Love the effects! That last part; thought that could only be achieved in stills...in photoshop...
Also, your take on survivorship vs wellness....very eloquently put!!
TheSisterSage 2 years ago
Did you not say you are a Photosho diva?
phaedress 2 years ago
Yah, I'm pretty good with Photoshop...My favourite application for image editing & montage. Do you need some help with a project?
TheSisterSage 2 years ago
I would LOVE to collaborate with you.
phaedress 2 years ago
congratulations on finding peace and courage on your journey.
taragolden 3 years ago
Thanks tara,
Seems your journey is still going well; loved your iguana gurus!
phaedress 3 years ago
An electrical frequency of 1.604 Mega hertz kills cancer.
Get a scientific function generator.
They are not cheap but you will DEMONSTRATE that it works.
You will save the lives of others.
It has to be calibrated exactly.
1.604 Mega Hertz
apply the electric current with conductor pads like on therapeutic tems machine things. DON"T fry yourself.
Use safe voltages and wattages.
Go for the "tingle."
tomken8dy 3 years ago
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tomken8dy 3 years ago
tomken8dy 3 years ago
I'm looking into it..:)
phaedress 3 years ago
Please, don't go.
Not for a long while yet.
The purpose of life is to live. :-)
1.604Mega Hertz.
It's that simple.
If you know somebody who can put it on a radio wave carrier frequency that would work better.
tomken8dy 3 years ago
It is a battle. I agree.
phaedress 3 years ago
This is beautiful. YOU are beautiful. I have never visited your page before, but this video touched me deeply. Sending lots of healing and light. Mick
Jazztizz2 3 years ago
Mick,
The healing and light seems to be working!
phaedress 2 years ago
I keep coming to this video Phae One. I love you.
MacBraveheart 3 years ago
I've just found your channel. I think it was 'meant to be'. I noticed you haven't signed in for about a week now, and am praying it isn't an ominous sign. I think, honestly, there is a reason I found you, and have subbed to your channel. I hope to see that you have posted a new video very soon. I think we have many 'messages' for each other, somehow. I'm not sure what I mean right now, sorry. It just seems 'right'. This is wonderful, this video, and so real. Thanks for this gift. Ciao.
2hotinaz 3 years ago
I tried to leave a comment, it hasn't gone through *yet*. If it isn't here by tomorrow I will try again. I *need* to connect with you.
Peace and Love
Carolina
2hotinaz 3 years ago
Bless you, darling :)
Minniver 3 years ago
You blow me away Phaedress.
Such an awesome video.
How we live is more important than how we die......at least that's what I have always believed.
Death can sneak up on any of us at any given time .... so we should enjoy every minute of this experience while it lasts.
Hope 2009 is your Wellest year ever : )
Billy.....xx
payit4ward 3 years ago
What you say is true. There is a way that seemeth right unto a man, but the end thereof are the ways of death.
(Proverbs 16:25)
icartoon2 3 years ago
glad to see you are doing well...please keep making videos...it helps to remind me that I do want to be well also.
zeni99 3 years ago
Wow back with revenge
this is beautiful
just like you
Fantastic art
You have a Wonderful Christmas my friend
*****
clattybrown 3 years ago
I believe you get well, too. Because I believe in believing. Hugs and kisses to you! We missed you here!
Illuminatta 3 years ago
I smiled and cried during the course of this video. I've missed you, Alice. ;-)
1938superman 3 years ago
BATH ALICE!!! OMG!!! I LOVE IT!
...Dean Koontz, Midnight. A great book about survival. REALLY REALLY GOOD.
You are well. You will remain well. I want to be well with you.
And we might even survive.
I love you.
Merry f'n Christmas (Thought you'd like the f'n part. Kind of recall your disdain for the commercialization of it last year. Or was it the over doing-it-ness of it..) Either way, I really mean well. You know I'm a dweeb...
Welcome back!
Nikita
nikitejay 3 years ago
Bravo! First, I agree, well done on the intro to the video. Your best yet.
Now on to your message - again, Bravo! You are so on the road to wellness. The talk we had at the cottage showed me that. I wish for you to be able to enjoy life, finally. I am very happy that you are not going to slip into morose hermit life. I look forward to future posts from you.
We are all dying. I think that is the best way to live your life. I do love you.
Monica
ladygiggles13 3 years ago
I won't say my heart didn't drop in this video because thats what it did at first. I watched this video again and again and realized your idea to this video is so true. I want to be a beyond surviving living well cheerleader. You need that you come give me a ring chica. Take care and glad to your back :o)
JadedIllusions27 3 years ago
Wow... At first this video was visually stunning. Then as it went on I thought about how I too will die, and actually when I'm feeling down I sometimes think, "Death? Bring it on!"
Alice, I don't know what to say except that you are a lot stronger than i am...
fehquig 3 years ago
A fitting return video from 'The Liker' we all love. Don't just be well, be wellest.
iambutru 3 years ago
What doesn't kill us makes us stronger. Friedrich Nietzsche.
undiesinabunch 3 years ago
You will get well...and you'll live.
kittenstomper 3 years ago
Hey, I'm glad you have such a great attitude. I had no idea you were sick :(
Take care, and welcome bck to youtube.
Brianswers 3 years ago
yes, Yes, YES!!!
MarcProulx1 3 years ago
I meant to click *****! Beatiful beginning to your comeback! I am elated that you found in in yourself to live and be well! It's important.
Clarachk 3 years ago
mind, body and soul walked into a bar. mind ordered water. body got a shot of vodka. and soul asked for fire. i wish you wellness of fire and calmness of water. stay intoxicated until the inevitable end. (perhaps this is less assholish than: "it's a trap. watch?v=ckM_NA2Xt4o", not sure, but on second viewing i think i know what you mean in spite of viewer comments to the "contrary").
jogayot 3 years ago
Gladly do I indulge in a last solipsistic dance (the trap you mention) before merging again with the Universal Whole.
Which "contrary" comments do you mean and what do you understand despite them?
My friend, you have got no less interesting --or cryptic.
phaedress 3 years ago
oh, well, they seem too lively, too survivalish... i'm not sure if i should comment at all. what words can equal the act of throwing yourself on a grenade? in such a case yt feels like a telephone. some conversations are unfit for it. and telegrams are the worst... am i too cynical, too scientifically minded, am i a fraud? there is no magic, no supernatural, miracles too uncertain and too few apart. but i'm not about to condemn myself for the little superstitions of the ideal numbers. (cont.)
jogayot 3 years ago
fare well in your choice. to paraphrase epicurus: until we make the choice, it doesn't matter; when we have made it, what does its "not-choosing" matter? bah, sound like a broken record. just on monday i visited a friend in a hospital, and had only this platitude to tell him, though his case was then still uncertain, but he's felt the bite of reality even if news were good for him later. me, i'm waiting in line. but what do i know of the threshold... does it help knowing? (cont.)
jogayot 3 years ago
intoxication of the belief seems almost excusable in the face of it. and i want to be good; but not madly good. (reread "solaris" yet again... do i/we have contact with our/myself, wtf do we/i need contact with other humans... mleh) it wasn't only about solipsism, of course it's more complicated, it's so complicated to the point of non-expressiveness. qed. so few answers.... did not mean to untimely "disappoint". perhaps PMs are "numerously" real than this exhibitionist flurry... (cont.)
jogayot 3 years ago
a "gem" (watch?v=XgqHH6UJ54o) of a "token"... but my recent mindset as of "now" is that we are only worms... and my prolly oft repeated grenade thought is an allurement to, like, Woody H. (iirc, thank god imdb ;) blowing his butt off in "thin red line"... so much to squeeze in, it does turn into a cypher. Cypher of betrayal (yeah, yeah... matrix has gotten us). "namaste".
jogayot 3 years ago
right on girl you keep tough.
roadrocket 3 years ago
Thanks roadrocket.
phaedress 3 years ago
Very happy to see you back, yay! :)
YTsHaDoWkNiGhT 3 years ago
Welcome back.I check your page occasionally and sometimes see that you have recently logged on. So I knew you would be back when it was time. You and God seem to be in agreement here. He cares more about wellness than about mere survival. Have a Blessed Christmas.
RobL2756 3 years ago
Beaming some wellness your way, wonderful lady! BIG HUGS!
Marihani 3 years ago
Dec. 17, 2008
Hi Phaedress
I am happy to know that you are back.
You were missed. You have many Friends who care about you and undoubtedly wondered what had happened that you were no longer in their community of viewers and commentators. You have strength that is inner and deep rooted. You will always have that. Keep in touch.
cat
dadhiltonmps 3 years ago
My darling Alice -
How is your relationship with the White Tiger? How are you defining wellness? Healing is a choice we all make in our own way - may the Tiger live in you whatever your decision! You have my prayers and my love. You are memorable!
Wanda Burch
swd1947 3 years ago
I went back and watched this almost frame by frame - what a plethora of images! What is the drawing at 0:25? Very intriguing, I'd like to see that up close.
((SNOW)) :) Honing your cuddling skills, I hope!
MamboDogFaceOne 3 years ago
The drawing at 0:25 repeats in a clearer version at 3:36.
It's a "draw your own body" excercise depicting the sources of pain, and disability.
A starting point for getting well.
phaedress 3 years ago
How beautiful you are, my dear, and how finely crafted this message! Be well, every day, every moment. You know you're in my heart.
It's soooo good to see you!!
MamboDogFaceOne 3 years ago
You look great babe, and you'll be in my prayers.
Haynes1994 3 years ago
Holly,
Today I made the call to cancel any further chemotherapy.
I'm on my own, pretty scared, but sure that I made the right choice.
We all have to fight in our own way for the things that make sense to us.
You be strong and live on, live loud and LOVE!
phaedress 3 years ago
Good to see you back : )
Evilspartacus 3 years ago
Oh wow Phae. I'm so happy to see you agian. You are the bravest person I know. I've really missed you. You're beautiful and strong. You're going to make it I know it. All my love and prayers
Joy
Fringe111 3 years ago
Joy!
I don't feel brave, let me tell you.
phaedress 3 years ago
I know sweetie, I know. This has to be hard. But I have faith in you. Don't be scared Phae, I know that sounds lame but I beleieve it helps. I think of you always. If you ever need to unload you have my shoulder. Anytime.
You are in my heart always.
Fringe111 3 years ago
I have REALLY missed you, Phae! For some reason, however, I felt certain you would show up again someday. I don't listen to too many vloggers on You Tube or anywhere else, mainly because I just don't have the time for it, and precious few of you have anything to say that's worth my time to listen, but Phae, I have REALLY missed you! I'm so glad you're back, and that you're on the road to wellness! You're so right about our mortality. On the other hand, death on one level is really just rest ...
guitmartiman 3 years ago
Good to see you, and thanks for the song.
You'd probobly dispute my theology,
yet we both believe death is a (re-)union with g*d, right?
phaedress 3 years ago
Theology is merely the study of God. An indisputably correct understanding of the nature of the infinite Being is unattainable by mere humanity, and yet, He invites us to "know" Him. To know Him is to love Him, because He is Love! The very fact that there is apparent evidence to the contrary in this world serves only to strengthen my view that He truly is love, because His love allows us to believe and act contrary to His nature, and yet He does all He can to win us back...
guitmartiman 3 years ago
...short of giving us absolutely indisputable evidence that He even exists!
Yes, in effect, the first death is a re-union with God, whether you rise in the first resurrection or the second, because the first thing you'll know after having died is that you are in the presence of God. The second death (Rev. 20:14-15), however, is decidedly not a re-union, but an eternal disunion with our Creator.
guitmartiman 3 years ago
To further clarify, the way I understand it, we all (with a few notable exceptions - Enoch, Elijah, the believers who are alive when Jesus comes the second time) must die the first death, but none of us has to die the second, if we'll but trust and reverence God who is love!
guitmartiman 3 years ago
awesome seeing you back
battim 3 years ago
Thank you Phaedress... for these important words...and the artful way you made this video!
BTW, you look wonderful and I admire the strength of character, wisdom and inspiration you show us all!
All the best on your journey of wellness.
Love Beeke!
sprichbeeke 3 years ago
Dear Beeke,
So nice to hear from you!
I picture you;
Pacific over there;
cheering me on.
phaedress 3 years ago
Just believe in something and everything could happen.
Nice to see you back again :)
lazmalt 3 years ago
Great to see you again Phae! I've been wondering how you were doing. Your oncologist on the other hand I have mixed emotions about. On the one hand I hope he's the worlds best doctor. On the other hand I hope he's wrong. Here's hoping that somewhere out there indeed does lie the path to wellness and that you're on it!!!
Blinkazoid 3 years ago
Thanks for your wishes,Blink.
You're one of the few who knew this was afoot, as it were.
I'm not even sure if it's a subject one ought to make videos about, but anyway I gave it a (Edison's hundred-year-old) shot.
phaedress 3 years ago
i believe in you.
and might i add that you are looking absolutely gorgeous! no matter what we all go through in life, the trials, the tribulations, i believe it is important that we also try to not let that light go out in our hearts. you can tell the people who have just by looking in their eyes. i'm glad to see that your eyes are positively still glowing.
ps, are you a partner? congrats if so!!
SwimCharSwim 3 years ago
Thanks for the rare gift of your vote of confidence.
phaedress 3 years ago
It is so good to see you again and you look beautiful... When I have had bad times my mother has told me that if I am aways afraid of dying I will never live. There is a lot to be said about that.
DawndeeDALLAS 3 years ago
Your mother spoke well.
I'm forever astonished at how easily we ignore the most obvious things.
phaedress 3 years ago
hey YOU omg!
achampag 3 years ago
Hey *YOU*, Lea.
Are you seriously "going dark" in a couple of days? What's that about?
OmiGOSH I have missed so MUCH!
phaedress 3 years ago