We all need that light in our lives, and need that light to keep our sanity, yet it escapes from us, and we worry what will become of us without it. We all only, and truly wish for happiness...
@HelenFluffeh It is this desire for the warmth and protection of this light from darkness that shuns those who are surrounded by it. As MLK has said it once before, "Darkness cannot drive out darkness, only light can do that." *w*
Thank you for your very thoughtful and reflecting comment :)
@AngelDemon101 TT^TT He's such a sensitive person... ppl should see that in him. He really is a victim, and heis actually a very mis-understood person... </3
@uchihahikari11 Heh, you know I never really payed much attention to Russia. Always saw him as that scary country all the other nations were terrified of. But that changed when I saw the comic strip of Russia going all "Why do they - my people - hate me?...I've worked so hard to get us power/standing in the world."
Coz of all the protesting against the czar and all that political conflict. I felt so bad for Russia for taking the "heat" of it all if his boss doesn't man up and deal with TT__TT
@AngelDemon101 Same here... Until a friend of mine who is a Russia fan-girl turned me into a Russia fangirl. After I started to learn more about Russia, I began to realize that he wasn't the one who chose all of those crimes... His boss did. And the nations have to do what their bosses tell them, like Doitsu in WWII. TT^TT Poor Russia... Always getting blamed due to other people...
This was so beautiful... I thought I was going to cry! I love the way Russia is portrayed... It's exactly him! This was sooooo beautiful!!! Thank you!
@uchihahikari11 Aww, thank you! *hands you a tissue just in case* <3 and really? I'm glad! :) In my mind Russia isn't always a big, scary dude xD He's just another victim of crimes committed in the past D: One who wants to make amends, but is too scarred and is "un-reacheable" TT^TT
@SugarrFreex3 Inês! :D Thank you so much sweetie! <33
And really? :) well then, I'm glad to hear that! Because I've had a lot of inspiration for videos like these xD Granted, not all of them will be sad, but because my downloader is acting up on me there will be more of these..."picture/arts-y" videos? o-o;; if that makes any sense ^^;;
OMG ç____ç It is really emotional! it is fantastic! I love the immy and the words are really beautiful ... "My wish is... to live in a place full of sunflowers." I believe it is a really sweet and deep thought ç_ç Really Wow Claire *O* you are an adorable poet <3
@Janraider *slaps YouTube* coz it's lame like that! >w<''
And aww...thank you Mari-chan! <3 LOL! Nuuu! You won't suck! D: writing like this...it's best if it comes raw, from yourself and your thoughts. The key is not to over think it, just let it flow :)
And yeah, "work" and "creativity" and myself are in counseling right now. We're working it out xD
this was beautiful. i cant express how much the whole thing was. but it was beautiful, not the beautiful that people use all the time that doesnt have much meaning. i mean the beautiful that you describe something that touches your soul and then when you rewatch it, you find new meaning to it.
@SukuraRulez *wipes tear from eyes* THAT was beautiful as well. "Beauty" can take on many forms and usage, so yeah I understand what you mean :) and thank you! I'm quite flattered by your comment O//O I can't believe at how much this can touch and connect with a person and is open to their own interpretation <3 You are very right in that point! :)
@AngelDemon101 oh haha i didnt mean to get all poetic there, i just get that way when i see a really nice video ^^" but im really happy you uploaded this =) i still watch it every now and then when im feeling sad or just when im alone =)
@SukuraRulez Oh, no no! xD It's fine :) I wasn't criticizing you or anything about it! I actually loovvve hearing opinions like those <3 I think as you can see I really like those "poetic" ramblings and finding numerous connections/relations from one thing to another! xD (I have no idea why o-o;; probably the feeling of discovering something new each time~ ^^)
That or just the perspective from the not so literal, or technical, is a nice change. :3
so sad D: but wow, you packed a punch! here's what my I felt, in..poetic non-rhyming words: it really had this weight pressing down upon me; and I never really understood what it was, until I realised that I'd been seeing pain through the eyes of a fictional character, brought to life by the words and art of someone looking through the eyes of the character the same way I was. The poetry had a gravity that made me really see far beyond the beautiful and sad images personifying them. :'D
@NigHtAnGeL4EveR ...*gapes and is speechless*...that..is..t-this is like one of my favortitest (<- that's not a word, oops but who cares? xD) comment EVERRR~! o(≧∪≦)o ❤ I'm a sucker for poems <3 and spoken words in the form of artistic expressions~ *w* (coz I'm a lame dreamer like that XD)
And you...just explained it all so beautifully. As I read your comment I really felt something, a tug, and let me tell you. It really makes me happy to hear someone, even if it's just one, to get the message
@AngelDemon101 AWWW! Im so glad that coment made you happy XD yesh, im a lame dreamer too! and yush, things worded poetically...are just...better than normal words >.>
:'D well, not a lotta things get me poetic, except something that makes me feel sad XD so you can say I felt a little sad after watching this and THUS THE POEM ERUPTED FROM THE EMOTION O_O
@NigHtAnGeL4EveR (2/2) ...that I tried to portray through my work/video. So thank you, thank you for looking at this from a different angle. Through the eyes of the character, and in a way through my eyes as well. :)
It seems that this style is a favorite from people. So I'm really happy that I'm able to express myself this way and have others feeling some connection as well. Sometimes words spoken fail me, but what's written...I enjoy exploring that part of artistic interpretations xD
@AngelDemon101 Yeah, i think this is a really...interpretive style that...is hard to..ok, blah I dunno XD but yeah :D the combo of poetry, pictures and the light instrumental was really great, cuz the poetry stood out more than the words to the song..cuz most people try portraying emotion through the lyrics of the song XD EVERYONE does that >.> but yes, substituting that with your own words makes it more heartfelt and genuine :D YAY TO BIG WORDS THAT ARENT SO BIG BUT STILL! 8D
@NigHtAnGeL4EveR Aww, couldn't have said it better myself <3 Thank you Night-chan~ :) Hehe, I should try this style more often xD It allows me to combine my two loves~ Editing and Creative Writing~ 8D (not essay writing, ew. formal writing can go die. die die die! DX)
@Juura99 *hugs* JUURA-CHAN~ I've missed you! TTwTT *sniffles* (we...are really killing a lot of trees today aren't we? o.o;; I mean look at all these tissues! XD)
*stares at the random passer* Oh let her use as many adjectives as she wants! XD I do that at times...but usually...with food xD My parents get so impatient when I can't order something coz I go back and forth like that ;w;
But thank you Juura-chan! <3 I have another coming soon! While it's still the weekend! XD *freedom!*
@AngelDemon101 *glomps back* Missed you too! 8D (Poor trees... T_T *grabs tissue* ...wait... *puts tissue back and uses the random passer's sleeve instead*
Random Passer: BLOODY HELL!!! D:<
Hahah, the only time I really get like that is either when I'm trying to decide what game to play (L4D2 or Sims 3...zombies or sims, zombies or sims, zombiiiieeees or siiiims) or when it's really early on a weekend (Do I get up early and have more time to do things or sleep in? Hmmm Fun or sleep?)
... the warning didn't help Dx!!! but thank you for remembering <3 BUUUUUUT OMG THIS WAS SO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!! D= the texts were so pretty and the music was so soft and the pictures OMG THE PICTURES!!! ur trying to kill a whole forest aren't u! D= OMG ICE CREEEEEEAM!!! -gets a gallon and a spoon and hits replay while scarfing my face with ice cream- ... yes i am a fatty! xD
@MewPudding2222 UWAH. TT^TT I THOUGHT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY WITH THE WARNING! DX Guess not? ;w;...and yes! I completely agree! The pictures is what really inspired me to make this. They are so beautifully done, they made the whole video what it is :)
*le gasp* The forest!!! BUT I RECYCLE! I'M ON YOUR SIDE MOTHER NATURE, I SWEAR! TT___TT and lololol. *sits down beside you at the ice cream station* Let us drown ourselves in gallons of sweets to make it all better! xD *chows down* :3
@AngelDemon101 well it helped a lil bit :3 i mean at least i saw it coming xD! but i just didn't know how bad it would be >w> there is ur flaw! maybe we need to make a leveling system like just sad video are lvl 1 warning but extremely sad viddies are like lvl 5 warning xD!
lol xD i guess mother nature will let you off the hook this time, since u recycled and all but just this once! woot! getting brain freezes are more fun with a best friend pointing and laughing at you while havin one hehe.
@MewPudding2222 A number warning system? HMM. So would lvl. 1 be tear-inducing? Or no, things past 3 would bring tears? Because I think when I rate them...it might not be 100% accurate depending on what the levels would mean XDDD
Would all the levels need some tissues? O_O and yes, on my scale, this one would beee a 3-4. I think I'd only give a lvl 5 if..it..involves...*smiles suspiciously* a character death... *mwahaha! XD* (then again..that would be MY own scaling o.o;;)
@AngelDemon101 hmm 1 would b just choke u up, 2 would b water eyes, and ya anything about 3 would bring the tears lol.
nuuuuz only like 4 and 5 MAYBE 3 for those who get sad really easily ya kno? lol u and i are on the same page thats how i would rate it xD yay for sharing an idea! (mentally at least lol). BTW! u spammed my channel >w> lol
OH LOL. Sorry Britt-chan I forgot our whole thing with the warnings! XD
{ WARNING: Video contains "slight" angst scenes and depressing thoughts. Tissues, if needed, are located on your right next to the 'Claire-you-better-make-something-to-make-up-for-this-sadness-you-caused-me-Dx' button.
Comfort food is on the left run by our very own America/Alfred! He will be providing ice cream and sweets for those who need it~ ^^
Thank you and have a grrreaaattt day! :D (lololol XD)
Before I start getting questions, no I am not going through an "episode" here xD Just trying to get some creative juices flowing again and a break from all my summer work/classes. (full explanation in description). So no need to worry! ^^;;
I really love the music played in HetaOni, and this one just made me think of Russia and his sunflowers for some reason. And don't worry, I'll cook up something "sweet/fluffy" to counterbalance this "angst" video ;3
OH MY GOODNESS THIS WAS ADORABLE!!! *cries* I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!!
MyByakuran 2 months ago
@MyByakuran *hands you some tissues and hugs you* Fusososo~ there, there~ AND THANK YOU! <333 I'm so happy to hear you liked it! (*´∀`*)/
AngelDemon101 2 months ago
Hey, did you try watching this with the "snowflake" feature on? ;3 it looks really nice~ 8D
AngelDemon101 2 months ago
We all need that light in our lives, and need that light to keep our sanity, yet it escapes from us, and we worry what will become of us without it. We all only, and truly wish for happiness...
HelenFluffeh 2 months ago
@HelenFluffeh It is this desire for the warmth and protection of this light from darkness that shuns those who are surrounded by it. As MLK has said it once before, "Darkness cannot drive out darkness, only light can do that." *w*
Thank you for your very thoughtful and reflecting comment :)
AngelDemon101 2 months ago
I love it ! *O*
AliyaChan 5 months ago
@AliyaChan Thank you~! <3
AngelDemon101 5 months ago
@AngelDemon101 TT^TT He's such a sensitive person... ppl should see that in him. He really is a victim, and heis actually a very mis-understood person... </3
uchihahikari11 6 months ago 2
@uchihahikari11 Heh, you know I never really payed much attention to Russia. Always saw him as that scary country all the other nations were terrified of. But that changed when I saw the comic strip of Russia going all "Why do they - my people - hate me?...I've worked so hard to get us power/standing in the world."
Coz of all the protesting against the czar and all that political conflict. I felt so bad for Russia for taking the "heat" of it all if his boss doesn't man up and deal with TT__TT
AngelDemon101 6 months ago 3
@AngelDemon101 Same here... Until a friend of mine who is a Russia fan-girl turned me into a Russia fangirl. After I started to learn more about Russia, I began to realize that he wasn't the one who chose all of those crimes... His boss did. And the nations have to do what their bosses tell them, like Doitsu in WWII. TT^TT Poor Russia... Always getting blamed due to other people...
uchihahikari11 6 months ago
This was so beautiful... I thought I was going to cry! I love the way Russia is portrayed... It's exactly him! This was sooooo beautiful!!! Thank you!
uchihahikari11 6 months ago
@uchihahikari11 Aww, thank you! *hands you a tissue just in case* <3 and really? I'm glad! :) In my mind Russia isn't always a big, scary dude xD He's just another victim of crimes committed in the past D: One who wants to make amends, but is too scarred and is "un-reacheable" TT^TT
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
@AyuMvs OH. YES. OF COURSE! <3
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
beautiful <33
ShootingStarz127 6 months ago
@ShootingStarz127 Thank you~! <3 o(≧∪≦)o ❤
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
ow my gawshh i thiink...i'm crying T_T that was the most beautiful thing i've EVER seen ..
GaarAG1r7 6 months ago
@GaarAG1r7 Aww sweetie! *hands you a tissue* there, there :) and thank you! TT^TT You're too kind <3
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
Claire this was beautiful ;_; I love this kinda videos and this one just blew my mind. I worship you! <3
SugarrFreex3 6 months ago
@SugarrFreex3 Inês! :D Thank you so much sweetie! <33
And really? :) well then, I'm glad to hear that! Because I've had a lot of inspiration for videos like these xD Granted, not all of them will be sad, but because my downloader is acting up on me there will be more of these..."picture/arts-y" videos? o-o;; if that makes any sense ^^;;
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
OMG sweety...it's so emotional...i love it *cry*
lovely7380 6 months ago
@lovely7380 *hands you a tissue* Aww, thanks dear! :) You're too kind! <3
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
now dis is story =3
xLineagePainx 6 months ago
@xLineagePainx D'aww~ Thanks Lucky! :) <33
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
OMG ç____ç It is really emotional! it is fantastic! I love the immy and the words are really beautiful ... "My wish is... to live in a place full of sunflowers." I believe it is a really sweet and deep thought ç_ç Really Wow Claire *O* you are an adorable poet <3
Sheireen707s 6 months ago
@Sheireen707s *hugs and hands you a tissue* Thank you my dear! <33 I'm so happy to hear that! :) You're really too sweet <33
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
Yt why you no send this to my sub box? D<
I found this on my homepage yet its not on the sub box, meanie yt!
Wahh its so sweet yet beautiful! I love your poems Claire, they're full of meaning <3
I feel inspired to make some too, though I suck at them XDD
I hope work and creativity would both be friends for you Claire C:
I know how hard it is when they collide xD
Janraider 6 months ago
@Janraider *slaps YouTube* coz it's lame like that! >w<''
And aww...thank you Mari-chan! <3 LOL! Nuuu! You won't suck! D: writing like this...it's best if it comes raw, from yourself and your thoughts. The key is not to over think it, just let it flow :)
And yeah, "work" and "creativity" and myself are in counseling right now. We're working it out xD
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
this was beautiful. i cant express how much the whole thing was. but it was beautiful, not the beautiful that people use all the time that doesnt have much meaning. i mean the beautiful that you describe something that touches your soul and then when you rewatch it, you find new meaning to it.
SukuraRulez 6 months ago
@SukuraRulez *wipes tear from eyes* THAT was beautiful as well. "Beauty" can take on many forms and usage, so yeah I understand what you mean :) and thank you! I'm quite flattered by your comment O//O I can't believe at how much this can touch and connect with a person and is open to their own interpretation <3 You are very right in that point! :)
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
@AngelDemon101 oh haha i didnt mean to get all poetic there, i just get that way when i see a really nice video ^^" but im really happy you uploaded this =) i still watch it every now and then when im feeling sad or just when im alone =)
SukuraRulez 6 months ago
@SukuraRulez Oh, no no! xD It's fine :) I wasn't criticizing you or anything about it! I actually loovvve hearing opinions like those <3 I think as you can see I really like those "poetic" ramblings and finding numerous connections/relations from one thing to another! xD (I have no idea why o-o;; probably the feeling of discovering something new each time~ ^^)
That or just the perspective from the not so literal, or technical, is a nice change. :3
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
so sad D: but wow, you packed a punch! here's what my I felt, in..poetic non-rhyming words: it really had this weight pressing down upon me; and I never really understood what it was, until I realised that I'd been seeing pain through the eyes of a fictional character, brought to life by the words and art of someone looking through the eyes of the character the same way I was. The poetry had a gravity that made me really see far beyond the beautiful and sad images personifying them. :'D
NigHtAnGeL4EveR 6 months ago
@NigHtAnGeL4EveR ...*gapes and is speechless*...that..is..t-this is like one of my favortitest (<- that's not a word, oops but who cares? xD) comment EVERRR~! o(≧∪≦)o ❤ I'm a sucker for poems <3 and spoken words in the form of artistic expressions~ *w* (coz I'm a lame dreamer like that XD)
And you...just explained it all so beautifully. As I read your comment I really felt something, a tug, and let me tell you. It really makes me happy to hear someone, even if it's just one, to get the message
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
@AngelDemon101 AWWW! Im so glad that coment made you happy XD yesh, im a lame dreamer too! and yush, things worded poetically...are just...better than normal words >.>
:'D well, not a lotta things get me poetic, except something that makes me feel sad XD so you can say I felt a little sad after watching this and THUS THE POEM ERUPTED FROM THE EMOTION O_O
NigHtAnGeL4EveR 6 months ago
@NigHtAnGeL4EveR (2/2) ...that I tried to portray through my work/video. So thank you, thank you for looking at this from a different angle. Through the eyes of the character, and in a way through my eyes as well. :)
It seems that this style is a favorite from people. So I'm really happy that I'm able to express myself this way and have others feeling some connection as well. Sometimes words spoken fail me, but what's written...I enjoy exploring that part of artistic interpretations xD
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
@AngelDemon101 Yeah, i think this is a really...interpretive style that...is hard to..ok, blah I dunno XD but yeah :D the combo of poetry, pictures and the light instrumental was really great, cuz the poetry stood out more than the words to the song..cuz most people try portraying emotion through the lyrics of the song XD EVERYONE does that >.> but yes, substituting that with your own words makes it more heartfelt and genuine :D YAY TO BIG WORDS THAT ARENT SO BIG BUT STILL! 8D
NigHtAnGeL4EveR 6 months ago
@NigHtAnGeL4EveR Aww, couldn't have said it better myself <3 Thank you Night-chan~ :) Hehe, I should try this style more often xD It allows me to combine my two loves~ Editing and Creative Writing~ 8D (not essay writing, ew. formal writing can go die. die die die! DX)
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
Officially sobbing ;A;
Thanks Claire -sobs in corner-
It is sad... but beautiful
oXTomaHeartXo 6 months ago
@oXTomaHeartXo *hands you a tissue* :3 thank you Toma-chan~! <3
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
So sad but cute at the same time !<3
llCatchMe 6 months ago
@llCatchMe "sate"?, "cuad"?, hmm...maybe I can't combine those two words xD hehe, and thank you! :)
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
Q-Q That was lovely but...WAAAH! T^T it was sad! *sniffles* but beautiful....but sad...but beautiful...but sad but-
random passer by: MAKE UP YOUR MIND WOMAN!
Q_Q Okay, I'll just say it was beautifully sad.
Great work Claire-chan! :D Really lovely vid!
Juura99 6 months ago
@Juura99 *hugs* JUURA-CHAN~ I've missed you! TTwTT *sniffles* (we...are really killing a lot of trees today aren't we? o.o;; I mean look at all these tissues! XD)
*stares at the random passer* Oh let her use as many adjectives as she wants! XD I do that at times...but usually...with food xD My parents get so impatient when I can't order something coz I go back and forth like that ;w;
But thank you Juura-chan! <3 I have another coming soon! While it's still the weekend! XD *freedom!*
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
@AngelDemon101 *glomps back* Missed you too! 8D (Poor trees... T_T *grabs tissue* ...wait... *puts tissue back and uses the random passer's sleeve instead*
Random Passer: BLOODY HELL!!! D:<
Hahah, the only time I really get like that is either when I'm trying to decide what game to play (L4D2 or Sims 3...zombies or sims, zombies or sims, zombiiiieeees or siiiims) or when it's really early on a weekend (Do I get up early and have more time to do things or sleep in? Hmmm Fun or sleep?)
Juura99 6 months ago
wooow it's soo beautiful T-T ♥damn i don't have words to describe this ;. ;
WinryRockbell2208XD 6 months ago
@WinryRockbell2208XD Aww, thank you! Your words are too kind~ <3
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
so cute i love this <3 makes him to sweet :3
1heartgirl 6 months ago
@1heartgirl Aww, thanks! :D and yeah! I wanted to try showing Russia's other "side" to himself ^^ he's just a big, (deadly), cuddly bear XD
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
... the warning didn't help Dx!!! but thank you for remembering <3 BUUUUUUT OMG THIS WAS SO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!! D= the texts were so pretty and the music was so soft and the pictures OMG THE PICTURES!!! ur trying to kill a whole forest aren't u! D= OMG ICE CREEEEEEAM!!! -gets a gallon and a spoon and hits replay while scarfing my face with ice cream- ... yes i am a fatty! xD
MewPudding2222 6 months ago
@MewPudding2222 UWAH. TT^TT I THOUGHT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY WITH THE WARNING! DX Guess not? ;w;...and yes! I completely agree! The pictures is what really inspired me to make this. They are so beautifully done, they made the whole video what it is :)
*le gasp* The forest!!! BUT I RECYCLE! I'M ON YOUR SIDE MOTHER NATURE, I SWEAR! TT___TT and lololol. *sits down beside you at the ice cream station* Let us drown ourselves in gallons of sweets to make it all better! xD *chows down* :3
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
@AngelDemon101 well it helped a lil bit :3 i mean at least i saw it coming xD! but i just didn't know how bad it would be >w> there is ur flaw! maybe we need to make a leveling system like just sad video are lvl 1 warning but extremely sad viddies are like lvl 5 warning xD!
lol xD i guess mother nature will let you off the hook this time, since u recycled and all but just this once! woot! getting brain freezes are more fun with a best friend pointing and laughing at you while havin one hehe.
MewPudding2222 6 months ago
@MewPudding2222 A number warning system? HMM. So would lvl. 1 be tear-inducing? Or no, things past 3 would bring tears? Because I think when I rate them...it might not be 100% accurate depending on what the levels would mean XDDD
Would all the levels need some tissues? O_O and yes, on my scale, this one would beee a 3-4. I think I'd only give a lvl 5 if..it..involves...*smiles suspiciously* a character death... *mwahaha! XD* (then again..that would be MY own scaling o.o;;)
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
@AngelDemon101 hmm 1 would b just choke u up, 2 would b water eyes, and ya anything about 3 would bring the tears lol.
nuuuuz only like 4 and 5 MAYBE 3 for those who get sad really easily ya kno? lol u and i are on the same page thats how i would rate it xD yay for sharing an idea! (mentally at least lol). BTW! u spammed my channel >w> lol
MewPudding2222 6 months ago
OH LOL. Sorry Britt-chan I forgot our whole thing with the warnings! XD
{ WARNING: Video contains "slight" angst scenes and depressing thoughts. Tissues, if needed, are located on your right next to the 'Claire-you-better-make-something-to-make-up-for-this-sadness-you-caused-me-Dx' button.
Comfort food is on the left run by our very own America/Alfred! He will be providing ice cream and sweets for those who need it~ ^^
Thank you and have a grrreaaattt day! :D (lololol XD)
AngelDemon101 6 months ago
Before I start getting questions, no I am not going through an "episode" here xD Just trying to get some creative juices flowing again and a break from all my summer work/classes. (full explanation in description). So no need to worry! ^^;;
I really love the music played in HetaOni, and this one just made me think of Russia and his sunflowers for some reason. And don't worry, I'll cook up something "sweet/fluffy" to counterbalance this "angst" video ;3
AngelDemon101 6 months ago