Crisis of booblical proportions

[davidNtonya]

I love that you're listening to Pink Floyd!

[Rogue1KiwiXXY]

If you don't want to take estrogen there's no force on this earth than can make you, it's your choice. I suggest you take your concerns to your Dr or the person who suggested you take hormone therapy.

[AshenDress]

I understand the whole 'not wanting boobs' thing. To decrease how noticeable they are you can get compression garments to wear that will flatten them down a bit. After your breasts fully develop you can get a surgery to have the fatty tissues removed and it will never come back. Then you could be freed of the burden of breasts for the rest of your life. Just something to consider. ^_^

[HardCandyJane]

If you are comfortable with the way you are and who you are, why not just leave your body the way it is?

[sodacop]

hey natalie,

i've watched your videos and they're very interesting. you mentioned that you're taking estrogen to keep your bones healthy. you probably know that the medical community has a long history of insisting certain therapies/surgeries are medically necessary when they aren't. estrogen does play a role in bone loss but there are other factors as well. don't let anyone convice you that gender is anything more than a cultural category imposed on infinitly variant biological bodies.<3

[MadonnasBigDick]

From a fellow androgyne with no desire to have kids: ignore all the idiots who keep responding. =P

[imaginarydrummer]

you are very beautiful and i think it's very brave of you to choose to be who you really are, even when it doesn't fit other people's conceptions of how things are. i hope it all goes well for you.

[lexadlanod]

I have always asked the same sort of question: Why does women have to suffer from boobs:-)

[imaginarydrummer]

they are more painful and sensitive when they get bigger really fast. once they have been teh same size for a while they are fine in that department. still, if they're really big then they are heavy and that's bad for the back.

[Thopter]

Hmm, you're not into men? That could be a problem. I said you were too cute to be a guy but maybe not, not if Hansen needs a new drummer.:)

[eFeminate]

Egad.

I don't want to be a man OR a woman. Please try your best to grapple with that statement.

[Thopter]

What would happen if you don't pop the horse wee pills? Would you grow a big Johnson?

[eFeminate]

What??? No!

[Thopter]

You are no doubt a woman. Let nature take its course and grow the boobs. You're way to cute to be a guy, that's for sure.

[eFeminate]

It's not so much nature when I'm popping pills made from horse wee.

[wgives]

Natalie, Please post another video, I want to know how you are getting on. Thanks, William.

[daveyork0]

Meditate on the Mantra:

I Feeeeeeeeel my Boooooobs

I Loooooove my Booooooobs

and let me know how it goes.

From "Dr" Booblove

[orangestoneface]

oh, men make a little esrogen, hm maybe I make a litte more, so then , can you not just take such a small manly amount of estrogen, to get good bones

[eFeminate]

That's my theory!

[Danyelhabin77]

Your 20 years old. You may want kids in the future. I think you would look even more pretty with some boobs. Grow some boobs. Good luck have a nice life.

[SmerrillS]

She can't have children naturaly. If she did, it would have to be medically induced.

[CrystalStorms]

well, your kids will LOVE you sooo much! Have children its alright :)

[eFeminate]

I can't have children... I don't have ovaries

[dwype]

i vote for no pills : D

[orangestoneface]

but men dont have oestrogen but have good bones, so why do you need it

[eFeminate]

Men have more estrogen than me! It's true. Men have small amounts of it produced by their testes, believe it or not.

[jandyrainbow]

There are some inter-gendered people who prefer to be a 3rd gender, it is OK to live you life in whatever way suits you and there is always plenty of people who can love the beautiful 3rd gendered person.

[Danyelhabin77]

Straight men want something to penetrate. How do you figure they would love a 3rd gender person ??

[eFeminate]

I hope they woouldn't, because I am not into men.

[hondan93]

Hmm. I read somewhere despite you have XY, your still not a man. I forgot where I did. It seems as if the Y hasn't been develop to the point you can be called a man. No offense. I am not trying to offend you. I am a man, and far from gay, but I see you as a lady.

[jandyrainbow]

Yes you just take a regular low dose and if you have any doubts don't go ahead with anything. Also remember in 5 to 10 years time stem cells will be much more advanced so you will have more options. You could always have the breast core removed and remain feminine without breast but that is a big step and any un-necessary surgery should be avoided.

[sagefusion]

I completely relate to what your saying about having a androgynous body. I am XXY, and have not been taking my hormones for 8 years. I have boobs, but they are small, and wonder sometimes if I should remove them.. but ultimately decide not to. I really hate the feeling of feeling like I'm still in puberty at the age of 24, such as hairyness. Your video makes me feel not so alone.

[JohnBach]

It must be very difficult to make such a permanent decision.

[Aphrodite85]

I really think you shoul be who you are

[davenjoel]

Hey strength to you and I hope you work out a good choice of what suits you. You are the only one that understands what your body is saying to you.

[pariskola]

Very interesting subject! and as a vblog very professional...what camera did you use? you look great (with or without boobs!). If only more blogs where as good...

[Playerpretend6]

U should go through it with puberty. i think u should be a mommy. well that just me. but yea

[MoMatrix1]

So...you want to remove your uterous AKA vagina (practically)? and remove your breasts...? Dont get me wrong I mean you look cute as a female...but it seems to me like you just want become Asexual or something? Anyways...take care.

check ya

[drkshad0w]

You won't have a period dahling -- you have no ovaries with which to have one so -------- yeah -- no fear

[eFeminate]

Actually I have had a period. (My menarche was on Friday) The uterus prepares for eggs even when there aren't any. Unfortunately.

[KraterSr]

Hey I like your courage! I am taking testosterone for 4 years now (i am a 25, xxy)! In my second puberty :)

I hope i may ask you a question:

Do you have pain in your muscles, somelike the feeling as if your bones are thickening without the room for it?

hope everything goes well, greetz

[eFeminate]

Pain in my muscles? I don't *think* so. Though I've had random pains in random places sometimes.

[zantarzanzan]

I love my fairly genderless flat chested body.. all the power to you, I know there are ways you can safely go on low doses of hormones, and maybe even no hormones. Power and strength to you!

[peaceandparty]

i had a masectomy....but i think that we should ultimately accept and not expect things from our body

changing our bodies physically to blend us into this ikea styled boring oneness life

so that we are all the same looking or fitting in..

...should be advised that we could strive to accepting others differences in body and in mind much much more

[nihilisia]

You make sense.  I hope the medical world has the right answers for you.

[tuuLi]

I want boobs! Could you grow me a pair?