i love you, man. haha, seriously. you out of all the youtubers ive seen are able to bring out such sorrow and laughter from me. you're really an awesome person and i enjoy all of your videos.. unless i'm doing particularly bad with my ed and they depress me like crazy, i suppose. but what can you do. heh. <3 hope you're doing well.
I'm mad b/c I know I have a problem, but everyone I know is contributing ("you look better now", "good for you", "you're not that bad so keep doing it" when I'm underwewight medically) so that spirals into my continuing out of spite.
I know exactly what you're saying Ysabella. I get the same comments from friends and family - "you look like a model" "clothes looks great on you now" etc...
But at the end of the day, only you know what's going on in your mind and what may potentially be happening to your body. The fact that you know you have a problem is the first step. And that's what you need (not others' comments) to start the road to recovery.
You defiantly made me realise maybe it WAS worse, much worse then i admitted when i was realy 'into' my disorder. i guess its easier to see it now i'm not so sick. Scary really because i often say 'it wasnt ever that bad...if i slip back its not so bad'....and you know wot this last week I'v missed a few snacks 'xoz anorexia wasn't getting to me an I thought 'theres no harm in missing just 1snack'
slam this tight lil ass =]? 6
434375 3 years ago
i love you, man. haha, seriously. you out of all the youtubers ive seen are able to bring out such sorrow and laughter from me. you're really an awesome person and i enjoy all of your videos.. unless i'm doing particularly bad with my ed and they depress me like crazy, i suppose. but what can you do. heh. <3 hope you're doing well.
weird8twiggy 3 years ago
this vid blessed me! im going to write those excuses and start using my logical mind! this way I can truly understand what's going on with me.
Godlvr2007 3 years ago
I'm mad b/c I know I have a problem, but everyone I know is contributing ("you look better now", "good for you", "you're not that bad so keep doing it" when I'm underwewight medically) so that spirals into my continuing out of spite.
Frustration.
YsabellaTheGoddess 3 years ago
I know exactly what you're saying Ysabella. I get the same comments from friends and family - "you look like a model" "clothes looks great on you now" etc...
But at the end of the day, only you know what's going on in your mind and what may potentially be happening to your body. The fact that you know you have a problem is the first step. And that's what you need (not others' comments) to start the road to recovery.
I so know where you're coming from. Best wishes.
laurelai46 3 years ago
Thanks my name is Jess :D
I wish that were enough.. what i think.. it makes me sad to know how much others' words weigh on me. I feel like a failure.
YsabellaTheGoddess 3 years ago
that is the hardest prt i think!
its hard to beleive you are sickwhen ppl reac t that way i think all of sociaty is sick
jsjadednight 3 years ago
You defiantly made me realise maybe it WAS worse, much worse then i admitted when i was realy 'into' my disorder. i guess its easier to see it now i'm not so sick. Scary really because i often say 'it wasnt ever that bad...if i slip back its not so bad'....and you know wot this last week I'v missed a few snacks 'xoz anorexia wasn't getting to me an I thought 'theres no harm in missing just 1snack'
WRONG..
Relapse caught?
Your A DIAMOND
lilkel86 3 years ago
Hugs::: It's good you are processing this, it helps in relapse PREVENTION. I am proud of your recovery and all the effort you have put into it!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
*blushes* thank you!
lilkel86 3 years ago