my dad is worried about something that will happen in the future so i told him that "yesetday is history, tomarrow is a mystery, and today is a gift. thats why they call it the present." he didnt get it so i tried to explain it to him and my older sister says "SHUT UP, JUST SHUT UP! NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR IT!" they never seen the movie....but, this kind of crap happens all the time. i try to keep a strong face but sometimes its to hard. maybe i should stay quite. i guess its for the best, isnt it?
I have depression, I'm on anti depressents, I do see a therapist, I am trying to commit suicide, I feel like giving up all the time, I was already hospitalized 23 times for cutting my wrist to deep or my mom found me in a puddle of puke from taking a overdoes on my medication. I once tried to hang myself. Never ended the way I pictured. & the sad truth is. I'm only 14.
There is hope for you. This world is a dark place but there is light. His name is Jesus Christ. At the cross He defeated the powers of darkness on your behalf. You don't have to spend one more day in depression. Run into the arms of Jesus. He waits for you. Repent of your sin and ask Him to be your Lord and Savior. You've got nothing to lose except your depression and your place in hell. Go to wwwsonlifetvcom
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I see no reason to keep on hanging on to this missreable life...I have lived many years now just to saticefy the people around me.And to make (them) happy and put on a mask of happiness.When the truth is..i think of death everyday.
Why cant you believe in me, just a little hope is all I need, Tell me all the great things i could be, its not only you who doesnt believe, my parents had no hope they would laugh at me, i would tell them how i hoped to be on top, tell them how I wouldnt give up that i wouldnt stop, they would just laugh at my dreams with no hope in their eyes, but i had hope for myself and still kept my head held high,who can i go to when i want to share my dreams, nobody is the answer only me. a poem frm me
i really like this video, but I want to die, and I don't feel that suicide is an easy escape, I feel that it's the ONLY escape. Sometimes I'm so ruined that I'm surprised I don't collapse in on myself. My depression have spiraled out of control, and also caused insomnia, and anorexia. That's only the things that came up AFTER my depression...
I tried to commit suicide by trying by hanging myself in the bathroom and the curtain rod broke and I fell down. By the way,I tried to do it with an extension chord. But then I went to a Psychiatric hospital and from there,I saw the light at the end of the tunnel and gotten better ever since.
@proudandjoy And whats your medication? Pills? Lies and false promises of happiness? Id rather live in a grotesque reality, than a beautiful lie. Its cool that you are doing better now. But i dont think youve lost your hate and anger. Just suppressed them. Well anyway id rather not bring you down with my ramblings right now. Blessed be !!! :P
@proudandjoy Im not talking bad of Jesus i just hate it when people try to shove me their believes down my throat is all. Im sick of seeing church stuff on every video
Wow you lost me on the Jesus part. Fuck you christians, stop shoving your beliefs down my throat. Oh Jesus is there for you,....FUCK YOU. Yeah if I ever want my water to turn into wine Ill call him, dont worry. How exactly did Jesus help anyone? And dont give me that died for my sins crap, he died because he broken Roman law, not because he wanted to save us all.
I've felt this way for 3 years. For a year it was okay, I was happier.. It started a year after the bullying started. It still hasn't ended to this day. 14 years old and I've been like this since I was 11.. My best friend knows.. She has asked about the scars on my arms but I don't tell her where they're from or how they happened. No one asks, I don't tell them. My mum came in my room earlier today and I just started crying. I try to be strong and happy, sometimes it works, others it doesn't..<3
Jesus Christ, the Son of God, died for our sins. He was buried and rose again so that all who believe on Him will have eternal life. It is a free gift from God paid for with the blood of Jesus Christ to all who believe on Him for it. CALL ON JESUS CHRIST AND BELIEVE IN HIM FOR ETERNAL LIFE IN HEAVEN.
I always feel lonely and sad. I am just 14 i should be happy and have friends but I dont. I am scared of always being lonely and misunderstood. I feel that people always wanna push me down and everything I do is wrong. I try to be strong and happy and smart the way I was before all this crap. But its hard life sucks.
I'm at a stage where I really don't feel anything. I'm not happy nor am I sad. life is a dilemma eh? I don't want to live, but I don't want to die either...
@termometen I LOVE YOU and i want you to realize that there are 2 things you need to know. Not education not boys or men girls or ladies whats hip and cool, not religion. The 2 things you need to know is the lie and THETRUTH. The truth teaches us that in life there WILL BE pain and that pain is for a reason. It teaches us that death really isnt death at all. THETRUTH teaches us all we need to know: shalom,happiness and contentment. the lie teaches us the very opposite and tells us its truth.luvu
suicide is an illness often misunderstood till today. I had 2 friends committed suicide becos' they cannot go through illness n life after years of medication from one drug to another. I help them n talk 2 them 2 get out of suicide 2 many times . untill today i still survive n on all kinds of depression pills available. Jesus Christ helps me all the time..thank God 4 that..
suicide has nothing to do with depression. suicide is an instant act you sense do not function. Depression something completely different emotionally hurt. Even famous actress Nicole Kidman face depression after break up with actor Tom Cruise.
@mythicman4545 it shouldnt be treated like cancer. my older brother had cancer and he said he wants to live. he fighted so hard against his own body. he became thin and lost his hair,he died at only 16 years. cancer is the most fucked up thing that can happen to you and the ones who love you. it is completely hopeless and there is nobody who you can blame for it. i think most ppl with cancer would like to have just a depression.
@mythicman4545 right, cancer kills you. but with depression, in the end, its your choice to live or die. if you dont want to die go to a shrink. you dont have this possibility with cancer.
@MrBlob1004 I don't want to really compare depression and cancer in any way, but if the depression is caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain it probably can't be cured by going to a shrink. Instead, doctors prescribe pills, their answer to everything...
@MrBlob1004 me too, but I don't even really remember how it feels to be happy. I've been pretending to be for two years, but everyday feels almost like a lie. I hate comparing things like depression with cancer because so many people have personal experience with cancer and feel quite strongly about it.
Cancer is a physical aliment, depression is mental.
@MrBlob1004 I agree with you, and really do believe that cancer is much more serious than depression, but some depressed people fight against depression so hard that they just lose their will to live because they've simply run out of the strength to do a thing. I've struggled with my depression fro two years, I've attempted suicide several times. All I want is to be better, but even with all of the strength in me I can't
@mythicman4545 yes but deppression can be "cured" persay, cancer cannot; it can only be delayed. As a cancer surviver I can say that it is one of many things that can cause depression. In fact it is one of the reasons I have such a hard time shaking off my depression. Since cancer can start in any person, young or old, it can strike at anytime, more than once. Ive had it once already, theres no telling if I'll get it again or not. Now that is a major depression starter.
@mythicman4545 (cont.) Once depression starts even the toughest have a hard time shaking it. And that is also why it should be treated as a cancerous disease but not exactly like cancer because it is not a fatal disease that slowly kills you cell by cell. Yes it can be fatal but only by choice, cancer on the other hand, without modern technology, you would have a painful death.
To actually WANT to die - and to want to end your own life - is a sin according to Christianity,but at the same time at least now i can see why so many people see life as not worth living. And i don't blame them for wanting to take the easy way out rather than seek any help in repairing their lives. They're not considered cowards to me,cos if suicide wasn't a sin i would've chosen to commit suicide and wouldn've done so quickly and painlessly.
Interesting because God may be with you, but if you've tried to friggin hard to be a Christian, and you tried your best at being one, and you still aren't one, then screw it.
I gave it my all, and it wasn't good enough. I gave my all at everything I did, and it wasn't good enough. So I give up. To much pressure at school, to much pressure with family, to much pressure with friends. Screw it.
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i am getting close to attempting again the world will never understand me for being gay to many plp plus society in america are to homophobic i am tired of getting treated like shit on a daily basis from family,communitybeing the only gay guy here no one notice if i am gone most plp never see me anyway i am tired of dealing with plp that learned nothing from columbine i just with i could have found a guy friend who was gay or wusn't homophobic to bad that will never happen fuck my life n state
@1431adam You'll solve nothing by taking your own life. In fact, you will destroy other peoples lives. Like family and friends. I have family members who are gay. Love yourself, fuck everybody else. I was diagnosed with severe depression 3 months ago. Hang in there. It's hard . Think before you act. God Bless.
I like the idea of this video but most things you can't tell to people suffering from a serious depression, simply because they won't understand... It won't change the way they feel about their life that seems useless to them.
What people need to realize is that indeed depression is not something that will just go away. Depression is in fact a disease! Studies show there are actual physical changes in the structure of the brain.
The statistic rates are alarming, thank you for this information...
Resistance to treatment corresponds to fear, rejection, and low self image. Its difficult to admit your suffering and having to acknowledge one doesn't have what it takes to be productive in life is an extreme position of vulnerability.
We have been fed from the beginning of time were dirty, and of little worth. Our image is marred, and it happens to be what creates our whole universe...sickening to say the least..
I'm 11 and majorly depressed, but like my parents care,like anyone cares. I've already been to a counsellor but nope,nothing. Let's hope I live for another 5 years
Life is hard no matter where you go you gotta learn to lived with it is a part of our life. You think killing yourself is a good idea? I said no..you might not have friends, family dissing you, you working really hard and not paying off in the end,the person you like doesn't like you but doesn't mean is a everyday thing will be like that right? there always a person who would care the other person you just need to find it.
@FallingSky7 SHUT THE FUCK UP MORON....MAYBE I'M HOLDING THIS SHOTGUN IN MY MOUTH BECAUSE I've LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND AM TIRED OF FUCKING LOOKING AND I"D LOVE TO KILL YOU BEFORE I DIE FOR WANTING ME TO LIVE ON TO BE TORTURED ONE MORE FUCKING DAY WITH YOUR CHILDISH FANTASY THAT TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER: EVERY FUCKING TOMORROW I've EVER KNOW HAS BEEN HELL......SO TODAY I WILL END ALL TOMORROWS.....THANKS FOR THE INSPIRATION! :o)
@LV07TSK (continue...) The problem is that people think only crazy people go to psychiatrists, but really some medication can help within DAYS! You won't believe it until you try.... It's perfectly desirable to see a doctor when you're in a bad mood that takes longer than two weeks. Feeling empty, unloved, miserable etc is not because your life is in fact THAT more miserable than some others, but it's because of your ways of coping that lacks... Go see a doctor, he will not think you're stupid!
secretly I wish I could be like u I will never say it 2 your face but the most sad part is u can get away from me.When ever u get bored of making me feel bad and making me wish I didn't exist...
You don't know what depression is. If you have no money, you can become depressed. But, most of the time it's about being treated like an outcast, having no friends, getting bullied and teased. I've been treated like an outcast and have been getting hit for no reason for the past seven years, and you can look me in the eye and tell me that I can't get depressed about that?
I heard the biggest lie today after this dude found out about the cuts on my arm..."Dude, people love and care about you...don't do it". People are great liars, aren't they? :0
I currently am depressed I haven't got the confidence to tell anyone I just hide when I can but when j can't I cover it, and yes I self harm. I am Christian tbh i a agree the only thing keeping me going is the Lord he loves each and everyone of us, you should be able and trust him like a parent
give me the reason to live, if i have no that loves me or cares for me and i am neglected all the time :( i cut myself, replace the hurt inside with hurting myself
@valkerie451 There is a reason to live. Jesus Christ went through it, and defeated it. Use him as your rock to stand on, I got out of depression the first 2 days I had it. Took me long enough to realize that God is bigger than any possible problem you may have.
@gloinstrong idk man i have doubts about jesus sometimes, then idk no one really knows for sure if he exists or not , if he does, then why are many people's lives so bad even if they're good or bad
@valkerie451 well if you really want to know the truth bad enough you'll find it. i did. i use to believe in jesus to but my common sense got the best of me
@gloinstrong have you ever read the bible? and actually put some thought into it??? if you have you would know that it says 95% of the people on earth are going to hell. and not cause they did anything wrong but just because they didn't believe jesus. but he loves us right??? i was like you for 20 years but my common sense finally overcame all the BS that was put into my head over all those years.
The only girl I truly loved killed herself and killed a part of me. Ok... there is my story. Whatever now I can tell my friend I watched this stupid video. Thank you comrade for wasting about five minutes of my time.
One day I came home from my job (we had just started living together). Anways I came home and her car was there and everything so I say "What the hell! Nikki baby you all right?". I search the house for her and find her lying face down in a pool of blood. I later found out she had a flashback of one of her friends jumping off of a building and killing themselves. She couldn't take the memories so she just went to the bathroom and slit her Carotid artery.
Friend of mine wanted me to watch this. I like to comment on videos so I might as well tell a story. I live in Yerevan, Armenia (if you don't know where that is it is near Russia). I was fifteen years old and had a job in the Armenian Army. My girlfriend was Nikki Antyaon... she always had trouble with managing her depression. She had trouble with it since she was around thirteen. I felt for her because I too had slowly watched most of my friends kill themselves in the Late 90's.
Dont do anything drastic. They obviously aren't your friend if they're telling you stuff like that. Whatever you're going through, you have to keep fighting on.
Look for Islam and his way of life right in the Islamic religion, then you will know that the disorder is not life itself .. but in the way we live this life
Search for true Islam and who converted to Islam and feelings and how their lives have become better
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hayy my names nathaniel but i go by natey or nate..ive been through depression i now how bad it can be..im here if any1 would like to talk..im Not a doc or pysacrist..just a teenage guy(15) whose willing to be a friend to sum1 and any1 who needs one... feel free to message or commment me..my email is nblair95@gmail.com
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Depression is the result of suppressed negative thoughts which emerges as a massive negative energy blockage usually located in the center of human body right above the navel point.The energy flow doesn’t move which provokes a heavy layer of unbalanced energy waves blocking the natural energy exchange between major vital organs. Medicine cannot alter or cure depression, it only suppresses human thought process. By altering your thought process, you undo the energy blockage and let it flow freely
Suicide is my only option. my friend told me that I was just parasites for my mother .. my familly hate me.. my friends hates.. Why? everybody hate me.
we all have different and valid reasons for comitting suicide. I dont know why, but it makes me feel good having a loaded gun under my bed, even though im too young to even have one, because it gives me a sense of security, knowing theres an escape, and im not helpless. And prayers cant save u, not at all. Unless god brings backs all those that he has taken from me, then i will never make another prayer in my life!
I've suffered from depression for 7 years. I've seen 5 different doctors and it keeps coming back. I've attemped suicde 20 times, and what have people said? I'm weak, worthless. Jesus said, "Come to me all you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest." I turned to god before, and all he did was listen instead of act. Now i have only one friend left out of the 4 of us, one suicide, one car acciedent, and one murder. So all i ask, is where is God when his children need him most?
@zmtohate weakness is inexistant in the human mind. its a physical term. people turn suicidal when thier problems cause acessive pain or are amplified to a point that they cannot cope with it. this isn't weakness, simply because humans are humans. We're not invincible. Whoever called you weak was either scared and wanted to egg you on to fight it, or thought they were superman and had never discovered thier breaking point. you aren't weak. you made it this far, after all, so why ever stop going?
@zmtohate It is absolutely impossible for me to provide you with anything else than a person to talk to. I cannot strongly relate to suicide. and unlike most people trying to help, i am willing to admit this. it takes alot to drive someone to suicide, but it dosn't take as much to come back from it. just determination, and friends. -God, theropy, parents, advice, etc. this is all good, but ultamatly, it is secondary. you must want to be happy, and you must have help to achieve this.
@zmtohate as I have said, I cannot relate 'strongly' to suicide. but I have had plenty of contemplating. but listen here, the reason I am on this video and found your comment is because i just cut twice. and had some contemplating of it. but i am here. and the only thing keeping me sane is the knowledge that I am "possibly" "slightly" helping someone. knowing that my life isnt pointless, is my motivation. I may give up on myself, others will give up on me, but `I` will NOT give up, as they did.
@YouAndMe4EverBBY I'm in the same position, I'm just one of those people no one seems to care about or even pretend to notice. I don't see why people would care if I did kill myself and if there is a god he or she doesn't give a damn about me either so I get how you feel.
You can look at suicide different ways. It is selfish cuz ur letting everyone u care about down but to them that's u being selfish. But to u if ur depressed I beleive that most people think it's them being selfish cuz they don't care enough to really look at u nd notice or just don't care enough to help. I am currently suffering from depression nd no one seems to care, so why should I??
Some of you on here need to get hit in the jaw with something real blunt.
Some of you are being childish, arrogant, ignorant and petty a**holes. Depression isn't something that you can just debate over, it's something horrible. Right along with Suicide, man wrote that suicide is a sin in the bible so that man will fear being sent to hell. That's what the bible is here for, to scare people into doing one thing and not the other. Its you life, and your choice, a sad choice, but yours all the same
I'm suffering from depression and had a couple suicide thoughts. No one know about it they never will one the pll reading this know about my depression. I don't want to bother my family an make them think I'm making it up for attention but I think My depression is getting worse. The only thing that keeps me through the day is music. But that will soon be gone when school starts what do I do to stop my depression with out my family or friends know about it. Btw I'm only 12.
@HotEmoChick10179 Find new friends, even if they're only friends online. Just talking to somebody can often help. On November 19, 2008 I was hospitalized for suicidal tendencies (I was 17 at the time) as a result of a series of seriously fucked up events, including some built up through years of having been bullied (most of my life so far, though it stopped a couple years ago). While I was in the ambulance being taken from a short-term facility to a longer-term one, I realized that I was (cont)
@HotEmoChick10179 over-reacting to two major events in short succession, more than the overall pain from all that I've been through. I managed to get myself past what had happened, for the most part (there's still pain). I'm willing to do what I can to help, if you want it.
seriously, only two things are needed to cure de3pression... God's love for you, and alkaline....trust me, been there, all you need is God really, but he did provide great foods to help us balance our lives out...
@needforweed2 A long time ago an actor said that he couldnt relate to one person or a small group of people, yet he could confide all kinds of personal stuff on a show broadcast all over the world and he didnt know why.
There is nothing wrong with taking our own life! We are all going to die anyway - it's just a matter of time. It's your body - your life - your choice
What do people in third-world countries have to do with depressed people half-way across the world. Most of the time, people in third-world countries are so busy clawing onto their last breath that they don't even think of whether it's worth it or not.
I'm thirteen. I feel this way every night. It's not like: 'oh, yeah, another stupid teen whining about a broken 'relationship'. I'm just sad cuz of my mom, dad dying, brother taking narcotics, with my mom, he might have cancer, and I'm just sick of it all.
Please don't kill yourself peoples I know life suck but what can you do that how life is everybody struggle in there own way whether your poor or rich that how we lived in. Please do not cry thinking about all the sadness inside of you try to be strong I'm sure you will find a way to make yourself happy. Just calm yourself, look at the sky, closed your eyes, and feel the wind blowing on your face and listen to the echo and think about all the good thing that what giving you. LUV YA' ALL" *wink*
i tried to coomit suiciide by taking 14 painkillers but my mum brother and sister took me to the hospital and i had blood test and the was no damage to me but sometimes i wish they had worked i feel like i cant talk to anyone coz i feel like i would i am selfish and ive hurt my family to much and i cant hurt them anymore.
@poopmonster1843 by the way, you know how you say "lots of people have it worse." yea, well, these are those people... stupid comment dude. have you ever mett your breaking point?
my dad is worried about something that will happen in the future so i told him that "yesetday is history, tomarrow is a mystery, and today is a gift. thats why they call it the present." he didnt get it so i tried to explain it to him and my older sister says "SHUT UP, JUST SHUT UP! NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR IT!" they never seen the movie....but, this kind of crap happens all the time. i try to keep a strong face but sometimes its to hard. maybe i should stay quite. i guess its for the best, isnt it?
FunnyLittleRedHead 5 days ago
I have depression, I'm on anti depressents, I do see a therapist, I am trying to commit suicide, I feel like giving up all the time, I was already hospitalized 23 times for cutting my wrist to deep or my mom found me in a puddle of puke from taking a overdoes on my medication. I once tried to hang myself. Never ended the way I pictured. & the sad truth is. I'm only 14.
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There is hope for you. This world is a dark place but there is light. His name is Jesus Christ. At the cross He defeated the powers of darkness on your behalf. You don't have to spend one more day in depression. Run into the arms of Jesus. He waits for you. Repent of your sin and ask Him to be your Lord and Savior. You've got nothing to lose except your depression and your place in hell. Go to wwwsonlifetvcom
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lovecantkeepquiet 5 months ago
@mrottentom life is confusing I guess :)
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I see no reason to keep on hanging on to this missreable life...I have lived many years now just to saticefy the people around me.And to make (them) happy and put on a mask of happiness.When the truth is..i think of death everyday.
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koveras13 6 months ago
I think this video is great. Thank you.
neveraloneinthiswld 6 months ago
Imagine feeling that way? I don't have to imagine. Its my reality.
XxHannahTehGREATxX 6 months ago
Why cant you believe in me, just a little hope is all I need, Tell me all the great things i could be, its not only you who doesnt believe, my parents had no hope they would laugh at me, i would tell them how i hoped to be on top, tell them how I wouldnt give up that i wouldnt stop, they would just laugh at my dreams with no hope in their eyes, but i had hope for myself and still kept my head held high,who can i go to when i want to share my dreams, nobody is the answer only me. a poem frm me
JodiSherwood 6 months ago
I wish upon a star,
where ever you are,
to give me the strenght to move on
out of the darkness i wish to flee
so happy i may be.
epicdisaster4life 6 months ago 2
Cure for depression = Weed. Fuck man, weed has helped me so much, it actually makes me happy again
YoItsJackW 6 months ago 2
i have severe depression and have been stressed out over every little thing. my blood pressure is sky high because of it..
Thehighschool8888 7 months ago
i really like this video, but I want to die, and I don't feel that suicide is an easy escape, I feel that it's the ONLY escape. Sometimes I'm so ruined that I'm surprised I don't collapse in on myself. My depression have spiraled out of control, and also caused insomnia, and anorexia. That's only the things that came up AFTER my depression...
Trying2FindWhoIam 7 months ago
life sucks
chevyturck 7 months ago
I tried to commit suicide by trying by hanging myself in the bathroom and the curtain rod broke and I fell down. By the way,I tried to do it with an extension chord. But then I went to a Psychiatric hospital and from there,I saw the light at the end of the tunnel and gotten better ever since.
98bigbutt 7 months ago
Please type in Ban Paxil using google search engine and sign the petition if you believe that Paxil is a bad drug
jessicaelainek 7 months ago
this is really good i feel like this
stephy269811 7 months ago
how you feel*
koveras13 7 months ago
i know how you have felt
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koveras13 7 months ago
u are alexander rybak.. arent ya? u who is in this video talking..
koveras13 7 months ago
Are you geroge bush?! wtf?!!!!!!!!!!!
koveras13 7 months ago
@proudandjoy Same with the music part, cept i dont only listen i write it as well. Its soothing indeed
LongviewGD182 7 months ago
@proudandjoy And whats your medication? Pills? Lies and false promises of happiness? Id rather live in a grotesque reality, than a beautiful lie. Its cool that you are doing better now. But i dont think youve lost your hate and anger. Just suppressed them. Well anyway id rather not bring you down with my ramblings right now. Blessed be !!! :P
LongviewGD182 7 months ago
@proudandjoy Im not talking bad of Jesus i just hate it when people try to shove me their believes down my throat is all. Im sick of seeing church stuff on every video
LongviewGD182 7 months ago
Wow you lost me on the Jesus part. Fuck you christians, stop shoving your beliefs down my throat. Oh Jesus is there for you,....FUCK YOU. Yeah if I ever want my water to turn into wine Ill call him, dont worry. How exactly did Jesus help anyone? And dont give me that died for my sins crap, he died because he broken Roman law, not because he wanted to save us all.
LongviewGD182 8 months ago 2
Jesus is the way!!
koveras13 8 months ago
I've felt this way for 3 years. For a year it was okay, I was happier.. It started a year after the bullying started. It still hasn't ended to this day. 14 years old and I've been like this since I was 11.. My best friend knows.. She has asked about the scars on my arms but I don't tell her where they're from or how they happened. No one asks, I don't tell them. My mum came in my room earlier today and I just started crying. I try to be strong and happy, sometimes it works, others it doesn't..<3
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Jesus Christ, the Son of God, died for our sins. He was buried and rose again so that all who believe on Him will have eternal life. It is a free gift from God paid for with the blood of Jesus Christ to all who believe on Him for it. CALL ON JESUS CHRIST AND BELIEVE IN HIM FOR ETERNAL LIFE IN HEAVEN.
JesusPaid4You 9 months ago
What's the music in the background??
95didde 9 months ago
I know Jesus is here... but i also know that he wont forgive me.
sadness0329 9 months ago
I always feel lonely and sad. I am just 14 i should be happy and have friends but I dont. I am scared of always being lonely and misunderstood. I feel that people always wanna push me down and everything I do is wrong. I try to be strong and happy and smart the way I was before all this crap. But its hard life sucks.
96lifeismusic 9 months ago
I'm at a stage where I really don't feel anything. I'm not happy nor am I sad. life is a dilemma eh? I don't want to live, but I don't want to die either...
termometen 9 months ago 19
@termometen that's anhedonia,feel of nothiness, is a part of depression too. I have it, you can fight it,it hurts, sure, but it's also worth it
MicaelaLelli 9 months ago
@termometen same here..
Emurlyjayne 9 months ago
@termometen same with me
shikapow64421 7 months ago
@termometen I LOVE YOU and i want you to realize that there are 2 things you need to know. Not education not boys or men girls or ladies whats hip and cool, not religion. The 2 things you need to know is the lie and THETRUTH. The truth teaches us that in life there WILL BE pain and that pain is for a reason. It teaches us that death really isnt death at all. THETRUTH teaches us all we need to know: shalom,happiness and contentment. the lie teaches us the very opposite and tells us its truth.luvu
ITSHALLBWHATITSHALLB 5 months ago
@termometen omg same here
meioww111 4 months ago
suicide is an illness often misunderstood till today. I had 2 friends committed suicide becos' they cannot go through illness n life after years of medication from one drug to another. I help them n talk 2 them 2 get out of suicide 2 many times . untill today i still survive n on all kinds of depression pills available. Jesus Christ helps me all the time..thank God 4 that..
sirariellevi 9 months ago 2
I am going through this and words can't describe how awful it is. I'm suffering from severe depression. It is no joke. It feels like I can't go on.
modelchic99 9 months ago 3
suicide has nothing to do with depression. suicide is an instant act you sense do not function. Depression something completely different emotionally hurt. Even famous actress Nicole Kidman face depression after break up with actor Tom Cruise.
kaunhumein1 10 months ago
Well it was good, till you started preching to me about "God" I can't fucking stand Christans..
Ritacoonrod101 10 months ago
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davidtraistaru 10 months ago
depression should be treated like cancer. both slowly eat you away. some live and some dont
mythicman4545 10 months ago 13
@mythicman4545 absolutly true... :/
cheddermist 10 months ago
@mythicman4545 it shouldnt be treated like cancer. my older brother had cancer and he said he wants to live. he fighted so hard against his own body. he became thin and lost his hair,he died at only 16 years. cancer is the most fucked up thing that can happen to you and the ones who love you. it is completely hopeless and there is nobody who you can blame for it. i think most ppl with cancer would like to have just a depression.
MrBlob1004 7 months ago
@MrBlob1004 they both slowly kill you.
mythicman4545 7 months ago
@mythicman4545 right, cancer kills you. but with depression, in the end, its your choice to live or die. if you dont want to die go to a shrink. you dont have this possibility with cancer.
MrBlob1004 7 months ago
@MrBlob1004 I don't want to really compare depression and cancer in any way, but if the depression is caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain it probably can't be cured by going to a shrink. Instead, doctors prescribe pills, their answer to everything...
Trying2FindWhoIam 7 months ago
@Trying2FindWhoIam yea, maybe this sux too. so i just speak for me. i prefer having my depression and no cancer. at least i dont know yet.
MrBlob1004 7 months ago
@MrBlob1004 me too, but I don't even really remember how it feels to be happy. I've been pretending to be for two years, but everyday feels almost like a lie. I hate comparing things like depression with cancer because so many people have personal experience with cancer and feel quite strongly about it.
Cancer is a physical aliment, depression is mental.
Trying2FindWhoIam 6 months ago
@MrBlob1004 I agree with you, and really do believe that cancer is much more serious than depression, but some depressed people fight against depression so hard that they just lose their will to live because they've simply run out of the strength to do a thing. I've struggled with my depression fro two years, I've attempted suicide several times. All I want is to be better, but even with all of the strength in me I can't
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MrBlob1004 7 months ago
@mythicman4545 yes but deppression can be "cured" persay, cancer cannot; it can only be delayed. As a cancer surviver I can say that it is one of many things that can cause depression. In fact it is one of the reasons I have such a hard time shaking off my depression. Since cancer can start in any person, young or old, it can strike at anytime, more than once. Ive had it once already, theres no telling if I'll get it again or not. Now that is a major depression starter.
HappyIsFleeting 1 month ago
@mythicman4545 (cont.) Once depression starts even the toughest have a hard time shaking it. And that is also why it should be treated as a cancerous disease but not exactly like cancer because it is not a fatal disease that slowly kills you cell by cell. Yes it can be fatal but only by choice, cancer on the other hand, without modern technology, you would have a painful death.
HappyIsFleeting 1 month ago
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To actually WANT to die - and to want to end your own life - is a sin according to Christianity,but at the same time at least now i can see why so many people see life as not worth living. And i don't blame them for wanting to take the easy way out rather than seek any help in repairing their lives. They're not considered cowards to me,cos if suicide wasn't a sin i would've chosen to commit suicide and wouldn've done so quickly and painlessly.
MsPeachPrincess21 10 months ago
Interesting because God may be with you, but if you've tried to friggin hard to be a Christian, and you tried your best at being one, and you still aren't one, then screw it.
I gave it my all, and it wasn't good enough. I gave my all at everything I did, and it wasn't good enough. So I give up. To much pressure at school, to much pressure with family, to much pressure with friends. Screw it.
awsomenator1 11 months ago
(sighs) im 29..happy (lol what would make you so sure im 18)
vaheedh 11 months ago
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Watch my new video on DEPPRESION! it will help you, together we can fight this !
xoDancerMusic12 11 months ago
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Watch my new video on DEPPRESION! it will help you, together we can fight this (:
xoDancerMusic12 11 months ago
wanting to die, does not make you depressed,so you're not depressed
doctors will always say you are cuz the governt put in a law 2 force doctors into lying
you just have a self-grudge against yourself
FEELING REALLY SAD OR DOWN CUZ? YOU LOST YOUR LIFES WORK,
OR A LOVED 1, OR YOUR DREAM JOB
that is when you are depresse, but depression dies away
having a self-grudge does not go away until you recieve a life-change
i know this cuz im a doctor(dentist now)
vaheedh 11 months ago
@vaheedh ok mr. doctor, why does your profile says that you're 18?
strawberry5999 11 months ago
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vaheedh 11 months ago
@vaheedh -_- u actually are an 18 year old
strawberry5999 11 months ago
Death is all I think of
HOTHEADW45 11 months ago
Ive been depressed for a year and I JUST recently got a therapist for my major anxiety issues -.- I'm only 14 and I already want to die
sco3ops 1 year ago
@sco3ops im 13 and i already want to die
donniie7 1 year ago
@donniie7 awh D: but why, you don't have to say, but :C i have my good days annd my bad days, :\
sco3ops 1 year ago
@sco3ops i dont have to say it but i want to say it...
1.) family 2.) friends 3.) girlfriend 4.) strangers 5.) school 6.) and a bunch of other people
donniie7 11 months ago
@donniie7 puberty :p nah nrly.. got suicide thoughts when I was 7.. or 6? hell i dont remember my whole life.. wanna talk?
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mdcombs79 1 year ago
i am getting close to attempting again the world will never understand me for being gay to many plp plus society in america are to homophobic i am tired of getting treated like shit on a daily basis from family,communitybeing the only gay guy here no one notice if i am gone most plp never see me anyway i am tired of dealing with plp that learned nothing from columbine i just with i could have found a guy friend who was gay or wusn't homophobic to bad that will never happen fuck my life n state
1431adam 1 year ago
@1431adam You'll solve nothing by taking your own life. In fact, you will destroy other peoples lives. Like family and friends. I have family members who are gay. Love yourself, fuck everybody else. I was diagnosed with severe depression 3 months ago. Hang in there. It's hard . Think before you act. God Bless.
caper2 11 months ago
depressed: read the Quran
NoorminAllah 1 year ago
I like the idea of this video but most things you can't tell to people suffering from a serious depression, simply because they won't understand... It won't change the way they feel about their life that seems useless to them.
What people need to realize is that indeed depression is not something that will just go away. Depression is in fact a disease! Studies show there are actual physical changes in the structure of the brain.
Ireneluvsfanfics 1 year ago
How do you make a video with words and a song in the background like this one?? I want to make one about my brother that passed away
morganwynn2011 1 year ago
@morganwynn2011 um,,, use windows movie maker...
awsomenator1 1 year ago
Do we NOT CARE about ADULTS who end their lives?
LV07TSK 1 year ago
The statistic rates are alarming, thank you for this information...
Resistance to treatment corresponds to fear, rejection, and low self image. Its difficult to admit your suffering and having to acknowledge one doesn't have what it takes to be productive in life is an extreme position of vulnerability.
We have been fed from the beginning of time were dirty, and of little worth. Our image is marred, and it happens to be what creates our whole universe...sickening to say the least..
jungian9111 1 year ago
I'm 11 and majorly depressed, but like my parents care,like anyone cares. I've already been to a counsellor but nope,nothing. Let's hope I live for another 5 years
holestaa 1 year ago
@holestaa dont think like that lots of people will care about you and even thought i dont know you i care
eveathome24 1 year ago
@eveathome24 thank you...
holestaa 1 year ago
Life is hard no matter where you go you gotta learn to lived with it is a part of our life. You think killing yourself is a good idea? I said no..you might not have friends, family dissing you, you working really hard and not paying off in the end,the person you like doesn't like you but doesn't mean is a everyday thing will be like that right? there always a person who would care the other person you just need to find it.
FallingSky7 1 year ago
@FallingSky7 SHUT THE FUCK UP MORON....MAYBE I'M HOLDING THIS SHOTGUN IN MY MOUTH BECAUSE I've LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND LOOKED AND AM TIRED OF FUCKING LOOKING AND I"D LOVE TO KILL YOU BEFORE I DIE FOR WANTING ME TO LIVE ON TO BE TORTURED ONE MORE FUCKING DAY WITH YOUR CHILDISH FANTASY THAT TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER: EVERY FUCKING TOMORROW I've EVER KNOW HAS BEEN HELL......SO TODAY I WILL END ALL TOMORROWS.....THANKS FOR THE INSPIRATION! :o)
LV07TSK 1 year ago
@LV07TSK what a fucking retard peoples try to help you and you being fucking stupid fucking emo.
FallingSky7 1 year ago
@LV07TSK (continue...) The problem is that people think only crazy people go to psychiatrists, but really some medication can help within DAYS! You won't believe it until you try.... It's perfectly desirable to see a doctor when you're in a bad mood that takes longer than two weeks. Feeling empty, unloved, miserable etc is not because your life is in fact THAT more miserable than some others, but it's because of your ways of coping that lacks... Go see a doctor, he will not think you're stupid!
Ireneluvsfanfics 1 year ago
I need 2 feel wanted just like u...
I need a hug when I'm sad just like u...
I'm a person just like u...
I have made more mistakes than u
secretly I wish I could be like u I will never say it 2 your face but the most sad part is u can get away from me.When ever u get bored of making me feel bad and making me wish I didn't exist...
but I can NEVER GET AWAY FROM MY SELF
music9931 1 year ago 4
@music9931 thats so true, and beautiful.
TheKamikazeen 1 year ago
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You don't know what depression is. If you have no money, you can become depressed. But, most of the time it's about being treated like an outcast, having no friends, getting bullied and teased. I've been treated like an outcast and have been getting hit for no reason for the past seven years, and you can look me in the eye and tell me that I can't get depressed about that?
zander8412 1 year ago
I heard the biggest lie today after this dude found out about the cuts on my arm..."Dude, people love and care about you...don't do it". People are great liars, aren't they? :0
TheActionGameMaster 1 year ago
I currently am depressed I haven't got the confidence to tell anyone I just hide when I can but when j can't I cover it, and yes I self harm. I am Christian tbh i a agree the only thing keeping me going is the Lord he loves each and everyone of us, you should be able and trust him like a parent
easilyaMUSEd121 1 year ago
give me the reason to live, if i have no that loves me or cares for me and i am neglected all the time :( i cut myself, replace the hurt inside with hurting myself
valkerie451 1 year ago
@valkerie451 There is a reason to live. Jesus Christ went through it, and defeated it. Use him as your rock to stand on, I got out of depression the first 2 days I had it. Took me long enough to realize that God is bigger than any possible problem you may have.
gloinstrong 1 year ago
@gloinstrong yeah well it seems that god doesnt really like me ive tried to be spiritual and didnt change a thing just made things worse
valkerie451 1 year ago
@valkerie451 What do you mean by spiritual? Read the Bible man, Jesus is the real deal.
gloinstrong 1 year ago
@gloinstrong idk man i have doubts about jesus sometimes, then idk no one really knows for sure if he exists or not , if he does, then why are many people's lives so bad even if they're good or bad
valkerie451 1 year ago
@valkerie451 well if you really want to know the truth bad enough you'll find it. i did. i use to believe in jesus to but my common sense got the best of me
chrisstbtc 10 months ago
@gloinstrong have you ever read the bible? and actually put some thought into it??? if you have you would know that it says 95% of the people on earth are going to hell. and not cause they did anything wrong but just because they didn't believe jesus. but he loves us right??? i was like you for 20 years but my common sense finally overcame all the BS that was put into my head over all those years.
chrisstbtc 10 months ago
The only girl I truly loved killed herself and killed a part of me. Ok... there is my story. Whatever now I can tell my friend I watched this stupid video. Thank you comrade for wasting about five minutes of my time.
GodfreyofYerevan218 1 year ago
One day I came home from my job (we had just started living together). Anways I came home and her car was there and everything so I say "What the hell! Nikki baby you all right?". I search the house for her and find her lying face down in a pool of blood. I later found out she had a flashback of one of her friends jumping off of a building and killing themselves. She couldn't take the memories so she just went to the bathroom and slit her Carotid artery.
GodfreyofYerevan218 1 year ago
Friend of mine wanted me to watch this. I like to comment on videos so I might as well tell a story. I live in Yerevan, Armenia (if you don't know where that is it is near Russia). I was fifteen years old and had a job in the Armenian Army. My girlfriend was Nikki Antyaon... she always had trouble with managing her depression. She had trouble with it since she was around thirteen. I felt for her because I too had slowly watched most of my friends kill themselves in the Late 90's.
GodfreyofYerevan218 1 year ago
Your really amazing .
now come read me a bed time story (:
<3
1555Lucy 1 year ago
@BloodShit666
Dont do anything drastic. They obviously aren't your friend if they're telling you stuff like that. Whatever you're going through, you have to keep fighting on.
DesperateBullet 1 year ago
i am really sad now and i cant believe some ppl still posting comments about encouragin us to become muslims..... PLZ FAK OFF
rolf778 1 year ago
Look for Islam and his way of life right in the Islamic religion, then you will know that the disorder is not life itself .. but in the way we live this life
Search for true Islam and who converted to Islam and feelings and how their lives have become better
12fares12 1 year ago
@12fares12
thats what cristians say to
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LostMyReality 1 year ago
@LostMyReality
Search for Islam may change your perception
Thank you for your interest
12fares12 1 year ago
@12fares12
no thanks I live in 2010
LostMyReality 1 year ago
@LostMyReality
I wish you a happy life and lasting success
Thank you for talking with me ..
12fares12 1 year ago
@LostMyReality
:)
12fares12 1 year ago
hey guys any one suffering or had depression check out my site go onto xanga.com / undiscoveredgirl
Undiscoveredgirl1 1 year ago
You people should learn how to bully back instead of crying about it all the time.
IronFist088 1 year ago
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lezHelpPpl 1 year ago
you touched my heart with this video because i unfortunately know how it feels
everyone has hope xxx
Una756 1 year ago
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hayy my names nathaniel but i go by natey or nate..ive been through depression i now how bad it can be..im here if any1 would like to talk..im Not a doc or pysacrist..just a teenage guy(15) whose willing to be a friend to sum1 and any1 who needs one... feel free to message or commment me..my email is nblair95@gmail.com
95nblair 1 year ago
if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advise.
birdiebeliever 1 year ago
Thank you for this Video.... I needed a positive word.
lilindion17 1 year ago
With hair like that I'd kill myself too
JohnnySaltman 1 year ago
Depression is the result of suppressed negative thoughts which emerges as a massive negative energy blockage usually located in the center of human body right above the navel point.The energy flow doesn’t move which provokes a heavy layer of unbalanced energy waves blocking the natural energy exchange between major vital organs. Medicine cannot alter or cure depression, it only suppresses human thought process. By altering your thought process, you undo the energy blockage and let it flow freely
RUSSKAYAG 1 year ago
hey whats the music thats playing around 4:00???
wud really appreciate it.
ohnoudidntSNAP 1 year ago
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depressed this is my 4th year
what should i do?
bogue1771995 1 year ago
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@bogue1771995 Kill yourself LOL
JohnnySaltman 1 year ago
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Suicide is my only option. my friend told me that I was just parasites for my mother .. my familly hate me.. my friends hates.. Why? everybody hate me.
BloodShit666 1 year ago
I was struggling to investigate about depression, if i have it or not, then one day... i found a whole different world of wisdom...
radha417 1 year ago
god isnt real what left is their to belive in
divinoman123 1 year ago
@divinoman123 Satan?
cuzzo820 1 year ago
we all have different and valid reasons for comitting suicide. I dont know why, but it makes me feel good having a loaded gun under my bed, even though im too young to even have one, because it gives me a sense of security, knowing theres an escape, and im not helpless. And prayers cant save u, not at all. Unless god brings backs all those that he has taken from me, then i will never make another prayer in my life!
BFMV698 1 year ago
thirtheen and fourtheen too
mewholoveyou96 1 year ago
treatable only if you are willing to be a fat, bloated fucking eunuch
aardvaark069 1 year ago
That goes to everyone. Read that comment.
Koldatt 1 year ago
I've suffered from depression for 7 years. I've seen 5 different doctors and it keeps coming back. I've attemped suicde 20 times, and what have people said? I'm weak, worthless. Jesus said, "Come to me all you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest." I turned to god before, and all he did was listen instead of act. Now i have only one friend left out of the 4 of us, one suicide, one car acciedent, and one murder. So all i ask, is where is God when his children need him most?
zmtohate 1 year ago
@zmtohate weakness is inexistant in the human mind. its a physical term. people turn suicidal when thier problems cause acessive pain or are amplified to a point that they cannot cope with it. this isn't weakness, simply because humans are humans. We're not invincible. Whoever called you weak was either scared and wanted to egg you on to fight it, or thought they were superman and had never discovered thier breaking point. you aren't weak. you made it this far, after all, so why ever stop going?
Koldatt 1 year ago
@zmtohate It is absolutely impossible for me to provide you with anything else than a person to talk to. I cannot strongly relate to suicide. and unlike most people trying to help, i am willing to admit this. it takes alot to drive someone to suicide, but it dosn't take as much to come back from it. just determination, and friends. -God, theropy, parents, advice, etc. this is all good, but ultamatly, it is secondary. you must want to be happy, and you must have help to achieve this.
Koldatt 1 year ago
@zmtohate as I have said, I cannot relate 'strongly' to suicide. but I have had plenty of contemplating. but listen here, the reason I am on this video and found your comment is because i just cut twice. and had some contemplating of it. but i am here. and the only thing keeping me sane is the knowledge that I am "possibly" "slightly" helping someone. knowing that my life isnt pointless, is my motivation. I may give up on myself, others will give up on me, but `I` will NOT give up, as they did.
Koldatt 1 year ago
@zmtohate
God doesn't exist. Man I can't believe you tried 20 times..... I haven't even tried once yet... fuck that scares me now :/
38michaelllogan 1 year ago
@YouAndMe4EverBBY I'm in the same position, I'm just one of those people no one seems to care about or even pretend to notice. I don't see why people would care if I did kill myself and if there is a god he or she doesn't give a damn about me either so I get how you feel.
superfly893onrs 1 year ago
You can look at suicide different ways. It is selfish cuz ur letting everyone u care about down but to them that's u being selfish. But to u if ur depressed I beleive that most people think it's them being selfish cuz they don't care enough to really look at u nd notice or just don't care enough to help. I am currently suffering from depression nd no one seems to care, so why should I??
YouAndMe4EverBBY 1 year ago
@YouAndMe4EverBBY i know how your feeling and it's not selfish it's theonly way to stop feeling on the brink of death <3 and just so you know i care
spiri337 1 year ago
@needforweed2 becouse its anonymous no one knows them...
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AskJackHalture 1 year ago
Some of you on here need to get hit in the jaw with something real blunt.
Some of you are being childish, arrogant, ignorant and petty a**holes. Depression isn't something that you can just debate over, it's something horrible. Right along with Suicide, man wrote that suicide is a sin in the bible so that man will fear being sent to hell. That's what the bible is here for, to scare people into doing one thing and not the other. Its you life, and your choice, a sad choice, but yours all the same
LynnLynna 1 year ago
every 17 minutes someone somewhere is committing suicide.
LynnLynna 1 year ago
I'm suffering from depression and had a couple suicide thoughts. No one know about it they never will one the pll reading this know about my depression. I don't want to bother my family an make them think I'm making it up for attention but I think My depression is getting worse. The only thing that keeps me through the day is music. But that will soon be gone when school starts what do I do to stop my depression with out my family or friends know about it. Btw I'm only 12.
HotEmoChick10179 1 year ago
@HotEmoChick10179 listen to the music in your head.
mandalore125 1 year ago
@HotEmoChick10179 Find new friends, even if they're only friends online. Just talking to somebody can often help. On November 19, 2008 I was hospitalized for suicidal tendencies (I was 17 at the time) as a result of a series of seriously fucked up events, including some built up through years of having been bullied (most of my life so far, though it stopped a couple years ago). While I was in the ambulance being taken from a short-term facility to a longer-term one, I realized that I was (cont)
silencesoloud12 1 year ago
@HotEmoChick10179 over-reacting to two major events in short succession, more than the overall pain from all that I've been through. I managed to get myself past what had happened, for the most part (there's still pain). I'm willing to do what I can to help, if you want it.
silencesoloud12 1 year ago
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why was "God" brought into this?
dafrenchie94 1 year ago
very depressing
nirvanagirl90210 1 year ago
seriously, only two things are needed to cure de3pression... God's love for you, and alkaline....trust me, been there, all you need is God really, but he did provide great foods to help us balance our lives out...
luckydog1351 1 year ago
how come so many depressed people share their most private thoughts out here on youtube? jeez...
needforweed2 1 year ago
@needforweed2 A long time ago an actor said that he couldnt relate to one person or a small group of people, yet he could confide all kinds of personal stuff on a show broadcast all over the world and he didnt know why.
SuicideisBrainLess 1 year ago
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DianaKayable 1 year ago
@DianaKayable well i hope your over it? stay strong x
thehelpinghand1 1 year ago
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There is nothing wrong with taking our own life! We are all going to die anyway - it's just a matter of time. It's your body - your life - your choice
HOLDTHAPHONE 1 year ago
Suicide is selfish. Yes, you are going through hell. I'm depressed as well. BUT: Think about the 3rd world countries. They have it way worse.
Either grow up and deal with the pain, or just kill yourself.
OopaintingLflowersoO 1 year ago
@OopaintingLflowersoO
What do people in third-world countries have to do with depressed people half-way across the world. Most of the time, people in third-world countries are so busy clawing onto their last breath that they don't even think of whether it's worth it or not.
Kelarre653 1 year ago
Is it no co-incidence that the majority of people who commit suicide stand out as the more intelligent ones? Pro-lifers are stupid.
Kelarre653 1 year ago
@Kelarre653 you're a hypocrite for believing such bullshit.
dublinfreshmilk 1 year ago
@Kelarre653 i totally agree on that
sheena742 1 year ago
@sheena742
You can't think that because the Bible says that suicide is bad! That means that is IS! I win the debate nenenenene!
Kelarre653 1 year ago
I'm thirteen. I feel this way every night. It's not like: 'oh, yeah, another stupid teen whining about a broken 'relationship'. I'm just sad cuz of my mom, dad dying, brother taking narcotics, with my mom, he might have cancer, and I'm just sick of it all.
lovedrreid1 1 year ago
Please don't kill yourself peoples I know life suck but what can you do that how life is everybody struggle in there own way whether your poor or rich that how we lived in. Please do not cry thinking about all the sadness inside of you try to be strong I'm sure you will find a way to make yourself happy. Just calm yourself, look at the sky, closed your eyes, and feel the wind blowing on your face and listen to the echo and think about all the good thing that what giving you. LUV YA' ALL" *wink*
SkoobyDoo401 1 year ago
i tried to coomit suiciide by taking 14 painkillers but my mum brother and sister took me to the hospital and i had blood test and the was no damage to me but sometimes i wish they had worked i feel like i cant talk to anyone coz i feel like i would i am selfish and ive hurt my family to much and i cant hurt them anymore.
TheCutiebird93 1 year ago
ur music suck ass go tha hell!
koveras13 1 year ago
Wah wah wah. Stop bitching. Lots of people lives are worse. Deal with it or kill yourself.
poopmonster1843 1 year ago
@poopmonster1843 by the way, you know how you say "lots of people have it worse." yea, well, these are those people... stupid comment dude. have you ever mett your breaking point?
Koldatt 1 year ago