Libations, Meditation & Activation Day 13 of 21 Day Habit Challenge

[LadiiAna7]

You are very inspirational and I loved your videos from the first one that I watched. I did feel the energy and it made me feel better about a personal situation that I'm going through now. It was powerful!

[TonyaTko]

@LadiiAna7 Im GLAD Darlin :)

((( HUGG)))

-Tko 

[tiffanybee2]

I just stumbled upon this today and I am floored. I had to fight back the tears. I lost my mother at 23 and I just performed my first libation last week. I came on youtube searching for vids on libation to see other people's experience when I came across this. What a powerful experience! I feel as if a burden has been lifted. Thank you.

[rippmonney2]

respect

[blackwombman]

thank u tonya ....i have been blessed and i hae started a journey to my conscious awareness ,and i'm ready to make this bold steps to live a fullfilling life

[lunaone]

Blessings to Oschun, Yemaya and Olocun, the goddesses of water! Moving video!!

[SISTAHTEEK]

Powerful and emotional stuff. May the blessings of your ancestors shine on you always.

[janicedel]

the night that i prayed to my ancestors i had a dream of a bed and some feet were underneath a blanket and they were moving. i looked up feet on dream moods and it meant foundation stability holiness. i looked up blanket and it meant protection, warmth, love, and security!!! now thats deep!!. my parents and my grrand parents are deceased so that dream meant alot to me...

[janicedel]

Hey TonyaTKO i prayed to my ancestors the night before last and yesterday morning i woke up to the sound of my fathers favorite song by the spinners ill be around... the words when ever you call me ill be there when ever you need me ill be there. they werent just playing it they were blasting it so loud that it woke me up out of my sleep. i new it was a message from my father!!!! ive lived here for over six months and i have never heard my neighbors play any music....

[LatinSoulLady]

Earthy, grounded, longevity, protection, shelter, steady.

The turtle's shell resembled a dome and was seen as a symbol of the dome of heaven -hence heavenly virtue

Generally turtle is seen to represent: self-containment, creative source, earthiness, being grounded, longevity, protection, shelter, and a steady approach to life.

In dreams they are interpreted as patience, wisdom, or hiding something essential.

[TonyaTko]

Hey Momma, BIG HUGGGGS to you. I am sending you out some strength right now :-(

-Tko

[LatinSoulLady]

Turtle is considered by some Native Americans to be one of their the oldest, most sacred symbols. They believed that North America was created on the back of The Great Mother, a turtle.

In the far east, turtle was carved and worn as a talisman for power over all forms of bad magic.

[MissSierraMalone]

Tonya you have inspired me so much. Your spirit and strength is admirable.  You've already won.

[afingeroriginal]

this has been very poetic I think I may have left a random comment on here and I must have been in another mind any way this was cool

[afingeroriginal]

why did he do that

[Sallyakerti]

OMG! I can't beleive some one broked your apartment,i know your stronge & you know what doesn't kill you it only makes you stronger be well hun.

Thanks for uploading this vid.

[shojinstudios]

That's some JACKED UP mess your Room mate did to you Tonya, seriously I think you should be pressing some charges and an eviction notice I think is in order! Careful how you mess with all that evoking the "spirits" of your ancestors and other otherwordly beigns. Libations and all that stuff is very closely related to santeria among other native rituals. Hope all is well with you Tonya!

-ElJuano

[desigayboi]

please can you come i need to get my brows threaded

[zheahra]

Tonya, girl, can't stop thinkin' about the vid. I remember when my son called me on my cell and work no. and couldn't get a hold of me. He was in a bad situation. I thank God that because of what I have instilled in him he knew what to do. Once, he'd reached me he kept saying momma I called you and you weren't there. My heart melted. I told him I am not always going to be around but the things I have taught you will remain in your memory.

[TonyaTko]

Thats really sweet zheahra, and oh so very true!

-Tko

[zheahra]

"No weapon form against thee shall prosper"~Isaiah 54:17. Oh, I felt the energy coming from this vid. I was thinking about that hug you give at the end of your vid. I feel that you care and have love in your heart. That person was meant to bring you to that moment you shared with us. Moments are temporary. Lessons last a lifetime. I pray that you remain strong and receive what you need to make it through. Lov ya and a hug for u.

[realizeth3lies]

You're ridiculously awesome.

[1NobleGiant]

I'm new subscriber to your channel and I find you to be very entertaining, but these past videos to me are showning you under considerable stress. Libations, like prayer, is a great for spritial edification but it shouldn't be done only in times of duress but also prosperity. Maybe this situation with your roomate shouldn't play out online. Take the time you need to fix this and come back because you spend so much time being strong for others maybe its time for you to be strong for yourself.

[TonyaTko]

Hey Noble. Keep in mind this is my FIRST libation so yeah its at a time of duress but give it time, I will do them during good times too. And abt it playing out online I don't really have a choice, I'm making a video a day during the 21 day habit challenge so I can't exactly hold inside whats going on. It will show on my face & deteriorate me, so I might as well let it out. Trouble dont last always. And I need the encouragement & love from others right now.

Thnx for your comment

-TKO

[1NobleGiant]

Thanks for replying and I knew you would say that the show must go on as it should. I stil going to watch your videos irreguardless cause I think your that good. I listened to you on that radio show and it was really good with all the knowledge and the girl talk lol. Oh and the difference between you and Alexyktylor is patience. The last caller was about to drown on his own words. You would of let him drown instead of trying to shout him down. It was the only dark of the evening IMHO

[TonyaTko]

WOW! Im surprised anyone was there till the end of the show. I was only calling in so I couldnt see what was going on. I'm not really sure if it was patience so much as non-disturbance. I'm not disturbed by conflicting points of views. I know circular arguments only go round-and-round and I respect ppl are entitled to their opinions. So Im not sure if its patience as much as non-chalance :-)

-Tko

[dadreamzworld]

I wasn't gonna even watch this, I am so uplifted and glad I did. I think sometimes we can be hard on ourselves and I believe if we stopped to listen to the universe, He will tell us to live within our spirit. Just think about living inside your spirit instead of allowing yourself to live in your body!~ Thanks for finding me!~

[cassie120962]

Thank you Tonya. My mother died June 14, 1992 and today is the 17th anniversary of her death. I love what you said: "Don't think about why she died, but why she lived." I felt the same chills you felt.

You were a blessing to me today/tonight. She (my mother) has been on my mind constantly today and she always told me, "The only person in this world that is going to make you happy is yourself."

B. S. A. (Be Strong Always)

Tonya

[kellee24]

POWERFUL!!!!!!!!!

Tonya what made him do this?

[Bronzstar]

I want you to feel empowered to have the god given right to BEAT THE SHIT OUT HIM!!!!!

Londyn...

Grown ass men acting like bitches. Pathetic!

[kemetpowernow]

very powerful i love it add to my favorite

[lilallnatural]

tonya keep your head up!! you have to tell us why did this crazy guy do this to you!!!

[Diffie64]

Blessings to you, Tonya. Your mother and grandmothers have some awesome power. Watching this at least a full day after you uploaded it, I literally shook with that same cold electric feeling showering me from the top of my head. I am not black and may not completely understand your experiences, but somehow I have been touched by you sharing this experience. I am sending all the positive energy I that can in your direction and hugging you back. Thank you, Tonya. I'll be looking for you on FB!

[erjanica25]

I've been following your channel for a while, but I don't beleive I've commented. I just wanted to thank you so much for sharing this with us. You've defintely given me strength.

[zzpressleyp]

This is the first time I have ever had a Ytube hug:) I really felt it and and I really enjoyed your video. This is the first time I viewed one of your videos. This was a deeply inspirational video. You called your ancestors down and made it rain! That was not a coincidence. Our ancestors hear us and they always respond. You have a warrior spirit, I feel your energy. Continue to be encouraged.

[jody808]

you have a strong spirit that touches me, i believe we all have a inner light shines at different levels, sometimes it has to light our way through darkness, great vlog

[nikki51572]

Tonya excuse my french but your roomate needs a good old fashion a** whippin! Regardless of what may have happended...he had no right to destroy your things, such a punk! Enjoy your day! :)

[AlxArdnax]

You are a strong, beautiful person.

[mrznichy]

Tonya I really needed and appreciated this video.. As you were, I'm 19 and my father died this February .. On fathers day I'm going to try this out.

Again Thank you

♥ ashlii.nichole

[Mrsjackie1]

I watched the video of him with you. I think he was or still is smitten with you. If he watched you while you were in Nevis, he learned of your new friend you really liked. He's angry because now he knows for sure you just want to be friends with him. He's a man scorned!! Justified or not watch him, he is crazed by his own type of love! The way he look at you was more than simple friends. He might not had spoke it, but I think he is loved crazed.

[SirArthur007]

Cool vlog. :) It is important to choose your friends/roommates carefully. That is why I stick with clean, hygienic, smart and cute people that relates to me.

[dAtBaLliNoCtAvIoUs4u]

Girllllllllllllllll you need to be in somebodies church preaching or somethin because you are that one!!!!!

I'm only 17 and ooooooooohhhh I feel you so much!!!! ♥♥Xerrelle♥♥

[TonyaTko]

I have a 17 year old viewer? woohoo! I didnt know the young ppl were still watchin, You go girl. Let me guess youre very mature for your age? :)

-Tko

[twiikimchi]

I'm just a bit younger than 17...and yes, i watch your videos. :)

[dAtBaLliNoCtAvIoUs4u]

Yes I am .Very at that, but you know me being 17 and so young of a dude I am it's hard to get respect around here in Texas ,but wooooooooooo they can't stop me oooooohhh because I know that I can do anything I set my mind to.You are my new inspiration Tko I love you dearly♥♥

--Xerrelle-♥♥

[seventhstar]

You are sucha lovely person and you need to get away from that douche bag! You are sooooo way worth better than that kind of treatment. It's all about respect Tonya!! I have a knack for being a greenthumb. I rescue plants - revive them - re-root them in water - re-pot them. It's kind of like a hobby for me. Grow that plant to it's maturity again and give me a piece of it so I can root it over here where I am - in Cleveland!!!

[TonyaTko]

You want a piece o my momma's plant? hehehe

That would be something hunh? If I could give out lil pieces of this plant all over the world :-)

Tell me, I wanna put it in soil, what type should I get for this cutting? And since I took the plant out yesterday one of the leaves are dying, as it it absorbed some of the negative energy :-(

-Tko

[seventhstar]

If you are re-rooting that plant - don't do it in that plastic bottle. It is better to do it in a simple clear drinking glass. Get some potting soil,(Miracle-gro) put it in a planter about 8 inches diameter x 10 inches deep & has good drainage. Soak the dirt - get it damp first before planting-helps the plant go through less shock. Keep the plant near a window with some good sun light & keep it's location. Water once thoroughly every other week. Maybe mist it with a spray bottle periodically.

[seventhstar]

Plastic releases oils into the water & is poisonous for most tropical plants. If you want - you can mix some charcoal ash with the soil. Ash is pure carbon & plants love it. You can even mix used coffee grounds with the dirt only you risk getting teensy flies-harmless-but annoying. But it is like putting your plant on steroids. Months later you will notice lots of new foliage, leaves are bigger than normal and your plant looks beautiful and will produce rootable stems for other starter plants.

[Mrsjackie1]

God Bless you. I really feel for you and your struggle. You are so young out there fighting for you self. I am a christian; I also suggest to you call on Jesus Christ and the holy spirit . He won't fail you. Peace and Blessing

[MochaSun77]

I was there with you yesterday when you were on the Alexyss K Tylor show, Stay strong! xoxoxoxo

MochaSUn

[Nyquia]

U inspire me I'm going through some things right now. And I know that we'll make it through. Please be careful Tonya make sure u get pix and videos of all the evidence. And get away from this guy. I mean what is his problem is he jealous? Maybe he needs to get help. I feel you're hugs it's like you're reaching out to me. You're a very strong beautiful black woman and it's time to move i know u need more space and dude is just losing his mind is a sign. Be safe and take care Luv ya, Candy Hugzzzz

[MusicAdd4ever]

Damn this was REALLY powerful and I felt the shivers here in my home, sitting in my chair... I was there with you Tonya... WOW

You better be proud of yourself and proud of your whole family for creating the person you are today...

THANK YOU SO MUCH for inspiring all the people that see and LISTEN to your videos...

WOW my eyes are watery :'D

[mstuni]

Alexyss just posted the show!!!! The two of you are great

[ShikaG81]

Girl you are so strong.  I thank heavens that I have a strong woman role model like yourself to look up to everyday. You keep doing your thing girl.

[cherrydiva1]

Dear Tonya, I feel your pain but don't forget to call upon the name of God, Yahvé, Jesus and the holy spirit.

Please call upon the holy spirit.

God bless

[Zsalaco]

Yes!!

[joeantoine504]

you doing wonderful,keep your head up and keep going.i'm cheering for you

[joeantoine504]

i wish to god i was there,i would handle you problem

[hlmohamed]

Animal symbolism of the turtle deals with:

Order

Creation

Patience

Strength

Stability

Longevity

Innocence

Endurance

Protection

[hlmohamed]

the chills were your family's spirit wrapping themselves around you.....

[babyb360]

My father past away when i was

11 now im 17 going on 18 july 13.

Hes always around me

& it this beautiful smell & cool breeze

I feel & it relaxes me. .. .

[RandomNPC15]

You rock , get rid of that roommate he's no good for ya.

[alexyktylor]

gurl I watched this again and it made me want to cry I felt the spirit and chills all through me the turtle confirmed that your ancestors heard you and you will be ok I gaurantee it. he will pay for what he did walk in faith not in fear Vagina Power 2009!!!!!!

[brain96969]

He will pay when someone makes him pay.

[alexyktylor]

GURL this is sooo powerful Im so glad that you did this Vagina Power

[YurgesBitch]

Amen ='( god this is getting to me ='[

[brain96969]

I am worried about what is going on between you and your roommate. He could poison your food or put bacteria in your food.

Watch out Tonya!

[YurgesBitch]

I love u miss TKO. you inspire me soo much ='D

[Zanni994]

i'm glad that you were not hurt...are you going to kick him out the apartment?

[Zsalaco]

Tonya... I'm glad to see you still have your positive attitude despite what you are going through at this time.

Did you do any research YOURSELF on libation?

Anyway, I wish you nothing but, the best of everything.

[Teresita40]

Thank God for you positive attitude, may he continue to keep you safe and strong. I will pray for you in Sunday school today. Trial and Tribulations make us stronger, it is all for a reason.

[385181]

i am inspired, i dont even know what i just saw..

[sns1618]

That was a wonderful video Tonya! you are such an inspiration. I'm going through some things as well and this has helped me to remember my strength and where it comes from....All the things my ancestors have gone through...my problems seem small! I am truly blessed!

[mistyaaa]

Tonja I'm so sorry to hear about your situation. I checked your other video. You and "dude" looked like you got a long so well. I wish you had a hidden camera to get it all on tape. What a sad little man. Hope everything works out.

[mistyaaa]

OMG - sorry T. Don't know what I was thinking. T O N Y A!

[anpippin]

First of all, you should kick your roommates butt, and ask them why they did damage to something that wasn't theres, and then kick them out of your home

[Lauriette31]

Tonya you had me in tears this morning. Thank you so much. When you mentioned the butterfly effect I lost it honey. I love what that theory stands for.... you gonna be alright.

(((((((((((HUG))))))))))

[JumokeTV]

hey tonya.. im sorry you have to deal with a crazy roommate.. I hope thiat this person gets what they deserve and you keep moving on ..

-JumokeTV

[TonyaTko]

Im not sure, but am I GLOWING at the end of this video? Like literally illuminated? I dont know I have to scroll back. This is some amazing stuff!

-Tko

[passang25]

Hii beautiful Tonya. I lost my mother too two years back and I always wear the bracelet she gave to me. I ve been so destroyed. I opened a bar since she passed away and its going well. You make my day everytime i watch your videos. I feel related. Oh and the guy who bugs you, damn. Do something about it Tonya or else he ll continue vandalising. You can just ask some peep to give a good slap in his face haha i donno..

anyhow I love you too very very much

Hugs

[regemo]

Love and joy, sending it ya. :)

[BelgiumChoco]

I'm tearing up here..a very heartfelt video...Tonya ýour going threw it'but you WILL come out of it. Your roommate is the worst!! He done all of that to your belongings...one word he is 110% BITTER!

[randapandapants77]

Thank you for posting this video in your situation! I love how strong you are and for that man to do all this to you is terrible. I'm sorry to hear about your mom and If I knew her I would see how you are like her. You were lucky to have such strong women in your life and to come from that line of Amazing challenges. No one can hold you down cause you stay up and show him he is not a good person. Luv Ya! ;D

[shortdribble]

that plant is your mom still here with even thou she back with the Lord she left that peice of plant here with you to let you that she is still here looking out for her baby. stay strong stay focused and stay blessed!! and get the HELL out of that apt.

[TheLastKiss00]

I felt like crying during your libation. I don't know why and I don't know where that came from.

But seeing you pour that water and imagining it flowing on this Earth just made me feel so alive.

I do feel your hugs, I always have.

[TonyaTko]

Thank you so much LastKiss. I just watched it again and I wanted to as well. Thank you

-Tko

[teddymike]

Yes that was a great hug and you did libation just as you needed in other words it was right on point light, peace, and blessings

[TonyaTko]

Thanks Teddy

-Tko

[Blendre]

You are a remarkable lady. Thanks for sharing. Your room mate is an asshole

[TheDoodlibop]

D:} No way, no way, no way! I very well know who that is. Oh my goodness Tonya, I'm so sorry to hear this. {=(

This is very shocking to hear... But you keep strong, hun. {= )

[TonyaTko]

Yeah I know... I can't believe it has gotten to this point and over what?? For what really? I'm glad there was something in your spirit that never took to him, and got him OUT of your life.

-Tko

[pukalika1]

Tonya this video was powerful!! when the turtle appeared that just freaked me out because in the Hawaiian culture the Turtle or Honu as we call the turtle in Hawaii .. is a powerful symbol ...first off the Honu never forgets its birthplace so just that alone along with the the libations just gave me the chills...the Honu is also the symbol of longevity and humility, peace, and represents the spirit within...such a powerful symbol in the Hawaiian culture.....cont....

[pukalika1]

Hawaiians believe that certain species of native wildlife were manifestations of akua, or God, who were specifically tasked with looking after mankind....

such a powerful video

Mahalo

Stay blessed

PaKa

[TonyaTko]

Hey Paka! Its nice to see you again. Thank you for watching and telling me what the turtle means in your culture! I thought it was amazing when it came out of no where, I didnt know what it meant and your words along with the timing of its surfacing really reinforces that something WAS happening.

-Tko

[MrzBreakfastClub]

Don't worry about your roommate Tonya. He sees your strength as a weakness or an intimidation of his and he wants to live his life through your downfall, which is pathetic. Stay strong girl, don't let him get to you.

[TonyaTko]

Thans MrzBC. I appreciate that and its so true, but if he wants to live his life thru my downfall, he wont be doing much living bcz we will NOT fall

We're going to keep rising to the top :)

Okay, imma stop quoting lyrics hahaha

-Tko

[MrzBreakfastClub]

You're welcome... :)

[mstuni]

I was trying to listen to the show you had with Alexxys yesterday, for some reason I could find it!!

Keep a positive attitude and yes, I do feel the hugs!!! you are my youtube bf

[mstuni]

meant couldn't

[Lifesfun]

Alexyss has uploaded the show on youtube now.  It's very good.

[lesley1346]

i hope doing that brings u strength. what you said about your mom got you here and gave u what u needed before she left..i started crying...i lost my mom a few years ago..what you said completely resonated with me..thank you

[TonyaTko]

HugHug Lesley, it will be alright :)

-Tko

[b703ng]

why would your roommate do that?

[rochigh69]

Thank you...you just don't know how much I needed to hear your words today. I know that everything will work out for you. You are a very special person with a gift.

[TonyaTko]

Thanks so much Roc! Thank you. Im glad something in this vid touched you.

-Tko

[syckindahead]

Amen@2:30; I'm so happyt that you are digging deep and feeling empowered in ur situation. Praying for u and sending u pos vibes. That plant is awesome too!

[syckindahead]

just watched snippets of the Harlem vid again. It doesn't seem like it was almost a year ago! Hmm...well...at least I know who u r referring to now (SMH).

[TonyaTko]

Yeahhh... how time flies. Thank you for watching syck

-Tko

[PinotNoir1975]

peace and blessings ...

powerful !

[TonyaTko]

Thanks Pinot

-Tko

[msjkirklee]

This was a powerful video!!!!

[TonyaTko]

Thank you MsJ

-Tko

[lilcoco77007]

You need to sue that moron! That has gone too far!

[TonyaTko]

Police said I cant prove that I didnt do that damage myself

-Tko

[mskalabama]

WOW! Tonya you are such an inspiration, I look up to you so much. you have helped me deal with the passing of my father and made me realize that I should celebrate his life and not continue to mourn his death. Girl you are a phenomenal women. you have no idea how your words have changed my life. even though your going through something that would have broken many down you still continue to keep your head up and keep moving. CANT NOBODY HOLD YOU DOWN. your blessed and highly favored. love ya.

[lilcoco77007]

I agree!

[TonyaTko]

LOL! Thank you MsK, we gon stop reciting song lyrics aint we??!! lol.

But yeah. Im glad some of my words could help you. Those were some words which helped me, and in the future when you see someone suffering pass it along. Thank you for watching. Hug-Hug.

Now go and think about all the things your father did before he left! :-D

-Tko

[mskalabama]

I will. much love sister.

[thedog105]

u will get everything figured out i know your mom is with me she never leaves your side she and all of your other family members that has passed on will be there with you

[missneta05]

I swear... when you hugged the camera, i got instant chills all over my body! no lie! love u girl!

[JazzyJ251987]

I feel you. I think this was very good for you...even though people are giving you a hard time, it's important to call on your strong past to give you strength. Keep meditating and giving thanks. Your own positivity is blessing you.

[Wolfidy]

I always feel your hugs. I think that's one of the things that drew me in to subscribe.

Also, this was so personal, I think it's amazing you were able to share it with everyone. I felt something and I will be sure to light a candle for you. I really do hope everything works out for you. You're so awesome, though...I'm sure they will!

[thedog105]

omg amen sister i am sorry about your mother and i am sorry about your room mate

[LadyKay29]

Tonya I have no doubt that this will past. You are a strong woman that shines through it all. You will be victorious in this situation no matter what you decide to do cause you have already won.

[DominicanBlackBoi]

what that guy did to u is horrible! You are a really strong women to not been discourage from all the negativity that has been happening.

[shehasavoice2]

Now, I can see why you are such a strong woman. It's in your blood.

[dreadee34474]

why did he??