Hey man! I don't think answering such questions is worthy of of your efforts l he obviously said at the end of his question that he just doesn't get . What makes him think that an answer will help him with that. Besides , it's known that a lot of gay people are trapped in the definition they worked so hard to create and be equal( for this matter well suppose they are ) for.so don't bother. Regarding the Acne . If you take milk thistle , it can relieve it , the hormones are killing the liver you
Bullshit, why noone talks about the cost of such an operation? It costs tens of thousands of pounds and I see no reason why this should be paid by state insurance.If you are a woman and you fell like you want to "become" a man, then ok, go and pay for the operation it out of your pocket....my taxes are being wasted on ppl like you, instead this money could be used for better treatment of ill people or somewhere else. All that neoliberal propaganda tells people that its better to be gaythese days
@Marlonuss BTW, I DID pay for my own surgery. And it was $7,000, not even close to being "hundreds of thousands of pounds." And learn about being trans (as a birth defect) before you judge. Your neoconservative propaganda tells people that trans people are insane, don't deserve insured treatment.
First of all I said tens of thousands not hundreds ok?
Second $ 7.000 is probably just tits removed and maybe you did not even pay that in full but was covered partly by insurance.....transgender operation costs somewhere between $ 70.000- 120.000....
Third I accept that people with deffects are being born but this is psychological defect and I think curing psychological illness by cutting off organs is not the right way of curing it...
Once you are born with vagina ,you should be happy this way and if you are not, medicine with psychological effect plus maybe hormone therapy will help.....It is all about hormones anyway....and your brain controls release of them.
If you are born woman and you feel somewhere between, it means that you are low on progesterone and estrogene.
So I suggets HRT for women that feel tooo manly using feminine hormones.
@Marlonuss - My estrogen/female hormone levels before I started T were normal and most transguys have normal estrogen levels so your suggestion makes no medical sense. At all. As an aside, I had taken birth control pills for a short time before, which increases estrogen/progesterone levels and they didn't have any effect on my gender identity.
@CaptJackSavvy You seem to forget that in order for us trans people to transition we have to undergo therapy and medical tests, including blood tests, before starting the process. Don't assume to know more about being trans than those who ARE trans and their doctors. Also, if your brain didn't match your body you'd be singing a different tune. You have no idea what its like so it quite easy for you to judge.
@Marlonuss Actually, I took out a personal loan for my chest surgery, I'm still paying it back , my insurance didn't cover any of it. The cost of sex reassignment surgeries vary depending on the kind you get. Some are as low as 10,000.
No "organs" get cut off. Boobs aren't organs. And if you mean "sexual organs" the male appendage known as the penis is actually not cut off during male to female surgeries, its inverted.
You think it psychological but its neurological: tinyurl (dot) com/46u6kmo
Im not trying to sound like a asshole... But do you get alot of people bringing it up to your face about what you are and whatnot... Do you tell people what you are if your going to be friends or have a relationship..
Honestly I would find it fucking rude as hell if you didnt....
Like lets say A guy starts to become your friend, and thinks your a guy.... You would tell him your really a girl turned guy right? Also are you attracted to girls or guys? Are they straight or gay?
@at537- People usually don't get in my face about things but people ask questions once they find out, cause they are curious. If I'm going to have a relationship with someone I disclose sooner rather than later (I'm engaged to be married so I don't have to worry about that anymore.) I usually end up telling people that I'm friends with or they find out by browsing my facebook. If I was to start being friends with a guy and he thought I was a guy...he'd be right.
@at537 I'm not "really a girl turned guy." I'm a guy that happened to have been born with a female body. If I'm not going to have sex with him, why do I need to tell him my medical history? You don't tell every person you ever met that you were born with say, no hair/a little hair, or that you already had a baby tooth or would you say, "hey when I was born my penis was 3cms long, just so you know."
And I find it rude as fucking hell that you need to know whats in a person's pants in order to be friend's with them. If you're not sleeping with them, its not your business.
I am attracted to guys, that makes me a GAY GUY. My husband to be is (and has always been) GAY and he is 100% happy with me as a partner.
@CaptJackSavvy I understand that you were born into the wrong body. Im not judging you at all. Of course it does not matter at all about whats in your pants, but obviously people would be curious... Because, lets face it, it is not "normal". But whats normal anyway right? lol... I kind of dont want to ask, or say this, But, I know your a Gay guy, and your partner is gay... but you have female genitals, so Like, idk.. you know what im trying to say...
@at537 If you're trying to ask HOW we have sex, that's private just like I'm not going to ask you what you do/like to do in bed. If you're asking, is my partner okay being with a man who's genitals are different from most?, than yes, yes he is. He sees me as a guy who happens to have a slightly different set up and loves my body the way it is.
So you are attracted to men? So why the hell you needed transgender operation to become one?
You could just stay as woman and get a men in normal way....But you couldn`t because you were extremely ugly woman, that`s where the problem in your mind started.....
For me, you are just one big weirdo with fuked up brain.....not worth any respect.
@Marlonuss- Gender identity and sexual orientation are 2 different things. I assume you're a straight guy. If you woke up tmrw with a woman's body, you'd probably be pretty upset you couldn't have sex with a female using your dick, right? Sexual orientation is who you go to bed WITH, gender identity is who you go to bed AS. I'm a gay GUY. NOT a straight woman. And I see you didn't read my article, huh? You think people who are different and who R neurologically uncommon don't deserve respect?
If we leave anything else apart, just would you be able to answer me one question that`s on my mind since i saw your reply where you said that you are "gay".
How on Earth can a woman work out in her mind that she is actually male gay trapped in female body.....
@Marlonuss I thought I got the point across above but let me see if I can clarify. Gender identity is a person's internal sense of self. You FEEL male. Yes? You feeling male wouldn't change if you put on a dress or if you lost your dick in a car accident, right? Well, I feel male, same as you only I didn't end up born with the same parts. Sexual orientation labels are identity's that related what gender you are to who you are attracted to. You, as a male liking females, are labeled straight.
@Marlonuss *Continued* If you were a male that liked males, you'd be gay. Gay guys identify as male and just happen to be attracted to other men. They do not have a sex-change in order to get men, because they don't FEEL female. They are gay men. I FEEL male. I am also attracted to men and thus, I am gay. Staying in a female body to get dates is like a gay guy having MTF surgery to get men, its stupid and just doesn't make sense. Besides, I have a life besides sex and live as male everywhere.
@emogazdeviantart- I did not lose any hair from the T (though that is a possibility if baldness runs in your family). Chest surgery won't effect your hair. Unless you mean chest hair, which will grow back after you're healed up.
@TonyScrilla- I actually do have scars but they are less noticable over time. You can reduce the visibility of scars by rubbing lotion, scar cream, or cocoa butter on them.
@CrAzY3AGL3- I was born female I am now male (no "quotes" needed). I date guys only so I'm all gay. If I were half gay, I'd be bi. I don't like females (romantically/sexually).
@muzimuzi 'Cause you're an expert on gender identity and sexual oreintation? Its only a major part of my life, and I only have a degree in Gender Studies; but what do I know...?
@muzimuzi- Gender Studies is a field of study at many colleges. I majored in Sociology, minored in Psychology and Gender Studies. I plan on working with a non-profit organization that helps LGBT people.
@muzimuzi He was born in the wrong body. Psychologically speaking he is male, and has always been male. He was just born biologically female. You can very much be a gay transgender. At least you're not an asshole about it, but if you don't understand, mate, please don't comment. You can offend a lot of people.
Thought I'd add a comment. I saw a few of your vids and I think you've made a remarkable progression. I totally support your decision and I think the people who don't get it should just... yeah. Just don't listen to them, because I'm sure you know already, that they're full of crap! Just, yeah. Lookin' good, dude!
im so confused wit this stuff. where you born as both? i dont get it. if you where born a women you should have stayed now you have tainted and tweaked the way u were meant to be.
@redv8jeep- No, I wasn't born as "both" (a condition known as "intersex" by the way). I was born female and no, I haven't "tainted and tweaked the way I was meant to be." I believe I was meant to be trans. Would you tell a blind person that getting eye laser surgery was "tainting the way they were meant to be"? No person ever leaves this earth exactly how they entered it. I suggest you do some research and reading on the topics of transsexuality and intersexuality. Broaden your horizons dude.
Yeah, I'm with the savvy man here. Try one day to pretend you belong to the opposite gender, and try imagine you woke up like that in the morning and you're trapped into this disguise. Still pretending in order to stay secure and not annoy people around you, thats tainting what you are inside.
Just like pretending to love something or someone in order to please others, when you know that's not your real feelings.
You'll learn feelings are far more real than what you call ''reality''.
This is amazingly done, though one thing I noticed is that your skin had broken out a little bit. Is this a side effect of the testosterone or was it simply a regular breakout? I'm not trying to be rude or anything, genuinely asking because I know it can sometime cause breakouts with long term use
Just curious as well. I just happen to run across this video and I have one question of curiousity being that I am a woman and do love my gender with no offense meant. but.. do you miss anything about being a woman? I completely understand if you don't want to answer
Honestly, I never felt like a woman so I can't really say that theres anything I miss. There is nothing I miss from my time being perceived as female though.
Thanks for the compliment. Most people would find your directness to be rude, just lettin' ya know. If you're really curious try watching my video titled, "23.5 months on T, Life in General Update".
ohhh great, then was wonderful i saw many f ur vids anddd well u are so brave, anddd give me the breast that u don use anymore, i want more bigger my breasts jsjsjsjs, noo a joke, i am happy with my breast, send u many blesses
OMG, incredible, you actually looks like one of my friends, male friends and wohaaaa its an amazing changem well done, hope your chest operation doesn't hurt much, looks like a big operation, well all my blesses for u and ur people, have a great great day
i just stumbled upon your channel and am amazed by your journey and the courage it surely takes to get as far as you have. happy 2 year anniversary and all the best for your future! :)
W0w! What a difference, I feel great for you ^^ I'm transgender FTM too, and I cant wait to get on T! I subbed, I would like it if you checked my channel :D
Umm.... naturally, female body can't really accept testosterone. Unlike men, It makes them REALLY horny... so.. what i wanna ask is.. well? do u feel so?
Actually, the female body can and does accept testosterone. In fact, the female body makes its own testosterone, just not as much as the male body. Testosterone makes everybody horny. Which is why boys going through puberty have a reputation for being horny and masturbating a lot and why most people consider men more sexual. Am I hornier than before I started taking T? Hell yeah. But no more than most male born guys.
Hey, thanks for watching! Their are more gay/queer transguys than you think. Just a lot of them don't have YouTube channels or don't talk about it. Don't worry mate, you're not alone. :-)
I got goosebumpls watching... for good reason. I am attracted to men with breasts, and women who aren't too feminine. I'm bisexual myself. and well, I'm always insterested in seeing any human being demonstrate how they live life differently. ^_^ I appreciate what you have posted. You are very beautiful and handsome.
Just a quick post here: I am not a transgender, just a regular guy, just thought I would let you know that I totally understand people like you and I am very supportive of what you are doing. Amazing transformation and you look absolutely great! Take care
Weeeeeeee! Oh my goodness you look great hun! I rather envy you, as well...Because I really can't do any of that...Money and whatnot. You're so incredible, man I fuckin' love you. If in the future I have the money and time, and most of all, courage, to go through with something like this for myself...You will always be my biggest inspiration. Congratulations on the two years! <33
Hey man! I don't think answering such questions is worthy of of your efforts l he obviously said at the end of his question that he just doesn't get . What makes him think that an answer will help him with that. Besides , it's known that a lot of gay people are trapped in the definition they worked so hard to create and be equal( for this matter well suppose they are ) for.so don't bother. Regarding the Acne . If you take milk thistle , it can relieve it , the hormones are killing the liver you
nitzanww 1 week ago
Bullshit, why noone talks about the cost of such an operation? It costs tens of thousands of pounds and I see no reason why this should be paid by state insurance.If you are a woman and you fell like you want to "become" a man, then ok, go and pay for the operation it out of your pocket....my taxes are being wasted on ppl like you, instead this money could be used for better treatment of ill people or somewhere else. All that neoliberal propaganda tells people that its better to be gaythese days
Marlonuss 4 months ago
@Marlonuss BTW, I DID pay for my own surgery. And it was $7,000, not even close to being "hundreds of thousands of pounds." And learn about being trans (as a birth defect) before you judge. Your neoconservative propaganda tells people that trans people are insane, don't deserve insured treatment.
CaptJackSavvy 4 months ago
First of all I said tens of thousands not hundreds ok?
Second $ 7.000 is probably just tits removed and maybe you did not even pay that in full but was covered partly by insurance.....transgender operation costs somewhere between $ 70.000- 120.000....
Third I accept that people with deffects are being born but this is psychological defect and I think curing psychological illness by cutting off organs is not the right way of curing it...
Marlonuss 4 months ago
Once you are born with vagina ,you should be happy this way and if you are not, medicine with psychological effect plus maybe hormone therapy will help.....It is all about hormones anyway....and your brain controls release of them.
If you are born woman and you feel somewhere between, it means that you are low on progesterone and estrogene.
So I suggets HRT for women that feel tooo manly using feminine hormones.
Marlonuss 4 months ago
@Marlonuss - My estrogen/female hormone levels before I started T were normal and most transguys have normal estrogen levels so your suggestion makes no medical sense. At all. As an aside, I had taken birth control pills for a short time before, which increases estrogen/progesterone levels and they didn't have any effect on my gender identity.
CaptJackSavvy 4 months ago
@CaptJackSavvy You seem to forget that in order for us trans people to transition we have to undergo therapy and medical tests, including blood tests, before starting the process. Don't assume to know more about being trans than those who ARE trans and their doctors. Also, if your brain didn't match your body you'd be singing a different tune. You have no idea what its like so it quite easy for you to judge.
CaptJackSavvy 4 months ago
@Marlonuss Actually, I took out a personal loan for my chest surgery, I'm still paying it back , my insurance didn't cover any of it. The cost of sex reassignment surgeries vary depending on the kind you get. Some are as low as 10,000.
No "organs" get cut off. Boobs aren't organs. And if you mean "sexual organs" the male appendage known as the penis is actually not cut off during male to female surgeries, its inverted.
You think it psychological but its neurological: tinyurl (dot) com/46u6kmo
CaptJackSavvy 4 months ago
Im not trying to sound like a asshole... But do you get alot of people bringing it up to your face about what you are and whatnot... Do you tell people what you are if your going to be friends or have a relationship..
Honestly I would find it fucking rude as hell if you didnt....
Like lets say A guy starts to become your friend, and thinks your a guy.... You would tell him your really a girl turned guy right? Also are you attracted to girls or guys? Are they straight or gay?
at537 8 months ago
@at537- People usually don't get in my face about things but people ask questions once they find out, cause they are curious. If I'm going to have a relationship with someone I disclose sooner rather than later (I'm engaged to be married so I don't have to worry about that anymore.) I usually end up telling people that I'm friends with or they find out by browsing my facebook. If I was to start being friends with a guy and he thought I was a guy...he'd be right.
CaptJackSavvy 8 months ago
@at537 I'm not "really a girl turned guy." I'm a guy that happened to have been born with a female body. If I'm not going to have sex with him, why do I need to tell him my medical history? You don't tell every person you ever met that you were born with say, no hair/a little hair, or that you already had a baby tooth or would you say, "hey when I was born my penis was 3cms long, just so you know."
CaptJackSavvy 8 months ago
And I find it rude as fucking hell that you need to know whats in a person's pants in order to be friend's with them. If you're not sleeping with them, its not your business.
I am attracted to guys, that makes me a GAY GUY. My husband to be is (and has always been) GAY and he is 100% happy with me as a partner.
CaptJackSavvy 8 months ago
@CaptJackSavvy I understand that you were born into the wrong body. Im not judging you at all. Of course it does not matter at all about whats in your pants, but obviously people would be curious... Because, lets face it, it is not "normal". But whats normal anyway right? lol... I kind of dont want to ask, or say this, But, I know your a Gay guy, and your partner is gay... but you have female genitals, so Like, idk.. you know what im trying to say...
at537 8 months ago
@at537 If you're trying to ask HOW we have sex, that's private just like I'm not going to ask you what you do/like to do in bed. If you're asking, is my partner okay being with a man who's genitals are different from most?, than yes, yes he is. He sees me as a guy who happens to have a slightly different set up and loves my body the way it is.
CaptJackSavvy 7 months ago
@CaptJackSavvy
So you are attracted to men? So why the hell you needed transgender operation to become one?
You could just stay as woman and get a men in normal way....But you couldn`t because you were extremely ugly woman, that`s where the problem in your mind started.....
For me, you are just one big weirdo with fuked up brain.....not worth any respect.
Marlonuss 4 months ago
@Marlonuss- Gender identity and sexual orientation are 2 different things. I assume you're a straight guy. If you woke up tmrw with a woman's body, you'd probably be pretty upset you couldn't have sex with a female using your dick, right? Sexual orientation is who you go to bed WITH, gender identity is who you go to bed AS. I'm a gay GUY. NOT a straight woman. And I see you didn't read my article, huh? You think people who are different and who R neurologically uncommon don't deserve respect?
CaptJackSavvy 4 months ago
@CaptJackSavvy
Ok
If we leave anything else apart, just would you be able to answer me one question that`s on my mind since i saw your reply where you said that you are "gay".
How on Earth can a woman work out in her mind that she is actually male gay trapped in female body.....
It just doesn`t make sense...sorry
Marlonuss 4 months ago
@Marlonuss I thought I got the point across above but let me see if I can clarify. Gender identity is a person's internal sense of self. You FEEL male. Yes? You feeling male wouldn't change if you put on a dress or if you lost your dick in a car accident, right? Well, I feel male, same as you only I didn't end up born with the same parts. Sexual orientation labels are identity's that related what gender you are to who you are attracted to. You, as a male liking females, are labeled straight.
CaptJackSavvy 4 months ago
@Marlonuss *Continued* If you were a male that liked males, you'd be gay. Gay guys identify as male and just happen to be attracted to other men. They do not have a sex-change in order to get men, because they don't FEEL female. They are gay men. I FEEL male. I am also attracted to men and thus, I am gay. Staying in a female body to get dates is like a gay guy having MTF surgery to get men, its stupid and just doesn't make sense. Besides, I have a life besides sex and live as male everywhere.
CaptJackSavvy 4 months ago
Can I have a question ..?
If I want to have surgery and use T, what will I do? And, how much does it cost ..? :(
I am so sad .. with myself now.
Thanks in advance :)
KetokiKobi 8 months ago
@KetokiKobi- I'm gonna send you a PM.
CaptJackSavvy 8 months ago
You look very masculine and happy :) Don't worry about a few neg comments.
the haters are ingnorant f--head neo-nazis.
tmmy773 8 months ago
did you lose any hair? I want to get the surgery but i'm so scared of the hair loss.
emogazdeviantart 9 months ago
@emogazdeviantart- I did not lose any hair from the T (though that is a possibility if baldness runs in your family). Chest surgery won't effect your hair. Unless you mean chest hair, which will grow back after you're healed up.
CaptJackSavvy 8 months ago
@CaptJackSavvy In that case im good, thanks :)
emogazdeviantart 8 months ago
Bravo, man, bravo!!! Proud of ya!! Keep on keepin' ON!!! Best wishes always!!
MCP2012 10 months ago
That's amazing! Congratulations!
KatherineOfDreams 11 months ago
what did you use for scarring , you have no scars?
TonyScrilla 11 months ago
@TonyScrilla- I actually do have scars but they are less noticable over time. You can reduce the visibility of scars by rubbing lotion, scar cream, or cocoa butter on them.
CaptJackSavvy 11 months ago 4
Wow :) I've never seen the transition on an adult before. Im so happy for you that it's going so well! You make quite a cute guy :p
flyinghare14 11 months ago 2
OMG !! perfect
Chetah01 1 year ago
OMG ur chest looks really good :D
kaisky567 1 year ago
kongratz!
Catpn 1 year ago
oooh shit u look like a boy
andresjdmfull 1 year ago
@andresjdmfull he is.
beatlesqueen4ever 1 year ago
In terms of working out, I suggest Mike Ripptoe's starter strength for you.
lyricaltesting 1 year ago
Some people can be so rude... I think you look amazing and the progress is fantastic. It's awesome you've been able to make the transition ♥
phoenixxcore 1 year ago 15
Your chest looks fantastic. :)
DuckWarrior13 1 year ago
@DuckWarrior13- Thanks. :)
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
so wait you ware female but now you are "male" and you like female ? or you in some way half gay ? you know its really hard to ask such a things.
CrAzY3AGL3 1 year ago
@CrAzY3AGL3- I was born female I am now male (no "quotes" needed). I date guys only so I'm all gay. If I were half gay, I'd be bi. I don't like females (romantically/sexually).
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
@CaptJackSavvy half-gay has got to be the most hilarious word I've heard in a YouTube comment.
" HI, I AM HALF-GOTH, cuz im also half-rapper, and half-male, so only half-gay!" hahaha. :B Nice video! 10 half-straightsjealous of you! ;)
gomika 1 year ago
@CaptJackSavvy but u cant really be gay if you were once a female
muzimuzi 11 months ago
@muzimuzi 'Cause you're an expert on gender identity and sexual oreintation? Its only a major part of my life, and I only have a degree in Gender Studies; but what do I know...?
CaptJackSavvy 11 months ago 2
@CaptJackSavvy whyd u study it for?
muzimuzi 11 months ago
@muzimuzi- Gender Studies is a field of study at many colleges. I majored in Sociology, minored in Psychology and Gender Studies. I plan on working with a non-profit organization that helps LGBT people.
CaptJackSavvy 11 months ago
@muzimuzi He was born in the wrong body. Psychologically speaking he is male, and has always been male. He was just born biologically female. You can very much be a gay transgender. At least you're not an asshole about it, but if you don't understand, mate, please don't comment. You can offend a lot of people.
AceTicTac18 11 months ago
@CrAzY3AGL3 oh.
CrAzY3AGL3 1 year ago
Very handsome! Way to follow your heart, Hun! I don't know you, but I feel proud anyway. I suppose that is weird.
PawFectGroom 1 year ago 2
oh my god 8O
your chest looks amazing, the scars are barely visable, thats great 8D
KitsuneOkamiSamurai 1 year ago
Congrats!
tropirei 1 year ago
be blessed honey! you're handsome!
mariatinaza 1 year ago
cibgrats dude
TheIdontknowman 1 year ago
I like you I love you
pilagyo 1 year ago
Thought I'd add a comment. I saw a few of your vids and I think you've made a remarkable progression. I totally support your decision and I think the people who don't get it should just... yeah. Just don't listen to them, because I'm sure you know already, that they're full of crap! Just, yeah. Lookin' good, dude!
Kurayumei 1 year ago 4
who did your chest?
nonegativefiat 1 year ago
@nonegativefiat - Doctor Melissa Johnson. She rocks.
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
@CaptJackSavvy She did an incredible job :)
54John54Cena54 1 year ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
u look like a gurly man
ReeferBuddy 1 year ago
@ReeferBuddy- Stoners are supposed to be chill. Don't be a hater. Its not cool.
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago 3
Amazing!
kasha20 1 year ago
how many cc/ml do you take?
yonon08 1 year ago
@yonon08- 1mL every two weeks.
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
lookin good! yay! :D
no1saw 1 year ago
@no1saw- Thanks! :D
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
Grow three parts. Chest, Back (lats), and Shoulders (including traps)!
AnasAlex10 1 year ago
why kind of testosterone did u take: propionate? ethanate?
SIEMDUNK 1 year ago
@SIEMDUNK -Cypionate.
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
@CaptJackSavvy - Really cool what modern medicine can do ...happy 4 ya transformation
SIEMDUNK 1 year ago
@CaptJackSavvy by the way ..did u took any anti-estrogen
SIEMDUNK 1 year ago
@SIEMDUNK - Thanks, and nope. Just T.
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
im so confused wit this stuff. where you born as both? i dont get it. if you where born a women you should have stayed now you have tainted and tweaked the way u were meant to be.
redv8jeep 1 year ago
@redv8jeep- No, I wasn't born as "both" (a condition known as "intersex" by the way). I was born female and no, I haven't "tainted and tweaked the way I was meant to be." I believe I was meant to be trans. Would you tell a blind person that getting eye laser surgery was "tainting the way they were meant to be"? No person ever leaves this earth exactly how they entered it. I suggest you do some research and reading on the topics of transsexuality and intersexuality. Broaden your horizons dude.
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
@redv8jeep
Yeah, I'm with the savvy man here. Try one day to pretend you belong to the opposite gender, and try imagine you woke up like that in the morning and you're trapped into this disguise. Still pretending in order to stay secure and not annoy people around you, thats tainting what you are inside.
Just like pretending to love something or someone in order to please others, when you know that's not your real feelings.
You'll learn feelings are far more real than what you call ''reality''.
X33vince 1 year ago
@redv8jeep Happiness = success. If something makes me as joyously happy as being the man I imagine myself as, then I am successful.
CatFlashBlue 9 months ago
All I have to say is: Success! And you're a total hotty : D dayum
moolikeachicken 1 year ago
@moolikeachicken Lol, thanks! :D
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
@TarjaKingdom2012-Hello. Yes I had chest reconstruction surgery. Testosterone has little effect on breast size. I am not taller.
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
This is amazingly done, though one thing I noticed is that your skin had broken out a little bit. Is this a side effect of the testosterone or was it simply a regular breakout? I'm not trying to be rude or anything, genuinely asking because I know it can sometime cause breakouts with long term use
ksocrates 1 year ago
@ksocrates- Yeah, its an unfortunate side effect of the T, it comes and goes but its gets a bit better the longer I'm on it.
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
you're cute.
bobolicious007 1 year ago
so when you goin back to female again??
jaso19 1 year ago
@jaso19- Erm...why would I "go back"? Being trans isn't a phase or a fad; this is my life. Forever.
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago 36
@jaso19 y would anyone do that... if he would do all this to be a man why would he be a woman again
anibioman 1 year ago
what is testosterone?
eiffelTowerMan 1 year ago
wow i am a gay dude here 25 yo, n gotta say u r smoking......i ll do you even if u had a ..... u know...lol hot...
Markofitch 1 year ago
Wow!! amazing!! you look really great and handsome, congratulations!!
animalnecio 1 year ago
@animalnecio Thanks! :)
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
I think you look awsome I am looking into this for myself as well never have felt right being a girl
Riyoukai 1 year ago
@Riyoukai - Cool, thanks for watching. :D
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
Congrats! You are awesome! I am considering transitioning as well.
r4nb0wz 2 years ago
@r4nb0wz- Thanks! Good luck! :)
CaptJackSavvy 1 year ago
You look great!:D
Scaredycatisntapussy 2 years ago
congradulations! I think you look amazing!
felisdomesticus5676 2 years ago
Wow, you're *really* hot.
The before and after makes me think of a bookish nerdy guy who grows up to be this uber hottie engineering major that girls must be falling over.
Even if you aren't exactly a muscle man, you definitely look much stronger.
Congrats!
MidskakurUlvur 2 years ago
Wow! Thanks so much! :D
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
Just curious as well. I just happen to run across this video and I have one question of curiousity being that I am a woman and do love my gender with no offense meant. but.. do you miss anything about being a woman? I completely understand if you don't want to answer
NeliasLucas01 2 years ago
Honestly, I never felt like a woman so I can't really say that theres anything I miss. There is nothing I miss from my time being perceived as female though.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
amazing, happy abt you
slikapika 2 years ago
Thanks for the compliment. Most people would find your directness to be rude, just lettin' ya know. If you're really curious try watching my video titled, "23.5 months on T, Life in General Update".
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
well i just stumbled on this by accident but i decided to leave a comment anyway.
We are what we are... and we should be happy with it! i would advice you to be what you are :)
deepsnoozer 2 years ago
oh jeez youre hot before and after :D
im a girl btw
VampireAkis 2 years ago
@VampireAkis :D Thanks!
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
@VampireAkis wtf
helloskipper 2 years ago
Amazing to see the transformation!
We guys are so lucky, we can show our boobs on youtube whenever we want, without being censored. :p
I think your voice dropping so much is the most amazing change.
I say : Good for you!
Nice job on the chest, by the way. You must have had a great surgean.
tovenaarsbloed 2 years ago
Thanks! And thanks for watching!
And yeah, my surgeon was Dr. Melissa Johnson. She's one of the best on the East coast.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
Sorry, my camera broke and then I got busy with school, and then I got lazy. I'm working on getting the motivation back up. lol.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
What the fuck!
Dude, lol.. im sorry about the comments i left n the other vids.. i dint qute understand what you were doing.. nor did i believe you.
But shit... I never would have thought you were born a female. this is some crazy shit. Well done bro
DanReborn 2 years ago 2
Its cool dude. Its kinda funny that you didn't believe me. :P
Thanks for watchin'! :)
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
ohhh great, then was wonderful i saw many f ur vids anddd well u are so brave, anddd give me the breast that u don use anymore, i want more bigger my breasts jsjsjsjs, noo a joke, i am happy with my breast, send u many blesses
incognitamania 2 years ago
Lol, thanks for watching.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
OMG, incredible, you actually looks like one of my friends, male friends and wohaaaa its an amazing changem well done, hope your chest operation doesn't hurt much, looks like a big operation, well all my blesses for u and ur people, have a great great day
incognitamania 2 years ago
Thanks. The surgery wasn't that bad. They gave me pain killers. :P
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
i just stumbled upon your channel and am amazed by your journey and the courage it surely takes to get as far as you have. happy 2 year anniversary and all the best for your future! :)
dasKind56 2 years ago
:D Thank you!
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
Thanks bro! I just checked out your 1 year vid and if you don't mind me saying you're quite a good looking guy. :)
Wishing you peace!
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
W0w! What a difference, I feel great for you ^^ I'm transgender FTM too, and I cant wait to get on T! I subbed, I would like it if you checked my channel :D
later dude
JoeLikesHisBro 2 years ago
Hey dude. Thanks for watching. I watched your intro vid. Welcome to the youtube ftm community! Good luck in your journey. :D
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
u still talk like a girl tho...now its like ur a fag hahahah no offense
bulahBEBEH 2 years ago
Uh, I sound like a fag 'cause I am one...
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
hey lets see some new videos so we can see where your at now.
merishane 2 years ago
you look great... You do look very manly.
coko1994 2 years ago
coolnessss!
merishane 2 years ago
Por que você parou enviar videos? Gosto muito do seus videos, e realmente você ficou muito lindo. Se você gostasse de mulher, tava bom.
bjs
TheGuymax 2 years ago
I don't speak Portuguese so I used an online translator.
Desculpe por não atualizar. Eu tenho sentido de manter, mas pô-lo fora. Espero fazer um novo vídeo em breve. Obrigado para assistir a vídeos meus.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
Andd... umm, i'm just really curious. It's okay if you don't want to answer this but.. what about the genital?
I mean, did you have a male organ transplant?
012751W124K 2 years ago
No, I have not had "male organ transplant." That kind of surgery actually does not exist.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
But how cool would it be if they did have that available? Would be a little awkward though...having another guy's penis. Still though...
TanzElement 2 years ago
Haha, yeah equal parts awesome and awkward.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
:-) Thanks!
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
Umm.... naturally, female body can't really accept testosterone. Unlike men, It makes them REALLY horny... so.. what i wanna ask is.. well? do u feel so?
012751W124K 2 years ago
Actually, the female body can and does accept testosterone. In fact, the female body makes its own testosterone, just not as much as the male body. Testosterone makes everybody horny. Which is why boys going through puberty have a reputation for being horny and masturbating a lot and why most people consider men more sexual. Am I hornier than before I started taking T? Hell yeah. But no more than most male born guys.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
Just watched all of your vids today. What a journey! Really nice. Also really nice to find an other transfag. We're sparsly seeded, it seems!
MrImportrans 2 years ago
Hey, thanks for watching! Their are more gay/queer transguys than you think. Just a lot of them don't have YouTube channels or don't talk about it. Don't worry mate, you're not alone. :-)
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
wtf, why cant u just stay female, like omfg, im sorry but like wtf
fregonaz 2 years ago
Like, OMG, like, wtf, like, why do you like care, like OMG. Sorry but like what business is it of yours? Like wtf?
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
Oh my! You look absolutely amazing! (And very handsome in my opinion!)
iYumiko 2 years ago
:-) Thanks.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
You look absolutely amazing :]
oBabyPope6661o 2 years ago
Thank you.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
it was worth it- u look nice- and your scars healed up nice!
VILLAGELIBERTY 2 years ago
Thanks. :-)
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
Looking good
myownboi 2 years ago
I got goosebumpls watching... for good reason. I am attracted to men with breasts, and women who aren't too feminine. I'm bisexual myself. and well, I'm always insterested in seeing any human being demonstrate how they live life differently. ^_^ I appreciate what you have posted. You are very beautiful and handsome.
KLRabstracts 2 years ago
Hey there, have you ever heard of doctor's testosterone gel from fountain of youth? Do you think that's good and safe? Thanks!
frewwk 2 years ago
Just a quick post here: I am not a transgender, just a regular guy, just thought I would let you know that I totally understand people like you and I am very supportive of what you are doing. Amazing transformation and you look absolutely great! Take care
phgarand 2 years ago 5
Hey. I just wanted to say that this is the nicest comment I've seen on YouTube in awhile. Very sweet.
oBabyPope6661o 2 years ago
you're brave.
the change is amazing, also, loving the beard :)
whoarly 2 years ago
you are HANDSOME!! you go guy!!
u are really hott in my opinion
Margurite
irishchristian777 2 years ago
:-D Thank you!
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
What a hunk!
junkification 2 years ago
Thanks. :-)
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
awesome! I saw you at 2009 Pride at the Buddhist booth,
thought I recognised you. . you look great!
spidernoise 2 years ago
Oh hey! :-D Thanks for finding me. It was nice to have seen you at pride. And thanks for watching.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
Weeeeeeee! Oh my goodness you look great hun! I rather envy you, as well...Because I really can't do any of that...Money and whatnot. You're so incredible, man I fuckin' love you. If in the future I have the money and time, and most of all, courage, to go through with something like this for myself...You will always be my biggest inspiration. Congratulations on the two years! <33
xxseptemburskyxx 2 years ago
you have no idea how much i envy you
KellykaLynn 2 years ago
Don't stress bro. Everyone goes at their own pace. I was your age when first started transition. You have plenty of time. Hang in there.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
Looking good bro ;)
whorlus 2 years ago
:-) Thanks
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
I just finished ur sereis and there GREAT THANX!!!
jasdiofa 2 years ago
Thanks for watching.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
you are so HOT!!! ;)
EddieOchJag 2 years ago
Wow, thanks! From your picture it seems you are hot also. ;-)
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
Thanx ;)
EddieOchJag 2 years ago
Thanks! And interesting stalking/internet fighting...you guys add flavor to my page. ;-)
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
lol Thanks, I tried. ;-)
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
wow Kris you look great
i hope to start on T at the end of the year start of 2010,fingers crossed
trecoollover2K7 2 years ago
*crosses fingers* Good luck! And thanks for watching. :-D
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
wow its 2 years already!!! i still remember when you started posting on youtube like it was yesterday! happy 2nd t year :)
adam385mini 2 years ago
Yeah, it does seem like only yesterday. Time passes so quickly sometimes. :-) Thanks.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago
aww your all grown up now *tear*
hesheme18 2 years ago
lol, still working on the growing up part. Thanks for watching.
CaptJackSavvy 2 years ago