note on so called "emo" video emo is a culture like goth where those in are slightly depressed, and use the label to find like minded ppl. paradox and jesmalu are just friends struggling through tough times together and facing things that most of us have never gone through, lay off if u dont like it dont watch it
hugs.. i know where youre coming from a lil bit, april has been a bad month for me too. one of my friends died a couple of weeks ago and the wake was on friday, 2 days before my own birthday. i offer you lots of safe hugs and hope that life and your view on it improves.
from a stranger trying to be friendly, unlike some.. x
Thank you for everyone who was kind and supportive especially Lexi who fought for me when i couldnt. I am now disabling comments, i dont know if they will all dissappear, but i dont want a war on my channel so again, thanks for the support, and the rest of you can go pick bugs out of eachother's fur and sniff eachother's asses like every good neanderthall should do. Losers
wanna know something funny? I've never seen that movie, maybe i should check it out. I read it when i was a kid, before i knew about my DID, but it was over my head then...maybe i should give it another shot. One really good movie about DID is called Voices Within if you like that kind of thing you will probably like it.
***HUGS*** I'm so sorry you're hurting. You have so much going on. I wish I could do something to help. I'm here if you need to talk. You're in my prayers. ***MEGA HUGS***
God grow up! you know telling someone this and not leaving the person alone is called harrassment? you probbly didnt know this bc your stupid. youtube staff will be informed with this comment. try reporting me, i didnt break rules
No! Don't be a victim of suicidal thoughts! All is not lost at all. You are still very young. I know how hard it is to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Try EFT therapy as shown here on youtube. It seems hilariously simple but it works! The proof is there and it costs nothing.
Are you some kind of e-enabler or something? I heard what she said about blaming her friend (who she is angry with) for making her do something she regrets. Then she goes on to say that her shrink isn't listening. She herself acknowleges her own self pity.
If people who post public emo videos can't handle feedback from people who are not just going to enable them in whatever misery they may be dwelling on--then they should make them private. Who's minding whose business here? Get a grip on yourself.
"get a drip on yourself" maybe you should take your own advice smart@ss. it doesnt give a person to be nasty like you have been. i dont go to your videos and call you stupid or crap about your pointless videos. its called RESPECT. maybe you need to learn what that word means.
Um, I don't think I'm being nasty here. You're more than welcome to come over to my channel and comment on any of my vids. I think you're the one being disrespectful towards Renee. Are you on your period or something? Or are you usually this high on your horse?
Looks like you don't have much confidence in your "best friend" since you feel the need to "police" her vids and scrutinize the feedback that she receives. Are you her friend or her enabler?
thats what friends do but you wouldnt know, you probbly dont have friends...and besides you must have a boring life doing what you do since you keep saying shit back.
no thats where you are wrong. look at your own comments dumb ass.....i commented to her, which isn't something bad. read yours "Good job blaming others for your misery. " go fuck yourself
i admit i did become very codependent when it comes to my room mate, but so what? we all have flaws. It still hurts to lose the sense of security you can have when you know that things are a certain way then all of a sudden they change drastically.
With nervous illness we all become co-dependant BUT remember, STRENGTH is NOT borne from STRENGTH....STRENGTH actually comes from WEAKNESS! Be proud of your weaknesses today because tomorrow they become your strength.
But you make YT vids hoping that people get to know you--and I have...Are you still pissed off at me for suggesting you join the circus? I was being serious, honest and practical, btw.
*hugs* looks like things are really hard for you right now. Take care of yourself. hey 31 isnt a bad age ;), condolances about your grand mother. *HUGS* xxx
Dyna all ways does bad things lol...:)
Stillsbe 4 years ago
huh? i have no idea what you're talking about
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
note on so called "emo" video emo is a culture like goth where those in are slightly depressed, and use the label to find like minded ppl. paradox and jesmalu are just friends struggling through tough times together and facing things that most of us have never gone through, lay off if u dont like it dont watch it
beccie678 4 years ago
Hugs, Renee. I am so sorry that I did not read this earlier and wish I could have responded earlier. Hugs, hang in there.
blessed923 4 years ago
* hugs caringly *
kasyapa 4 years ago
i decided not to disable, just screen them.
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
hugs.. i know where youre coming from a lil bit, april has been a bad month for me too. one of my friends died a couple of weeks ago and the wake was on friday, 2 days before my own birthday. i offer you lots of safe hugs and hope that life and your view on it improves.
from a stranger trying to be friendly, unlike some.. x
JetSpero 4 years ago
thanks *hugs*
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
Thank you for everyone who was kind and supportive especially Lexi who fought for me when i couldnt. I am now disabling comments, i dont know if they will all dissappear, but i dont want a war on my channel so again, thanks for the support, and the rest of you can go pick bugs out of eachother's fur and sniff eachother's asses like every good neanderthall should do. Losers
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
Whoa!! people can be mean!!!!!
Dont pay any attention to them.
I dont really know who you are, but you seem rather interesting.
& about your DID, i think its kind of cool.
I got most of my friends obsessed with that movie Sybil. lol.
It intrigues me.
& your videos are soo random! its awesome.
Okay well take care, & feel better.
<3.
Marilyn.
sw33th3art06 4 years ago
wanna know something funny? I've never seen that movie, maybe i should check it out. I read it when i was a kid, before i knew about my DID, but it was over my head then...maybe i should give it another shot. One really good movie about DID is called Voices Within if you like that kind of thing you will probably like it.
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
DID cool? ha, people just dont really know. if it was fun & games then we'd all be prefect eh? nope
jesmalu 4 years ago
*hugs* it's ok that you haven't been keeping up with ppl. you have a lot going on.
justagurl23 4 years ago
*AIR HUGS*
loveANG3L 4 years ago
wow u all are so mean...stop and remember a time when you lost a best friend and a grandma, how did you all feel? Jo
Justarainbow5085 4 years ago
***HUGS*** I'm so sorry you're hurting. You have so much going on. I wish I could do something to help. I'm here if you need to talk. You're in my prayers. ***MEGA HUGS***
thesoothingsurf 4 years ago
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Just kill yourself, do us all a favor!
DevilInHeels 4 years ago
God grow up! you know telling someone this and not leaving the person alone is called harrassment? you probbly didnt know this bc your stupid. youtube staff will be informed with this comment. try reporting me, i didnt break rules
jesmalu 4 years ago
FUCK OFF
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
Renee, I think you need new friends. I doubt that having nasty, enabling and emo friends like jesamalu will enrich your life.
violenttitty411 4 years ago
you back off , you dont know her. you need friends, you keep bugging about this. how old are you?
jesmalu 4 years ago
I hope you feel better and I lend you my support if you want to talk
yes969696 4 years ago
if you are serious about this ^ thanks for the support. she really needs encourgement (sp)
jesmalu 4 years ago
thank you
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
No! Don't be a victim of suicidal thoughts! All is not lost at all. You are still very young. I know how hard it is to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Try EFT therapy as shown here on youtube. It seems hilariously simple but it works! The proof is there and it costs nothing.
mojoelem 4 years ago
oh nice way to make someone feel better. NOT
jesmalu 4 years ago
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Is this a suicide vid?
DevilInHeels 4 years ago
no, she isnt making any suicide videos. get your facts straight.
jesmalu 4 years ago
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Well suicide or not she is a emotional wreck! not something you would show the whole wide world?
DevilInHeels 4 years ago
you are not big and tough
jesmalu 4 years ago
my grandmother died the 16th im so sorry for your loss.
mercyspain 4 years ago
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Good job blaming others for your misery.
violenttitty411 4 years ago
why dont you mind your own business
jesmalu 4 years ago
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Are you some kind of e-enabler or something? I heard what she said about blaming her friend (who she is angry with) for making her do something she regrets. Then she goes on to say that her shrink isn't listening. She herself acknowleges her own self pity.
violenttitty411 4 years ago
and like i said, mind your own business. we are human. dont tell me you are perfect, bc you are not.
jesmalu 4 years ago
If people who post public emo videos can't handle feedback from people who are not just going to enable them in whatever misery they may be dwelling on--then they should make them private. Who's minding whose business here? Get a grip on yourself.
violenttitty411 4 years ago
"get a drip on yourself" maybe you should take your own advice smart@ss. it doesnt give a person to be nasty like you have been. i dont go to your videos and call you stupid or crap about your pointless videos. its called RESPECT. maybe you need to learn what that word means.
jesmalu 4 years ago
Um, I don't think I'm being nasty here. You're more than welcome to come over to my channel and comment on any of my vids. I think you're the one being disrespectful towards Renee. Are you on your period or something? Or are you usually this high on your horse?
violenttitty411 4 years ago
how the hell am i disrespectful to her? she is my best friend
jesmalu 4 years ago
Looks like you don't have much confidence in your "best friend" since you feel the need to "police" her vids and scrutinize the feedback that she receives. Are you her friend or her enabler?
violenttitty411 4 years ago
thats what friends do but you wouldnt know, you probbly dont have friends...and besides you must have a boring life doing what you do since you keep saying shit back.
jesmalu 4 years ago
oh and dont subscribe to me. i dont need perverts like you on my channel
jesmalu 4 years ago
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Pervert, eh? Look again, dumb@ass. Speaking of perverts--why did you block me? Are you hiding something?
violenttitty411 4 years ago
no, i just dont feel like dealing with YOU!
jesmalu 4 years ago
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Now let's replay this...lil' girl, you started this shit, remember? Now go mind YOUR own fucking business and go back to enabling emos on youtube.
violenttitty411 4 years ago
no thats where you are wrong. look at your own comments dumb ass.....i commented to her, which isn't something bad. read yours "Good job blaming others for your misery. " go fuck yourself
jesmalu 4 years ago
All these wannabe do gooder's make me sick!
DevilInHeels 4 years ago
its called YouTube ..duh! i dont see you making videos, you afraid??????????
jesmalu 4 years ago
Reek's of co-depend!
DevilInHeels 4 years ago
i admit i did become very codependent when it comes to my room mate, but so what? we all have flaws. It still hurts to lose the sense of security you can have when you know that things are a certain way then all of a sudden they change drastically.
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
With nervous illness we all become co-dependant BUT remember, STRENGTH is NOT borne from STRENGTH....STRENGTH actually comes from WEAKNESS! Be proud of your weaknesses today because tomorrow they become your strength.
mojoelem 4 years ago
she stated an opinion based on her knowledge of my situation. not being disrespectful
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
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She look's like she is just back from re-hab!
DevilInHeels 4 years ago
you arent pretty yourself devilnheels
jesmalu 4 years ago
Oh noe's you saw that pic of me!
DevilInHeels 4 years ago
do you guys feel inscure about yourselves...is that why you wont shut up?
jesmalu 4 years ago
Jesmalu, you should always becareful what you wish for...
violenttitty411 4 years ago
she's my friend, and it is her business to defend me, ty very much
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
emo? lmao this was not an emo video. you get a grip and stop fighting with MY friends on MY channel
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
im not blaming anyone, im blaming circumstances. if you knew me, you'd know that.
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
fuck you, you dont know me
xXParadoXx 4 years ago
But you make YT vids hoping that people get to know you--and I have...Are you still pissed off at me for suggesting you join the circus? I was being serious, honest and practical, btw.
violenttitty411 4 years ago
*hugs* looks like things are really hard for you right now. Take care of yourself. hey 31 isnt a bad age ;), condolances about your grand mother. *HUGS* xxx
manoXpiano 4 years ago
im happy she is leaving, sorry if that offends you
jesmalu 4 years ago