You are so talented I was so moved..My older brother did things to me I cant speak of yet but still haunt me today. use your pain like you did in the video and express your self and heal my sister..You are incredible your taletented use that and remember who you are..
i can totally relate to this my birth mother really fuked me up I act like im happy but that's just to see who really gives a shit and actually tries to see what's wrong with me so far only a few people really care
i could have really helped my ex if she wasnt so abusive to me letting npd side get the better of her. unfortunately trying to help a wounded bull you are going to get gored in the process because it doesnt understand you are trying to help it as it only sees you as trying to move it to a better place but because its cut already any movement will be painful for it whether you make it move or it moves of its own volition. Sad. I understand this i wish i could have gone back in time to save her
not suicide of her body only her soul. I'm talking about saving her soul b4 it got fractured to the point of paranoia frustration & tiredness to focus on simple questions like what have you done for me lately which seems to cause such a distress at answering a simple q that may resonate to the bpd npd that there are other people besides her that need her love & attention & may actually help her out of her own problems by focusing on someone elses for a change & also appreciate their help 2 her!
it doesn't even matter, this video is the most expressive video i've ever seen, to me, its fine if my mother slaps me i don't care, coz when i grow up, i'll make sure to give my revenge, but if i do that, i'd be no better than her/them, so i'd rather do my best to stay alive while these things keep happening, at least i'll be able to have my own life soon enough, patience is a child's embodiment, parents may say i give all my patience to you, but its all lies coz they still hurt you
My mother just pretended not to notice. The difference between what my father and mother did is the difference between planning a well executed murder and being a bystander who never called the police.
Perfect. I am on the other side of the world -- ran since 18. I knew I was getting better when I awoke refreshed from dreams of bloody, violent murder some years back. Favorited, so I can share. (YT hassles me.) cutecatfaith d com is my website. My art and activities are appreciated but seldom understood.
I'm glad you learned so much from your mother. She sounds like a good person. It's always nice when parents take the time to really teach their children.
I would never say anything like this my mother but I wish I could respectfully tell her that the pain she's caused, along with the rest of my family and the bullies I've encountered, has killed me inside. I live with the guilt that everything has been my fault. I am to blame. I will never be free... Thanks mom, but I still love you.
I have to say this is powerful, for me it's my dad not my mom. But I just wanted to say that even though my dad has done wrong to me I still forgave him. And I think you should do the same, you don't have to become close or anything it just brings this problem closer to the end..... Stay strong!
Wow! Powerful! I wish I could say I can't relate, but that's not the case. Change "mother" to "father" and...well...I think you can figure out the rest. Once again, Fuckin' Incredible.
i commend you i am a child abuse survivor and this would have to be the most bravest thing you can do i'm been diagnosed with ptsd and clinical depression . congrats to you for speaking up hugs to you xxx :)
She scolded me for crying, when I couldn't help but cry. And then when I tried to keep a straight face, she accused me of being MAD, and she HATED me for that and she hit me...
Most loving and life-affirming mother in the world!
I have never been abused sexually but physically & verbally. I remember all the pain i got from the beatings & i always wonder, "how com my brother didnt experience wat i experienced when i was growing up like his age? that's not fair. he should get the same treatment as i did."
I remember I was forced not to cry, forced not to fight/talk back or even defend myself though it's not my fault. I was always to blame. I remember I was not allowed to have close friends. Now I know I'm not good enough.
I can relate to every single thing, but it was my dad and ex-boyfriend and just friends.. and i wasn't raped.. but was sexually molested.. I know how you feel.. If you need to talk im here.
heya hun;xx this vid is soo good and i wen through wat you did bu i lost my siser's and my brohers they saved me but i will always belive that its my fault everything happen to me that i deseverd it
wow im totally going to make a response to that once im ready i can do the lies she taught me but the anger well im still working on believing that i didnt deserve that... anyway really good job hun =)
I've watched this video before. But today I thought I would watch it again and comment. Don't know why I didn't the first time :0( This has a very powerful message my friend. You've expressed yourself so well. I feel your pain and give you a *HUG*
thank you cloud.. im such a mess my love of my life has ended it cos he cant cope with my mental health.. my trauma has stripped away everything beautiful from me. i am in pieces. blue xx
aww thank you soo much ::)x
landofhealth 2 months ago
You are so talented I was so moved..My older brother did things to me I cant speak of yet but still haunt me today. use your pain like you did in the video and express your self and heal my sister..You are incredible your taletented use that and remember who you are..
Always a fan
suzanne
maryjanepiper 3 months ago
i can totally relate to this my birth mother really fuked me up I act like im happy but that's just to see who really gives a shit and actually tries to see what's wrong with me so far only a few people really care
Pulitzerpro 5 months ago
thanhugs, bluebell xk you sbjc.. its rare, mother daughter abuse but it happens,
landofhealth 5 months ago
i could have really helped my ex if she wasnt so abusive to me letting npd side get the better of her. unfortunately trying to help a wounded bull you are going to get gored in the process because it doesnt understand you are trying to help it as it only sees you as trying to move it to a better place but because its cut already any movement will be painful for it whether you make it move or it moves of its own volition. Sad. I understand this i wish i could have gone back in time to save her
uncreativeranter 7 months ago
@uncreativeranter I'm so sorry. she commeted suicide?
PeaceLoveAndBabyDuc 7 months ago
not suicide of her body only her soul. I'm talking about saving her soul b4 it got fractured to the point of paranoia frustration & tiredness to focus on simple questions like what have you done for me lately which seems to cause such a distress at answering a simple q that may resonate to the bpd npd that there are other people besides her that need her love & attention & may actually help her out of her own problems by focusing on someone elses for a change & also appreciate their help 2 her!
uncreativeranter 7 months ago
@uncreativeranter Sorry I'm easily confused
PeaceLoveAndBabyDuc 7 months ago
oh my gosh.. VERY POWERFUL. thx for sharing. xxxxx
1966pencil 7 months ago
it doesn't even matter, this video is the most expressive video i've ever seen, to me, its fine if my mother slaps me i don't care, coz when i grow up, i'll make sure to give my revenge, but if i do that, i'd be no better than her/them, so i'd rather do my best to stay alive while these things keep happening, at least i'll be able to have my own life soon enough, patience is a child's embodiment, parents may say i give all my patience to you, but its all lies coz they still hurt you
shuru41yuuri 8 months ago
My mother just pretended not to notice. The difference between what my father and mother did is the difference between planning a well executed murder and being a bystander who never called the police.
anastasia81472 9 months ago
Perfect. I am on the other side of the world -- ran since 18. I knew I was getting better when I awoke refreshed from dreams of bloody, violent murder some years back. Favorited, so I can share. (YT hassles me.) cutecatfaith d com is my website. My art and activities are appreciated but seldom understood.
slobomotion 11 months ago
I'm glad you learned so much from your mother. She sounds like a good person. It's always nice when parents take the time to really teach their children.
meric2 11 months ago
i can relate with this video my mom hurts me so bad when i was a child
i hate her thanks for your vid!!
metalchickie29 1 year ago
i can relate, it was my father, tho my mother knew and blamed me
shevacross 1 year ago
I can relate... it wasnt my mother... it was my father..
firends4 1 year ago
I would never say anything like this my mother but I wish I could respectfully tell her that the pain she's caused, along with the rest of my family and the bullies I've encountered, has killed me inside. I live with the guilt that everything has been my fault. I am to blame. I will never be free... Thanks mom, but I still love you.
1lovescats 1 year ago
my mom was the only nice on to me i cant forgive my father never!!!
snickershadow2 1 year ago
I have to say this is powerful, for me it's my dad not my mom. But I just wanted to say that even though my dad has done wrong to me I still forgave him. And I think you should do the same, you don't have to become close or anything it just brings this problem closer to the end..... Stay strong!
flowerhim 1 year ago
@flowerhim My forgiving was a huge, huge mistake. Good luck to you.
slobomotion 11 months ago
I have to ask, are you a girl? D: If you are, wow D:
And i feel so sorry for you :(
LenandRinlove113 1 year ago
Wow! Powerful! I wish I could say I can't relate, but that's not the case. Change "mother" to "father" and...well...I think you can figure out the rest. Once again, Fuckin' Incredible.
Goetia78 1 year ago
@Goetia78 (((hugs))) so sorry about your abuse from your dad. i wish you healing. bluebell x
landofhealth 1 year ago
@Goetia78 could have been written for me
naemasufi 1 year ago
You are beautiful. You are strong. God is there for you. I am here for you.
randomanna1 1 year ago
@brokenstar99 hi there, pm me if you need to talk about your mum.. i'm here for you . hugs, bluebell x
landofhealth 1 year ago
who sings this?
amazing video btw.
keep strong.
<3
ToniJadeHarris 1 year ago
@ToniJadeHarris hiya, thank you.. its evanessence.. they write some powerful songs. x
landofhealth 1 year ago
@ToniJadeHarris evanescence
angelmariemorton 4 months ago
i commend you i am a child abuse survivor and this would have to be the most bravest thing you can do i'm been diagnosed with ptsd and clinical depression . congrats to you for speaking up hugs to you xxx :)
emiem99 2 years ago
@emiem99 thank you.. how are u doing? hugs, bluebell x
landofhealth 1 year ago
#10, definitely!
She scolded me for crying, when I couldn't help but cry. And then when I tried to keep a straight face, she accused me of being MAD, and she HATED me for that and she hit me...
Most loving and life-affirming mother in the world!
723cielo 2 years ago
@723cielo (((((hugs))))
landofhealth 1 year ago
wow! amazing, thank you!
hopstop3721 2 years ago
thank you so much for your lovley messages big hugs, bluebell xx
landofhealth 2 years ago
I have never been abused sexually but physically & verbally. I remember all the pain i got from the beatings & i always wonder, "how com my brother didnt experience wat i experienced when i was growing up like his age? that's not fair. he should get the same treatment as i did."
I remember I was forced not to cry, forced not to fight/talk back or even defend myself though it's not my fault. I was always to blame. I remember I was not allowed to have close friends. Now I know I'm not good enough.
SamiD29 2 years ago
your good enough. your stupid parents arent good enough.
your great the way you are, just like anyone else!!!
hopstop3721 2 years ago
Be strong.
I can relate to every single thing, but it was my dad and ex-boyfriend and just friends.. and i wasn't raped.. but was sexually molested.. I know how you feel.. If you need to talk im here.
FarahLovesYou 2 years ago
Wow! Hun Well made and very powerful, I went through exactly the same plus sexual abuse from my father. To this day i blame myself.
But i tell myself everyday that i must stay strong and not weak like them, I am so sorry for your pain hun xox
alimags123 2 years ago 3
Wow, powerful stuff, i can totally relate to this vid and it made me cry. nuff said.
pantz64 2 years ago
heya hun;xx this vid is soo good and i wen through wat you did bu i lost my siser's and my brohers they saved me but i will always belive that its my fault everything happen to me that i deseverd it
Roxiie21 3 years ago
no comment nessecairy....
momke70 3 years ago
Your videos speak volumes! Thank you for speaking out!
looclila19 3 years ago
thanks for your kind comment. hugs bluebell x
landofhealth 3 years ago
wow im totally going to make a response to that once im ready i can do the lies she taught me but the anger well im still working on believing that i didnt deserve that... anyway really good job hun =)
adenalilly 3 years ago
I've watched this video before. But today I thought I would watch it again and comment. Don't know why I didn't the first time :0( This has a very powerful message my friend. You've expressed yourself so well. I feel your pain and give you a *HUG*
CREATIVERAIN 3 years ago
hey girl u hang in there know we are here for you.. plz send me a messasge let me kn ow how you are
dorthyandtotoauntem 3 years ago
land of health hang in there! something will save us, when dont know, have faith thats what im told! fustrated
nikko669 3 years ago
thank you nikko.. i hope so too! warm hugs, blue x
landofhealth 3 years ago
thank you cloud.. im such a mess my love of my life has ended it cos he cant cope with my mental health.. my trauma has stripped away everything beautiful from me. i am in pieces. blue xx
landofhealth 3 years ago
hey hun this is my other nic add this one too
dorthyandtoto72 4 years ago