This video speaks right to me. I've been depressed and wantd to kill myself for years! I feel like no one cares how I feel. My own parents make fun of me everysingle day. I have no friends to talk too i literally have no one. I walk in this cruel world by myself. I can't take it anymore!!!!
the start of this video is exactly how i feel.i hurt and hurt someone very.special to me.on a weekly basis and it kills me inside that i cant stop it.so i always feel there only one way out
@Thesasori101 stfu they are not fucking weak you don't fucking know what is happening in there life, so you shouldnt fucking judge people, btw if you think it's so stupid why the fuck are you even watching this video?? Your probably just a fucking 11 year old trolling around the Internet bc you have nothing better to fucking do so just fucking bck off bitch.
@TheSasori101 Fuckin idiot,Your just Lucky ya wrote that on youtube cause if i knew you in person i'd fuckin knock you out you little cunt...Most likely one of these days something will happen to you to make you feel like this,,, and after writing that i hope no one gives a fuck about you or how you feel..You do not deserve a good life if you think like that and you will get whats coming to you for slagging others in pain...Karma's a bitch,What goes around comes around..ENJOY!!!
No. there is no GOD. If I am his son why am i suffering like this? Major depression, anxiety and suicide. that's my life. that's my curse. I can't leave my house because i'm afraid of everything. How can i live like this? nobody deserves to live like this. recently i tried suicide with 120 pills. that's right, 120 pills but i'm still here. WHY? Enough of this pathetic life. now, i'm collecting more pills. just to make sure i don't fail again. My live is so pitiful. FUCK THIS SHITTY LIVE.
No. there is no GOD. If I am his son why am i suffering like this? Major depression, anxiety and suicide. that's my life. that's my curse. I can't leave my house because i'm afraid of everything. How can i live like this? nobody deserves to live like this. recently i tried suicide with 120 pills. that's right, 120 pills but i'm still here. WHY? Enough of this pathetic life. now, i'm collecting more pills. just to make sure i don't fail again. My live is so pitiful. FUCK THIS SHITTY LIVE.
I don't know what to do. I want to kill myself but, I can't bring myself to. I am nothing I am worthless. I've been told I'm ugly I'm constantly called stupid by my father and stepmother. Hell just a couple of mintues he called me a slut. I am a lesbian, I'm not a virgin but that's only because I was raped. I'm forever chaging myslef to try to be the girl/daugther they want me to be but I even fuck that up. I'm that girl that is over looked because I'm not good enough....
@TheKittykitty04 The devil wants your soul! Don't give in and don't give up. Keep on fighting; as long as you stay alive, there's hope!!!!!!!
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the LORD, plans to prosper you...to give you hope and future." Jer 29:11 Hope you will watch Nick Vujicic on YT, he too was suicidal. You are beautiful and loved. I know that because God sent His son to die for so you could live! (john 3:16) I will pray for all who read this. It will get better, you'll see!
I wanted to once i mean everyday i feel thoughts about it ..my mom makes fun of me so does my sister i feel like nobody cares and they dont ... They talk about beating me. Because of my condition and i just want it to end... I get picked on at school and i had enough
I had two friends that died my best friends people at school say that I bullshit just because I kept there Facebook acounts on for a bit because I felt so terrible and thought it was my falt now people who where my friends talk behind my back and I think about what if i wasn't here I'm 14 that's Fucking sick what kid should go through those thoughts
@FccknAbbyGee No you are not! You are having destructive thoughts. But your thoughts can change. Read and watch inspirational and uplifting messages to lift you up and rebuild your broken spirit. God can help, talk to him just as if he were sitting right next to you. He answered me when I was in darkness and He will answer you. This too shall pass. Read Jer 29:11 helped me.
last night i tried to cut myself i dont wanna die my boyfriend says im looking for attention only im not im just really depressed and cant stop myself from crying!
@littlepenguinangel Well, here is your hug:-) It will be okay, you can make it through. You will make it through. The devil is the author of deception, he wants you to believe it wont be OK and then you will give your soul to him. Don't give in and don't give up. The darkness does pass, I know it because it happened to me, I was saved by the grace of God. Please try prayer. Choose not to believe the lies in your head. God sent his son Jesus to die for you. You are worth dying for.
My friend said she was done with her life so sence we were in school i pulled her into the bathroom and said "no u arent. U don't want ur baby sis to wake up in the morning and see u dead on your bed!you would never do something like this so stop talkin like this!"and by this point i was practically screaming and she was crying so i huged her and said "its gonna be alright" but for me its not gonna be alright cuz everyone hates me and ya they really do i dont want this life i have to many
I attempted suicide in November 2011 at age 15, because I couldn't stand how hurt my lover (at the time) was feeling. seems foolish or stupid but I felt like he was everything. At the same time, I was coping with a lost friend in which passed way. I've known him for half my life. I started finding more healthier alternatives. we are capable of living once, so make it your best. Perhaps remember the saying 'what doesn't kill me, can only make me stronger' stay strong and believe in yourself <3
I'm sick of begin alone, I just told all my friends good bye and all the awful things done to me to make me wanna killmyself, they all called me stupid and told me to please do it, they were the only things keeping me here. But now I have no reason to be here..
I relley do know you feel I have tryed many suicide attempts and does self harm ! It's a horrible feeling please gmail me if u need help we can just talk if that's all I won't IT'S painwickens@gmail.com and just say who u r
Maybe the Lord removed that "hedge" from around us that he removed from Job so that the devil could test Job's faith. I believe that God and the devil have the same conversation about us all. If the Lord didn't think we could handle our circumstances He would not allow them. "Allowed", not cause.
And not all suicides are due to bullying. Sometimes that may be the case. They may have a chemical imbalance that creates these suicidal depressive tendencies. May it be death, home life school life or a mental condition. It is serious and it is not funny. For all you guys out there I have thought about it before, don't think you are alone. Hopefully we can stick it out together.
@TheSasori101 Bullying is serious. Hear that SERIOUS!!! Go to a physciatrist if you really mean that. Hun you need mental help if you laugh at suicide.
@MsSoccerlover15 nice concept, but some people are athiests :P I never want to commit suicide but self harm is another easier way out *sigh* HUGS to everyone and I hope you all recover :D xx <3
@AllTheCoolKidsHateMe I know what you mean. I know I finally came right out and said I wanted to harm myself and I am getting help here soon. Hopefully we can stick it out.
TO EVERYONE THAT HAS COMIT SUICIDE AND THINKS LIFE WOULD BE BETTER FOR OTHERS IF YOU DIED. DON'T KEEP KILL YOURSELF! GOD DIDNT PUT YOU ON THIS EARTH SO THAT YOU CAN CUT YOURSELF. GOD PUT YOU ON THIS EARTH FOR A PURPOSE! IGNORE ALL THE PEOPLE THAT BULLY YOU! I KNOW IT MIGHT BE HARD TO DO THAT, BUT YOU NEVER KNOW UNLESS YOU TRY! AND REMEMBER THAT GOD LOVES YOU FOR YOU! :) HE WILL HELP YOU GET THROUGH THIS, TRUST ME :)
October 18th , I lost a friend that meant very very much to me . He hung himself but , not because of bullying...but because of his life at home . I can feel him right now , I know hes here . It gets harder and harder everyday as life goes on . To tell the truth , if it wasn't for my supportive friends and family .. I might have been up on heaven with him right now . <3 I love you -leugiM - r.i.p. Baby Angel :')
My girlfriend of 3 years recently followed through on her threats. She made almost word for word each of these statements . I recognized a problem and tried to help but I obviously didn't understand. It's been almost 5 weeks now and it's getting worse not better. Please!! I beg you !!! If you're watching this a considering suicide do not do it!!!! I now understand how she felt inside just as she told me I would!
I hate having to wear a disguise every day. I hate laughing and but not feeling happy. I hate that I cannot tell anyone. I already know what they will say though: It will get better. But it hasn't, it's just gotten worse. But no matter what, I can never follow though with ending it. I guess that's one of the few things I can actually be truly happy for. I don't want to die, but I don't want to live this life I have.
@MrGigman125 oh my gosh, don't do it because I tried it once over my family fighting all the time, I was gonna hang myself with my school tie 'cause I honestly thought things would never change but they actually did, when i got older i was able to move out and not have to go to school anymore which were the two things that made me depressed and i'm finally getting better now so don't kill yourself because suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
I love life....only god can take life away from us not our self if u are here is for a reason ;) b happy u are breathing people live love laugh dammit ;)
I know it seems that there's no point in life when you're depressed. there is. depression is like a break up, a family loss, It's only temporary, I promise you that within a year it'll all go away. I almost killed myself when I was 16 years old, now i'm 19 working on being a music producer. One way to start off is to stop listening to depressing music like this one. at your point listen to gospel music, cause God was the one to help me get through it. if suicide is you only option. Pick God.
just over 7 years ive been bulyed for the way i am and look then there my family that just think of me as a money waster and Everyday all i hear is screaming and shouting from my mum and dad im depressed at home and at college and just makes me think if it would be just easyer to die and be that one less person to worry about because im just invisible to everyone anyways T^T
@zennybobZz im in the same posion :( i hope you can find the strength to carry on i swear if my life continues the way it is then i will not live to see summer 2012 :(
i think of it all the time. i tryed sevreal times to comitte suicide, noone really cares... they all say they do but noone ever does . only reason stopping me is my grandmother i dont want her feeling its her fault. . . i cut myself on the daily.. she crys everytime she sees the scares.
every day I try to keep me from killing myself.And sometimes I feel like there is no HOPE I feel like people try to help me but i just don't want it.I don't want to be alive. I cause problems for everyone and i don't want to be here
honestly, i get bullied everyday. and everyday my thoughts of suicide get worse and worse and everyday i just want to find the eascape, and all i;ve found as an escape is death.
now there telling me i better not play football or even run much because i will need a knee replacement eventually. Working out was my way to get away from it all. One night i stayed up by myself with a 45 and 5th of jim bean. I feel like i never had a chance to be what i wanted to be and i can't shake this feeling. I don't know what to do because i just can't talk to anybody about this becuase i don't have close freinds because i put up walls and i can't talk about it. I seriously need help.
i have never opened up like this before, but here it goes. I was 300 lbs in high-school and was made fun of because of it. Life at home was worse, i lived in the projects and my parents used to beat the crap out of me physically and mentally. I was able to get down to 225 and join the military and i lost another 20 lbs and im in terrific shape. I left the military to go to college and play football, until i tore my acl and meniscus and they said i had extremely bad knees for someone my age...
I believe that this video should help alot of kids,, but in another waays it helped me out in negativee... i myself am suicidal and think of suicide all the time ive attempoted 5 times and cut myself all the time... but it all isnt worth and once you start you can not stop so to all those that watch this video please dont start thinking suicide or cut yourself. its not worth it all!
Im12 and im havin these thoughts I wanna ask my mom if she loves me I know shes gonna say shut up ill get a knife come back stab my self and be with jesus my hero who I love I cant take this life anymore....
I hope everyone finds someone as amazing as her someone who gives them the strength to get away from the edge and to all of you who are looking for that shove ur looking for the wrong thing u need to look for that tug pulling you away from that ledge not the shove to knock you off
I bet alot of ppl watching this are around my age 14 give or take a few years most of em are debating suicide and they are like I am we are cast away for being different and were just looking for that one last shove that will make us able to finish this life and not have to expirience it all and i dnt blame them only thing keepin me hanging on is my girl
i have a friend, yea shes different, everybody makes fun and teases her. she cries all the time to me sayin she cant take it anymore nd no one cares, but i do care for her... i hate to see her like that because no person needs to be treated like dhat no matter how different they are. it really sucks because one day she could be there and the next shes gone. i wish i could honestly go to those people and tell them to fuck off because nobody knows what shes goin thru. even tho i try i never will.
All of you guys talkin bout committing suicide because your dad or your mom don't care anymore..I didn't have a father my mother was and is strung out on drugs I live in my truck because none of my relatives wants me to stay with them and most of my friends aren't my friends anymore..I feel like I have nothing I've thought about suicide but I don't actually think i will do it..you gotta die one day anyway and who knows things could get better..
the person that said suicide is a permament solution to a temporay problem
has never wanted to take there on life because i now for a fact that when you are think about suicide there is no way out and the pain is so bad that takeing your own life is the only way out that now amout of pills or anything will help i know that feeling i know that pain
I just wanna die honestly.My parents and stupid drunken grandma ruined my life and i just cant handle anything anymore.Nobody wants or loves me.I have nothing to live for and im so ready to end it all.My wrists and ankels can prove my life is fucked up.
Mankind is degrading! Oh how beautiful! I hope everyone is in great despair. I love seeing everyone in that state. and I love seeing those sad picturesXD
I wish i was never born . And thats funny because cause when i was 2 months i was really sick i actually died for a couple minutes but i came back to life . Why didnt i died i should have died . I really hate my life
@leavemebeful well whats bad bout ur life? i was abused my 3 closes members of my family died, my friend commited suicide, im stuck at a stupid foster family, and the family that im at hates me and hurts me everyday
I've tried to get help, ive reached out my hand, only to fall back down. my silent screams, of pain and misery, my cries of anger and agony, never to be heard. ive tried suicide and i feel like i wanna try again. maybe then i will be at peace, maybe then ill see my dad and brother and never have to return to this horrible place we call earth. maybe ill appear in a world with no tears, or cries for help. a place with no pain or sorrow. maybe... just maybe.......
this is really good , i've seen so many familys torn apart from their kids taking their own lifes. yeah i've wanted to befor but i couldn't put my mother throw that like
and at the end of the day i know i'm loved and wanted !! <3 !!
Listen and pay attention, kids. Most of you appear to be just kids age wise.You're not qualified to be thinking in such a manner. Believe it1 You are at an age when everything in your body is starting to change. 11, 12year olds, you are no longer the toddler anymore. In roughly seven to eight yearsyou should be past it, and ready to exsperience what your parents have been exsperiencing all these years. doomsyer6, you're omly 12. You have to take time to hone your skills.It will be better.
Wow,I literally sobbed at this, it explains my life word for word if tried suicide before,but then I thought about how other people(my parents,the only ones who would care) but I still cut and attempt to every few days......I just need to love someone and be loved by someone but sadly,I fucked that up too......please help me.
Please someone respond I'm only 12 and I Wana kill myself, I'm good at nothing but hockey Iv tried telling my parents but they ignore me Iv tried talking to friends but they avoid me and I see no point to living, someone respond with a reason y I shouldn't shoot myself in the head, people say it gets better as u get older, but for me it only gets worse, please some one respond I have no other place after YouTube
I'm 12, I have depression, anorexia and an anxiety disorder. I can't take it anymore... I want to die. I tried to drown myself today but that didn't work... Tonight I'm going to slit my throat. I can't take it anymore... It's my only option...
I have a huge depression for years. I just don't know what to do. I'm almost 17 now and I have no hope that I'm going to have a good future...I rarely talk to my dad, my mom hates me, all of my friends are stoping to talk to me, I don't know why...
@fiveadelavel I don't really know what to tell you because I'm in the same situation, I've a depression for along time...but do something of your life. Get up and fight for your dreams.
Make yourself busy so you won't feel depressed. Worst times will com but Better times will come as well...you just have to wait and see.
try to think of the people who will be hurt. Is it worth it to give them grief they may never get over. hold on to life for them and for you. trust me? please!!!!!!!!!
John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life."
The love has been given, don't let it pass you, love is patient, it is waiting for you, God is waiting.
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Juan 3:16 "Porque de tal manera amo Dios al mundo, que ha dado a su hijo unegito, para que todo aquel que en el cree, no se pierda mas tega vida eterna."
El amor ya es dado, no lo deje pasar, amor es paciente, te esta esperando, Dios te espera.
I'm so seriously thinking about committing suicides... But the only reason i can't do is the existence of my parents... If i did suicide, How they fall into the depression due to me because i know how they loved me. I Thought and told everyone that committing suicide is stupid choice from weak-spirited person, but now I know they weren't weak or even stupid.Everyone will be same if they wear their shoes. I don't know why i'm living now and I'm so sick of myself pretending everything's alright.
Every so often I get really down due to bad tests, failed job interviews or just a shitty life in general. It's times like this where I say to myself, "I really wouldn't mind dying right now.." I say that but I know I could never kill myself, rather I wouldn't mind if somebody else did it for me. I'm probably a sick bastard for saying this but sometimes going on the internet and seeing other people's misery makes me feel a bit better about myself. There's someone out there with a worse life :P
this whole video is exactly what i've thought for sometime, but at the same time, in my own twisted thinking i choose to live, so that i could destroy more and cause more pain to myself and to others, for not noticing my cry for help when i really need one.
So now i go on living but my life is turned upside down now. my grades went from a B to F, my dream came from the right track to down the drain, and my trust to people and everyone went from good to not trusting anyone at all.
for all the people the people in the comments that say that they are considering suicide litsen i know you probably hear this all the time but IT WILL GET BETTER it compleatly ture and i know that it probably sounds impossible for it to get better but it will and you have to live to see!!! :)
@livelovecookies36 no it wong get better cuz i had school study problems and then my father gave me "life lesson" and then i got better at school and only once i done something wrong and my big sister is shoutin at me and she told me she will tell my father then he is saying lets take your computer blah blah blah and then he laughs at me and i should just suicicde im nothing in this world nothing!
@RGA54ETYHA5YH every solution has an awnser, i was in a place like that once myself and it passed just like everything else, suiscide is never the awnser
@RGA54ETYHA5YH remember the quote in this video, suiscide is a permanent solution for a temporary proble, add my facebook if you wanna talk, message me if you wanna know my name so we can talk
@TheF2TheInnian i don't have facebook because i got like 5 friends and people in school will see only 5 friends and they will make fun so i decided not to open one thanks for the offer though and i been thinking about suiciding and i decided that i'll see what i'll do in the end of my school year because i'm going to study really a lot more then everybody use to and if i won't get good grades even though i studied then i guess i have to think again if to do it or not.......
@RGA54ETYHA5YH add my skype then, talking will help, i was thinking of suiscide a few times before but i decided not to to see how thing would change, and iv been so happy lately, ill private message u my skype so we can talk :)
i wish i was dead all the time, i have done nw 4 da last 5 years, ive even tried 2 kill myself but im still here i dont want 2 b bt i am, my doctor wont even help and my councillor makes me feel worse. this is a very harsh and cruel world in which we live and its better to die then live as u cnt course problems 4 any1 even though the problems in which we have already coursed wil still b here
That's how I feel but not exactly. I'm 13 I'm suicidal and severly depressed this started in 5th grade I'm now in 8th. it's getting worse. and no ones noticed at all.
@colorfulrainbow777 Be quiet kid. They are weak. In fact suiciding makes their life meaningless. People are too idiotic to understand that.
TheSasori101 6 days ago
This video speaks right to me. I've been depressed and wantd to kill myself for years! I feel like no one cares how I feel. My own parents make fun of me everysingle day. I have no friends to talk too i literally have no one. I walk in this cruel world by myself. I can't take it anymore!!!!
jordandevers20 1 week ago
the start of this video is exactly how i feel.i hurt and hurt someone very.special to me.on a weekly basis and it kills me inside that i cant stop it.so i always feel there only one way out
irelandsghost 1 week ago
@Thesasori101 stfu they are not fucking weak you don't fucking know what is happening in there life, so you shouldnt fucking judge people, btw if you think it's so stupid why the fuck are you even watching this video?? Your probably just a fucking 11 year old trolling around the Internet bc you have nothing better to fucking do so just fucking bck off bitch.
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Reason0to0Love 4 weeks ago
Lol this is funny. People that suicide are weak.
TheSasori101 1 month ago
@TheSasori101 Fuckin idiot,Your just Lucky ya wrote that on youtube cause if i knew you in person i'd fuckin knock you out you little cunt...Most likely one of these days something will happen to you to make you feel like this,,, and after writing that i hope no one gives a fuck about you or how you feel..You do not deserve a good life if you think like that and you will get whats coming to you for slagging others in pain...Karma's a bitch,What goes around comes around..ENJOY!!!
wabawab 1 week ago
I dont believe in god nor the devil, but it wont matter anymore after today..
TheKittykitty04 1 month ago
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No. there is no GOD. If I am his son why am i suffering like this? Major depression, anxiety and suicide. that's my life. that's my curse. I can't leave my house because i'm afraid of everything. How can i live like this? nobody deserves to live like this. recently i tried suicide with 120 pills. that's right, 120 pills but i'm still here. WHY? Enough of this pathetic life. now, i'm collecting more pills. just to make sure i don't fail again. My live is so pitiful. FUCK THIS SHITTY LIVE.
Algren79Kyubbi 1 month ago
No. there is no GOD. If I am his son why am i suffering like this? Major depression, anxiety and suicide. that's my life. that's my curse. I can't leave my house because i'm afraid of everything. How can i live like this? nobody deserves to live like this. recently i tried suicide with 120 pills. that's right, 120 pills but i'm still here. WHY? Enough of this pathetic life. now, i'm collecting more pills. just to make sure i don't fail again. My live is so pitiful. FUCK THIS SHITTY LIVE.
Algren79Kyubbi 1 month ago
I don't know what to do. I want to kill myself but, I can't bring myself to. I am nothing I am worthless. I've been told I'm ugly I'm constantly called stupid by my father and stepmother. Hell just a couple of mintues he called me a slut. I am a lesbian, I'm not a virgin but that's only because I was raped. I'm forever chaging myslef to try to be the girl/daugther they want me to be but I even fuck that up. I'm that girl that is over looked because I'm not good enough....
TheKittykitty04 1 month ago
@TheKittykitty04 The devil wants your soul! Don't give in and don't give up. Keep on fighting; as long as you stay alive, there's hope!!!!!!!
"For I know the plans I have for you declares the LORD, plans to prosper you...to give you hope and future." Jer 29:11 Hope you will watch Nick Vujicic on YT, he too was suicidal. You are beautiful and loved. I know that because God sent His son to die for so you could live! (john 3:16) I will pray for all who read this. It will get better, you'll see!
opbejoha 1 month ago
I wanted to once i mean everyday i feel thoughts about it ..my mom makes fun of me so does my sister i feel like nobody cares and they dont ... They talk about beating me. Because of my condition and i just want it to end... I get picked on at school and i had enough
Girl20Bad 1 month ago
Damn everyday these stupid thaughts keep seeping deeper and deeper in my head IDK what to do anymore...
Wolves187X 1 month ago
I had two friends that died my best friends people at school say that I bullshit just because I kept there Facebook acounts on for a bit because I felt so terrible and thought it was my falt now people who where my friends talk behind my back and I think about what if i wasn't here I'm 14 that's Fucking sick what kid should go through those thoughts
conns007 1 month ago
im destroyed in the inside.
FccknAbbyGee 1 month ago
@FccknAbbyGee No you are not! You are having destructive thoughts. But your thoughts can change. Read and watch inspirational and uplifting messages to lift you up and rebuild your broken spirit. God can help, talk to him just as if he were sitting right next to you. He answered me when I was in darkness and He will answer you. This too shall pass. Read Jer 29:11 helped me.
opbejoha 1 month ago
last night i tried to cut myself i dont wanna die my boyfriend says im looking for attention only im not im just really depressed and cant stop myself from crying!
xfactorbaby1 1 month ago
Problems i just want someone to hug me and tell me its going to be ok even thow it wont be
littlepenguinangel 1 month ago
@littlepenguinangel Well, here is your hug:-) It will be okay, you can make it through. You will make it through. The devil is the author of deception, he wants you to believe it wont be OK and then you will give your soul to him. Don't give in and don't give up. The darkness does pass, I know it because it happened to me, I was saved by the grace of God. Please try prayer. Choose not to believe the lies in your head. God sent his son Jesus to die for you. You are worth dying for.
opbejoha 1 month ago
My friend said she was done with her life so sence we were in school i pulled her into the bathroom and said "no u arent. U don't want ur baby sis to wake up in the morning and see u dead on your bed!you would never do something like this so stop talkin like this!"and by this point i was practically screaming and she was crying so i huged her and said "its gonna be alright" but for me its not gonna be alright cuz everyone hates me and ya they really do i dont want this life i have to many
littlepenguinangel 1 month ago
This is so like me, I think of these words.
AsianSwaga1 1 month ago
I attempted suicide in November 2011 at age 15, because I couldn't stand how hurt my lover (at the time) was feeling. seems foolish or stupid but I felt like he was everything. At the same time, I was coping with a lost friend in which passed way. I've known him for half my life. I started finding more healthier alternatives. we are capable of living once, so make it your best. Perhaps remember the saying 'what doesn't kill me, can only make me stronger' stay strong and believe in yourself <3
Blackskittles09 1 month ago
I'm sick of begin alone, I just told all my friends good bye and all the awful things done to me to make me wanna killmyself, they all called me stupid and told me to please do it, they were the only things keeping me here. But now I have no reason to be here..
TheKittykitty04 1 month ago
I relley do know you feel I have tryed many suicide attempts and does self harm ! It's a horrible feeling please gmail me if u need help we can just talk if that's all I won't IT'S painwickens@gmail.com and just say who u r
bethanjw 1 month ago
i know how u feel i feel that way too ppl keep telling me life will get better but thats not true it just get s worse and worse
stoeckel01 1 month ago
Maybe the Lord removed that "hedge" from around us that he removed from Job so that the devil could test Job's faith. I believe that God and the devil have the same conversation about us all. If the Lord didn't think we could handle our circumstances He would not allow them. "Allowed", not cause.
TheAmbassador11 2 months ago
omg that made me cry buckets!
aloveforkittens1 2 months ago
that is me out and out :'-(
Brokenbella23 2 months ago
This is how i feel i wanna cry my eyes out
Whoyouare252 2 months ago
@Whoyouare252 ik how u feel and im sorry its a terrible feeling
stoeckel01 1 month ago
And not all suicides are due to bullying. Sometimes that may be the case. They may have a chemical imbalance that creates these suicidal depressive tendencies. May it be death, home life school life or a mental condition. It is serious and it is not funny. For all you guys out there I have thought about it before, don't think you are alone. Hopefully we can stick it out together.
nailbiter81 2 months ago
put your faith in god, whether you believe it's allah, jesus, brahman, yahweh, or whatever. helps some.
abdurrahmanR 2 months ago
@TheSasori101 Bullying is serious. Hear that SERIOUS!!! Go to a physciatrist if you really mean that. Hun you need mental help if you laugh at suicide.
Tybarlow18 2 months ago
@MsSoccerlover15 nice concept, but some people are athiests :P I never want to commit suicide but self harm is another easier way out *sigh* HUGS to everyone and I hope you all recover :D xx <3
Tybarlow18 2 months ago
tht's me there in 1:08 :'(
i have tried getting help but no one can help meh :'(
chok0gal 2 months ago
I swear if it weren't for my family, I wouldn't live. They're the only ones holding me back, if something were to happen to them I'd follow.
The worst is that no one listens or cares, I've tried to hint it to 'friends' but it goes right over their heads.
AllTheCoolKidsHateMe 2 months ago
@AllTheCoolKidsHateMe I know what you mean. I know I finally came right out and said I wanted to harm myself and I am getting help here soon. Hopefully we can stick it out.
nailbiter81 2 months ago
this rlly made me cry becuz i feel like this rite now and it rlly hurts and its like no1 gets it
cutiemadelyn 2 months ago
TO EVERYONE THAT HAS COMIT SUICIDE AND THINKS LIFE WOULD BE BETTER FOR OTHERS IF YOU DIED. DON'T KEEP KILL YOURSELF! GOD DIDNT PUT YOU ON THIS EARTH SO THAT YOU CAN CUT YOURSELF. GOD PUT YOU ON THIS EARTH FOR A PURPOSE! IGNORE ALL THE PEOPLE THAT BULLY YOU! I KNOW IT MIGHT BE HARD TO DO THAT, BUT YOU NEVER KNOW UNLESS YOU TRY! AND REMEMBER THAT GOD LOVES YOU FOR YOU! :) HE WILL HELP YOU GET THROUGH THIS, TRUST ME :)
MsSoccerlover15 2 months ago
December 19th,Rest in peace baby boy. You will forever be with us.:c <3
spirit201 2 months ago
October 18th , I lost a friend that meant very very much to me . He hung himself but , not because of bullying...but because of his life at home . I can feel him right now , I know hes here . It gets harder and harder everyday as life goes on . To tell the truth , if it wasn't for my supportive friends and family .. I might have been up on heaven with him right now . <3 I love you -leugiM - r.i.p. Baby Angel :')
tazzgirl9 2 months ago
Lol this made me laugh just liked the kids that suicided due to bullying!
TheSasori101 2 months ago
My girlfriend of 3 years recently followed through on her threats. She made almost word for word each of these statements . I recognized a problem and tried to help but I obviously didn't understand. It's been almost 5 weeks now and it's getting worse not better. Please!! I beg you !!! If you're watching this a considering suicide do not do it!!!! I now understand how she felt inside just as she told me I would!
chrisdm23 2 months ago
I hate having to wear a disguise every day. I hate laughing and but not feeling happy. I hate that I cannot tell anyone. I already know what they will say though: It will get better. But it hasn't, it's just gotten worse. But no matter what, I can never follow though with ending it. I guess that's one of the few things I can actually be truly happy for. I don't want to die, but I don't want to live this life I have.
MrGigman125 2 months ago
@MrGigman125 oh my gosh, don't do it because I tried it once over my family fighting all the time, I was gonna hang myself with my school tie 'cause I honestly thought things would never change but they actually did, when i got older i was able to move out and not have to go to school anymore which were the two things that made me depressed and i'm finally getting better now so don't kill yourself because suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
piaybackjunkie17 2 months ago 2
I love life....only god can take life away from us not our self if u are here is for a reason ;) b happy u are breathing people live love laugh dammit ;)
gabyoseguera78 3 months ago
I know it seems that there's no point in life when you're depressed. there is. depression is like a break up, a family loss, It's only temporary, I promise you that within a year it'll all go away. I almost killed myself when I was 16 years old, now i'm 19 working on being a music producer. One way to start off is to stop listening to depressing music like this one. at your point listen to gospel music, cause God was the one to help me get through it. if suicide is you only option. Pick God.
peace2yomama 3 months ago 8
just over 7 years ive been bulyed for the way i am and look then there my family that just think of me as a money waster and Everyday all i hear is screaming and shouting from my mum and dad im depressed at home and at college and just makes me think if it would be just easyer to die and be that one less person to worry about because im just invisible to everyone anyways T^T
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peace2yomama 3 months ago
@zennybobZz im in the same posion :( i hope you can find the strength to carry on i swear if my life continues the way it is then i will not live to see summer 2012 :(
amb500u8787uu 2 months ago in playlist Suicide
This video, and the comments on it made me cry.......
0602kayla 3 months ago
i think of it all the time. i tryed sevreal times to comitte suicide, noone really cares... they all say they do but noone ever does . only reason stopping me is my grandmother i dont want her feeling its her fault. . . i cut myself on the daily.. she crys everytime she sees the scares.
69janessa 3 months ago
every day I try to keep me from killing myself.And sometimes I feel like there is no HOPE I feel like people try to help me but i just don't want it.I don't want to be alive. I cause problems for everyone and i don't want to be here
Marioalexanderleon 3 months ago
sometimes i pray for God to reach his hand out and take me away. because i just wasnt cut out for this hellish world.
perladactyl 3 months ago
honestly, i get bullied everyday. and everyday my thoughts of suicide get worse and worse and everyday i just want to find the eascape, and all i;ve found as an escape is death.
lizzyzay1 3 months ago
@lizzyzay1 im on the same road as you:,(
soccerlover3450 3 months ago
i have sueiside toughts and they mostly hurt alot i really have a death wish
the5elementsfilms 3 months ago
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now there telling me i better not play football or even run much because i will need a knee replacement eventually. Working out was my way to get away from it all. One night i stayed up by myself with a 45 and 5th of jim bean. I feel like i never had a chance to be what i wanted to be and i can't shake this feeling. I don't know what to do because i just can't talk to anybody about this becuase i don't have close freinds because i put up walls and i can't talk about it. I seriously need help.
madientrini33 4 months ago
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i have never opened up like this before, but here it goes. I was 300 lbs in high-school and was made fun of because of it. Life at home was worse, i lived in the projects and my parents used to beat the crap out of me physically and mentally. I was able to get down to 225 and join the military and i lost another 20 lbs and im in terrific shape. I left the military to go to college and play football, until i tore my acl and meniscus and they said i had extremely bad knees for someone my age...
madientrini33 4 months ago
I believe that this video should help alot of kids,, but in another waays it helped me out in negativee... i myself am suicidal and think of suicide all the time ive attempoted 5 times and cut myself all the time... but it all isnt worth and once you start you can not stop so to all those that watch this video please dont start thinking suicide or cut yourself. its not worth it all!
babeykitty93 4 months ago
Im12 and im havin these thoughts I wanna ask my mom if she loves me I know shes gonna say shut up ill get a knife come back stab my self and be with jesus my hero who I love I cant take this life anymore....
julianaivanovbonet 4 months ago
I hope everyone finds someone as amazing as her someone who gives them the strength to get away from the edge and to all of you who are looking for that shove ur looking for the wrong thing u need to look for that tug pulling you away from that ledge not the shove to knock you off
traviscarl1 4 months ago
I bet alot of ppl watching this are around my age 14 give or take a few years most of em are debating suicide and they are like I am we are cast away for being different and were just looking for that one last shove that will make us able to finish this life and not have to expirience it all and i dnt blame them only thing keepin me hanging on is my girl
traviscarl1 4 months ago
i have a friend, yea shes different, everybody makes fun and teases her. she cries all the time to me sayin she cant take it anymore nd no one cares, but i do care for her... i hate to see her like that because no person needs to be treated like dhat no matter how different they are. it really sucks because one day she could be there and the next shes gone. i wish i could honestly go to those people and tell them to fuck off because nobody knows what shes goin thru. even tho i try i never will.
0nlyGirl01 4 months ago
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hey this is a shout out to anyone that needs a friend or wants someone to talk to, i am here and will listen to you. contact me
livelaughlove0113 4 months ago
All of you guys talkin bout committing suicide because your dad or your mom don't care anymore..I didn't have a father my mother was and is strung out on drugs I live in my truck because none of my relatives wants me to stay with them and most of my friends aren't my friends anymore..I feel like I have nothing I've thought about suicide but I don't actually think i will do it..you gotta die one day anyway and who knows things could get better..
JDrummaB32 4 months ago
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Im committing suicide in 5 days.
JDrummaB32 4 months ago
the person that said suicide is a permament solution to a temporay problem
has never wanted to take there on life because i now for a fact that when you are think about suicide there is no way out and the pain is so bad that takeing your own life is the only way out that now amout of pills or anything will help i know that feeling i know that pain
MsPaigem 4 months ago
:'( it would be so easy. All the pain...gone...
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stoeckel01 4 months ago in playlist delys list
I just wanna die honestly.My parents and stupid drunken grandma ruined my life and i just cant handle anything anymore.Nobody wants or loves me.I have nothing to live for and im so ready to end it all.My wrists and ankels can prove my life is fucked up.
kenzie131415 4 months ago
@kenzie131415 if you need someone to talk to im a good listener and ill be a friend, message me if you want
livelaughlove0113 4 months ago
And for those watching you're worthless! you are just an accident born out of this world created by your pervert fathers!
Dimrain47ftw 5 months ago
Mankind is degrading! Oh how beautiful! I hope everyone is in great despair. I love seeing everyone in that state. and I love seeing those sad picturesXD
Dimrain47ftw 5 months ago
Fucking emos... yu gotta create your own happyness, happyness doesn't happen in one day... selfish fucks
castillo4947 5 months ago
That word... "Hope"... It makes me laugh...
NerdsWithMachineGuns 5 months ago
I wish I never existed..
ghosty389 5 months ago
These words are exactly what I'm thinking about myself. I hate my life. I wish I wasn't born. This is torture.
HelloSamLOL 5 months ago
story of my life...
42jedi 5 months ago
I wish i was never born . And thats funny because cause when i was 2 months i was really sick i actually died for a couple minutes but i came back to life . Why didnt i died i should have died . I really hate my life
lunetacat 5 months ago
My baby is my only reason to live nothing els is wort it anymore. I love her whith all my heart.
lunetacat 5 months ago
Im broken inside i just whant to die the only reason i dont do it its my daugther
lunetacat 5 months ago
I'm feelng this way. but idont know what to do Ughh Suicidee for me
RandommWierddMe 6 months ago
I MISS MY DAD......AND I WANT TO SEE HIM EVEN IF IT MEANS SUICIDE I HATE MY LIFE MY STP DAD SMAKS ME ALL THE TIME I HAYE IT
elainadevault 6 months ago
@leavemebeful well whats bad bout ur life? i was abused my 3 closes members of my family died, my friend commited suicide, im stuck at a stupid foster family, and the family that im at hates me and hurts me everyday
aokska 6 months ago
I've tried to get help, ive reached out my hand, only to fall back down. my silent screams, of pain and misery, my cries of anger and agony, never to be heard. ive tried suicide and i feel like i wanna try again. maybe then i will be at peace, maybe then ill see my dad and brother and never have to return to this horrible place we call earth. maybe ill appear in a world with no tears, or cries for help. a place with no pain or sorrow. maybe... just maybe.......
aokska 6 months ago 4
this is really good , i've seen so many familys torn apart from their kids taking their own lifes. yeah i've wanted to befor but i couldn't put my mother throw that like
and at the end of the day i know i'm loved and wanted !! <3 !!
TheSh3rii 6 months ago
Listen and pay attention, kids. Most of you appear to be just kids age wise.You're not qualified to be thinking in such a manner. Believe it1 You are at an age when everything in your body is starting to change. 11, 12year olds, you are no longer the toddler anymore. In roughly seven to eight yearsyou should be past it, and ready to exsperience what your parents have been exsperiencing all these years. doomsyer6, you're omly 12. You have to take time to hone your skills.It will be better.
kukuri007 6 months ago
Wow,I literally sobbed at this, it explains my life word for word if tried suicide before,but then I thought about how other people(my parents,the only ones who would care) but I still cut and attempt to every few days......I just need to love someone and be loved by someone but sadly,I fucked that up too......please help me.
Merdie500 7 months ago
Don't do it gey phycryatric help and told to an expert
mudflap2020 7 months ago
Please someone respond I'm only 12 and I Wana kill myself, I'm good at nothing but hockey Iv tried telling my parents but they ignore me Iv tried talking to friends but they avoid me and I see no point to living, someone respond with a reason y I shouldn't shoot myself in the head, people say it gets better as u get older, but for me it only gets worse, please some one respond I have no other place after YouTube
doomsyer6 7 months ago
@doomsyer6 You haven't lived long enough to know the beauty of life!!! :)
1SMGFAN1 6 months ago
it sucks that most ppl kills themselfs cause of mooney probs. when u have to pay to see a theripest.
falsehope444444 7 months ago
I'm 12, I have depression, anorexia and an anxiety disorder. I can't take it anymore... I want to die. I tried to drown myself today but that didn't work... Tonight I'm going to slit my throat. I can't take it anymore... It's my only option...
jessbeth01 7 months ago
@jessbeth01
please don't life is shit but all your mates will miss you and think of your family ..
please just write your feelings down think about it over night ..
YOU ARE LOVED !!
TheSh3rii 6 months ago
I feel like that sometimes....the only thing that keeps me holding when that happens is thinking of how my friends would feel if i dd
PantherGirl876083 7 months ago
Im only 11, and im already thinking about this
allieandeve37 7 months ago
I have a huge depression for years. I just don't know what to do. I'm almost 17 now and I have no hope that I'm going to have a good future...I rarely talk to my dad, my mom hates me, all of my friends are stoping to talk to me, I don't know why...
I see suicide as the only option ,,,
srff24 7 months ago
@fiveadelavel I don't really know what to tell you because I'm in the same situation, I've a depression for along time...but do something of your life. Get up and fight for your dreams.
Make yourself busy so you won't feel depressed. Worst times will com but Better times will come as well...you just have to wait and see.
srff24 7 months ago
try to think of the people who will be hurt. Is it worth it to give them grief they may never get over. hold on to life for them and for you. trust me? please!!!!!!!!!
bunnybear0009 8 months ago
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listen to my new song suicide thoughts
BagzDaFuckinMayor 8 months ago
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John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life."
The love has been given, don't let it pass you, love is patient, it is waiting for you, God is waiting.
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Juan 3:16 "Porque de tal manera amo Dios al mundo, que ha dado a su hijo unegito, para que todo aquel que en el cree, no se pierda mas tega vida eterna."
El amor ya es dado, no lo deje pasar, amor es paciente, te esta esperando, Dios te espera.
EternallyShikaku 9 months ago
There is no help :'(
CombatPwnerXD 10 months ago
I'm so seriously thinking about committing suicides... But the only reason i can't do is the existence of my parents... If i did suicide, How they fall into the depression due to me because i know how they loved me. I Thought and told everyone that committing suicide is stupid choice from weak-spirited person, but now I know they weren't weak or even stupid.Everyone will be same if they wear their shoes. I don't know why i'm living now and I'm so sick of myself pretending everything's alright.
whdrlf0406 10 months ago
@whdrlf0406 Me too. But you cant quit...worst times will come but better times will come as well...you just have to stand up and fight
srff24 7 months ago
Every so often I get really down due to bad tests, failed job interviews or just a shitty life in general. It's times like this where I say to myself, "I really wouldn't mind dying right now.." I say that but I know I could never kill myself, rather I wouldn't mind if somebody else did it for me. I'm probably a sick bastard for saying this but sometimes going on the internet and seeing other people's misery makes me feel a bit better about myself. There's someone out there with a worse life :P
12eebok 11 months ago
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I WANT A GIRLFRIEND
ukgreaterlondon 1 year ago
This is my mind , ur reading it.
U don't understand how painful suicide thoughts are.
TheStacyfergie 1 year ago
this whole video is exactly what i've thought for sometime, but at the same time, in my own twisted thinking i choose to live, so that i could destroy more and cause more pain to myself and to others, for not noticing my cry for help when i really need one.
So now i go on living but my life is turned upside down now. my grades went from a B to F, my dream came from the right track to down the drain, and my trust to people and everyone went from good to not trusting anyone at all.
catchana 1 year ago
and that quote at the end is so true
TheF2TheInnian 1 year ago
you should be a online councellor, your vids are truly inspiring
TheF2TheInnian 1 year ago
for all the people the people in the comments that say that they are considering suicide litsen i know you probably hear this all the time but IT WILL GET BETTER it compleatly ture and i know that it probably sounds impossible for it to get better but it will and you have to live to see!!! :)
livelovecookies36 1 year ago
@livelovecookies36 no it wong get better cuz i had school study problems and then my father gave me "life lesson" and then i got better at school and only once i done something wrong and my big sister is shoutin at me and she told me she will tell my father then he is saying lets take your computer blah blah blah and then he laughs at me and i should just suicicde im nothing in this world nothing!
RGA54ETYHA5YH 1 year ago
@RGA54ETYHA5YH every solution has an awnser, i was in a place like that once myself and it passed just like everything else, suiscide is never the awnser
TheF2TheInnian 1 year ago
@TheF2TheInnian well i'm still not sure but you made me think a little
RGA54ETYHA5YH 1 year ago
@RGA54ETYHA5YH remember the quote in this video, suiscide is a permanent solution for a temporary proble, add my facebook if you wanna talk, message me if you wanna know my name so we can talk
TheF2TheInnian 1 year ago
@TheF2TheInnian i don't have facebook because i got like 5 friends and people in school will see only 5 friends and they will make fun so i decided not to open one thanks for the offer though and i been thinking about suiciding and i decided that i'll see what i'll do in the end of my school year because i'm going to study really a lot more then everybody use to and if i won't get good grades even though i studied then i guess i have to think again if to do it or not.......
RGA54ETYHA5YH 1 year ago
@RGA54ETYHA5YH add my skype then, talking will help, i was thinking of suiscide a few times before but i decided not to to see how thing would change, and iv been so happy lately, ill private message u my skype so we can talk :)
TheF2TheInnian 1 year ago
Every 40 seconds someone tries, yeah I agree with that I suppose it was 39 the other day but I wonder how many fail thinking why did I do that.
fallentoa 1 year ago
i wish i was dead all the time, i have done nw 4 da last 5 years, ive even tried 2 kill myself but im still here i dont want 2 b bt i am, my doctor wont even help and my councillor makes me feel worse. this is a very harsh and cruel world in which we live and its better to die then live as u cnt course problems 4 any1 even though the problems in which we have already coursed wil still b here
menmymates 1 year ago
That's how I feel but not exactly. I'm 13 I'm suicidal and severly depressed this started in 5th grade I'm now in 8th. it's getting worse. and no ones noticed at all.
greendayrocker911 1 year ago
@greendayrocker911 story of my life but it all started when i started losing ones i cared about
XIanX01 1 year ago
@greendayrocker911 try talking to someone, it helps, even online, just let your feeling out
TheF2TheInnian 1 year ago
Just like my video =D
I mean... I used to have that kinda feelings about suicide and self harm
but I thought about it and realize... Fuck this world
nothing worth it =)
AngelManson1 1 year ago
if your feeling suicidal call me on skype i will talk to you as long as i can.
skype name: Propitiation1
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Telepresent 2 years ago
*lights a lighter*
SuperMetalAngel 2 years ago
this fits me perfectly .... ....
zennybobZz 2 years ago
i feel like 0:40 to 1:57
RuStyMoNkeY96 2 years ago 2
You shouldn't because everything has a solution... and you can learn from it somehow :)
Korina742 2 years ago
@RuStyMoNkeY96 yea, me too...
Peacemaker994 5 months ago
aishhhh! profuuuuuundo!
tá porreiro xP
continua : D
MelgaMarta 2 years ago
Believe hard and never give up... That's quite it
Great photos btw.
acredito que com as outras musicas estivesse fixório mas pronto... agora é assim
keep up the videos
arkangelicus 2 years ago