Whenever this song comes on I just see my mum smiling down on me from heaven, then my dad, then everyone important in my life. And lastly I cant see clearly but a soulmate. Im going through deppression at the moment but this song gives me the strength and memories to lift myself up and live life because life is beautiful aslong as we see it in a positive way. God bless you for creating this song. I feel it has saved me and I can connect with my mum in heaven. It brings tears to my eyes in joy
I'm 13... I have a lot of friends who are depressed... I tried to help them... I still do, but I've fallen into depression now too. I feel everyone's out to make my life living hell apart from the odd one or two... I've wanted to cry all night... It's 4 AM... I haven't yet. My eyes have strength, where my emotions were shattered. I feel unloved too... I thought I was loved twice... and both times turned out to be a cruel joke to make me even more sad. I can never trust love again... :(
Paul I think it's great how you always try and improve people's lives, whether it be through your music or just being you. With the comments up above and other comments on other videos, it seems that you are a very patient, understanding and genuinely nice person. I think it's just brilliant to see.
Andy Sixx once sang, "Never give in, never back down, when your life feels lost, fight against all odds!!" "We stand tall (united), watch them fall (divded) Make a change and set the world on fire!" And of course, "We're borded to death in heaven and all alone in hell, we only want to be ourselves, we scream, we shout, WE ARE THE FALLEN ANGELS!!!"
really nice work and moving Paul, Ive been "going through it since 1982 and before that (early 60s now ) and its been made worse by having a horrible stroke April last year, I was lucky to survive it and could barely put words toigether, Blessings to you )0( J
i am in such a bad mood. i have been this way for a while and i dont know how to get out of this mood. my dad isnt helping one bit. all he does is yell at me.
I love this music, and the wise words that come with them. :-) Empathy is very important indeed. It's good to hear that you realize that and, more important, act upon it.
@jmig3 it will inevitably go from worse to bad to better, although right now it may seem impossible. Try to put your mind on good things, things that make you smile, watch comedy, go and help someone else, moods are cyclilic, there are temporary. I hope today is better for you. Paul.
You never cease to amaze me. Your music is the type of music that gets me thinking about the positive things in my life and sometimes old memories I just cry to to let my feelings out. I love your music...very emotional.
Thank you so much for making this wonderful music. Every time I hear your music videos I calm down and sometimes cry of joy. This one is really different to me though - I am depressed most of the time because in school people treat me like garbage. I have wondered so many times why don't I just kill myself and put an end to everything. I almost did it but...something always holds me back. I don't know what it is. Sorry for making you read this stupid story.
@MBC711 Because something great is on its way to you, might take a day, a week, a month or a year, but its on its way to you. Stick around, and you will see! while you are waiting, dont put your effort into feeling 100% better straight away, as they say, Rome was not built in a day, rather, instead, aim to feel a little better each day, baby steps. when something good happens, exaggerate how good it feels, when something bad feels, try to discard it as soon as possible by distraction. Paul :)
@MBC711 I signed in just to respond to this. My life became so much brighter after I graduated from high school. Are you in middle/high school, or are you talking about university? Please, focus on increasing your own self-esteem and loving yourself so that you're less affected by those other students. They must not feel much better about themselves if they're that mean to you. If you need someone to talk to, you can always message me! Good luck!
it isnt a stupid story atall, iv been thru bad times at school aswell and ended up running away from home at age 12 thinking of ending it all on many occations bcoz of domestic violence on me from a step father. i can imagine how you feel, but never let it bring you down. that was 11 years ago i am now 23 an yer i admit i still have bad times and out breaks with emotions n depression but there are things in life that are worth living for trust me hold up an you will see. all the best
@Evening267 There is no meaning for me. I just can't function in society...society isn't the way life is supposed to be lived. We are supposed to be out in the wild, living simple and innocent lifes. That is why there is so much depression, anxiety and just evil in this world. I'm not cut out for this shit..
You help so many all the time, wihout once falling. How are you so strong? I've been holding back all hidden emotions with floodgates, hiding behind walls of anger when needed. I am always there for others, but I hide my true feelings. I bear every one else's pain and help them get back on their feet, but it's as though I'm isolating my true-self. I am so lonely and sad, it feel as if those damms I use to hold back my pain are about to break and it hurts. What do I do?
@6WingedHydraPheonix3 First of all you don't realise your own high value, you are helping people when they need it, selflessly, you are putting them before you, this is admirable, but sometimes be selfish. It is said a Strong man can not help a weaker man unless the weaker man becomes stronger. You are that strong man/woman, realise this, believe this, be this, ask your friends to list 3 things they like/admire about you, tell them to be completely honest. Secondly, let it all out, RELEASE!
Abraham Hicks vidios helped me so much out of a very dark place, I now belive in myself again catch her wisdom it uplifts the spirits paul from stoke should offer to mix his music with her words too.....Glen Paul mendes aka WhiteHart
tq because it's free i can just download it :P I am unable to purchase music from you for several reasons.
1. i'm just 14 years old , can't purchase online with creditcards cause of under age.
2. Parents won't let me to use theirs (credit cards) because they said is a waste of money (is useless to pursuit them)
3. The Music shops i know are all selling songs like (rock,modern music,classical(very few),pop...so on...LOL..is very hard to find this kins of music:P
I really love your attitude Paul, thank you for all of your wonderful masterpieces, there are no words to describe, your reward is with a higher authority :)
may your life always be filled with blessings.
we all have a special purpose in this life, never let anyone make you think that you are useless! always be urself and stand up agaisnt oppressors :)
i dun noe why but this kind of music seems to take me bck when i was little kid..it feels good..maybe its the memory of a toy wooden piano i used to have.
i am so depressed, even though i had some laughs and ran with good friends, the pain always seem to come back at me. i guess its those feelings i had when i was an orphan, i feel so alone. at school nobody pays attention to me, is it because i'm different, i hate that i was made like this
just want to say thank you for all those positive messages you've given everyone, i'm lucky enough to have a happy life right now, but i love your understanding for people that are struggling, people like you are needed in this world!
this is beautiful, thank you. your music if so inspriring and peaceful, right now i am not where i want to be, i had a great life everyone has gone to the opposite and i have lost everyone that was close to me i hate myself for everthing and i hate what i have become, but like the first image there is always a lught at the en of tunnel
I remember listening to this composition last year or the year before and i just felt so upset. And here i am again listening to it and i cry at exactly the same part. Ive said this before and i will say it again - you have the most beautiful compositions and i will never tire from listening to them. Thank you.
dear paul, your music is so inspiring in times of hardship and peace. The hope you spread through your heartfelt compositions give me a whole new reason to believe there is platonic good in the world. I'm only 15 and may not know much about life, but i know that so many of my generation have been robbed of their innocence through the negative influence of society and mainstream media. thank you for making me believe :)
paul i thank you for what this music does to help me and also these other people. you go out of your way just for us, it shows how u really are a kind person and your lucky god has blessed you with such a personality and the ability to write music this great. i hope u live well for the rest of your life and become wealthy
am depressed as my xbf and only love is calling me back after a two years love and a year break up.am not sure wat he wants from me but i became so happy, smilin all da time & i feel the hope all over the place.but its only hope as may b he doesnt want me back & only calling to check on me.we r not used to ths as he never called me the last year.i cant call him because i wont bear another heartbreak.i'd rly want to know what he wants from me.i miss him so.i dream & would love to b wiz him again!
@yayadodoful "It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" I say go for it, call him. either you will get rejected again and you feel the same as you feel now, or you will go back together and maybe have even greater times than before. The reason you broke up the first have could have been lack of communication, don't make that mistake again.
I am goin through somewhat of a depression. My parents divorced, and I wasn't okay with it but life was getting good. Now it's going down because my mom has a boyfriend who I didn't even know, and yet she seems to use almost every-time we meet as an excuse to meet him (which I don't want to at all) and she's acting like I do and he's my new dad. I don't want to meet this guy, but if I don't, that could mean losing my mom forever. I don't know what to do! Help!
@dude249 You gotta talk to somebody, thoughts like this trapped inside you can become stronger, find someone you can open up to, and please realise that all feelings are temporary, although they seem permanent at the time, you will come through this, you'l see. Paul :)
Abraham Hicks helped me so much out of a very dark place, I now belive in myself again catch her wisdom it uplifts the spirits paul from stoke should offer to mix his music with her words too.....Glen Paul mendes aka WhiteHart
@dude249 man up, and let your mum be happy. It's not all about you sonny jim. There are 100x worse things happening to kids your age, be grateful for the food on your plate every day a roof over your head and most importantly a mum that loves you,
I'm so depressed overwhelmed been feeling like I'm going to die, insomnia for two months, no meds help to sleep or they give me reactions. Please I want to feel happy and good again, I've never been this low
@mechanicalhornbird Google insomnia, there are so many things to try that can help, just one full nights sleep will allow your thoughts to become more positive again, speak to a doctor, You will not always feel like this, your brain is low on certain needed chemicals that are replenished during sleep, these will top themselves up once you are able to get a good nights sleep. There is help out there, look for it with all you have got, Goog luck. Paul :)
@PaulFromStokeUK thanks for the nice comments. I'm still having chronic insomnia and major depression, tried many things... I'm still here, lol. From what I've found out, chronic insomnia and depression are ongoing problems for many people.
I am so sorry to hear your situation, i hope no one has to feel despair or give up.I know exactly what you feel i have had insomnia since the summer of 2009 but am slowly but surely trying to recover.I have read that lack of sleep is one of the most dangerous tensions you can expose to your body, speically for your mind and the hormones in the body will be in imbalance. I know sleep is not the problem that causes trrouble, but you have to sleep to get well
@mechanicalhornbird secondly eat lot's of chocolate lol ;) that will always cheer up any person, since it triggers the release of endorphins in the body also excersising helps extremely much! both for deppression and for insomnia.Go back to where you came from: the nature. it is a healing place for both soul and mind, specially if you look at water you wil feel calm inside :). throw the medicin in the rubbish bin at once,it harms more than do good :S. U have to change your view at urself/world<3
i was writing a song for my girl of two years because one night she hadnt came home and i realized how much i needed her i couldn sleep or do anything because i missed her and i was so worried it turned out that at the exact same time i was writing the song tryin to convince her that it was real..she was with the other man'today is day 5with out her and i dont kno if i can do this it hurts so much and here i am with nobody pourin my heart out for any body to see,i need her back but it wont be
@MichaelAMurillo Just remember that before you ever met the girl you were happy, you WILL be just as happy, but stronger again, it will hurt now, thats you being human, and it can hurt like hell, but just know that this feeling is temporary, however your thoughts may trick you and tell you, you will always feel this way, you won't! In one week you will feel different, in one month, massively different, next year this will just be a memory. Keep going! Paul :)
@MichaelAMurillo thank u paul ur words mean a great deal i will keep them in mind wen i sit there not knowing wat to do or think..i see now that all will heal in time thanks again
i was writing a song for my girl of two years because one night she hadnt came home and i realized how much i needed her i couldn sleep or do anything because i missed her and i was so worried it turned out that at the exact same time i was writing the song tryin to convince her that it was real..she was with the other man'today is day 5with out her and i dont kno if i can do this it hurts so much and here i am with nobody pourin my heart out for any body to see,i need her back
around four years ago my mom took pictures of me to a future reader. she said i will be a genius with the piano. my mom never told me until one day i heard your music, and it inspired me to try it. thats when my mom told me about the future reader
This song is a very good representation of depression; first, you feel like there's no hope and go on a routine of feeling bad everyday, fighting that feeling over and over again. Then there's hope, you cling to that hope, wanting to get out of this nightmare. And finaly, you get out, you can live again, you want to make the most out of everyday... I cry whenever I hear this song. Not because I'm sad. Because I know we can get out of this, because I can smile again. :)
Depression has offically taken over my life. I had to force a smile on my face that way cayla would not know something was wrong with me. i didnt know if i could make it i was tearing up but i had to stay strong for her. i love her and that is why i havent killed myself...yet. i am tryin to stay strong but it is getting harder day by day. i dont know what to do. im lost
Reach for a feeling of relief by picking a subject it's easy to feel good about , like your dog. Unless he just pooped in one of your shoes. Ok, now your angry. Anger feels better than despair. Revenge feels better than anger. Poop on his favorite toy. There, your revenge is spent. Now you simply feel frustrated and little sheepish that it's come to this. He's looking at you like wtf. Not really. He doesn't care. He loves you!
There is the only who who can take away depression, give you light in the deepest darkest part of your life, and set you free from anything that chains you down. True everlasting peace, that can never be taken or destroyed, comes from excepting Him as your Saviour and letting Him lift you above any darkness in your life and His name is Jesus Christ.
I feel it necessary to say that depression actually can be a disease... but it frequently isn't. I only say this because I know someone who is major depressive. It is very different than the temporary low points we all experience. Nevertheless, that does not diminish the awesomeness of this song.
remember--when you are depressed, so remain with it. Wait and watch. You cannot be depressed for long because in this world nothing is permanent. This world is a flux. This world cannot change its basic law for you so that you remain depressed forever. Nothing is here forever; everything is moving and changing. Existence is a river; it cannot stop for you, just for you, so that you remain depressed forever. ---OshO
WOW. Just discovered this music and its amazing. Its so relaxing yet feels like it really descibes my depression perfectly. I've had a few people come into my life that I felt like would be able to help me, and then I just end up always getting let down. At least this will always be here.
@mikelc1000 wow. Yeah, how can you love someone if you can say all that. I get the point you're saying that life sucks. But why are you posting so that we should feel bad for you? Like we all know life sucks. It clearly isn't perfect for everyone. We all got ups and downs. How can you say you have nothing. What exactly is 'nothing'. Some people in this world probably would trade their all for your 'nothing'. You tried. You did; good job. But life doesn't always go your way, bro.
@mikelc1000 wow. Yeah, how can you love someone if you can say all that. I get the point you're saying that life sucks. But why are you posting so that we should feel bad for you? Like we all know life sucks. It clearly isn't perfect for everyone. We all got ups and downs. How can you say you have nothing. What exactly is 'nothing'. Some people in this world probably would trade their all for your 'nothing'. You tried. You did; good job. But life doesn't always go your way, bro.
@mikelc1000 wow. Yeah, how can you love someone if you can say all that. I get the point you're saying that life sucks. But why are you posting so that we should feel bad for you? Like we all know life sucks. It clearly isn't perfect for everyone. We all got ups and downs. How can you say you have nothing. What exactly is 'nothing'. Some people in this world probably would trade their all for your 'nothing'. You tried. You did; good job. But life doesn't always go your way, bro.
@preseferguson Good comment! Depression is NOT a disease. Its a temporary condition in the mind. Although it often feels like it may never leave. I went through 10 years plus, looking for the answer in many different ways. and in the end, one of the best things I found, was free, relaxation and meditation. I now start each day with reading just a few pages of a positive book (currently "Mind is Master") and bring those words to mind through the day. Paul :)
@preseferguson that's like saying every mental illness is 'a lie and spiritual sickness'. Depression is an illness, and I'm glad it's recognised as an illness now.
@7JDH7NL7 what have i done? i'm sorry , it was an missunderstanding!;) it's not about politic , i'm not american , i'm european, i give a fuk about obama or anybody else who used this slogan. it means we can,we can go over it, it was all about the frase: '' never ever give up''
Now I don't have many friends, and I might be getting bullied due to racism. But I lost one of my best friends on the internet, now I don't have much left. He left for no reason, he seemed angry. He deleted everything we had which connected us. Now...I just feel lonely. I miss him a lot, even though anger flows through me the way he left. I will still remember him as one of my best friends even if I didn't know him in real life. Peace from TWG.
They destroyed this planet, it was once beautiful. when this one dies they will take a rocket to some other habitable planet. then destroy that too. I hate humans.
There is no god above us. If there was then he would've done what was right, and killed us all by now.
But where there is evil there is always good. With yin there must be yang. with dark, there will always be light. There is no god, and there is no trust, but, my friend. Humans will always love.
first of all hi to all of you and best wishes for everyone who is depressed, down and feeling lonely as i am.put ur heads back up whatever your problems may be smile to the world and at one point the world will smile back at you. if someone has hurt u think abt the once who really care abt u and u will find happiness.if u lost someone think abt the once who are still there...we are never alone its just a matter of time.Smile as much as u can even if its not from ur heart z world wil smile back..
first of all hi to all of you and best wishes for everyone who is depressed, down and feeling lonely as i am.put ur heads back up whatever your problems may be smile to the world and at one point the world will smile back at you. if someone has hurt u think abt the once who really care abt u and u will find happiness.if u lost someone think abt the once who are still there...we are never alone its just a matter of time.Smile as much as u can even if its not from ur heart z world wil smile back.
first of all hi to all of you and best wishes for everyone who is depressed, down and feeling lonely as i am.put ur heads back up whatever your problems may be smile to the world and at one point the world will smile back at you. if someone has hurt u think abt the once who really care abt u and u will find happiness.if u lost someone think abt the once who are still there...we are never alone its just a matter of time.Smile as much as u can even if its not from ur heart z world wil smile back.
I remeber listenin to this when my whole mind was dark i only thought of sucide im so glad i got help every body who depressed sucidal etc it will get better believe me talk to family freinds and se doctor ,dont let depression ruin ur life etc no matter how hard it seem x
i lost her, the love of my life. and I went down the wrong path and fucked up my own life , there's no way to fix this, ive fucked everything up, and id do anything to hold her hands once more :(
@oPuLsEo It hurts as much as any physical pain doesn't it, probably feels like more pain. You can come through this. you WILL come through this. Just accept the fact that right now the state of your mind stops you from feeling any hope, any positive, and chance of change in your circumstances, but KNOW that this is not the truth, however strong it feels. Distract yourself, get moving around, Know that this pain will leave you, slowly at first, but it will leave you. Stay strong! Paul.
@oPuLsEo I know your pain...the same exact thing happened to me...except when i lost the only girl i have ever loved, i lost every other friend i had as well...and now im completely alone...it is the worst pain i have ever felt, and still is, and keeps getting worse, you're not alone.
@oPuLsEo Don't blame yourself like that.. I am pretty sure it wasn't your fault. I mean.. if it was true love, you would never have lost her.. I remember I was so depressed about kinda fucking everything up between a guy I was in love with(embarassing enough).. But i realized it wasn't my fault after all.. Like that I am pretty sure it isn't your fault :)
you are not selfish your emotional problem ca be maby more bigger then what looks to you a bigger problem of an other cose maby yur heart and mind is verry sensitive and thats why the evel wants to have youdont let evel win. you are the boss and becouse of your sensibility you can win this if you realy want.
just choos for you and al the beuty you have inside you. you are not alone
there are people who do see you. so fight for yourself you are stroger then you think bless
i'm 14, my parents have recently got a divorce and i've gone through things most people wouldn't have to experience in a life time. my life is spiriling out of control, i'm failing in school, i've had to move house, i hate waking up to a new day, i've missed loads of school, it doesn't seem like i have any true friends, i've developed depression, every one says "it will get better soon" but it's been 3 years and nothing's changed. i miss the happy bubbly girl i used to be.
Thank you very much for this. I loved it. I know myself what it's like to be depressed. Couple of years ago, i was really depressed and i actually had thought that maybe it would be best for me to leave this world, but then someone came to my life, someone that helped me through, someone who cared. I fought against the depression and i made it through, even though i did have a special person ( special to me ) helping me out of it.
Beautiful song. God Bless Each And Everyone. Amen.
. . . . paul i owe you my life. i was actually going to suicide a week ago . . . .until i stayed up one night and went through all of your video's and read almost all of those comments . . . . . thank you alot :( i mean that thank you
Paul, may I just say that you seem to be an inspiration amongst many, and I applaud you for that. It takes someone with immense character and compassion to do what you have for all these people, and not only that but your music is terrific. Everyone, we all make mistakes and we all try to continue on the best we can, but it isn't until you stop trying that you truly stop living. Just keep going, things will get better, but it takes time.
when I fell into depression, I was alway alone, I had no friends, never even had a girlfriend in my entire 17 years of existence, I moved halfway across the world to Japan without even telling my parents, or friends I was leaving, hoping things would get better for me there, in Japan, I met Kagami, the girl of my dreams, during the Golden Week festival I asked her to be with me, I got rejected, that's when it hit me, you can't change your destiny, and mine is to be alone.
i first heard this song i was crying but then i had to stop because there is no need to cry about something just forget about it and be happy thumbs up if agreed, and go ahead and pursicute me for what i say cause i...i will not care about your sayings about what i say so go ahead i dont realy care i have alot to do then listen to your pursicution's to me
God surely cried when I was born, it's as if I am a mistake, a mistake that He is trying to correct...The universe is successfully trying to make me as miserable as possible, WHAT DO I DO?!?!?
@ps3412 Things will get better, a person with depression cannot see things as they really are. Everything is turned more negativer and more hopeless. Things will get better, and WHEN they do, you will look back at this period of your life as a strong time of learning new things about yourself and ways to cope with heartache. Keep going! THis earth loves you, it just doesnt seem like that at the moment. Paul :)
i feel fucked up too ur not alone dont even know i know my problems just cant seem to get away from them
or to even put my self together so i was happy again i dunno i can hang out with my buddies but im not truly happy in side theres sumthing missin im drove insane thinking all the time ohh mys i guess its keep walking the road all i can do is try
@ps3412 that happens to me a lot too... I get so depressed i loose every hope in life... but all you have to think of that there IS something else... a better place waiting for you and you WILL get it! every day I think of that... I keep telling myself that there IS another world where none of this is is happening and eventually the time will come when i get the chance to go there, I still get depressed but that thought makes me go on in life!
@ps3412 right now im on that pass too, the difference Im a woman and you are a man. I falled to my knees crying and now Im feeling better. Let's time do the job and this beautiful music and some meditation of auto healing, you will see.
I also thought like "Nickymanning" few years ago but now I think that suicide was a bad idea. My whole family broke apart few years back because my parents were fighting all the time but then, this fighting went extreme and I sent my mom to visit my aunt in India. I made very hard decisions in very hard time at the age of 17. Now I think back, that I was very strong that I made some hard decisions. Even I tried to commit suicide once but my sisters caught me and saved me. BTW Beautiful music.
@Nickymanning No! It will not last buddy! When you feel so low, your depressed mind plays tricks on you, believe it! It tells you things will get worse, it tells you you will never get better. These are lies. Often when we feel so low, it's because we are just around the corner of feeling a hundred times better. Listen! You have had days like this before and you have come through them. Stay strong! You are strong. Know that you WILL get better! pm me if you need to talk to someone. Peaple care!
@Nickymanning Please think about the people you will leave behind if you do make that choice. Think about how miserable there all going to feel. Please, i know how you feel, i felt like my life was a straight shot to know where. And that it wasn't going to get any better...but somewhere i found hope...i mean i still have times when i get or feel depressed and i just dont know what to do. But i try to get better. Its not easy... i know. Try to surround yourself with people who make you happy.
@Nickymanning : I have never been in your place, but please know that there will be a guy in California praying for you. You will get better. "weeping last for a little while at night, but JOY comes in the morning." take care of your self you are special..:)
sometime we going bad and later sad... but there alway a end to everything and we alway pass on thats sad feeling when we see the sun out side, whit nice golden ray, the wind on our hair and the feeling there a hope somewhere and we just find it, if you think life don't worth it... think again... because you have all thing you need to be happy... this thing is the life... you alway can be happy and don't give up, continue, don't give up, go out side and take a breath, its true way of happiness..
Teary now, but thanks Paul. :) I've been reading some of the comments here, and I just have to say that everyone who's feeling sad at the moment, take a second to pause and take stock of yourself. Realize that, no matter how bad you're feeling or how horrible things seem to be going for you, you have the power to change it. You're far from powerless. You're strong & able to do anything you want to. Don't believe anyone who tells you otherwise. Be who you are. Love yourself for who you are. :)
it brings tears to my eyes but smiles as well as i read all the comments its a lovly ptece of music i hope to come out of my deppesion soon its not nice feeeling this way thank u
ladies and gentlemen for those who suffer from depresshion please let me help you for i 2 suffered it for many years come talk to me and ill listen to you for i work for safe haven and im willing to put time in for anyone male or female please let me you help you all get through this im like a phygolist but with out the education but who knows what to say and how to help and but supprotive and always be their .
Thank You I will need this when im depressed. I was before.
KS5115 4 days ago
Whenever this song comes on I just see my mum smiling down on me from heaven, then my dad, then everyone important in my life. And lastly I cant see clearly but a soulmate. Im going through deppression at the moment but this song gives me the strength and memories to lift myself up and live life because life is beautiful aslong as we see it in a positive way. God bless you for creating this song. I feel it has saved me and I can connect with my mum in heaven. It brings tears to my eyes in joy
Kevsta3k 2 weeks ago
I feel really calm and at peace after listening :) Thank you ^-^
kelpieandbigwill 2 weeks ago
I'm 13... I have a lot of friends who are depressed... I tried to help them... I still do, but I've fallen into depression now too. I feel everyone's out to make my life living hell apart from the odd one or two... I've wanted to cry all night... It's 4 AM... I haven't yet. My eyes have strength, where my emotions were shattered. I feel unloved too... I thought I was loved twice... and both times turned out to be a cruel joke to make me even more sad. I can never trust love again... :(
DrZirta 1 month ago
Paul I think it's great how you always try and improve people's lives, whether it be through your music or just being you. With the comments up above and other comments on other videos, it seems that you are a very patient, understanding and genuinely nice person. I think it's just brilliant to see.
tannishan1 1 month ago
Andy Sixx once sang, "Never give in, never back down, when your life feels lost, fight against all odds!!" "We stand tall (united), watch them fall (divded) Make a change and set the world on fire!" And of course, "We're borded to death in heaven and all alone in hell, we only want to be ourselves, we scream, we shout, WE ARE THE FALLEN ANGELS!!!"
gothicchik52 1 month ago in playlist More videos from PaulFromStokeUK
really nice work and moving Paul, Ive been "going through it since 1982 and before that (early 60s now ) and its been made worse by having a horrible stroke April last year, I was lucky to survive it and could barely put words toigether, Blessings to you )0( J
triffiks 1 month ago
I'm going to drink some wine
Linsten to this under the moonlight
and try not to cry
FilipinaLuv 2 months ago 5
This is a great song...I loved it, very beautiful Mr. Paul
honeyzdanielle 2 months ago
I love life and live it to the fullest, I just listen to this because it's relaxing and GREAT homework music😄good song!!!!
18tarabear18 3 months ago
life is miserable
punkpunkable 3 months ago
great video....
look also to this video:
"Alone in myself - Poem by Gustaph H. Riviera"
I'm waiting for your comment!
ghriviera 3 months ago
i am in such a bad mood. i have been this way for a while and i dont know how to get out of this mood. my dad isnt helping one bit. all he does is yell at me.
NotTheEverydayGuy 4 months ago
Thank you, I battle with depression~music can be very healing...I guess you already know that:) Thank you so much for sharing~
all4musica 4 months ago
I love this music, and the wise words that come with them. :-) Empathy is very important indeed. It's good to hear that you realize that and, more important, act upon it.
EleandraFQ 4 months ago
nice kuya. heheh ang galing. love you
tirkslion69 5 months ago
My week today just went bad to worse right now :( I don't what to do. Can you help me out?
jmig3 5 months ago
@jmig3 it will inevitably go from worse to bad to better, although right now it may seem impossible. Try to put your mind on good things, things that make you smile, watch comedy, go and help someone else, moods are cyclilic, there are temporary. I hope today is better for you. Paul.
PaulFromStokeUK 5 months ago 14
@PaulFromStokeUK It is now. Thanks :D
jmig3 5 months ago
Dear Paul,
You never cease to amaze me. Your music is the type of music that gets me thinking about the positive things in my life and sometimes old memories I just cry to to let my feelings out. I love your music...very emotional.
lostimpactable 5 months ago
@lostimpactable y? do you have any problem?
tirkslion69 5 months ago
Dear Paul,
Thank you so much for making this wonderful music. Every time I hear your music videos I calm down and sometimes cry of joy. This one is really different to me though - I am depressed most of the time because in school people treat me like garbage. I have wondered so many times why don't I just kill myself and put an end to everything. I almost did it but...something always holds me back. I don't know what it is. Sorry for making you read this stupid story.
MBC711 5 months ago 2
@MBC711 Because something great is on its way to you, might take a day, a week, a month or a year, but its on its way to you. Stick around, and you will see! while you are waiting, dont put your effort into feeling 100% better straight away, as they say, Rome was not built in a day, rather, instead, aim to feel a little better each day, baby steps. when something good happens, exaggerate how good it feels, when something bad feels, try to discard it as soon as possible by distraction. Paul :)
PaulFromStokeUK 5 months ago 9
@MBC711 I signed in just to respond to this. My life became so much brighter after I graduated from high school. Are you in middle/high school, or are you talking about university? Please, focus on increasing your own self-esteem and loving yourself so that you're less affected by those other students. They must not feel much better about themselves if they're that mean to you. If you need someone to talk to, you can always message me! Good luck!
c0cc0 4 months ago
@MBC711
it isnt a stupid story atall, iv been thru bad times at school aswell and ended up running away from home at age 12 thinking of ending it all on many occations bcoz of domestic violence on me from a step father. i can imagine how you feel, but never let it bring you down. that was 11 years ago i am now 23 an yer i admit i still have bad times and out breaks with emotions n depression but there are things in life that are worth living for trust me hold up an you will see. all the best
mxstar88 2 months ago
this song still making me lonely all music
unggoy1231 5 months ago
This song conveys emotion beautifully :)
amybananasBVI 6 months ago
That is me in the picture, only there is no light at the end. The darkness goes on and on.
Gazza30592 6 months ago
@Gazza30592 There will always be light at the end. There is meaning to life. The darkness will NOT go on. Find the light.
Evening267 6 months ago
@Evening267 There is no meaning for me. I just can't function in society...society isn't the way life is supposed to be lived. We are supposed to be out in the wild, living simple and innocent lifes. That is why there is so much depression, anxiety and just evil in this world. I'm not cut out for this shit..
Gazza30592 6 months ago
I don't have some big depression story, but this music definitely is well composed. Sounds like something out of an epic movie, I loved this.
QbertTehKiller 6 months ago
chuuuuu~~~it's calming to listen to and help me calm myself.
tanks for letting me calm down :)
your the best :)
TheFoogusHeadzz 6 months ago
Dear Paul,
You help so many all the time, wihout once falling. How are you so strong? I've been holding back all hidden emotions with floodgates, hiding behind walls of anger when needed. I am always there for others, but I hide my true feelings. I bear every one else's pain and help them get back on their feet, but it's as though I'm isolating my true-self. I am so lonely and sad, it feel as if those damms I use to hold back my pain are about to break and it hurts. What do I do?
6WingedHydraPheonix3 6 months ago 9
@6WingedHydraPheonix3 First of all you don't realise your own high value, you are helping people when they need it, selflessly, you are putting them before you, this is admirable, but sometimes be selfish. It is said a Strong man can not help a weaker man unless the weaker man becomes stronger. You are that strong man/woman, realise this, believe this, be this, ask your friends to list 3 things they like/admire about you, tell them to be completely honest. Secondly, let it all out, RELEASE!
PaulFromStokeUK 6 months ago 8
@PaulFromStokeUK Thank You. I'll try.
6WingedHydraPheonix3 6 months ago
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@6WingedHydraPheonix3
Abraham Hicks vidios helped me so much out of a very dark place, I now belive in myself again catch her wisdom it uplifts the spirits paul from stoke should offer to mix his music with her words too.....Glen Paul mendes aka WhiteHart
GLENHARTSHAMAN 6 months ago
@ PaulFromStokeUK
tq because it's free i can just download it :P I am unable to purchase music from you for several reasons.
1. i'm just 14 years old , can't purchase online with creditcards cause of under age.
2. Parents won't let me to use theirs (credit cards) because they said is a waste of money (is useless to pursuit them)
3. The Music shops i know are all selling songs like (rock,modern music,classical(very few),pop...so on...LOL..is very hard to find this kins of music:P
JC970870125 6 months ago
I really love your attitude Paul, thank you for all of your wonderful masterpieces, there are no words to describe, your reward is with a higher authority :)
may your life always be filled with blessings.
we all have a special purpose in this life, never let anyone make you think that you are useless! always be urself and stand up agaisnt oppressors :)
UniqueGeekFreak 6 months ago
AMAZING
MsMyooo 6 months ago
my volume was on high, got startled by the loud music in beginning~!
zubhanwc3 6 months ago
Try this...for depression,it works 100%
watch?v=iwFSklgSLvk
bembaraM3 6 months ago
Dont Take My bestfriend away... i love her so much just dont take her away from me :(
skyby21 6 months ago
And I thought I was the only one having trouble in my life. But I realized that there are 331, 118 people like me out there. I am not alone...
TheRedWolf080 7 months ago
i dun noe why but this kind of music seems to take me bck when i was little kid..it feels good..maybe its the memory of a toy wooden piano i used to have.
moononquick 7 months ago
You are the most underrated artist I know.
kingdomperfect 7 months ago 2
this made me more depressed... wtf
Ccola3 7 months ago
@Ccola3 Same here -.-
TokioPunkGirl 7 months ago
@TokioPunkGirl lol go listen to something happy.. not this death solo
Ccola3 7 months ago
@Ccola3 It is pretty relaxing all right, but I don't think it would help against depression, so i will, lol
TokioPunkGirl 7 months ago
i am so depressed, even though i had some laughs and ran with good friends, the pain always seem to come back at me. i guess its those feelings i had when i was an orphan, i feel so alone. at school nobody pays attention to me, is it because i'm different, i hate that i was made like this
blackfirerain98 7 months ago
just want to say thank you for all those positive messages you've given everyone, i'm lucky enough to have a happy life right now, but i love your understanding for people that are struggling, people like you are needed in this world!
Kababb95 7 months ago
this is beautiful, thank you. your music if so inspriring and peaceful, right now i am not where i want to be, i had a great life everyone has gone to the opposite and i have lost everyone that was close to me i hate myself for everthing and i hate what i have become, but like the first image there is always a lught at the en of tunnel
AnnaHeartsSinging 7 months ago
I remember listening to this composition last year or the year before and i just felt so upset. And here i am again listening to it and i cry at exactly the same part. Ive said this before and i will say it again - you have the most beautiful compositions and i will never tire from listening to them. Thank you.
lulubabyy 7 months ago
This Paul guy is amazing
franemilicevic 7 months ago
dear paul, your music is so inspiring in times of hardship and peace. The hope you spread through your heartfelt compositions give me a whole new reason to believe there is platonic good in the world. I'm only 15 and may not know much about life, but i know that so many of my generation have been robbed of their innocence through the negative influence of society and mainstream media. thank you for making me believe :)
-love from monica
moniyearbooknerd 7 months ago
I am 12 and I really thank you to give me something to calm me down when nobody else can thank you and god bless your soul
djnewcomb10 7 months ago
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creedtt1 7 months ago
I kind of know a little what depression is... i dont wanna live but i dont wanna die. can anybody help me solve this question plz???
TheFoogusHeadzz 8 months ago
paul i thank you for what this music does to help me and also these other people. you go out of your way just for us, it shows how u really are a kind person and your lucky god has blessed you with such a personality and the ability to write music this great. i hope u live well for the rest of your life and become wealthy
brandon5591 8 months ago
am depressed as my xbf and only love is calling me back after a two years love and a year break up.am not sure wat he wants from me but i became so happy, smilin all da time & i feel the hope all over the place.but its only hope as may b he doesnt want me back & only calling to check on me.we r not used to ths as he never called me the last year.i cant call him because i wont bear another heartbreak.i'd rly want to know what he wants from me.i miss him so.i dream & would love to b wiz him again!
yayadodoful 8 months ago
@yayadodoful "It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" I say go for it, call him. either you will get rejected again and you feel the same as you feel now, or you will go back together and maybe have even greater times than before. The reason you broke up the first have could have been lack of communication, don't make that mistake again.
Good luck
monoxido3 8 months ago 3
@monoxido3... i think yeah i have to call him coz i miss him miss him miss him :)))))
thank you so much for your reply and advice :)))))
yayadodoful 8 months ago
@yayadodoful no worries. good luck
monoxido3 8 months ago
I am goin through somewhat of a depression. My parents divorced, and I wasn't okay with it but life was getting good. Now it's going down because my mom has a boyfriend who I didn't even know, and yet she seems to use almost every-time we meet as an excuse to meet him (which I don't want to at all) and she's acting like I do and he's my new dad. I don't want to meet this guy, but if I don't, that could mean losing my mom forever. I don't know what to do! Help!
dude249 8 months ago 13
@dude249 You gotta talk to somebody, thoughts like this trapped inside you can become stronger, find someone you can open up to, and please realise that all feelings are temporary, although they seem permanent at the time, you will come through this, you'l see. Paul :)
PaulFromStokeUK 8 months ago 5
@dude249
GLENHARTSHAMAN 6 months ago
@dude249
Abraham Hicks helped me so much out of a very dark place, I now belive in myself again catch her wisdom it uplifts the spirits paul from stoke should offer to mix his music with her words too.....Glen Paul mendes aka WhiteHart
GLENHARTSHAMAN 6 months ago
@dude249 man up, and let your mum be happy. It's not all about you sonny jim. There are 100x worse things happening to kids your age, be grateful for the food on your plate every day a roof over your head and most importantly a mum that loves you,
MrGrenade2011 2 weeks ago in playlist The Official Playlist of all music written by Paul Collier
I'm so depressed overwhelmed been feeling like I'm going to die, insomnia for two months, no meds help to sleep or they give me reactions. Please I want to feel happy and good again, I've never been this low
mechanicalhornbird 8 months ago
@mechanicalhornbird Google insomnia, there are so many things to try that can help, just one full nights sleep will allow your thoughts to become more positive again, speak to a doctor, You will not always feel like this, your brain is low on certain needed chemicals that are replenished during sleep, these will top themselves up once you are able to get a good nights sleep. There is help out there, look for it with all you have got, Goog luck. Paul :)
PaulFromStokeUK 8 months ago 5
@PaulFromStokeUK thanks for the nice comments. I'm still having chronic insomnia and major depression, tried many things... I'm still here, lol. From what I've found out, chronic insomnia and depression are ongoing problems for many people.
mechanicalhornbird 7 months ago
@mechanicalhornbird
I come in peace :)
I am so sorry to hear your situation, i hope no one has to feel despair or give up.I know exactly what you feel i have had insomnia since the summer of 2009 but am slowly but surely trying to recover.I have read that lack of sleep is one of the most dangerous tensions you can expose to your body, speically for your mind and the hormones in the body will be in imbalance. I know sleep is not the problem that causes trrouble, but you have to sleep to get well
UniqueGeekFreak 6 months ago
@mechanicalhornbird secondly eat lot's of chocolate lol ;) that will always cheer up any person, since it triggers the release of endorphins in the body also excersising helps extremely much! both for deppression and for insomnia.Go back to where you came from: the nature. it is a healing place for both soul and mind, specially if you look at water you wil feel calm inside :). throw the medicin in the rubbish bin at once,it harms more than do good :S. U have to change your view at urself/world<3
UniqueGeekFreak 6 months ago
@mechanicalhornbird try some tamezepam 10mg. maybe take 4...it'll send you off a lot quicker than this SHIT music!
hektorpike 6 months ago
i was writing a song for my girl of two years because one night she hadnt came home and i realized how much i needed her i couldn sleep or do anything because i missed her and i was so worried it turned out that at the exact same time i was writing the song tryin to convince her that it was real..she was with the other man'today is day 5with out her and i dont kno if i can do this it hurts so much and here i am with nobody pourin my heart out for any body to see,i need her back but it wont be
MichaelAMurillo 8 months ago
@MichaelAMurillo Just remember that before you ever met the girl you were happy, you WILL be just as happy, but stronger again, it will hurt now, thats you being human, and it can hurt like hell, but just know that this feeling is temporary, however your thoughts may trick you and tell you, you will always feel this way, you won't! In one week you will feel different, in one month, massively different, next year this will just be a memory. Keep going! Paul :)
PaulFromStokeUK 8 months ago 7
@MichaelAMurillo thank u paul ur words mean a great deal i will keep them in mind wen i sit there not knowing wat to do or think..i see now that all will heal in time thanks again
MichaelAMurillo 8 months ago
i was writing a song for my girl of two years because one night she hadnt came home and i realized how much i needed her i couldn sleep or do anything because i missed her and i was so worried it turned out that at the exact same time i was writing the song tryin to convince her that it was real..she was with the other man'today is day 5with out her and i dont kno if i can do this it hurts so much and here i am with nobody pourin my heart out for any body to see,i need her back
MichaelAMurillo 8 months ago
around four years ago my mom took pictures of me to a future reader. she said i will be a genius with the piano. my mom never told me until one day i heard your music, and it inspired me to try it. thats when my mom told me about the future reader
NinosFlaco 8 months ago
This song is a very good representation of depression; first, you feel like there's no hope and go on a routine of feeling bad everyday, fighting that feeling over and over again. Then there's hope, you cling to that hope, wanting to get out of this nightmare. And finaly, you get out, you can live again, you want to make the most out of everyday... I cry whenever I hear this song. Not because I'm sad. Because I know we can get out of this, because I can smile again. :)
Devy189 8 months ago
Depression has offically taken over my life. I had to force a smile on my face that way cayla would not know something was wrong with me. i didnt know if i could make it i was tearing up but i had to stay strong for her. i love her and that is why i havent killed myself...yet. i am tryin to stay strong but it is getting harder day by day. i dont know what to do. im lost
blazelahuvsyooh 8 months ago
Reach for a feeling of relief by picking a subject it's easy to feel good about , like your dog. Unless he just pooped in one of your shoes. Ok, now your angry. Anger feels better than despair. Revenge feels better than anger. Poop on his favorite toy. There, your revenge is spent. Now you simply feel frustrated and little sheepish that it's come to this. He's looking at you like wtf. Not really. He doesn't care. He loves you!
createallow3126 8 months ago in playlist Soothing Musik
There is the only who who can take away depression, give you light in the deepest darkest part of your life, and set you free from anything that chains you down. True everlasting peace, that can never be taken or destroyed, comes from excepting Him as your Saviour and letting Him lift you above any darkness in your life and His name is Jesus Christ.
SurerayofSuNSHinE 8 months ago 3
i just came out of a 5 month chronic and about 8 years worth of depression this song totally helps
spiritsofbrokentime 8 months ago
I feel it necessary to say that depression actually can be a disease... but it frequently isn't. I only say this because I know someone who is major depressive. It is very different than the temporary low points we all experience. Nevertheless, that does not diminish the awesomeness of this song.
dommiesgrl 8 months ago
"We are not alone. We are loved. There is more. And if there isn't, at least we had these moments now, together,"
I loooooovee this song
Princessaelkie 8 months ago
i like what your doing here man;)
UlrikJohnsen89 8 months ago
remember--when you are depressed, so remain with it. Wait and watch. You cannot be depressed for long because in this world nothing is permanent. This world is a flux. This world cannot change its basic law for you so that you remain depressed forever. Nothing is here forever; everything is moving and changing. Existence is a river; it cannot stop for you, just for you, so that you remain depressed forever. ---OshO
TheSarvjit 8 months ago
I don't suffer from depression, but this music really relaxes me.
and i've read some of the comments you have posted to people suffering, and i'd just like to say that you are a really great guy <3
KeeLan999 8 months ago
sounds to positive to me
HerpDerpHero 8 months ago
Dear Paul,
Please come and visit Canada. I have an old 1914 player piano that would love for you to play it.
Thank you.
holly2233 8 months ago
WOW. Just discovered this music and its amazing. Its so relaxing yet feels like it really descibes my depression perfectly. I've had a few people come into my life that I felt like would be able to help me, and then I just end up always getting let down. At least this will always be here.
cdfritz1 9 months ago
When i listein to this song i always find peace, even if im angry, this song has an amazing effect, thanks for making this Paul :)
einardivision 9 months ago 2
I feel horrible... I lost my girlfriend and I didn't even do anything... She just suddenly hates me... It's the worst...
Xion1998 9 months ago
@mikelc1000 wow. Yeah, how can you love someone if you can say all that. I get the point you're saying that life sucks. But why are you posting so that we should feel bad for you? Like we all know life sucks. It clearly isn't perfect for everyone. We all got ups and downs. How can you say you have nothing. What exactly is 'nothing'. Some people in this world probably would trade their all for your 'nothing'. You tried. You did; good job. But life doesn't always go your way, bro.
KibaNoTsubasa 9 months ago
@mikelc1000 wow. Yeah, how can you love someone if you can say all that. I get the point you're saying that life sucks. But why are you posting so that we should feel bad for you? Like we all know life sucks. It clearly isn't perfect for everyone. We all got ups and downs. How can you say you have nothing. What exactly is 'nothing'. Some people in this world probably would trade their all for your 'nothing'. You tried. You did; good job. But life doesn't always go your way, bro.
KibaNoTsubasa 9 months ago
@mikelc1000 wow. Yeah, how can you love someone if you can say all that. I get the point you're saying that life sucks. But why are you posting so that we should feel bad for you? Like we all know life sucks. It clearly isn't perfect for everyone. We all got ups and downs. How can you say you have nothing. What exactly is 'nothing'. Some people in this world probably would trade their all for your 'nothing'. You tried. You did; good job. But life doesn't always go your way, bro.
KibaNoTsubasa 9 months ago
depression is a lie and spiritual sickness.
preseferguson 9 months ago 8
@preseferguson Good comment! Depression is NOT a disease. Its a temporary condition in the mind. Although it often feels like it may never leave. I went through 10 years plus, looking for the answer in many different ways. and in the end, one of the best things I found, was free, relaxation and meditation. I now start each day with reading just a few pages of a positive book (currently "Mind is Master") and bring those words to mind through the day. Paul :)
PaulFromStokeUK 9 months ago 8
@PaulFromStokeUK I wish I was able to do that.
cattajk 8 months ago
@PaulFromStokeUK It is a disease
sirigirl16 3 months ago
@preseferguson that's like saying every mental illness is 'a lie and spiritual sickness'. Depression is an illness, and I'm glad it's recognised as an illness now.
DanniRox999 8 months ago
yes,we can!
al3xx18 9 months ago
@al3xx18 Dont bring a political debate here, please, i beg you.
don't.
7JDH7NL7 9 months ago
@7JDH7NL7 what have i done? i'm sorry , it was an missunderstanding!;) it's not about politic , i'm not american , i'm european, i give a fuk about obama or anybody else who used this slogan. it means we can,we can go over it, it was all about the frase: '' never ever give up''
al3xx18 9 months ago
@al3xx18 Oh, ok, i thought you was one of those Obama voters who still see future in him. but i misunderstood you.
7JDH7NL7 9 months ago
I want to be loved!!! I want someone caring in my life, someone i can rely on and trust.......... i want my dream prince NOW!!!
WANTED20101000 9 months ago
Im fuck't on drugs and police has an eye on me evrything has been shit i take pills too survirve im only 13.. :(
12fobse12 9 months ago
@12fobse12 @12fobse12
You've taken the first step towards dealing with your problem.. admiting that you have one.
I'm not going to give you the good old speach about steps to take towards becoming clean, but know this:
I'm only 18, and I've been there, and I'm not going to lie, it'll be hard to get out of that shit. But if you really try, you will eventually.
Talk to someone about it. Message me whenever, dude. Try to stay off the harder drugs, and you'll make it through, that's a promise.
Mactetra 9 months ago
Now I don't have many friends, and I might be getting bullied due to racism. But I lost one of my best friends on the internet, now I don't have much left. He left for no reason, he seemed angry. He deleted everything we had which connected us. Now...I just feel lonely. I miss him a lot, even though anger flows through me the way he left. I will still remember him as one of my best friends even if I didn't know him in real life. Peace from TWG.
TheWealthyGuardian 9 months ago
Humans. Horrible and stupid creatures.
They destroyed this planet, it was once beautiful. when this one dies they will take a rocket to some other habitable planet. then destroy that too. I hate humans.
There is no god above us. If there was then he would've done what was right, and killed us all by now.
But where there is evil there is always good. With yin there must be yang. with dark, there will always be light. There is no god, and there is no trust, but, my friend. Humans will always love.
12gho12 9 months ago
first of all hi to all of you and best wishes for everyone who is depressed, down and feeling lonely as i am.put ur heads back up whatever your problems may be smile to the world and at one point the world will smile back at you. if someone has hurt u think abt the once who really care abt u and u will find happiness.if u lost someone think abt the once who are still there...we are never alone its just a matter of time.Smile as much as u can even if its not from ur heart z world wil smile back..
lebsha7 9 months ago 2
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first of all hi to all of you and best wishes for everyone who is depressed, down and feeling lonely as i am.put ur heads back up whatever your problems may be smile to the world and at one point the world will smile back at you. if someone has hurt u think abt the once who really care abt u and u will find happiness.if u lost someone think abt the once who are still there...we are never alone its just a matter of time.Smile as much as u can even if its not from ur heart z world wil smile back.
lebsha7 9 months ago
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first of all hi to all of you and best wishes for everyone who is depressed, down and feeling lonely as i am.put ur heads back up whatever your problems may be smile to the world and at one point the world will smile back at you. if someone has hurt u think abt the once who really care abt u and u will find happiness.if u lost someone think abt the once who are still there...we are never alone its just a matter of time.Smile as much as u can even if its not from ur heart z world wil smile back.
lebsha7 9 months ago
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lebsha7 9 months ago
Lol, three seconds into the song and tears were falling. :/
imanmjfanforever 9 months ago 3
ok what the fuck this just makes me MORE depressed
superstan26 9 months ago 3
I remeber listenin to this when my whole mind was dark i only thought of sucide im so glad i got help every body who depressed sucidal etc it will get better believe me talk to family freinds and se doctor ,dont let depression ruin ur life etc no matter how hard it seem x
MsEmileee 9 months ago
i lost her, the love of my life. and I went down the wrong path and fucked up my own life , there's no way to fix this, ive fucked everything up, and id do anything to hold her hands once more :(
oPuLsEo 9 months ago 22
@oPuLsEo It hurts as much as any physical pain doesn't it, probably feels like more pain. You can come through this. you WILL come through this. Just accept the fact that right now the state of your mind stops you from feeling any hope, any positive, and chance of change in your circumstances, but KNOW that this is not the truth, however strong it feels. Distract yourself, get moving around, Know that this pain will leave you, slowly at first, but it will leave you. Stay strong! Paul.
PaulFromStokeUK 9 months ago 32
@oPuLsEo
im sorry to hear that :(
Deadfishization 9 months ago
@oPuLsEo
Just as lightening burns down the forest's trees... the soil gets that much richer for the new trees to grow.
1 John 4:18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
binaryagent 8 months ago
@oPuLsEo I know your pain...the same exact thing happened to me...except when i lost the only girl i have ever loved, i lost every other friend i had as well...and now im completely alone...it is the worst pain i have ever felt, and still is, and keeps getting worse, you're not alone.
TheXscielh 8 months ago
@oPuLsEo
Oh really you should think that one out for a while.
rbettanomia 8 months ago
@oPuLsEo Don't blame yourself like that.. I am pretty sure it wasn't your fault. I mean.. if it was true love, you would never have lost her.. I remember I was so depressed about kinda fucking everything up between a guy I was in love with(embarassing enough).. But i realized it wasn't my fault after all.. Like that I am pretty sure it isn't your fault :)
TokioPunkGirl 7 months ago
paul collier from the united kingdom, you are very talented and your music is beautiful, keep progressing =]
VanillaNyourIceCream 9 months ago
is there any piano sheet music for this?
MzSelenaG12 10 months ago
@KrazedXxMaggot
you are not selfish your emotional problem ca be maby more bigger then what looks to you a bigger problem of an other cose maby yur heart and mind is verry sensitive and thats why the evel wants to have youdont let evel win. you are the boss and becouse of your sensibility you can win this if you realy want.
just choos for you and al the beuty you have inside you. you are not alone
there are people who do see you. so fight for yourself you are stroger then you think bless
roosje2 10 months ago
i'm 14, my parents have recently got a divorce and i've gone through things most people wouldn't have to experience in a life time. my life is spiriling out of control, i'm failing in school, i've had to move house, i hate waking up to a new day, i've missed loads of school, it doesn't seem like i have any true friends, i've developed depression, every one says "it will get better soon" but it's been 3 years and nothing's changed. i miss the happy bubbly girl i used to be.
GeorgiaxNicolex 10 months ago
@GeorgiaxNicolex don,t give up soon sumbuddy will come in your live and every thing will change
but dont look for it it will find you you will see bless
roosje2 10 months ago
Thank you very much for this. I loved it. I know myself what it's like to be depressed. Couple of years ago, i was really depressed and i actually had thought that maybe it would be best for me to leave this world, but then someone came to my life, someone that helped me through, someone who cared. I fought against the depression and i made it through, even though i did have a special person ( special to me ) helping me out of it.
Beautiful song. God Bless Each And Everyone. Amen.
Khaziga 10 months ago
. . . . paul i owe you my life. i was actually going to suicide a week ago . . . .until i stayed up one night and went through all of your video's and read almost all of those comments . . . . . thank you alot :( i mean that thank you
jasonkmvang 10 months ago
fake just want to cut my self and pull the trigger when i hear this....
Sysouvanh16 10 months ago
Paul, may I just say that you seem to be an inspiration amongst many, and I applaud you for that. It takes someone with immense character and compassion to do what you have for all these people, and not only that but your music is terrific. Everyone, we all make mistakes and we all try to continue on the best we can, but it isn't until you stop trying that you truly stop living. Just keep going, things will get better, but it takes time.
Marcushelly 10 months ago
when I fell into depression, I was alway alone, I had no friends, never even had a girlfriend in my entire 17 years of existence, I moved halfway across the world to Japan without even telling my parents, or friends I was leaving, hoping things would get better for me there, in Japan, I met Kagami, the girl of my dreams, during the Golden Week festival I asked her to be with me, I got rejected, that's when it hit me, you can't change your destiny, and mine is to be alone.
this is a true story.
jaspertheking4life 10 months ago
Gay
scuper49 10 months ago
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@scuper49 you're just trying to hide your true feelings..
jaspertheking4life 10 months ago
this just makes me wanna smoke some herb.
MissCherry2943 10 months ago
and also you paul thinks for posting this you done the best job thinks
demonkillerrr 10 months ago
i first heard this song i was crying but then i had to stop because there is no need to cry about something just forget about it and be happy thumbs up if agreed, and go ahead and pursicute me for what i say cause i...i will not care about your sayings about what i say so go ahead i dont realy care i have alot to do then listen to your pursicution's to me
demonkillerrr 10 months ago
practice brahmacharya to cure depression.........
drshaligram 10 months ago
Thank you Paul
You are doing great job
Peace
hfreaks 10 months ago
Thank you for sharing your beautiful peaceful music-much appreciated!
MarvelousMe 10 months ago
this doesn't sooth depression, it makes it worse!
SinOfDrkness 10 months ago
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GLaDOSliedaboutcake 10 months ago
God surely cried when I was born, it's as if I am a mistake, a mistake that He is trying to correct...The universe is successfully trying to make me as miserable as possible, WHAT DO I DO?!?!?
GLaDOSliedaboutcake 10 months ago
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GLaDOSliedaboutcake 10 months ago
I wish that I could smile in a public place now I see that depression took that from me unable to smile
ps3412 10 months ago
Things will never get better for me I fall to my knees crying everytime I think about it I'm not one to be on this earth
ps3412 10 months ago 4
@ps3412 Things will get better, a person with depression cannot see things as they really are. Everything is turned more negativer and more hopeless. Things will get better, and WHEN they do, you will look back at this period of your life as a strong time of learning new things about yourself and ways to cope with heartache. Keep going! THis earth loves you, it just doesnt seem like that at the moment. Paul :)
PaulFromStokeUK 10 months ago 21
@ps3412
i feel fucked up too ur not alone dont even know i know my problems just cant seem to get away from them
or to even put my self together so i was happy again i dunno i can hang out with my buddies but im not truly happy in side theres sumthing missin im drove insane thinking all the time ohh mys i guess its keep walking the road all i can do is try
jerryryan89 10 months ago
@ps3412 that happens to me a lot too... I get so depressed i loose every hope in life... but all you have to think of that there IS something else... a better place waiting for you and you WILL get it! every day I think of that... I keep telling myself that there IS another world where none of this is is happening and eventually the time will come when i get the chance to go there, I still get depressed but that thought makes me go on in life!
123roxmilove321 10 months ago
@ps3412 right now im on that pass too, the difference Im a woman and you are a man. I falled to my knees crying and now Im feeling better. Let's time do the job and this beautiful music and some meditation of auto healing, you will see.
uchaification 8 months ago
So beautiful how people are comforting others in the comments. It is a lovely feeling.
muphasa72 10 months ago 4
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I've been depressed and suffering anxiety for some time now. this music allows me to think things through.
Iamdean1 10 months ago
Thanks bro using this song for POWER POINT PROJECT. LOL
keekid5 10 months ago
thanks
TamerArbak41 10 months ago
I also thought like "Nickymanning" few years ago but now I think that suicide was a bad idea. My whole family broke apart few years back because my parents were fighting all the time but then, this fighting went extreme and I sent my mom to visit my aunt in India. I made very hard decisions in very hard time at the age of 17. Now I think back, that I was very strong that I made some hard decisions. Even I tried to commit suicide once but my sisters caught me and saved me. BTW Beautiful music.
loik345 11 months ago
I just cut my wrist it gashing blood if you are reading this I'm going to be in the hospital or I'm going to hell if I survive what do I do I'm 12
JBirdWildMan 11 months ago
Thanks Paul! Cheered me up a lot..
1123jakey123 11 months ago
i hate how i feel!!! my life is in a free fall and im begining to think that suicide may very well be my only way out
Nickymanning 11 months ago 4
@Nickymanning No! It will not last buddy! When you feel so low, your depressed mind plays tricks on you, believe it! It tells you things will get worse, it tells you you will never get better. These are lies. Often when we feel so low, it's because we are just around the corner of feeling a hundred times better. Listen! You have had days like this before and you have come through them. Stay strong! You are strong. Know that you WILL get better! pm me if you need to talk to someone. Peaple care!
PaulFromStokeUK 11 months ago 35
@Nickymanning Please think about the people you will leave behind if you do make that choice. Think about how miserable there all going to feel. Please, i know how you feel, i felt like my life was a straight shot to know where. And that it wasn't going to get any better...but somewhere i found hope...i mean i still have times when i get or feel depressed and i just dont know what to do. But i try to get better. Its not easy... i know. Try to surround yourself with people who make you happy.
TheCHICHI45 11 months ago 4
@Nickymanning : I have never been in your place, but please know that there will be a guy in California praying for you. You will get better. "weeping last for a little while at night, but JOY comes in the morning." take care of your self you are special..:)
1717cacahuate 10 months ago
@Nickymanning hi there is a way out sucide aint tthink how it will make ur familie feel ,u can get through this believe me i did x
MsEmileee 9 months ago
@Nickymanning hi there is a way out sucide aint tthink how it will make ur familie feel ,u can get through this believe me i did x
MsEmileee 9 months ago
sometime we going bad and later sad... but there alway a end to everything and we alway pass on thats sad feeling when we see the sun out side, whit nice golden ray, the wind on our hair and the feeling there a hope somewhere and we just find it, if you think life don't worth it... think again... because you have all thing you need to be happy... this thing is the life... you alway can be happy and don't give up, continue, don't give up, go out side and take a breath, its true way of happiness..
4benjidave4 11 months ago
Teary now, but thanks Paul. :) I've been reading some of the comments here, and I just have to say that everyone who's feeling sad at the moment, take a second to pause and take stock of yourself. Realize that, no matter how bad you're feeling or how horrible things seem to be going for you, you have the power to change it. You're far from powerless. You're strong & able to do anything you want to. Don't believe anyone who tells you otherwise. Be who you are. Love yourself for who you are. :)
NeverLookBackSamurai 11 months ago 4
After reading some comments.. I think I am still sad and depressed..
bro8kenneth 11 months ago
it brings tears to my eyes but smiles as well as i read all the comments its a lovly ptece of music i hope to come out of my deppesion soon its not nice feeeling this way thank u
hannahc091 11 months ago
ladies and gentlemen for those who suffer from depresshion please let me help you for i 2 suffered it for many years come talk to me and ill listen to you for i work for safe haven and im willing to put time in for anyone male or female please let me you help you all get through this im like a phygolist but with out the education but who knows what to say and how to help and but supprotive and always be their .
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