It's okay to be scared...suddenly when life is worth living it becomes scary b/c you finally realize what hope feels like and care if you were to lose it....(for me at least). Like Zedie said...its not just you who has these very same fears surface....hang in there!!!
you will be fine man... i also was a severe drug addict... now im not and im working my ass off, making money and feeling sooooooo happy... good luck dino. cant wait to hear how it goes xx
you inspire me. i'm recovering alcohol/addict. tried to kill myself countless times. didn't give a fuck abt myself or anything like you. T can change so much, it has for you & me. your brain chemistry has changed to what it's supposed to be & it's making you able to be yourself & be happier & healthier than ever before & this is just the beginning! you're an amazing guy & will do great things. keep looking in that mirror & liking what you see. i like what i see when i watch your videos! :)
@Zedie36 thanks man i am really apriciate the coments u are leaving me !;) u are verry inspireing 2 me too i mean u have come so far man and have bean sober 4 so manny years, U are awesome;) ;) yeah its an amazing fealing the brain chemistry thing !!! :D kind off blowes my minde that i am abel to feel like this !:)
@SELKILKT i went from a bipolar diagnosis and loads of meds to once going on T and having a total hysto i am now adhd and have an anxiety disorder. BIG difference. the problem the whole time was that my brain and body needed T. maybe it's like that for you, that your social phobia and anxiety has gone away or is within "normative" limits now that your body has T. heroin is a really fucking hard addiction to kick. i have nothing but respect for you that you value your life so much now! be well :)
good luck babe.. i wish you the best of luck.. i know how scary it can be.. im dealing with the same things... the phobias arent so bad for me.. but bad enough to freak me out sometimes... you still have to do you though..... right? goodluck sir xoxoxo
out of all the transguys i know u and another guy are the only ppl i know admitting to have drug problems too, thats why i dont feel like i relate to most.
awww congratulations. What you are feeling now is called maturity. You are finally growing up because you are starting to care which is awesome. good luck on the job
It's okay to be scared...suddenly when life is worth living it becomes scary b/c you finally realize what hope feels like and care if you were to lose it....(for me at least). Like Zedie said...its not just you who has these very same fears surface....hang in there!!!
AdriansSpace 11 months ago
Hey :) I totally get you! love your vids!
JunkpileJ 11 months ago
you will be fine man... i also was a severe drug addict... now im not and im working my ass off, making money and feeling sooooooo happy... good luck dino. cant wait to hear how it goes xx
smithsmithboy 11 months ago
You got this man! congratulations to you, I feel wht your talkin about too. your gonna get this knocked out .
shaybuttasmooth75 11 months ago
I like your videos. I support you, you've been down in the darkest hole, but you can get out! We're here, be strong.
ClosetTransgender 11 months ago
@ClosetTransgender thanks man;)
SELKILKT 11 months ago
you inspire me. i'm recovering alcohol/addict. tried to kill myself countless times. didn't give a fuck abt myself or anything like you. T can change so much, it has for you & me. your brain chemistry has changed to what it's supposed to be & it's making you able to be yourself & be happier & healthier than ever before & this is just the beginning! you're an amazing guy & will do great things. keep looking in that mirror & liking what you see. i like what i see when i watch your videos! :)
Zedie36 11 months ago
@Zedie36 thanks man i am really apriciate the coments u are leaving me !;) u are verry inspireing 2 me too i mean u have come so far man and have bean sober 4 so manny years, U are awesome;) ;) yeah its an amazing fealing the brain chemistry thing !!! :D kind off blowes my minde that i am abel to feel like this !:)
SELKILKT 11 months ago
@SELKILKT i went from a bipolar diagnosis and loads of meds to once going on T and having a total hysto i am now adhd and have an anxiety disorder. BIG difference. the problem the whole time was that my brain and body needed T. maybe it's like that for you, that your social phobia and anxiety has gone away or is within "normative" limits now that your body has T. heroin is a really fucking hard addiction to kick. i have nothing but respect for you that you value your life so much now! be well :)
Zedie36 11 months ago
good luck babe.. i wish you the best of luck.. i know how scary it can be.. im dealing with the same things... the phobias arent so bad for me.. but bad enough to freak me out sometimes... you still have to do you though..... right? goodluck sir xoxoxo
TransMissioning 11 months ago
@TransMissioning thanks babe ;) yeah its not the best feeling ;) good thing its not so bad :) xoxo
SELKILKT 11 months ago
YAY! I'm so excited for you. Nu, bara andas.
Mr1S1K 11 months ago
@Mr1S1K hahah tack;)
SELKILKT 11 months ago
out of all the transguys i know u and another guy are the only ppl i know admitting to have drug problems too, thats why i dont feel like i relate to most.
iliveinacubicle 11 months ago
yo thats like me my anxiety and addiction hasnt had me working in 3 years
iliveinacubicle 11 months ago
@iliveinacubicle yeah it sucks but how are u doing now?
SELKILKT 11 months ago
awww congratulations. What you are feeling now is called maturity. You are finally growing up because you are starting to care which is awesome. good luck on the job
lucymaid321 11 months ago
@lucymaid321 hehe thanks;)
SELKILKT 11 months ago
you are so goddamned attractive :)
BillyJoel1985 11 months ago
@BillyJoel1985 hahaha well thanks feeling great ;)
SELKILKT 11 months ago