@TheCodyburns That's an awful way to talk about how to stop being anorexic. Some people do it unknowingly. I can speak from experience. Most people can't change it by themselves. It's in their head that they're too fat even though they look like a skeleton. It's not their fault and they ARE NOT pussies OR faggots. You're just a closed-minded jerk.
i use to be bulimic.I had eaten to much(I thought) and made myself puke. I went to bed early because i was really weak. I woke up the next morning and was going to get ready for school. I couldn't concentrate what i was doing. I was walking back and forth not knowing what to do. I got light headed and i couldn't hear or see anything. I yelled for my mom. I had to puke. I was sick to my stomach. I was dehydrated. I almost passed out three times that morning. I decided I needed to stop and I did.
@MarianasTrenchatsix, I know exactly what you mean. Without Marianas Trench im not sure if i'd be here today. May sound stupid but honestly they're the only form of support i've ever had. Just knowing someone else has been through the same things and emotions means the world. Anyways I just wanted to say we're all here to support you<3 Trenchers unite forever and always
@MarianasTrenchatsix, Awwe(: anytime. I just know how rough it can be. I know that support means the world when everyone else seems to be turning against you :( Anyways, I'm just glad to help. If you want you can add me on youtube :D
I want my bulimia back....I had it as part of my life for 7 years...but I was purging too much too often..ive competly lost my ability to self induce vomiting...i resorted to drinking chemicals to make myself throw up, i ended up having to go to the hospital. I refuse food now...i have for the past over a month...when i eat its a veggie every other day or so. I just want to be able to purge again....Id give anything for that back. I just wanna be thin!
@werewolfsister224, your story gives me hope maybe one day my life will improve. Im 14 and my lifes living hell... no exxageration. Depression, anxiety, an alcoholic father and my parents marriage falling apart is the least of my concerns at the moment. Anyways your words mean a ton<3
In the words of Gerard Way: No matter what, everyone is beautiful on the inside, and thats what matters. You dont want to be like those models in magizines, they're heartless twigs! Your better than them. :)
one of my bestfriend told me stopped eating because her mom called her fat my friend has the prefectbody then after she told me tht i went home to have my mom call me fat i got severly sick a month after nd couldnt eat anything for 3 months i was lucky to get a bite in i lost 10 pounds in 1 month my mom still calls me fat im 5'7 nd 156 pounds im realy skinny nd it pains me to hear people call ppl fat nd then tht person to stop eating...
People are fucing stupid. This song does NOT promote being anorexic/bullimic! Josh said himself he hates when people twist his music to support something that will kill you.
Okay. Ive seen a whole bunch of people on here who think they arent good enough, or they arent beautiful, but you are, fuck the people who think otherwise! They just feel bad about themselfs and like to make everyone suffer because of thier insecurities and its not cool of them at all, i know im just a girl whos almost 14 and a complete but i will talk to anyone who needs a friend, or just someone to let it all out to. (: I know what it feels like. dont be afraid to talk to someone about it. <3
@momsbee1998 dont listen to them, 125 is no where near fat, your comment really hit me because my bestfriend is your age and she means the world to me, if your worried about it just eat healthier and exercise more, but your beautiful, dont ruin your body by starving yourself.
@musiiXJunkii No you don't, I don't even know you, but I know that you don't need to die and you're perfect the way you are. I know you've heard that before, but start believing it!
@musiiXJunkii Never say that! You are beautiful child! Dont doubt that! I know i might be a complete stranger but im 13 and i struggle with my appearance A LOT and if you need to talk to someone im here! (:
@CinderellaInSkinnies, I don't know if this means anything but all those likes is equal to love and support from all of us<3 We're all so proud of you! I've also been through a ton (clincal depression/ anxiety and many other things) and I know none of this is easy ): If only life were, hmmm? Anyways people like you give me hope and let me know that one day things will get better. Much <3 & Support
I'll say this, I have selective anorexia and I'm 110 lbs. I'm 15 and I'm 5'7. I starve myself because I always think I'm fat. I know I am but I have a fear of gaining weight and the most I've ever weighed was 115 lbs. I'm afraid to take my shirt off because you can pretty much count all my ribs. I have no muscle and that's also a reason why I'm insecure.
I've always wanted to lose weight because in order to feel good about myself I need to have the approval of my peers and the people I know. I need to change but I've gotten so used to this side of me I'm afraid if I change I'll lose myself and I never get me back.
@ToxicImagination That's nothing to brag about. You need medical help if you're 7 days without food. This isn't a pro-ana/pro-mia song. It's something to relate to.
i found this song at a bulimic vid...its hard to admit that this is a desise...i still dont believe this...and maybe i will be very ill soon...im bulimic for more than a year and the truth is that i dont want to stop...i have become thiner....
@LucyValentina people have ripped their esophogus from being bulimic because every time you make yourself throw up you bring up stomach acid with your food and it slowly eats your esophogus away... please get some help. you can also get esophogus cancer.
I came across this song and I clicked on it and I haven't sobbed that hard in a long time. From the time I was 11 until I was 15, I used to never eat. And when I did I would throw it up. I was never overweight. I was normal sized but I couldn't see myself that way. I used to sneak diet pills and I ended up in the hospital 10 days later. This song really means a lot to me and I've listened to it probably 100 times. I love it and it's now my new favorite song. <3 Thank you for posting this!!
Im 5'7 and I have a fairy big tummy. But im not gonna throw up what i eat im not gonna starve myself im gonna work out eat better and be happy! I made mistakes ive cut ive tried to killmyself many times but im done with that! Im me and i always will be! I AM THE TEDDY BEAR! Im gonna start a new life and im gonna be healthy! No more what i used to be!! My name is Angel..I wanna be me.
@TEDDYBEARcompany Awh I wish you luck on your journey. It'll be hard, but I know you have the willpower to do it. (Even though I don't know you in person ^^;;)
im 5'1/2 and i was 135 when i was only 10 i hated my self and now im 112 and im killing myself trying to lose weight so much, i wanna be thin why the hell cant it be me for once?
For a year, going weeks without food, finally eatting and throwing up every ounce untill I see blood.... I finally went to the doctor and found out I weigh the exact amount I started with :'( I look in the mirror and can see every roll and ugly curve my friends call bones. I'm 5'9 and weigh 130 and hate every second.
i wanna be skin and bones. all i see are the imperfections. at 150 pounds i am too fat. everyone says i am perfect, even my doctor says i am in the healthy range. but i wanna be thinner. i wanna be 110 pounds. i wanna be perfect. i wanna be thin. i want people to love me. i wanna be so thin they cant help but worry. at least then i would know someone cares.
@Jaydensmama19 hey I know what that all feels like.... the last few years I've battled with anorexia and bulimia. I am about 147 now and at my smallest I was 100 I went from being 196 to 120 in only three months I was really sick and ended up in the hospital hooked up to machines because nothing was staying down and I passed out and wasn't responding. It was horrible. I never ate but maybe once a week then with out wanting to I threw it up because my body rejected food. Now I'm watched and made
@Jaydensmama19 to eat. I throw up all the time even though I don't want to. I really messed my body up and I am sick all the time and have bad teeth. Please be careful with how you choose to lose weight. there are healthy ways to do it.
@numbor1 i was bulimic for over a year and now i am borderline anorexic. i know all about the health risks behind eating disorders. but ED doesnt care. i just want to be thin. i want to love myself. but i hate every single thing about myself. my therapist is trying to start refeeding but it isnt going well. i am sneaking around and lying that i ate. i am still only at about 400 calories a day which i feel is a huge amount. i was at 200 a day before. its hell living this way....i wish i could go
@numbor1 back in time and change it. tell myself how much it isnt worth it. but instead i am stuck in the endless rut that is an eating disorder. i hate myself more everyday for it. yet i want to be thin so badly and be loved so bad that i am willing to risk my life for it.
:/ i dont eat but i dont see how this is a problem and i also make myself throw up but this also doesnt seen to be a problem so.....yahh.....and i need to be thin....because being thin is more important that being alive, because atleast ill die thin.
@xjetxwavex Yea be happy she even made this video it takes a long time to make a lyric video I LOVE MT FOREVER AND JOSH SOOO HOT GREAT PERSONALITY AMAZING VOICE met them go to their concerts all the time and listen to their music everyday sooo much meaning but the first album makes me sad and i feel distant and alone.....when i listen to it
@Killtheodd Ahh... That might be why.. ^^;; Sorry.. I've been told that so many times now.. It's kinda gotten slightly annoying. But I didn't realize that you couldn't see annotations on the ipod ^^;; Mainly because I don't use, or own one.
@sweet2u09 I feel your pain, 127 to (no joke) 100 in a little over a week and still rapidly falling. it's not fair. i'm trying my best to lose, why does the mirror still tell me that i'm a failure?
@sweet2u09 It ends when you really want it to. In the past two years I went from a healthy 110 pounds to just under 80. I've since turned around and started getting healthier again but it'll never be easy. I did it, and I have every ounce of faith that you can too!
@jess64ish I went from 139,to 114..then gained 119,and now 122...But the thing is...I just want to go down to 95 at all costs...but what if that's not enough for me...I hate this..I hate how id love to be thin..I hate it how no one knows...I hate this...
"I'm always on my knees for you" and "And you always win" . I've used those lines in a song I wrote. When I got over my bulemia the first time I thought it was gone for good . But I relapsed .. And it sucks. I neec this song a lot more now . Stay strng everyone :) . We have Marianas Trench to help us though everything :) <3
I have listened to Marianas Trench since 2007(when i was about 8)and it helped me through everything i was going through. I was beat by father and told by my parents that i was fat,useless and wished they could have aborted me when they had the chance. I always knew about Josh's addiction to heroin and about how he was bulimic and how he was depressed. when i turned 11 i was told that i had depression.I was also bulimic until i listened to Skin and Bones by Marianas Trench. Thxs so much Mtrench!
@93webkinz mhm :/ i used to do that too. it rly isn't good though, because it causes more physical flaws/problems than what you thought you had before.
chances are, you're beautiful and you don't even need to lose weight
but i also know that no matter what people say, it's hard to start eating normal again >.<
i still struggle with this every single day even tho it appears that i've recovered
So I actually expected this song to be after-school special-ish. Overly dramatic and way into your face for you to ever find any other personal meaning in it, but its nice.
im 4"11 and 3/4 and i weigh 114... my doctor tells me thats a healthy weight but i dont consider it healthy. I see myself as fat.
bribelle24 3 hours ago
if you know you have an eating disorder stop! workout dont starve thats the pussies way out faggots!
TheCodyburns 13 hours ago
@TheCodyburns That's an awful way to talk about how to stop being anorexic. Some people do it unknowingly. I can speak from experience. Most people can't change it by themselves. It's in their head that they're too fat even though they look like a skeleton. It's not their fault and they ARE NOT pussies OR faggots. You're just a closed-minded jerk.
Breexrawrx 3 hours ago
and I weigh 48.
waiting for 45/46
i starve myslef.. but food is so fuckin good. fuck.
eaty97 14 hours ago
i use to be bulimic.I had eaten to much(I thought) and made myself puke. I went to bed early because i was really weak. I woke up the next morning and was going to get ready for school. I couldn't concentrate what i was doing. I was walking back and forth not knowing what to do. I got light headed and i couldn't hear or see anything. I yelled for my mom. I had to puke. I was sick to my stomach. I was dehydrated. I almost passed out three times that morning. I decided I needed to stop and I did.
KERRINGTON98 4 days ago in playlist Liked videos
I cut myself
I feel alone
I have depression
I have starved myself
But Marianas Trench taught me its okay to be myself.
MarianasTrenchatsix 6 days ago
@MarianasTrenchatsix, I know exactly what you mean. Without Marianas Trench im not sure if i'd be here today. May sound stupid but honestly they're the only form of support i've ever had. Just knowing someone else has been through the same things and emotions means the world. Anyways I just wanted to say we're all here to support you<3 Trenchers unite forever and always
LoverDearest2011 5 days ago
@LoverDearest2011 thank you, I don't even know you and you support me more than the people that surround me everyday. <3 thank you
MarianasTrenchatsix 5 days ago
@MarianasTrenchatsix, Awwe(: anytime. I just know how rough it can be. I know that support means the world when everyone else seems to be turning against you :( Anyways, I'm just glad to help. If you want you can add me on youtube :D
LoverDearest2011 4 days ago
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I want my bulimia back....I had it as part of my life for 7 years...but I was purging too much too often..ive competly lost my ability to self induce vomiting...i resorted to drinking chemicals to make myself throw up, i ended up having to go to the hospital. I refuse food now...i have for the past over a month...when i eat its a veggie every other day or so. I just want to be able to purge again....Id give anything for that back. I just wanna be thin!
XxXBrokenXxDreamsXx 1 week ago in playlist ED
Im fat so I starve myself and I cut because I feel ugly
MsJesusfreak98 1 week ago
@MsJesusfreak98 Don't do that.
Bboyjosue1 1 week ago
@MsJesusfreak98 I Do As Well, But We Both No Thats Not Good Find Something Or Someone Thats Worth Not Cutting For It Helps Me.
Lillypop9256 1 week ago
i used to starve....but my fiance helped me
i cut....but not so often
im abused by my dad....but now i fight back
focuse on the good things in your life, and it will get better
werewolfsister224 1 week ago 4
@werewolfsister224, your story gives me hope maybe one day my life will improve. Im 14 and my lifes living hell... no exxageration. Depression, anxiety, an alcoholic father and my parents marriage falling apart is the least of my concerns at the moment. Anyways your words mean a ton<3
LoverDearest2011 5 days ago
The words in the song " It's easier to quit it's harder to admit " That is very true!
93webkinz 2 weeks ago in playlist Marianas Trench 2
Josh used to be very skinny? or the other way around?
Bboyjosue1 2 weeks ago
@Bboyjosue1 He used to weigh 135 so skinny
93webkinz 2 weeks ago in playlist Marianas Trench
@93webkinz Thanks it cause he says in "So Soon", a lyrics: "I wont lose a pound", so I was a little confused. Thanks for fixing that.
Bboyjosue1 1 week ago
@Bboyjosue1 No problem! If you listen tot he song Feeling Small he says he weighed 135
93webkinz 1 week ago
@93webkinz I have listen to all of their songs.
Bboyjosue1 1 week ago
@Bboyjosue1 He used to be skinny he lost a lot of weight because he used to take drugs.
cutieboo12345 1 week ago
In the words of Gerard Way: No matter what, everyone is beautiful on the inside, and thats what matters. You dont want to be like those models in magizines, they're heartless twigs! Your better than them. :)
AbbyMay135 2 weeks ago 6
@AbbyMay135 GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE<'3
Jumpthen4all 2 weeks ago
one of my bestfriend told me stopped eating because her mom called her fat my friend has the prefectbody then after she told me tht i went home to have my mom call me fat i got severly sick a month after nd couldnt eat anything for 3 months i was lucky to get a bite in i lost 10 pounds in 1 month my mom still calls me fat im 5'7 nd 156 pounds im realy skinny nd it pains me to hear people call ppl fat nd then tht person to stop eating...
babbyfluffy44 2 weeks ago
15 people are just bones!
1joshramsayfan 2 weeks ago
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1joshramsayfan 2 weeks ago
You always win <3
AdorableSins 3 weeks ago
1. hedley toght me we only have one life.
2.but marianas trench toght me to be who i am <3
babyboo7676 3 weeks ago 24
@babyboo7676 taught* just thought id help you out :)
allysbaby1993 1 week ago
This is an amazing song!!!! I love marianas trench -3-3
LolaRosexoxo 3 weeks ago
Who's here because of the phantom?
Invaderphantomstar11 3 weeks ago
People are fucing stupid. This song does NOT promote being anorexic/bullimic! Josh said himself he hates when people twist his music to support something that will kill you.
RayneStorm213 3 weeks ago
*a complete stranger
gaaralover7688 3 weeks ago
Okay. Ive seen a whole bunch of people on here who think they arent good enough, or they arent beautiful, but you are, fuck the people who think otherwise! They just feel bad about themselfs and like to make everyone suffer because of thier insecurities and its not cool of them at all, i know im just a girl whos almost 14 and a complete but i will talk to anyone who needs a friend, or just someone to let it all out to. (: I know what it feels like. dont be afraid to talk to someone about it. <3
gaaralover7688 3 weeks ago
:,( love this song so so so so so so so so much <3 i love marianas trench! best band ever!
babyboo7676 3 weeks ago
I'm so fatttt . and I was doing so good.but today I ate and now I hate myself.
JessisAhhmazing1031 3 weeks ago
@JessisAhhmazing1031 Youre not fat! Girls with skin on thier bones are better than being bones! Id rather be thick than skinny! Youre beautiful (:
gaaralover7688 3 weeks ago
I can relate to most of their songs even this one. I weigh 125 im 13 I jave stopped eatong because I was made fun of at school.
momsbee1998 3 weeks ago
@momsbee1998 dont listen to them, 125 is no where near fat, your comment really hit me because my bestfriend is your age and she means the world to me, if your worried about it just eat healthier and exercise more, but your beautiful, dont ruin your body by starving yourself.
A7Xlove94 3 weeks ago
@musiiXJunkii No you don't, I don't even know you, but I know that you don't need to die and you're perfect the way you are. I know you've heard that before, but start believing it!
Tylenolover101 3 weeks ago
im a fat bitch and i need to die.
musiiXJunkii 3 weeks ago
@musiiXJunkii No you're not.. Everyone is perfect in their own way.. :)
LyndseeyAnne 3 weeks ago
@musiiXJunkii Never say that! You are beautiful child! Dont doubt that! I know i might be a complete stranger but im 13 and i struggle with my appearance A LOT and if you need to talk to someone im here! (:
gaaralover7688 3 weeks ago
Marianas Trench. Hope it helps. :)
ihatelove141 3 weeks ago
Who Sings this?
ITSJaymiiLeeBitch 3 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
@ITSJaymiiLeeBitch Marianas Trench, (aka the best band ever! <3 )
LyndseeyAnne 3 weeks ago
@ITSJaymiiLeeBitch marianas trench
babyboo7676 3 weeks ago
I starve myself
I force myself to throw up if eat
I can count my ribs
I just wanted to be thin...
nobody knows... even though I know their suspisious
I WANT to change these things I do to myself into I USED to's but it's hard...
That WAS me 2 weeks ago ^^ at 87
now...i weigh 93, not quite there but working my way up :D
CinderellaInSkinnies 3 weeks ago 64
@CinderellaInSkinnies, I don't know if this means anything but all those likes is equal to love and support from all of us<3 We're all so proud of you! I've also been through a ton (clincal depression/ anxiety and many other things) and I know none of this is easy ): If only life were, hmmm? Anyways people like you give me hope and let me know that one day things will get better. Much <3 & Support
LoverDearest2011 5 days ago
@LoverDearest2011 thanks for the support :) nice to know someone out there cares <3
CinderellaInSkinnies 5 days ago
@CinderellaInSkinnies Anytime(: and yeah so true! its challenging to find people who do actually care.
LoverDearest2011 4 days ago
@CinderellaInSkinnies At least we get to overload on cake, eh?
RachelLovesKittehs98 1 day ago
I cut, i burn myself, i try to make myself skinny. but Marianas Trench is helping me through.
Panicingattehdisco 4 weeks ago 3
I used to cut myself But Marianas Trench has helped me alot
93webkinz 4 weeks ago in playlist Marianas Trench 5
I'll say this, I have selective anorexia and I'm 110 lbs. I'm 15 and I'm 5'7. I starve myself because I always think I'm fat. I know I am but I have a fear of gaining weight and the most I've ever weighed was 115 lbs. I'm afraid to take my shirt off because you can pretty much count all my ribs. I have no muscle and that's also a reason why I'm insecure.
4480596101 4 weeks ago
@4480596101 sorry I meant to say, I know I'm not fat
4480596101 4 weeks ago
I've always wanted to lose weight because in order to feel good about myself I need to have the approval of my peers and the people I know. I need to change but I've gotten so used to this side of me I'm afraid if I change I'll lose myself and I never get me back.
OY411 4 weeks ago
I used to be anorexic, that was two years ago, since then ive never ate as much. But I think that past is coming back. I need help.
Panicingattehdisco 4 weeks ago
@Panicingattehdisco if you need help and need someone to talk to heres a girl who would be happy to talk to you (: Youre beautiful! :D
gaaralover7688 3 weeks ago
well.. i think everyone is beautiful..
its not like when you see a homeless guy on the street like: oh sooo hot!
but everyone is beautiful, Thats just the way it is and will always be!
and if you dont like the way you are. Stop for a minute and think. Whats really worth? :P
CelinaMiss 1 month ago
This song sounds epic x]
KittyGoesRawr6 1 month ago
listenin to this song brough bac painful memories from never eatin but come to think of it i havent eatin for bout a week so it just tels my story :(
lillici1 1 month ago
Im hungery but dont wanna eat
whateclare 1 month ago
@whateclare yea me 2:D
LucyValentina 4 weeks ago
I havent ate in 7 days ;D
ToxicImagination 1 month ago
@ToxicImagination That's nothing to brag about. You need medical help if you're 7 days without food. This isn't a pro-ana/pro-mia song. It's something to relate to.
OurVoiceOnTheWorld 1 month ago
i found this song at a bulimic vid...its hard to admit that this is a desise...i still dont believe this...and maybe i will be very ill soon...im bulimic for more than a year and the truth is that i dont want to stop...i have become thiner....
LucyValentina 1 month ago
@LucyValentina people have ripped their esophogus from being bulimic because every time you make yourself throw up you bring up stomach acid with your food and it slowly eats your esophogus away... please get some help. you can also get esophogus cancer.
KERRINGTON98 5 days ago
@xblackxrosex100
whateclare 1 month ago
I wish they'd make more songs like this.
xIMotherEarthx 1 month ago
AMAZING song :) i love it!!! :)
3TheDreamer6 1 month ago
I love this song .... story of my life
whateclare 1 month ago
@whateclare i know.../: if you ever need a friend to talk to...msg me<3
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
I came across this song and I clicked on it and I haven't sobbed that hard in a long time. From the time I was 11 until I was 15, I used to never eat. And when I did I would throw it up. I was never overweight. I was normal sized but I couldn't see myself that way. I used to sneak diet pills and I ended up in the hospital 10 days later. This song really means a lot to me and I've listened to it probably 100 times. I love it and it's now my new favorite song. <3 Thank you for posting this!!
nikond3000kmb 1 month ago 2
@nikond3000kmb i know what you mean): if you ever need a friend to talk to, msg mee:3
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
love:)
bowchickawowow143 1 month ago
Makes me cry... brings to many memories back :'(
overwightponies 1 month ago
@overwightponies i know what you mean...if you ever need a friend msg me<3
XblackXroseX100 1 month ago
This songs so deep
cowsey12 1 month ago
Love it
cowsey12 1 month ago
Who is this song by?
imyobitch101 1 month ago
@imyobitch101 REALLY -_- omg Marianas trench
SonjaRamsay 1 month ago
bulimia sucks. im thirteen years young 5"5" i weigh 86 pounds. i got better im now 110 and officially proud te be that
SonjaRamsay 1 month ago
@SonjaRamsay Congratulations! Not every one is able to say that!
jess64ish 1 month ago
i hate how much i can relate to this song! :/
cedeslynnf17 1 month ago
I used to be like this but sometimes it only takes 1 person to tell you that you are beautiful and it changes your whole perspective sometimes. <3
TheKkandcc 1 month ago
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Killtheodd 1 month ago
You are all beautiful. If anyone ever needs someone to talk to, message me. I'm always here. No matter what.
ItsPixPeople 1 month ago
i wish i was thin, but ppl love me the way i am
lover14ful 1 month ago
I'm 5 feet tall and weigh 91 pounds, it still doesnt seem good enough.
FakeTruthLies 1 month ago
You're all beautiful.
Don't give into society's standards of beauty.
Live above.
PayhhtonElizabeth 1 month ago
Im 5'7 and I have a fairy big tummy. But im not gonna throw up what i eat im not gonna starve myself im gonna work out eat better and be happy! I made mistakes ive cut ive tried to killmyself many times but im done with that! Im me and i always will be! I AM THE TEDDY BEAR! Im gonna start a new life and im gonna be healthy! No more what i used to be!! My name is Angel..I wanna be me.
TEDDYBEARcompany 1 month ago 54
@TEDDYBEARcompany Awh I wish you luck on your journey. It'll be hard, but I know you have the willpower to do it. (Even though I don't know you in person ^^;;)
xjetxwavex 1 month ago 22
im 5'1/2 and i was 135 when i was only 10 i hated my self and now im 112 and im killing myself trying to lose weight so much, i wanna be thin why the hell cant it be me for once?
memememmememe2001111 1 month ago
For a year, going weeks without food, finally eatting and throwing up every ounce untill I see blood.... I finally went to the doctor and found out I weigh the exact amount I started with :'( I look in the mirror and can see every roll and ugly curve my friends call bones. I'm 5'9 and weigh 130 and hate every second.
HeartShattered25 1 month ago
i wanna be skin and bones. all i see are the imperfections. at 150 pounds i am too fat. everyone says i am perfect, even my doctor says i am in the healthy range. but i wanna be thinner. i wanna be 110 pounds. i wanna be perfect. i wanna be thin. i want people to love me. i wanna be so thin they cant help but worry. at least then i would know someone cares.
Jaydensmama19 1 month ago
@Jaydensmama19 hey I know what that all feels like.... the last few years I've battled with anorexia and bulimia. I am about 147 now and at my smallest I was 100 I went from being 196 to 120 in only three months I was really sick and ended up in the hospital hooked up to machines because nothing was staying down and I passed out and wasn't responding. It was horrible. I never ate but maybe once a week then with out wanting to I threw it up because my body rejected food. Now I'm watched and made
numbor1 1 month ago
@Jaydensmama19 to eat. I throw up all the time even though I don't want to. I really messed my body up and I am sick all the time and have bad teeth. Please be careful with how you choose to lose weight. there are healthy ways to do it.
numbor1 1 month ago
@numbor1 i was bulimic for over a year and now i am borderline anorexic. i know all about the health risks behind eating disorders. but ED doesnt care. i just want to be thin. i want to love myself. but i hate every single thing about myself. my therapist is trying to start refeeding but it isnt going well. i am sneaking around and lying that i ate. i am still only at about 400 calories a day which i feel is a huge amount. i was at 200 a day before. its hell living this way....i wish i could go
Jaydensmama19 1 month ago
@numbor1 back in time and change it. tell myself how much it isnt worth it. but instead i am stuck in the endless rut that is an eating disorder. i hate myself more everyday for it. yet i want to be thin so badly and be loved so bad that i am willing to risk my life for it.
Jaydensmama19 1 month ago
i know.. that i will never be good enough.
Holy Crap i'm falling and i can't stop this.
NekoMadeInJapan 1 month ago
Will I ever be good enough ?
EmoBarbie99 1 month ago
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CRYING MY EYE BALLS OUT :'((
POOR JOSH HOW COULD HE POSSIBLY SURVIVE BULIMIA, HEROIN ADDICTION AND INSOMIA :(
HE IS SO STRONG. IF ANYTHING WOULD HAPPEN TO HIM THE WORLD WILL NEVER BE THESAME.........*SOBBS*
voteup1 1 month ago
People like the thin ones...
abigailrios20 1 month ago
I thought it was: Feeling so hazy, not feeling so easy
himekohoshi 1 month ago 3
When the hell will I be good enough? /:
Hayley123Jackson 1 month ago 2
My best friend had bulimia, she blamed it on me for a while. But then she realized it wasn't my fault, or else she's just trying to be nice :/
rawr6cookie6muffin6 1 month ago
bulimia sucks
SonjaRamsay 1 month ago
amazing :o can anyone translate it on Polish ,pls
eaty97 1 month ago
taco :3
SuicidalxCatastrophe 1 month ago
I love marianas trench and never knew this song, and I can totally relate to EVERYTHING josh you can save me life -3
dixielott 1 month ago
josh please stop reading my mind
SonjaRamsay 1 month ago
i'm not anorexic nor do i have bulimia but i feel like i can relate to this song O.O ? no sense
Jumpthen4all 1 month ago 6
Fucking love this song.
AddictedToMusicxox 1 month ago
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Jumpthen4all 1 month ago
Which band wrote this?
Jumpthen4all 1 month ago
@Jumpthen4all Marianas Trench♥ i love them
93webkinz 1 month ago in playlist Marianas Trench
:/ i dont eat but i dont see how this is a problem and i also make myself throw up but this also doesnt seen to be a problem so.....yahh.....and i need to be thin....because being thin is more important that being alive, because atleast ill die thin.
despup 1 month ago 6
I love how the picture shows a curse word. O.o
Lol<333
TheLaullipop 1 month ago
He also struggles with bulimia bc of his aunt having cancer, like in " Feeling Small "
EmMaRaE1313 1 month ago
I listen to this song in public, and I can't understand how people don't understand what it's about. But maybe I see it just because I'm living it...
peggyloveoscar 1 month ago
i dn't have any mirrors in my room and i love myself :I
Jumpthen4all 1 month ago
Its thin were the hell have u been not then
whateclare 1 month ago 3
@whateclare If you have noticed, I have added annotations to fix the mistakes. ¬_¬
xjetxwavex 1 month ago 12
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xokarysworldox 1 month ago
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@xjetxwavex Yea be happy she even made this video it takes a long time to make a lyric video I LOVE MT FOREVER AND JOSH SOOO HOT GREAT PERSONALITY AMAZING VOICE met them go to their concerts all the time and listen to their music everyday sooo much meaning but the first album makes me sad and i feel distant and alone.....when i listen to it
xokarysworldox 1 month ago
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heeeeyyyy :O
change the mistakes nOOb :3
haha jk
SuicidalxCatastrophe 1 month ago
@xjetxwavex The annotations don't show up on the IPod,IPhone,and most other mobile devices.So that might be why 'whateclare' made that comment :P
Its nobody fault of course,I was just saying they dont show up o.o
Killtheodd 1 month ago
@Killtheodd Ahh... That might be why.. ^^;; Sorry.. I've been told that so many times now.. It's kinda gotten slightly annoying. But I didn't realize that you couldn't see annotations on the ipod ^^;; Mainly because I don't use, or own one.
xjetxwavex 1 month ago
From 120 to 97 pounds. And I still see someone obese in the mirror :/
When does this end?
sweet2u09 1 month ago 47
@sweet2u09 throw away your mirrors c:
XxHawtMessxX 1 month ago
@sweet2u09 I feel your pain, 127 to (no joke) 100 in a little over a week and still rapidly falling. it's not fair. i'm trying my best to lose, why does the mirror still tell me that i'm a failure?
cupcakeofdeath138 1 month ago
@sweet2u09 When you let your heart breath.
btytrthfrdmlv 1 month ago
@sweet2u09 It ends when you really want it to. In the past two years I went from a healthy 110 pounds to just under 80. I've since turned around and started getting healthier again but it'll never be easy. I did it, and I have every ounce of faith that you can too!
jess64ish 1 month ago
@jess64ish I went from 139,to 114..then gained 119,and now 122...But the thing is...I just want to go down to 95 at all costs...but what if that's not enough for me...I hate this..I hate how id love to be thin..I hate it how no one knows...I hate this...
TheRealJadeJuvenile 1 month ago
@TheRealJadeJuvenile Message me on my page, I have a story to tell you that might help a lot.
jess64ish 1 month ago
@sweet2u09 ...i know how you feel</3 msg me if you ever need a friend!
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Samanthasnyder729 1 month ago in playlist ...
Please make me love myself, please make me thin, please make me skin and bones and please, please please hurry up... <3 Love this song
MrsCruelWorlds 1 month ago
ppl tell me im skinny but i know when i look in the mirrow i see a fat cow :'(
despup 2 months ago
@despup is it behind yew?
rnllag3 1 month ago
@despup mirrors lie :I
XxHawtMessxX 1 month ago
I think most of us here know what he's delt with ED is not :/ no matter how much weight I've lost I still think I'm fat.
KawaiiTessa 2 months ago
I love the lyrics, and the emotion in his singing. I think this is an amazing song!
caitlinlibertygrace1 2 months ago
I am on the edge of TEARING APART the people who hurt me
I am at the edge of NEEDING YOU to do something about it
I am at the edge of SKIN AND BONES
I speak for all
Friendsarephases 2 months ago 3
"I'm always on my knees for you" and "And you always win" . I've used those lines in a song I wrote. When I got over my bulemia the first time I thought it was gone for good . But I relapsed .. And it sucks. I neec this song a lot more now . Stay strng everyone :) . We have Marianas Trench to help us though everything :) <3
linzramsay69 2 months ago
I'm always on my knees for you.
I've written poetry with that line in it.
I understand Joshua :(
jozamberVideos 2 months ago in playlist Lovely songs.
laughing like it works, bleeding like it don't hurt.
<3
PeanutButterNinja100 2 months ago in playlist Mariana's Trench
this song is just me, exactly describes how i feel.x
SuperButterflyuk 2 months ago 3
I never knew marianas trench sung this :O my favourite song by them by far -3
SilentSarahxoxo 2 months ago
It's "thin" not "then"..
IssyBearXLayneeboo 2 months ago
i listen teh this song all the time... brings back a lot of memories
NekoCarrot 2 months ago
I have listened to Marianas Trench since 2007(when i was about 8)and it helped me through everything i was going through. I was beat by father and told by my parents that i was fat,useless and wished they could have aborted me when they had the chance. I always knew about Josh's addiction to heroin and about how he was bulimic and how he was depressed. when i turned 11 i was told that i had depression.I was also bulimic until i listened to Skin and Bones by Marianas Trench. Thxs so much Mtrench!
MarianasTrencher4eva 2 months ago 6
<3 </3
MakennaAndKeagan 2 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
God I feel like doing this right now
93webkinz 2 months ago in playlist Marianas Trench
@93webkinz fight it as much as you can. i promise going through with it won't help at all.
allyiscrazyful 2 months ago
@allyiscrazyful I try it never works I useally never eat
93webkinz 2 months ago
@93webkinz mhm :/ i used to do that too. it rly isn't good though, because it causes more physical flaws/problems than what you thought you had before.
chances are, you're beautiful and you don't even need to lose weight
but i also know that no matter what people say, it's hard to start eating normal again >.<
i still struggle with this every single day even tho it appears that i've recovered
just try to fight it as much as you can
allyiscrazyful 2 months ago
@allyiscrazyful Okay I'll try
93webkinz 2 months ago
@zaidmolina it's not emo just a song about joshs bulimia
93webkinz 2 months ago
is this emo?
Zaidmolina 2 months ago
@Zaidmolina nope :)
fakesasmile 2 months ago
adicted 2 this song!!!! i luv it
izlilme123 2 months ago
So I actually expected this song to be after-school special-ish. Overly dramatic and way into your face for you to ever find any other personal meaning in it, but its nice.
Heavy and emotional.
Not just dramatic.
I approve.
SaraShayne 2 months ago
I just discovered this song, it hits so close to home..
noralycaitlin 2 months ago 3
<'3
nala23534 2 months ago
@purplelildino same here :(
Don't wry, things will get better in the end, and if it doesn't, then it's not the end. Just hang in there, things will turn out.
MrsBieberBelieber6 2 months ago
I love this song, so much,
GoFloatOnAPontoonxD 2 months ago
...Thin, where the hell have you been?...
...Laughing like it works, bleeding like it don't hurt...
...And I hate how I need you...
...And you always win....
...Make me skin and bones...
WOWPROCKS09 2 months ago in playlist