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  • This video is very touching

  • this is an amazing video :) very well done

  • Wow! This is soo pretty I cried 

  • This is so beautuful

  • An eighteen-year old friend of my family died from bulimia this fall. Apparently her stomach ruptured, and she bled to death.

  • @novelist99 im sorry about your friend.. she must've had a horrible case of bullimia for her stomach to rupture..

  • This made me cry :'( , in a good way ... this video is beautifully done ... says it perfectly !! <3

  • @kathyannemay1991 Thanks so much for watching and commenting - means a lot :-) hope you are well

    Jaycee xx

  • Its nothing to do with being skinny, clearly you have no idea. Dont comment on stuff u hav no idea about its people likd you that make these problems worse!

  • Oh so not only are you an ignorant pig but ur also a racist cunt aswell. Thats my sister your wishing death upon. If u dont wana listen to this stuff dont fuking watch it! Clearly u have no idea what an eating disorder is about. So do me a favour, come back and comment when one of ur family suffers from it and then wish them to die if u still feel the same you prick!!

  • @kaka1591 Maybe if your sister wasn't obsessed with being skinny, she wouldn't be suffering from that disorder.

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  • @MasterKlansman (1/2) Hello mate, listen - i don't wish to offend, but it seems you kind of have the wrong perception about eating disorders. The thing is, they are just not a choice one makes, it's a mental illness that requires treatment - all of us at some stage are affected by mental illnesses. they can be very complex. I don't blame you for thinking it's stupid and self absorbed, it does seem that way. But in truth it's a mechanism by which one turns life difficulty inward in an attempt

  • @MasterKlansman (2/2) to gain some control over at least one aspect of their life (e.g. weight) with added social pressures its more likely to be about weight but it can be any number of things. All people deal with certain thing in life differently and some, unknowingly feel the need to find control in times of difficulty. I assure you it's not in ignorance of others struggling accross the globe. I run a support group because i want to help people, i raise money for charity - not selfish :-)

  • Nobody deserves to die of bulimia and anorexia.

  • @SaintHangman <3 :-) thank you xx

  • @lilmover You're welcome.

  • Thank you for uploading this because all too often far too many of us take life too lightly with the belief that we're invincible to life's twists of fate.

    This is also the case with ultraskinny people being glamourized as beautiful when superskinny is not beautiful at all.

  • @SaintHangman thank you for watching and commenting <3 also, thank you for understanding the whole essence behind the video :-) i hope you are well!

    Jaycee xx

  • @lilmover You're welcome and I am doing pretty well.

    I will never look like I could double for a supermodel, and that's not a bad thing at all because we are all of different sizes and we are all beautiful no matter our size.

  • Wow this is a really nice video. -3 very artsy; set somber.. Gave me chills

  • @waywonder13 thank you lovely :-) xx

  • this is the most amazingest thing evereverever<3.

  • @sunkissedroch97 YAY!! thank you! :-)

  • lol

  • Beautifully done :)

  • @101punkrockprincess Thank you! :D xxx

  • Bulemia is such an intriguing yet terrible "disease". I mean I find it so hard to understand how anyone on earth can actually become addicted to making themselves vomit? Both sensations of choking and vomiting are horrendous! The fact that someone can become addicted to these acts just baffles me. I understand he phsycology behind it somewhat i.e the pursuit of being skinny or not becoming fat. But still it baffles me IDK why

  • @lamiac2411 Hey! thanks for watching and commenting. i definitely appreciate that it's hard to comprehend - it's not actually being addicted to the actual act of vomiting. it's more about the need for control - by vomiting - or taking laxatives or exercising (any means necessary - no matter how unpleasant) - it helps us maintain control - it's also a coping mechanism, where we use food and controlling weight to cope with difficulties in life. purging is just a part of it, not the addiction:-) x

  • @lilmover

    i like how you explained this. i heard of laxative addictions and thought how can one become addicted to that?? and then i did. i became addicted to the knowledge that it could speed up the emptiness.

  • @ash10101 thanks for watching/commenting - im sorry that you had to struggle - i hope you are doing better now!

    Jaycee xx

  • I wanna stop,but I can't :((

  • I can relate to asking for help and being subscribed meds and sent away. Not thin enough to be taken seriously. So you dive deeper into the disorder to "prove" you are really sick and need help. It's so sad and this needs to change. You can die from eating disorders at any weight.

  • omg this is such a good poem :D

  • Ahhh it's so good! The poem's amazing! And the video is beautiful!<3

  • @blumemusik Thank you! :-)

  • i love thes imma bulimic and i fight evrey day tolose wight and not eat when i was 10 the doc made my mom take the scale away because she said i was develping anorexia

  • You have beautifull legs! :)

  • If you are dumb enough to either starve yourself to death or vomit yourself to death because you wanted to look like Kate Moss and you were stupid enough to realize you are ugly no matter how much weight you lose, then, it's just natural selection at work.

  • @derpestarzt hahahahaa :') WOW you clearly have a MUCH higher IQ than all of us put together! I mean you sure do understand eating disorders and the way the world works, hey? :') n'awww thanks for the enlightenment! you should write books, y'know? and a TV show wouldnt be out of the question :') xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  • @allthesepaintedfaces love this!

  • Thank you for making this video; you and I could be twins, mentally and physically. I very much hope you see yourself emerge from bulimia. You are beautiful and talented and the world doesn't have enough people like you as it is. I've been bulimic for years now, but lately it's been worse than usual. Heart-throttling pains than happen between rough purging and falling asleep make me realize that I'm not far off from my body quitting on me. Some nights I accept that I might be leaving for good.

  • Sad poem, kinda scares me :/

  • @XxMorganEmilyxX scares me too! it's good to watch really, puts things in perspective. . hope your doing okay my lovely xxxx

  • omg this is amazingggg thank you for making this!

  • @ilovepurplebanana Thanks for watching! I'm glad u liked it! xxxx

  • Wow, I love this. So powerful. Thank you so much for doing this. <3

  • This is absolutely beautiful!  You and all the girls in @asecretshared are beautiful inside and out.

  • I think you have a talent for beautiful & artistic imagery. Keep making videos!

  • so a great viedeo ... good done !

  • I have bulmia and i am keeping it a secret from my family. And i do try to cover it up with humar and i am only 12

  • @cheergirl3198 oh darling, how long has it been going on for? if i could share anything with you from my experiences it would be to tell somebody, someone you know will understand? bulimia is ruining, its awful and your so young and have the whole world at your feet :-) sending love

    Jaycee xxx

  • @lilmover thank i am going to get help soon because i don't want this to ruin my life. Thank you!!! :)

  • @cheergirl3198 Im very sorry but you shouldnt of started that... if you type in ''In loveing memory of people who have died from eating disorders'' you might change ur mind.. I thought of going bulimic but after watching that videos of those deaths it really scared me. My friends also conforted me...

  • @cheergirl3198 same here, im also 12 :(

  • this is amazing! xx

  • truly amazing.

  • You got it!

  • @dashndan huh?

  • @lilmover I mean, you've totally captured the essence of me.

  • @dashndan That's so touching, thank you! :-)

  • This poem pretty much sums me up. Thanks for sharing.

  • @abcshirt1 glad you could relate, sorry that your suffering. . . we must stick together xxx

  • nice poem, i noticed your choice of music to go along with your videos really bring out the mood and setting of what you go through.

  • @BattlecryXMoon aww thank you :-) yeah i try to chose carefully so i can express myself well xx

  • job well done.

  • @astridbucket thank you :-)

  • :0! I'm so glad i found your videos! xxx

  • You have done an EXCEPTIONAL job at this awareness video. Thank you so much for this creative and caring sharing. Beautiful words, so sad and pain stabbing true. I understand...

    Saving to favorites to help spread awareness. God bless you. How are you doing now?

  • @MyOwnStickFigure wow! thank you ssooooo much!! I hope to raise awareness and help people. I have always admired your courage on your vids and so im touched u like my video!

    i'm still quite ill but searching for recovery, hopefully having treatment soon

    much love, thanks again! xxxx

  • @lilmover That is very nice of you dear. All glory to God... speaking of... have you found Jesus? do you believe?

  • @MyOwnStickFigure I love that your so strong in your faith, but as it stands i neither believe nor disbelieve. . . . I like to keep my mind and heart open :-) love xxxxxx

  • wow nice poem

  • no nothing makes me feel better about my sister's problem. in fact this vid made me cry, because i know it probably represents her fate. good to see your on the mend, i wish my sister could find the strength inside to get better too. it's such a pity cos she's got everything to live for, good job, nice boyfriend, she's pretty, intelligent. such a waste it breaks my heart every day.

  • @rhyscrash I can definitely understand your frustration and you upset. Really I do. I have found in experience that keeping things as 'normal' as possible helps with making it okay for her to express herself. Feeling alone and ashamed adds to the cycle. Since being able to talk to my family and express my emotions and why i do it has helped so much . . eating disorders are complex and difficult. Your not a psychiatrist and its unfair to expect you to know how to cope/deal with it . . .

  • my sister is bulimic has been for years. she causes us so much upset killing herself slowly in front of our eyes. i know it sounds harsh and un-sympathetic, but i think she is so effin selfish. im fed up with all these "poor little me" sob stories! get on with it and stfu! others have real illness that isn't self inflicted. if you want to get better, then stop rather than wallowing in self pity. oh yeah, nice poem btw.

  • @rhyscrash I hope leaving this comment made you feel better.

  • @lilmover As much as i hate to admit this, i struggle with the same problem, but I agree with rhyscrash :( This is why i don't ever tell anyone.

  • @rhyscrash Your poor sister...its no wonder really with that kind of attitude from her family members. Your ignorance is shameful and I would be embarrassed if I were you. Disgusting!

  • @rhyscrash Bulimia is a real illness. It is a mental illness...it's not about self pity...you should try educating yourself instead of judging your sister...

  • Beautiful, intelligent poem! The part beginning with, 'I disturbed her that day' really threw me.. very true and insightful.

    Im still working on thinking if I want the help yet or not.. very hard decision despite how obvious it should be.

  • @sfp108 oh thanks so much! i wrote it from the heart. . . felt so much emotion writing it. Really pleased others like it! How are you doing? do you have bulimia? Yeah I remember one point not actually wanting help. . .  its hard. but i believe a point will come when your ready :) love and support xxxx

  • @lilmover yes I am bulimic and slowly opening myself up to considering getting better. No doubt hard, but eh.. might be worth it. Thanks for the support it means a lot, I hope everything is going well with you too! xx

  • @sfp108 aww thats great (not that your bulimic but that your considering recovery) well if you ever need someone to talk, never hesitate to drop me a line:D take care lovely.. . xx xx

  • came across this by accident....found it heartwreching. genuinely awfully awfully sad. beautiful expression of sadness...

  • @fidget1984 thank you! i wrote this when i was feeling frustrated, depressed, confused, scared and stuck. . . im on the mend now. Thank you for taking the time to watch and comment, really means a great deal! xxx

  • Thats sad:( kinda scares me. I need to stop

  • @questions117 you can stop, It's do able with support and 'want' and will power:-)

  • I need help! I don't want to die!

  • @BulimicLady hello dear, how are you now? have you sought help from a doctor? sorry your struggling too . . recognising you need help and want to change is sooo good! xxx

  • how do you edit your vids? thanks for a great poem, dear friend :)

    hope you're doing well

  • @chihiro0 hey sweetie, thanks so much! i just use windows moviemaker with some extra video effects i downloaded, im hoping to get adobe programme soon tho, im fairly decent thanks, hope your doing good! xxxxx

  • Wow talent! I use to suffer from bulimia... When my mom found out she made me feel like I was discusting ... And there was no need ... I already felt that way before anyone found out.. It's been 10 yrs since my last purge:) now I just don't eat much... Will I ever get better? Idk:( sad how ed's effect so many lives...

  • @nicolegreg84 aww thanks for watching and commenting hon, means a lot! <3 its so sad that your mother made you feel that way, its so hard for others who have no understanding. . . hope things are better now, congrats on not purging! i think we can fully recover, but it will be something that we will always need to look out for, kind of use it as my barometer, when symptoms emerge itl tell me that something in my life is stressfull or needs attention/different coping mechanism? xxx

  • (HUG) <3 :'(

  • @fluterify mwah x

  • your videos really inspire me to change and be better,beyond eating disorders and body issues. and your poem is really nice. just so simple but speaks a lot of truth and is very relatable.

  • @PrayerInMyPocket wow i can't express how much it means to me when someone says that they fisn my videos inspiring. . . you made my day, thank you! hope your well! xxx

  • Jaycee, this is truly astonishing and vital. Your words, your images, your honesty all so raw but it is exactly what we need in order to make a change and get better help. I'm actually really overwhelmed. I have so much love and respect for you and I hope this video achieves what you were aiming for. Amazing video. xoxo

  • @kuki1308 Ruth thanks SOOOOO much! xxxx

  • Your amazing .. You have pure talent girl :D..

    Thinking of you x

  • @TheJoannalovesyou aww your so sweeet!, our support means so much

  • Great poem and video. Throw those horrible magazines away!!! And try not to look full length mirrors!

  • @Eshrimpski i will:D thanks babe xx

  • this was very good, and so true .. thanks for sharing ♥

  • @OnEDayCloser2me mwah! thank you petal x

  • Well done!

  • @Actionguy1 hey! one of my very first subscribers. . . thanks ever such a lot for watching/commenting. . i hope your well!? xx

  • excellent use of words jaycee, u and yvonne share that talent. im so crap with words haha!! keep strong ly xxxxx

  • @pianogurl23 aww lady, thank you! means a heap load. hope your well and the sun is shining for you precious xxx

  • This is actually incredible! The best ED video I've ever watched, really raw and powerful and reflects the reality of Bulimia! You did a great job on it, you should be really proud!

  • @BulimicForever this means soooo much to me! THANK YOU, i really hope your well up there! tis nice weather down south (well Midlands) sending love! xx

  • LOVE THIS! You have a lot of talent

    I agree treatment is lacking for bulimia, especially in the uk

  • @hairbrush99 thankyou for watching/commenting. . . means such a lot! hope your well, *smiles* xx

  • This is really good you're so creative and talented. ;)

  • @angelstar160 thank you my dear, hope your doing okay? mwah xxx

  • Oh God I don't know what to say. I..

  • Wow!. Just wow, im actually kinda speechless.

    This was honestly so so powerful, honest and raw.

    I don't know what else to say to express how much this affected me, it just did.

    Wow.

  • @rescuelullaby awwwwww! thanks so much for watching and for your words, always so lifting people share their thoughts and to know it has an impact in some way makes me smile. . . really hope your doing well xxxxx

  • So powerful and honest... this is so real... OMG, tearing here...

  • @todreamisagift aww don't cry:) love your youtube name! thanks for watching/commenting, means a lot! x

  • Incredible and talented.

  • Wonderful!! I loved it. and you have gorgeous hand writting btw. xp <3

  • @roseJOHnz aww haha thank you very much! hope your well, thanks for watching/commenting, really appreciated x

  • OMG!!! So Amazing...you look so beautiful by the way

  • @psicogirl84 love you heaps girl! your support means so much to me! xx

  • Wonderful video. It's so powerfull.

  • @IrishGurl6587 aww thanks so much for watching, im glad you liked it! xx

  • This was great you did a wonderful job dear!! 

  • @Luv4LifeAMJ yay thanks hon!

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