Autism Journal 10: What it feels like being an Autistic

[KlingKlangworkshop]

Well summed up.

[ILUVCATS663]

Awwh! she's soo cute! I like her eyes :)

[sararise1]

you are amazing !!

[zhshzhsh]

you are very special girl, and so damn sweet :)<3

[LadyCocoa1234]

Thank you for sharing this

[xStephenn1]

you're beautiful

[Mandama004]

"Help Me Change The World!"

youtube(dot)com/watch?v=EOqedr­3gly0

[courtneyjade86]

You are one beautiful girl. Thank you for sharing sweetie.

[xXcookieloverXx100]

Aw cutee (:

[XxXxOoOoOxXxX]

fuck im so high

[DizzyBaddAzz]

Your cute :)

[NecatorNimrod]

Thank you for sharing! This was very interesting and informative

[Reeves92]

Do you have something else with your autism

[HayyelObsession]

you're so adorable :D

[climz1989]

she looks more deformed than autistic. any other shit wrong?

[felicity51199]

@climz1989 that was very mean

[wrich1162]

I'm autistic and it has driven me insane. People that know me say I am very handsome. But I find it kind of awkward approaching girls. I go clubbing with the few friends I have and we always have a good time. But it annoys me when most of my friends have girlfriends and I don't. It makes me feel lonely.

[webguy943]

@wrich1162 r their gfs very hot? cuz if not, i wouldnt envy them.

[climz1989]

@wrich1162 go invest in a fleshlight.....you will be fine my friend

[angelosinski]

@climz1989 you are so miserable it makes me sad

[123chargers321]

@5dollarfootlong5 hahaha

[daveh441]

you are extremely brave, and ignore the jerks, their opinion doesn't count.

[Lacey1432]

that's so amazing that you would share what your life feels like :) I would love to meet you and give you a hug haha your beautiful

:) don't let anyone let you down

[TypesEvilAspieEyes]

I am prejudice of normal people, because this is why

[TypesEvilAspieEyes]

Why are all of y'all fucking ridicule and joking her for. Y'all fucking sick. Fuck, it's is y'all that I despise .. Joking those who have disabilities.. Our people with disabilities will walk this earth once again , and we will NOT be ridiculed , called retard. We are pretty and beautiful , not disqusting. Fuck y'all are discusting. Sick all of y'all normal people.

[DarkstyleProductions]

@TypesEvilAspieEyes

I ... you took the words right out of my mouth! I've wanted to get that message across for a very long time!!

[XoXoDieRomanitcXoXo]

@AthiestTr0ll There is a special place in hell for people like you. How dare you judge her like that. Honestly, if you're that miserable where you have to bring other people down just to make yourself feel better you're just a waste of earthly resources.

[NuklearChemical]

random!! FREAKYY!!!

[trooper1795]

You are an inspiring young girl rock on

[kiwitipanie74]

YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL YOUNG GIRL !!!!! You are very very special and I enjoyed listening to you express your heart... God bless you and I pray for a future surrounded by people who would encourage you to grow into the amazing woman I sense you are going to become ... Thanx so much for sharing... If you lived in my neighbourhood, it would be a great honour to be part of your frinds...Honest... Big hugs to one of the bravest and loveliest person I have "met".XXOXX!

[MegaTimebomb098]

@kiwitipanie74  your a girl huh?

[codfreak991]

@OwnedGotYou wow your an ass hole who r u to judge this girli doubt your perfect

[prGRMY12]

ROFL

[NuklearChemical]

@prGRMY12 totally

[blumpkino10]

its ok everyone go ahead and make fun of this poor girl but just remember when u have kids or if you already do when they have kids KARMA comes around and it will slap u in the face so think twice before you want to think your so god damn perfect.....this woman would never judge anyone neither would most autistic ppl they are such kind hearted ppl and judge noone from what ive seen they are one of the most purest of human being there is no lieing in them and only innocence

[eatmyfumes]

@detective166 ew. you're gross.

[mybrosucks23]

i lift things up and put them down

i lift things up and put them down

i lift things up and put them down

i lift things up and put them down

[mizzkleva516]

This really helped me understand alot more about what their type of lifestyle is like... I always wondered. I definitely feel like I understand alot more :)

[funnyfun164]

i was looking up how to roll a joint and somehow i got here

[gunmoon2]

@funnyfun164

Well at least you get the opportunity to learn two things, right? :D

[larissajenny]

wow your a very smart girl!!!!!!!!!!!you are very smart!!!!!!!!even though your autistic and people make fun of you doesnt mean your not special!!!!!!!!!!!my cousin is autistic and her name is evelynn and she is 7 and very smart just like you!!!!!!well any ways God bless you and that each day you will get better and better!!!!!

[cojocoolio]

you're pretty smart for being autistic. Thanks for posting

[LowFatPat]

I'm SERIOUSLY Not trying to be offensive, I'm trying to be a reasonable adult here, but.. Does autism affect the physical appearance of somebody? Because this girls eyes are a little -- Off. No offense though! I'm just curious. I didn't mean any offense >.<

[SongwriterUnknown1]

@LowFatPat I've learned that Autistism creates a fungus that prevents blood flowing into the brain that is why anti fungal medication should be given to them. I bet 100% they will be healed..

[PhilMyBod41]

@LowFatPat as with all ailments and syndromes sometimes you get 2 or 3 ailments combined with autism its very common

[master0675]

ok........... WHAT? I didn't catch her reference from being a student teacher and student thing

[natertater1899]

I am autistic too I know how much life sucks with it. The kind of autism I have is aspurgers

It's pronounced like ass-burgers.

[Jas44249]

I mean my baby sister

[Jas44249]

@multisnootyundead you fuckin prick my little baby has a mental disorder shove a dick up ur ass

[celticlass14]

Thank you for sharing what it's like for those of us who may not understand completely. you are beautiful, inside, and out. Keep smiling sunshine!

[melifyable]

lots of love to you brcsfan427!

[EdwR1]

Reason #124 not to drink while pregnant

[IamNisey]

@EdwR1 tru but ignorant to say

[nikkilovesdustie]

@EdwR1 nobody knows what causes autism. I personally believe diversity of the human mind is a necesity for survival of the species. Imagine being able to think in pictures and be able have photographic memory. Imagine having the ability to hear better than anyone else. What if you could memorize facts the first time you hear it and be an expert in any given area? There is nothing wrong with being different. It makes the world a hell of a lot more interesting and beautiful.

[nikkilovesdustie]

@EdwR1 and why would you post something like that. You don't know about her life. Do you think she doesn't have feelings?

[PhilMyBod41]

@multisnootyundead i feel sorry for you and dragging pity out of me is almost impossible to do!

[PhilMyBod41]

you are very brave you rock!!!!!

[anabanana0301]

how old are you?

[ROMExSDSxKID]

ummmm...

[zimmyzimgir]

@multisnootyundead Wow what a big fucking tough guy, this guy talks shit about people with mental disabilities who can't fight back you don't wanna fuck with this guy!

[MadaSkills1]

i came.

[zimmyzimgir]

@multisnootyundead shut the fuck up you idiot. You might think you're so high and mighty because you insulted someone anonymously through a computer screen but you would never have the balls to say that shit in real life you fucking pussy.

[margiec1996]

6 people are really mean to hit the dislike button. Keep going live up your life ! ;]

[RaimiiChan]

I just randomily came across this video and i have to say im like on the verge of tears. I feel so soooo bad for you. I really dont understand why people get punished if they never did anything....

I know you dont fit in right now but i guarantee there is a place for you somewhere where you will fit in. Good luck!

[ad2894]

Are you happy to be autistic or would you choose to be cured if such a cure existed?

[DarkstyleProductions]

@ad2894

Why be "cured" when you have the Gift, I mean look at my genre/type of music, I made this style for 20 years now, I'm SELF-TAUGHT.

[GwenShytle]

Wow some people are so rude. Sometimes I feel like you rude people that don't have a big enough brain to understand what it is like for the person that has Autism, should be inflicted with it then you would know what it is like for them. She was brave enough to get on here and explain what it is like. That must have been hard for her and you have the gall to put her down. Wow you people have issues. Get a life megamanamillion.

[mac19971]

Message from REDEMPTION: THATS NOT AUTISM!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!­!! 

[volcomstoneboy445]

im sorry :(

[volcomstoneboy445]

im sorry :(

[Dabun999]

Jesus Christ people are rude. I bet you half-assed pussies wouldn't say shit to her if you saw her face to face instead of behind your little screen of safety.

[eagleiv]

@volcomstoneboy445 Dude STFU.It's not funny when you actually understand what Autism is.

[megamanamillion]

What in God's name is that!? Sasquatch got a shave?

[jon0allie]

i don't think this girl has autism she looks more to me like a down syndrome.

[copaseticfacade]

Thank you so much for this metaphor! It makes a lot of sense.

[OnAChairSitting]

I'm autistic but I find this to be extremely creepy.

[crazygirl6326]

ok?

[GeneralOJB]

SHIT CANT UNSEE

FUCKING... RETARDED SHIT.

SOMEBODY GIVES THIS WIERDO SOME WATER.

Please... rofl

[killetrocitystick]

@GeneralOJB do u know what its like being autistic? No, ok dumbshit go fucking die.

[GeneralOJB]

@killetrocitystick

LOL SHES SCARY

ARGHH

[crazygirl6326]

@GeneralOJB  inr

[eatmyfumes]

@GeneralOJB i'll give you some water. please. rofl.

[gudjuggz1]

you are a sweetie!!!!! and a beautiful person inside and out!!!God bless you babygirl!!!!

[voncoolio]

give the fish some water

[Jaders93]

@voncoolio maybe you should start respecting the fact she has the confidence to make the video. if this was you i don't think you'd be saying things like that.

[sprsanta]

your such an inspiration

[B4kiid]

you such a smart girl keep smileing and be happy

[AntiVenomFangX]

you are stonger than me. i dont have the guts to go on video and tell people how i feel,

thanks for the video.

[shittycrap23]

great video!

[maggy803]

its nice to see that with your condition you are sharing it with the world and showing us how hard it is to have autism wish you the best and thanks for sharing with me how much you struggle.

[Luciouski82]

yeah i was just gonna say she might have another condition..you people need to shutda F up...good for you for speaking ur mind though

[SupremeJive]

you're beauitful girll! (=

[Cubicle0]

How is she brave?

[RUNTHERECOMING]

very helpful for my paper! thanks!

[Zombiedude101z]

@Honeyknut I am autistic too, but this girl makes the rest of us autistic people look like retards.

[mac19971]

@Honeyknut LIKE ME? GRRRRR.

[Asuigeneris1]

You are a very brave girl...I like you already. : )

[elenacerasela]

I think that you are a beautiful girl and it takes a lot of courage to speak on youtube. Good for you!!! Thank you!

[ScotlandSerenity]

good on you for speaking your mind

[nuffzx]

give the fish some water!!

[33littleprincess]

How dare you say that about her :) what if u were born with autism ? shame on you

[rpaslux]

She might also have another condition. Autism is not related to how people look but rather how people think and act. Some people with that condition may have symptoms of another condition and that is not so rare. Hence people actually thinking that autism is "guilty" for how people look.

My response was not only made to you (33littleprincess) but also to people like justinhall954. And it is true her face is rather odd. But it doesn't mean you have all the more reason to type that.

[LYNXVAL]

Thanks for sharing your story with us! Alot more people should know about this!

[live4countrymusic92]

Awesome :) good job! its great that you can share you thoughts and give insight about autism. god bless you :)

[radiobarret]

you are a brave, strong and an amazing woman.....God Bless you

[kibaschiklet]

Im in Partners in PE for school and i have worked with them for about a year now, each child has their own personalitly, its really cool of you to make these vids. I hope the kids I work with have your same courage. You look like a really sweet girl, like someone I want to be friends with.All I wanted to say...

WE <3 U SWEETIE!!!:D

~kibaschiklet

[danthordan]

Wow...Good example. I really would've never thought of it that way. keep it up

[SAGEBUS]

what exactly is autism?is it a type of "retardation"(with all do respect)or a social problem or what?

[PhillY215bAbY]

autism is a social disability as well as a learning disability...

[capoeirafreak]

it is a social disability but not a learning disibility.i have autism and i am able to learn. i am an excellent reader and writer and i am good at math and science . there are many definations of autism . some autistic individual have an abnormal abosorbtion of them self and treat others as they are not people and some dont. you have been pwned!

[nakita13williams]

@capoeirafreak hi i have autism and im a good learner 2 i love reading writing maths :) etc. but she is brave for going on video

[LEDD4]

you are mazing thank you for sharing darling :)))

[SuzMysz]

Thank you so much for this video. :) Sharing your feelings really puts perspective on it. I'm trying to write a play about autism and this helps so much!

[somepissedoffguy]

OMFG!! if only you told me where you live, i would seriously go there and kick the shit out of you!! youd be dead and if ur lucky in the hospital for the rest of your life with your balls removed... shes an amazing young woman and you should respect her! your so lucky you closed your channel or i would be after you!!!

[hunkalov]

fuck you NECROFEELATTACK '

[mulonzee877]

you should be very proud of yourself. this was a great video. KEEP IT UP!:)

[nuclearvoodoo]

you are amazing, and very smart! thanks for the great analogy on how it feels to be autistic. I think its easier for people to understand by talking about it this way. Keep up the great vids! :)

[artimguy123]

good video

[milknstuff]

WOW!!!!! you should post more of your thoughts!!!! your an amazing young girl

[PhilCommander2]

absolutely amazing insight...thanks so much...i love the student teacher analogy...i could visualise it...keep on doing vids ok? you have a powerful message that people need to hear if they are to understand autism.

[x0ekmb0x]

you should add more videos. ohh i was kind of wondering how old you are. Please make more videos.

[imablueperson]

i like your blogs marina