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  • This song made me wake up to my addiction to painkillers and check myself into rehab 4 years ago. My life was in ruins and I was destroying the lives of everyone that loved me. I heard this song and realized what I was doing (and failing to do) and checked myself in that same day.

    My life is now back together and I'm happier than I ever was or ever could have been.

  • i always thought this was Fiona Apple

  • this song on repeat can get me through so much, Silverchair - Suicidal Dream is also one that is great

  • i love this song, and you did an excellant job with the video

  • important song. i'm trying to kick alchohol and cocaine. important song.

  • to the child who cannot get off of drugs just give it up to Jesus and say Jesus i am a sinner and i can't do it on my own i need you help and i give you my heart ....thats all you need to do do and watch GOD and Jesus work in your life love karewn

  • @Jesus52285 what the fuck has jesus or god have to do with it?

    Its all your own strength dont be afraid to be proud of yourself.

    It was not god it was you that was strong enough.

  • @TheNostorian Its a disease, Ive had a countless number of friends overdose, I agree that you do it yourself, but God would probably be able to help out an addict quit using better than them alone.

  • lame song with a pointless video. whats the point?

  • @backwoodsterrorist The song, for your information, is from the point of view from a user and the lies one tells themselves and the struggle someone goes through to get clean and how they justify continuing the circle. It is vicious and it destroys lives. It's one of the most honest points of view I've ever heard and it would do people good to listen to it especially if they have little to no experience with addiction. Understanding is the first step to recovery.

  • This song is amazing!! Makes me think of my past and what my brother and what hes going thru right now. Her voice is amazing!!

  • i love drugs,happy birthday baby jesus

  • @vangerwen79 Christmas is the birth of the sun not jesus.

    Its a pagan festival called zonnewende or in english turning of the sun

    Only made a christian thing since importent people in europe that were forced into cathology and toke there beliefs with them (kings and roman emperors)

    even the tree comes from placing apple trees in their homes the apples are your glass balls now.

  • I love the song and I feel for those that have this illness I will do what I can to make this place we live in a better place so our children and our future can be better! Because I am not on my own!

  • this song is so dead on, on how you feel when high. Except i know its a habit but i happen to love drugs. And cant stop.

  • @nativedancingmaiden yes you can!!! ive beenclean for a year after 13 years on it you can stop if you want it!!!

  • @nativedancingmaiden I used to feel the same way. I hope you find your way what ever path you choose to follow.

  • this song is a dedication to my daughter who over came heroin by the GRACE of GOD and OUR Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ she's clean 2 yrs and I LOVE HER GO Karen Go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love Mommy

  • I had an addiction too! Not drugs, not alcohol or gambling. I made a comedy video of it on my channel.

  • I am the light.....

  • I love the description of the video lol

  • This song has to be one of the best.

  • some people from neaqua valley high school came to my middle school and they did a skit with this song. at first i didnt get where the humming was coming from

  • does anyone know any more songs like this?

  • WHAT?

  • After hearing this I have a totally new direction for my research paper!

  • i love you guysssssss the song says you have it the other side....... this song is heaven.....she's a god....in the song................i rule them....god bless them..

  • I don't think there is anything wrong with pot. It is a natural herb. I'm not an addict, I just have a habit!!

  • kick-ass music.  got a different meaning to everyone though.

  • Maybe it's not about a drug. It could be an addiction to anythign unhealthy like an abusive relationship or a bad habit.

  • Heroin, oxycodone, oxymorphone.... Anything I can catch a nod off from... FUCK YOU. Opiates are fucking evil.

  • Pot is only considered a gateway drug because alcohol isn't allowed to be on the list of choices. And get those god damned drug dealers off the television, "Happy, sad, cold, too hot, just feel like popping pills? Ask your doctor about xxxxxx, it's "legal", doesn't do a damn thing, and you will likely be eligible for a class action suit against us in the next 6 months" wtf?

    That said, awesome song, hadn't heard it in years, ran across it on the sidebar for another video.

  • I think it's, "I feel so hot" not high

  • @codimis it is i feel so hot

  • Awesome video you put together for this good tune.

  • everybody needs to shut the fuck up and listen to the music

  • I guess Amy Winehouse should have sung this song...

  • so true what a song!

  • i only smoke crack on occasion tho. im not an addict, im a casual crack user

  • I never had a drug addiction or even tried it, Listening to this states my decision even a 1000 times more! Great song!

  • GREAT SONG.

  • anyone who has had a drug addiction in life will adore this song

  • worthy message, shit melody

  • this song is amazing

  • the 90's were awesome.

  • OmG!!!! I remember seeing these guys in concert long time ago.

  • God thank you for the 90's

  • all i can say is there is only one way to go when drugs involved thats to say no..they ruin lives...fullstop...ive ruined mine and my familiys...i adore this song though makes me high naturally

  • SMoke weed erryday

  • @ILOVEBUTTSECHS how can weed be called a gateway drug? weed is my savior... if not for weed i would still be strung out, thank god for weed

  • this song means so much and is so sad if you know someone that has had a heroin addiction

  • no you're not an addict, you're a cunt

  • This Song played a BIG role In a part of my Deaddiction to heroin and THE recovery !! :)

  • @cynaideaftermath i don't believe you.

  • @cynaideaftermath Congrats! I know from personal experience that once you know how that rush feels it's almost impossible to stay away. It eats at me still but I'm clean!

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  • @matt13104 its like searching for the same feeling that our existence gets dissolved in... and then u jus fade ......

  • @cynaideaftermath Same with me and cocaine. Best times and the hardest times. Glad I got my body and soul back though

  • @cynaideaftermath  good for you !!!!!!!!!

  • @cynaideaftermath I thought the same thing.

  • so powerful if youve been there

  • drugs are actually really fun if you're smart enough to do them the right way.

  • @wemakefigers is there a way to be smart about doing the really addictive ones?

  • @morganhodder there is no safe way because once you try it you will always think about doing it again, kinda like sex, how about this, never have sex again! even if you never had sex ever again - you still think about it, and WANT it? it never leaves your mind, not ever, its like a bad relationship and when you brake up you will be torn between the good and the bad aspects. the good aspects can seem to outweigh the bad ones. it will fuck with your head forever. -recovering oxymorphone addict

  • @morganhodder ohh and sex pales in comparison to the drugs available in this world, giving the choice between having sex with your wife and getting fucked up you would chose the drug hands down. so if you do try anything hard then you better have a damn good power of will but i can tell you the drug takes over your mind and your body so your will power dont mean shit. sometimes i cant even believe im still clean.

  • @wemakefigers You have got to be kidding me...We are addicts, there is NO way to do ANY drug right. You cannot expect to move forward and be in recovery trying to chase the "right" high. Our only choice is not to pick up...PERIOD.

  • @dreamingangel77 I would beg to differ, aboriginal peoples all over the world have used different substances in a ritualistic way for thousands of years without widespread addiction. Obvious there are many drugs that do not lend themselves to these kinds of practices.. But lots of addiction has to do with mindset going into it.

  • @dreamingangel77 If ignorance is bliss, you must be luckiest person alive... 420 <3

  • @Kiefer89 your proud to be a pot head? the u.s. is fucked

  • @Schwarze999 That's not even relevant. I just don't consider pot a drug. I'd rather see alcohol BANNED. I don't drink. Mostly because I've seen what that posion can do to people.

    Many people think pot is - "oh, you're on the road to heroin!" That's just not the way it works. Yes, most junkies started with pot, but it's my theory that pot get the blame simply because it's still ILLEGAL in most countries. It doesn't fuck you up as ignorant people might people. Ban Alcohol!!

  • *like ignorant people might THINK (misspelled, sorry)

  • @Schwarze999 OF COURSE WE ARE PROUD TO BE POT HEADS, SHITHEAD, IT IS WAY BETTER THAN ANY OTHER SOCIALLY ACCEPTED ESTIMULANT; IT IS NOT ONLY FOUND AND USED IN THE US, THERE ARE MANY TYPES OF IT AND IT IS USED ALL OVER THE WORLD FOR MANY REASONS: TO DECREASE PAIN IN SOME DISEASES, FOR RITUALS, SOCIAL BONDING, ETC., YOU SCARED, STATUS QUO BRAINWASHED, IGNORANT PRICK

  • @ToxicMindCleanSoul CAPS LOCK IS CRUISE CONTROL FOR COOL.

  • @Schwarze999 THE LITTLE ARTIFICIAL PILLS YOU TAKE WHEN YOUA ARE SICK, THE ACTIVE CHEMICALS IN THEM, COME FROM HERBS. NATURE IS WISE.

  • @ToxicMindCleanSoul SEE PREVIOUS COMMENT. ABOUT BEING COOL. IN RELATION TO CAPS LOCKS.

  • For years I always thought she said "I'm not an addict - maybe - that's the life".

  • shit video,wrong lyrics,the song is not complete...

    get it out of here,you moron!!!!!!!

  • i love this song...if i ever wana feel high..i listen to this....its so faux pais....drugs are wrong and destroy so many ppls lives its very sad....ive finally realised in my life that it aint cool to be involved in drugs whether taking selling distributing etc....you only end up in 2places jail or dead...i thank god that it was jail for me...

  • I feel free to move foward

  • @morrisal. I really dont get your comment but I dont think you got mine, either.

    I agree it's all a lie. Isn't that what we serach for in chemicals? Oblivion. Not reality.

    The truth here is, that at 14 years sober, I have a mind, I cannot trust. I can still feel everything in that song, because I'll never be over it. Daily repreieve.

  • Hells bells! What a sad bastard song!

  • heroin addicts

  • Vid sucks. gr8 sng

  • I like crack.

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  • Ok Go type in Addictions drama! please!!!!!!!!!!

  • reminds me of the beginning when i thought it was "cool" and i could stop whenever i wanted to. when i thought that it was fun?

  • Janes addiction

  • I always listen to this when I'm dopesick. Like right now

  • Great song, but bad video/slideshow. Too bad you also cut the end of the song off.

    Please join me in giving a THUMBS DOWN to mellodeeksa's post.

  • Great song, but bad video/slideshow. Too bad you also cut the end of the song off.

    Please join me in giving a THUMBS DOWN.

  • !4 years sober.... I can still feel everything in this song. Daily Reprieve. Keep scuba diving by the way!!! It takes STRENGTH to LIVE.

  • @kgigsup1996 it's actually a lie to yourself, it doesn't give ANYTHING. not the least bit. anyway, it's your life, not mine... (thanks god)

  • breathe it in breathe it out. can be about weed, crack whatever. deeper you stick it in. = needles.

  • this song is about dope straight up not pot but its a great song none the less

  • Seriously, what the fuck does it matter which drug it is about!!!?

    Does it give you satisfaction to know it is about weed because you are smoking it? Then it is. If not, it's not. Recognize music is all about everybody's own fantasy to give meaning to it. Like the title says it's not wanting to be an addict. Period. Good luck with the drugs and music discussions but please, stop putting it on internet because it's really not worth the effort. Roll another big one and just think about it. Peace

  • @EROPofERONDERJdeV Thank you! You're so right.

  • @EROPofERONDERJdeV In N\A we have a saying "a drug is a drug is a drug"

  • Tight.

  • itz not a weed song...shez singing about heroin

  • i got a great nod rolling with this tune

  • I love this song its rite on the mark. And the Video is great

  • i like this song therefore i pushed the like button

  • good

  • i am an addict i think i just shot water trying to do a wash.....sick

  • Im here becuase of the Psyko Punkz

  • i AM an addict......

  • man everyone thinks im an addict just cause i take some heroin each day... whatever, loosers need to open their mind and their veins

  • @MurphGiovanni Alright I wasnt even here and even I know its stupid to assum someone is dumber then you. Alright....akward. Anyway...Good song. Reminds me of my old habbits...

  • I like lortabs and pain killers in general.I like hanging out with ppl who do the same.But its cool if they dont, I dont care.Who am I kidding..Ive never cared about anything in my life.Exept sex ,drugs and music..thats literally it.Not really a fan of niggers but ya know.. its a cross we all bare.But ..Im not an addict : )

  • @JayY1977 sounds like you suffer from a bad case of racism.which is worse than being an addict.or in your words "I'm not an addict.",even though all you care about is "SEX,DRUGS,and MUSIC, thats literally it."i am just quoting what you wrote,hence the quotations.HMMMM...sounds like you need to rethink some things.be safe though bro...

  • @JayY1977 that was one of the funnier messages i have read in a while

  • @MurphGiovanni YOU are the asshole!I was offering u friendly advice,but instead your brain is so embryonic that you felt n some way i was insulting your worthless intelligence.LISTEN,u don't even know the horror stories that have come from alcohol use and abuse.& to say weed is as natural as alcohol is JUST SIMPLY FUCKING RETARDED!!!you were WRONG when you posted your comment on youtube and your WRONG, again,with the comment you sent me.just let your liver fall out your ass & READ some med books

  • @sheshines4all no, you were givin gbullshit symptoms of alcohol abuse that any moron could get right off of wikipedia 1) IT WAS NOT RELEVANT and 2) YOU ARE A PRODUCT OF A SHITTY PUBLIC SCHOOL EDUCATION

    ON A BASIC LEVEL: weed and alcohol ARE BOTH NATURAL...it comes down to grains vs flora...can't you comprehend that...telling people to "be safe" lol like some weird cunt...no wonder your boyfriend's mom died...she probably wanted to escape your dumbass, condescending hag, fuck off

  • @MurphGiovanni you are a really fucked up person....and i feel sorry for you...sometimes you just can't give insight and advice to ignorant people,like you,in the world.....but just do me one favor....look in the mirror.oh and BE SAFE, that was of course sarcastic.thats all i'm going to say to you...you are a waste of anatomy....your really sick...i do hope you get well though,and smarter.

  • @sheshines4all didn't mean to be so harsh...but you have to understand that you are a stupid person...well, maybe of average intellect...but, either way, i am a lot smarter than you....so, having you interject into MY conversation was very irritating...reading your barely coherent, irrelevant bullshit was a waste of my precious time...and learn the difference b/w 'your' and 'you're'....fuck, you're stupid...i really hope you hire a tutor and a life coach...please try to see how stupid you are

  • @MurphGiovanni NOW,I'm being mean and confrontational.you can thank yourself for that.since you started with the confrontational attitude first.you idiotic waste.

  • @MurphGiovanni hahahahhahahahhaha you can barely form your sentences correctly...

  • @JayY1977 Fuck sex and music, you should care about yourself man..!!!

  • If anything this song makes me want to do some hardcore drugs to forget it.

  • @sandals07 hell yeah

  • @sandals07 i agree with u even the first time i heard this song.it didn't turn me off from drugs necessarily.it just made me want to do some hardcore opiates and hashish.i'm sorry if i offend you.but thats how i felt.this song just enhanced a need or interest to do some&sometimes do even more.so this song is kind of positive,but for those of us who have been addicts,and know the feelings drugs give you-comfort,euphoria&invincibi­lity-on that hand its negative.this song is a double-edged sword.2me

  • @sandals07 TRUE THAT!!!

  • @sandals07Yeah,. I'm an addiction counselor or was until Bush was elected, Now,.Anyone with a felony on record can't work as a counselor.Now my record is sealed and now if I work I lose all my govt benefits including and most importantly my Section 8 Voucher which lets me pay thirty % of my income.I couldn't survive my rent considering a counselor who is Certified by U-MASS makes about 13 dollars an hr; I can make more thinking of businesses I would like to start. Always Bobby Ercolani

  • @sandals07 Are you saying its a bad song?

    If so FUCK YOU!!!

  • very cool song... love it :)

  • My momma didnt raise a quitter LMFAO

  • addicted to gats. ho's, beat-downs, and prescripts basically a bad ass, i mean lame ass

  • song for the torys give junkies cash fuck the poor

    RIOT AND TELL THESE FUCKERS

    HOW IT IS

  • Dude, Why do you comment on this video if it is just gonna be a retarded comment? Gahh,

  • haha wouldnt it be funny to be a crazy scary screaming face in randomly to scare all these high asses watching it? yes it would hahahaha

  • This has been one of my fav songs since i was 17.... it talks about every aspect of life in 1 song... we r all addicts of 1 thing or another!!!

  • addicted to guns,bi.tc.hes,brawls and bottles

  • I LOVE WEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @adan19 ME TOO.....MEN MADE BEER GOD MADE WEED WHO DO YOU THRUST...IS ON YOURSELF,,,,,,,,,

  • @calo3152 lol @ "who do you THRUST" if you really break it down, beer is just as natural as weed...it's made from oats and shit...just liked weed is a natural plant...both are cultivated and improved by man...or am i wrong and you just walk into the woods and pluck nugs off of a plant to smoke?

  • @MurphGiovanni actually alcohol can cause lots of problems such as cirrhosis,family problems,violence,kidney failure.and to say that it is as natural as weed is just preposterous.alcohol causes so many health issues.weed NONE.the reason i have never been a drinker is because it virtually tore my family apart.and my dear boyfriend's mom died,sadly,from cirrhosis.i am by no means calling myself a saint.i just don't drink because i know the dangers it can cause physically.but 2 each his own.be safe

  • @sheshines4all lol my point sailed right over your head before you interjected with irrelevance...the other person said that weed is better than alcohol bc it is made from God, and i was merely pointing out that alcohol, just like weed, is natural, or from God, as it is made from grains and people further the process along with distilling mills IN THE SAME WAY that people further the weed harvest with fertilizing...so don't launch into a stupid health issue WHEN THAT WAS NOT THE ISSUE, ASSHOLE

  • @MurphGiovanni I really hate people like you. Just saying. Please don't spread your form of ignorance anymore.

  • @MyShitsHot calling me 'ignorant' when YOU are the one judging me by some youtube comments...that's like me judging you by your stupid youtube name...sounds like a dizzy version paris hilton...fucking retard, that other person is trying to preach to everyone...that shit was annoying, i had to set them straight

  • @MurphGiovanni i guess you realy dont know how they make beer you should maybe give a look so that you understand were are the bubbles coming from......hahahaha or....just smoke a joint and think about it!!! who cares?

  • Reageren op deze video... and you have to specify what do you mean with shit sound a bit as ignorance!!!

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  • @MurphGiovanni i think their is something wrong with you.....i think you are a mentally unstable.....your probably not attractive....on obviously you have severe anger issues...and to say you are smater than me,you don't even know me...

  • @calo3152 TRUST WEED......NOT ALCOHOL......MOS DEF BRO....

  • @adan19 I highly doubt that this song has anything to do with weed...

  • @Taker123 Are you fucked in the head?

    "Breathe it in and breathe it out, pass it on, its almost out"

    It has everything to do with weed. And more.

  • @binzing it has to do with all drugs since there is a scene of someone shooting up heroin, its mostly the whole "addicted mind set" breath in breath out is about that addicted mind set and has nothing to do with weed. Weed is not physically addictive, Using drugs is a symptom of the diseases. If you do not have an addictive personality or are not an addict its very hard to understand.

  • @dillinger9999

    All drugs would clearly include weed. Therefore, its about weed.

  • @binzing t agree that line "breath in Breath out" is weed. Yet to say that whole song is about weed is crazy, did you not see the scene of that guy shooting up Heroin? and this is pointless to argue about this just listen to the whole song and not that beginning line. Still a fine song.

  • @dillinger9999 So nowadays what some Youtube user posts a picture of while a song is playing takes precedence over the actual artist's (you know, the one who wrote it) meaning? Its a drug song, weed is a drug. Its a weed song

  • @dillinger9999 So nowadays what some Youtube user posts a picture of while a song is playing takes precedence over the actual artist's (you know, the one who wrote it) meaning? Its a drug song, weed is a drug. Its a weed song. I connect it with weed, its a weed song. Dont give a fuck.

  • @adan19 I love weed too.

  • @adan19

    i love weed too....so does everyone....

    dont talk about WEED on this video....weed is HARDLY the subject of this song. hahah. much harder, deeper, changing drugs and feelings.

  • @adan19 I agree!!!!!!!!

  • great song great video

  • i think anyone who has contact with addicts gets scared straight pretty quickly. its people who have no frame of reference who end up being destroyed. overprotected people who have no coping skills.

  • great video

  • I love this song ♥

  • There is no such thing as a casual heroin user. Such a practice is not sustainable.

  • Hey, can anyone help me mash this with the song Drugs or Me by Jimmy Eat World?

  • sex is gud

  • Bravo to K's Choice for not buying into that Israel boycott BS. sorry i missed your Tel Aviv shows. santana and elvis costelo are douche bags and their music sucks anyways.

  • So for real!! A good song but.....!!! Yep!

  • it used to help now its turned into a curse thats so hard to fight and im not winning , this has to end somehow take care

  • Love it.

  • Man, this song is such an allegory to so many actions, addictions, beliefs, political views and religions.

    This artist was ahead of her time in these lyrics.

    I used to listen to her back in the 90's...but with all the crap going on in the world right now. It's come full-circle in it's meaning.

  • Its all imagination medication in prepration for the grave. And refuse to die a slave.

  • @cyan5cyan5

    When you say you refuse to die a slave, do you mean that your not going to become a slave to societies ideals, your not going to be indoctrinated into being afraid of drugs by corrupt companies, and your going to use the pleasures of this world responsibly?

    Or are you saying some really dumb shit like your not going to become a slave to recreational drugs?

    Because if you dont have fun with your life by at least trying them, then your wasting your life by becoming another slave.

  • @DrPsilocybin "Because if you dont have fun with your life by at least trying them, then your wasting your life by becoming another slave."

    That has to be one of the stupidest statements I have ever heard. Depending on what you try, you can seriously impair, if not end, your life. Trust me, you can have a very rich, very fulfilling life without dabbling in illict substances.

  • @Dhurtymack

    Your making these drugs into something ther not.

    Almost all illicit drugs have serious negative effects on your health, some more then others.

    But even with the hardest of drugs, take heroin and crack for example, you are not going to die or be mentally crippled for life by using them responsibly, which is not impossible contrary to popular belief.

    Addiction and/or dependency is a different matter, that depends on your willpower, and your ability to responsibly control pleasure

  • @DrPsilocybin

    No man, you are still wtong. If you take a badly made drug you can die. The wrong cutting agent can kill you...and in most cases you aren't getting them from the most standup individual. You have no idea what that pill has been laced with or added to it. Hell, weed can be laced with evn more harmful drugs without your knowledge and you don't know what the side effects could be. One bad acid trip and you can kill yourself if you don't know how to handle it.

  • yea coke is a crazy drug very addictive i thought it would just be once in a while but once you do it, it is very hard to have fun without it. now you have to get cigarettes weed beer and coke to have fun, then it goes to cigarettes coke weed beer and ectacey if you can controll it great, if you have an addictive personallity dont even try it.

  • i never get involve in any kinds of bad medicine..thats the truth.... But i really like the song way back 96... Its rocks me.............

  • IF U LISTEN ITS REAL IVE BEEN THERE I SAY WHO EVER WROTE THIS SONG KNOWS MORRESSEY PERSONALLY.

  • @crowntownpunx what has this song to do with morrissey?

  • great song good meaning

  • The hardest part was finding fun in ordinary life. Just walking thru a park or buying a kid an ice cream sandwich at the corner. It just gets better one day at a time. I just smoked alot of cigs, every time I got the ich I just walk around the block and smoke. yes its bad but I can deal wit that shit later