-- SURVIVAL -- part 1 - (best viewed at 480p+) - *Trigger Warning*

[abcmusicable]

Hi Susa,

I'm a BP'er with CPTSD.. you expressed yourself beautifully here, and your art is magnificent. S xxx

[susa48]

Thanks so much for your comments. I truly appreciate them. I wish you peace and healing.

Susa

[ngfxoxo]

My heart goes out to you; watching this and reading these words is worse than any horror movie. I can't imagine what hell you went through. I think the sentence that explains it best is "you stole her soul" because at it's most basic level this is what they did. How could they! What could make people so evil, so sick? I hope your life today is filled with peace, and love. Bless you.

[susa48]

Thank you again for your encouraging words. We want to use this hellish life to illustrate how pedophiles are really soul-murderers and should be punished as such.

Warm regards,

Susa

[awesomeastrid]

I am sorry for all you endured This depiction is very brave. I hope in the making has brought some healing to all of you..this video took alot of creative effort i hope somebody does see this in response to US ofTara. I know your focus is laws for child abuse-till then the motto here is There will be a Day of Reckoning, nothing ever really goes totally unseen..The use of music and art tels your story well Peace Blessings Maria

[susa48]

I appreciate your helpful comment, Maria. Yes, doing this art has been extremely cathartic in healing. I am doing yet more art, and hope to have enough pieces for a show in the early summer. My focus is preventing childhood sexual abuse, and I would give my life for the dissolution of statutes of limitations for reporting incest and other childhood sexual abuse. You are right: "There will be a Day of Reckoning" for pedophiles and incest abusers!

[firebirdsxm]

Absolutly bloody brilliant!. This is really how it feels. A brave and bold use of art to help explain the complex experience of those who have struggled with this disorder. Bravo

[susa48]

Thank you so much. We still struggle for each hour of each day.  I wish that more people knew the truth about DID. It is so difficult for us to disclose and to emerge from our closets when we battle constant stigma, especially that created by Hollywood. We noticed that Hollywood has been quite prolific lately with the DID themed untruths they are currently promoting.

Thank you again,

Susa