The last bit about people really resonated with me. I think I'm bipolar, but I refuse to be diagnosed. But when you were talking about people and having that disconnect, it made me think of how I respond to people in my life that care and love me. When they tell me, "I love you" or "you're loved," I just feel like it has no effect. I can be told I'm loved by hundreds of people... but it doesn't have an affect... kinda like I'm missing out on something everyone else is tuned into...
I feel you man. I have suffered from major depressive disorder for the greater part of the past 6 years. Sometimes I don't even have the energy to get out of bed for days. I don't eat when I'm depressed either cause I don't get hungry. I really understand when you said that being that depressed is like being dead but not knowing it yet. It's a really shitty hand to be dealt. I hope you're feeling better.
hope you are feeling better by now, I am also a rapid cycler and it sucks!!!!!!
monicanietzsche 8 months ago
dude i relate to this thank you. but don't dwell so much in self pity and obsess about it, that makes it worse.
nankerphelge718 8 months ago
The last bit about people really resonated with me. I think I'm bipolar, but I refuse to be diagnosed. But when you were talking about people and having that disconnect, it made me think of how I respond to people in my life that care and love me. When they tell me, "I love you" or "you're loved," I just feel like it has no effect. I can be told I'm loved by hundreds of people... but it doesn't have an affect... kinda like I'm missing out on something everyone else is tuned into...
Boy2in0credits 11 months ago
I feel you man. I have suffered from major depressive disorder for the greater part of the past 6 years. Sometimes I don't even have the energy to get out of bed for days. I don't eat when I'm depressed either cause I don't get hungry. I really understand when you said that being that depressed is like being dead but not knowing it yet. It's a really shitty hand to be dealt. I hope you're feeling better.
HaHaxIxWin 1 year ago
Thankyou for posting your thoughts they were really interesting....
ApronFlowers 2 years ago