Hi guys,i just needed to make this Health Update

[theleepchatchannel]

Diane, you may want to also consider asking your doctor about taking Fosamax while you're on the Prednisone. Fosamax is formulated to actually restore the bone's density, and make them less porous.

[fancyladydiane1]

@theleepchatchannel Thank u hun,when i go back for my lab work i will ask,i am on vitimin D as well as all the other,i hope i wont hav to stay on the predisone ,he said i would just be on that till the methotrexate kicks in,i go to back to the retional specilist tomarrow morning for my eye,thanks hun for yur support it means so much to me!!xo

[theleepchatchannel]

@fancyladydiane1

No problem...how did the visit with the eye doctor go? Hope you are well today. Love ya!

[fancyladydiane1]

@theleepchatchannel hi hun ,i still haqv to stay on all the eye drops he said for now my eye is staying stable but still need to be on the eye drops he said, i figured that as it still bothers me alot ,today has been a not so good day ,ive slept soo much today & my stomach is really upset,im back to just drinking water i guess every thing just upsets my stomach ,my acid levels are out of whack ,thats how i get ,its like everything works against me ,i just had a hard motivateing today hun

[theleepchatchannel]

Diane, I understand your fear. I was prescribed methotrexate at one time, but thankfully, it did not work and I was switched to Imuran. Of course, Prednisone is awful. I don't mean to scare you, but almost everyone I know has some of the same side effects, myself included. I pray you will be able to get on and off of them ASAP.

I'm doing a video soon on the medications used for Lupus and their effect on the body. Stay tuned and I hope you are better soon :)

[fancyladydiane1]

@theleepchatchannel I Just saw thisa hun ,,ill be glad to see the video ,i am takeing the methotrexate ,& it was not easy to get my nerve up to take it ,im still scared of what its going to do to me ,but i couldnt heal on my own,by body has been under attack for a year now that has been obvous,people tell me not to take it ,i can heal myself ,but i cant at this state ,i wouldnt know or hav the money or resouces to even try ,so i must live with t he fear & inspite try to stay hopeful & positive.

[RawRebuild]

You are very beautiful. You have much to offer through your innate creativity. Know that the concept of "autoimmune disorder" is a myth. A pervasive myth. The body does not attack itself. So-called "medical experts" are not trained to look for heavy metals, toxic industrial compounds, reactions to food or other environmental agents that create inflammatory conditions in the body. They look @ symptoms & provide suppressants. They blame living agents such as bacteria & make war w/ the body itself.

[fancyladydiane1]

@RawRebuild i appreciate yur input,for whatever reason,my antibodies are out of control,ive almost lost my left eyesight to this lupus & continue to fight for my sight& many other symtoms that hav changed my life in a big way ,but along with giving the doctors a chance to help me im open minded to try to thingk positive & do whatever is in my power to heal myself

[RawRebuild]

Don't take the medicine :) Your body is a beautiful instrument w/ full capacity to heal all cellular tissue. Synthetic compounds suppress symptoms. Synthetic compounds & concentrated resinous derivatives embed in healthy viable tissue, destroying RNA & DNA. They are not aware of what you need. They are not trained in the art of cellular regeneration through nutrient dense foodstuffs. Humans die of radiation & "chemical" therapy every day. Do you know what gets the blame? Cancer :) Much Love.

[69MISSPLAYFUL69]

aaawwww .. take very good care of ur self .. god bless... ♥

[LeighAnne112087]

I wish you the best of luck with everything. I really hope all that medicine does you some good. Have a wonderful New Year. :)

[fancyladydiane1]

@LeighAnne112087 Thank u hun,Happy New Year!xoxo

[MsLovin2010]

Sorry to hear about this. You seem to be such a sweet person. It's good to know what is wrong. God bless you.

[fancyladydiane1]

@MsLovin2010 Thankk you hunnie,,xo

[BrightRiverSunset]

I'm praying for you, Diane.

[fancyladydiane1]

@BrightRiverSunset Thankk you Amy xxx

[TheQueenofhearts214]

Oh hun im so sorry ...you are a strong courageous woman that will continue to over come anything that comes her way. Dont let this put a stop to your vibrant self.

Lots of love your way <3

[fancyladydiane1]

@TheQueenofhearts214 Thankk u Jackie ,very much hun..xoxo

[WillowDove40]

Pt 2. I work daily on healing my body thru meditation and positive affirmations. It's working for me. After years of gallon sized baggies full of meds I'm free. I refuse to get worse. My goal is to heal and have a life free of dis ease. I understand some people want their meds and that's ok. I'm done with that path though. This is my new path and I'm doing better off the meds then I was while on them. I love you and want to help as much as I can. Write any time!! Be brave! Sending Angels. xoxo

[fancyladydiane1]

@WillowDove40 Thankk u so much hunnie yur courage helps me even though im still on lots of meds,i know what u mean ,some i dont mind but ive had bad serous reactions in the past from meds so im always worry ,but i do feel much more positive today i think watching ,yur videos sort of put a new perspective on my attitude,& i dont feel as helpless & the fear seems to hav lessoned ,though i spent a hour in prayer,sort of like meditation i guess in great times of need its got me thru before

[feliciajuly]

Diane, you know that we all love you here in this YT community and our prayers are with you. You are a strong and vibrant woman and I see only positive things for you.

[fancyladydiane1]

@feliciajuly I feel so lucky to hav all the support i do ,Thank you Felica,its the way i am to question everything ,its scary to me to take the cancer medicine,i dont know why i hav such a hard time excepting this ,ive had a year to get used to this illness yet it all seems like a bad dream at times,im so thankful i hav the support i do ,thnk u for being here from the beginning hun..xoxo

[WillowDove40]

I'm sorry to hear all this Sweetie. Remember, you are in charge of your body and can say no to certain meds and treatments. You can ask for something else or try other ways to help ease your symptoms. I'm glad to hear you ask alot of questions. Keep doing that. Let the fear go. It doesn't help us when we have high stress from fear. Keep making your vids and smiling. The only thing that has changed is they labeled you. Don't let that label rule your life. Ly!!

[fancyladydiane1]

@WillowDove40 Thankks so much hunnie you are soo right he never gave me options & thats how he treats all his patients that hav the lupus & ra,everything ive learned about most of this illness has come mostly from right here,they just kept telling me it way pointing towards lupus& than when i finnally got to see the rhoumtolist 10 months later he confirms it,with bloodwork i ve only see n him twice& im to trust my life with him is hard,im trying,i know what yur saying hunnie & thankk you sweetie

[WillowDove40]

@fancyladydiane1 Same thing happened to me when finally got the the Rhem. dr. He tried to push meds on me and I said I wanted to talk to my family dr first. After a long discussion I had the finally say and it was NO meds for now. If the day comes that I need them only then will I agree to take them. The side effects are far worse then my symptoms. I'm healing all on my own without meds. I went that route for years and I won't go back easily. In fact I plan to never go back to that life. See Pt2

[fancyladydiane1]

@WillowDove40 its such a crazy thing ,i dont know why our bodies hav to turn on ourselves,im thankful today i feel more positive ,,last night was a hard night ,my worry & stress made everything worse i really felt like i was already having the side effects,& had nt started taking the stuff yet,but i feel better today,& will work hard to stay in this frame of mindset,like when u said in one of yur videos its hard when u hav the constant reminders ,because of the symptoms,,thats how i feel ,

[Fancylooks]

I don't really understand what you explain about going to the doctor, technical words that I don't know the meaning as my English knowledge doesn't go so far, but I watch your sad face and your expression as you are telling it and that's enough for me. I feel very sad about it and I wish I could give you a hug and hold your hand, rather than a words support. I hope you have a loving family to help you, I hope 2011 happens to be the end of all your heath problems and you be a new you in 2012.

[fancyladydiane1]

@Fancylooks Thank youu hunnie,thats so sweet of you,i have my husband who will stand by me & my doggies,my family & i are seperated by many miles ,i know they love me & wish me to be well,i will try to stay positive as i hav been ,hopefully the treatments will work for me,i wish i wasnt so afraid of medicines,,ive had so many bad reactions to them in the past that is one reason why,thank u hun i hope so too sweetie..xoxo

[MrSmiles51]

I will pray for you

[fancyladydiane1]

@MrSmiles51 Thank youu

[reallifereslers]

so sorry to hear the news.  will be praying for you!!!

[nanajl54]

Aw, Dianne, I am praying for you, I know what it is like to have bad health news and face scary meds. Take your meds and also look into a diet detailed to your illness. God Bless and let us minister to you through this struggle. Hugs, Janet

[MsMannequinGirl]

I will pray for you!!!

[RavishingRedheadd]

awwww diane im so sorry.i fely so sad seeing you in pain about all this.i will pray special prayers to jesus for you.i know the medicine stuff is scary.its hard taking certain things.i will pray the doctors have wisdom in treating you with the right stuff.i am here for you i will pray jesus will give you peace and you will feel his comforting love.have a blessed new year.may 2011 be a year for remission for you.jesus bless and keep you!

[fancyladydiane1]

@RavishingRedheadd Thankk youu so much hunnie for all yur kind & careing & understanding words i cant tell you how much that all means to me,thank u with all my heart hun,,xoxo

[TheStyleSupreme]

Thinking of you and sending lots of positive vibes your way! xoxo Hugs

[fancyladydiane1]

@TheStyleSupreme I appreciate yur kindness hun,Thankk youu so much..xoxo

[tarynnina]

Hugs and prayers from Seattle!

[fancyladydiane1]

@tarynnina Thankk youu sweetie,so much,,xoxo

[bellalunaful]

You're in our thoughts-stay positive! xoxo

[fancyladydiane1]

@bellalunaful Thankk youu hunnie..xoxo

[siralovesyou]

I'm sorry Diane!! God will see you thorugh I too have taken loads of methotrexate and Predisone but after ten years Humira (an injectible) is working great for me. Yes, beware of the Predisone I gained 60 lbs in 3 - 4 months. I'm not kidding! Please do your research it's just not about the "moon face" it's all the other bad stuff like masking the pain. I get my liver checked out every 3 months. I live by Faith!!!! God bless... I'm here for you!!!

[fancyladydiane1]

@siralovesyou Thank you hunnie im so glad you told me ,it does help knowing others who hav taken them ,he told me the steroid was only till the other stuff kicked in thats the words he used,so dont want to take them but i want to get my body well,i hope the methotrexate works for me i still gonna be afraid to take it ,but it helps hearing others who have,thank u for yur kind words hun xoxo

[pylodol]

it's so brave of you to share this with us! I wish you all the best and I'm sure so does everybody else here :)

[fancyladydiane1]

@pylodol Thank you hun..xo

[fancyladydiane1]

@pylodol Thank you hun..xo

[cupcakeonawire]

i will be keeping you in my thoughts hun <3 sending much love and positive vibes your way :)

[fancyladydiane1]

@cupcakeonawire Thankk youu hunnie..xoxo

[ppsf1958nr]

Hi diane could not believe what i was hearing i was so shocked to hear this.please don't be scared i have been taken Methotrexate and folic acid for six months now i have never felt better.i get a blood test every month to see if iam ok but i can tell you i feel great i have rheumatoid arthritis to.but please don't be scared it could be just fine for you. i send you my prayers and best wishes shelley xoxo

[fancyladydiane1]

@ppsf1958nr Thank youu Shelley hun im so glad to hear of someone else who is taking it & that it was ok ,i know everyone is different ,but i truely feel better knowing it is working for you,in a way im more concerned about the steroidsbut he said i would be taking them untill the other had time to kick in,so i really hope the other stuff works for me,im going to try & not be as scared,yur comment has put my mind at some ease,thank you to hun for yur prayers,,xoxo

[sideshowtink]

Hi Di! You look very beautiful today! One of my best friends ever had Lupu so I KNOW how serious it is. My friend had the RA as well. Don't be scared my sweet girl. We are all behind you. And God is with you. I love you very much and positive thinking is half the battle. Be well, I send you a major loving, healing hug. We need you and love you. Di, I cried when I watched this. I just love you dearly and need you, sweetie, STAY WELL XOXO

[fancyladydiane1]

@sideshowtink awwww Tink ,i cried too when i read yur sweet words to me as always,youve been a true friend to me & i love youu too,your love has touched me more than once,&made me smile & be at peace,you hav that amazing abilty,im crying now but u know it comes from my heart ,just as i know yur words to me do,i love you too ,& ill be strong hunnie,& know im blessed to know youu,,,,love youxoxoxo

[Charliesmakeupboxes]

aaw Diane, i'm so sad to ear that ! I'll be thinking of you ! Try to stay positive, I know I don't personally know you but if you need to talk i'm here, I'll support you. keep living your life as the fullest, now that you know what you have, take your medication, and i'm sure that a lot's of people are here for you, to help you go through all of that ! Happy holidays as well ! I wish you to get better really soon ! xxxx

[fancyladydiane1]

@Charliesmakeupboxes Thankk youu so much sweetie youve been so kind & sweet &yur support means very much,once i get over the fear of the medcine ill hav made much progress & i know its supposed to help me,& ive had to wait so long ,u would think id been prepared,i still cant fully beleive myself about ,i guess it must take time evnen though ive been more or less told this for a year,but to hav it confirmed is another matter,than u hun for yur sweetness,xxxx

[xant4141]

God is is everything Diane, its okay to be scared sweetie, its okay to cry, this is when you turn to God, when you dont know what to do. I will pray for you Xantha

[fancyladydiane1]

@xant4141 ohh Thankk you so much sweetie,thats all ive really done the last day &half is cry & turn it over to the lord,to help me what may come,its no longer in my control ,and i pray he gives me the courage i need to do whatever must be done,yur support mean very much hunnie..xxx

[DebraMadonna66]

Please stay postive...that is good medicine....will pray for you........Continue to do things that make you happy. ..Good thing is you now know what it is ...so now you know what needs to get done....We will pray.... Wish you happiness.

[fancyladydiane1]

@DebraMadonna66 Thank you so much Debra ,once i get over the fear of the medicines i will feel better,i hope, its a bit like walking into the unknown,but the support & kind words really do make a differance,hopefully it will all help me to get better ,get my body working right,i wish you the best too hun..xxx

[oOsinger1994Oo]

Nononononono Diane. That's horrible news to hear! :((((((( Will pray for youuuu. <3 I love you sosososososo much. :)

[fancyladydiane1]

@oOsinger1994Oo Thank you sweetie for yur love & prayers,

[kawaiihoney09]

oh no sorry to hear that i will pray for you as well i really hope you get  better

[fancyladydiane1]

@kawaiihoney09 Thankk you hunnie,very much,these meds are suposed to help me ,hopefully they will without to many scary side effects>>

[handbagbuyer82]

Aww Love)= Keeping you in my prayers as always! You are so beautiful inside & out . I wish you Joy & great health in 2011

Love you tons

Xxox

[fancyladydiane1]

@handbagbuyer82 Thank youu Jen yur soo kind ,that would be soo wonderful,i wish that for all of us too,love u.xoxo

[Calicogirl2l]

I am so sorry! I hope that things improve or something, I'm very sorry and I wish you my best wishes :(

[fancyladydiane1]

@Calicogirl2l Thankk youu sweetie,very much,i want to say everything will be fine ,i just hav a uncertain feeling which is normal im sure & in time with the lords help things will get better,its just the fear of the unknown that makes for the uncertainty...

[DailyPSA]

I love my baby girls so much and I'm here for you and even though I'm not near you physically. You can hold my hand and I give you my heart and open ears to listen. You're so brave and strong to make this video. I'm always here for you and you're in my prayers. You be strong and I'll stay strong with you okay. Love you bunches always <3

[fancyladydiane1]

@DailyPSA awwwww ,yur soo sweet,Thank youu so much hunnie ,yur kind words & loving heart mean so much,& encourage me to be strong,love youuu hunnie....xo

[SamEveX3]

Im so sorry! i'll pray for you<3

[fancyladydiane1]

@SamEveX3 Thank you hunnie,i appreciate very much hun...