You ARE strong, and many people are benefiting from watching you discuss these issues. Watching people talk about issues that I myself might have is an infinitely more valuable therapy than talking to a psychiatrist in my opinion.
I don't want to tell you what you should do, but to me it seems your husband and your dad are unloading their own issues on you, so you're not only dealing with your own stuff but theirs too. No wonder you're not recovering! Personally I'd tell them both how I feel and then get the hell away from them, but that's just me. Also look into exercising, a healthy diet, hobbies and other distractions. I also recommend the books "A New Earth" by Eckhart Tolle and "You Can Heal Your Life" by Louise Hay.
I just realized what your username is (beautifulhyster1a). I love it. Did you think of it? I wouldn't mind hearing about your dreams and nightmares. I'm most interested in addiction. I'm on the methadone program to. 3 months now. I'm doing good. All clean urines and I just got my weekend take homes. You need to stop taking those pills. Easier said then done I know. Between your father and your man it sounds like things are stressful. Not good for sobriety. Stay strong and you'll be fine.
@angelo212 I appreciate you watching my video, about nmy screen name, theres a song called "Hysteria" by the band called MUSE, and i just added beautiful because without a bit of insanity, chaosd and hysteria....the world would be bland. I have some very very interesting and scary nightmares i will definatly do a video on them =)
thats really great your clean, its very difficult, i know. the pills...i tried to stop like 6-7 times with detox but it never helped, they give me 7-8 days, i need 30.
Your adorable. Don't sell yourself short. You have nothing to be ashamed of. We all have our problems. We have a lot in common which is why I subscribed. Plus we are neighbors. I'm in Jersey City. Stay strong. And if your husband is calling you names like that you better think about your relationship.
@angelo212 we are neighbors! hehe, thanks for subscribing, i appreciate everyones support. Yeah life can be difficult sometimes, i try real hard to stay strong, im straining but im going it. Thanks alot for your support, ill be having more videos up soon, i want to make one on a series of the dreams/nightmares i can remember...and alot of them are extremely vivid and realistic, what do u think of this idea?
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redbingo78 2 months ago
You ARE strong, and many people are benefiting from watching you discuss these issues. Watching people talk about issues that I myself might have is an infinitely more valuable therapy than talking to a psychiatrist in my opinion.
winstono75 5 months ago
great video! your very entertaining to watch
StomperReed 1 year ago
CUT THE DEAD WEIGHT.
YOUR HUSBAND SUCKS.
I'm sorry.
imaginaryxx58 1 year ago
I don't want to tell you what you should do, but to me it seems your husband and your dad are unloading their own issues on you, so you're not only dealing with your own stuff but theirs too. No wonder you're not recovering! Personally I'd tell them both how I feel and then get the hell away from them, but that's just me. Also look into exercising, a healthy diet, hobbies and other distractions. I also recommend the books "A New Earth" by Eckhart Tolle and "You Can Heal Your Life" by Louise Hay.
johan404 1 year ago
I just realized what your username is (beautifulhyster1a). I love it. Did you think of it? I wouldn't mind hearing about your dreams and nightmares. I'm most interested in addiction. I'm on the methadone program to. 3 months now. I'm doing good. All clean urines and I just got my weekend take homes. You need to stop taking those pills. Easier said then done I know. Between your father and your man it sounds like things are stressful. Not good for sobriety. Stay strong and you'll be fine.
angelo212 1 year ago
@angelo212 I appreciate you watching my video, about nmy screen name, theres a song called "Hysteria" by the band called MUSE, and i just added beautiful because without a bit of insanity, chaosd and hysteria....the world would be bland. I have some very very interesting and scary nightmares i will definatly do a video on them =)
thats really great your clean, its very difficult, i know. the pills...i tried to stop like 6-7 times with detox but it never helped, they give me 7-8 days, i need 30.
BeautifulHyster1a 1 year ago
Your adorable. Don't sell yourself short. You have nothing to be ashamed of. We all have our problems. We have a lot in common which is why I subscribed. Plus we are neighbors. I'm in Jersey City. Stay strong. And if your husband is calling you names like that you better think about your relationship.
angelo212 1 year ago
@angelo212 we are neighbors! hehe, thanks for subscribing, i appreciate everyones support. Yeah life can be difficult sometimes, i try real hard to stay strong, im straining but im going it. Thanks alot for your support, ill be having more videos up soon, i want to make one on a series of the dreams/nightmares i can remember...and alot of them are extremely vivid and realistic, what do u think of this idea?
xoxox, baby J.
BeautifulHyster1a 1 year ago