Do You Ever Watch Other Peoples Videos,And See Some Of The Same Things Your Are Going Through Or Know What They Maybe Going Through?Please Let Me Know If You Would Like To View Some Of My Videos.Feel Free To Share Your Thoughts.I'm Still Not Sure Really Whats Going On With Me.I'm Going Through Depression,Panic Anxiety, Paranoia,Social Anxiety.I Do Feel Like I Have OCD Not Sure If Thats What I Have As Well Maybe You Could Watch My Videos,And Tell me What You Think.
I have had anxiety since I was 16. Its crazy the things you feel and think about. I was told there are seven types of ocd. You have the 7th which is the death one. I have an over active thought process. I cant ever shut down I worry and have to plan everything. But everyone has something. Maybe ill start a vlog.
I haven't went to the doctor for OCD but I think I have it. When I was a kid I would count numbers and blink a lot, do unusual patterns hidden from my siblings. Until I just stopped which was an accomplishment for me. Then I had an obsession with illustrating, then I stopped and obsessed and made video games(These obsessions aren't bad). Also I had these panic attacks associated with OCD a long time ago but I manage to overcome them. I too would cry about having OCD.
My OCD started when I was eleven and has never gone away or lessened. It is a daily struggle and something I deal with 24/7 (as I have obessions and compulsions in my dreams as well).
@B100DWRATH666 Seriously I Mean Really Why Do You Click On Peoples Videos If You Do Not Care To Learn About This Illness's Videos Like This Is To Help People Better Understand This Illness.Not For People Like You To Come Along,And Run Your Mouth.Youtube Is Not Just For Entertainment Youtube Covers All Different Video Categories.If You Made Any Videos You Would See What Categories Lists There Are.So If You Don't Like This Video Categories Then Don't Bother To Watch.No One Asked You Too.
@ohwhatabutterfly how do i know if i don't like it if i haven't seen it idiot, and i had to leave a comment of how pathetic it is to put this depressing bullshit on youtube.
@B100DWRATH666 Uhm Not A Idiot Your The Idiot Who Gets On Here,And Picks On Peoples Videos If You Don't Want To Watch Videos On How Illness Effects People Or Learn What The Illness Is Then Don't Bother Even Watching Even If You Don't Know If You Like It.And The Real Idiot Here Is You Grow Up,And Stop Picking On People Would Think Your Pass That Age By Now.
Do you take meds? Just curious. I take anti-depressants for depression and anxiety. I thought they would fix me, and although my moods are generally improved, I still eat compulsively, still feel extremely lethargic and often anxious. I was wondering if you do anything to try to treat your OCD and if it helps or not.
@LoveJoyPeaceComfort fuck off with your religious bullshit it has nothing to do with "satan" or some imaginary thing like that, it's a chemical imbalance or truama that has changed the thinking process, i have Pure O OCD aswell, i've dealt with it for sometime now and it can be beaten by changing your way of thinking and dealing with the problems head to head. You will have bad days/weeks where you can't help it but don't worry byebyebelly, i have the same shit but about killing my loved ones.
Mar 5:5 And always, night and day, he was in the mountains, and in the tombs, crying, and cutting himself with stones.
Mar 5:8 For he said unto him, Come out of the man, thou unclean spirit.
Mar 5:9 And he asked him, What is thy name? And he answered, saying, My name is Legion: for we are many.
Mar 5:15 And they come to Jesus, and see him that was possessed with the devil, and had the legion, sitting, and clothed, and in his right mind: and they were afraid.
@asisorfree It's unclean spirits whispering that bullshit to you. They whisper to you about killing your loved ones. NOT YOUR THOUGHTS! They want you to think that they are your thoughts, to drive you nuts. Have you never had this strange sense that OCD is literally like an ENEMY? Well it literally is. Once you know that they are not your thoughts, you can tell them to **** off.
@asisorfree Have you never found yourself arging with those thoughts, shouting at those thoughts, like it's something actually out to beat you and destroy you? That's because it is. The last thing those voices want you to find out, is that those thoughts are not actually YOURS. i've exposed them. Either believe me and feel relief that they are not your thoughts, or carry on believing that they ARE your imbalanced thoughts and inevitably therefore suffer greatly for it.
I know how you feel JEN. I too suffer from OCD, ANXIETY! there are certain days I just hate it..My hands look bad I am getting through it everyday and you will too..just be brave, KEEP YOUR HOPE and faith ALIVE!!! <3
I understand =/ I always feel this way when i see my skin, when i feel pain, and when i see my friends with kids and I know i will never have one. And sometimes people make it worse, so I understand. But we got hope that it will get better, so dont let it get to you. we have to keep trying.
you are not the only one, i used to be thay way and now i'm not, you will get through it,believe me. i still have ocd just not that bad anymore. you are very brave for talking about it, i never could. Hang in there it does get better.
I noticed mine got worse when i was stressed, so i worked with getting that under control and i did it on my own, well with a little help with Celexa medicine. Thank you for sharing your story.
The one thing that has helped me the most in life is to stop saying that i can't do something. Our mind controls how we feel, in fact it controls everything. If you say you cant do something then your just giving your mind the go ahead to do whatever it wants. its also not enough to just say you think you can control your mind, you have to truly believe it, it takes time but it works.
DON'T FEEL DOWN, DON'T FEEL ANGRY. What you are going through are being experienced by millions of people around the world. Most of them do not have the courage to voice up. Medication and counselling may help OCD to a certain extend but I don't think it can cure 100%. If people around you cannot accept your situation, it is their problem, not yours. Surround yourself with people who can love you for who you are. Crap to everyone else. Smile, everything will be OK.
i can relate to every thing you're saying, specially when you talk about resentment towards God. Sometimes when i thought there was no way of me getting through i got through. I send all my love and support to you at this moment even though i don't know you. please stay strong
hey hun, i cannot imagine what your going through. why don't you try and maybe walk round with a mp3 player and whenever those thoughts come on you listen to happy music. maybe that will help the thoughts in your head. Also do not resent yourself or your condition, it happened to you for a reason, be brave and embrace it. obviously people are gonna find it hard to believe you which is really frustrating i suppose but try and not put a pressure on your husband that much...
Thank you so much for your videos!! I just found your youtube chanel and I'm really grateful that you are so open with what you're going through. I feel I can really relate to you, we're going through similar situations, I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety last year and I often wonder why I can't just go through life like others do.
I'm trying to eat healthier and loose weight too (50+ lbs), it's hard, ugh!!
I have obsessed about love one's dying, I have to admit it feels pretty terrible.
I have had major depression and understand the hopeless feeling. I have to remember how God is a forgiving Father. I know that doesn't help but I think
talking about it can help and crying no matter how much you don't like it can
be theraputic, I in no mean to minimize your emotions....
Lately I have the feeling, that people have to accept what and who they are, and with time they may change without the whole stress... I tried years to change using my thoughts and direct control of my habits, but it only helped me to feel more empty inside.
I think reading The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle would be good!!! It could really help you in regards to the brain and thoughts. Its an easy read, I would really recommend it.
I have suffered from ocd and binging. I have overcome these debilitating issues by strictly following the harcombe diet. You must be diligent. You likely have candida and food intolerations that cause this (just like me).
i know how you feel! i just didnt know it was OCD i guess it makes sense i thought i was just depressed, i guess its both. Dont be resentful too God your alive and living. Take one step at a time, look at all the positive things even the smallest its helping me. Good luck
I have suffered with depression for the past 4yrs.. I do believe though that mental illness can be beaten.. Its one of the biggest battles you may face in your life but it can be beaten.. Just have to find what works for you. Sadly medication can only do so much the rest is pure hard work.. You seem like a smart,tough young woman.. I believe you will beat those inner demons.. Just know you arent alone and there are people who are like you and who can help support you. *hugs*
I've only watched a couple of your videos so I've got a lot of questions for you. Have you been clinically diagnosed with OCD? Do you exhibit compulsive behaviours (uncontrollable actions related to your obsessive thoughts)? My boyfriend has been diagnosed with OCD..and believe me when I say I live with the bizzare and alien every day. It's difficult for me because I want to tell him to just be normal...that must sound horrible, I'm sure it's so much harder for him. Are you on any medication??
I told you this before in the past. You should search for a past life regressionist and start reading Brian Weiss book. You will be enlightened. Everything has it's origin somewhere in time and can be healed by remembering our past lives traumas.
You sound depressed. Try taking Bvitamin complex. Also try doing something new. Might help ease your mind. Also try aroma therapy. I hope you didnt take my last comment too harshly. It wasnt meant in a bad way. Either way it gets better. Keep up the good work :)
Do You Ever Watch Other Peoples Videos,And See Some Of The Same Things Your Are Going Through Or Know What They Maybe Going Through?Please Let Me Know If You Would Like To View Some Of My Videos.Feel Free To Share Your Thoughts.I'm Still Not Sure Really Whats Going On With Me.I'm Going Through Depression,Panic Anxiety, Paranoia,Social Anxiety.I Do Feel Like I Have OCD Not Sure If Thats What I Have As Well Maybe You Could Watch My Videos,And Tell me What You Think.
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I have had anxiety since I was 16. Its crazy the things you feel and think about. I was told there are seven types of ocd. You have the 7th which is the death one. I have an over active thought process. I cant ever shut down I worry and have to plan everything. But everyone has something. Maybe ill start a vlog.
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I haven't went to the doctor for OCD but I think I have it. When I was a kid I would count numbers and blink a lot, do unusual patterns hidden from my siblings. Until I just stopped which was an accomplishment for me. Then I had an obsession with illustrating, then I stopped and obsessed and made video games(These obsessions aren't bad). Also I had these panic attacks associated with OCD a long time ago but I manage to overcome them. I too would cry about having OCD.
and1dodger 4 months ago
My OCD started when I was eleven and has never gone away or lessened. It is a daily struggle and something I deal with 24/7 (as I have obessions and compulsions in my dreams as well).
JoyousinJesus 7 months ago
who the fuck wants to know this seriously, youtube is for entertainment not depressing life stories.
B100DWRATH666 9 months ago
@B100DWRATH666 5000 people, mental illness is common, youtube is for vlogging and any kind of video content
ByeByeBelly 9 months ago 4
@ByeByeBelly feeling isolated and like an alien is actually a sign of depersonaliztion disorder
nerdymom2 4 months ago
@B100DWRATH666 And yet, you clicked on it.
JoyousinJesus 7 months ago
@B100DWRATH666 Seriously I Mean Really Why Do You Click On Peoples Videos If You Do Not Care To Learn About This Illness's Videos Like This Is To Help People Better Understand This Illness.Not For People Like You To Come Along,And Run Your Mouth.Youtube Is Not Just For Entertainment Youtube Covers All Different Video Categories.If You Made Any Videos You Would See What Categories Lists There Are.So If You Don't Like This Video Categories Then Don't Bother To Watch.No One Asked You Too.
ohwhatabutterfly 2 months ago
@ohwhatabutterfly how do i know if i don't like it if i haven't seen it idiot, and i had to leave a comment of how pathetic it is to put this depressing bullshit on youtube.
B100DWRATH666 2 months ago
@B100DWRATH666 Uhm Not A Idiot Your The Idiot Who Gets On Here,And Picks On Peoples Videos If You Don't Want To Watch Videos On How Illness Effects People Or Learn What The Illness Is Then Don't Bother Even Watching Even If You Don't Know If You Like It.And The Real Idiot Here Is You Grow Up,And Stop Picking On People Would Think Your Pass That Age By Now.
ohwhatabutterfly 2 months ago
@ohwhatabutterfly umad?
B100DWRATH666 2 months ago
@B100DWRATH666 No I'm not mad just type that way sometimes I don't know why.
ohwhatabutterfly 2 months ago
@ohwhatabutterfly I agree with that 100 percent.
TheStomperReedFeed 1 month ago
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See my video on locks, and paths, and it will help you.
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sclai 10 months ago
this is the worst illness on earth!!!
my ocd worst than you
I hope you recovery soon
HungKiet 10 months ago
this is the worst illness on earth!!!
HungKiet 10 months ago
Do you take meds? Just curious. I take anti-depressants for depression and anxiety. I thought they would fix me, and although my moods are generally improved, I still eat compulsively, still feel extremely lethargic and often anxious. I was wondering if you do anything to try to treat your OCD and if it helps or not.
pinkbutterflydoll 10 months ago
Luke 22:31 And the Lord said, Simon, Simon, behold, Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat:
Now you know what's wrong. i overcame, and you can too.
LoveJoyPeaceComfort 1 year ago
@LoveJoyPeaceComfort fuck off with your religious bullshit it has nothing to do with "satan" or some imaginary thing like that, it's a chemical imbalance or truama that has changed the thinking process, i have Pure O OCD aswell, i've dealt with it for sometime now and it can be beaten by changing your way of thinking and dealing with the problems head to head. You will have bad days/weeks where you can't help it but don't worry byebyebelly, i have the same shit but about killing my loved ones.
asisorfree 1 year ago
self-harmers too.
Mar 5:5 And always, night and day, he was in the mountains, and in the tombs, crying, and cutting himself with stones.
Mar 5:8 For he said unto him, Come out of the man, thou unclean spirit.
Mar 5:9 And he asked him, What is thy name? And he answered, saying, My name is Legion: for we are many.
Mar 5:15 And they come to Jesus, and see him that was possessed with the devil, and had the legion, sitting, and clothed, and in his right mind: and they were afraid.
LoveJoyPeaceComfort 1 year ago
@asisorfree It's unclean spirits whispering that bullshit to you. They whisper to you about killing your loved ones. NOT YOUR THOUGHTS! They want you to think that they are your thoughts, to drive you nuts. Have you never had this strange sense that OCD is literally like an ENEMY? Well it literally is. Once you know that they are not your thoughts, you can tell them to **** off.
LoveJoyPeaceComfort 1 year ago
@asisorfree Have you never found yourself arging with those thoughts, shouting at those thoughts, like it's something actually out to beat you and destroy you? That's because it is. The last thing those voices want you to find out, is that those thoughts are not actually YOURS. i've exposed them. Either believe me and feel relief that they are not your thoughts, or carry on believing that they ARE your imbalanced thoughts and inevitably therefore suffer greatly for it.
LoveJoyPeaceComfort 1 year ago
I think you are really pretty (I'm not a lesbian don't worry) and I'm not just saying that to make you feel better, I believe you are really pretty.
dollymadge 1 year ago
I know how you feel JEN. I too suffer from OCD, ANXIETY! there are certain days I just hate it..My hands look bad I am getting through it everyday and you will too..just be brave, KEEP YOUR HOPE and faith ALIVE!!! <3
davisfontanes 1 year ago 2
I understand =/ I always feel this way when i see my skin, when i feel pain, and when i see my friends with kids and I know i will never have one. And sometimes people make it worse, so I understand. But we got hope that it will get better, so dont let it get to you. we have to keep trying.
zombieminxz 1 year ago
you are not the only one, i used to be thay way and now i'm not, you will get through it,believe me. i still have ocd just not that bad anymore. you are very brave for talking about it, i never could. Hang in there it does get better.
I noticed mine got worse when i was stressed, so i worked with getting that under control and i did it on my own, well with a little help with Celexa medicine. Thank you for sharing your story.
Deidraify 1 year ago
The one thing that has helped me the most in life is to stop saying that i can't do something. Our mind controls how we feel, in fact it controls everything. If you say you cant do something then your just giving your mind the go ahead to do whatever it wants. its also not enough to just say you think you can control your mind, you have to truly believe it, it takes time but it works.
TheDeviantGamer 1 year ago
You're not the only one. There are a lot of people who have OCD. :'(
Naama178 1 year ago
OCD is not the problem. It's just a symptom - of anxiety (a form of anger and anguish when at impractical levels).
That's why OCD always gets replaced by 'something else' as you have mentioned.
Many many people suffer from this, just they cope in different ways than you.
So to you, they seem 'normal' however they are also battling.
There's a good reason your videos are amongst the most popular on youtube in Oz and this is it.
MisterLemonde 1 year ago
DON'T FEEL DOWN, DON'T FEEL ANGRY. What you are going through are being experienced by millions of people around the world. Most of them do not have the courage to voice up. Medication and counselling may help OCD to a certain extend but I don't think it can cure 100%. If people around you cannot accept your situation, it is their problem, not yours. Surround yourself with people who can love you for who you are. Crap to everyone else. Smile, everything will be OK.
KayBeeMan1 1 year ago
i can relate to every thing you're saying, specially when you talk about resentment towards God. Sometimes when i thought there was no way of me getting through i got through. I send all my love and support to you at this moment even though i don't know you. please stay strong
dandibert 1 year ago
Sorry to hear that your family feels it is your fault that you have this mental illness. Keep your head up, it not your fault at all. :)
sweetcitybaby22 1 year ago
I have a OCD to ... since im 2 years old ... now im 19 and sometimes even with the medication it still commes back a little bit !
Dont give up Hun !! and try to see a psychiatre for som medication . it changed my life litteraly .
ariann03 1 year ago
hey hun, i cannot imagine what your going through. why don't you try and maybe walk round with a mp3 player and whenever those thoughts come on you listen to happy music. maybe that will help the thoughts in your head. Also do not resent yourself or your condition, it happened to you for a reason, be brave and embrace it. obviously people are gonna find it hard to believe you which is really frustrating i suppose but try and not put a pressure on your husband that much...
daintyapple 1 year ago
Thank you so much for your videos!! I just found your youtube chanel and I'm really grateful that you are so open with what you're going through. I feel I can really relate to you, we're going through similar situations, I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety last year and I often wonder why I can't just go through life like others do.
I'm trying to eat healthier and loose weight too (50+ lbs), it's hard, ugh!!
Keep going girl!! You can do it!! :-)
You have encouraged me to keep trying :-D
mirrunga2 1 year ago
:(
xXannaluvXx 1 year ago
i have ocd as well so i know how u feel...
lipqueen04 1 year ago
I have ocd and bad anxiety and its nice to see someone else feels the same ways.....Even though its horrible, you understand.
lunarain19 1 year ago
I have OCD too...
ZackNormandin 1 year ago
I have obsessed about love one's dying, I have to admit it feels pretty terrible.
I have had major depression and understand the hopeless feeling. I have to remember how God is a forgiving Father. I know that doesn't help but I think
talking about it can help and crying no matter how much you don't like it can
be theraputic, I in no mean to minimize your emotions....
divinelilprincessss2 1 year ago
Lately I have the feeling, that people have to accept what and who they are, and with time they may change without the whole stress... I tried years to change using my thoughts and direct control of my habits, but it only helped me to feel more empty inside.
OnsenEx 1 year ago
i hate my mental illness and OCD. i can't stop rewinding, repeating, obsessing and thinking.
rushedartist 1 year ago
@rushedartist
I know right ?!! Omg, you're EXACTLY like me.
Naama178 1 year ago
I have OCD/ADHD now thats a combo...I know what ur talking about 1st hand...Trust me
I get right where ur comming from..
looneyblues 1 year ago
I think reading The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle would be good!!! It could really help you in regards to the brain and thoughts. Its an easy read, I would really recommend it.
iris2886 1 year ago
Am sending you a big hug from Scotland ........ x
Scottishcarly 1 year ago
I have suffered from ocd and binging. I have overcome these debilitating issues by strictly following the harcombe diet. You must be diligent. You likely have candida and food intolerations that cause this (just like me).
xen4up 1 year ago
@xen4up What is the Harcombe diet and how has it helped you?
amiesparkle00 1 year ago
i know how you feel! i just didnt know it was OCD i guess it makes sense i thought i was just depressed, i guess its both. Dont be resentful too God your alive and living. Take one step at a time, look at all the positive things even the smallest its helping me. Good luck
lancomevegas 1 year ago
Have you seen a doctor or mental health professional?
nkiah 1 year ago
I have suffered with depression for the past 4yrs.. I do believe though that mental illness can be beaten.. Its one of the biggest battles you may face in your life but it can be beaten.. Just have to find what works for you. Sadly medication can only do so much the rest is pure hard work.. You seem like a smart,tough young woman.. I believe you will beat those inner demons.. Just know you arent alone and there are people who are like you and who can help support you. *hugs*
MissLoveAndLight 1 year ago
I know how you feel 100% D: All I can suggest is doing something that makes you happy/keeps your mind off things that's what seems to help me.
inlovewithlove17 1 year ago
I've only watched a couple of your videos so I've got a lot of questions for you. Have you been clinically diagnosed with OCD? Do you exhibit compulsive behaviours (uncontrollable actions related to your obsessive thoughts)? My boyfriend has been diagnosed with OCD..and believe me when I say I live with the bizzare and alien every day. It's difficult for me because I want to tell him to just be normal...that must sound horrible, I'm sure it's so much harder for him. Are you on any medication??
LizLovesHerLapband 1 year ago
Think positive thoughts ie.beating the crap out of Dave every day for a year. Your sure to feel better :-)
carlcbx 1 year ago
I told you this before in the past. You should search for a past life regressionist and start reading Brian Weiss book. You will be enlightened. Everything has it's origin somewhere in time and can be healed by remembering our past lives traumas.
lucabocconi 1 year ago
Do you ever obsess about us viewers here on YouTube (what we'll think of you and all that?)
benvolio15 1 year ago
@benvolio15 She's already said it doesn't affect her at all, especially trolls...the comments just slide off her back, which is good
bodykiss 1 year ago
@benvolio15 haha nope!
ByeByeBelly 1 year ago 2
@ByeByeBelly Well, that's one thing to be thankful for. :)
benvolio15 1 year ago
aww poor you!!! dont worry you will get there!
mklein1998 1 year ago
You sound depressed. Try taking Bvitamin complex. Also try doing something new. Might help ease your mind. Also try aroma therapy. I hope you didnt take my last comment too harshly. It wasnt meant in a bad way. Either way it gets better. Keep up the good work :)
reefgirl994 1 year ago
I wish I could do/say something to make you feel better. :(
I can tell you one thing for sure.... I also feel that people think it is my fault.
savoie156 1 year ago