Well,first about the past, do not dwell on the past- focus on the real life past cant be changed but future can be changed.this is a willful decision- and sometimes you have to make yourself DO smth before you understand what is it you like.I had a history of abuse as a child (all kinds of it) and it affected my whole life but i just made a decision to get through it- therapy - even if it is 2-4 sessions can help and then you like to help people - then volunteer in the hospital
your videos make me cry sometimes, because I realize that a lot of what you say is true in my life as well, lost opportunities, relationships... i don't know, it makes me feel happy that i'm not alone, but at the same time i'm angry at the world for its existence (not the worlds existence, but the SA), I feel the same when people ask me for help, I can't decline at all, I cant bring myself to it, hope your life gets better
I am kinda like you man, for a while now i have been completely discouraged cause every interest or idea that i feel i want to try out, or aspire to, its either that i don't know how to start it, or i do and i fail at it cause lots of other people are simply better and more successful at it than me. After that i lose those ideas and start off back at square one again where i am not getting anywhere.
Hey man, if you need someone to talk to I am here. I have battled the same things and I know where you are. I am not a weirdo or creep, just someone who cares. You have more purpose then you know.
I hope thing's are getting better, I understand how you feel, if you ever want to talk about things just say so. I'm not a creep or weirdo and I will listen to you. I just figured you need to know that someone understands and someone cares.
i dont really know what to tell you, im kinda going through the same thing as you i find it very difficult to get up in the morning and being enthusiastic and postive is just...dont kill yourself ok just go on holiday and get away from everything
Nope, but I really do want to. The biggest issue for me is that I don't think my insurance would cover multiple visits to a therapist so it would be too costly for me at this time. If I knew that it was something I could do on a regular basis that wouldn't burden me financially, I would go, but just going once or twice wouldn't help me much in my opinion.
progress is an illusion. your complete at all times buddy. but your fellow man wont let you live that life. kill yourself. best advice youll receive. i am NOT joking with you. i am (or was) just like you....
You should try jumping high as a hobby. Increasing your vertical definitely is great void. You don't need to go public at gym that much( just once or twice a week). You just need a squat rack and a barbel which if you want you could just buy at Academy and sports authority but it''ll cos little bit 300 dollars or more. Have you watched the tfb? I also gonna get 50 inch vertical for standing. I know what it takes.
I gave a woman $5 on Labor day weekend. Actually I put $5 on her pump. If she needed gas or just wanted money, she got something. I did it for me, because I could, not because I expected gratification or for it to make me happy. Godamn bro, slow down a little. You seem to just be experiencing the "change". I don't know if you can contact me, but I can shine some light for you, I can help you understand yourself even though I don't know you...
Where do you want to be? What do you want to be? I stumbled onto you, and I assure you, you have a purpose and your somber, subtle intellect is proof! The world is full of superficial agendas and empty meaning. You feel dislodged because you want more than this. Also, you may not believe in these things, but there are people here, now, that are meant to guide people like you. You are the 'type' of person this world is going to embrace soon.
I haven't watched the rest of your video's yet but i wanted to say your such a nice guy, please try and keep your chin up. i look forward to your video's more than any bodies. Your on the right path spiritually. Your a cool dude Mr Chris!
"Why should I bother getting up" is something I also find myself thinking every morning. I used to be able to get out of bed as soon as I woke up but now I just lay there for about another hour. I also try to go back to sleep and continue interupted dreams.
Remembering past events and thinking about ways I could have fixed them is the reason I have trouble sleeping. Every night I'm either thinking about that or about something else to distract myself from it. Either way I'm lying awake.
Looks like clinical depression. Had the same shit myself some time ago. During that period I was reflecting upon my past all the time, like you do, I wasn't sure of any life purpose an so on. Weekends were like a torture because i was alone all day long and totally bored. But since then I discovered that all this is just an affect, emotional background, like being mentally tired. It doesn't have any real content to it. Try some supplements like omega-3 fatty acids, lecithin, inositol, B-vitamins
Hey Chris if you watch the first video you've ever made and then watch this one or part 2, you've made ALOT of progress man (at least to me). Also with going back into the past, I think it worked out the way it did for a reason, never regret a thing bro. You'll find love one day and she will probably have the same interests as you and you both can travel the world together. Just keep your hopes up my man! Life is like a roller coaster it goes up and down. Do what you think is best.
Exactly the same for me too. Mine ranges anywhere from the 2-5 AM to the 11-3 PM time period. But, this is only because it is summer vacation, once school starts up for me again I will be back to normal :D If there is such a thing called "normality".
@TCRos15 Yes same here, but then I always regret I missed the morning. And when I actually want to be up in the morning I have to stay up all night, and then I just feel tired in the morning.
I know it's easy to say this, but please keep pushing foward. I too, am in a place I don't like, but I am trying to push myself even though it's hard. I admire that you have courage to put yourself outhere. Your videos have helped me to know that I am not alone in these kind of feelings for what it's worth.
my life sucks to, i get fired from my jobs, dont have a girlfriend, im frustrated to chris, im with ya man
jdogg8830 3 weeks ago
Well,first about the past, do not dwell on the past- focus on the real life past cant be changed but future can be changed.this is a willful decision- and sometimes you have to make yourself DO smth before you understand what is it you like.I had a history of abuse as a child (all kinds of it) and it affected my whole life but i just made a decision to get through it- therapy - even if it is 2-4 sessions can help and then you like to help people - then volunteer in the hospital
kseniya1982 1 year ago
your videos make me cry sometimes, because I realize that a lot of what you say is true in my life as well, lost opportunities, relationships... i don't know, it makes me feel happy that i'm not alone, but at the same time i'm angry at the world for its existence (not the worlds existence, but the SA), I feel the same when people ask me for help, I can't decline at all, I cant bring myself to it, hope your life gets better
miniaturestallion69 1 year ago
I have lived my life feeling like a third wheel or "the backup" so to speak.
booblebumthumb 1 year ago
I am kinda like you man, for a while now i have been completely discouraged cause every interest or idea that i feel i want to try out, or aspire to, its either that i don't know how to start it, or i do and i fail at it cause lots of other people are simply better and more successful at it than me. After that i lose those ideas and start off back at square one again where i am not getting anywhere.
booblebumthumb 1 year ago
A wise man once said there is no progression without struggle, I'm a believer in that shit I have been struggling my whole life, keep ya head up!
hardcorebiker15 1 year ago
Hey man, if you need someone to talk to I am here. I have battled the same things and I know where you are. I am not a weirdo or creep, just someone who cares. You have more purpose then you know.
Krsjohns 1 year ago
I hope thing's are getting better, I understand how you feel, if you ever want to talk about things just say so. I'm not a creep or weirdo and I will listen to you. I just figured you need to know that someone understands and someone cares.
Krsjohns 1 year ago
i dont really know what to tell you, im kinda going through the same thing as you i find it very difficult to get up in the morning and being enthusiastic and postive is just...dont kill yourself ok just go on holiday and get away from everything
ZanderoAwesomo 1 year ago
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A nigger in a preppy shirt with a douchey mustache to boot? You SHOULD kill yourself, sir.
teddytanner 1 year ago
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A nigger with a preppy shirt and a douchey mustache. You should kill yourself, sir.
teddytanner 1 year ago
Yeah ignore that comment don't kill yourself. Don't give up stay strong!!
ilovepizzaforever07 1 year ago
Have you talked to a therapist?
ilovepizzaforever07 1 year ago
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Nope, but I really do want to. The biggest issue for me is that I don't think my insurance would cover multiple visits to a therapist so it would be too costly for me at this time. If I knew that it was something I could do on a regular basis that wouldn't burden me financially, I would go, but just going once or twice wouldn't help me much in my opinion.
ConsciousCloud 1 year ago
hope you ignore that last comment...
daveh441 2 years ago
progress is an illusion. your complete at all times buddy. but your fellow man wont let you live that life. kill yourself. best advice youll receive. i am NOT joking with you. i am (or was) just like you....
asscockballtits92TWO 2 years ago
It also doesn't need to change your lifestyle. Just 3 hours a week but that one is intense because you'll be using very heavy weights!
Here's a medical student who don't actually have busy time and terrible diet:
watch?v=TJDnzM6bhjk
watch?v=Kk9ElOSKAf8
Here's for the legend:
watch?v=6UBkRpMStjM
watch?v=4fj9J0rkQ2Q
Finally some few 5'9" dunks:
watch?v=GC_dhQ4TuqU
Sports doesn't suck at all specially if it includes heavy lifting. Why would you think that? It's most important void.
youpussy9 2 years ago
You should try jumping high as a hobby. Increasing your vertical definitely is great void. You don't need to go public at gym that much( just once or twice a week). You just need a squat rack and a barbel which if you want you could just buy at Academy and sports authority but it''ll cos little bit 300 dollars or more. Have you watched the tfb? I also gonna get 50 inch vertical for standing. I know what it takes.
youpussy9 2 years ago
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lexmark99099 2 years ago
o god i wish i could help u.i hate itwhen ppl are depressed like i was.still am.mylife sux.alot of times i wish i wasdead
jgoth08 2 years ago
I gave a woman $5 on Labor day weekend. Actually I put $5 on her pump. If she needed gas or just wanted money, she got something. I did it for me, because I could, not because I expected gratification or for it to make me happy. Godamn bro, slow down a little. You seem to just be experiencing the "change". I don't know if you can contact me, but I can shine some light for you, I can help you understand yourself even though I don't know you...
banegame 2 years ago
Where do you want to be? What do you want to be? I stumbled onto you, and I assure you, you have a purpose and your somber, subtle intellect is proof! The world is full of superficial agendas and empty meaning. You feel dislodged because you want more than this. Also, you may not believe in these things, but there are people here, now, that are meant to guide people like you. You are the 'type' of person this world is going to embrace soon.
banegame 2 years ago
I haven't watched the rest of your video's yet but i wanted to say your such a nice guy, please try and keep your chin up. i look forward to your video's more than any bodies. Your on the right path spiritually. Your a cool dude Mr Chris!
lisa73uk 2 years ago 3
I remembered your first video 2 yrs ago,you was 24 then,time flies. There is a big difference from then and you have come a long way.
retrojamaican 2 years ago
"Why should I bother getting up" is something I also find myself thinking every morning. I used to be able to get out of bed as soon as I woke up but now I just lay there for about another hour. I also try to go back to sleep and continue interupted dreams.
Remembering past events and thinking about ways I could have fixed them is the reason I have trouble sleeping. Every night I'm either thinking about that or about something else to distract myself from it. Either way I'm lying awake.
StealthyBob 2 years ago
Looks like clinical depression. Had the same shit myself some time ago. During that period I was reflecting upon my past all the time, like you do, I wasn't sure of any life purpose an so on. Weekends were like a torture because i was alone all day long and totally bored. But since then I discovered that all this is just an affect, emotional background, like being mentally tired. It doesn't have any real content to it. Try some supplements like omega-3 fatty acids, lecithin, inositol, B-vitamins
DornenBleiben 2 years ago
Hey Chris if you watch the first video you've ever made and then watch this one or part 2, you've made ALOT of progress man (at least to me). Also with going back into the past, I think it worked out the way it did for a reason, never regret a thing bro. You'll find love one day and she will probably have the same interests as you and you both can travel the world together. Just keep your hopes up my man! Life is like a roller coaster it goes up and down. Do what you think is best.
Justin17Nesquik 2 years ago
Your sleep schedule is very similar to mine. I go from 4am to maybe 2pm sometimes
TCRos15 2 years ago 4
Exactly the same for me too. Mine ranges anywhere from the 2-5 AM to the 11-3 PM time period. But, this is only because it is summer vacation, once school starts up for me again I will be back to normal :D If there is such a thing called "normality".
Justin17Nesquik 2 years ago
@TCRos15 Yes same here, but then I always regret I missed the morning. And when I actually want to be up in the morning I have to stay up all night, and then I just feel tired in the morning.
45petrus 1 year ago
Its hard for me too. My brother is going out and doing things and schools about to start. Times are tough
TCRos15 2 years ago
I know it's easy to say this, but please keep pushing foward. I too, am in a place I don't like, but I am trying to push myself even though it's hard. I admire that you have courage to put yourself outhere. Your videos have helped me to know that I am not alone in these kind of feelings for what it's worth.
KEEP MOVING FORWARD
lonesaku 2 years ago