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  • Jesus is healer !

  • This is a church? Looks like a hell hole. Born-Again Christians are a poison to Christianity. They are full of ignorance and hate! Down with the 'mega' churches!

  • @historyboy08 Any one who judges with hatred is all ready judged.

  • @dadjoma You're the one who has hatred. You hate gays (who are born that way), non-Christians and Christians who are part of a denomination, evolutionists, people who believe in a "world view," etc. God is the last one to judge me, you and everyone else, so quit judging people for who they are.

  • @historyboy08 May the LORD snatch you out of darkness. You have no idea what and Who you are missing out on.

  • @bsdesor I wasn't in the darkness to begin with. I understand God and his creation. He is our lord and father, but Born-Agains such as yourself live in the darkness and refuse to learn anything that is outside of the bible. How about trying to see God's world in the way it is and quit raising your hand in the air and dancing like a jackass.

  • @historyboy08 Last time I read my Bible, healthy trees bear much fruit.

  • why do gospel singers always do this fake weepy act?

    

  • @hipstermi 1 she isnt gospel 2 it isnt fake.

  • @JesusGeek777

    "1 she isnt gospel "

    Sings christian stuff...so what is she? or is there some new musical category I am not aware of (entirely possible I admit)

    "2 it isnt fake."

    Perhaps...but I do see lots of tears in just about every song at fundamentalist churches.

  • @hipstermi

    it's called contemporary praise and worship. gospel is sung in southern baptist churches and has more of the old school "amazing grace" sound.

    those tears are that you see in every video is the outpouring of the holy spirit, not saying EVERY time it is but ill will give 95% the other 5% i would say its singers who got caught up in the moment and really isn't feeling GOD move. Kari Jobe isn't one of them.

  • @hipstermi she is a worship leader

  • @hipstermi It is usually contemporary music I think. I agree alot of Christian singers tear up and some may be fake but I feel it is because most like Kari are using their gift to work for GOD. I cant sing and usually dont tear up when I sing but when I give my testimony or speak to a Church about my past or speak to kids about my past and their future I catch myself tearing because I feel that when I am doing so there is somehting about it that makes it very emotional.

  • @hipstermi when you are face to face with Jesus your eyes will run too!

  • When I feel like I have disappointed you, your always there, might not be there to stop the pain or the tears but to keep pushing me to try harder to live by your guidance. And I feel blessed to have your whisper telling me to never let go of you instead of helping me forget my past, its helping me grow stronger next to you. Thank you Jesus!

  • kari has a beautiful voice. she should sing the song and not the congregation. too much emphasis on every thing but her voice. good worship song but more is not always better. praise the Lord!!!

  • thnks god for u love its amazeng:)

  • Kari is a huge inspiration in my life. She makes me want to chase after my calling to be a worship leader, and chase after God with all my might! Her voice resonates deep in my soul. I am a huge fan and I dream to meet her someday and sing this song with her..it's my favorite of hers. Such a beautiful example to the world!

  • pRAISE GOD !!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU JESUS1111111111111

  • Thank You Jesus that You are my healing!

  • thing**

  • AND as far as Michael Guglielmucci's past is concern if he also fully repents he is forgiven and no one should judge him b/c we all sinned at one point. Some of us worst than others but sin is still sin ! No one can understand or explain why he did what he did.. but one thong I do know is that this song rocks, and he obviously has a God given talent. We should be lifting him up in prayer not beating him down as he is still a soul.

  • @noahsmom0611 not all sin is the same. some sin is worse than others.

  • @noahsmom0611

    "AND as far as Michael Guglielmucci's past is concern if he also fully repents he is forgiven and no one should judge him b/c we all sinned at one point."

    Bullshit. He's still lying. He claimed his "porn addiction" cause him to do this. That makes no sense- what does liking porn have to do with fraud and conning people out of money?

    Instead of taking responsibility he "blames" porn.

  • @hipstermi Michael Guglielmucci is a true testament to the Holy Spirit's life-transforming anointing. Yeah sure he told a tiny little white lie. But you can do anything and then repent and the truth will set you free. The undeniable truth in this song doesn't change.

    God healed the fat fuck of fake cancer but was unable to do anything about the porn. Praise Jesus!!!

  • What ever happen to if you have nothing nice to say, Then don't say anything at all. This is a glory filled song of the healing power of Jesus for those who are facing Diseases and Life threatening illnesses ! Yet and still certain people decided to leave peace, integrity and self respect in the trash and they type their nothing but arrogant and ignorant comments ! These negative comments remind us of the same Disgusting sin that we need to be running away from. wake up ppl..repent. JESUS SAVES

  • @noahsmom0611 If people really believed the words to this song then they'd deny life-saving treatment for their sick kids. And their kids would die. that's what would happen if people really believed.

  • @TENBolt Sadly,sometimes PRESUMPTION is mistakenly thought of as FAITH .

  • love this song, makes me cry.. THANK YOU JESUS ! 

  • i don't care how this song was written, nor who wrote it, nor the background of him . what's important is, amidst of the negative issues inflicted upon the composer, God used it for the composer to write this song .. :>

  • This is such a wonderful song full of truth and healing. Fuck whenever we sing it at youth group I get fucking goosebumps. When Micheal Guglielmucci came to my church and sang this song my heart wept for him! He is the glory and the lifter of our heads.

  • @redback80 Did "lord" satan send you to this youth group perhaps? You may fool some people, but not the Holy Spirit.

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  • To me... nobody sings this like Kari Jobe. :) I watch this video all the time!

  • @luvjules35 Yes -she does a great version. Though she should try singing it with tubes up her nose.

  • I think Kari sings this beautifully. Even though I am not a lesbian, I respect her for coming out. God doesn't need to heal us of sexual immorality. After all, it was the condemnation of the church against masturbation that inspired this awesome song. Whenever we sing this song in church I think of Michael Guggliemucci masturbating while he wrote this and know that God's love is eternal.

  • @redback80 She's a lesbian?

  • @redback80 A pathetic attempt at smearing one of God's children with lies is something a troll would do

  • BELIEVE AND HOLD ON TO HIS PROMISE HE IS FAITHFUL.... THANK YOU JESUS.

  • @dzwtfoundation That is so true. Pastor Mike will hold true to his promise to set us free. He promised that one day we would feel no guilt praising God while wanking our cocks. I pray that that day is not too far away. Pastor Mike is awesome and proves that miracles do happen.

  • I read the wikipedia article on Michael Guglielmucci, and apparently the man does need healing. That's the thing, God can heal us from our ourselves, from destroying our own lives with sin. Sin is the death of the soul, and Christ is it's resurrection. May we be dead to sin and alive in Christ (Romans 6:11)

  • Several of you are missing the point about what TENBolt is saying. The writer of this song is Michael Guglielmucci, who wrote it while supposedly inflicted with cancer which turned out to be untrue by his own admission. Lots of money was also donated to him as well. So in that sense, yes, this song is based off of a fraud and a lie. This, of course, has nothing to do with Kari Jobe or anyone else who chooses to cover this song.

  • This song brings tears to my eyes. Why He loves us so much, I'll never know but I'm so thankful.

  • Ok ~ it's official! You are one my favorite worship leaders. God grant her your perfect peace!

    Grace & Peace!

  • @PsalmsFive19 Pity she sings a song based on a fraud and a lie.

  • @TENBolt what about this song is a fraud and a lie??? I am living with a terrible disease and even though I don't look for healing, I am content with knowing that God's will is to sustain my health for however long he wants to. Let His will be done in your life too and it wouldn't matter if you are healed physically, the spiritual is what counts!!! Take care and God bless.

  • @TENBolt - Sorry, but you don't have a clue. Your thoughts are either based on false religious teaching or ignorance. May the Lord open your blinded eyes. He can. He is the Healer.

  • Faith lets put it to work people I seen this happen right in front of my eyes what is described in acts 218-20 the moon turned to blood.

  • I wish people would stop calling Kari a chubba-hubba.

  • @TENBolt  whats your problem? if you don't like kari or her music go to some other utube channel

  • Thank you Lord for your healing power.. I praise you and i love you..

  • @yammydudes Serious? what has he healed you of?

  • que lindo glória seja ao nosso Deus!!! minha alma bendiz ao senhor!!! que Deus ABENÇOE A kari jobe sempre!!

  • I wish worship was more a part of are daily life. I tend to keep and earbud in all day, but it's not the same thing as group worship. Could you imagine stepping out of your office at lunch time and meeting other christians to worship for a hour, even a half an hour everyday.

  • I love the part yes you are yes you are!! =)

  • Beautiful song.  Beautiful anointing!

  • Amen!

  • WHOEVER POSTED THIS SHOULD JUST DISABLE COMMENTS FROM BEING MADE. I'D RATHER SEE NO COMMENTS THAN ALL OF THE SICK ONES.

  • @anneprice34 I agree. Just like in heaven, there should be no freedom of speech. Us christians need protection from opinion. Anyone with an opinion should go to hell.

  • @redback80 THERE'S A DIFFERENCE IN OPINION AND SLANDER, IF YOUTUBE REVEALED THE TRUE IDENTITY OF POSTERS WHO SLANDER MANY WOULD FIND THEMSELVES IN COURT.

    ALSO A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN FREE SPEECH OPINION AND PORN REMARKS , ALSO OPENING UP YOUTUBE TO COURT FROM PARENTS OF YOUNGTERS WHO READ FILTHY REMARDS COULD ALSO TAKE YOUTUBE TO COURT. MOST WEBSITES, EVEN TV BLOCK FILTHY REMARKS BEING WRITTEN OR SAID ON THEM.

  • @anneprice34 You would be missing a chance to testify to those who would listen. Most of these sayers won't but you can still be a positive witness for Jesus. I have found a few who listened and were changed. I know how you feel though, really offensive ones should be removed , even TV bleeps out that kind of thing. That's not censorship, that is moral integrity and respect for decency. And they can always post Jesus loves you on their "wall" after they delete their comment/s.

  • iam so blessed to have jesus in my live.that is the greatest gife in the world.

  • @discipleJC1love Praise Jesus - I pray that Jesus heals you of your porn addiction cancer right now. Such a wonderful song. As a porn addiction cancer sufferer myself I can give testament to the fact God can heal us! Stay firm in your faith. I was able to go one and a half days last week without masturbating! I told my youth Pastor and he said it was probably because of this song! So powerful!

  • Kari Jobe, beautiful in every aspect =O

  • I love singers that don't "just sing"....that allow God to move and minister and work thru them! I really enjoyed this by Kari Jobe!

  • i'm so blessed !

  • she is so a beautiful child of God, her voice is awsome PTL

  • HE is all for me -this is a song of inspiration and healing power

  • Beautiful!

  • Such a powerful song. God's awesome healing power is so strong! It can even heal cancer! And miraculously - the cancer doesn't even need to exist.

  • Jesus is my healer.

  • Incredible worship. God is good. Kari is anointed.

  • I believe.

  • Im training to be a worship leader and when ever i hear this song it just reminds me what worshiping is all about.. Being in the presence of God is the most amazing feeling and forever will i believe.

  • @4realme2 I know exactly what you mean! I just started helping with worship at my church today and this song just keeps me going(=

  • really good song

    

  • such a beautiful voice and serving God.Good combination.

  • @HeavensblessedAngel Thank you so much. I do have a lot of support, my first supporter is jesus christ. Thanks you again.

  • Such a beautiful song that gives amazing hope, and really activates the Gift of Faith.

  • I am really going through a lot right now. This summer has been the toughest and yet the one that is going to make me the strongest. This song just recently has become my anthem. It gives me the hope to and strength i need to get through this trial. The min i hear it i can worship and praise god for the glory and mercy he has given me. Divorce my become a part of me soon but the devil will not take my hope in moving forward. 

  • @TheDarleneBrandon Amen move foward in Jesus name he has something better for you

  • @TheDarleneBrandon hATE TO HEAR THE BAD TIMES TDB BUT WE KNOW THEY WILL HAPPEN. HE WILL BE WITH YOU THROUGH IT ALL. HAVE YOU HEARD HER SING 'THIS IS MY SONG IN THE DESERT? GREAT ONE FOR EVERY DAY, CALLED DESERT SONG, ITS ONE SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD THAT I DON'T WON'T TO GET OUT!!! I WILL BE! PRAYING FOR YOU !!

  • Such a beautiful song and very spiritual. I really like the way that she sang this song. May God blessed her heart. My God my Almighty God. we love you sooo much. Praise your name always. Thank you for sharing this beautiful gospel. may God bless you. All the glory to you my God. Amen.

  • Oops accidentally hit the wrong key 2011 pangga, sorry, have too many screens open. Didn't mean to give a thumbs down. I apologize:o)

  • This song gives me hope. if I sing it, I feel more confidence that God is with me and that he loves me more.

  • This is one of the most wonderful songs for this century hands down.

  • Theres something about worshipping Jesus that makes everything soooo MUCH better! That personal communication with Jesus is something I NEVER want to lose.. because in his presence I am not afraid to lay everything down.... He is a healer miracle worker and MOST of all MY JESUS MY SAVIOR and can HELP ANYONE AND EVERYONE!!!!!!!!! I AM LIVING PROOF! I love you sooooo MUCH JESUS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lord lead me in the path you have directed for me!

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  • Shes has such an amazing annointment!! SHe touches me with all her songs. Thank you Jesus for blessing us with the people in music as well as out preachers and saints and everyone that puts a helping hand in!

  • i am planning on becoming a singer just like Kari and i believe God gave me the love for singing just for that. :) listen to my music :) God bless :)

  • @Russruss all praises to our living God and His faithfulness endures forever! Stay blessed my friend and may your experience testify more of God's goodness to many lives! =)

  • hey guys check this interview to Kari Jobe in Perú! South America /watch?v=t109KkVFVsQ

  • look at the peace in her eyes you will never see that in a person who is fighting against god and remember its never to late to give your self to Christ dont let satin say to you its too late for you to ask him to forgive you and save you. by all rights i deserve hell the deepest part of it but through gods mercy and love i am free and all i had to do was admit was i was wrong & in his mercy he forgave me and remembered no more i see who i was and i thank God for bringing me out, i couldn't.

  • ישוע אתה המרפא שלי

  • KiLL KILSILENCE!

  • Nothing is impossible with you, Jesus your all I need!! Jesus Your My Healer!! Scleroderma & Lupas Is Not Bigger than you!! I BELIEVE YOU MY HEALER!!!!

  • These music is too sweett

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  • Get this, Kari came to my church this past spring and sang for a revival and after the services, she would go in the back and play with the little kids. She would pick up a little kid or kids who had medical problems and she would sing "Healer" to them. She is such an inspiration to every boy and girl.

  • @J91hernandez that is so WONDERFUL! not exalting Kari, but I praise GOD for her,she allows His Spirit to flow through her voice and life, praise God! We are so blessed wtih true Christian's today, this world is changing, God's presence is growing stronger and stronger in more hearts and lifes than ever before , It is such a JOYFUL thing to see, feel and be a part of. , I heard "a new to me" song of hers today, can't quit listening to it. "When I speak His Name" I love brother Earl's video

  • Kari Jobe is an amazing person!

  • who would dislike this great song.

  • @taylorandbrody it is not that they don't like this song, they don't like this particular version. I like Kari Jobe, but I don't care for this version either. It is too fast and too heavy on the guitars. There is no solid groove in the rhythm section, and that takes a lot of the anointing out of it. Slow it down, and put the punch and syncopation back in, and it would be perfect. All of the abstract stuff on the drums in the beginning isn't needed either. Just keep a solid groove.

  • @drummerman31 as a song about porn addiction cancer - it needs a lot of rhythm. Like you say - a solid groove. Like if you take the words away.. Pastor Mike wouldn't be too impressed. And afterall, that's who we are singing this song for.

    I trust in you. I trust in you. Pastor Mike, please come back.

  • beautiful music.

  • AMEN! <3

    I believe you're my healer :)

    Nothing is impossible <3

  • this song is very amazing

    All the Haitian people who speak english adore you Karie Jobe and thank and Pray the Almighty for giving you this special gift. Simeon Jean

  • this song is very amazing

    

  • eu não me canso de ouvir essa música!! é linda d+++, não sei como pode existir 10 pessoas q tem o PÉSSIMO gosto de não gostar dessa linda musica!!

    a metade do acesso no youtube desse lindo video, foi eu!! rsrsrsrsrsrs

  • GREAT SONG!!!!!!!

  • I am hearing this song crying. I'm praying and asking the Lord to lay his heavenly hand on my face. I've been diagnosed with Bells Palsy. I've had it for a few months. I just pray Lord will relieve me from this I trust Jesus Christ he is my healer. I believe he will bring me back to the way my face was.. I will testify that he healed me.

  • @Smileyyy21 He is a healer, you just keep believing. Nothing is impossible with God, all things are possible through Jess, trust the impossible and continue to worship him. He is the Lord that heals all manner of sickness and diseases, just trust him!

  • @Smileyyy21 Jesus will heal you.

  • NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU LORD! YOU ARE MY HEALER AMEN!

  • why do you label this "performance"? this is worship...yes, song leaders are also performers but it is being a worshiper that is transcendent....we sing for God.....

  • heartfelt worship :)

    amen

  • God is my healer, my everything!... & Kari my favorite singer with a voice of an Angel xoxo

  • I Wish There Was a Loop Button For This Song!!!!!!! Only One Is The Healer and It's The One and True Living GOD!!!! JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • This is worship, active worship and not a performance if you listen with your heart you can inter into this act of worship also, the Spirit of God is speaking through this worship music.

  • This girl is singing with heart and is believable . I heard it in Australia where the song was sung  by a person who was found to be a fake in Australa which really rocked my faith a the time

    this is a great xideo

  • Im trying to think if she's the one that sang with the worship team at Hillsong last year?!! 2010 ? if so she's awesome!!! beautiful too!!! shot sis!

  • If He can heal Me,the worst of sinners,from Alcoholism,Addiction to Klonopin and Sleeping pills,then He will surely heal You. Just open Your Heart and allow Him to come in and He will mend Your broken Body and Save Your Soul.I give Him All of The Honor and All of The Glory!!!!! JESUS I LOVE YOU!!!!!

  • Wherever I play this song.. I cant control my self crying because I am so blessed. I believe Jesus is more than enough for me..... He is all I need... To God be the Glory...thanks Kari for sharing this wonderful song.....

  • @2011pangga Your more than Blessed, don't eve take it to seriously 

  • @2011pangga what a wonderful reminder

  • i believe in you Lord that you faithful and just

  • this is the first time I've heard this song. I'm 26 and I have a large herniated disc with severe nerve compression that is causing me to lose feeling in my lower left leg and foot. I need surgery but have no insurance. It's been 6months that I've been living with this. I cant lie down I use a cain to walk and a wheelchair at the grocery store. I am also a mother of 2 children. I have lost all hope of getting better but this song is amazing.!!! I believe he will heal me!!!

  • @klfregia131

    The LORD loves you and he is with you every second of your life! Oh how he loves us and this hurts him as much as it hurts you and have faith keep believing in our LORD God all mighty and he will save you! never loose faith he is with you and he knows what you are going through :) He wants you to know that by believing by trusting him and having faith you make him smile, you make him proud and happy! :D

  • Jesus is the healer. he healed me. His touch and power is so beautiful. thank you jesus for coming to me. thank you.

  • Nothing is impossible for believers...(for u) ...I get power and love and good aditude from our GOD and the Holy Spirit ...JESUS U make me so good and all I get from u and ur father. Now I havnt a easy live, but u are the reason because I live.... thank u for ur help my GOD! Get me hope ..because.. Nothing is impossible for believers... I must always think to you! GOD bless u all here

  • @tumirnix11 Nothing, Nothing is imposible if we believe. 

  • amen!

    

  • praise the Lord!!

  • My Healer healed me of so many different things in my life. the main thing being stage 3 cancer at age 15. i've been cancer free for 6 months, and i WILL continue to be. Jesus can do some amazing things if you have one thing: FAITH. have the faith that He can heal you. because He can. and He will.

  • YOU ARE INDEED THE HEALER LORD!!!AMEN

  • Yes, He IS our Healer. Amen and Praise His glorious name. May each one of you dear ones experience our Healer's embrace. I am trusting Him for my own healing. Amen and amen.

  • ela e parfeita que traga cada dia mais renovaçao

  • This song is a daily encouragement for me. I'm walking thru a very difficult physical battle and every single doctor is baffled and doesn't know what it is. But I believe that He is my healer. ♥

  • @SmurffMunchkin93 Stay strong that sounds super tough. We are so lucky to have Jesus in these times of confusion and pain. I will pray that they figure out what is going on and hopefully have something to offer you of benefit.

  • @SmurffMunchkin93 I believe the Lord will show you alternative doctors, and give you the answers you need!!

  • wow........ lame

  • Um is this a all women's church I really really need to invest in going too or is it some kind of women's event? Because in the video I see women everywhere. I would love to go to church here; well, for the right reasons. LOL...just kidn Bless You all!!! I love the lady singing.

  • We all can be just like him but we are sinners but Kari Jobe we all now is a beliver of Jesus Christ So never give up always trust in him if you have a problem just pray ask him to help you and if you have a sin go to him pray and say Lord I am a sinner and i commite my sin to you other always just trust in him and he will be with you if you are with him he will be with you to but all i have to say if you have a prayer request ask him and he is Lord of Lords and King of Kings he has the power

  • He is the healer of my sins. His blood cleansed my wounds, and his love restored mi heart. Jesus you are my God, My Healer, My Saviour, My friend, My Everything!!!!

  • She has an amazing voice. I love this song

  • Kari Jobe is beautiful inside and out

  • Please pray for my boyfriend, he's fighting for his life right now. His heart stopped minutes ago and the doctors are on it. :( Please for his complete healing. Thanks you and God Bless.

  • @vanitymaiden12 I am verry sorry about that

  • @vanitymaiden12 OMG! Did he make it!!!!!????? I hope so! That is the worst.

  • WOW ... Kari Jobe ! bcoz of your songs I feel GOD more and more! God bless You!

  • our God is an awesome and the perfect healer....i had really bad mental breakdown with depression suicidal schizophrenia plus epilepsy from a child and took myself off my meds (which don't recommend if you need them) and just trusted in God 2 provide my healing from these havent had a relapse in my mental in nearly years and november last year seen i had an epilepsy attack and its all thru me being able 2 say this is yours leave everything in his hands and at his alter and i believe im healed

  • she`s crying... .as much as i do.. .

  • LORD you`re all we need.. .

    evry man`s healer.. .

  • I had an astro-sarcoma in my brain in 1989. I asked two people to pray after a positve CAT scan. Weeks later the MRI came back clear----I had been having headaches. God healed me----and He continues to--and He always will...

  • god heals i had tumor in my face once.. i thaught i was going surgery but constant prayer and surrendering to jesus all my pain guess what im healed i am testament jesus heals and its 100% true nothing impossible in jesus

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  • @mrskarenkatz Quit trying to deceive people with time lines, you know it's not Biblical. We're supposed to be ready at whatever time he comes. If we had a timeline we would all act like fools and act ungodly til the last minute. Don't be deceived people.

  • @mrskarenkatz Quit trying to deceive people with time lines, you know it's not Biblical. We're supposed to be ready at whatever time he comes. If we had a timeline we would all act like fools and act ungodly til the last minute. Don't be deceived people.

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  • great song! beautiful woman! but....is this at Covenant in Carrolton?!?!?!

  • Faith comes by hearing, so listen to Christian Music, Christian Radio, Christian sermons in person or on the radio. It will increase your faith! Cry out to HIM, he is the only one who knows everything going on in your heart and mind and HE LOVES YOU more than you can understand.

  • I 'm very blessed and inspired by this song! very anointed! Praise God!

  • LORD I need YOU to show up in my life. My faith is fade away