i hope your new year is great and full of good things that bring you joy and help you.
i'm playing violin for this talent show thing and i got a new camera so someone might record it so since you wanted to see me play lol there might be your chance.
love the tattoos. im continuing to do well eating wise and im much happier with myself.
i hope you are or working to be too. don't let the winter blues getcha down!
Hi Johnny :) I am sending you prayers, positive energy and healthy thoughts for a blessed Christmas and New Year season! May 2009 bring you wellness in all areas of your life. Always remember you are special to me..... Merry Christmas Johnny :)
PS: I already posted about your newest tattoo the day you did this video, don't think I forgot lol - I was the first person to post lol ;)
Omg it is so adorable..I love it!!Im just not thinking I could do it lol. I love the shoes and the "blue ribbon" lol..Well stay strong..luvs ya...."cuddles" ~chas~
Very cute babe. I'm planning my tattoo now. It's snowflakes in honor of my two best friends who have been with me through all this shit in my life and have told me that they will never abandon me no matter how far off my rocker I get. LOL. I'm also thinking about more piercings... = ) Love you dear. Hope you are feeling better. <3
I just read some comments about you self-harming and I did not realise how similar I am to you. I want to get tattoos to cover the scars, just not sure what yet.
Love the hello kitty additions, hope you get some well deserved rest for Christmas..love ya! XXX
Thank you. I'd like to share with you that the reason I put them on my wrists (my star tattoos) is because I would never cut over a tattoo and it would prevent me from cutting that area and also remind me why I don't want to cut/scratch anymore. I hope that one day I can channel this kind of MENTALITY towards bulimia nervosa as that is what I struggle the hardest with addictive behavior wise... Anyhow, many people get tatts to cover stars, I hope you find what fits best for you!
i've always wondered if you've ever been a cutter? wierd question maybe but if "no", why do you think you never took that path (thank god!) and "just" focused on the food?
You are not the first to ask. I was requested long ago to make a video on this but haven't yet. Yes, I use to cut. I was never a deep cutter. I was what I call a "cat scratcher" I would scratch up my arms like a cat scratching post. It never really did it, like the numbness I get with bingeing and purging or the high of starvationg but seeing the cuts and the blood (I want to be careful how I word things to avoid tempatation/trigger for other cutters) did enough to keep me doing it. My first
set of tattos, the stars on my wrist, were done for cutting recovery purposes. I had stopped. When my Dad died though, shortly after, I cut after his funeral and that week - it was a small relapse. Since then I randomly had a bout or two slip with cutting - on the thighs and body image related. I think the last time I cut was a solid 2 years ago, maybe even 2 1/2 years ago and it was a small thigh "slip" not relapse. My "drug of choice" is food - is bingeing and purging - hope that helps answer
It will be a surprise LOL Actually, I'm on a break from tattooing as next week they are closed so I can't get inked for another 2 weeks which will be the Friday after next. I am running out of ideas for my small ones are a lot of my ideas are big or more complicated pieces that he is not able to do right now and I'm working with him at the moment... I have a few things in mind but have to see if he can do them and their placement, etc.
Wow Johnnykins what can I say?? So cute, so very you!! I love your tattoo it is GORGEOUS. Thanks so much for sharing this with us. So sorry you're not doing so great right now, hope you feel better soon darling. Take good care....LOLZ heated blanket?? I SO need one of those I am always cold!! :-( speak soon my lover xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
How is YOUR trophy? shining bright??? brighter than Xmas tree lights! I bet! Thank you so much dear. All my love to you and little C-chuddles too... Charlie Cuddles, is that not the cutest name ever?
thank you, i am a huge foot fetishist, it's outrageous. i use to have foot slaves, human carpets, human ballet trample sluts, submissive stiletto shiners, the works... stories from here to the moon on that lol your comments always make me smile, thank u
I'm so excited you are getting all these tattoos finished up, and new ones to come!!!
Crack open another coconut, add some spirulina and maca and spinach and yum! I've been having soaked goji and chia drinks, with coconut butter, cacao powder, spirulina, maca and mesquite, and it's fantastic!!!! With a bit of warm water so it's like a hot chocolate, and it's perfect!
lol You're too cute... going to respond back to you soon. It's been very crazy over here. How does chaos start? When we open the door, that's how. It only remains as we allow it. I'm fighting to find a productive way to channel my energy and not let it rip me of my mood - like in this video lol I watch it and think "what a grump!"
its ok to take a while to place a tattoo, it does have to be just right, but you do have one patient tattoo artist hehe. cant wait to see both your left and right together :)
He is my ex, others would of operated differently - trust me. He knows me well though and we have decided it's best to draw them out all as they will be places instead of TRACEY each one while I am there. I have been there 4 hours total each tattoo for all 3 recent tattoos. He is an apprentice right now and learning as he goes along. I trust him because I know he's a great artist. He use to make me the most beautiful art when he was my submissive/boy/lover/partner... good guy. Thank u!
thank you love, the only reason i got a rose is because in the middle of her leotard there is a little rose so it draws the peice together. i aslo went very ocd and it took almost 1 full l hour just to place the tattoo, it was really ridiculous to be honest. he had to keep drawing, taking off, tracing, replacing, taking off, the cycle. lol omg her symetry is very close to the fairy piece on my left ankle though so that was more imporant... dreams of pretty ballet floating from her head!
I made a public video and sent you an email letting you know I was going on email space break again. I hope you have reviewed them so you know it's not you. I don't even have special me time anymore and need to make sure that whatever time I do get to myself that I embrace it. Notice how my new vids are quick or just a check in. I miss making lectures but right now my ED focus/time online is with a top UK reporter for another magazine, this is a big project and taking up my limited net time. Hug
Hi !!! All day I was like "is Johnny going to get his tattoo today" I knew you had not been feeling well so I was not sure if you could or not. But you did ! Yeah! really really cute! :) I hope you are resting now and re energizing your body and spirit....
im in bed now on my laptop making sure this uploaded properly - how sweet of you - wed i was housebound and canceled the tattoo but today i was feeling a lot better physically due to all the natural healing i did the last few days... im talking immune herbs, hella raw garlic, super foods, healing spices, fresh juice blends, coconut water = THE WORKS. easiest and fastet most natural way to heal. it's my mood that is bothering me, this month has been crazy busy. work is going very well though!
I put coconut water, fresh thai young, on the list of superfoods. Superfoods should be eaten by everyone and can be used for specific conditions as well as overall wellness. Coconut water is by far the best electrolyte drink possible and resembles our plasma. It was even given to soliders during war and blood loss to keep them alive - through an IV line...It is very healing. Go crack yourself a thair young coconut today! They are cheap and delish. 1 coconut yields a juice sized cup of coco-water
thank you honey, i hope my mood improves well soon. physically i have done a ton of naturally healing and killed the virus fast. mood though is shitty today... just really busy and time flies by so fast and what are you left with to center yourself lol need to manage my schedule better, hugs to you
can u insert a picture of it where it's clear and focused? I'd love to see the detail xx
summerprincessxxx 6 months ago
this is the prettiest tattoo ever! xxx I want it xx
summerprincessxxx 7 months ago
ur a boy right??
tschuju 7 months ago
i have a hello kitty tattoo aswell on my wrist :)
DinaIsAZN 3 years ago
your ankles are so stylish now
WingedCrazy 3 years ago
i love this so much its so cute
:]
Happy New year
i hope 2009 brings good things
How many do you have???
cattygurl 3 years ago
hey johnny happy new year!
i hope your new year is great and full of good things that bring you joy and help you.
i'm playing violin for this talent show thing and i got a new camera so someone might record it so since you wanted to see me play lol there might be your chance.
love the tattoos. im continuing to do well eating wise and im much happier with myself.
i hope you are or working to be too. don't let the winter blues getcha down!
<3 sophie
abcdefghigkimacat 3 years ago
Hi Johnny :) I am sending you prayers, positive energy and healthy thoughts for a blessed Christmas and New Year season! May 2009 bring you wellness in all areas of your life. Always remember you are special to me..... Merry Christmas Johnny :)
PS: I already posted about your newest tattoo the day you did this video, don't think I forgot lol - I was the first person to post lol ;)
Hope you are feeling MUCH better!
ira150 3 years ago
Looks great! I hope you're feeling better now.
Rebecky412 3 years ago
Omg it is so adorable..I love it!!Im just not thinking I could do it lol. I love the shoes and the "blue ribbon" lol..Well stay strong..luvs ya...."cuddles" ~chas~
chasitiesteinke 3 years ago
awesome! you can never go wrong with hello kitty!
hxcchick 3 years ago
Love you Johnny! The tattoos are great!
mcehoffman 3 years ago
I love the little hearts!
CrynOut 3 years ago
So cute Love both your hello kitty tattoo´s and Hello Kitty will NEVER go out of fashion :-)
Damitarosie 3 years ago
love the detail!
fatgirlslim07 3 years ago
cute!
XOXO912 3 years ago
Your tattoos are sooo cute! <3
purplenessland 3 years ago
Very cute babe. I'm planning my tattoo now. It's snowflakes in honor of my two best friends who have been with me through all this shit in my life and have told me that they will never abandon me no matter how far off my rocker I get. LOL. I'm also thinking about more piercings... = ) Love you dear. Hope you are feeling better. <3
AnaDancer92 3 years ago
So cute!
I love your hello kitty tatoos :)
Gillian356 3 years ago
I just read some comments about you self-harming and I did not realise how similar I am to you. I want to get tattoos to cover the scars, just not sure what yet.
Love the hello kitty additions, hope you get some well deserved rest for Christmas..love ya! XXX
totalH20 3 years ago
Thank you. I'd like to share with you that the reason I put them on my wrists (my star tattoos) is because I would never cut over a tattoo and it would prevent me from cutting that area and also remind me why I don't want to cut/scratch anymore. I hope that one day I can channel this kind of MENTALITY towards bulimia nervosa as that is what I struggle the hardest with addictive behavior wise... Anyhow, many people get tatts to cover stars, I hope you find what fits best for you!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I'am sorry to hear about your immune system *feel better* and I lovee that tattoo it is adorable!! :)
fexi411 3 years ago
glad to see you and your vids again. x
beyonceknows 3 years ago
i've always wondered if you've ever been a cutter? wierd question maybe but if "no", why do you think you never took that path (thank god!) and "just" focused on the food?
pussywar 3 years ago
You are not the first to ask. I was requested long ago to make a video on this but haven't yet. Yes, I use to cut. I was never a deep cutter. I was what I call a "cat scratcher" I would scratch up my arms like a cat scratching post. It never really did it, like the numbness I get with bingeing and purging or the high of starvationg but seeing the cuts and the blood (I want to be careful how I word things to avoid tempatation/trigger for other cutters) did enough to keep me doing it. My first
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
set of tattos, the stars on my wrist, were done for cutting recovery purposes. I had stopped. When my Dad died though, shortly after, I cut after his funeral and that week - it was a small relapse. Since then I randomly had a bout or two slip with cutting - on the thighs and body image related. I think the last time I cut was a solid 2 years ago, maybe even 2 1/2 years ago and it was a small thigh "slip" not relapse. My "drug of choice" is food - is bingeing and purging - hope that helps answer
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Fell batter, miss you = /
PrettiestPinkGun 3 years ago
Gorgeous :) And cute!!!! ***HUGS***
PringlesMinis 3 years ago
Looks beautiful Johnny!
FrossetBlod 3 years ago
Whats your next tattoo?
nakitastrasser 3 years ago
It will be a surprise LOL Actually, I'm on a break from tattooing as next week they are closed so I can't get inked for another 2 weeks which will be the Friday after next. I am running out of ideas for my small ones are a lot of my ideas are big or more complicated pieces that he is not able to do right now and I'm working with him at the moment... I have a few things in mind but have to see if he can do them and their placement, etc.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Wow Johnnykins what can I say?? So cute, so very you!! I love your tattoo it is GORGEOUS. Thanks so much for sharing this with us. So sorry you're not doing so great right now, hope you feel better soon darling. Take good care....LOLZ heated blanket?? I SO need one of those I am always cold!! :-( speak soon my lover xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
cubbles7 3 years ago
How is YOUR trophy? shining bright??? brighter than Xmas tree lights! I bet! Thank you so much dear. All my love to you and little C-chuddles too... Charlie Cuddles, is that not the cutest name ever?
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
your tat is awesome and so adorable, i love it :)
i love it when you have a new tattoo video :D it always makes my day, can't wait for the next one
hope you get some rest and feel better
take care
xxx
(oh and your foot doesn't look weird! it's as gorgeous as the rest of you)
CinnamonPhoenix 3 years ago
thank you, i am a huge foot fetishist, it's outrageous. i use to have foot slaves, human carpets, human ballet trample sluts, submissive stiletto shiners, the works... stories from here to the moon on that lol your comments always make me smile, thank u
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Feel better soon Johnny! These tattoos are wayyy too cute! I've been praying that things are going well for you :)
audrinaaa 3 years ago
I la la la la-love prayers, thank you so much!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I'm so excited you are getting all these tattoos finished up, and new ones to come!!!
Crack open another coconut, add some spirulina and maca and spinach and yum! I've been having soaked goji and chia drinks, with coconut butter, cacao powder, spirulina, maca and mesquite, and it's fantastic!!!! With a bit of warm water so it's like a hot chocolate, and it's perfect!
theskinnypig 3 years ago
lol You're too cute... going to respond back to you soon. It's been very crazy over here. How does chaos start? When we open the door, that's how. It only remains as we allow it. I'm fighting to find a productive way to channel my energy and not let it rip me of my mood - like in this video lol I watch it and think "what a grump!"
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I love it..soo cute....hope your getting rest !
FoxyNewfieBack 3 years ago
thanks hun
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
its ok to take a while to place a tattoo, it does have to be just right, but you do have one patient tattoo artist hehe. cant wait to see both your left and right together :)
forevermuddledme 3 years ago
He is my ex, others would of operated differently - trust me. He knows me well though and we have decided it's best to draw them out all as they will be places instead of TRACEY each one while I am there. I have been there 4 hours total each tattoo for all 3 recent tattoos. He is an apprentice right now and learning as he goes along. I trust him because I know he's a great artist. He use to make me the most beautiful art when he was my submissive/boy/lover/partner... good guy. Thank u!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
its soo cute! ^_^
get well soon johnny ='<
XxbabytiffxX 3 years ago
gonzooooooooooo
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
what about hiiiiiim? XDD
XxbabytiffxX 3 years ago
i had to say his name, it made me smile
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
yeeeeyy ^o^
if it makes you smile more its 1 am and i cant move cus hes layed on my feet ^-^
XxbabytiffxX 3 years ago
hope you feel better soon, its a cute tattoo the rose is really nice :)
forevermuddledme 3 years ago
thank you love, the only reason i got a rose is because in the middle of her leotard there is a little rose so it draws the peice together. i aslo went very ocd and it took almost 1 full l hour just to place the tattoo, it was really ridiculous to be honest. he had to keep drawing, taking off, tracing, replacing, taking off, the cycle. lol omg her symetry is very close to the fairy piece on my left ankle though so that was more imporant... dreams of pretty ballet floating from her head!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I haven't heard from you in so long =(
xTwoOfHeartsx 3 years ago
I made a public video and sent you an email letting you know I was going on email space break again. I hope you have reviewed them so you know it's not you. I don't even have special me time anymore and need to make sure that whatever time I do get to myself that I embrace it. Notice how my new vids are quick or just a check in. I miss making lectures but right now my ED focus/time online is with a top UK reporter for another magazine, this is a big project and taking up my limited net time. Hug
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Hi !!! All day I was like "is Johnny going to get his tattoo today" I knew you had not been feeling well so I was not sure if you could or not. But you did ! Yeah! really really cute! :) I hope you are resting now and re energizing your body and spirit....
ira150 3 years ago
im in bed now on my laptop making sure this uploaded properly - how sweet of you - wed i was housebound and canceled the tattoo but today i was feeling a lot better physically due to all the natural healing i did the last few days... im talking immune herbs, hella raw garlic, super foods, healing spices, fresh juice blends, coconut water = THE WORKS. easiest and fastet most natural way to heal. it's my mood that is bothering me, this month has been crazy busy. work is going very well though!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Would you suggest coconut water for being any type of sick? Or just in some ways? And your tattoo is so effing cute!!!!
JennVOGUE 3 years ago
I put coconut water, fresh thai young, on the list of superfoods. Superfoods should be eaten by everyone and can be used for specific conditions as well as overall wellness. Coconut water is by far the best electrolyte drink possible and resembles our plasma. It was even given to soliders during war and blood loss to keep them alive - through an IV line...It is very healing. Go crack yourself a thair young coconut today! They are cheap and delish. 1 coconut yields a juice sized cup of coco-water
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
love the tattoo. sorry you're not feeling well. get better soon.
flyaway3860 3 years ago
thank you honey, i hope my mood improves well soon. physically i have done a ton of naturally healing and killed the virus fast. mood though is shitty today... just really busy and time flies by so fast and what are you left with to center yourself lol need to manage my schedule better, hugs to you
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
xoxoxo
flyaway3860 3 years ago