FTM Timeline.

[ThePicklelilly1]

you really like that two fingered salute huh :)

Congrats on finding yourself.

[Dash107]

@ThePicklelilly1

Yeah I overdid the peace signs back in the day lol

[ThePicklelilly1]

@Dash107 oh, it means peace in America? I am a mum of three here In U.K and it means something else - If I catch em doing it they get grounded hah :)

Be happy in your life, take care. x

[Dash107]

@ThePicklelilly1

Oh, whoops! My bad, perhaps I should check the cultural context of such things.

You too, and thanks :)

[0TheComplications]

4:48 I have a lizard that looks exactly like that lol

[LouiseHans10]

lovely video! lovely you!

[loverbaybe1]

WOULD U SUPPORT a FTM-Transguy, or any LGBT community people who struggle alone with no family... see more at indiegogo. com/MY-LiFE

just delete the space before com ..

[Calvero416]

Do what makes you happy...that's all that needs to be known..for everyone

[sebastian73046]

4:14 so cute!

5:30 hahaha

[sebastian73046]

4:14 so cute!



[KeybearerOfDarkness]

Wow. This video is so awesome. I don't know what it is but after you got your hair cut, you just look generally happier. It's so awesome that you've gotten the opportunity to do this. At least from your pics, I can tell it was pretty obvious from a very young age! Hopefully I'll get the strength and courage to transition. I obviously don't know you, but did your parents see it coming? Sorry if it's personal, but I just wanna know for future reference coming out to my parents.

[Dash107]

@KeybearerOfDarkness

Yeah man, the more masculine I was `allowed` to be, the happier I became.

I don`t know if I`d say they saw it coming, because they didn`t know anything about transitioning, and they thought, and still think, that physically transitioning is really extreme. But, when they look back, they aren`t surprised. They can look back now and see that I was always a boy.

[bigfanfrodo]

nice timeline dude, dont know if i got the guts to do mine

[Dash107]

@bigfanfrodo

Thanks dude- you`ll find the strength in your own time, if you need someone to talk to, feel free to hit me up!

[xremebexrmexnowx]

your awesome my dear stand up for yourself forever everything will be great in the end!! woop woop!

[Dash107]

@xremebexrmexnowx

Thanks :)

[xremebexrmexnowx]

@Dash107 your welcomee!

[AlektheViking]

Dude this is fucking awesome! Love it :)

[Dash107]

@AlektheViking

Thank-you :)

[ElloitsCass]

I notice a very similar trend with all FTMs (including myself), as a female, you really try to look for those muscles and take pictures of them to feel a sense of masculinity. It's kind of interesting and something I've noticed that shows just how trapped we feel.

[OurQueerWorld]

Great video!

[thisismadnessxx]

You're so handsome. This gave me inspiration to come out to my best friend.

[Dash107]

@thisismadnessxx

Thank-you! :) And I'm glad that you were able to come out, how did your best friend take things?

[NaruJen55]

Hey man, just wondering where abouts in the slideshow you came out (assuming you have) :) Just intregued.

[Dash107]

@NaruJen55

I came out around the same time I cut my hair :)

My mom said that if I cut it short I'd look like a boy, so I filled her in xD

[werespyro]

this is by far one of the most moving ftm slideshows i have seen <3

[Dash107]

@werespyro

Thank-you, that means a lot :)

[proudtrans15]

I don't mean to sound like a creeper when I say this but you have really pretty eyes. haha

[bef11]

this made me cry, im proud of you even tho i dont know you either!!! :)

[Dash107]

@bef11

Thank-you :)

[ChibiWonders]

With every picture, I just got more and more excited for you. :D Yay, when you were finally allowed to cut your hair short!

[Damnedsoul53]

aww you were such a cute little boy

[Dash107]

@Damnedsoul53

Thank-you :)

[chache323]

in 4:11 is tat bellflower man

[Helenamelovv]

Você nunca foi uma garota...foi sempre muito óbvio desde sempre! De qualquer forma, parabéns pela coragem de se expor, e boa sorte na vida!

[BladedVelvet]

Confound you, you've done went and made me cry with that picture of you and the birthday boy ribbon. I have no idea who you are, but I am proud of you... Just for being you.

[Dash107]

@BladedVelvet

*smiles* thank-you, that means a lot.

[TylerandJo1]

Awesome vid. . . so are you still in high school- been to the christian school thing too- was raised and went to school in a private catholic school- it sucked! LOL anyways the birthday boy ribbon was rockin! keep v-loging!

[Dash107]

@TylerandJo1

Yeah I'm in Gr. 12 now, at a public highschool, which has been great.

Thanks dude :)

[rienoupas]

i cringed for you when i saw the christian school sign.  been there, done that, wouldn't wish it on anyone.

[Dash107]

@rienoupas

Yeah, it was rough, that's for sure.

[burninggal3421]

omg!!! at 6:39 your wearing a black fodora and i have the exact same one lol

[Dash107]

@burninggal3421

Sweet xD

[TheEscapedBalloon]

D'aw.

You were so cute with your long hair; I'd never be able to handle that sort of style, too time-wasting. You're pretty handsome now, though.

[Dash107]

@TheEscapedBalloon

Yeah my moms the one who kept it in shape- I was always running around getting dirt in it and what not lol.

[MadHatterKyo]

Dude, you wearing that "Birthday Boy" ribbon totally made my day. That was awesome!

[Dash107]

@MadHatterKyo

Lol I know eh xD

[Dash107]

@thegirlyouneversee

Yeah I've had to give up a lot of the sports I love because I'm trans- it sucks.

[Dash107]

@thegirlyouneversee

Awesome :) It's a sweet hat!

[GeorgeLee360]

dutty tha

[MyDadLikesBatman]

this is sooo me(: but i dont want to tell my parents, they're not judgemental or anything, but i... i just cant figure out the right time.

[Dash107]

@MyDadLikesBatman

You'll know when the time is right dude, best of luck!

Jake

[MyDadLikesBatman]

@Dash107 thanks(:

[Dash107]

@MyDadLikesBatman

NP dude. Message me if you need someone to talk to!

[fencingcellist]

@MyDadLikesBatman

There will probably never be a right time for them. Choose YOUR right time. Good luck. As long as your personal code of honor is in place -- you cannot go wrong, even if you face hard times. B

[TheFreak137]

I don't usually comment on videos but I just had to on this one. In your video, even with the feminine features & long hair of your older pictures, I see boi all the way. Its in your eyes man, they just scream Male to me. I commend you for having the strength & courage necessary to travel this journey. It might be hard but it will be worth it. I only hope that I can make it out of here alive so that I too can start my own journey. May peace, love & happiness never be in short supply for you! ^_^

[Dash107]

@TheFreak137

Thank-you for taking the time to comment! I really appreciate your

sincerity and kindness. Best of luck to you as well :)

[ranae404]

all i can say is what he hell went wrong???? seriously

[Dash107]

@ranae404

huh?

[ShinsakuYumna]

@ranae404 Dude, it went right, not wrong. During the pregnancy, there is a hormone defficiency which causes a baby with male brainwaves to grow into a female body, or vice versa. The process of gender transition, female to male in this case, is merely reshaping the unwanted, wrong body to fit with the brain. The kid in this video was never a girl and will never be.

[ResaChan]

5:08 you can tell you're uncomfy..

[laila123455]

My mom loves making me dress as a girl, and I'm too scared to say anything..

[Dash107]

@laila123455

If you dont mind me asking, how old are you?

[laila123455]

@Dash107 13 now..

[Dash107]

@laila123455

Well, I`d say that by 13 you should be able to make your own decisions about what you wear. At the same time I know how hard it can be to get people to let you be yourself.

I hope that in time your mom will become use to the idea of you dressing however you feel most comfortable.

[hollytherat]

Hey, love the video :) Reminds me so much of me :P I was just wondering (because I always have trouble) how do you find shorts that fit from the men's section, do you have smallish hips? Because I have MAASSSIVVEE Square girl hips :/ (grr) and I find that if I get the right size to wear em low on my hips, then the legs are that of a fat man's short legs :( same with trousers too.. xxx

[Dash107]

@hollytherat

I`m actually blessed with a rather straight hipped figure..I don`t really have hips all that much, so I don`t really have too much of a problem finding pants and shorts that fit me on the waist, I am short however...so I usually have to get my pants ultered.

[hollytherat]

@Dash107 Ahh lucky you :P my hips are so big! they're like 2 or 3 inches wider than my waist!

and okay, maybe I should just get mine altered then :P x Thanks anyway for the help!

[Dash107]

@hollytherat

np dude, I hope you can figure it out :)

[Havixus]

I was born male, but I loved this video so much. Thanks for posting it. Beautiful.

[SamWinchestersDemon]

You amaze me! Dude really. I wish I could do what you have the strength to do. Only three of my closet friends know who I really am while my family and others just see me as a "dyke" and I'm 21

Spending your life pretending to be someone your not is hard I'm so happy that you got to be yourself so young

[Dash107]

@SamWinchestersDemon

*smiles* thanks dude- and I know how hard it can be for everyone to think your a dyke.

Best of luck dude, I hope you can come out soon and find happiness!

[SamWinchestersDemon]

@Dash107 Thanks man. I'm trying I just had a meeting with my youth group and came out to about 20 people. It felt amazing!! and my Pastor said he was willing to help me with as much as he could so that was great!

Just wondering though...Could you give me any tips on coming out to the family? I mena mine think I'm gay and I thought that was enough.(That was a war and a half.) I dont want to lose them...

[claireanimorphs]

Cool video dude! :)

[EmyUchihaUzumaki]

im happy for you! <3

[HappySealProductions]

4:32

Rick Astley?!

[CaptainBexx]

4.16 CUTE

[Prelude2ADream]

This is an amazing video. Thanks for posting.

[UnCreativeBeliever]

This is absolutly amazing! You inspire me! I'm only 15 and have no idea who I am right now and you did at such a young age? Wow! You look great :)

[DamienMasterson]

I evny you so much. You were able to start your transition so early in middleschool. I am only a freshman and I want to come out and transition so bad but my mom wont allow it until i am out of school. this video is an inspiration to be who you want to be and let nobody tell you otherwise.

[Dash107]

@TEDIIVENOM

*smiles* 

[wolfden24]

You really are awesome. I wish I could have been where you are now when I was your age. I'm 25 and just starting my process to be the man I should have been born as. - Lukkas

[Julleen]

I love da fact dat you're so open about it! I'm 17 in a 2 weeks and dis is gonna be my last year in high school so now since I know who I truly am,I'm gonna start dressing like the boy I really am, but the only thing is, dat i'm straight. U r truly an inspiration...!

[Dash107]

@Julleen

Thank-you. I hope that everything works out for you :)

[Heathaholic]

haha its not fair every trans man on youtube looks so awesome as a male :p

[claytonplz]

Such a great video! Good for you :)

[lalasitah]

You videos are cool but how old ate u ??? =)

[Dash107]

@lalasitah

I`m 17.

[lalasitah]

@Dash107 hmmm. You're cute.. why dont u come to brasil?? lol

Take care babie

[ebonyhippo]

Awesome slideshow. If you don't mind my asking, what was it like growing up ftm in Christian schools?

[Dash107]

@ebonyhippo

I don't mind at all, and it was extremely hard. People were very closed minded and told me that I was a sinner for being queer.

[ebonyhippo]

@Dash107 Well, thanks for being so open about it. I hope things have gotten at least a little easier and more accepting after hs.

[veganleo]

i love your kids pics, so cute!

[Dash107]

@veganleo

Thanks :)

[ctrapani77]

Great job dude!

[slickma1]

You are precious!

[LesbianLoveDyke]

OMG! Boe this vid is awsome!!! XD

[Dash107]

@LesbianLoveDyke *smiles*  Thanks Shay :)

[pmdallday]

duuuuddeeeee. playlist please? :)

[Dash107]

@pmdallday

Songs:

1. If I Could Be Like That By: Three doors Down

2. Somewhere Out There By: Our Lady Peace

3. Walking Disaster By: Sum 41

[charlenemonique1]

It seems to me from your childhood photos that your Mom atleast let you chose some of the clothes you wore just by the look of the colors and the boyish style of a lot of them. Am I correct ? I have'nt seen any of your other videos . Just tuned in . Best of luck to you . How old are you now by the way ? You look a bit youger than my kid who's 18 now .

[Dash107]

@charlenemonique1 me and my mom use to fight a lot over what I could and coudn`t wear when I was little. I have plenty of pictures of me wearing girlyer clothes, but I chose not to put those in because they didn`t reflect who I really was/am. And I`m 17.

[KidLunarr]

Man, it's so not even fair haha. You looked like a guy your whole life D: I look like such a girl no matter how baggy my clothes or how short I cut my hair.

[Dash107]

T will do wonders for us all my brother :)

[ZikiChicken]

@KidLunarr I hear that, man. I have the same damn problem. or more or less I just can't seem to pass or figure out what's so damn feminine about me! D:

[SuperChris2727]

good songs i know how u feel i can relate because i'm the same and god will always love us all too he really does

[tonyalva14]

man i love seeing guys like us go throogh our ocward years and becoming the guyys we really r. nice vid bro. im thinkin of makin one of these

[Calvero416]

Please do make your own before and after vid. I love watching these and I've seen most of them.

[ChatDeLament]

god this vid still makes me tear up. beautiful vid hunnie. maybe in a few years you should make a updated version of this =)

[Dash107]

*smiles* I totally will. Once I`m on t I can add my journey from that, and then my surgery journey and what not :)

[Maiku2010]

2:12 Canada!

[PhanaticPsycho]

wow, this is amazing, you seem a happier person now.

Was that a gechko? Kc, got one damn cutness ^_^

Loving the hair btw ^_^

[Dash107]

His name is Benji, he's a leopard gecko.

[lemmonhead5080]

inspiring. wish i can make my own.

[Dash107]

you should man

[lemmonhead5080]

havent even come out of this closet :S

[Maiku2010]

@lemmonhead5080 Lol, don't worry you're not alone. I haven't either.

[FailJezzieFail]

Wow. You're amazing. :]

[Dash107]

Well thank-you :)

[Ftmark1]

I totally dig your vid, it actually inspired me to do my own. It is true, you pass well; I gotta admit I'm actually a little jelous of that!

[Dash107]

thanks dude, I'm glad I inspired you :)

[JunkerZip]

You pass so good.

I would never mistake you for a girl if I saw you walking by. :)

[Dash107]

*smiles* thanks dude, that made my day :)

[jaydendonahue]

leopard gecko!  i have one too!

[VirulentINSANITY]

I love videos like this. This is awesome!!! I like the one where you have that.... whatever it is in your nose XD The dog is mad cute too.

[Popeslave]

Gecko! :D We have a Bearded Dragon

[Aciliveth]

Not gonna lie, I had to pause at 00:31 and stare for a while to figure out which one way you. I considered making my own timeline but I thought it was too early, but now I have a bigger urge to. Yours is fantastic. And I'm in love with 4:56.

[ChatDeLament]

*LOVED

[ChatDeLament]

*squeelz!* Aww hunnie!!! I LOED IT! =D Good for you! im proud of you! I hope that in a few more years youll make another one :)

[Dash107]

*smiles* yeah I plan on adding onto it, so like when I'm on T, I'll have my early stages of that and then, surgery, and then me at 20, 30 etc. :)