DVD Interview Clip 9

[ShellySki]

Poor Ryan looks like hes gonna cry when he talks about hid dad :(

[kittygrl8k]

You wondering what that sound was? Oh, don't mind it, it's just my heart breaking into a thousand little pieces.

[xoDearViolet]

aww poor ryan, i know how it feels :( spencer is so cute!

[getyourfakeon]

Ryan looks so sad. He looks like he's about to cry at one point.

[dannyjones4reddyd]

I know he was an alcoholic, but was Ryan's dad abusive? I dont think so, but I'm not sure....

[Kath111]

@dannyjones4reddyd I heard about that Ryans dad said that Ryan wasn't son whose he wanted but before he died he helped boys and gave them money for their first recordings. Ryan apparently reconciled with him and explained few things but sad it is that he died when everything went to a better.

[dannyjones4reddyd]

@Kath111 yeah that is sad. thanks for letting me know anyway. can i just ask tho - where did you find that out??

[Kath111]

@dannyjones4reddyd on the website of Polish fanclub P ATD.

[cdancer899]

AWWWW. I loooove Ryan<3 :(

[prettypurpleponiez]

poor ryro babykins!! D: awwh, he's just so adorable, why would his dad ever put him through all that??

[PsychoLeVIATHAN]

I feel Ryan's pain. My dad's an alcoholic too. Shit ain't easy. It's good he have Bden, Jwalks and Spence...

[MsPanicatthedisco12]

I think Ryry was abused... in camisado the lyrics seems like that he was abused.

[TheBalladOfMonaLisa7]

Oh my gawsh!Im not an emotional person and i cud seriosly cry!Ryan Didnt deserve that!Im shocked,i feel sooo for him,but,no offence to him or anything,but hes actually turning into his father....:c Poor Babe,He really Didnt deserve that.Imma pray for him :c the day his dad died is next month...:c poor babe....gawsh,i feel so bad for him,i think im gonna cry im being serios!Gawd,Where was his mom at ne way?

[TheBalladOfMonaLisa7]

And some people think they have it bad...:c

[rockogem]

"The bruises and contusions will remind me what you do when you wake "

...i think that says a lot about his dad right there. :\

[angelshalo]

I really wish I knew where to find the origional lyrics for the songs now...(the ones that are in the booklet)

[Aafiaeh]

@angelshalo You can find them in the booklet XD

[edwardandbella156]

What exactly happened to Ryans dad?

[gaiieta123isaa]

ai mi ryro u_u qe me ha hecho sentir mal T_T

lo quisiera abrasar i decirlo lo cuanto le aprecio i amo :(

[petewentzbaby08]

You always heayar about Ryan's dad. Well, i do bc everyone assumes everything, you may be right, but you don't always know even if they did say it was in a song. Maybe there was a bigger message but nobody caught it.

Anywho, where's his mom,, what happened to her? & what's he go to college for?

[IsabelleTheDreamy]

@petewentzbaby08 I've read somewhere that his mum died when he was a little boy.

[Emilyy182]

omg this interview was less than a week before his dad died, how scary is that?

[adeq5197]

Brendon! Hug him already, gosh!

[adeq5197]

God, give me a tissue.

Ryan looks so fragile. There's something in his eyes. Pain. Sadness.

[gymcrazy720]

@adeq5197 i agree. its really sad too.

[stephluvspanic]

i wish i could give ryro a hug :(

[xpanicislifex]

RYAN :'( POOR BABY!!!

[singdanceactbabe4]

Ryan is so strong!!! He made me wanna cry!!! I luv him!!!!

[Epetrus1204]

God, it's like Ryan's falling apart. His eyes are full of pain, but look made up and firm in a way.

I can't even describe it.

I didn't know he had a scholarship. Good for him :)

[thisisalexcleveland]

awh, it looks like he's trying not to cry.

he keeps swallowing. :...[

[xxMonstersRcallingxx]

God could you imagine going from High School to being in a band that was signed

[SANTIdarling2393]

I saw this and was kind of in shock, I'd never heard Ryan talk about his dad, I never thought he felt comfortable.Good for you Ryan, I'm proud.

[xxJAXTERSxx]

I'm glad Ryan took the chance because if he didn't, none of us would've ever heard of Panic for the reason that it would probably not exsist, so I'm happy he took that chance!

[xxxlovestingsxxx]

im glad ryan took the chance

[KattyChatty5]

thats.sad.....awh.ryro.....

[SonicFan3155]

I feel so bad for Ryan there he looks so sad I just want to hug him!

[grr1288]

poor ryan! :[

we all love you!

well at least i do! :]

[kaylaunreal]

I love Ryan.

He kinda looks like he's about to fall to pieces in the oddest way, but he's still adorable and very admirable here.

You have to commend the boy for making the best of the worst and becoming Ryan fuckin' Ross. His dad played a big role in his life, music-wise and out, and he came out of that to do what he wanted to do, still full of countenance.

[XxXxchibiXxX]

aw i wish i could just give him a hug hes so fragile there

[JessicaAckles]

Aw, Ryan. I just wanna snuggle him here. =[ Poor thing.

Did anyone else notice that after Spencer finishes talking at :57 he does this little -gulp- thing? xD

[jordanwantszacefron9]

Aw Ryro. If I could, I would give him the biggest hug I've ever given to anyone in my entire life right now.

[MirandaXoXo13]

Camisado and Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for snacks are about Ryan's Dad.

Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for snacks: About him being drunk, all the time. And coming home and getting on Ryan about anything possible, while Ryan just tried to be perfect for his father, and his father when he drank, just didn't want Ryan anymore, and was mean to him, degrading him. So Ryan wrote that.

Camisado; his dad would get so drunk that was admitted into hospitals frequently which explains many lines.

[MusicxBookFreak]

At the end of camisado in the fever lyric booklet, with the original lyrics, it says:

(Second highest number of curses, swears and punches) or something along the lines of that. I'm not sure I want to interpret that further, but. It's not really our business anyway.

[MirandaXoXo13]

Whoa. *Races off to find booklet*

[MirandaXoXo13]

Whoaaaa. You're right. Haha I've read those lyrics in the book a thousand times and never noticed that. I really love the original versions <3.

[MusicxBookFreak]

Ryan's quite the poet. xD

[NeonBlinker]

Also on build god, then we'll talk

there are added things to the "story" that goes on throughout the song its cool

[vaneSSa5312]

aww i feel so bad for ryan :(

[9panicfreak9]

anyone know what college ryan was at? and is it still possible to get the rolling stones magazine with them on it?

[MizZuStoOd]

he was in UNLV.

[9panicfreak9]

thanks, do you know where i can get the magazine?

[MizZuStoOd]

i'm sure someone is selling it on ebay or something.

just google it, i suppose.

[9panicfreak9]

k thanks again

[xxWannabeWriterxx]

I wanted to study creative writing in my local college too, but so many things have changed and now I wanna pull a Ryan Ross & do something totally different with my life, something I'd enjoy. :]

[iLuVpAnIcAtThEdIsC0]

even though his dad isnt alive at the moment, im pretty sure he is very proud of ryan...he's accomplished so much, and he is an amazing writer. and his dad would be happy that ryan left college to chase his dream, and catch it too.

[vaneSSa5312]

i agree

[iLuVpAnIcAtThEdIsC0]

thanks:)

[FallOutAtTheDisco45]

Yeah, "Nails for Breakfast, Tacks for Snacks" and "Camisado" are about his dad. I feel really bad for Ryan. I don't know if he was abused, but his dad apparently was drunk a lot and stuff... poor RyRo. :(

[NoExitProductions]

if only his dad was alive and could see how hugely sucessful his son is now.

[petewentzbaby08]

i kno it killed me to c ryro like this and if his dad was alive i would hope he would be proud of him...

[coocoobird3]

I think it was there first tour because he said in an interview he got a call while on the tour bus and he said he knew it was going to happen and that it was ok because he knew his dad had done everything he had to (because he made up with Ryan)

[coocoobird3]

His dad died during their first tour and he was proud of him Ryan told all about his dad in an interview

[petewentzbaby08]

do yu kno which one?

[MELANIEJESU]

in the rolling stone interview with them on the cover :)

[petewentzbaby08]

i wonder what he going to be in college

[XxMusicObsesserxX]

i think he was taking creative writing classes or something.

obviously, he was really good! lol =]

[janitahilhorst]

omg it's just heartbreaking to see Ryro like that, i almost cried when i saw his face !!

<3 hugs and kisses for Ryro !!

[KILLEMALLx999]

GASP.

did his dad abuse him??

D=

[midnightsdream01]

D=> i hope not!!!

i would be so sad and wanna break the computer just to give him a hug and nurcher him! lol

[brunettebabe1695]

he never talks about his personal life (his dad) all that much, so no one except for him and maybe his family would know that

[kaf3495]

I think so because the song "camisado" is about his dad and in the song it says "The bruises and contusions will remind me what you did when you wake."

so I'm pretty sure his dad abused him.

[Deannamazing]

I certainly know what that feels like. I can't even listen to that song anymore. It used to be my favorite one, then I realized what the lyrics meant. Know when I hear it, it makes me hate the whole fucking world. It makes me want to die, so I don't have to feel.

[MCRxMedicateYourLies]

I know exactly how Ryan feels

[BitchTriangleAndCora]

poor ryan at the end.=( i wanna just go into the computer and gibe him a hug.

[sharpieluvpeace14]

i love ryan hes is amazing and hot oh and brendon, jon and spencer too ;-)

[cobraliciousxoxo]

god ryan had a scholarship

i need one

hahaha

[panicfanatic0421]

jon is like, REALLY interested in what spence is saying haha

[yupxitsxlaura]

this really madkes me want to give ryan a big hug and bake him cookies or something...

[pokadotgal]

omg i cant beive it i basicaly cry every time i hear this cuz it is so sad i just dont no what to say i just want to cry

[guitarcraze79]

yay spencer is finnally speaking in this ;]

[Inyoureyes911]

Poor Ryan. Must of sucked to have a dad that didn't want you to take a chance.

[rosaandlarry]

nails for breakfast, tacks for snacks

it about ryans dad

being drunk and all

"watch your mouth becausue your speach is slurred enough"

make sense?

[KuronoMizu]

Yeah, and so is Camisado apparently (I don't know where I read/heard that, I just remember that there were 2 songs on the CD about Ryan's drunkard dad, and 1 was Nails for Breakfast so I'm 99% sure the other was Camisado--like the dad being treated in the hospital for some alcoholic incident? can't fully remember)

Either way, Ryan musta been pretty affected by his dad to have written 2 whole songs having to do w/ him...poor guy D:

[Malyssa7]

they're too amazing

[NineInTheAfternoonXX]

I cant find the DVD ANYWHERE!! i've looked!! but can someone tell me where you can get it from in the UK??

[my1username2sux3lol]

amazon

[goodriddance96]

god, that look he gives at the end when he looks up is heartbreaking

[Kimiko335]

i felt so bad for him, he always has a sad, distant look in his eyes and exscpessaly here. i cryed for him..

[UDontKnowMe14]

i didnt shed a tear till i read the comment by bobbileben cause thts how i feel too

waaaaaaaaa lmao it looks like he starts to cry wen he whipes his nose :(

[bobbilben91]

lol i completely forgot about that comment. but i kind of felt like an idiot after saying that cos i realised i don't even know him. i still feel that way but to say that about someone you don't even know it made me feel a little obsessive. lol

[UDontKnowMe14]

i dnt even no wat comment we're talkin about here ROFLMAO

sorry...i have a memory like a siv :|

[bobbilben91]

lol that's ok. i just said all this stuff that i felt about ryan and then you left a comment saying i didnt shed a tear till i read the comment by bobbilben91 cause that's how i feel too. and i just replied saying i kind of felt like an idiot after i posted it :)

[TooFunForYouBaby]

um...okie dokie then :]

[JanaaOX]

:'( That was so emotional. For him especially. I just shed a tear.

[RubyQueen123]

Poor ryro i feel sad i dont no how he feels cuz i have my dad but i kno that if his dad was still arond that his dad would change his mind and support his son =(

[footlooselove]

well Ryan's dad should be pretty damn dumb now that his son's an awardwinning musician! lol u show ur daddy who's his daddy Ryan LOL

[ImSorryMsJackson]

he died

[footlooselove]

i know he died, but he should still feel dumb about degrading his talented son

[ImSorryMsJackson]

true true.

poor ryan, but we all have problems in our lives and it looks like he hasnt been TOO affected

[footlooselove]

yeah, he doesnt seem that upset about it...thats good tho, cuz i'd die if i ever saw ryan cry..he's jsut too cute!

[UDontKnowMe14]

he died like a few days before they started filming all this sh!t!!!

[Kimiko335]

i luv u ry-ry i suport u all the way i luv ur lyrics

[Kimiko335]

yeah i felt really bad for ryan it looked like he was going to cry poor ryan......

[xhsmxemx]

I just shed a tear at the end...that was really upseting, xxxxxxxx

[HarlequinGirl18]

They're so decisive, and they explain themselves so well. Bravo Panic!

[Steviehotness]

poor ryan ='[

[cjc11894]

when he looked up right before the clip ended it was so sad. i was about to cryy :( someone hug the damn boy!!!

[Panicatthediscoho]

*chokes back tears*

my heart just sank...

[PassionattheDisco]

i hope so. he sure deserves 2 have sum1 watchin ova him x

[YlizaMY]

Well, lets just say Rye's dad is watching Rye right now just to make sure his son is doing fine.

[SunnyMust]

Poor Ryan this makes me so sad. I almost cried. I want to give him a big hug :(.

Sorry but i have to say this Ryans hair looks AMAZING here!

[chicagoskyline]

also right after he said work he was really holding back tears

[chicagoskyline]

yeah the end when he look up i can see the pain in his eyes

[FOBxisxLOVEx192]

when he looked up after talking, my heart sank, no matter who the fuck this guy is i feel bad... now was this shot before or after his father passed away?

oh and he must be damn smart to have a scholarship! explains his lyrics...

[ForgivingDurden4]

just a little after he passed. I think like a week or two after, but I could be off by a little

[ForgivingDurden4]

Whoops, sorry, 6 days BEFORE his dad passed. My bad.

[prettysound]

bden what r u waiting for??...hug him!!!...

[banayat510542]

omg..' when ryan was all sad it made me cry.. i know i wanted to hug him!!

[rochellerossurie12]

i know this is really obsessive but...when Ryan sounded all sad i just wanted to go give him a giant HUG!!!

[rochellerossurie12]

When Ryan said "He didnt want me to take that chance." then looked up...IT ALMOST MADE ME CRY!! His face looked so hurt in a way.

Poor Ryan. Just remember that you have millions of fans that love and care about you ♥♥♥

[rochellerossurie12]

T.T when Ryan talks about his dad and him having to drop out of college and his dad not supporting him...it mad me want to cry sooo bad! Im fighting back tears. Yeah a little emo moment there.

Poor Ryan... i bet your Dad is proud of you now.

[oopsie10]

this was about a week before his dad died.

they were at the filmore

[suvadaaa]

aww when ryan looks up

at the end of his speech

it almost made me cry

[EmoGirl2100]

poor ryan T.T

[PanicItsLove]

Poor RyRo...I feel bad for what happened to his dad.

[thatrandomgurl]

poor ryan...

[shanayelia]

he doesnt look like hes going to cry lol. but he doesnt look happy!

[tenderluv]

yeah, he doesn't look happy.

[KeepItAWhisper]

Well, actually, if you watch, it looks like he's swallowing to keep the tears from coming out.

[1337AcidHack]

Ryan Looks like he is gonna cry when he is talking about his dad =[

Poor ryan =[

xxx