Ive watched closely, every human being can drain another. All of us are attached to each others energies. All of us are effected by each others energies. Just because youve become aware of this doesnt make you some sort of magical being. We are all capable of "sucking energy" off another person.....trust me your perfectly capable of making your own. Stealing it is cheap, and pathetic. You should maybe branch out with your reading material.
I did not claim to be a magical being. Energy vampirism is a metaphysical condition, and you're right that anybody can draw energy off another, for instance when they're sick or depressed. The difference between a psychic vampire and other people who do this occationally is that it's a chronic condition for a psi-vamp. Also, it's usually done unconsciously, so it's not really fair to call it stealing if the person doesn't realize they're doing it.
You can kill any feeling with alcohol, but then you end up an alcoholic shell of the person you could be.
As a psi-vamp, I will feed whether I want to or not. If I don't do it when I'm awake, I'll sometimes dreamwalk to feed on people in my sleep. A psi-vamp cannot not-feed forever.
As for killing the desire to feed completely, the only drug I've heard that works is heroin, but then that makes you a heroin addict.
Heroin??? Are you kidding? I watched my younger brother DIE because of heroin. It was something I wished for and wished against and I couldnt make up my mind. Heroin? Are you shitting me? god skull fuck your soul for using that shit. DEATH TO ALL SMACKHEADS!
No Dude. The only illegal drug I''ve ever had was half a hash brownie (not even a whole one). I'm just repeating what I read in The Ethical Psychic Vampire, by Raven Kaldera, and on a vamp forum. My point is that the trying to kill the hunger with drugs or alcohol will fuck you up worse than feeding it. Maybe Reiki or other energy work can help reduce it, but I haven't heard of it curing real vampirism.
You implied in your intial post, however, that people who believe themselves to be vampires were somehow not human. I pointed out that we are human & then explained why trying to kill vampiric hunger with drugs or alcolohol is a bad idea. If you wanted to say this belief is all just imaginary, why didn't you just say that initially?
@Persephonetoo Saying that it's a "belief" is usually countered by the whole "nuh ah, no it's not" argument with a sprinkle of "you're being intolerant" added in. Then it leads back to the same arguments one of a reasonable nature must use against all belief systems... for example, the same reason I don't believe in the tooth fairy, unicorns, zeus, thor, vishnu, jesus, xenu, quetzalcoatl, or gorgons, is the same reason I don't believe in this otherkin bullshit. but that never gets very far
I remember awakening, I didn't have a group I could go to though, I did it alone and didn't start telling people until I had met other Vampires in real life 2 years after I had started to suspect. I was still unsure though even after 4 years, it wasn't until I got a blood craving so intense I almost tore a pillow in half that I admitted it. I'm happy to see someone brave enough to share their experiances and that you at least had people to help.
Actually, I don't technically identify as a psi-vampire, but rather as psi-vampiric otherkin of some kind. I think I've been vampiric since I was a teenager, but only identified as such a few years ago. I was 42. It's normal to go back and forth between doubting and accepting. Try to stay open-minded and keep a journal of your experiences and thoughts. This helps you sort out what's true and what isn't.
Reality isn't simple. Physical, mundane reality is one part that we have to deal with as physical beings. Our minds and emotions color our perceptions of reality too, so we need to be aware of these aspects and not think everything we imagine is objectively real. Spiritual reality is also real, but mulitfacited and subject to different rules than physical reality. Being aware of spiritual reality can feel strange and confusing when we're used to dealing only with mundane physical reality.
LOL - Have you seen my Real Vampires playlist? The community has been public since before Susan Walsh disappeared. That incident drove vampires to become more public, to counteract the negative stereotypes that secrecy fostered. I think she was probably killed by the Russian mafia, anyway, because she was investigating them when she disappeared.
ok.. all weird.. and i think this is so like not real.. :S but again i find it interesting.. :S im having a dilema too! i cant figure myself out i dont feel normal but yet im pretty almost 100% sure i am.. many odd things have happened to me before but i always thought they were just dreams. once i had i vivid dream about being surrounded by many ppl men and women like 5 or 6 in a junk yard all felt like vamps i couldnt scape the dream even though i slightly woke up then fell to asleep 2 da same
These are my real experiences. But you can interpret them as you wish. They could all be coincidence and psychosomatic reactions.
Dreams can seem very real sometimes. It can be very hard to tell if they rise only from our own subconscious or if we're psychically connected to others while dreaming. The meaning of a normal dream has to be found by the individual dreamer, since each person's subconscious assigns personal meanings to the people, places, symbols and events of a dream.
Its so weird to read about your awakening story and see so many connections to what I went through and am still go through now. I dreamt about a vampire who helped me and I still get hungry all the time. Thank you so much for sharing this story.
Thank you for sharing this. Your story is similar to so many people's, yet is the type that people seem the least willing to share; it's difficult for people to admit that they went for years questioning and denying to themselves what they are, but so many of us have gone through it, and often relapse at times still, just to be bludgeoned into acceptance again by the universe. I hope people going through the same thing will find and watch this, just to know they arent alone.
Thanks. I think it's important for people to see the struggle that most real vampires and otherkin go through in trying to figure out what they are. It shouldn't just be following the idea that it would be cool to be a vampire, a wolf, a dragon, or whatever, and then thinking one is one of these things. It should be introspection, external verification, and internal validation. I still question myself, but remembering these incidents reminds me that it's not all just my immagination.
You can change if you want to. (= i kno. i've been there and myself have changed!
if your situation is subconscious attempt to trick your mind through hypnosis or methods of such sorts!
all the best. (= unconditional love!! <3
22sugarcube22 1 year ago
Ive watched closely, every human being can drain another. All of us are attached to each others energies. All of us are effected by each others energies. Just because youve become aware of this doesnt make you some sort of magical being. We are all capable of "sucking energy" off another person.....trust me your perfectly capable of making your own. Stealing it is cheap, and pathetic. You should maybe branch out with your reading material.
sarahstarr100 1 year ago
@sarahstarr100
I did not claim to be a magical being. Energy vampirism is a metaphysical condition, and you're right that anybody can draw energy off another, for instance when they're sick or depressed. The difference between a psychic vampire and other people who do this occationally is that it's a chronic condition for a psi-vamp. Also, it's usually done unconsciously, so it's not really fair to call it stealing if the person doesn't realize they're doing it.
Persephonetoo 1 year ago
Could yout tell me the name of the song? lovely video btw <3 Thanks for sharing your experiences =]
Viviangirl90 2 years ago
you can kill that feeling with alcohol. It will also kill you, but at least you can die human.
Sakamachi25 2 years ago
Ha ha. You are so cute. We are all human.
You can kill any feeling with alcohol, but then you end up an alcoholic shell of the person you could be.
As a psi-vamp, I will feed whether I want to or not. If I don't do it when I'm awake, I'll sometimes dreamwalk to feed on people in my sleep. A psi-vamp cannot not-feed forever.
As for killing the desire to feed completely, the only drug I've heard that works is heroin, but then that makes you a heroin addict.
Persephonetoo 2 years ago
Heroin??? Are you kidding? I watched my younger brother DIE because of heroin. It was something I wished for and wished against and I couldnt make up my mind. Heroin? Are you shitting me? god skull fuck your soul for using that shit. DEATH TO ALL SMACKHEADS!
Sakamachi25 2 years ago
No Dude. The only illegal drug I''ve ever had was half a hash brownie (not even a whole one). I'm just repeating what I read in The Ethical Psychic Vampire, by Raven Kaldera, and on a vamp forum. My point is that the trying to kill the hunger with drugs or alcohol will fuck you up worse than feeding it. Maybe Reiki or other energy work can help reduce it, but I haven't heard of it curing real vampirism.
Persephonetoo 2 years ago
You can't cure the imagined.
Sakamachi25 2 years ago
True.
You implied in your intial post, however, that people who believe themselves to be vampires were somehow not human. I pointed out that we are human & then explained why trying to kill vampiric hunger with drugs or alcolohol is a bad idea. If you wanted to say this belief is all just imaginary, why didn't you just say that initially?
Persephonetoo 2 years ago
@Persephonetoo Saying that it's a "belief" is usually countered by the whole "nuh ah, no it's not" argument with a sprinkle of "you're being intolerant" added in. Then it leads back to the same arguments one of a reasonable nature must use against all belief systems... for example, the same reason I don't believe in the tooth fairy, unicorns, zeus, thor, vishnu, jesus, xenu, quetzalcoatl, or gorgons, is the same reason I don't believe in this otherkin bullshit. but that never gets very far
Sakamachi25 1 year ago
I remember awakening, I didn't have a group I could go to though, I did it alone and didn't start telling people until I had met other Vampires in real life 2 years after I had started to suspect. I was still unsure though even after 4 years, it wasn't until I got a blood craving so intense I almost tore a pillow in half that I admitted it. I'm happy to see someone brave enough to share their experiances and that you at least had people to help.
Also it is possible to be a sympathetic vampire
DarkMoonSylph 2 years ago
it was a demon silly
beingther 2 years ago
Oh, wow, what a story.
I like your story.
I know, there are much thigs I have to learn.
I`m not a psi-vampire, I`m a sang.
How old werde you, when you acceptet, what you are?
I think to know what I am don`t mean, that I accept it...
But I have to.
I have much time, I`m only 18.
My Awakening ist just a few months ago...
IchbinSasuke 2 years ago
Actually, I don't technically identify as a psi-vampire, but rather as psi-vampiric otherkin of some kind. I think I've been vampiric since I was a teenager, but only identified as such a few years ago. I was 42. It's normal to go back and forth between doubting and accepting. Try to stay open-minded and keep a journal of your experiences and thoughts. This helps you sort out what's true and what isn't.
Persephonetoo 2 years ago
I am open-minded but just now I`m not sure what reality is.
It is like I am suddenly in an other world.
Or maybe I`m dreaming?
But this all can`t be a dram.
Maybe I just have to start to accept what I am.
Ehm, and I`m sorry for my bad english.
IchbinSasuke 2 years ago
Reality isn't simple. Physical, mundane reality is one part that we have to deal with as physical beings. Our minds and emotions color our perceptions of reality too, so we need to be aware of these aspects and not think everything we imagine is objectively real. Spiritual reality is also real, but mulitfacited and subject to different rules than physical reality. Being aware of spiritual reality can feel strange and confusing when we're used to dealing only with mundane physical reality.
Persephonetoo 2 years ago
Nice story :)
It isn't simple.. moreso because well what is vampirism. And why and how..the issues are troubled.
masticina 2 years ago
Thanks. 8-)
Persephonetoo 2 years ago
ok when the comunity kills you for poasting this vid i will laugh, you heard about the reporter in new york out to exploid us then dissapeird
dunnoifhelovesme1234 3 years ago
LOL - Have you seen my Real Vampires playlist? The community has been public since before Susan Walsh disappeared. That incident drove vampires to become more public, to counteract the negative stereotypes that secrecy fostered. I think she was probably killed by the Russian mafia, anyway, because she was investigating them when she disappeared.
Persephonetoo 3 years ago
I was thinking the same thing =]
DarkMoonSylph 2 years ago
man i want to go to a psychic thing so bad.
nopurplepops8 3 years ago
ok.. all weird.. and i think this is so like not real.. :S but again i find it interesting.. :S im having a dilema too! i cant figure myself out i dont feel normal but yet im pretty almost 100% sure i am.. many odd things have happened to me before but i always thought they were just dreams. once i had i vivid dream about being surrounded by many ppl men and women like 5 or 6 in a junk yard all felt like vamps i couldnt scape the dream even though i slightly woke up then fell to asleep 2 da same
horseshandshake29 3 years ago
These are my real experiences. But you can interpret them as you wish. They could all be coincidence and psychosomatic reactions.
Dreams can seem very real sometimes. It can be very hard to tell if they rise only from our own subconscious or if we're psychically connected to others while dreaming. The meaning of a normal dream has to be found by the individual dreamer, since each person's subconscious assigns personal meanings to the people, places, symbols and events of a dream.
Persephonetoo 3 years ago
It's nice to see some other vampires sharing their stories. So many are afraid to tell.
XartistXofXdarkness 3 years ago
Thank-you
Persephonetoo 3 years ago
You are very welcome, friend.
XartistXofXdarkness 3 years ago
Any time
wicthdragon 3 years ago
Wow that was hot and i can so relate to this my firend. in some ways any way.
wicthdragon 3 years ago
Thank-you. :-)
Persephonetoo 3 years ago
Both videos are excellent. Good choice of music too. It was like this song was made for part 2. Good timing. thanks for sharing.
TheKidFromYTown 3 years ago
Thanks. I couldn't believe myself how well this music went with the video.
Persephonetoo 3 years ago
Its so weird to read about your awakening story and see so many connections to what I went through and am still go through now. I dreamt about a vampire who helped me and I still get hungry all the time. Thank you so much for sharing this story.
asetisis 3 years ago
You're welcome. I'm glad you liked it. :-)
Persephonetoo 3 years ago
Thank you for sharing this. Your story is similar to so many people's, yet is the type that people seem the least willing to share; it's difficult for people to admit that they went for years questioning and denying to themselves what they are, but so many of us have gone through it, and often relapse at times still, just to be bludgeoned into acceptance again by the universe. I hope people going through the same thing will find and watch this, just to know they arent alone.
isealdor 3 years ago
Thanks. I think it's important for people to see the struggle that most real vampires and otherkin go through in trying to figure out what they are. It shouldn't just be following the idea that it would be cool to be a vampire, a wolf, a dragon, or whatever, and then thinking one is one of these things. It should be introspection, external verification, and internal validation. I still question myself, but remembering these incidents reminds me that it's not all just my immagination.
Persephonetoo 3 years ago
Great video. Thanks for sharing with the rest of us.
TheKidFromYTown 3 years ago