Anorexia: My Story

[IngaLain]

Your eye color is amazing!!!!

[RiseDeadChildren]

What song is used?

[lovetodrinkink]

please recover. you are so pretty

[WilliamLaSalle]

Hopefully you will continue to be ok, one day at a time.

Please try to stay strong and take care of yourself.

Eat every day and drink lots of water.

You sound like a good girl.

I am praying for you.

<3

[LIVELISTENLAUGHLOVE]

@needavoice123 Yellow by Coldplay

[lurvintokiohotel]

Hi :) This really made me think and Im thankful that you put this up :)

How are you now?

Jen xxx

[tielyrshae]

@lurvintokiohotel why thankful? and thanks, I guess I am better now a days. Since the video I've gained about 13 lbs. I should be happy I'm healthy again, and I am.. I just don't think its worth it. Everyday is a struggle, I don't know if I will ever truly get better.

[lurvintokiohotel]

@tielyrshae i meant you made me feel better than i am not the only one struggling with this and that one day it will be back to normal :) xx

[tielyrshae]

@lurvintokiohotel ohh (: yeah theres tons of support groups online. you are never alone. im glad you want to get better <3

[klikessing]

ohhh your eyes! They're sooooo beautiful!

Good luck, I hope you can recover someday,

it's a long fight but it's you who decide if

you win or lose.

[ninicouturee]

you look like nicole richie, (:

[ninicouturee]

omg, your so beautiful. (:

[fonduepoo]

it sucks because you were so beautiful

[dystopia1994]

I want my stomach to be like yours it's beautiful

[coworked]

Lucky you had your boobs.

Mine disappeared

[javaromaa]

omgomgomg shes beautiful im gonna marry her

[BalooGirly]

Sadly, your story is often the one of many girls. I hope you and all those who suffer from these disorders are able to see the plum on their back soon! All girls are beautiful and should be treated like the Princesses they deserve to be! I hope you are able to become your ideal 'you' soon!

[erinsotherstuff]

omggg you're beautiful, you inspire me :$

i need an ana buddy..

[CanadianGeek1]

Youre Soooo Pretty . (L)

But how long did it take to lose it all.?

Anyway, I hope you dont give up . (:

Take care . (:

[pur3f0rlur3]

that;s not anorexia, thats beutiful!

[Lueyoscat]

when i saw the first picture i wounder what is with that bitch she's super hot & sexy!!! but than i saw the last picutres and was shocked. O_O

i hope you will ever smile like in the last picute :)))))

[cheerleader0141]

You are so beautiful! You were even before you were anorexic! I'm 13 and I saw all of these videos on here and they motivate me!!

[blondi6292]

Hun. How old were you when you started and how old are you now- Please don't mind my asking-

[ilovekitty41]

Your eyes are the most beautiful part of you, but if you give up hope of recovery then you will only dull them. You were PERFECT at the beginning, and it's not too late to reverse that. Good luck, I'm praying for you! :)

[sharonloveschloe]

ur hardly anorexic at the beginning you werent but DAYMN u lost weight teach me?

[eilimelime]

@sharonloveschloe are you crazy?

[sharonloveschloe]

ur hardly anorexic

[CarrieCracker95]

Beautiful eyes :)

[1997nutcracker]

Absolutely gorgeous eyes

[AskMazam]

omg youre so pretty

[rastanijak]

amazing eyes

[tielyrshae]

thank you, (: you guys are very sweet. update: this is the 6th year :/ seems soooo long. wish i could be free and careless about food, eating, and weight. seems completely impossible, i've given up on recovery, i keep relapsing and getting worse. anyways, i broke my camera a few months ago, :( i'm getting a new one soon, then i'll make a new video after the holidays, <3

[CCschoolshit]

@tielyrshae Never give up! You are very beautifull, but you are starving yourself! you cant live like this! Never stop hoping! You can get better! keep trying! Dont you dare to pass away! <3

[hilaryduffcs1996]

@tielyrshae giving up ? no way dont do it, life worths all the efffort you are making to defeat anorexia, i can guarantee that to you. there is a long way to happiness you must walk it for yourself but you can always count with my support im here for you! i know how hard it is i lived with anorexia for 2 years but i defeated it and im so happy if i did it why wouldnt you sucessed ? anyways you were gorgeous sweetie you can go back to that figure just believe it.

[Kwissyball123]

you are beautiful!!! keep fighting...

[googlegirl07]

What do you eat everyday? And what was your starting weight!

[tielyrshae]

@googlegirl07 different everyday cause im not always at my house, or school. i improvise. usually like something w/ carbs & low cal + low fat in the am to start my metabolism, then i'd eat like 3 egg whites for lunch, 2 or 3 crackers, and just water for dinner. its no way to live, after i lost all the weight i was happy but i always felt like i was starving, drove me mad, all i think/ thought about was food, i would even dream about it. my hw was 125.

[hanaatira]

@tielyrshae omg i dream i eat cheeseburger last night haha (sorry for my bad english hehe)

[DeemaLuvsU]

i want to tell you that your beautiful and all but 3:33 makes me really worried about you. i hope you think your beautiful enough to not hurt yourself

[mimosh77]

Beautiful eyes <3

[mimosh77]

What a beautiful eyes! 

[lookinglikekeira]

i think your character is like your look - adorable !!

[Starved4perfection]

I think you looked wonderfull in every picture but i really like 3:18 and 3:55 .. but my mind is kinda messed up with anorexia too so .. anyway you looked good in all of them tho.. just my favs

[yourinluck07]

you look great i look the same and i dont think i have met ana as they call it i just get full fast so i only eat once a day and only if i am super super hungry. ppl arent supposed to eat unless they are hungry anyway

[Sparkel205]

Yellow by coldplay... But this is an acoustic version

[962crazyray]

whats the name of this song?

[cantfindmymusic]

you're such a beautiful girl :)

[21kayjayy]

this makes me sad..

[estefibeth3]

You're soo cute girl!... Keep healthy please!

[bettyboop17d]

all i can say is that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. and in my eyes you were beautiful just the way you were. i know my words aren't going to radically make everything better or make your disorder any easier but i do want you to know that here in new york you got someone hoping the best for you and that you get well. remember that you wont always be young, so enjoy life make it positive and exciting so that when the end comes you wont have any regrets.

[stellaiscute]

you are gorgeous. you have gorgeous eyes, i hope everything is okay now <3

[Jacazzi]

you look hawt from the middle to the end of the vid

[juliaa12345678]

youre eyes are amazing! so beautiful

[diache93]

Your beautiful... I hope you become healthy and well soon! :D

[xokizza]

awwe your so beautiful! stay strong =)

[duvalbit]

I wish I was as pretty as you. :/

[bighairemo]

Hope u recove from ana coz I have it and my mum dosent take it like it is something that I could die from over time just coz I am large :( keep strong... Btw U have amazing eyes!!!

[slmercer08]

wow, you're gorgeous! i love your eyes & hair. I'm so sorry you're going through this. I know its difficult, I have struggled with it for 5 yrs.

keep fighting!<3

[carriebear0804]

god you were so beautiful before the ana...I hope you find peace with yourself darling xxxxxx

[hilarious441]

you're in my prayers. i hope you can seek the help you need.

[tielyrshae]

@hilarious441 thank you very much <3

[YourFaceIsEmetic]

I forgot to say email me, I need an Ana buddy O.O

tannalynn69@yahoo.com

[srkfan95]

at 0:22 you look so beautiful!!! .. i feel sorry for you and i pray may you get better.. i <3 ur eyez..i would die for ur eyez and ur figure before anorexia..u r an absolute perfection! xx at 1:59 seems ideal 2 me!.. ur very very pretty its unbelievable.. ur like a model for me!

[tielyrshae]

@srkfan95 :) thanks darling, you made me smile.

[YourFaceIsEmetic]

You're beautiful. End of story.

[tielyrshae]

thank you all, (: i agree house123music123. btw just an update i tried to recover after posting this video, it took everything in me to do so, i got up to 115 lbs, but then i recently relapsed, couldnt stand it anymore, i just hit 105, still losing, i will make another video soon of me going from 100 down, cause thats where this video left off. take care everyone.

[house123music123]

@tielyrshae

no stopp losing weight! don't control your body!

you're beautiful just as you are...

[house123music123]

You're really Beautiful when you are skinny!

I think a skinny Figure makes you more attraktive!

But anorexia is a serious illness!

[TorysApollo]

You are so beautiful

[SimplyOpe]

I was kinda scared to watch this. By the end of the video I Wanted to cry(must be hardfor you. I Hope all is well in the end:)

[tielyrshae]

coldplay: yellow

[XxShmABIxX]

What song is this ?

[xxxNoMoreSorrowxxx]

I feel like I know you for some reason? Message me please? Thanks (:

[tielyrshae]

thanks, :) its possible! good luck

[solia7]

My god ... Unfortunately (cause its the sickness) but I want to look like you sooooo bad !!!! Courage and don't let go you'll be free someday!!! xx

[tielyrshae]

aww, thanks.. :) anytime. hope i helped

[NeverLandShow]

haha yeah like 2cute4yu08 said thanks for answering my yahoo answers, and you are really pretty (:

[tielyrshae]

no problem hun <3 and thanks youre very sweet.

[2cute4yu08]

Thanks for answering my question on yahoo answers, and you are really beautiful btw :)