@42069girl maybe thats really Deathknell's personal opinion. just because your views are different doesn't mean you should rant to him about how "in his heart he knows hes wrong" just because you think hes wrong doesnt mean hes wrong. Maybe he really doesn't beleive in god, and thats his belief and you should respect that, if you do beleive in god, okay, but please respect other peoples beliefs, even if you don't agree with them.
@Deathknell590: A fool says in his heart, "There is no God". Think about that. Are you getting mad at me, or at God? We often tend to blame Him for every hurtful thing that happens to us, but is He allowing it to shape us and help us grow, to put us through the fire for us to come out as pure as gold, or for his own amusement? I think God is a loving and forgiving Father and you should do some soul searching to find Him. Ask Him to show himself to you -you might just get what you ask. Why not?
@Sweetnett101, you really shouldn't blaspheme and use God's name in vain. By saying, "Oh God" you're doing just that. Why not, "Oh boy" or "Oh man" that way you can stop using God's name in vain when trying to express yourself. Just saying. Not preaching. Although, there is nothing wrong with doing just that.
@42069girl Sick of people saying "Don't use the lords name in vain" there isn't even any proof of his existence. And if any God(s) existed, it would most likely be the Wiccan Gods.
God IS Love and he doesn't ever hurt anyone...Now, he does allow pain to come into everyone's life (i.e. into everyone's life a little rain shall fall) but it is up to us how we handle it. We can blame God, or we can look inside ourselves and figure out where this problem started and how to fix it WITH God's help. He says to come to Him will all our problems....if we don't we're left to sort things out ourselves. He doesn't want that. And the devil is the one that hurts/deceives us, not God.
I'm a Christian,but I don't hear anything remarcably religious about the song.I hear a victim-someone being abused,but she can't tell the truth,because she is scared of her abuser.In a moment of desperation,she turns to God,because it is her last hope that things will get better.
@Valentine2992 just so you know... I am a Christian and am fully aware of what miss Autumn is saying. that fact does not stop me from enjoying her music though, it does mean that I cannot relate to her in the same way as so many others can. and while I am not looking for an argument I do resent you calling my God a joke.
@Valentine2992 "she is way too good for most of you, filthy human peasants" i wonder how Emilie would react if you said something like that when she could hear that and what else you said, probably with disappointment
@Valentine2992:Wow you are a fucking retard. The song is about fucking rape. And we know shes not actually talking to god. ''She is way too good for most of you,filthy human peasants.''
I think you need to realize that Emilie is equally human and so are YOU. (BTW nothing against Miss Autumn, <3 her)
35 people do not understand what this song is about, and they are evil, evil to dislike her way of coping with the pain of the memory. Burn in hell haters, just burn in hell, since you were going there anyway.
When I hear this song, I hear a woman realizing that God does not exist, and decides (through experience) that no divine being is going to save you, and that you have to live your life. At least, that what I think, being an atheist. :)
Heavenly Father, thank You for this song. I believe You love the outcasts of this world & know the inner pain I feel. You alone are the one who sustains me when I feel helpless. Please give me inner strength to believe that my life has purpose in Jesus Christ. Help me overcome the pain of abuse and circumstances that are bigger than me. Defend me and bring great judgement upon abusers who have pained me for You are the God of my salvation.
i know this is not necessary to say ....or it to much into my life but ..this .......reminds me of alot of things .....i was in a hospital most of life ....molested by some boy at school ....teased followed home....i had death threats ...and used to think so badly of my self ..so i would hurt myself .....i wanted to die ...i remember ...but this song i cant help to remember when i hear it but i cant stop listen ..even though it brings me to tears .........
@renaissanceman1680 Swearing is not an immaturity thing, it is a part of expression, swearing as the ONLY thing you say to make yourself feel big and bad is an immaturity.
Who cares if she is Christian or not, her work is beautiful and her songs have more meaning than most of the mainstream stuff we all listen to on the radio. If anything, I wish to hear more of her work.
@taria4eva I agree, while I do believe there is more out there beyond us I accept all my singers for what their beliefs are, it's not my place to judge them.
I did not cry listening to this song because I believe in God and consider myself Christian (a bad one though); I cried because of how utterly broken and forsaken she sounds--the pain inflicted upon her is so tangible that I felt everything from her rage to her despair. Thank God I have not been raped (yet... you never know) but listening to this thrust me into the situation... it is unimaginable terror and reminds me of times it COULD have happened. EA is beautiful, no matter what. <3
@ImPrettyReckless14 .....she swears in a LOT of her songs and she swears quite a bit when shes on stage. I think EA is atheist, but I'm unsure of this. BTW you can curse and still be christian. JUST sayin.
When you are listening to this with head phones be sure not to sing along - apparently singing 'god help me' for about five minutes for no apparent reason is a bit weird. O_o
@prettyuglydeadchick haha i was doing tht than my dad asked what was wrong, I wish my freiend heard me instead cuz at least i could of said something stupid that would make them laugh but my dad doesnt laugh at thoses types of jokes lmao x3
IT may be about rape or not, but I think songs not only convey the writers feelings and meanings, but also give the listeners a chance to channel their own experiences and use the music to embody those feelings.
emilie autumn has a talent for making beautiful and frightening songs that always seem to get her point across. i'm so glad to have found her music. :)
Me:Nothin i thought that you show know my opion on how rape is describe in a modern way, oh and i'm going to make a llitle play out of this at school of my drama project
I have to be really honest. You CAN get over the emotional pain of being raped. My first boyfriend raped me and that was also when I lost my virginity. I went to a psych ward for being suicidal. Went through all of this. There are many people who don't believe that God can help you, but he can. I relate to this song so much but I now that I have Jesus, these things don't haunt me anymore. I know how it feels and I am living proof that he heals. I saw Emilie live after I recovered.
@PersianButtons not all people can though, and some people wont try. I will say any traumatic event will always effect your life, truly terrifying events burn in your mind so there is always a risk of triggers setting off the memory PTSD, but you can learn to be happy again after dark events...
@Nekokokitty sometimes, when there is no other way of escaping something you dont want, other than suicide: thats a good quote to live by, Because, thats all life actually is. Humans and other creatures have emotions -and etc- for the strongest to survive.
@Tawnyshine persisly better a person capable of such a thing be killed than risk hurting someone else... if society allowed this it would actually be a little bit safer to live in
The way those "people" should be killed is this ; First they are kept in isolation for five years with just enough food to keep them alive. Then they will be tortured to death.
this song makes me think of the pervert that use to molest me when i was little and i told my parents and they refused to believe me so the abuse continued. i love you emilie your music is what keeps me going in this insane reality. <3
@poutyambie you need to tell someone (like a teacher, or school counsellor) right fucking now. don't feel embarrassed or guilty, cos that shit was not your fault. If you don't you will probably regret it for the rest of your life.
I don't know how old you are now or whatever, but I'm 14, and I'm been abused before and also had some issues over the internet.
I desperatley want to help you. With me, it's only just ended, or so I hope it's ended. I hope he doesn't message again, I won't be able to deal with it.
But even though nothings going on at this moment in time, it still bothers me, so I know what it's like and if you need to talk, I'm here.... </3
oh no this happened when i was really little to me and my brother. to cope when i was growing up i did a lot of drugs because i had noone to talk to and when my brother came back home from the navy he was completely different. i know he drank to deal with that because hed even confess to me how he hated our parents and wanted to kill the people who did that to us and then the next day he couldnt remember what he told me. i am in therapy now its taken a long time to finally open up to anyone.
@GottaLoveWebkinzlid and thank you so much for trying to understand. omg im sorry you went through that. it isnt easy especially when nobody believes you. yes if you need to talk as well im here too! :) *hugs* <3
@hellsorb-Some are. I know of the one mentioned in Bubby O'reilly by the Who made a nice meal for a predatorally cat! Everyone from Trent Reznor to Mike Tramp is happy with that out come.
i seriously dont understand rapists/pedophiles/ and people in general who hurt other people...its makes me sick to my stomach especially since ik so much people who have had this done to them
when i was little i was sexualy abused for 2 and a half years and i sufferd alone for 2 years after , the police did not do a fucking thing about it tho and since then my anger , pain and frustartion has built up and now if ppl catch me on a bad day.... the better be fast at running but my mother is actualy bi polar and although some days she is a pain i love her and she is always there for me when i need her .... even if the fucking badgers are in the house too ( yea she was on a manic )
Is it just me, or when she's going through the final part, she sounds likes she's.... angry. Like she's about to go out and murder the motherfucker that did what they did to her. Like she's got out of the grave, dusted her self off, and is now gonna kick some serious ass.
@LuinmirAvafaila It's something many great artist have to or are able to do. Singing about inner pain makes a connection with people that can't be faked. It's very hard for some.
Listen, just because this song has 'God' in the title doesn't call for a whole bunch of arguements surrounding religion. Let people believe what they want to believe.
for the last 3 days ive been braking down and crying nonstop (i nvr cry) cause just a lil while ago my x practically raped me and everyone is looking down on me cause of it, including my bf. god help me
@LucyScream Know that I am here for you. I know a rape victim and they were through Hell but I am here for you and it isn't your fault. Anyone that looks down on you is no better than your ex boyfriend and you have to leave him. I am here for you and there are a lot of others going through what you are. Know that you'll be okay as long as you stay strong, keep your head up and be strong, for every other victim of sexual violence out there.
@LucyScream Keep strong; follow Emilie. She is our goddess in this dangerous world. And remember, the rest of us Muffins/Plague rats are here for you.
I can so relate to this song. I've been in that place where I'm crying and screaming, "God help me, God help me, God help me!" in total desperation because it seems like the last resort. At this point, this is my fucking theme song.
O.o why are my fellow plague rats fighting? We should not be debating over trivial things, we should be listening to the wonderful talent of Emilie Autumn and discussing /that/.
This woman is the reason I feel comfortable in my own skin. If I'm going through a tough time, I just imagine that she would disapprove of me giving up and crying, so I stick it out in the hopes that someday I can live up to the standards that she does.
What i would give to go back in time and stop this shit from ever happening to such an amazing person.. she's come out so much stronger but fuck.. i want to give her a massive hug haha
@MeepBobMeep I honestly don't think it's exclusively about rape. I think "why he's touching me" is more like, "I'm letting someone who's not good for me get close to me but I can't stop him." A lot of Opheliac is about bad relationships and being taken advantage of, I think. I'm pretty sure this whole song encompasses Emilie's whole life and just not being able to take much more.
It's really sad how a lot of the people commenting are atheists. I really feel sorry for atheists because they will never go to heaven after they die, they will be stuck in hell.
@amaloli1 So do two-faced Christians who aren't even sure there's a heaven or hell because they're too busy hiding behind their bible that has more mistakes then words. Think before you comment. It'll help your troll.
@amaloli1 How dare you say they will go to hell? you don't have the right to say that. I know more good people who are atheists than religious people, heck they commit more sins than the atheists I know but it's their descision.If there is a god, He'll look at how good you've lived your life, because even if you believe and commited terrible sins, you'll go to hell.
@amaloli1 No, what's sad is people hiding behind thier psycho-washed interpritation of a piece of fiction, thinking it makes them better than others. Feel sorry for yourself. Oh, and this is from a Satanist, not that that has any bearing on what the song means to me or anyone else capable of rational thought.
@amaloli1 I feel bad that you may be wasting your life "doing the right thing" like giving up a lot of things because they are "sins" and praising some god we don't even know is up there in the hopes that it will take you to eternal paradise. If there is a god, I don't think he is doing such a great job. Just ask all the rape victims who have indeed found themselves screaming to god for help. But anyways, it's an EA vid, so I'll shut up about religion.
@blacksnowhitequeen no its not like that, the way god is soposed to work is like, well ppl have free will and its still about choices and stuff. he doesnt control ppl. just leave the rest up to carma
@amaloli1 I feel sorry for the fact that your narrowminded and attacking comment does nothing but make those who are religious look worse, no stone to throw, love the sinner? any of that ring a bell? get off your high horse and live what you preach hypocrite I'm sick of being looked at worse cause of people like you!
Kinda sick of everyone saying "Don't talk about this" or "don't talk about that" in Emilie Autumn songs. It's all about taking the Asylum back guys, say whatever you need to!
Don't give up after you're attacked, if you do then the bastard has won; the best thing you can do is throw yourself into life with wild abandon and become the woman you were born to be.
@hellsorb No, that's revenge. And as good as that might taste, I'd rather go for justice. They should be given to psychologists and doctors to be observed and treated so we can see how we can prevent rape/sexual harassment in the furture. So it doesn't have to happen again, ever. On a side note, the line "don't make me choose" sounds so desperate :/ Makes me sad! Lovely song though.
it's weird how just because it's known that she has bipolar disorder, everyone blames that for her depressing lyrics. as if people without mental problems can't write depressing things or think depressive thoughts.
i started listening to her yesterday shess sooo awesome :)
sealface123 2 months ago
Straight to the Replay button!
vash4501 2 months ago
why did she write this song?
:)
sealface123 2 months ago
@sealface123 Why do I like your comment?
:P
Thespiriticlan 2 months ago
@Thespiriticlan because im awesome :P
sealface123 2 months ago
@sealface123 are you awesome enough to have desktop ponies?
Thespiriticlan 2 months ago
This is by far one of the most powerful songs I've ever heard.
DemonicXavi 3 months ago
i just whistled this my lips are numb :( but it was worth it =]
MegaSushi90 3 months ago 2
Does anybody else want to count the 'God help mes''? in this?
MyImperfections1 3 months ago 3
Dang, y'all are making me scroll all the way through to find this Dethknell590's comment.
AsylumPlagueRat13 3 months ago
I'm sick of all this "gods" crap ¬¬
Enjoy da fuckin music!!!
LAWIKKA 3 months ago
WOW!! I just stumbled upon this song and I think I'm in love! This is amazing!!!
7689568 3 months ago
Because Deathknell is hoping he's right for his own personal enjoyment when he knows in his heart he's very wrong.
42069girl 3 months ago
@42069girl maybe thats really Deathknell's personal opinion. just because your views are different doesn't mean you should rant to him about how "in his heart he knows hes wrong" just because you think hes wrong doesnt mean hes wrong. Maybe he really doesn't beleive in god, and thats his belief and you should respect that, if you do beleive in god, okay, but please respect other peoples beliefs, even if you don't agree with them.
EveL666SoToxic 3 months ago
@Deathknell590: A fool says in his heart, "There is no God". Think about that. Are you getting mad at me, or at God? We often tend to blame Him for every hurtful thing that happens to us, but is He allowing it to shape us and help us grow, to put us through the fire for us to come out as pure as gold, or for his own amusement? I think God is a loving and forgiving Father and you should do some soul searching to find Him. Ask Him to show himself to you -you might just get what you ask. Why not?
42069girl 3 months ago
@42069girl The fact that you want to believe in God doesn't make him real. So sorry.
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BlueberryPieBomb 2 months ago
@Sweetnett101, you really shouldn't blaspheme and use God's name in vain. By saying, "Oh God" you're doing just that. Why not, "Oh boy" or "Oh man" that way you can stop using God's name in vain when trying to express yourself. Just saying. Not preaching. Although, there is nothing wrong with doing just that.
42069girl 3 months ago
@42069girl Sick of people saying "Don't use the lords name in vain" there isn't even any proof of his existence. And if any God(s) existed, it would most likely be the Wiccan Gods.
Deathknell590 3 months ago 3
@Deathknell590 Why would they most likely be Wiccan gods...?
AdmireAndDeride 3 months ago in playlist AdmireAndDeride's favorites
@Deathknell590 You are my win.
TheGothicFudgebunny 3 months ago in playlist YouTube Mix for Emilie Autumn
She sounds like Sinead O'Connor in this song.
42069girl 3 months ago
God IS Love and he doesn't ever hurt anyone...Now, he does allow pain to come into everyone's life (i.e. into everyone's life a little rain shall fall) but it is up to us how we handle it. We can blame God, or we can look inside ourselves and figure out where this problem started and how to fix it WITH God's help. He says to come to Him will all our problems....if we don't we're left to sort things out ourselves. He doesn't want that. And the devil is the one that hurts/deceives us, not God.
42069girl 3 months ago
i love this whole song but i've got to say 0:59 - 2:44 is the best part of the song
dropxdeadxbarbie123 3 months ago
I'm a Christian,but I don't hear anything remarcably religious about the song.I hear a victim-someone being abused,but she can't tell the truth,because she is scared of her abuser.In a moment of desperation,she turns to God,because it is her last hope that things will get better.
SnitchSeeker 3 months ago 4
oh god really? people are bringing religion into an Emilie Autumn song? love this song anyway! its amazing, her voice is amazing :)
sweenett101 3 months ago
tears!
TheJordysparx 3 months ago
This reminds me of Blue Exorcist for some reason.
violetisinventing 4 months ago
My new favorite song (:
mizzmonie100 4 months ago
LoL @ all the christian guys who think they relate to this song.
She is being sarcastic you know? It's a joke. Just like your whole "god" is a joke.
Emilie Autumn is the Queen of Irony, Sarcasm and Humor. She is way too good for most of you, filthy human peasants. Love this song, btw <3
Valentine2992 4 months ago
@Valentine2992 just so you know... I am a Christian and am fully aware of what miss Autumn is saying. that fact does not stop me from enjoying her music though, it does mean that I cannot relate to her in the same way as so many others can. and while I am not looking for an argument I do resent you calling my God a joke.
thank you for reading. ~tD&D
TheDarknessAndDeath 4 months ago 2
@Valentine2992 don't diss their religon. im an athiest, but I know you went too far with that. what would ea say if she saw your comment.
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@Valentine2992 You seem to think very highly of yourself...
YuriHanaY 4 months ago
@Valentine2992 she actually never officially stated she's an antheist so don't overthink. This song is kind of sarcastic and kind of not.
And your whole "life" is a joke as well.
katatmurderhaha 4 months ago
@Valentine2992 "she is way too good for most of you, filthy human peasants" i wonder how Emilie would react if you said something like that when she could hear that and what else you said, probably with disappointment
wtf is wrong with you
CountessKitty18 4 months ago
@Valentine2992:Wow you are a fucking retard. The song is about fucking rape. And we know shes not actually talking to god. ''She is way too good for most of you,filthy human peasants.''
I think you need to realize that Emilie is equally human and so are YOU. (BTW nothing against Miss Autumn, <3 her)
neonrocker4life 3 months ago
35 people do not understand what this song is about, and they are evil, evil to dislike her way of coping with the pain of the memory. Burn in hell haters, just burn in hell, since you were going there anyway.
MyImperfections1 4 months ago
Dear God,
Thank you for blessing the world with this beatiful creature made by your blessed hands. ~The Plague Rats
Sarahruff2010 4 months ago
When I hear this song, I hear a woman realizing that God does not exist, and decides (through experience) that no divine being is going to save you, and that you have to live your life. At least, that what I think, being an atheist. :)
Darkheartedtigress 4 months ago 3
Emilie Autumn has helped me through all, From Break Ups to my Pervy Geography teacher, In other words, EA's Music is my Life <3
IzziSaysRawr 4 months ago 3
Heavenly Father, thank You for this song. I believe You love the outcasts of this world & know the inner pain I feel. You alone are the one who sustains me when I feel helpless. Please give me inner strength to believe that my life has purpose in Jesus Christ. Help me overcome the pain of abuse and circumstances that are bigger than me. Defend me and bring great judgement upon abusers who have pained me for You are the God of my salvation.
winbyserving 4 months ago 3
@winbyserving You do know that this whole song is implying that praying to god doesn't work when you're getting raped, right?
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winbyserving 4 months ago
there's no God in my world if there is he wouldnt let me being r**ed and lokkked in the stupid van for HOURS!!!!!!!
NatalieSilverBelz 4 months ago 3
I still don't understand the "don't make me choose" part. .-.
darknbessiseternal 5 months ago 2
@darknbessiseternal: Maybe to choose whether or not to tell anyone...
8RayToro8 4 months ago
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@darknbessiseternal between good and evil (God/Satan)
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laudy572009 4 months ago
@darknbessiseternal Abortion, I would suppose...
CosmicKitten89 3 months ago
i know this is not necessary to say ....or it to much into my life but ..this .......reminds me of alot of things .....i was in a hospital most of life ....molested by some boy at school ....teased followed home....i had death threats ...and used to think so badly of my self ..so i would hurt myself .....i wanted to die ...i remember ...but this song i cant help to remember when i hear it but i cant stop listen ..even though it brings me to tears .........
mistressmurder158 5 months ago
i just LOVE the part at 4:31....as well as the rest of the song of course! <3
Rosethemad 5 months ago
This is the only woman in the world who can sing "God Help Me" 50 times in a song, and not have the phrase get old. She's amazing.
<3 EA
WingedWolf121 5 months ago 28
there is no comment that could fully express my love for this song
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MaxPayneIzRudog 5 months ago
This is a fantastic song. It's so haunting and so well written! :D
<3 EA
MilaMango108 5 months ago 4
@renaissanceman1680 Swearing is not an immaturity thing, it is a part of expression, swearing as the ONLY thing you say to make yourself feel big and bad is an immaturity.
TearisShatteredMoon 5 months ago 6
Who cares if she is Christian or not, her work is beautiful and her songs have more meaning than most of the mainstream stuff we all listen to on the radio. If anything, I wish to hear more of her work.
taria4eva 5 months ago 9
@taria4eva I agree, while I do believe there is more out there beyond us I accept all my singers for what their beliefs are, it's not my place to judge them.
TearisShatteredMoon 5 months ago
I sincerely, desperately with that I was completely unable to relate to this song.
EA<3
CrazyMorbidCatholic 6 months ago 2
I did not cry listening to this song because I believe in God and consider myself Christian (a bad one though); I cried because of how utterly broken and forsaken she sounds--the pain inflicted upon her is so tangible that I felt everything from her rage to her despair. Thank God I have not been raped (yet... you never know) but listening to this thrust me into the situation... it is unimaginable terror and reminds me of times it COULD have happened. EA is beautiful, no matter what. <3
Persona100Duh 6 months ago 6
(O_o) I thought she was christian before I heard this song. It's the first song of hers I've heard and she swears :L
ImPrettyReckless14 6 months ago
@ImPrettyReckless14 .....she swears in a LOT of her songs and she swears quite a bit when shes on stage. I think EA is atheist, but I'm unsure of this. BTW you can curse and still be christian. JUST sayin.
MermaidxLuciana 6 months ago 2
@MermaidxLuciana Yeah but most christian artist try not to swear :L #FAIL ed #LOL zer
ImPrettyReckless14 6 months ago
@ImPrettyReckless14 The swearing could be trying to emphasize something. Cursing doesn't always mean to be just that.
MermaidxLuciana 6 months ago
@ImPrettyReckless14 why would swearin make you any less Christian?
It's fuckin words.
I'm Catholic, I certainly don't see what the big fuss is.
FreaketteTV 6 months ago 7
If you guys want to know what the fucking song is about why don't you listen to the companion? Jesus.
LeahBabbbbeeeeee 6 months ago
When you are listening to this with head phones be sure not to sing along - apparently singing 'god help me' for about five minutes for no apparent reason is a bit weird. O_o
prettyuglydeadchick 6 months ago 25
@prettyuglydeadchick
I learned that the hard way.
zombiehunter3579 6 months ago 2
@zombiehunter3579 as did i, as did i - i feel you pain
prettyuglydeadchick 6 months ago 2
@prettyuglydeadchick haha i was doing tht than my dad asked what was wrong, I wish my freiend heard me instead cuz at least i could of said something stupid that would make them laugh but my dad doesnt laugh at thoses types of jokes lmao x3
XxYangBabexX 6 months ago
THAT INSTRUMENTAL. I love it.
Zoey20709 6 months ago
LOL right when this song ended police sirens went off on the high way by my house, it was crazy!
Kabenjra 6 months ago
IT may be about rape or not, but I think songs not only convey the writers feelings and meanings, but also give the listeners a chance to channel their own experiences and use the music to embody those feelings.
eloracave 6 months ago
emilie autumn has a talent for making beautiful and frightening songs that always seem to get her point across. i'm so glad to have found her music. :)
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rsgirl10 7 months ago 30
This song frightens me. EA got her point across perfectly in this song. <3
odickaliciousone 7 months ago
Me: mom have you heard this song
Mom:No let me listen
5 min and 56 secs later
Mom: What is wrong with you?
Me:Nothin i thought that you show know my opion on how rape is describe in a modern way, oh and i'm going to make a llitle play out of this at school of my drama project
Mom:(Jaw drops)
RoseBloodQueen 7 months ago 128
@RoseBloodQueen Did you use the song for your drama project? I hope it went good.
MsGeneralJones 6 months ago
@MsGeneralJones it did i got A but had to spend a week with the guidance counsler.
RoseBloodQueen 6 months ago
@RoseBloodQueen
wait,, you didnt get raped, did you? O.o
Creatisity 4 months ago
@Creatisity No but i have been emotional abused for years at school and family members. So in a way my soul been raped and that will never heal
RoseBloodQueen 4 months ago
I have to be really honest. You CAN get over the emotional pain of being raped. My first boyfriend raped me and that was also when I lost my virginity. I went to a psych ward for being suicidal. Went through all of this. There are many people who don't believe that God can help you, but he can. I relate to this song so much but I now that I have Jesus, these things don't haunt me anymore. I know how it feels and I am living proof that he heals. I saw Emilie live after I recovered.
PersianButtons 7 months ago 9
@PersianButtons not all people can though, and some people wont try. I will say any traumatic event will always effect your life, truly terrifying events burn in your mind so there is always a risk of triggers setting off the memory PTSD, but you can learn to be happy again after dark events...
TearisShatteredMoon 7 months ago in playlist Emilie Autumn Playlist
shit happens. then you die. Great song.
Fefefoth 8 months ago 2
@Fefefoth -___-
Nekokokitty 8 months ago in playlist :)
@Nekokokitty sometimes, when there is no other way of escaping something you dont want, other than suicide: thats a good quote to live by, Because, thats all life actually is. Humans and other creatures have emotions -and etc- for the strongest to survive.
Fefefoth 7 months ago
@Fefefoth eh that had terrible grammar, and I'm bad at explaining; But I tried. lol.
Fefefoth 7 months ago
@Fefefoth Indeed
HiddenVeniaStudios 7 months ago
rape should hold manditory capital punishment. murdering somones soul is worse than murdering there body
MrSunshineinthesky 8 months ago 5
@MrSunshineinthesky I agree.
Rape, no matter what the outcome, death or not, should be charged with first degree murder.
Tawnyshine 8 months ago 5
@Tawnyshine persisly better a person capable of such a thing be killed than risk hurting someone else... if society allowed this it would actually be a little bit safer to live in
MrSunshineinthesky 8 months ago
@MrSunshineinthesky 100% agreement.
While people always think, "Oh, you got raped, you got pregnant, poor you."
Nobody thinks of what that child endures.
I hate that pain.
Tawnyshine 8 months ago
Jeahh baby You ROCK
FreakieBoyy 8 months ago
The way those "people" should be killed is this ; First they are kept in isolation for five years with just enough food to keep them alive. Then they will be tortured to death.
Katetigeress 8 months ago
god help me
deathkill230 8 months ago
this song makes me think of the pervert that use to molest me when i was little and i told my parents and they refused to believe me so the abuse continued. i love you emilie your music is what keeps me going in this insane reality. <3
poutyambie 8 months ago 53
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VampireDog12 8 months ago
@poutyambie that's horrible that your parents didn't believe you T_T
xskullxkissesx 8 months ago
@poutyambie Omg poor you *virtual hug*
alicialerche 8 months ago
@poutyambie you need to tell someone (like a teacher, or school counsellor) right fucking now. don't feel embarrassed or guilty, cos that shit was not your fault. If you don't you will probably regret it for the rest of your life.
msahmsahmsah 8 months ago
@poutyambie
Are you still being abused?
I don't know how old you are now or whatever, but I'm 14, and I'm been abused before and also had some issues over the internet.
I desperatley want to help you. With me, it's only just ended, or so I hope it's ended. I hope he doesn't message again, I won't be able to deal with it.
But even though nothings going on at this moment in time, it still bothers me, so I know what it's like and if you need to talk, I'm here.... </3
GottaLoveWebkinzlid 8 months ago
oh no this happened when i was really little to me and my brother. to cope when i was growing up i did a lot of drugs because i had noone to talk to and when my brother came back home from the navy he was completely different. i know he drank to deal with that because hed even confess to me how he hated our parents and wanted to kill the people who did that to us and then the next day he couldnt remember what he told me. i am in therapy now its taken a long time to finally open up to anyone.
poutyambie 8 months ago
@poutyambie same thing here. It'll never leave ya, but what really helps is talking to a friend whom you deeply trust. It helped me a lot.
TheMinime56 7 months ago
@GottaLoveWebkinzlid and thank you so much for trying to understand. omg im sorry you went through that. it isnt easy especially when nobody believes you. yes if you need to talk as well im here too! :) *hugs* <3
poutyambie 8 months ago
@poutyambie
Is there anything I can do to help? I will do all I can.
Thank you! <3
:'( I'm now petrified of adults, but I don't show it because I know my mum would think it's stupid.
Even around her friends, I hate it..
GottaLoveWebkinzlid 8 months ago
@poutyambie wow great parents..no offence but if my kid said that id believe them and im srry u had to go through that =/
loveignites1 4 months ago 3
This song makes me cry everytime...It's got such raw desperation...Love it
alicialerche 8 months ago
@hellsorb-Some are. I know of the one mentioned in Bubby O'reilly by the Who made a nice meal for a predatorally cat! Everyone from Trent Reznor to Mike Tramp is happy with that out come.
Underworldisis1 8 months ago
i found this song while i was working on a school project and i couldn't stop listening to it :)
lexie5418 8 months ago
Imagine playing this in a Christian radio station.
Bloodstained78 8 months ago 9
My mother is not bipolar and I was never raped.
Love this song though! THUMBS UP!
johnking33762 8 months ago
God help me.
peeteer23 8 months ago 5
i seriously dont understand rapists/pedophiles/ and people in general who hurt other people...its makes me sick to my stomach especially since ik so much people who have had this done to them
loveignites1 8 months ago
Great song! Love EA :-)
JudgeOfAges 8 months ago
I didnt realize that is what the song was about, but just wanted to say..... saw Emilie here at the Diamond Ballroom last year. The show was amazing!
crabtree789 9 months ago
@irmalair483i happy anniversary my love!! <3 you are the best girlfriend in the world!! <3 I love you <3
Benzoloft 9 months ago
when i was little i was sexualy abused for 2 and a half years and i sufferd alone for 2 years after , the police did not do a fucking thing about it tho and since then my anger , pain and frustartion has built up and now if ppl catch me on a bad day.... the better be fast at running but my mother is actualy bi polar and although some days she is a pain i love her and she is always there for me when i need her .... even if the fucking badgers are in the house too ( yea she was on a manic )
misstomboy666 9 months ago
@misstomboy666 wow, that sounds a lot like me. my mother is bipolar aswell, i was abused when i was younger but i never told anyone
katysweet13 9 months ago
@misstomboy666 Sounds like my life, except I wasn't sexually abused, physically though. My mom's also bipolar but sadly she passed the gene on to me.
TheCarmillaShow 8 months ago
This is the first time I heard this song and I love it :)
You're really good at making videos.
I like the lyric stuff and how its timed :)
Keep up the great work :))))-
<3 MDT
harypotterMANIAC 9 months ago
I wish of world peace : • ) But its all up to man kind ¿
Fresno2014 9 months ago
Love Iiit!!!
GagaLadyXOXO 9 months ago
i love this song, since i know exactly how it feels to be raped :(
SasukeFirefan 9 months ago
@SasukeFirefan the most of us know it, the people who doesn't know it just can't understand this song
kykOo0 9 months ago
God, She's just soooo freakin'
AMAZING!!!
kendrasbroken 9 months ago
I relate to every word in this song. Great piece.
PersianButtons 9 months ago
Is it just me, or when she's going through the final part, she sounds likes she's.... angry. Like she's about to go out and murder the motherfucker that did what they did to her. Like she's got out of the grave, dusted her self off, and is now gonna kick some serious ass.
eviedream 9 months ago 12
I'm astonished by her strength to sing about what happened to her over and over, in so many songs. I think I'll bust in tears every time instead.
LuinmirAvafaila 9 months ago
@LuinmirAvafaila It's something many great artist have to or are able to do. Singing about inner pain makes a connection with people that can't be faked. It's very hard for some.
leseanpayne 9 months ago
@leseanpayne you're right indeed, but I have never listent to songs talking about rape like hers. Other things are easier to talk about
LuinmirAvafaila 9 months ago
Listen, just because this song has 'God' in the title doesn't call for a whole bunch of arguements surrounding religion. Let people believe what they want to believe.
RobinTeenTitansGO1 10 months ago 10
for the last 3 days ive been braking down and crying nonstop (i nvr cry) cause just a lil while ago my x practically raped me and everyone is looking down on me cause of it, including my bf. god help me
LucyScream 10 months ago
@LucyScream It doesnt matter who looks down on you just don't look down on yourself stay strong
mizpain624 10 months ago
@LucyScream Know that I am here for you. I know a rape victim and they were through Hell but I am here for you and it isn't your fault. Anyone that looks down on you is no better than your ex boyfriend and you have to leave him. I am here for you and there are a lot of others going through what you are. Know that you'll be okay as long as you stay strong, keep your head up and be strong, for every other victim of sexual violence out there.
TheRandomamp 10 months ago 3
@LucyScream Keep strong; follow Emilie. She is our goddess in this dangerous world. And remember, the rest of us Muffins/Plague rats are here for you.
SorceressZila 9 months ago
I can so relate to this song. I've been in that place where I'm crying and screaming, "God help me, God help me, God help me!" in total desperation because it seems like the last resort. At this point, this is my fucking theme song.
XxMissNoNamexX 10 months ago 4
IMO she brings out the best AND worst in people. But no matter what, no one stays the same after her music.
oOicecoldangelOo 10 months ago 4
an amazing piece of heartfelt music... i think i am turning into a plague rat :3
Lilypai 10 months ago 3
O.o why are my fellow plague rats fighting? We should not be debating over trivial things, we should be listening to the wonderful talent of Emilie Autumn and discussing /that/.
shadowgirl350 10 months ago 3
This woman is the reason I feel comfortable in my own skin. If I'm going through a tough time, I just imagine that she would disapprove of me giving up and crying, so I stick it out in the hopes that someday I can live up to the standards that she does.
simonimyours 10 months ago 5
Can someone help me identify the song on my profile? It's maybe from Romania.
The piano peace is the melody of a female singer...
wetsauna 11 months ago
this song it´s amazing, the way emilie sing, write and perform, it´s an godess! really she it´s just faboulous.
xoyomoi 11 months ago
Amazing song :3 Not really anything else to say.
KingdomHeartsIsMyLuv 11 months ago
I just want to step away from the comment war-zone for a moment and say this- this song is quite amazing. and Emilie Autumn is amazing too. :)
soundsxofxfreedom 11 months ago 10
I heard this song for the first time on Monday at the EA concert and have been in love with it ever since! :D
DetectiveGaara1 11 months ago 3
What i would give to go back in time and stop this shit from ever happening to such an amazing person.. she's come out so much stronger but fuck.. i want to give her a massive hug haha
wolvez2 11 months ago 5
Woah.
You guise make me lol with the whole Religion thing.
Atheists and Christians have their own opinions, I respect the hell out of that.
But being Christian or Atheist isn't exactly the subject you should be explaining for this song.
It's about rape and how they get away with it..
So enjoy the good damn song and stop your crying. >:C
MeepBobMeep 11 months ago 142
@MeepBobMeep I honestly don't think it's exclusively about rape. I think "why he's touching me" is more like, "I'm letting someone who's not good for me get close to me but I can't stop him." A lot of Opheliac is about bad relationships and being taken advantage of, I think. I'm pretty sure this whole song encompasses Emilie's whole life and just not being able to take much more.
XxMissNoNamexX 7 months ago 5
This song really means alot to me <3
onceuponawiltingrose 11 months ago
It's really sad how a lot of the people commenting are atheists. I really feel sorry for atheists because they will never go to heaven after they die, they will be stuck in hell.
amaloli1 11 months ago
@amaloli1 So do two-faced Christians who aren't even sure there's a heaven or hell because they're too busy hiding behind their bible that has more mistakes then words. Think before you comment. It'll help your troll.
TorturableDeath 11 months ago
@amaloli1 How dare you say they will go to hell? you don't have the right to say that. I know more good people who are atheists than religious people, heck they commit more sins than the atheists I know but it's their descision.If there is a god, He'll look at how good you've lived your life, because even if you believe and commited terrible sins, you'll go to hell.
FrigidSnow 11 months ago
@amaloli1 No, what's sad is people hiding behind thier psycho-washed interpritation of a piece of fiction, thinking it makes them better than others. Feel sorry for yourself. Oh, and this is from a Satanist, not that that has any bearing on what the song means to me or anyone else capable of rational thought.
XnecomatrixX 11 months ago 3
@amaloli1 I feel sorry for you and your ignorance.
Meowrimi 11 months ago
@amaloli1 Me & my friends are a group now known as 'God Haters' and we're (i'm) proud of it. if you think its such a crime, then go screw yourself
warriorcatsam 11 months ago
@amaloli1 I feel bad that you may be wasting your life "doing the right thing" like giving up a lot of things because they are "sins" and praising some god we don't even know is up there in the hopes that it will take you to eternal paradise. If there is a god, I don't think he is doing such a great job. Just ask all the rape victims who have indeed found themselves screaming to god for help. But anyways, it's an EA vid, so I'll shut up about religion.
blacksnowhitequeen 10 months ago
@blacksnowhitequeen no its not like that, the way god is soposed to work is like, well ppl have free will and its still about choices and stuff. he doesnt control ppl. just leave the rest up to carma
LucyScream 10 months ago
@LucyScream I don't know... I find it odd that even when having the power, he cannot save one person a day. At least. Well whatever
blacksnowhitequeen 10 months ago
@amaloli1 Two faced Christan whore. I truly can not speak about your ignorance. Your a very sad person.
TheCarmillaShow 8 months ago
@TheCarmillaShow Hey, hey, easy... plaguE rAts don't judge, dear.
Tawnyshine 8 months ago
@Tawnyshine I can't really call myself a Plague Rat yet. I just got into EA, and I apologize, she/he just annoyed me strongly.
TheCarmillaShow 8 months ago
@TheCarmillaShow ah, I understand ^-^
Tawnyshine 8 months ago
@amaloli1 I feel sorry for the fact that your narrowminded and attacking comment does nothing but make those who are religious look worse, no stone to throw, love the sinner? any of that ring a bell? get off your high horse and live what you preach hypocrite I'm sick of being looked at worse cause of people like you!
TearisShatteredMoon 7 months ago
dont desrespect this song $ and the artist
deathkill230 11 months ago
Kinda sick of everyone saying "Don't talk about this" or "don't talk about that" in Emilie Autumn songs. It's all about taking the Asylum back guys, say whatever you need to!
Gayle1661 11 months ago 2
i don't know how to feel about this songs
it brings me back many things to my mind
and drives me into a mania state
however it makes me realize I'm not drawn in "pain"
i hope some day
they get what they deserve
GIR135790 11 months ago 2
Don't give up after you're attacked, if you do then the bastard has won; the best thing you can do is throw yourself into life with wild abandon and become the woman you were born to be.
CalestaWillis 11 months ago 2
give it a rest .... Listen to this Sweet Lady .... Read what you what.... I don'y give a fuck, this woman is cool
neonsolaris 11 months ago
OMG Listen to this Sweet Lady .... Read what you what.... I don'y give a fuck, this woman is cool
neonsolaris 11 months ago
rapist and pedophiles should be tortured and killed :) have a nice day
hellsorb 11 months ago 301
@hellsorb No, that's revenge. And as good as that might taste, I'd rather go for justice. They should be given to psychologists and doctors to be observed and treated so we can see how we can prevent rape/sexual harassment in the furture. So it doesn't have to happen again, ever. On a side note, the line "don't make me choose" sounds so desperate :/ Makes me sad! Lovely song though.
Romanee92 9 months ago
@hellsorb I'm a pedo :(
I can't help my urges.
Bloodstained78 8 months ago
it's weird how just because it's known that she has bipolar disorder, everyone blames that for her depressing lyrics. as if people without mental problems can't write depressing things or think depressive thoughts.
winggoddess 1 year ago 2