i understand where you're coming from, but maybe you should try and make a positive goal - like to find a therapist or group therapy or to only weigh yourself once (or one time less than you do now) a day... just a thought.
I relate... which you probably already know, but I thought I would remind you :) I actually felt really jealous when you started talking about all the things you have accomplished thus far in your life. I'll be 27 in November, but still without direction in my life. I've dropped out of grad school 2x already and I work at job that only requires a high school diploma and barely pays a living wage.
@WickedXena Yeah, I knew you could relate. ;) I definitely don't say these things with the intention of making anyone jealous, but I understand. I wanted SO BAD to be where I am, and now I'm here....which is AWESOME, but I thought it would feel different, ya know? My husband says that happiness doesn't last long with me....like if something should make me happy, I'm like, yeah thats cool, and then I go back focusing on all the negative. Nothing I do is ever good enough for some reason. :/
I turned 26 in march, i'm getting married next spring and we are moving into our first owned home in about 1.7 weeks....I totally get it. ugh, its depressing in a way but if you think about it in a positive light it can also be really exciting knowing you can do whatever the hell you want.....but also scary..... I feel like I am just going through the motions of life but not really LIVING it the way I want, does that make sense? I hope to make a video soon, I need to vent about this stuff too!
@bindiloo Yeah, I try to think about it positively because IT IS positive :) but its weird, ya know? Like I have nothing no really focus on, if that makes any sense? I'll definitely check out your video when you make it. :) I bet you're excited about your new house?!
i feel the same way as you do and everyone tells me that I look young too, yet somehow i feel old and young all in one. and (sorry I did ask you before what you do and I didn't realize that you hadn't said before) . we have alot of similarities. thanks for doing this video. your videos make me not feel so alone.
i understand where you're coming from, but maybe you should try and make a positive goal - like to find a therapist or group therapy or to only weigh yourself once (or one time less than you do now) a day... just a thought.
tirEDofcoping 10 months ago
I relate... which you probably already know, but I thought I would remind you :) I actually felt really jealous when you started talking about all the things you have accomplished thus far in your life. I'll be 27 in November, but still without direction in my life. I've dropped out of grad school 2x already and I work at job that only requires a high school diploma and barely pays a living wage.
WickedXena 11 months ago
@WickedXena Yeah, I knew you could relate. ;) I definitely don't say these things with the intention of making anyone jealous, but I understand. I wanted SO BAD to be where I am, and now I'm here....which is AWESOME, but I thought it would feel different, ya know? My husband says that happiness doesn't last long with me....like if something should make me happy, I'm like, yeah thats cool, and then I go back focusing on all the negative. Nothing I do is ever good enough for some reason. :/
robinbird 10 months ago
I turned 26 in march, i'm getting married next spring and we are moving into our first owned home in about 1.7 weeks....I totally get it. ugh, its depressing in a way but if you think about it in a positive light it can also be really exciting knowing you can do whatever the hell you want.....but also scary..... I feel like I am just going through the motions of life but not really LIVING it the way I want, does that make sense? I hope to make a video soon, I need to vent about this stuff too!
bindiloo 11 months ago
@bindiloo Yeah, I try to think about it positively because IT IS positive :) but its weird, ya know? Like I have nothing no really focus on, if that makes any sense? I'll definitely check out your video when you make it. :) I bet you're excited about your new house?!
robinbird 10 months ago
i feel the same way as you do and everyone tells me that I look young too, yet somehow i feel old and young all in one. and (sorry I did ask you before what you do and I didn't realize that you hadn't said before) . we have alot of similarities. thanks for doing this video. your videos make me not feel so alone.
Jalynn99 11 months ago
@Jalynn99 I'm glad my videos make you feel not so alone. :) I'll message you with what I do, but you have to keep it secret. ;)
robinbird 10 months ago