i have more than one problem like always i dont like it but its something i have to live with im just getting therapy for it im on other things to help my friends are helping and this video helps me alot
Oh my god. That's exactly how my typical days are there are times I'd be soo happy and than I'd be really sad and feel low self esteem and there be times where I'm super happy than sad to a point i break down to tears I haven't been diagnosed but I'm scared that I have this
Geez... I know EXACTLY how you feel only for a much longer time. The last time I felt so depressed was a month ago. And now I'm back again. This has been happening for a long time now...now I know I'm not alone...
i completely agree i have Bipolar 2 and it takes 4 ever 2 find the right medication and even once u on it well it helps a bit but u still have tragic ups n downs like this year i have been happy i'm not so sure if i was manic but i am on meds and i was happy 4 like 6 months and now ive been down scared afraid not knowing who i am it has gottern so bad that i have had social phobia 2 scared to even see people and suicidal thoughts!
i completely agree i have Bipolar 2 and it takes 4 ever 2 find the right medication and even once u on it well it helps a bit but u still have tragic ups n downs like this year i have been happy i'm not so sure if i was manic but i am on meds and i was happy 4 like 6 months and now ive been down scared afraid not knowing who i am it has gottern so bad that i have had social phobia 2 scared to even see people but only recentally iv'e been feeling a bit better but still down
I'm afraid that i might have that. I was diagnosed with depression 6 months ago. I have times when i feel better but i haven't told a about them to anyone because i didn't think it was important. I've tried 2 medications, they were both SSRI. They didn't work and i started to have weird side effects. For example i was scared of my own hands and toes and my moods started to go up and down many times a day. Please tell me what you think about this. Should i tell someone?
I struggled with bulimia, anorexia, self-mutilation and depression for 6 years until I gave my life to Christ. There is Hope...I'm here for you. Email me, if any of you want to talk, there is hope. May the Lord's peace be with you. I'm with you all in Spirit and I share all your pain with you. I love you all soo much and praying for each of you. I cnt think of this without feeling my heart being ripped out of my chest. i wish i can grab all of you out of this, but only Christ can. I love you
this is not the life He wanted you or I to live, but because of the decisions we made, we ended up in that, but there is freedom! I'm telling you...there is freedom! Whomever the Son(Jesus Christ) sets free IS FREE! You all matter and were created for a reason! If i can get at least one person who is struggling to hear me on this, that's enough for me. Whenever these thoughts of death come, CRY OUT! I'm here for you guys! My name is Mj Constant, I'm20 years old.
Jesus set me free PERMANENTLY and when i see those thoughts trying to creep back in....i KNOW where they are coming from and i FIGHT them, by resisting the devil and submitting to Christ. There is hope, it doesnt matter whether you believe in Jesus or not, satan wants to take you to pit of death with him and road that he can take to do it, he will jump on it. LISTEN TO ME..there is HOPE, as long as you are still alive...there is HOPE! Jesus Christ understands, he came and gave his life for you
Whether you believe in God or not, it doesnt matter. Satan doesnt discriminate. He hates all humanity and if he can convince you that you dnt matter and that death is best, he will. But i'm here to tell you that you DO matter! you all are sooo precious! and I UNDERSTAND! because I suffered with the same things, but i OVERCAME! and i want to help others overcome as well! the pills will not work, its not something meds can cure. Yes the meds suppress the symptions for a time, but they come back!
Those thoughts are not your own. That battle is not yours. What is happening to you is something more than pills can cure. We have a spiritual enemy who hates us with the most venomous hate we could ever imagine. His mission is to steal, kill and destroy. He wants to steal your joy, happiness, and he wants to take your life. Those voices and thoughts of death are from the spiritual realm and that is what we battle against. We battle against the principalities and powers of the dark realm.
If you believe what is going on is from the outside...it is. I didnt understand why I wanted to die so much, all i know is that I wanted it all to end, those thoughts that seemed like voices, voices that would not shut up and the only way to quiet those voices was to take my life. On july 15, I made that decision because I felt so unworthy and i couldnt take the depression anymore, but Jesus came through! I have defeated those attacks because I cried out for help to the only one who could help
This is to all of you...I want to say that I love each and everyone one you very much and that there is HOPE! thank you for posting this ThereIsHopeForUs, I used to struggle with chronic depression to the point of attempted suicide, it was really hard, the psychiatrist wanted to send me to a mental hospital, and its even more difficult when people do not understand, but I am freee from that now. And I reach out and help out those who are hurt. How I overcame was giving my life to Jesus Christ.
That was awesome! I was diagnosed 6 years ago with this disease and I struggle with it everyday. Videos like this are a big part of my therapy and I just wanted to say thank you!
diabetes and related complications like hyperglycemia, ketoacidosis, pancreatitis, coma, and death. Side effects can develop at any point during treatment.This is not to say that people do not get depressed, or that people can’t experience emotional or mental duress, but psychiatry has repackaged these emotions and behaviors as “disease” in order to sell drugs. This is a brilliant marketing campaign, but it is not science. - too many years I was a victim of psychiarty.
the thing with my bipolar is that it always seems like it's something on the outside that's doing it, or it's my choice that i'm feeling/acting this way. That's the problem, that's why it was so hard to tell that there was something wrong with me.
oh i've recently stumbled on a website called BipolarAdvantage. It describes a course where you can live with Bipolar, instead of hiding from it with meds and etc.
I haven't done it cause i don't know how trustworthy it is, but the idea is great.
@ChovinDumb and you are correct, precious one.....it is from the outside, the choice comes with whether you CHOOSE to SUBMIT to those thoughts. A lot of people suffer with bipolar or depression or all those things that society says are "mental disorders" and society try to like fix us, but they dnt even know what the problem is! its a spiritual thing, that's why it comes from the OUTSIDE! YOU are 100% correct Chovindumb, so now whats the solution?
i was just recently diagnosed bipolar and i stll havent found a way to deal with it. i am medicated now and im sooo humiliated being bipolar. i feel like people see me for my mental ilness and not for tiffany. thank you sooo much! this helped tons! x0x0
my friend has bipolar, once during a party she started feeling reely depress and ran in the bathroom, we were all afraid, we got someone 2 pick the lock so we could get in and help her. she found scissers and was trying 2 cut her arms. we took the scissors away from her and got a pillow 4 her to punch, she said stuff like "no one understands wat i go though" "why can u leave me alone" it reely hurt 2 c someone n so much pain
Thank you for sharing ! Im have bipolar ll also and im a depressive state right now . I really liked the picture you had on this video of the person crying on the inside with the mouth screaming out , I have been feeling like this for about a week now it sucks ! I had to go shopping and order some things and when I was in the store I told the guy what I want at the meat counter then all of a sudden tears were just flowing down my face ! I hate feeling this way too !
I am simply amazed that anyone could put together something that screams out everything I feel and can't find the words to say. I also have bipolar ii and it is completely exhausting! Sometimes I hate knowing when things are changing and wish I could go through it all blindly but what a terrible thing that would be for others. It is bad enough knowing what is going on and being able to apologize, I would hate to try to apologize after the fact and not remember.
Been living with bipolar 2 since I was diagnosed at the age of 14, now am 24 and recently started to learn of this disease. Not sure if I can handle this the rest of my days.
im afraid im losing friends and my family doesnt care or understand because of this illness. i never knew much about it until 2 months ago when i was diagnosed after a suicide attempt. i lie to keep from being around people and sometimes they find out and they leave, im mean to people when im not depressed, even when i dont try to be. i hate this. i just want to disappear, i want everyone to leave me alone. i cant "snap out of it" or "look on the {fucking) bright side". there is none.
My advice would be to tap into the illness and fuel yourself with its creativity. It's not the end of the world, so don't let it be the end of you. I was just feeling very defeated last night, but this morning I feel much better after some sound advice from a friend. Hang in there and enjoy the ride - you're not alone!!
I'm a computer programmer and property manager anything is possible just take care of yourselves and manage your lives carefully. You *will* be happy.
Thanks for your video, im passing trough a depressive period right now. I've been Bipolar since 17 (diagnosed) im 19 now. Im still trying to live with it.
@PeaceLoveEternity negative. The Secret does not exist, is a contradiction. I can explain you why. I know there is wonderful to have something to believe in, but not this.
Great video. I understand how you feel with this... I'll be feeling fine for most of the day, even optimistic and happy and then often, as soon as the evening hits, I get horribly depressed. It just overwhelms me and I can't stop crying, sometimes for hours.
@Melrudin if it is at evening, then is not necesary bipolar disorder, that could be a depressive answer of something that happens or happened in your real life.
I really like the way you presented the experience in this video. I plan to share this on my Facebook so that maybe a few people can better understand.
Thanks for sharing. I also have bipolar II and struggle everyday. The illness lies to you. Bipolar waits patiently like a demon and stricks at any time, dragging you down with it. Continue to stay strong and never ever give up. You are in my prayers.
You're right, bi-polar gives you wonderful highs and then without warning send you crashing down. I'm currently creating a list of coping strategies so that I can hurry and distract myself as soon as I notice my mood shifting from high to low. Also it will help to control just how high my mood gets. The worst part of my highs are my rapid speech, i talk so much I can hardly shut up when I'm on a high.
@jtooj OHHH MY GOODNESS!! EXACTLY!!! jtooj! yes, that's EXACTLY WHAT BIPOLAR or any type of other "illnesses" are! Lies of the enemy to steal from us what Jesus Christ has given us.......life. I love you! and stay strong! You guys are awesome! i'm amazed at how many of you are fighting back!
I know how you feel. I also have bipolar II and it's killing me. One minute I'm happy and energetic the next minute I'm sitting on the floor screaming with tears coming out my eyes, unable to stand up... It's horrible. When I'm manic I worry all the time if I will get depressed soon and try to find reasons to stay alive before it happens, and when I'm depressed all I can think about is death.
I just wish it all ended. Even if I have to give up my life for it...
Hi Mitja545, have you seen a doctor? You know there's medication for the symptoms of bipolar? I know it's hard, sometimes I feel like I live life walking through a swamp and I'm hoping i don't drown. Try to find a way to express yourself during the manic cycles too. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
@mitja545 Oh man...i KNOW EXACTLY what you mean, I had the same experience 5 years ago and when we do think of death, it's not easy for us to take our mind off of it. Do you wanna know what Christ taught me sweetheart? Those thoughts are NOT YOU! that's the illusion and manipulation! When these thoughts come, we have the tendency to accept them because we believe it is us who think that way! but, i tell you wonderful one, it's not you. So STAY ALIVE! Christ came to give you LIFE.
Im 14 and bipolar. ive been to a institution and stuff.. im maby going back tough..
julliatwitch 1 week ago
i have more than one problem like always i dont like it but its something i have to live with im just getting therapy for it im on other things to help my friends are helping and this video helps me alot
haydenlovesandrew11 1 month ago
thanx 4 sharing... i know what it's like..... hugs to you
easytheme 1 month ago
Oh my god. That's exactly how my typical days are there are times I'd be soo happy and than I'd be really sad and feel low self esteem and there be times where I'm super happy than sad to a point i break down to tears I haven't been diagnosed but I'm scared that I have this
zeelelynn 1 month ago
I also have bipolar11. I use epilim as a mood stabiliser. By sharing we support and educate ourselves.
lizzievissie 1 month ago
Geez... I know EXACTLY how you feel only for a much longer time. The last time I felt so depressed was a month ago. And now I'm back again. This has been happening for a long time now...now I know I'm not alone...
blushinggator 2 months ago
i completely agree i have Bipolar 2 and it takes 4 ever 2 find the right medication and even once u on it well it helps a bit but u still have tragic ups n downs like this year i have been happy i'm not so sure if i was manic but i am on meds and i was happy 4 like 6 months and now ive been down scared afraid not knowing who i am it has gottern so bad that i have had social phobia 2 scared to even see people and suicidal thoughts!
GlossyGabs 3 months ago
i completely agree i have Bipolar 2 and it takes 4 ever 2 find the right medication and even once u on it well it helps a bit but u still have tragic ups n downs like this year i have been happy i'm not so sure if i was manic but i am on meds and i was happy 4 like 6 months and now ive been down scared afraid not knowing who i am it has gottern so bad that i have had social phobia 2 scared to even see people but only recentally iv'e been feeling a bit better but still down
GlossyGabs 3 months ago
I'm afraid that i might have that. I was diagnosed with depression 6 months ago. I have times when i feel better but i haven't told a about them to anyone because i didn't think it was important. I've tried 2 medications, they were both SSRI. They didn't work and i started to have weird side effects. For example i was scared of my own hands and toes and my moods started to go up and down many times a day. Please tell me what you think about this. Should i tell someone?
Sorry for bad english.
4ddar 3 months ago
So well put thankyou for sharing
stonham100 4 months ago
I struggled with bulimia, anorexia, self-mutilation and depression for 6 years until I gave my life to Christ. There is Hope...I'm here for you. Email me, if any of you want to talk, there is hope. May the Lord's peace be with you. I'm with you all in Spirit and I share all your pain with you. I love you all soo much and praying for each of you. I cnt think of this without feeling my heart being ripped out of my chest. i wish i can grab all of you out of this, but only Christ can. I love you
Purity03 4 months ago
this is not the life He wanted you or I to live, but because of the decisions we made, we ended up in that, but there is freedom! I'm telling you...there is freedom! Whomever the Son(Jesus Christ) sets free IS FREE! You all matter and were created for a reason! If i can get at least one person who is struggling to hear me on this, that's enough for me. Whenever these thoughts of death come, CRY OUT! I'm here for you guys! My name is Mj Constant, I'm20 years old.
Purity03 4 months ago
Jesus set me free PERMANENTLY and when i see those thoughts trying to creep back in....i KNOW where they are coming from and i FIGHT them, by resisting the devil and submitting to Christ. There is hope, it doesnt matter whether you believe in Jesus or not, satan wants to take you to pit of death with him and road that he can take to do it, he will jump on it. LISTEN TO ME..there is HOPE, as long as you are still alive...there is HOPE! Jesus Christ understands, he came and gave his life for you
Purity03 4 months ago
Whether you believe in God or not, it doesnt matter. Satan doesnt discriminate. He hates all humanity and if he can convince you that you dnt matter and that death is best, he will. But i'm here to tell you that you DO matter! you all are sooo precious! and I UNDERSTAND! because I suffered with the same things, but i OVERCAME! and i want to help others overcome as well! the pills will not work, its not something meds can cure. Yes the meds suppress the symptions for a time, but they come back!
Purity03 4 months ago
Those thoughts are not your own. That battle is not yours. What is happening to you is something more than pills can cure. We have a spiritual enemy who hates us with the most venomous hate we could ever imagine. His mission is to steal, kill and destroy. He wants to steal your joy, happiness, and he wants to take your life. Those voices and thoughts of death are from the spiritual realm and that is what we battle against. We battle against the principalities and powers of the dark realm.
Purity03 4 months ago
If you believe what is going on is from the outside...it is. I didnt understand why I wanted to die so much, all i know is that I wanted it all to end, those thoughts that seemed like voices, voices that would not shut up and the only way to quiet those voices was to take my life. On july 15, I made that decision because I felt so unworthy and i couldnt take the depression anymore, but Jesus came through! I have defeated those attacks because I cried out for help to the only one who could help
Purity03 4 months ago
This is to all of you...I want to say that I love each and everyone one you very much and that there is HOPE! thank you for posting this ThereIsHopeForUs, I used to struggle with chronic depression to the point of attempted suicide, it was really hard, the psychiatrist wanted to send me to a mental hospital, and its even more difficult when people do not understand, but I am freee from that now. And I reach out and help out those who are hurt. How I overcame was giving my life to Jesus Christ.
Purity03 4 months ago
That was awesome! I was diagnosed 6 years ago with this disease and I struggle with it everyday. Videos like this are a big part of my therapy and I just wanted to say thank you!
dp21894 5 months ago 2
@dp21894 you are very brave..I'm so proud of you. You are soo precious..beyond measure!
Purity03 4 months ago
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diabetes and related complications like hyperglycemia, ketoacidosis, pancreatitis, coma, and death. Side effects can develop at any point during treatment.This is not to say that people do not get depressed, or that people can’t experience emotional or mental duress, but psychiatry has repackaged these emotions and behaviors as “disease” in order to sell drugs. This is a brilliant marketing campaign, but it is not science. - too many years I was a victim of psychiarty.
AkathisiA101 6 months ago
the thing with my bipolar is that it always seems like it's something on the outside that's doing it, or it's my choice that i'm feeling/acting this way. That's the problem, that's why it was so hard to tell that there was something wrong with me.
oh i've recently stumbled on a website called BipolarAdvantage. It describes a course where you can live with Bipolar, instead of hiding from it with meds and etc.
I haven't done it cause i don't know how trustworthy it is, but the idea is great.
ChovinDumb 7 months ago
@ChovinDumb and you are correct, precious one.....it is from the outside, the choice comes with whether you CHOOSE to SUBMIT to those thoughts. A lot of people suffer with bipolar or depression or all those things that society says are "mental disorders" and society try to like fix us, but they dnt even know what the problem is! its a spiritual thing, that's why it comes from the OUTSIDE! YOU are 100% correct Chovindumb, so now whats the solution?
Purity03 4 months ago
i was just recently diagnosed bipolar and i stll havent found a way to deal with it. i am medicated now and im sooo humiliated being bipolar. i feel like people see me for my mental ilness and not for tiffany. thank you sooo much! this helped tons! x0x0
tjoplin89 10 months ago
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I love this VIDEO THANKS SO MUCH
linseynicole7 10 months ago
I love this VIDEO THANKS SO MUCH
linseynicole7 10 months ago
my friend has bipolar, once during a party she started feeling reely depress and ran in the bathroom, we were all afraid, we got someone 2 pick the lock so we could get in and help her. she found scissers and was trying 2 cut her arms. we took the scissors away from her and got a pillow 4 her to punch, she said stuff like "no one understands wat i go though" "why can u leave me alone" it reely hurt 2 c someone n so much pain
swimemily123 1 year ago
Thank you for sharing ! Im have bipolar ll also and im a depressive state right now . I really liked the picture you had on this video of the person crying on the inside with the mouth screaming out , I have been feeling like this for about a week now it sucks ! I had to go shopping and order some things and when I was in the store I told the guy what I want at the meat counter then all of a sudden tears were just flowing down my face ! I hate feeling this way too !
MsMommasue 1 year ago
I am simply amazed that anyone could put together something that screams out everything I feel and can't find the words to say. I also have bipolar ii and it is completely exhausting! Sometimes I hate knowing when things are changing and wish I could go through it all blindly but what a terrible thing that would be for others. It is bad enough knowing what is going on and being able to apologize, I would hate to try to apologize after the fact and not remember.
Thanks for expressing it for me!!!
nakedjoyride 1 year ago
Been living with bipolar 2 since I was diagnosed at the age of 14, now am 24 and recently started to learn of this disease. Not sure if I can handle this the rest of my days.
BoboniChroniChic 1 year ago
im afraid im losing friends and my family doesnt care or understand because of this illness. i never knew much about it until 2 months ago when i was diagnosed after a suicide attempt. i lie to keep from being around people and sometimes they find out and they leave, im mean to people when im not depressed, even when i dont try to be. i hate this. i just want to disappear, i want everyone to leave me alone. i cant "snap out of it" or "look on the {fucking) bright side". there is none.
ItsMeBenjaminBB 1 year ago
Did anyone else laugh hysterically at 3:53??
My advice would be to tap into the illness and fuel yourself with its creativity. It's not the end of the world, so don't let it be the end of you. I was just feeling very defeated last night, but this morning I feel much better after some sound advice from a friend. Hang in there and enjoy the ride - you're not alone!!
mainman9000 1 year ago
you will nener be alone , lets stick 2 on medication, they help.
athanassiosdesigner 1 year ago
WOOOT bipolar II people unite :)
I'm a computer programmer and property manager anything is possible just take care of yourselves and manage your lives carefully. You *will* be happy.
scout6686 2 years ago
thanks for sharing this i am bipolar type 2, now i know why my life is like this ,,
julietteanne1964 2 years ago
Thanks for your video, im passing trough a depressive period right now. I've been Bipolar since 17 (diagnosed) im 19 now. Im still trying to live with it.
ferrigno46 2 years ago
Please watch the movie "The Secret". I have Bipolar II also and this movie has helped me a lot.
PeaceLoveEternity 2 years ago
@PeaceLoveEternity negative. The Secret does not exist, is a contradiction. I can explain you why. I know there is wonderful to have something to believe in, but not this.
ferrigno46 2 years ago
Actually I use it everyday now and it works very well. But to each is his own.
PeaceLoveEternity 2 years ago
Great video. I understand how you feel with this... I'll be feeling fine for most of the day, even optimistic and happy and then often, as soon as the evening hits, I get horribly depressed. It just overwhelms me and I can't stop crying, sometimes for hours.
Melrudin 2 years ago
@Melrudin if it is at evening, then is not necesary bipolar disorder, that could be a depressive answer of something that happens or happened in your real life.
ferrigno46 2 years ago
I really like the way you presented the experience in this video. I plan to share this on my Facebook so that maybe a few people can better understand.
OrkyBorkyGorky 2 years ago
Just got diagnosed with this...
I'm taking it really hard.
I am so depressed. I feel like crap knowing that I'm only 16 and feel like I have been living for decades.
BelieveeTheTruth 2 years ago
Thanks for sharing. I also have bipolar II and struggle everyday. The illness lies to you. Bipolar waits patiently like a demon and stricks at any time, dragging you down with it. Continue to stay strong and never ever give up. You are in my prayers.
jtooj 2 years ago 5
You're right, bi-polar gives you wonderful highs and then without warning send you crashing down. I'm currently creating a list of coping strategies so that I can hurry and distract myself as soon as I notice my mood shifting from high to low. Also it will help to control just how high my mood gets. The worst part of my highs are my rapid speech, i talk so much I can hardly shut up when I'm on a high.
ThereIsHopeForUS 2 years ago 2
@jtooj OHHH MY GOODNESS!! EXACTLY!!! jtooj! yes, that's EXACTLY WHAT BIPOLAR or any type of other "illnesses" are! Lies of the enemy to steal from us what Jesus Christ has given us.......life. I love you! and stay strong! You guys are awesome! i'm amazed at how many of you are fighting back!
Purity03 4 months ago
Thank you for putting feelings to words music and art this is beautful!
lizardmm1 4 months ago
I know how you feel. I also have bipolar II and it's killing me. One minute I'm happy and energetic the next minute I'm sitting on the floor screaming with tears coming out my eyes, unable to stand up... It's horrible. When I'm manic I worry all the time if I will get depressed soon and try to find reasons to stay alive before it happens, and when I'm depressed all I can think about is death.
I just wish it all ended. Even if I have to give up my life for it...
mitja545 2 years ago 2
Hi Mitja545, have you seen a doctor? You know there's medication for the symptoms of bipolar? I know it's hard, sometimes I feel like I live life walking through a swamp and I'm hoping i don't drown. Try to find a way to express yourself during the manic cycles too. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
ThereIsHopeForUS 2 years ago
@mitja545 Oh man...i KNOW EXACTLY what you mean, I had the same experience 5 years ago and when we do think of death, it's not easy for us to take our mind off of it. Do you wanna know what Christ taught me sweetheart? Those thoughts are NOT YOU! that's the illusion and manipulation! When these thoughts come, we have the tendency to accept them because we believe it is us who think that way! but, i tell you wonderful one, it's not you. So STAY ALIVE! Christ came to give you LIFE.
Purity03 4 months ago