SPOKEN WORD: "I DON'T LIKE ROLLER COASTERS" by Estari

[caramelskintype09]

SAY THAT ESTARIIIIII!!!!!

[estari4life]

@caramelskintype09 *blushing*

[GRIZZLYBEARR7]

I COME BACK FOR SOME MORE HAHAHAHA

[estari4life]

@GRIZZLYBEARR7 Thanks hunni! :-)

[Shamayim9]

Lol @ bumper car ridin' whore. Spit dat venom!!! Nice! Keep it coming BDP!

[estari4life]

@Shamayim9 Thanks Rahstari! :-) HUGS!

[SpiritOfTheRainbow]

DO IKNOW THIS FEELING! ANOTHER GEM FULL OF HUMANITY AND WISDOM ESTARI!

[estari4life]

@SpiritOfTheRainbow Thanks so much Mr. Rainbow! :-) How's it going on your side of the world?

[SpiritOfTheRainbow]

@estari4life I'm going with a slower flow as I wait for the Spirit of Spring...I've written a few articles - 'Death By Doctrinal Correctness' (published in All God's Children) and 'What Is Spirituality?' (Big Issue January 2011). The last one was picked up by a priest in Wales who wanted to reproduce it in his Church magazine which was a pleasant surprise. I've passed the 3000 mark with video hits across the four Channels its on and hope to be able to do another one when I've got more resources.

[BONEPICKER88]

YOU ARE QUEEN OF THE WORD!!

[estari4life]

@BONEPICKER88 Awww...thank you! :-)

[SoloFilmsOne]

Your words are bliss. 

[estari4life]

@SoloFilmsOne *winks* Thank you :-)

[MzSkribble]

DEEP. REAL. RECEIVED. UNDERSTOOD.

Mi Amore... I ADORE thee :-)

[estari4life]

@MzSkribble Hey Skribbles! So glad you stopped by :-) *Raises to the very tip of her toes* MUAH! Thanks Goddess.

[Backatwon]

When I saw the title I thought it was going to be about SIX FLAGS...:-).....It was so much deeper ....as you said get off at the next stop ..brothers and sisters get out the PARK !!...much respect.......and blessings

[estari4life]

@Backatwon LMAO@Get out the PARK!!! Yes indeed! I 2nd, 3rd and 4th that one! Thanks for that my friend. HUGS!

[PaintedRavensong]

Fabulous!!! What a great analogy. We do so much for our heart's sake, don't we? Undone is so wonderful until it isn't. Great job my beautiful friend.

[estari4life]

@PaintedRavensong Thank you Raven. Yes undone is so perfect until it becomes a tragedy. Funny how that happens. Thanks for your support hunni! HUGS!!!

[a40yearoldcub]

you are  great

[estari4life]

@a40yearoldcub Thank you! HUGS!

[depfox]

wow...very well dont love it....I think it is one of your best to date.

[estari4life]

@depfox Really? Wow! That's a great compliment. Thank you for that. This piece was a bit more dramatic than most of my poems so I had to tap into some deep-seated resentment from the past in order to pull it off. LOL...surprisingly enough, it felt great! :-)

[UniversalMinded]

People just need to grow up and get rid of their EGO, that's all it is. I would never play games with you like that honey.

[estari4life]

@UniversalMinded Awww...of course you wouldn't. :-) From your comments, I've come to the conclusion that you're living inside of a deeper level of awareness. Not many people are even aware of the fact that they have an ego and that they are being controlled by it. I have an appreciation for those who dare to raise their level of consciousness. Thank you for being one of those people :-)

[UniversalMinded]

@estari4life I do have a very strong awareness, but i have to be honest that my ego is still all over the place when it comes to my anger issues and also when it comes to forgiving people that disrespect me in a major way. Sometimes it's just really hard to just let go, because letting go means slowly killing the ego,and the ego obviously does'nt wanna go out like that.

[estari4life]

@UniversalMinded Oh yes, oh yes...I know the struggle well hunni. The struggle doesn't cease to exist until your true position as the divine observer is recognized whole-heartedly. I also have moments when mind identification is strong, but I'm never lost for long. Such a sweet, sweet road back to our true selves. Enjoy the journey! *whispering* "It's a process, not a destination..." :-)

[UniversalMinded]

@estari4life Yeah, life is only a journey and the journey is what excites us not the destination.

[deborahdaughter7]

Gurl, all I can do is SMDH!!! Shit, I don't like ferris wheels either while I'm at it. Goin' round and round and never getting anywhere. Some people like that damn rollercoaster. Some people don't like it and are addicted to it. Some people are too scared to get off because that is all they know. I decided to get off and u know what's funny. Sometimes u are on the ground looking up and ur loved one on a dangerous turn and all u can do is shout "be careful!"

[estari4life]

@deborahdaughter7 LMAO@BE CAREFUL!!! Yes indeed! When we know betta, we do betta. I, for one, certainly know betta than to go down that road again. Your ferris wheel analogy was on point too. I'm looking out for roller coasters and ferris wheels from now on. Thanks for watching girlie!

[MainelyButch]

Putting you in my "cool" box on this one!!! Bravo !

[estari4life]

@MainelyButch Thanks Mainely! I appreciate all of your supportive comments. They make me smile :-)

[MegaAlltimehigh]

U rock!!!

[estari4life]

@MegaAlltimehigh *Smiling* Thanks!

[KeithWalkerBooks]

Great job! Do your thing, ma.

[estari4life]

@KeithWalkerBooks Thank you! :-)

[ICEFIREization]

OK MY LOVE YOU DONT LIKE ROLLER C"

YOUR GRIZZLY COMING OUT MY QUEEN !!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

LOVE IT'

RASTA RA'

[estari4life]

@ICEFIREization LOL@my grizzly coming out! :-) Thanks!

[ICEFIREization]

RASTA RA

[COOLIKEDATAZIAN]

That was really good! You really used words that were powerful! awesome!!

[estari4life]

@COOLIKEDATAZIAN Thanks! I'm glad you enjoyed :-)

[Mysticblue1212]

I have way too many family members in this type of relationship. I think a big reason is because they mistake abuse for intensity and pashion.

[estari4life]

@Mysticblue1212 It's sad, but true. I find that I have to convince people that it's possible to have a passionate relationship with someone without having the negative downside. Talk about toxic!

[ItsXp3erynce]

Damn...she pissed you the fuck off...

Let me go play my sims game after that.

If someone's relationship makes them feel like that, it's a relationSHIT.

[estari4life]

@ItsXp3erynce RelationSHIT!!! Hahaha! Brilliant!

[ItsXp3erynce]

Speak on it and don't be weak on it!

Got me doing loop to fuckin loop again.

OMG!!! Do that shit!

I love it!!!!!

Your thick lying lips...OMG!!!!

You bring it like that 307!!!

[estari4life]

@ItsXp3erynce LOL! Thanks Leah! :-)