I wasn't sure at first, but after months of consideration and contemplation, I went on a diet and exercised myself down to 160lbs, started shaving and wearing foundation - started making myself look nice... as a young man. Wasn't working.
So; got depressed, got suicidal, got counseling, got HRT (online), saw doctor, got prescribed. 4 months in and much happier. ^_^
well you're so right about what you say, transitioning doesn't turn you into a completely other person, i think it just turns out who you have ever been.
well for myself i can say, that i am just starting to find out, what will be the right way for my future, but i agree with you, that i only can go this way when i am really sure about it.
Look, sis, there wasn't another route, you took the choice you deemed necessary and succeeded. Yes, I know exactly how you feel but someone said to me this: "The past is gone, live now. What are you doing right now to achieve your dreams?". Transitioning didn't take your good spirit, your nice smile, your education or your will, it only helped you remove an obstacle and continue living. The best is yet to come, and there's a lo that you'll surely understand later, don't rush, just live now.
We all have dark moments, You and all others like myself have obstacles some people could never grasp. You give a lot of thought to your mortality, and we like having you around to share.
I'm watching your videos for a while. At the moment I enjoy life as a transgender/androgynous man (35) while waiting on a list for counseling. While waiting my gf and I are having professional coaching. Everything you knew is standing upside down, and I even haven't started anything!
Dear Lucy, I can almost bet you know how long I have watched you and your adorable emy. Well, lets just say, about 2 years now. I began my HRT transition on March 13th, 2010, while I was in the clinic, as they tested me to see why I was deteriorating fast. Tests officially showed, I was an extreme Transsexual as my brain was indeed rejecting the testosterone in me. I just had my surgery, and now corrected, which relieved much pressure, and am happier. There are more daily self care obligations.
I hope your happy that you transitioned -- because it was people like you that made it easier for me to transition, and other people aswell --- thanks again - Jessica
Your right about the 100% sure thing. My transition came to me, that is, I was being caled a girl since a child and I resisted until finally I saw myself in a dress. And there I was... waiting, me Dodi waiting to be known. Like you said it is hard but I love who I am now :) I hope your just as happy as I am because I extremely excited. I'm happy to have you as a friend too =)
I think Ur so hot ;)
TheeArchAngelMischef 3 months ago
I'm happy I'm transitioning, lol.
I wasn't sure at first, but after months of consideration and contemplation, I went on a diet and exercised myself down to 160lbs, started shaving and wearing foundation - started making myself look nice... as a young man. Wasn't working.
So; got depressed, got suicidal, got counseling, got HRT (online), saw doctor, got prescribed. 4 months in and much happier. ^_^
Death2Evil 3 months ago
well you're so right about what you say, transitioning doesn't turn you into a completely other person, i think it just turns out who you have ever been.
well for myself i can say, that i am just starting to find out, what will be the right way for my future, but i agree with you, that i only can go this way when i am really sure about it.
i really wish you all the best for your future.
Stefanie822002 3 months ago
@Stefanie822002 Thanks :)
LainWest 3 months ago
Do u have a FB ?
TheeArchAngelMischef 3 months ago
@TheeArchAngelMischef Yeah, the links on my Channel
LainWest 3 months ago
i wanna suck u up
ur so hot
jesuscorrects 3 months ago
Look, sis, there wasn't another route, you took the choice you deemed necessary and succeeded. Yes, I know exactly how you feel but someone said to me this: "The past is gone, live now. What are you doing right now to achieve your dreams?". Transitioning didn't take your good spirit, your nice smile, your education or your will, it only helped you remove an obstacle and continue living. The best is yet to come, and there's a lo that you'll surely understand later, don't rush, just live now.
rebeliciouslyME 3 months ago 2
We all have dark moments, You and all others like myself have obstacles some people could never grasp. You give a lot of thought to your mortality, and we like having you around to share.
currentresident41061 3 months ago
Hello Lucy,
Thank you for being frank with us.
I'm watching your videos for a while. At the moment I enjoy life as a transgender/androgynous man (35) while waiting on a list for counseling. While waiting my gf and I are having professional coaching. Everything you knew is standing upside down, and I even haven't started anything!
I'm a little nervous for the future.
Love, Erik
disisez08 3 months ago
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MyTransInLife 3 months ago
Dear Lucy, I can almost bet you know how long I have watched you and your adorable emy. Well, lets just say, about 2 years now. I began my HRT transition on March 13th, 2010, while I was in the clinic, as they tested me to see why I was deteriorating fast. Tests officially showed, I was an extreme Transsexual as my brain was indeed rejecting the testosterone in me. I just had my surgery, and now corrected, which relieved much pressure, and am happier. There are more daily self care obligations.
MyTransInLife 3 months ago
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MyTransInLife 3 months ago
i have watched you for some time Lucy! you seem like a good girl but i don't think you need some of the things in your life you have.
you more to offer than your trans life i think this is holding you back !?
nice cat btw i got a new one too! good luck
mytranslife 3 months ago
Maybe after you find love, your life would get better and you would feel better.
CR2Richet 3 months ago
It so good that you started young.
I denied myself for so long it gets so much harder the older you get.
Staceyrae100 3 months ago
I hope your happy that you transitioned -- because it was people like you that made it easier for me to transition, and other people aswell --- thanks again - Jessica
TGlife4Jessica 3 months ago
it is nice to see you wearing a dress and being happy about your decision!!
Things will get better
h5t6ca 3 months ago
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it is nice to see you wearing a dress and being happy about your decision!!
h5t6ca 3 months ago
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it i nice to see you wearing a dress and being happy about your decision!!
h5t6ca 3 months ago
it i snice to see you wearing a dress and being happy about your decision!!
h5t6ca 3 months ago
You are a lovey person both on the inside as well as the out.
elvis3700 3 months ago
Hi Lucy :)
Your right about the 100% sure thing. My transition came to me, that is, I was being caled a girl since a child and I resisted until finally I saw myself in a dress. And there I was... waiting, me Dodi waiting to be known. Like you said it is hard but I love who I am now :) I hope your just as happy as I am because I extremely excited. I'm happy to have you as a friend too =)
Dodi ")
DODIOU812 3 months ago
I cannot imagine you living as a guy.
stacyevans 3 months ago
Hehe it looks like im the first view and the first comment :)
Alot of the things you expressed really rang true for me also although im only 1year in so far. Its nice to see you as always :)
whitewillo 3 months ago