Real Me. (Struggle with Anorexia & Depression)

[satancomm41]

you are absolutely stunning, and i think everyone admires the confidence and bravery it took to make and post this video. and remember, only listen to people who you respect, and you can't respect anyone who instead of trying to help you when you're down, puts the boot in instead. enjoy life, and much love for the video.

[satancomm41]

@satancomm41 ps, respect for your man, hope you two live a happy life :)

[bubbltrouble]

The bullies and the haters will always try to bring you down, for reasons you can't explain. I want you to know that your video really moved me. I'm not going to say I know what your going through, I mean sure, I've been bullied, but I can tell that the pain it has caused you is much greater than what I had to deal with. I'm so happy for you that even with all the pain, you have found light and love and I just want to say, from the bottom of my heart,

truly,

you ARE Beautiful!

Believe it. xx

[Jesskma22222]

Your beautiful.

[AllisonAnnmarieKemp]

Okay first of all, your gorgeous in my eyes. You don't have a big nose..it's normal. Your teeth are PERFECT! Those people are just being jealous cause your better than them. Anorexia should leave you! It shouldn't take your perfect life. #StayStrong :)

[blueworldable]

Seriously? YOU got picked on? How? You're so beautiful! You DO NOT have a big nose, ugly teeth, and you are most certainly NOT FAT! Please don't believe those people! You're beautiful and amazing! You know why they pick on you? THEY'RE JEALOUS! i know I am! You're beautiful in my eyes love <3

[199SmileyFace]

your teeth aren't ugly !! :O

*looks at my yellow, uneven, broken, ugly teeth*

can't say the same about myself though :(

[NightmareNikki911]

Ana ftw!!!(: but Im sorry about everything else.

Your gorgeous girl and I'm glad he loves you.

[rgggg1132424]

God loves you as well...you will be in my prayers..chin up beautiful!

[XxNinjaKitty90xX]

you're so gorgeous, get better, be happy, you deserve it :)

[Kathriin21]

This is a very touching video. You are perfect how you are. You are very beautiful. You really don't deserve all this pain. :( Don't let anyone bring you down! I wish you all the best and I'll pray for you. Remember that there surely is someone who loves you and cares about you.

Stay strong! <3

[katierose32794]

Video made me cry :( you are beautiful girl!!! Stay strong -3 i can relate, i have a lot of body image problems as well, as far back as I can remember. I know we're strangers, but message me if you ever need someone to talk to. I'm here and i'm praying for you -3 i'm glad you have a bf who loves you a lot, but learn to love yourself too.

[Thejoshrocks10]

Message me

[Thejoshrocks10]

Plz passage me u seem like a kool girl to talk to

[Thejoshrocks10]

To me, ur perfect cuz to me im fat and ugly but ur beautiful

[TheKlutz31013]

u r so brave to do that, i wish u luck, and dont let other ppl bring u down. ur beautiful. everyone is in their own ways. and, no offence, u looked better normal sized then skinny.

[08tiffanymj]

focking hell ............ when i first saw this i thought waw she ia very pretty girl !!!! dont let others around you tell you what you are and what they think because from me i think youre one preety lovely and nice girl !! and i dont even know you xxxx

[MelLovesYou13]

this was so cute. i'm anorexic too, & in treatment. i wish you the best. you are beautiful.-3

[pigsbum53]

don't let others bring you down.

[ParisSymone1]

You're gorgeous. Please remember that :)

[theeAMARAshockwave]

Your beautiful hun. Don't let anyone drag you down. They are all just jealous

[queenofdenile1]

you are very beauttiful & perfect! you have a guy who sees the real you,he is great! never give up on yourself,i have been there too. I found the perfect man who loves me for me. if i can find love and acceptance, anyone can.the world is full of cruel people who really are cruel casue they have inperfections they want us not to see so they point out "imperfection" on others that are not imperfect. You are beautiful,perfect and a inspiration to others.everyone deserves to be loved !

[silamf]

you're beautiful

[ZebraGirlie14]

You are beautiful! Keep being strong and let noone bring you down. You are so lucky you have a man who supports you! Love you girl!

[boobies1013]

I just puked!

[HisGuardianAngel3]

@boobies1013 ohmygosh no way i clicked on your channel and puked!!:D

[jslover100]

@boobies1013 YOUR AN ASS. this girl is absolutely 100% beautiful. and she doesn't deserve your kind of comment on her video. She has a lot of guts to tell the world her secrets. She is an inspiration to me and probably millions of people.

[xxPhilophobia]

This seriously made me cry..

Just seeing such a pretty girl like you be in so much pain, just makes me feel so sad.

Just know that you ARE amazing the way you are.

[xxgreekgurlxx]

You are a beautiful person and the fact that you have the courage to post a strong video like this shows the real you.

You have to love yourself above all, forget it about the wrong words because in the end they never really matter - they don't care about you, they do it to make themselves feel better.

We all live a world where people are cruel, it's sad but true and the media is getting better - thank god.

Your beautiful and don't let anyone bring you down. listen to yourself <3

[mgdancer1994]

You're beautiful! Don't let the haters bring you down. <3

[jadehope43]

you are perfect and dont let anyone tell you your not.

[kayleigh4451]

ur teeth are waaay better than mine. ur nose is PERFECT!!!! and u are perfectly beautiful!

[MsMMLover]

Please, just believe me: SEI BELLISSIMA (You're beautiful)

[Arora911]

Lucky, No one loves me

[Jewelso8o7]

I LOVE your nose and your teeth! Your gorgeous and I wish i looked like you! Your a amazing person! STAY STRONG! YOU WILL be OKAY! Always think about postivies. xoxo<3333

[neonshawty]

Your nose makes you who you are and you have perfect teeth they were jelly and I'm happy you found someone to help you

[roci111]

you'r so beautiful girl !!! :)

[MyParamore92]

Your so pretty.....love your hair!!!!! xxx

[megan6199]

Omg!! U r so pretty and ur teeth are amazing!! Ur nose is big?? Are you fucking kidding me? You have to see mine first

[tripurity]

PS: my comment sounds offensive, but what I mean is I hope all the positive comments you receive help you feel "loved". We all deserve attention and care.

[tripurity]

I hope all the "you are so pretty" comments did their job in giving you the attention you crave.

[thejakeman131]

@zed6952 troll much?

[Nikki000wonders]

i hope everything is ok with you and i hope you get better xxxx you may not see yourself as perfect but people will look up at you xx

[JhnPreston]

Wow i cant believe there are girls so pretty like you ashlee who can think they have this kind of problems see ashlee i big myself have big gaps between my teeth and i dont have any problems

ill telll you what if you wouldnt have a BF i would ask you out you are s pretty i would be so proud to walk next to you

[nicholeteamjacob]

Your so pretty. Don't feel that way. Your nose isn't big, your teeth are great.

[EclipseChronicles]

This made me cry, I know where you're coming from.. You're so beautiful, I can't believe ANYONE would make fun of you.. They're all jealous because they can't be as pretty as you. I hope you can recover one day, stay strong. <3

[talhotbrunnette123]

I hope they dont break up

[FaithPc123]

you are soo pretty, dont let people put you down babe, there is nothing wrong with the way you look you are stunning!!! there is nothing about you that you should worry about you are beautiful. and NEVER listen to what other people say about you because they are just jelouse of you babe because your stunning and they aint!!!! much love <3 take care xoxoxo

[marleinamber]

You are the prettiest girl I have ever seen don't listen to people that make fun of you you are perfect I love your teeth and your nose and your hair it is really pretty:)

[lexiibates]

You're beautiful, don't let anyone tell you diffrent.

[YABAtheDRUG357]

Theres no such thing as perfect, perfect is a idea from of a opinion,

[Nany8822]

Girl you are sooo pretty!!! Never lose faith in yourself.

[Msmusiclove16]

This video stopped me from commiting.Thank you for this. <33

[MsCatnut]

I cried watching this. you are gorgeous!!!

[thejakeman131]

I understand how you feel, except I'm a bisexual, and bulimic, I also self harm, people make fun of me for it because I'm a guy(dunno why), always telling me I can't like both, love has no gender, imperfections are perfect, I will be cheering you on, and its great that your boyfriend saved tou, I wish I still had my boyfriend to do that(may he rest). I'd love to keep in contact if you need extra support. Take care.

[zed6952]

@thejakeman131

Scumbag Jakeman:

Has money, food, clean water and shelter

Self-harms

[glitzycouture]

thank you so much for this. you are such an amazing person and this was such an amazing video! you have inspired me to do better!

[hwiley09]

Please know thatyour life is precious. You are one of a kind and can never be replaced. You are beautiful, smart, and important. You are worthy of these and the many other compliments that will come your way. There are people out there who keep these same emotions bottled up, but by being open about it, you let them know they're not alone. Thank you.

[LovingPoetry]

This is truly inspirational ....but I hope that you accept yourself for your beautiful soul! your beautiful inside and out! and I can understand the pain that u must have gone through...i am so happy that you have a wonderful partner who cares about you enough to help you:D

your video had me in tears!:'( <3<3<3<3<3 show that beautiful smile of yours with beautiful teeth!

[krystaaxtsy]

I watched this on my phone for the first time, and i was like wtf this girl is perfect, why the fuck would people say things like that.

then i figured it was because my screen was so small so i couldn't see what was really up.

then today i watched it on my computer screen...

Dear Ashlee Rae..

You are absolutely beautiful, and you deserve the best <3

I hope that your man keeps that beautiful smile on your face.

don't listen to other people, you're flawless.

xoxo

with love.

[HisGuardianAngel3]

@krystaaxtsy Thank you dear, he does keep me smiling.. :)

xoxo ashleerae

[xxxestrella2140xxx]

You are a very pretty person

[styleismythang]

Your perfect and its so sad seeing you cry. Keep smiling!!!

[summerprincessxxx]

your beautiful, perfect! your nose is fine and you have lovely teeth! x I just wanna give u a hug :) xx

[helain30]

ARE YOU SERIOUS ? Your nose is fine... your not fat at all. WHAT ARE YOU SAYING ?!

[TheLucyroseee]

your actually gorgeous<3

[MeganBeautyCouture]

Good. You deserve him :D and keep yo chin up honey <3

[salsaplease]

Lol u think u have a big nose? Btw your teeth are really nice!!!

[MaddyPuppyMuffins]

Awww! She's sooo pretty. It's sad seeing her cry. ='/

[MoostacheCatTv]

FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS.

[Starcandy13579]

there is absolutely nothing wrong with you.

you DONT have a big nose.

you DONT have ugly teeth.

and you are DEFINITELY not fat.

so keep ur head up high

and dont let anybody bring u down(:

thats just wht they want. so show them

that they cant win :D

chin up, smile more, and dont worry(:

life. will turn out a okay!

[JenniJawbreaker666]

You're so incredibly pretty, anyone who tells you otherwise and or tells you you have imperfections are insecure in themselves. Darling, you're so incredibly gorgeous. Keep you head up, you deserve a good life :)

[copperboy44]

WHITE PEOPLE PROBLEMS 

[AlbertWesker47]

BITCH I LIVE IN COMPTON!!!! MY NAME'S ICE JIUB AND I HAVE TO DEAL WITH COPS ON MY ASS EVERYDAY AND OTHER NIGGAS TRYING TO CAP MY ASS!!!!! FUCKING WHITE ASS BITCH LIVING IN FUCKING BEVERLY HILLS!!!!!!!!!

[ajracerex]

@AlbertWesker47 or how about you get your stupid ass out of the fucking ghetto and live somewhere respectable. but im sure the white people wouldn't want you there anyway since you're probably a gang member and do drugs.

[AlbertWesker47]

@ajracerex TYPICAL CRACKA THINKIN ABOUT THEMSELVES!!!!! STRAIGHT OUTTA VIVEC MOTHA FUCKA!!!!!!

[drobotnick]

FUCKAND EAT YOU CUNT SHITPIG/

[VIDYAGAEMMS]

@omeegia You have no idea how fucking hard I am

[BrosephBrollington]

1st world problems, wahhhh someone said my nose is big, wahhh someone said I'm fat, grow up, the only reason you posted this video was for attention

[gwiz210]

Woah girl. You're really packing on the pounds.

[Omeegia]

@gwiz210 You have no idea how fucking hard I chuckled at that.

[colorshockwave]

Omg you're so pretty! Good for you! Stay strong, stay ugly, and keep it beautiful!

[VIDYAGAEMMS]

LEIK DIS IF U CRIE EVRY TEIM ;_;



[PaigeLaurenceTV]

You are beautiful. Inside and out. You have no flaws. Only parts that make you, you. And you, are gorgeous.

[MooDucksGo]

You are gorgeous Ashlee. Seriously.

[LMFAOohLAWD]

Ashlee. I want you to know everyone's beautiful in their own way. Personally I think you're gorgeous and don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Keep strong and keep the faith. Right now, I really want to thank your boyfriend for helping keep you on this planet. Please don't lose hope. <3

[911tehe]

I have a big fat nose, Im taller than the other kids in my class, and Im depressed :/ I dont talk about my problems to anyone cuz i dont trust anyone :p After watching this one video of you, I decided to watch all your other ones. After a couple hours I was done :) and I love them :) they make me feel better about myself and they made me laugh :)

[Alexscenescookiecamz]

People say i have a big nose and that i need to eat more. But i am strong and never let them bring me down cause i am perfect the way i am. And honestly, one word that describes you.

B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L. :3

Love you Ashlee! :]

[xScreamMeALoveSongzx]

This made me cry :'(

[MANDYBLINGZ2]

These videos make me feel I'm not alone and everyone here feels like family:) i just gotta keep strong and I hope Ashley is living happy! Thank you guys as well. It helped the part in me i didn't think was possible. Thanks

[MANDYBLINGZ2]

these comments i can't agree with more

[TrinityHathaway]

Ashlee, you are beautiful the way u r and dont let ne1 tell u otherwise, the people tellin u this shit r just jealous of u!! U R BEAUTIFUL!! :)

[chatonnetteful]

I felt the same way before...but i understood that ulgy people are the ones who find it amusing to hurt others...

Never listen to those people, because you ae beautiful, you have qualifications and defects, this is what it's make you be you ♥. Never cry for people who throw you down, care about the people you love, and people who love you. Never let someone make you cry.

Stay strong, you'r beautiful just the way you are ! ♥♥♥

[MissColorfulSox]

This made me cry <3 I realize there are people going through worse things in life than me.. You are sooo amazing.! I do get picked on for being too skinny and having major depression. I understand you completely. I wish I knew you, so I could hug you everyday, and tell you that I love you, because you are truly a-m-a-z-i-n-g... <3 Love you, Ashlee.. ~~Lauren Nichole <3

[MrCartyCastle]

They're is so much more to life get a good job and laugh in the faces of those who called you names.

[TheVROOM99]

I didn't see any imperfections, Her nose big? nah. Her teeth bad? not really. She seems like someone I'd want in life. But seeing how there are bullies in the world, I see how the anorexia would cause problems. I'm glad you have someone like your boyfriend to keep you up. There needs to be more people like that and less douchebags or bullies in the world.

[TheNITEtwins]

You are beautiful and dont let any dumbass fucks tell you different . :)

[punkrocker952]

Thank u for this vid u have givin me support :)

[JuvilixSkull183]

let me tell you somthing. you nose is cute, your teeth are so whitr and straighter than mine and hun you have a that o wish i had. i am depressed and i.am anorexiac ashlee *hugs you* i.want to ne you i want.to look like you your so pretty, and the gods and goddess love you no mater what ppl say about you! love you hun. it will be ok baby!

[Deanie36]

You are truely amazing u inspire me and imperfections make you , you so keep moving keep fighting never give inn

[johny6593]

You DONT have any imperfections!!

[aenickula123]

Your are beautiful !!!!!!

[GarrettFear]

I'm jealous of your boyfriendd =] don't worry your NONE of those things =] your teeth look perfect you are no where near fat and your nose is fine =]

[cjwhite98]

truth is, Ashlee, I don't know you, but I'm a teenager girl size 00 and if they had a 000. You are beautiful, I didn't notice anything, I've always been the girl to get picked on, and called mean names, I'm a blonde in a world where blondes are stupid. But you're story just helped me 10x more than anyone else could have because I know you can make it through it, thank you so much <3<3<3

[godofwar4688]

u cry cuz ur "ugly, big nosed, anorexic, bad smile, and depressed" okay you should be friken happy that you have what you have! im friken crying cuz your so lucky. i want what you have! you have a beautiful smile.. a boyfriend that cares.. ur not big nosed, or ugly... im gay.. im anorexic.. im too skinny.. i have a bad smile to where i forced myself not to smile anymore :,( i dont have a boy who cares... your lucky... you have no idea.. i want what u have....

[pinkalldayerrday]

Christian is a keeper(:

[pinkalldayerrday]

You are beautiful. Don't ever let anyone else tell you differently.

People may not like you, but you like you, and I like you. That's what counts.

Keep your head held high girl! <3

[Muffins1222]

Your Perfect Dont let No One Tell you Different <3

[TheSUPERHOTCHIC]

Hey girl you are gorgeous. Dont let anyone put you down. Keep your head up and be strong. If you need anyone to talk to you can inbox me or add me on facebook, brittanybarros@yahoo.com . Much love hun. And you have a nice caring boyfriend. You two are so cute together.

[robotbunniez]

I'm honestly in tears after watching this.

This video is beautiful, you ARE gorgeous.

Don't ever let anyone bring you down sweetheart, you are who you are for a reason.

<3

[samantha0094]

People are cruel but ur actually pretty..Fuck what people say.. Im weigh only a 100 pounds and i get called shit to...but people are jealous of wat we have.. so dont let people get to you! Keep ur chin up hunny.. If u have a facebook add me samantha graham

[twilightlover2321]

I think your gorgeous! I don't think your nose is big. I dont think you have ugly teeth. and the fact that people are stupid enough to THINK your fat, or ugly... that just shows who has the REAL issues. But, to me... its not about the VISUAL "perfection"s or "imperfections" it's about someones true beauty on the inside. I don't judge people by their looks. The outside is just a shell of the real them on the inside. I woul dlike to talk to you more? Message me sometime?? (:

[MoonlightBratzFan57]

Dude u r beautiful i get made fun of i have an ugly nose and teeth but i have someone that loves me for me and so do u none of that should mattter ur perfect

[ilovehaters12380]

i love you .. <3

[SylvanBeachResort]

Damn, Little miss hottie, you've got some skills in making videos. That was very, well done.. congratulations, and thank you for the inspiration...

[pingie3d]

i think your gorgeous hun! and anyone who says your ugly their prob just jealous!

[xxohheyitshaleyxx]

you are absolutely gorgeous. never ever think different. you're so much better than all of the mean people in the world. please stay strong. i love you.

[TeamMiley98]

You're so beautiful! You need to stay strong and believe in yourself!(: You can overcome anything with determination and love!

[RawrCaroisaDinosaur]

This made me feel much better about myself (:

[MrDandCB]

very sad video but its good to know that you are doing better :) take care and always stay strong life is to short to be sad all the time :) keepin you in my prayers

[16bunnylover]

I am 17 i have anorexia ,depresion,its hard i never imagined my self to have a ed but in september i was diagnosed with it .I did not bellieve it at first until i had to go to the ER to get ivs then now i have ed therapy everyweek.its a hard life :( hope u stay strong

[notsoSecretMe]

You are a beautiful young woman, don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise. Keep those who love you close, because they see you for who you are, everyone who says otherwise is just jealous of what you have. Love and beauty.

[WolfGirl12321]

You are beautiful, and i'm glad that you have found somebody who loves you just the way you are :)

[lalalalaura12345]

WOW, you're beautiful! And WOW it's hard to get me to cry but I actually started tearing up in the beginning of the video when you started crying. Stay strong :) Eating disorders are hard but you'll get through it! <3

[HatsuneMikuZero1]

1:17 O.o

[lucky8627]

i love you sissy keep ya chin up

[HisGuardianAngel3]

@lucky8627 I love you Neon <3

[sexiisammy98]

@HisGuardianAngel3 i love ur nose n teeth

[TheBieberfeverrocks]

@HisGuardianAngel3 Your really beautiful! <3

[Hungryfab12]

This is so beautiful ... <3 

[nightroses1]

This is beautiful, real art!! Even if you did not mean for it to be art it was. Thank you for showing your soul to everybody and dont worry if people don't take it well it's just them being upset because they don't have the balls to do this.

[SkylarScandolous]

People hating on this get a life. She doesn't have "real" problems well she must have something that bugs her. "fake tears" yeah F U guys! I know what it's like to have "little" problems push me off edge. Yeah it's called depression so Stfu and realize people aren't perfect!

[hanbanboo1]

i have watched all your videos....ur so sweet and have great friends..dont feel bad..ur beautiful and have a great life....dont stop making videos..u inspire me.. :)

[ImThatFunnyGuy]

This is a fucking joke, Seriously grow up and fucking face real life problems.

[HisGuardianAngel3]

@ImThatFunnyGuy These are real life problems. If you didnt spend your time trolling on youtubers youd know.

[ImThatFunnyGuy]

@HisGuardianAngel3 "The only time I have problems is when I sleep."

[HisGuardianAngel3]

@ImThatFunnyGuy Who said that cause i didnt....

[reneseme7cullen]

@ImThatFunnyGuy You are pretty immature to go on a video that has inspire many people and call it a joke. If it is such joke then why did you bother writing anything. You should have left instead of wasting your time and writing something. Like I said immature. To the beautiful mature women in the world who are going through this and to Ashlee I am going thorugh some of the same things, but never give in (:

[RuBooBooable]

@ImThatFunnyGuy Yeah totally, cause if it was fake, she wouldn't of cried.

[Shannellle]

ok, ur teeth are NOT ugly.

[crazysal]

Oh girlie you are gorgeous and dont ever let anyone make you feel like youre not. This video is heartbreaking. You will get there one day just keep holding on x x

[baddestbitch3038]

shed a couple tears over that one



[lainysparkles]

fake tears.

[xSexbombSuzukix]

@lainysparkles How do you know? Are you her? What, are tears supposed to be the same? You, can go fuck yourself.

[MsWastedGirl1]

Im sorry Ashlee, but i used to watch your videos and I'm sure you said you weren't anorexic you were naturally thin and you hated people saying that.

How were you diagnosed at 5?

And are you really?

[ToxicTatyana]

You are so strong and i am in the same boat as you your so beautiful and no one should make fun of you i love your nose and your not fat i applaud you for being so strong and being a wonderful person as you are and im glad you have someone in your life like your boyfriend we need more people like him in the worldd your gorgeous girl be strong !

[averyvaica]

omg you look like Paris HIlton, YOU ARE veryyy pretty, and i actually like that kind of nose,yah go hate now on me haters. blah! lol youre prettier then me. =) i cried a bit. ;(

[xxxBloodyGermanyxxx]

Wow >w< I cried when I saw this..

You're beautiful, no matter what.

[xxRachelMcmuffinXX]

Ashlee to me you are beautiful. i dont care if your "anorexic", have a "big nose", or "messed up teeth", to me you are who you are. i feel as if im going through the same thing minus the "anorexic" part. i have good dayd and i have bad. the only one that knows is my boyfriend. i know i live in a whole diffrent state, and this may not even be read, but just know i would love to talk to you more, maybe message/text. i believe we could really help eachother out. your amazing just the way you are <3

[RissatheBAMF]

Baby girl, I want you to know that you are not alone.

I suffer from the same things..

I got help and stopped cutting and things like that..

But no one knows about my eating problems..

other than the love of my life.

I'm here for you.

Feel free to message me.

And remember,

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.<3

[Anarki23x]

why do people care about visual "imperfections?" were not some alien race that is genetically engineered to be born identical. those arent flaws they're genetic traits that you should be proud of. they symbolize who you are. you should be glad that you're not a carbon copy of everyone else.

[SLIMfitTEE1111]

<3 You are so strong.

[TayRexic]

you're absolutely beautiful. please don't let anyone tell you otherwise. you deserve to live a long, happy life. you're so brave for putting this up, i want to give you the biggest hug. i have an ED too & so i definitely relate.. the people who have picked on you, have had nothing better to do with their lives. no one deserves to be bullied. i am just telling you now, they are completely jealous of how amazing you are.they wish they were as gorgeous as you. thats why they try to bring you down..

[titanicloverHANEEN]

i'm so happy for you. i may not know you. but i wish i can pour my story out. you are stunning and i truly think so. those people are just ignorant bastards. you're lucky you found someone like him and i hope all goes well c:

[ScreamForMyLove]

aw ashlee...i wish i could hug u right now..i know might sound werid but still anyways im glad u know u r loved by ppl out there cuz no matter what ur perfect to someone out there ur amazing, pretty funny and everything im glad u didnt give up and ur still ashlee the amazing girl who inspires me