Borderline Personality Disorder...This is How I Feel... [Alive, Against All Odds]

[TCHarewood]

Very well said video. I have tears running down my face right now and can totally understand how you feel. Its horrible, I live with it too. Know people love you and take care

[Reeceizbeast13]

I was mislead w/ a bfriend I fell in love with, who had BPD, so when he asked me that he needed time, I didn't give it to him, afraid that was his way of saying good-bye early. He kept telling me in the same day, He loved me-hours later he would look at me "hollow". I was emotionally confused.-Alicia

[shelllj68]

I have BPD and want to thank you for this video. We are many and we are not alone. I'm glad that some are brave enough to admit this, as I don't have that bravery yet, but hope to one day. The more of us that are able to stand up and voice our illness, the quicker the stigma will be removed and others might start to take notice of those of us suffering from these INVISIBLE ILLNESS'S. Peace and love to you, a truly beautiful video, and so well explained to those who do not suffer. <3 xx

[lovetodrinkink]

i also have BPD and it is hell. i know how u feel. u can make it through. i am starting treatment soon. their is hope. i understand how u feel.

[neil22100]

I have borderline and seeing this video got me in tears. Don't want to be alone and get rid of the broken child that i feel inside. Lovely video!

[sotakemyhand]

@neil22100 thankyou so much, and i hope you know that you are never alone with this...i'm always here :) oh i'm so sorry it made you cry :( hope you're okay...xxxx 

[neil22100]

@sotakemyhand hi. When u said about this and the broken child that made me cry. u make good videos and i wish u all the best in the world. x

[jayel71]

thank you .. I actually feel less alone...

[sotakemyhand]

@jayel71 that's okay...you're never alone :) xoxox

[phukyrmum]

omg, uve done such a great job, i myself have BPD amongst other things, uve explained it so well, i had goose bumps and tears...its nice knowing there are others out there that understand and these vids help at times when needed! :-)

[sotakemyhand]

@phukyrmum thankyou so much. im so sorry to hear you have BPD too :(( always here if you need anyone :) xoxox

[demonika0]

theres just too much to say here ... so ... i .. bah :(

thank you for the vid ... its helping a bit to know im not the only one like this .. <3

[sotakemyhand]

@demonika0 you aren' t the only one xxx hope you are okay, always here if you want to talk about anything xxx

[chumbles2]

Fantastic video, i have BPD also and it feels like you understand me. Thank you for making me not feel so alone. It did make me cry but I didnt feel so alone. Thanks well done and i hope you are doing ok xoxoxoxoxoxox

[sotakemyhand]

@chumbles2 ((Hugs)) hope you are okay.......i'm sorry i made you cry :'( always here if you want to talk about anything xoxox

[hobo31009]

this video scared me. i feel exatly the same. ive been diagnosed with bipolar though.

[sotakemyhand]

@hobo31009 i'm so sorry that it scared you :'( i have bipolar too, it was the first thing i was diagnosed with...hope you are okay xoxox

[SailorPerson]

I hate that if I ask my mom to take me to the doctor to get this test she'll judge me because she doesn't want anyone to call us crazy...but I've already reached my limit if there's pills I can take regardless of how I hate pills I'll take it. I suffer from depression mostly every week it turns on then off and I'm only 15 I shouldn't have to feel ten different things at once!

[TashaRichardsonFan1]

Excellent video:D

[sotakemyhand]

@TashaRichardsonFan1 hey :) thankyou for watching it, i know it's long and difficult to read! so, thankyou :) :) hope you are okay xxx

[Sn1perzG3tM0rHed]

can anybody read this without pausing i can only half way through each sentence before it skips to the next one but what i read I can really relate to. 10 years ive had this but my life is progressing

[sotakemyhand]

@Sn1perzG3tM0rHed hey. i know it's difficult to read it all, it was the first video i made so i wasn't that good with the editor :/ i have done a simpler version if you look through my other videos. so sorry to hear you've got bpd too :( i hope you are okay xxx

[thejudsterbaby]

i can unfortunately relate a lot to this video, keep your chin up mate

[sotakemyhand]

@thejudsterbaby =( hope you are okay and.....i try to keep my chin up =)  x