the reason i live is because i what to see what tomorrow brings me so see what if it brings a briter day where bullies dont pick on me and call me name and that i dont feel loved and that i almost dont care about anything that my life ever since i was 16 or grade 10 i think i was depressed from a friend kissing a girl and later that night i felt sad that i dont have a gf i kinda need one to make the sadness go away and im sorry if i hurt anyone
I use to listen to this song often at one point in my life. It helped me cope with my depression. I know this sounds like I'm advertising (I sort of am), but I have opened a new forum/website dedicated to depression and other painful conditions in life. Come share your story :) growing-pain()info *Take out the brackets
To all the young people that feel depressed, let me give you a word of wisdom, all that you are feeling now is just a phase, it will go away sooner than you think, I am an adult now, and I know that when I was a teenager the world used to collapse everytime something insignificant happened. None of this will hurt you for long, it is just a buy product of your youth, that magnifies every problem you have exponencially. You will laugh when you look back and remember your old problems ;)
This Song , Magnifys EVERYTHING About Me ! Favoritee Song , Im 14 Almost 15 And Depressed ... I Feel Like Dying Every Single Dayy ! On Thee Outside Im Smiling , But In Thee Inside Im Screaming Let Me Out . Its Like Im Trying To Get Outta This Holee :/ <//3
I don't find this song depressing, for me the happier song's depress me. I guess I'm just jealous of their happiness, that I can't have. The absolute worst part of depression for me is having to put on "The Happy Face" for the 3 people I love. There the only reason I hang around. I have cut, I found it messy and not that bad unless you do it over and over on the same spot. A solid leather strap like a good belt deals out pain well, and for me is easy to explain.
Depression... When you have or had it once, you've to fight aginst it the whole life 'cause it can come always back, everytime, in every fucking moment of your life..
I'm 11 and depressed. No matter what, everytime I do something wrong my mother yells at me and then she brings up everything about me, she insults me about my weight, But then later says she never meant it. It's not like I want to be this weight. I lost the spelling-bee today which makes it no better, but it gave me an excuse to cry so I did. I hate it when people say that it'll all be okay, when I just want them to leave me alone. I fake being happy everyday and try to be what i used to be.</3
I'm 11 and depressed. No matter what, everytime I do something wrong my mother yells at me and then she brings up everything about me, she insults me about my weight, But then later says she never meant it. It's not like I want to be this weight. I lost the spelling-bee today which makes it no better, but it gave me an excuse to cry so I did. I hate it when people say that it'll all be okay, when I just want them to leave me alone. I fake being happy everyday and try to be what i used to be.</3
I'm 11 and depressed. No matter what, everytime I do something wrong my mother yells at me and then she brings up everything about me, she insults me about my weight, But then later says she never meant it. It's not like I want to be this weight. I lost the spelling-bee today which makes it no better, but it gave me an excuse to cry so I did. I hate it when people say that it'll all be okay, when I just want them to leave me alone. I fake being happy everyday and try to be what i used to be.</3
I don't really know what am I doing everyday. I noticed myself that when I'm talking with someone, I'm happy but when I'm alone, I think about something I can't be. I'm afraid of everything and I'm tired of living in school, I want to go somewhere else. I don't want to suicide but I want to be happy. I hear a voice in my head, I never used any drugs but It may be I was living with myself too much.
I am only 12 and I've been depressed for almost a month my mom yells at me because my dad isnt home for more than half the year.All of my "friends" are turning on me and I thought I could have the person Im inlove with, but he turned on me also.I go to school pretending to be okay, on the inside Im screaming and crying,hoping someone would see how much pain people cause me.I have been crying myself to sleep everynight for the past month...it just shows life isnt always what you want it to be</3
Depression is how people change my parents noticed my changes over the years... but they are divorced... i was only 4 when it happened and i tried to hide my pain until i was 13.... i dressed in black so no one will bother to talk to me.... sometimes i cry in the middle of school... all of this because of my parents.... When people are married they should stay married with that person forever.... or this is what will happen to your child just like it happened to me...
am i depressed if im sad alot but can be happy occasionally but still feel sad very deep down also ive been wanting to cut myself i dont want to die but i have the erge to cut myself ive cut myself for the first time today it was hard to cut at first but as soon as i tried a few times with the knife (it was blunt so it took a while) i finally made a shallow mark
just wanted to know what you think i thought it might be to get attention from friends but im not sure
@DanCERchick13245 i think you are depressed but jus want to hide it all inside, you time to time bust a fake smile but wa u r saying it makes sense that your life is hurting.
ive been bullied from kinder garden to 6th grade ive tried to take my life over 30 times every time i couldnt do it it would only hurt others i know and but when i think of it it would help if i just ended it know if i keep going ill only hurt more and more people i want it to end to fade into numbness the stop hurting others if only i couldi just cant bring myself to do it and to add on my parents just devoced and im felling like im sufficating I WISH I COULD DIE WITH OUT HURTING OTHERS !!!!!!
I usually pray at night before i sleep for the lord to take my souls away and let me not wake up. I have tried commiting suicide, but i feel if i kill myself that i will hurt the ones i love. But, im reaching my breaking point, and im starting to care less and less. If they truly love me, they would want me to be happy, right?
i try so hard to keep my sheild of happiness up and everyday it crumbles more and more.sometimes i wish i could just go away and get rid of the pain in my heart but then i think of the people who love me and the pain grows stronger.
i keep up a shield of happiness so no one bothers me, but when im extremely tired like from my sleepless nights, it crumbles and i lose pretty much all of my willpower to do anything. It hurts.
I am depressed too although I have never told anyone.It just hurts to scream inside wanting to be seen and no one hears you.No one can see the pain in my eyes.Not even my family.I hide my tears behind a big,fake smile and sometimes when I look in the mirror I see a happy person but inside I can feel my heart broken.I just hate it all.All I want is to be left alone and cry my pain away.I want to die but I can't kill myself.I fear death altough that is all I pray for at night...
@63bloodymary it seems u r struggling that u have the wieght of the world on ur shoulders, i have been struggling too and still am it feels as if im just against the world that my heart has blakened, if u want to talk i can help u trust me i have been thru a lot and i no how u feel seriously i do, u dont want to die jus u want help here contanct me h4554n_123@hotmail.com
Same. I am too much of a coward to kill myself or even cut myself. But I like to fantasize the day when I will die and I hope for it everyday. Even in my fantasies, I hope to have a painless death. Such a coward I am haha.
This is so true. I have pretended to be happy and everyone believes it when they dont understand how much pain i really feel inside. I am dead on the inside no one saved me in time. Heart break happens it hurts for me it wont ever fade away. What else do you expect when the only one you want in life, to spend the rest of your life with is gone. My fiancee broke up with. I wont ever get over it. So i know that more than once i wanted to just fall asleep and not wake up.
I have depression and my life i in ruins and all people say its nothing but laziness, my own best firend who is like a sister said that to my face. It was like a stab in the hreat, so like this if you have people like that in your life and you wish you had someone who gets it
I've always known I wheren't happy.. but now I've been to the doctor because I didn't feel well and the doctor told me, it might be because I have a depression. Telling me there are medication agenst it... I just yelled NO MEDICATION! I don't believe medication would make anything better after all, medication wont give me friends or make me more social.. I would probably just kill myself if I where to start on medication. My mom doesn't understand, she is on medication for her depression...
I hope I dont sound like a religious fanatic but I once was depressed and on the verge of suicide but then I met Jesus who did everything those quotes in this video asked or said like "I wish someone would look into my eyes and see." Jesus cares ppl and if you would like to talk about anything plz msg me. I would love to help you. "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." -Psalm 147:3 "The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." -Psalm 34:18
as im reading all these comments i wish i could help. but how can i if i cant help myself. i like the quote that says " i hide behind a smile in my face hoping that someone would actually see into my eyes and see..." but if there is someone who needs someone to talk to. someone who neds a real friend inbox me and ill listen.ill try to help well help each other.
I need a person to talk to and if your watching this video then ibox me a reply to this i trust the ppl watchin this i assume they are going through the same thing if you would like a friend a shoulder or an ear im reachin out my hand
im here to help..i write songs and poems im very deep ive been down every road ive had my heart completly shattered i know how you feel i know how u hate when people say "it will get better..." when in your heart is saying save me its not getting better please please message me im here to help on the worst days the hardest nights and the painful tears
i hate myself. i want to be happy but i cant. i want to die but i am too much a coward. i cut, but when it come to my waist i cant. does it mean i am not so sa?. if so then why i cant feel happy?
I've been psychologically bullied by my autistic friend for 9 years. This bullying was bad enough that another boy has shot me, electrocuted me, beaten me around the neck with my own keys and shut me in a room to go without food or water for 20 hours and I don't see it as even a minor inconvenience compared with the rest of my life. And I find 'Gloomy Sunday' catchy. Yeah. I'm so cool!
I'm so beyond done with everything. My father wants me to talk to him. but i cant stand the sight of his face. i want him back in my life and i regret every waking moment he isnt. I attempt to take my life everyday. I am destorying this family of me my brother and my father.
Miss you iffi......No matter how many thumbs up i get or no matter how much replies i get,even if u see this comment one day,I know , You won,t be back.......:'( yeah,I know you'r gone ...:'(
i have been thinking of suicide latly ... im ok now .. i have help . from the most amazing boyfriend ... that never gave up on me :') thank you ryan !
@IHartNaruNinjas im like you...but yu shrug it off outside, with a whatever or whatever you say,
it crashes down, and it feels good to hurt, but i realize its bad...i keep who know me nd like me for me, but i smile everyday outside, but inside...i havent smiled in a while
crying almost every night for a year.... not wanting to wake up, only sleep for the rest of my life.... while talking to others, pictures of me commiting suicide come to my mind... pretend that I am happy...
@ninhs4ever94 =(... besides pretending, i really dun know what else i can do.... it has been for long... i understand how you feel... i hope to be part from this world for long and ever =(
@CherryBlossoms241 well think bout the people who r think hw they r goin through nt jus me but other peeps u should appreciate it! mothers could of lost their BABY hw bad is tht!
I am currently suffering from depression and it's been going on for 2 years. I have successfully hidden it from my parents. Everything in my life seems so hopeless
@TiggerTannerrox no it aint everything you think in your life is hopeless is just black. theres white. believe me you just have to find it. all the bad feelings we feel in life, we create ourselves and we can also remove them. im living proof.
There is one big difference between depression and sorrow....... When in sorrow, ur in pain because something matters so much..... When in depression, your miserable because nothing really matters anymore..... So take your knife and throw it out the window, because no matter how sad you are, you dont have the problems needed for depression....your just sorrowful, so dont glare at me and cuss at me, because you know its true, there are others out there who have those problems and need our support
for the past 2+months i've sufferd with suvire depression last night I told my mom, today i have to go to the doctors...For you thinking your depressed because you cried for one night maby you should find out what the differance between sadness and depression are...
@Tatermuffin1 well My mom's the only one i can talk to so she had got up and I sat down with her and started out by saying "Mom, im depressed. I have all the semptoms..." and then just go from there dont be scaired your parents will help you like today my mom is getting a trusted doctor to help...
@smallcookiemonster I have thought about telling them but I just can't because my step mom said that If I think about hurting my self that I need to tell her so she can get me medicine. but I can't go on anti-depressions anymore as much as I don't want to be depressed. but last time I almost overdosed when they put me on them.
I had the most depressing birthday ever yesterday. I was celebrating my 18th birthday all alone. I have no friends left, because I have pushed them away from my life I guess. have been struggling since I was 11 years old with the depression and it really kills you... please forgive btw for my bad english (I'm a Swede...)
i have been dealing with a shitty life since a lil 3 year old and b4 and i have tried killing myself multiple times right now i feel like it again 4 the inviorment im in with my stepdad and sister i just dont know what 2 do anymore i keep keep dealing with this abuse verbal and pysically and i cant live on my own yet idk what 2 do i just wanna die and be with my love ones who actually showed me they cared!
@gothvampiress1 I been there there before, felt the same thing, tried before. I found God. You may not believe but just try. I was lowest of the low. I had no hope and I was delivered. We can talk more if you want. God Bless
I have logged my account in mouths just to tell. I was depressed because of my appearence and girls. well guys I was a victim of bulling once a long time ago. i am here to tell you all these, I never cut myself or try suicide but I have cried, I have learned that psycological pain is worse than physical. I am here to tell ethat I am always smiling and having fun. life is to short. If you want to talk go to my channel and post your problems and give me thumbs for everyone see's this
Depression is, as of my opinion, a phantom agony that slowly makes us rot from the inside. The seeds are planted by the ones who are the closest to us and eventually, they bloom and once that happens, the nightmarish world of depression opens up right before our eyes.
I used to have a big case of depression but I got out of it because I had people who helped shoulder my burden. It was because of a few individuals that I am now a writer of our world). Glaux bless friendship. Nothing can break it
I wonder if anyone would notice if I was gone, no one cares, no one smiles, the only person that made me happy is being stolen away from me by someone who I used to call my best friend, someone who I used to love, someone who I thought was my real sister........someone who I fell in love with, someone who broke my heart n played with the tiny little pieces, someone who took all my hope, someone who took my desire to live............someone who I wish wasn't in my dreams.
friend just stole the guy i love...... </3 im crushed..... I just wanna die cause i have to see him where ever i go and i die everytime..... Please god have mercy..
I wish it would never happen, I wish I could just live happy. But more I hope that it will never happen a child again... I'm fed up with my situation, but still I pray that my lips will once again smile. It's been four years now and it gets worse, and I won't be able to take it much longer. I pray to god it will go away, not just for me but for everyone!
these comments are really sad ): and really horrible about what people do and bullies and how people can be so mean. if u dont have anyone to talk to, ill talk to anyone and try to help cuz this almost brought tears to my eyes :/
@hisgirl849 like i said i am always here if you need to talk i am not going to judge you or think your stupid its not stupid at all i know the feeling of just wanting to end it all and i know that somedays its just like is it worth it? when i get the feeling of what will the world be like if i was gone i always think itll be better and it wont matter but it isnt like that you will be missed by atleat one person when u are gone and that one person should matter the most in ur life and keep u here
i feel like i cant breath no more i want 2 die sometimes i cutt my self but wear i leave scar i have a disablty and kids at high school make fun of hit trip me down the step i feel like no1 hear me understand me i want 2 be a singer/actress and i adduton 4 chours and i made it but people tell me they only late me in because they feel sorry 4 me i wish i had friends 2 hang out with i mean i do have so,e friens i just feel like i cant talk 2 no1 :*(
@hisgirl849 i know you want to quit but we can't quit i am always here if you want to talk you are not alone and i know what its like to lie to yourself and the people around you i have been doing it for a while now. soon enough we will beat this and if you need me ill be here you can talk to me if you need to just please don't give up
lately to get rid of my wanna die feeling i have been cutting myself i know its not good but it seems to be all i have left because my family is just not believing im depressed at all and not caring. nobody is really understanding and idk its just crazy to me to think i am back at rock bottom trying to fight this again. i am sooo sick of fighting! i just need this to go away and let me be happy again! kinda crying at the moment grrrrr FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!!
@jessicahart48 Don't do that to yourself! You're a beautiful person and cutting yourself is not doing yourself a favor! It's all how you look at it. I was depressed. My life sucked, but I said, fuck sadness. If I become outgoing and express my love for people, it will be returned.
Bless you, I hope everything gets better. You're amazing. You should know that.
@guildwarshobo i am really not a beautiful and i express my love for ppl all the time and people show love to me too but idk the depression basically takes over and i cut it helps its what ive been doing for months
depression is the hardest illness to tell people about, it just cant go away, hiding in your own world, in your own thoughts is the only answer. The one place that you can be understood is up where the sky is blue always, and where the angels sing songs of trust and hope xxx
Please like this comment if you are in a room right now searching for a beautiful song to go with your mood and hoping no one will come in the room and ruin it..<3
@GazYounevermindthat That Is What Its Like Right Now...Me N My GF Broke Up Today... Finding Something To Listen To To Suit The Mood But Staying Strong For Others Around Me...
Hi guys i am 28 and i have been diagnosed with manic deprssion and i thing about suicide all the time but i defeat it by talking with others that are suffering with the same illnesse it helps but it does not make it go away if any of you need someone to talk to you can always email me @ icsasha03@yahoo.com i am hear to listen and i promise i will not judge you hang in there guys it will pass as long as u talk about it.
depression isnt a joke; im 13 ive had it ever since i was 8 i self harm and try to commit suicide often. If anyone needs help advice to get better please mail me
? I have good techniques for getting through the day and becoming happier im here to help no matter what and everything you mail me is confidential i promise i can help i will try my best, i know how it feels<3 your not alone
@hannyindividuality im 13 and i had depression for a long time :( i know what u mean when you say depression isnt a joke i alwys try to commit suicide too and cry everyday :( thats very sweet and kind you wanna help people :)
@irem59 I'm 17, I've suffered from depression since I was about 12. People think preteens and teens can't have depression. But the truth is, I didn't even know I had it. When my parents were told by the school counselor that they thought I was depressed they brushed it off because "kids don't have any stress".
I know what it's like to be depressed. I know what suicide attempts are about. Just stay hanging in there. Things do eventually get better over time (though I'm still struggling today)
god, why cant my life go right for just once?! my family is causing me so much pain and they dont even know that i cry myself to sleep every night. knowbody understands my pain...
Why is everyone saying they want to die? What happened to you? Your life is crap because you spend so much time on crap, caring to much what people think, what people say. People need to clean their minds out. No one said life was easy, but hell, complaining aint gonna make it better. You either do or die. You can either, make your life better, or just stay upset. Choice.
@TheAlphx Okay genius. Good to you that you don't know what it feels like to actualy feel like shit. I understood that it is me who is fucked up, not the people around me, but guess what I still don't feel any better. Offcourse I'll try to feel happy, act happy and try to find something not worthless but still feel like it's a dead end.
and if you know that its you thats fucked up the do something about it. No one said life is easy. Since when has it been thats what i want to know, point is I decide to make my days worth living. No point in being sad, life too short for that
its not that easy to fix depression. for some people they have had it all their life, trying to find help but nobody seems to wanna care. or altleast thats my story. its not easy to find someone and just pour your heart and soul out and feel better the next day. Hell the reason im fucjed up is casue i tell noboy anything about what im feeling. and i just got off topic...
@TheAlphx You are too stupid to understand how much pain is caused by this. You don't know what it's like to feel so alone that you want to die and you never will so go and fuck off
@TheAlphx How about you stop making fun of people you stupid bastard cause one day it will come back on you. You can only make fun of people on here cause you're too much of a pussy to say it to their face.
If you are from Riverside High School or knew Brad post this on your wall!! He needs to be remembered as he should be, the great kid that he was and no one deserves to leave this world unless it was his time and I don't believe it was his time he was still young n full of life!!!! RIP Brad, you will be missed and always loved!!
I get random spells of sadness in which I cry myself to sleep I am afraid to tell my parents because they will have a stupid excuse about and my friends have noticed behind my smile they see my depression spells but all I say is nothing is wrong or I am just tired when they ask what's wrong.I am afraid and alone I sometimes say my friends and family would be better off without me
There is a CURE for deep Depression, Despair, and Hopelessness. I was in the Chains of Hopelessness for years and couldn't find anyway out. I used my Addictions to cover up the pains I was feeling. But now I am finally Free and have so much Hope, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and Love that I have ever experienced. There are 100s of people that I know personally who have experienced the same things! Click on my name to see these Powerful Stories of Hope and Freedom. You can have the same also!
the reason i live is because i what to see what tomorrow brings me so see what if it brings a briter day where bullies dont pick on me and call me name and that i dont feel loved and that i almost dont care about anything that my life ever since i was 16 or grade 10 i think i was depressed from a friend kissing a girl and later that night i felt sad that i dont have a gf i kinda need one to make the sadness go away and im sorry if i hurt anyone
michael123ize 3 days ago
i wish that someone would see the true me too. but no one even cares
animegrl360 1 week ago
I use to listen to this song often at one point in my life. It helped me cope with my depression. I know this sounds like I'm advertising (I sort of am), but I have opened a new forum/website dedicated to depression and other painful conditions in life. Come share your story :) growing-pain()info *Take out the brackets
agrowingpain 1 week ago
To all the young people that feel depressed, let me give you a word of wisdom, all that you are feeling now is just a phase, it will go away sooner than you think, I am an adult now, and I know that when I was a teenager the world used to collapse everytime something insignificant happened. None of this will hurt you for long, it is just a buy product of your youth, that magnifies every problem you have exponencially. You will laugh when you look back and remember your old problems ;)
miguelgaio 3 weeks ago
This Song , Magnifys EVERYTHING About Me ! Favoritee Song , Im 14 Almost 15 And Depressed ... I Feel Like Dying Every Single Dayy ! On Thee Outside Im Smiling , But In Thee Inside Im Screaming Let Me Out . Its Like Im Trying To Get Outta This Holee :/ <//3
RawrEmoLoveForever 3 weeks ago
i am only 12 too am my life feels like its crashing down i have stoped eating and i am depressed and i feel like no ones there.
memyselfand19672 4 weeks ago
I don't find this song depressing, for me the happier song's depress me. I guess I'm just jealous of their happiness, that I can't have. The absolute worst part of depression for me is having to put on "The Happy Face" for the 3 people I love. There the only reason I hang around. I have cut, I found it messy and not that bad unless you do it over and over on the same spot. A solid leather strap like a good belt deals out pain well, and for me is easy to explain.
MightyMouse4466 1 month ago
Depression... When you have or had it once, you've to fight aginst it the whole life 'cause it can come always back, everytime, in every fucking moment of your life..
Great Song, thank you EVANESCENCE!!!
DerSchwermetaller 1 month ago
I'm 13... I'm depressed... I've been trying to find a song to make me cry... My eyes maintain composure, while my emotions are shattered.
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I'm 11 and depressed. No matter what, everytime I do something wrong my mother yells at me and then she brings up everything about me, she insults me about my weight, But then later says she never meant it. It's not like I want to be this weight. I lost the spelling-bee today which makes it no better, but it gave me an excuse to cry so I did. I hate it when people say that it'll all be okay, when I just want them to leave me alone. I fake being happy everyday and try to be what i used to be.</3
peanut0327 1 month ago
I'm 11 and depressed. No matter what, everytime I do something wrong my mother yells at me and then she brings up everything about me, she insults me about my weight, But then later says she never meant it. It's not like I want to be this weight. I lost the spelling-bee today which makes it no better, but it gave me an excuse to cry so I did. I hate it when people say that it'll all be okay, when I just want them to leave me alone. I fake being happy everyday and try to be what i used to be.</3
peanut0327 1 month ago
I'm 11 and depressed. No matter what, everytime I do something wrong my mother yells at me and then she brings up everything about me, she insults me about my weight, But then later says she never meant it. It's not like I want to be this weight. I lost the spelling-bee today which makes it no better, but it gave me an excuse to cry so I did. I hate it when people say that it'll all be okay, when I just want them to leave me alone. I fake being happy everyday and try to be what i used to be.</3
peanut0327 1 month ago
i feel how you feel so much i want them to see but they never do. do they
rockkid935 1 month ago
this....this made me cry
rockkid935 1 month ago
This si how I feel every single moment of everyday! Im broken... :_(
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I don't really know what am I doing everyday. I noticed myself that when I'm talking with someone, I'm happy but when I'm alone, I think about something I can't be. I'm afraid of everything and I'm tired of living in school, I want to go somewhere else. I don't want to suicide but I want to be happy. I hear a voice in my head, I never used any drugs but It may be I was living with myself too much.
YosaMolLFC 1 month ago
Depression just creeps in and out of my life randomly. No matter how happy I am something makes all the happiness fade...
xPyscosocialDarlingx 1 month ago
I am only 12 and I've been depressed for almost a month my mom yells at me because my dad isnt home for more than half the year.All of my "friends" are turning on me and I thought I could have the person Im inlove with, but he turned on me also.I go to school pretending to be okay, on the inside Im screaming and crying,hoping someone would see how much pain people cause me.I have been crying myself to sleep everynight for the past month...it just shows life isnt always what you want it to be</3
northdakotarules99 1 month ago in playlist Liked videos 6
Depression is how people change my parents noticed my changes over the years... but they are divorced... i was only 4 when it happened and i tried to hide my pain until i was 13.... i dressed in black so no one will bother to talk to me.... sometimes i cry in the middle of school... all of this because of my parents.... When people are married they should stay married with that person forever.... or this is what will happen to your child just like it happened to me...
PhiTrnh 2 months ago
@PhiTrnh The exact same thing is happening/happened to me :/
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I still remember the days I felt somewhat lonely & uncomprehended. But those days are over, since I found a reason to live.
"If you can't have a great day today,
turn someone's better then" ;)
900Beret 2 months ago
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900Beret 2 months ago
Death is so beautiful and it's what i crave...
xmcflyxxx 2 months ago
@xmcflyxxx hi i understand but hold on please everybody is worth something! <3
AnnaRoseKi 2 months ago
@xmcflyxxx hi i understand but please hold on everybody is worth something
AnnaRoseKi 2 months ago
i have a question
am i depressed if im sad alot but can be happy occasionally but still feel sad very deep down also ive been wanting to cut myself i dont want to die but i have the erge to cut myself ive cut myself for the first time today it was hard to cut at first but as soon as i tried a few times with the knife (it was blunt so it took a while) i finally made a shallow mark
just wanted to know what you think i thought it might be to get attention from friends but im not sure
DanCERchick13245 2 months ago
@DanCERchick13245 i think you are depressed but jus want to hide it all inside, you time to time bust a fake smile but wa u r saying it makes sense that your life is hurting.
hasan75ify 2 months ago
@hasan75ify thnx
DanCERchick13245 2 months ago
@DanCERchick13245 no problem if u need someone to talk to add me becoz ive been through a lot and still suffering, h4554n_123@hotmail.com
hasan75ify 2 months ago
@DanCERchick13245 listen to some quotes about life or faithful music like tupac etc..
hasan75ify 2 months ago
Im in depression i thinl , i dont know why tho ? its just u been sad but happy , you crying but smiling , i dont get myself :(
tusia750 2 months ago
I know what is it. It's so hard when you think you don't have your place in the world... That you are here for nothing...
GKP
GirlKimPossible 3 months ago
great video....look also to this video:
"Alone in myself - Poem by Gustaph H. Riviera"
or look at my FB page. I'm waiting for your comment!
ghriviera 3 months ago
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ive been bullied from kinder garden to 6th grade ive tried to take my life over 30 times every time i couldnt do it it would only hurt others i know and but when i think of it it would help if i just ended it know if i keep going ill only hurt more and more people i want it to end to fade into numbness the stop hurting others if only i couldi just cant bring myself to do it and to add on my parents just devoced and im felling like im sufficating I WISH I COULD DIE WITH OUT HURTING OTHERS !!!!!!
nikolas1516 3 months ago
uno how deep i sampled this and well it came out !
Look out for my remix
ALIENSHADZ 3 months ago
I usually pray at night before i sleep for the lord to take my souls away and let me not wake up. I have tried commiting suicide, but i feel if i kill myself that i will hurt the ones i love. But, im reaching my breaking point, and im starting to care less and less. If they truly love me, they would want me to be happy, right?
xsese9898 3 months ago
Why would you do this ?
what u need to do is just go on holiday belive me !
just get away from everything and start fresh !?
doesnt this sound better ?
ALIENSHADZ 3 months ago
@xsese9898 please dont kill yourself. it will get better trust me
mikemugs7 3 months ago
@mikemugs7 thats what ppl tell me, and its just getting worse
xsese9898 3 months ago
i try so hard to keep my sheild of happiness up and everyday it crumbles more and more.sometimes i wish i could just go away and get rid of the pain in my heart but then i think of the people who love me and the pain grows stronger.
shouju262650 3 months ago
i keep up a shield of happiness so no one bothers me, but when im extremely tired like from my sleepless nights, it crumbles and i lose pretty much all of my willpower to do anything. It hurts.
cRazYhYPerPenGuin 3 months ago
I am depressed too although I have never told anyone.It just hurts to scream inside wanting to be seen and no one hears you.No one can see the pain in my eyes.Not even my family.I hide my tears behind a big,fake smile and sometimes when I look in the mirror I see a happy person but inside I can feel my heart broken.I just hate it all.All I want is to be left alone and cry my pain away.I want to die but I can't kill myself.I fear death altough that is all I pray for at night...
63bloodymary 3 months ago 21
@63bloodymary mary , i am the same too... i pray for my death =(.. it is so paining crying inside but putting on a big smile
phongqiushi 3 months ago
@63bloodymary it seems u r struggling that u have the wieght of the world on ur shoulders, i have been struggling too and still am it feels as if im just against the world that my heart has blakened, if u want to talk i can help u trust me i have been thru a lot and i no how u feel seriously i do, u dont want to die jus u want help here contanct me h4554n_123@hotmail.com
hasan75ify 2 months ago
@63bloodymary
Same. I am too much of a coward to kill myself or even cut myself. But I like to fantasize the day when I will die and I hope for it everyday. Even in my fantasies, I hope to have a painless death. Such a coward I am haha.
xenekaro 2 months ago
so alone... i want to go to a paradise and leave my pain behind
vinniram 3 months ago
This is so true. I have pretended to be happy and everyone believes it when they dont understand how much pain i really feel inside. I am dead on the inside no one saved me in time. Heart break happens it hurts for me it wont ever fade away. What else do you expect when the only one you want in life, to spend the rest of your life with is gone. My fiancee broke up with. I wont ever get over it. So i know that more than once i wanted to just fall asleep and not wake up.
Teddybear7310 4 months ago
@GwEn075 I was told it was laziness as well. It nearly killed me...
Patchyq 4 months ago
I have depression and my life i in ruins and all people say its nothing but laziness, my own best firend who is like a sister said that to my face. It was like a stab in the hreat, so like this if you have people like that in your life and you wish you had someone who gets it
GwEn075 4 months ago
I've always known I wheren't happy.. but now I've been to the doctor because I didn't feel well and the doctor told me, it might be because I have a depression. Telling me there are medication agenst it... I just yelled NO MEDICATION! I don't believe medication would make anything better after all, medication wont give me friends or make me more social.. I would probably just kill myself if I where to start on medication. My mom doesn't understand, she is on medication for her depression...
ImAemoAngel 4 months ago
@ImAemoAngel I agree i would never take meds for depression i dont want a pill to make me happy and enjoy life again.Thats not liveing!
lovePINK1117 4 months ago
@ImAemoAngel I agree i would never take meds for depression i dont want a pill to make me happy and enjoy life again.Thats not liveing!
lovePINK1117 4 months ago
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@ImAemoAngel I agree i would never take meds for depression i dont want a pill to make me happy and enjoy life again.
lovePINK1117 4 months ago
I hope I dont sound like a religious fanatic but I once was depressed and on the verge of suicide but then I met Jesus who did everything those quotes in this video asked or said like "I wish someone would look into my eyes and see." Jesus cares ppl and if you would like to talk about anything plz msg me. I would love to help you. "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." -Psalm 147:3 "The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." -Psalm 34:18
fansofbands 4 months ago
as im reading all these comments i wish i could help. but how can i if i cant help myself. i like the quote that says " i hide behind a smile in my face hoping that someone would actually see into my eyes and see..." but if there is someone who needs someone to talk to. someone who neds a real friend inbox me and ill listen.ill try to help well help each other.
musicismyweapon1000 4 months ago
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tngtcj 4 months ago
omg made me cry :'( xxx
LolliepoppxoxO 5 months ago
About my comment: my good friend has pointed out that somebody might call the police about it. DO NOT WORRY, it is being sorted out.
whofan838 5 months ago
I need a person to talk to and if your watching this video then ibox me a reply to this i trust the ppl watchin this i assume they are going through the same thing if you would like a friend a shoulder or an ear im reachin out my hand
alisha2017 5 months ago
im here to help..i write songs and poems im very deep ive been down every road ive had my heart completly shattered i know how you feel i know how u hate when people say "it will get better..." when in your heart is saying save me its not getting better please please message me im here to help on the worst days the hardest nights and the painful tears
bdsauder 5 months ago
@bdsauder i dont know what im liveing for in life i dont know what to do with my life i have cut myself to take the pain away
2012EMOKID 4 months ago
@2012EMOKID me 2. ur nt alone, fuk life, depression is a bitch, we cant escape it
hasan75ify 4 months ago
i hate myself. i want to be happy but i cant. i want to die but i am too much a coward. i cut, but when it come to my waist i cant. does it mean i am not so sa?. if so then why i cant feel happy?
sombrasangreviento 5 months ago
I've been psychologically bullied by my autistic friend for 9 years. This bullying was bad enough that another boy has shot me, electrocuted me, beaten me around the neck with my own keys and shut me in a room to go without food or water for 20 hours and I don't see it as even a minor inconvenience compared with the rest of my life. And I find 'Gloomy Sunday' catchy. Yeah. I'm so cool!
(I'm not)
whofan838 5 months ago
@whofan838 If you post this people are going to call the police.
libbieporter1 5 months ago
I'm so beyond done with everything. My father wants me to talk to him. but i cant stand the sight of his face. i want him back in my life and i regret every waking moment he isnt. I attempt to take my life everyday. I am destorying this family of me my brother and my father.
bomchickywowow 5 months ago
We take pictures because we are afraid we'll forget the memories.
NightDancerRockfire 5 months ago
beautiful sad geeze makin' me wanna cry
well.....
life moves on yet i cant cry
nicollettePerfect 5 months ago
Miss you iffi......No matter how many thumbs up i get or no matter how much replies i get,even if u see this comment one day,I know , You won,t be back.......:'( yeah,I know you'r gone ...:'(
ARK0307 5 months ago
i have been thinking of suicide latly ... im ok now .. i have help . from the most amazing boyfriend ... that never gave up on me :') thank you ryan !
GOTHICxWHITExROSE 6 months ago
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Depression is like a gun it only takes one shot that can kill you..
air03031989 6 months ago
i just smile when someone ask me anything... and the sound of that silence is very loud... and it gets louder and louder...
ankurgarg1986 6 months ago
I know how u guys feel
I like readin ur guyses comments it reminds me I'm not th only one and if u hav nothin else u can go to peopl like u cuz they understand
Iv hert myself nd cut off a coupl frends cuz I only need th ones that know all about me nd still love me for it
But no matter wat I do I can't help hurtin myself nd cryin myself to sleep every night for th past 4ever
But wateva
IHartNaruNinjas 6 months ago
@IHartNaruNinjas im like you...but yu shrug it off outside, with a whatever or whatever you say,
it crashes down, and it feels good to hurt, but i realize its bad...i keep who know me nd like me for me, but i smile everyday outside, but inside...i havent smiled in a while
xMuSiCsMyAdDiCtIoNx 6 months ago
Im already depressed and gettin more depressed :'( :'(
nikkirulez112112 6 months ago
crying almost every night for a year.... not wanting to wake up, only sleep for the rest of my life.... while talking to others, pictures of me commiting suicide come to my mind... pretend that I am happy...
ninhs4ever94 6 months ago 39
@ninhs4ever94 =(... besides pretending, i really dun know what else i can do.... it has been for long... i understand how you feel... i hope to be part from this world for long and ever =(
phongqiushi 3 months ago
@ninhs4ever94 lol thought u said not wanking cheer up :D
MrNosnownoshow 3 months ago
I am not depressed! Woo! Actually I am but I hide it behind hyperness...ANYWAYS seeya pplz!
CherryBlossoms241 6 months ago
@CherryBlossoms241 well think bout the people who r think hw they r goin through nt jus me but other peeps u should appreciate it! mothers could of lost their BABY hw bad is tht!
nikkirulez112112 6 months ago
1:38 describes me completely
coheedchannel 6 months ago
82livehard
Thank you, but currently I see no light in my life. Everything us crashing down
TiggerTannerrox 6 months ago
82livehard
Thank you, but right now I see no light in my life, everything is crashing down
TiggerTannerrox 6 months ago
I am currently suffering from depression and it's been going on for 2 years. I have successfully hidden it from my parents. Everything in my life seems so hopeless
TiggerTannerrox 7 months ago 2
@TiggerTannerrox no it aint everything you think in your life is hopeless is just black. theres white. believe me you just have to find it. all the bad feelings we feel in life, we create ourselves and we can also remove them. im living proof.
82livehard 7 months ago
There is one big difference between depression and sorrow....... When in sorrow, ur in pain because something matters so much..... When in depression, your miserable because nothing really matters anymore..... So take your knife and throw it out the window, because no matter how sad you are, you dont have the problems needed for depression....your just sorrowful, so dont glare at me and cuss at me, because you know its true, there are others out there who have those problems and need our support
NightDancerRockfire 7 months ago
for the past 2+months i've sufferd with suvire depression last night I told my mom, today i have to go to the doctors...For you thinking your depressed because you cried for one night maby you should find out what the differance between sadness and depression are...
smallcookiemonster 7 months ago
@smallcookiemonster how did you even tell your parents I am to scared to
Tatermuffin1 7 months ago
@Tatermuffin1 well My mom's the only one i can talk to so she had got up and I sat down with her and started out by saying "Mom, im depressed. I have all the semptoms..." and then just go from there dont be scaired your parents will help you like today my mom is getting a trusted doctor to help...
smallcookiemonster 7 months ago
@smallcookiemonster I have thought about telling them but I just can't because my step mom said that If I think about hurting my self that I need to tell her so she can get me medicine. but I can't go on anti-depressions anymore as much as I don't want to be depressed. but last time I almost overdosed when they put me on them.
Tatermuffin1 7 months ago
@Tatermuffin1 you can always tell a teacher or a aunt or uncal or just someone you trust, they'll get you help...
smallcookiemonster 7 months ago
@smallcookiemonster I wish I could the only person I really trust is my step mom
Tatermuffin1 7 months ago
@Tatermuffin1 so tell her and just tell her you dont wanna be on anti-depression...
smallcookiemonster 7 months ago
@smallcookiemonster i have depression 2. ive had it for 4 years
Courtneyluvskittens 7 months ago
For all the people who think that nobody cares about you or that you have know value
Self worth is equal in every human
And I'm pretty sure ur mom didnt cary you around for nine months if she wouldnt give anything to have you around
There's at least one person that would die if you did
If your thinking of giving in just keep fighting
Depression is a long struggle but its worth it
Screw sadness
Sadness can suck justin beiber
pullingroses 7 months ago
I had the most depressing birthday ever yesterday. I was celebrating my 18th birthday all alone. I have no friends left, because I have pushed them away from my life I guess. have been struggling since I was 11 years old with the depression and it really kills you... please forgive btw for my bad english (I'm a Swede...)
termometen 7 months ago
I just got in a fight with everyone in my family :( And this is exactly how I feel...
vampirebabe202 7 months ago
i have been dealing with a shitty life since a lil 3 year old and b4 and i have tried killing myself multiple times right now i feel like it again 4 the inviorment im in with my stepdad and sister i just dont know what 2 do anymore i keep keep dealing with this abuse verbal and pysically and i cant live on my own yet idk what 2 do i just wanna die and be with my love ones who actually showed me they cared!
gothvampiress1 7 months ago
@gothvampiress1 I been there there before, felt the same thing, tried before. I found God. You may not believe but just try. I was lowest of the low. I had no hope and I was delivered. We can talk more if you want. God Bless
sirchristian12 7 months ago
EMO
Vend1cator91 7 months ago
Depression doesn't last one night, despite what you seem to think. It often lasts for months or years.
BittersweetMoonlight 7 months ago 4
I have logged my account in mouths just to tell. I was depressed because of my appearence and girls. well guys I was a victim of bulling once a long time ago. i am here to tell you all these, I never cut myself or try suicide but I have cried, I have learned that psycological pain is worse than physical. I am here to tell ethat I am always smiling and having fun. life is to short. If you want to talk go to my channel and post your problems and give me thumbs for everyone see's this
RogerNihilus 8 months ago
Not only does this song realte to me but the pictures/quotes do too </3
aangfangirl 8 months ago
Depression is, as of my opinion, a phantom agony that slowly makes us rot from the inside. The seeds are planted by the ones who are the closest to us and eventually, they bloom and once that happens, the nightmarish world of depression opens up right before our eyes.
I used to have a big case of depression but I got out of it because I had people who helped shoulder my burden. It was because of a few individuals that I am now a writer of our world). Glaux bless friendship. Nothing can break it
LordKurthnega46 8 months ago
I always hide behind a smile. Not a single person in my life, not even my parents can see the person hiding. It hurts so much...
kibarownsual 8 months ago 14
@kibarownsual i can feel the sadness in you... i am sad for so many years
i can understand you... =( just hope to vanish from this world =(
phongqiushi 3 months ago
I wonder if anyone would notice if I was gone, no one cares, no one smiles, the only person that made me happy is being stolen away from me by someone who I used to call my best friend, someone who I used to love, someone who I thought was my real sister........someone who I fell in love with, someone who broke my heart n played with the tiny little pieces, someone who took all my hope, someone who took my desire to live............someone who I wish wasn't in my dreams.
Jollypaola123 8 months ago
friend just stole the guy i love...... </3 im crushed..... I just wanna die cause i have to see him where ever i go and i die everytime..... Please god have mercy..
pizzydiz 8 months ago
@pizzydiz
God gives mercy. It's alright, in time, he will realise that you were better for him, and will be crushed that you found someone else.
deltasquadftw 8 months ago
:'( my girlfriend dumped me =(( its so painful :'( </3
MrKeta57 8 months ago
of course the one artist that can really play songs for my lonely moods sometimes its just hard to be happy and strong
jcl78901 8 months ago
of course the one artist that can really play songs for my lonely moods
jcl78901 8 months ago
Everyone deserves some form of happiness <3
MsLeafGirl 8 months ago
i wonder if he would notice if i died :/
emillie98 8 months ago
Im sooo depressed. im at home alone right now so theres an open chance for suicide
BeautyQueen208 8 months ago
I wish it would never happen, I wish I could just live happy. But more I hope that it will never happen a child again... I'm fed up with my situation, but still I pray that my lips will once again smile. It's been four years now and it gets worse, and I won't be able to take it much longer. I pray to god it will go away, not just for me but for everyone!
Ezorrd 9 months ago
@Ezorrd request me too.i have similiar situations
teenbeat016 8 months ago
these comments are really sad ): and really horrible about what people do and bullies and how people can be so mean. if u dont have anyone to talk to, ill talk to anyone and try to help cuz this almost brought tears to my eyes :/
JustifiedDivas 9 months ago
im depressed....
OriganalDireWolfPup 9 months ago
@hisgirl849 like i said i am always here if you need to talk i am not going to judge you or think your stupid its not stupid at all i know the feeling of just wanting to end it all and i know that somedays its just like is it worth it? when i get the feeling of what will the world be like if i was gone i always think itll be better and it wont matter but it isnt like that you will be missed by atleat one person when u are gone and that one person should matter the most in ur life and keep u here
jessicahart48 9 months ago
i feel like i cant breath no more i want 2 die sometimes i cutt my self but wear i leave scar i have a disablty and kids at high school make fun of hit trip me down the step i feel like no1 hear me understand me i want 2 be a singer/actress and i adduton 4 chours and i made it but people tell me they only late me in because they feel sorry 4 me i wish i had friends 2 hang out with i mean i do have so,e friens i just feel like i cant talk 2 no1 :*(
xXxeveryxobelivexXxx 9 months ago
@hisgirl849 i know you want to quit but we can't quit i am always here if you want to talk you are not alone and i know what its like to lie to yourself and the people around you i have been doing it for a while now. soon enough we will beat this and if you need me ill be here you can talk to me if you need to just please don't give up
jessicahart48 9 months ago
ill just endure it....till i can :( maybe someday.....sometime..........someplace.......things will get better for me ;)
nrgshkl093 9 months ago
lately to get rid of my wanna die feeling i have been cutting myself i know its not good but it seems to be all i have left because my family is just not believing im depressed at all and not caring. nobody is really understanding and idk its just crazy to me to think i am back at rock bottom trying to fight this again. i am sooo sick of fighting! i just need this to go away and let me be happy again! kinda crying at the moment grrrrr FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!!
jessicahart48 9 months ago
@jessicahart48 Don't do that to yourself! You're a beautiful person and cutting yourself is not doing yourself a favor! It's all how you look at it. I was depressed. My life sucked, but I said, fuck sadness. If I become outgoing and express my love for people, it will be returned.
Bless you, I hope everything gets better. You're amazing. You should know that.
guildwarshobo 9 months ago
@guildwarshobo i am really not a beautiful and i express my love for ppl all the time and people show love to me too but idk the depression basically takes over and i cut it helps its what ive been doing for months
jessicahart48 9 months ago
i wanna die ;-(
SCREW YOU GOD !!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH SCREW YOUUUUUUUUUU!!
nrgshkl093 9 months ago
@nrgshkl093 i feel the exact same way right now
jessicahart48 9 months ago
i have just heard that my mom and dad r getting devorsed so i listen 2 this every day
assholeofaguy 9 months ago
depression is the hardest illness to tell people about, it just cant go away, hiding in your own world, in your own thoughts is the only answer. The one place that you can be understood is up where the sky is blue always, and where the angels sing songs of trust and hope xxx
hollyrocks12321 9 months ago 2
i continue breathing just for your satisfaction
Obsessedwithhim24 9 months ago 2
Please like this comment if you are in a room right now searching for a beautiful song to go with your mood and hoping no one will come in the room and ruin it..<3
GazYounevermindthat 10 months ago 207
@GazYounevermindthat That Is What Its Like Right Now...Me N My GF Broke Up Today... Finding Something To Listen To To Suit The Mood But Staying Strong For Others Around Me...
100PERCENTxHTID 8 months ago
Hi guys i am 28 and i have been diagnosed with manic deprssion and i thing about suicide all the time but i defeat it by talking with others that are suffering with the same illnesse it helps but it does not make it go away if any of you need someone to talk to you can always email me @ icsasha03@yahoo.com i am hear to listen and i promise i will not judge you hang in there guys it will pass as long as u talk about it.
icsasha03 10 months ago 4
@icsasha03 i was thinking of suicide every day for a year about 3-4 years ago
imsosadful 9 months ago
Depression is like a gun it only takes one shot that can kill you,
and at the moment that gun its aiming for a target,
how long can you hide for..
untill it takes its final shot
-:(
sailormoonluvit 10 months ago 78
@sailormoonluvit Well thats why u turn the gun away from urself and shoot sum1 else DUH!
14shadowreaper 7 months ago
@AlvesGoth no problem i am glad if you liked it!
davidtraistaru 10 months ago
watch?v=01QS20rtpAs&feature=related
davidtraistaru 10 months ago
loving somebody who doesn't love you back, yeah I can say I've died a bit inside every single day.
MotocrossMulisha 10 months ago
@MotocrossMulisha me too always
jonblevins123 10 months ago
at 2:28 i wish it did too...
Otaku422 10 months ago
im achuly 16 and im always depressed my teachers ask me why and i dont respond and sit thar and hide me face and cry no one nose...
jonblevins123 10 months ago
depression isnt a joke; im 13 ive had it ever since i was 8 i self harm and try to commit suicide often. If anyone needs help advice to get better please mail me
? I have good techniques for getting through the day and becoming happier im here to help no matter what and everything you mail me is confidential i promise i can help i will try my best, i know how it feels<3 your not alone
hannyindividuality 10 months ago
@hannyindividuality im 13 and i had depression for a long time :( i know what u mean when you say depression isnt a joke i alwys try to commit suicide too and cry everyday :( thats very sweet and kind you wanna help people :)
irem59 10 months ago
@irem59 I'm 17, I've suffered from depression since I was about 12. People think preteens and teens can't have depression. But the truth is, I didn't even know I had it. When my parents were told by the school counselor that they thought I was depressed they brushed it off because "kids don't have any stress".
I know what it's like to be depressed. I know what suicide attempts are about. Just stay hanging in there. Things do eventually get better over time (though I'm still struggling today)
ShellyBooBear4213 10 months ago
pain of the mind is worse than pain of the body
OravenclawgirlO 10 months ago
does feeling numb most or all of the time count as depression?
red85ism 10 months ago
I had to listen to this because today I had the worst day of my life!
baller2865 10 months ago
You know you're probably depressed if you look up 'depression' on Youtube!
QueenOfTheAubergines 10 months ago
god, why cant my life go right for just once?! my family is causing me so much pain and they dont even know that i cry myself to sleep every night. knowbody understands my pain...
nikki11579 11 months ago 2
Suicide: End Your Suffering < Homicide: End The Life Of Those Who Cause Your Suffering
Rico11756 11 months ago
im in a family but thruth is its only me at the end...
renlove09 11 months ago
Why is everyone saying they want to die? What happened to you? Your life is crap because you spend so much time on crap, caring to much what people think, what people say. People need to clean their minds out. No one said life was easy, but hell, complaining aint gonna make it better. You either do or die. You can either, make your life better, or just stay upset. Choice.
TheAlphx 11 months ago
@TheAlphx Okay genius. Good to you that you don't know what it feels like to actualy feel like shit. I understood that it is me who is fucked up, not the people around me, but guess what I still don't feel any better. Offcourse I'll try to feel happy, act happy and try to find something not worthless but still feel like it's a dead end.
Sorry for bad english.
wycka001 11 months ago
@wycka001 Who said i didnt know the pain?
and if you know that its you thats fucked up the do something about it. No one said life is easy. Since when has it been thats what i want to know, point is I decide to make my days worth living. No point in being sad, life too short for that
TheAlphx 11 months ago
@TheAlphx Okay then tell me what you think is or should be not pointless in any human-being life. Cuz I just don't see it.
wycka001 11 months ago
@wycka001 Dont see what? The point?
TheAlphx 11 months ago
@TheAlphx
its not that easy to fix depression. for some people they have had it all their life, trying to find help but nobody seems to wanna care. or altleast thats my story. its not easy to find someone and just pour your heart and soul out and feel better the next day. Hell the reason im fucjed up is casue i tell noboy anything about what im feeling. and i just got off topic...
devil927 11 months ago 5
@devil927 well looks are deceiving, and i see, find someone
TheAlphx 11 months ago
@TheAlphx You are too stupid to understand how much pain is caused by this. You don't know what it's like to feel so alone that you want to die and you never will so go and fuck off
HearbreakCentral 10 months ago
@HearbreakCentral Your pathetic
TheAlphx 10 months ago
@TheAlphx Yeah, youre the idiot offending people. i hope you become depressed cause it will probably be because no one likes you
HearbreakCentral 10 months ago
@HearbreakCentral Im not offended until now, how about getting that dildo out of your arse and stop cutting yourself little pussy
TheAlphx 10 months ago
@TheAlphx How about you stop making fun of people you stupid bastard cause one day it will come back on you. You can only make fun of people on here cause you're too much of a pussy to say it to their face.
HearbreakCentral 10 months ago
@THEONETRUEVO1CE How is depression an illness?
TheAlphx 11 months ago
why am I still alive? I want to die.
VampyreGodiva 11 months ago
i hate my life so bad
goodboy6666 11 months ago
If you are from Riverside High School or knew Brad post this on your wall!! He needs to be remembered as he should be, the great kid that he was and no one deserves to leave this world unless it was his time and I don't believe it was his time he was still young n full of life!!!! RIP Brad, you will be missed and always loved!!
1121995rj 11 months ago
i suggest you go on your feet again, a fight is no reason to cut yourself and all that ... and suicide is for weak people .
Look forward not down ;)
SterbendDSBM 11 months ago
I get random spells of sadness in which I cry myself to sleep I am afraid to tell my parents because they will have a stupid excuse about and my friends have noticed behind my smile they see my depression spells but all I say is nothing is wrong or I am just tired when they ask what's wrong.I am afraid and alone I sometimes say my friends and family would be better off without me
BlackMagic2908 11 months ago
i had my GF stolen off me by someone and i feel really sad but so angry to :(
IROH93 11 months ago
16 people are dicks who dont understand what depression really is and how it can lead to death
IROH93 11 months ago
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mdcombs79 11 months ago