This video made me cry..I was forced to join a sex club and raped there almosed every day. I am 12 years old and was 9 and 10 when it was happening.. I have had eating dissorders and I cut my wrists to punish myself for letting them do that to me. Please message me.
THIS VIDEO IS SOOOO AMAZING!!!...........but my dad said im not aloud to watch it anymore cause about a month ago i had to go in a metal hospital because i almost killed myself and they think it was because of this show!!!!!.......I MISS MY SVU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow. This is amazingly powerful watching this as a rape survivor. Made me cry, but I am glad this show brings so much awareness to subjects that are basically ignored.
Wow! all i can really say is its amazing.... that doesn't really cover it. but i have had PTSD from more then 1 rape. and it does help to see thing like this to know that even tho that person hasn't gone threw the same exact situation. that they can make it threw it and so can u. Mariska did a fantastic job in undercover and the other episodes following dealing with the almost rape. i love this song 2 over all wonderful job and thank u
In the real episode the funniest line is when he dropped his pant n said bite me and I'll kill you or sumthing like that I would have bit his whole dick off so he wouldn't be able to rape any one else or make them suck it!!!!! Girls neva let a man or boy take advantage of you or you see them try to take advantage n don't help your just as responible. if a girl or a boy says NO the answer is no so go away.don't do notn u gon regret. Thank 4 readn my comment ILY! <3 :D
it's like a drug. im making a new goal, watch this video everyday if possible. This is what proves my videos suck. this takes a loto effort and love. i cant stop watching it. x] my personal drug seeing Ev & SVU are my equivelent. i think i'm obsessed with your videos. My Eyes Get Glued to the screen. the raw emotion showing in this video is just fantabulastic. Mariska Hargitay Would be OHSO proud.
YAY for new goals lol...Ur comments totally made my day more than u know. And hun ur vids dont suck, just keep making em :D...if only mariska would watch it lollol
He said that cause she had just found out that one of the rapevictims of this guy they were pursuing killed herself. Benson teared up and said "Maybe If we had found Noah (the rapist) earlier...." She was blaming herself for not finding him soon enough and maybe give this woman some peace of mind so she wouldn't have killed herself. Stabler saw that she was blaming her self and told her to not do that to herself, to not go there.
I was a victim of a sexual assault years back I love watching this program cause they catch the bad guys, it was my ex-boyfriend he was sick and would stalk me, I was dumb cause there was signs of him not being so nice in the but yet I thought I could change him it did not work. l had enough he knew it he beat me till I was past out after choking me waking up I could see him over me kicking me I ran out of my apart screaming bleeding from my face I ran toward the toward the police he was caught
Okay, so I'm not sure I've ever posted a comment on here before. But this was one of the best videos I have ever seen. I love how you wove everything together so that we can really see what Liv is seeing in her head and feeling. I wish that only they had shown some of what you had done here. I especially love the beginning where Liv is spacing out and you show the shot of her followed by the one of Harris and of course what you did with the flashback scene in PTSD. Excellent job! Thank you.
This was such an incredible video. I love how you interwove Undercover with all the most recent scenes. Also, I have to tell you, I got a secret thrill to see you have Deidre Hall videos on your favorites. <3333 her.
I was kinda disappointed with PTSD. Like you guys said, Mariska's performance was perfect (as usual) but i think that Liv's situation in that ep was handled really poorly. The description for the ep emphasized on the fact that Liv was having flashbacks during the ep, which is why she had trouble focusing *looks around* there wasnt a single flashback in that whole ep, so unless you'd seen undercover or heard about it b4,it just looks like liv is spacing out for no reason. . .
I found this after looking at the promo for Smut. OMG I knew that this would make me cry I've watched PTSD twice and both times I've cried at the raw emotion that Liv gives in this ep. Wow I just love this clip you've taken the best bits from those 3 eps with the perfect song and created an amazing clip which I've added to my faves list :) Can you message me where you download the eps from and what program you use to make your clips thanx
I was messing with a few songs on my itunes when I watched this the second time and you should watch it while playing All I Need by Within Temptation. It was really awesome!
Hey, wher do u download ur SVU clips from? i am doing a research project on rape and i am in love with SVU i need to download clips and make a short video of some of the episodes!!!!
Again an amazing job!! Evanescence just has the perfect music for these kind of vids. I love the whole Liv dealing with her trauma. Mariska is an amazing actress!!
Omg! Hollyrock you c's to amaze me! You've done it yet again come up with another great video clip that is just out of this world!! How do you do it girl it like you got this majaic touch when it comes to SVU!! PTSD great episode next to undercover and trials. I just hate seeing Liv going through so much pain my heart realy breaks for her I'm just glad she getting help.
thank you so much....as much as i hate seeing her like this..these are the best episodes when they deal with it..i wish an elliot episode could be as emotional
OMG hollypop! You are sooo freaking talented it's not even funny!!! *Adding to favorites* This is right away my top five youtube videos. Your video "fade Away" (Based on undercover,with clips from Charisma) and "Angel" (based on Trials with clips from Undercover) is also on that list, and now this. I think judging from that you well deserve the tittle "Cahilla's favorite youtube videomaker" :-D
Holly...you just never disappoint girl! This was beautiful. And I loved the way you worked in the flashbacks before Liv holds the gun to his head. Incredible as always.
Good Lord Holly, that was heart-wrenching in the most beautiful of ways <3 I loved...everything! hands down fabulous! and as always, PLEASE keep em' coming! eo :D
A prison guard tried to rape her he beat her up a bit but he didnt do the deed as it were. Poor Liv Mariska hargitay should have won the globe and emmy for the work she did in this episode. This vid is fantastic love the song it so fits with the clips
You really need to watch the eps "undercover" "trials" and 'PTSD' they are awesome and just skdjlshjls =D and the guard was arrested for the rape on another girl becasue they didnt have enough to charge him coz of liv
omg! It's great. I hadn't seen PTSD yet. I watch it tomorrow after school but that video. It was really great. I love it. My whole body is shaking. Really. omg! An Evanescence. I love that band.
What's 3:00 from?
muzikEOSTluva 2 months ago
sad very sad
kimo9449 8 months ago
This episode scared the hell out of me....
Elisheval 8 months ago
This video made me cry..I was forced to join a sex club and raped there almosed every day. I am 12 years old and was 9 and 10 when it was happening.. I have had eating dissorders and I cut my wrists to punish myself for letting them do that to me. Please message me.
XAliceReeseX 11 months ago
Love it! This song goes perfectly with this ep. but i guess you already knew that..great work hon lol.. favorited it :))
collegeGIRLL2010 1 year ago
THIS VIDEO IS SOOOO AMAZING!!!...........but my dad said im not aloud to watch it anymore cause about a month ago i had to go in a metal hospital because i almost killed myself and they think it was because of this show!!!!!.......I MISS MY SVU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aharlow98 1 year ago
omg this video explains everything its great!!:)
law3572 1 year ago
Wow. This is amazingly powerful watching this as a rape survivor. Made me cry, but I am glad this show brings so much awareness to subjects that are basically ignored.
Cdelima21 1 year ago 4
omggg!!! this was soo great!! good job!!
coolysteph 1 year ago
that was sad and how did elliot react to finding out about the incident
Gogirl703 2 years ago
Beautifully done...really hits home for me
Bequitalachaparrita 2 years ago
Wow! all i can really say is its amazing.... that doesn't really cover it. but i have had PTSD from more then 1 rape. and it does help to see thing like this to know that even tho that person hasn't gone threw the same exact situation. that they can make it threw it and so can u. Mariska did a fantastic job in undercover and the other episodes following dealing with the almost rape. i love this song 2 over all wonderful job and thank u
EsOb4ever 2 years ago 5
Very sad video. But totally Awesome. Loved it. Great job. =D
kennelgirl2004 2 years ago
oh my good!! this is soo sad!!!
Muggel93 2 years ago
Is the season 10?????
dalyazul 2 years ago
no 9
damilkman91 2 years ago
This is an amazing video I feel so bad for Olivia, she really is beautiful DX
oyoylady 2 years ago
In the real episode the funniest line is when he dropped his pant n said bite me and I'll kill you or sumthing like that I would have bit his whole dick off so he wouldn't be able to rape any one else or make them suck it!!!!! Girls neva let a man or boy take advantage of you or you see them try to take advantage n don't help your just as responible. if a girl or a boy says NO the answer is no so go away.don't do notn u gon regret. Thank 4 readn my comment ILY! <3 :D
kaikay97 2 years ago 2
I have had PTSD and for the pretty much same reason.. Rape.. it effects you for so long even after you think you have dealt with it.
Thank you so much for doing this.... it has helped me cope...
VeggieLover001 2 years ago 2
normally i never comment, but it's my duty to tell you how much i was effected by the video.
splended job, well done!
daphna18 2 years ago
this is insanely cool... great work ... i ♥ it :)
NAZEEFA 2 years ago
HOLY FUCKING CHRIS MELONI.
This is oh so fabulous. i saw it forever ago but couldn't be stuffed commenting.
i love this song holly. (we have mint names ;]) This video is litterally heart making. I'm Practically Blinded By Tears. I commend you. **Claps.
holsee0svu 2 years ago
WOW thank you so much for this comment thank you thank you :D
hollypop04 2 years ago
ilove it so much ima write another one.
OH MY SVU.
heh. I really really really really love it.
it's like a drug. im making a new goal, watch this video everyday if possible. This is what proves my videos suck. this takes a loto effort and love. i cant stop watching it. x] my personal drug seeing Ev & SVU are my equivelent. i think i'm obsessed with your videos. My Eyes Get Glued to the screen. the raw emotion showing in this video is just fantabulastic. Mariska Hargitay Would be OHSO proud.
holsee0svu 2 years ago
YAY for new goals lol...Ur comments totally made my day more than u know. And hun ur vids dont suck, just keep making em :D...if only mariska would watch it lollol
hollypop04 2 years ago
if our miss mariska saw one of these i'd freak. aaaah.. * the dreams..
holsee0svu 2 years ago
Elliot shouldve done the undercover with olivia, that wouldve been the shizz
surfgirl808 2 years ago
can you please upload PTSD full episode please? I did not see it ,thank you everybody ...
paprika49 2 years ago
That was beautiful. Great work.
Obsessive0514 2 years ago
wow love the video!!!!
great job
why did elloit say to olivia: you cant do that on yourself (or something like that) at 3:00???
dangerousypie 3 years ago
He said that cause she had just found out that one of the rapevictims of this guy they were pursuing killed herself. Benson teared up and said "Maybe If we had found Noah (the rapist) earlier...." She was blaming herself for not finding him soon enough and maybe give this woman some peace of mind so she wouldn't have killed herself. Stabler saw that she was blaming her self and told her to not do that to herself, to not go there.
Cahilla81 3 years ago
I was a victim of a sexual assault years back I love watching this program cause they catch the bad guys, it was my ex-boyfriend he was sick and would stalk me, I was dumb cause there was signs of him not being so nice in the but yet I thought I could change him it did not work. l had enough he knew it he beat me till I was past out after choking me waking up I could see him over me kicking me I ran out of my apart screaming bleeding from my face I ran toward the toward the police he was caught
yoli2838 2 years ago
ofmb i was like, its over!? i loved it!
lawandordersvufann 3 years ago
Okay, so I'm not sure I've ever posted a comment on here before. But this was one of the best videos I have ever seen. I love how you wove everything together so that we can really see what Liv is seeing in her head and feeling. I wish that only they had shown some of what you had done here. I especially love the beginning where Liv is spacing out and you show the shot of her followed by the one of Harris and of course what you did with the flashback scene in PTSD. Excellent job! Thank you.
arabesque0128 3 years ago
Thank you so much for that...ive been having a terrible week and that made me smile so thank you heaps and glad you liked it
hollypop04 3 years ago
I hope you don't mind, but I shared the link with everyone over on the usa boards.
arabesque0128 3 years ago
of course i dont mind
hollypop04 3 years ago
This was such an incredible video. I love how you interwove Undercover with all the most recent scenes. Also, I have to tell you, I got a secret thrill to see you have Deidre Hall videos on your favorites. <3333 her.
mousie962 3 years ago
thanks!!!!... haha yeah deidre hall cant help myself lol
hollypop04 3 years ago
I was kinda disappointed with PTSD. Like you guys said, Mariska's performance was perfect (as usual) but i think that Liv's situation in that ep was handled really poorly. The description for the ep emphasized on the fact that Liv was having flashbacks during the ep, which is why she had trouble focusing *looks around* there wasnt a single flashback in that whole ep, so unless you'd seen undercover or heard about it b4,it just looks like liv is spacing out for no reason. . .
CxHxRxIxSxTxIxAxN 3 years ago
Undercover,That was an Extremely hard episode to watch. I havent seen PTSD, but im trying to. This Video was absolutely amazing. 1,000,000 stars.
holsee0svu 3 years ago
I found this after looking at the promo for Smut. OMG I knew that this would make me cry I've watched PTSD twice and both times I've cried at the raw emotion that Liv gives in this ep. Wow I just love this clip you've taken the best bits from those 3 eps with the perfect song and created an amazing clip which I've added to my faves list :) Can you message me where you download the eps from and what program you use to make your clips thanx
I'm gonna watch PTSD again.
PerfectlyAnywhere 3 years ago
I was messing with a few songs on my itunes when I watched this the second time and you should watch it while playing All I Need by Within Temptation. It was really awesome!
thegoodariel 3 years ago
Hey, wher do u download ur SVU clips from? i am doing a research project on rape and i am in love with SVU i need to download clips and make a short video of some of the episodes!!!!
tealten01 3 years ago
i download the episodes and make them up myself :)
hollypop04 3 years ago
Where do you download your episodes from? Do you have any websites for me?!
tealten01 3 years ago
This is actually perfect in showing what a person really experiences when dealing with a horriable experience. It dosent just go away. Great job!!!!
photokris28 3 years ago
This is really well done! Thank you.
animallover88 3 years ago
Great video!
penguinlover206 3 years ago
Again an amazing job!! Evanescence just has the perfect music for these kind of vids. I love the whole Liv dealing with her trauma. Mariska is an amazing actress!!
JackSparrowLover1982 3 years ago
Amazing
cbsnbclover 3 years ago
Omg! Hollyrock you c's to amaze me! You've done it yet again come up with another great video clip that is just out of this world!! How do you do it girl it like you got this majaic touch when it comes to SVU!! PTSD great episode next to undercover and trials. I just hate seeing Liv going through so much pain my heart realy breaks for her I'm just glad she getting help.
ladymp832 3 years ago
thank you so much....as much as i hate seeing her like this..these are the best episodes when they deal with it..i wish an elliot episode could be as emotional
hollypop04 3 years ago
OMG hollypop! You are sooo freaking talented it's not even funny!!! *Adding to favorites* This is right away my top five youtube videos. Your video "fade Away" (Based on undercover,with clips from Charisma) and "Angel" (based on Trials with clips from Undercover) is also on that list, and now this. I think judging from that you well deserve the tittle "Cahilla's favorite youtube videomaker" :-D
Cahilla81 3 years ago
Woohoo!!!! lol thank you so much
hollypop04 3 years ago
holly that was great!!!!poor liv:"{
bonesfan77 3 years ago
Holly...you just never disappoint girl! This was beautiful. And I loved the way you worked in the flashbacks before Liv holds the gun to his head. Incredible as always.
luv4svu 3 years ago
Outstanding Holly!!!! poor liv :-(
lilmacksmum 3 years ago
omg holly! bringing me to tears why don't you!? lol this was amazing
modelgirl2793 3 years ago
Awesome!!! ONE OF THE BEST VIDEOS I HAVE EVER SEEN
CaseyNovak16 3 years ago
WOW...thank you so much
hollypop04 3 years ago
Good Lord Holly, that was heart-wrenching in the most beautiful of ways <3 I loved...everything! hands down fabulous! and as always, PLEASE keep em' coming! eo :D
urbanslang 3 years ago
this was amazing.
I am in tears.
Thank you.
ash06lee 3 years ago
Wow, breathtaking, great job Holly. Wow.
SVUluver44 3 years ago
So was she sexually assaulted or was it an attempt? I am unclear since I haven't watched the show in a while. What happened to the POS guard?
MATG1025 3 years ago
A prison guard tried to rape her he beat her up a bit but he didnt do the deed as it were. Poor Liv Mariska hargitay should have won the globe and emmy for the work she did in this episode. This vid is fantastic love the song it so fits with the clips
amandaculley 3 years ago
It was more of an attempt. Check out the episode called "Undercover" it will clear this up for you. MPG
Motionpicturegirl 3 years ago
You really need to watch the eps "undercover" "trials" and 'PTSD' they are awesome and just skdjlshjls =D and the guard was arrested for the rape on another girl becasue they didnt have enough to charge him coz of liv
hollypop04 3 years ago
omg.. this is so awesome! unbelievable! i loove you for making that! but it made me cry.. :(
blah11okii22 3 years ago
it made me cry too lol ...xox thanks
hollypop04 3 years ago
:OO O WOW!!! so wonderful!!! You are very talented!!!
MetalChickCrisis2040 3 years ago
Oh my gosh, Holly, you've outdone yourself! I love this song and it fit so perfectly. Ah! I don't even know what else to say. Beautiful job! :)
LastToKnow710 3 years ago
omg! It's great. I hadn't seen PTSD yet. I watch it tomorrow after school but that video. It was really great. I love it. My whole body is shaking. Really. omg! An Evanescence. I love that band.
BonaseraTaylorFan 3 years ago
OMg PTSD was zhgdafhgl it was WOW
hollypop04 3 years ago