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  • Because you never pulled the trigger, millions of animals lives have been saved. You have changed the thoughts, ideas, and opinions of so many people. Thank you Onision. I love you :)

  • I've seen a couple of your vids and I like the ones I've seen. Good luck to you and God bless.

  • i love you, greg<3

  • I'm a banana, look at me die!

    not hateful, sorry...

  • Thank you Greg. I really liked this video and watched it a couple of times... That helped me a lot.

  • I'm going to do what I want to do and thats what I'm gonna do.

  • @JellyOxide you fucking idiot! Look up sicesca!

  • Holy crap you ligit took a gun to your head??? :(

  • Onision i am being totally serious here, Every one who knows you, (including me) sees you as a Guru for life. I don't know why you don't just make up your own religion. You'd be able to.

  • @JellyOxide He wants to think that.

  • 10,000 reasons to live but only takes 1 reason to die :(

  • Out of nowhere everyone has been suicidal. I believe some of them but dang some are like "ooh onision was suicidal, lets act like i know how he felt" im not trying to be harsh but dont lie about such serious things people

  • thank you for making this video :)

  • Thank you for not dying. I love you so much. Videos make my day. Marry me. Lol

  • Life's pretty interesting. There are loads of things you can do with your life and you know what's the most interesting thing to do with it? Fucking end it. If you feel like you want to kill your fucking self, then by all means do it. Just stop whining and moaning about how you're a fucking pussy and everything makes you sad...

  • I don't think people understand how bad bullying hurts. :) it makes kids suicidal

  • @NykxMuzik A bully is like an IRL troll. If you want a troll to stop, you troll back. Letting it(the bully) know your sad, hurt, etc from the shit it does makes it stronger. To troll back, you fight back. Don't show fear.

  • @ChiIdRapist Trolling back usually just adds fuel to the fire though. Bullying back really just adds fuel to the fire. Besides, what if the troll/bully has shit going on too? It doesn't excuse them whatsoever, but you don't want to make things worse for them either.

  • @xMissPuppetx Very true, but if you do nothing about it; you will just get beaten up.

    Since i'm a Pacifist, I would say the BEST thing to do is to walk up to him one day and try to reason with them, but if someone puts their hands on you, you don't just let them do whatever they want to you. Idk, I've only been bullied once, by a kid that thought he can try. Started with verbal assault. Right when he pushed me I pushed him back and he was gonna try to punch me but people stopped us. he stopped.

  • How do I deal with all of it I just can't do it any more

  • i wish my friend saw this video before she decided to end it...she was a light of everyone's world and insanely smart and could have done everything with her life

  • I used to be Kind of suicidal, then I discovered YouTube and have been laughing at videos that make me feel better every day :)

  • i use2 be suicidal but i found love and now im just crazy

  • sometimes its hard to elimanate the problem when the problem is your family and your too young to leave

  • I'm suicidal and my motivation are my dogs cause without me they would be on the streets

  • Aww :( i used to b suicidal too

  • It's about never loosing hope.

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  • YOUR HAIR <3

  • Your gorgeous. And your story made me cry.. <3

  • @shutuporsmile when you refer to his work what do you mean? What is his work?

  • Who ever thinks u should have killed urself is a dick. U r awesome and I have enjoyed about 97% of ur videos ;)

  • @Jessiebaby131 But the thing is that not all people are actually "extremely sad" they just play it up to get attention from others... Its pathetic that people do this

  • @TheLover600 I'm not referring to those people seeking attention I'm referring to the people that are actually sad and unhappy.and yeah I know it's pathetic that people do this to get attention from others.

  • @KimikoTheWolfgirl Find someone worth your time if someone was willing to hurt you then there not worth your tears

  • @shutuporsmile He gets these "haters

  • @DahvieVanityInsanity Nice, your last resort was to be a grammar Nazi ... Your real smart

  • Should of killed your self fagget!

  • @iiSISSC0 Faggot*

    maybe you should learn to spell before you troll.

  • Be the change you want to see in the world. Thumbs up if you know who Quoted that.

  • I honestly feel bad for Onision because everyday he faces with haters destroying his work and things that he believes or says. Its depressing seeing all of that, but yet we see a different person who we love and adore. Be strong and don't let anyone let you down.

  • @undermoonlightglow If that's not a cry for attention, I don't know what is.

  • I was dpressed and suicidal and I ended up turning to drugs i do not recomend it it will make your life worse

  • if you pulled that trigger, i don't know whose video's i would look forward to.

  • It's scary that Onision almost took his own life on my birthday, which was a coincidence.

  • Thankyou.

  • How do you get rid of a broken heart when you can't let go of the person who gave it to you? #help onision please

  • Nice vlog. Happy New Year! PEACE

  • U KNOW IM A KID AND SUICIDAL

  • hmm I have AS and I was a weird fucked up kid back in the day who screwed it up with several people. It all came to a head almost 4 years ago where I had suicidal thoughts and thoughts of hurting others. Luckily, I had a counsellor who stopped me and I went to a gym for a bit and I met my first ex gf amongst other things. And even though these negative experiences have come back to haunt me - I know that I've changed and that people like me and appreciate me for who I am xD

  • I can't eliminate a mirror.

  • anyone that wants to kill themselves are bitches, i love my motherfuckin life, its way better than all yours

  • @hellswings Other people don't love their motherfuckin lives.So don't be calling extremely sad people bitches when they have enough to deal with.Thanks.

  • @Jessiebaby131 deal with it, if you all hate your fuckin lives go do what u like, i dont give a fuck

  • @hellswings Nice dude ...real nice. I have no respect for you people at all.You didn't have to read my comment and you didn't have to reply negative thing's to it But oh..look you did so if you don't give a fuck why would you take the time to write back to a comment that contains an opinion of a person who you don't give a fuck about?

  • @Jessiebaby131 u could fuckin die and i wouldnt give a fuck, but i get joy from rashing on pussys that have shitty lives

  • @hellswings dude seriously?? You r such a douche. Have some respect for a woman! Has she done anything to you? She posted a comment on a video and you attacked her?! Wtf?!! You'll get what you deserve.

  • @Jessiebaby131 haha ignore him :) be happy

  • @hellswings Just because you love your life doesnt mean other people do.

  • @hellswings Obvious troll is obvious.

  • @hellswings issues? Perhaps u need to come back to reality. You're not the only one who matters here. Stop being so selfish! :/

  • @hellswings doubt it

  • the things that make me depressed are my parents ? how can I eliminate that ?

  • @Jessiebaby131 first id try to find happiness in things around me to kind of block out the parent problem.

  • GOD loves all of us:) give him your troubles....let go and let God

  • @pinkpolkadotz22 God,doesn't stop you when you have a blade to your wrist

  • @Jessiebaby131 have you called out to him? Asked for help? Asked for forgiveness and asked him into your heart? Have you had faith?...God doesn't leave when we need him most...you haven't asked for him.....please please please find a Bible and read psalm chapter 73....all of it...please

  • @pinkpolkadotz22 The last thing on you're mind when you're suicidal is "calling to god".But,I will look at chapter 73 ,psalm in the Bible.

  • @Jessiebaby131 nice:) at least someone at least trust to listen

  • @pinkpolkadotz22 trys* autocorrect lolz

  • @Jessiebaby131 im a christain and i still ask questions like that....i have no idea why he lets things happen....i guess he gave us free will because if he controlled every one of our moves wed be dolls...wouldnt we?

  • That is exactly what I did when I was younger. Eliminate the bad stuff.

  • This what I need it to here... Thank you.

  • mmmmm pie

  • You're like an emo Shane Dawson...

  • i'm suicidal when im upset...but most of the time i just self harm...i recently self harmed and also took an overdose but it didnt do nothing.

  • I love your hair :D

  • I never knew you actually held a gun to your head:( Love youu<3

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  • Italian?

  • I used to feel this way but I found an oulet..I started drawing and I have nieces and nephews so I felt that I should be the aunt that is there for them bc no one was really there for me and I still remember how shitty that felt so yeah lil kids inspired me bc the older people f u for ur negative opinion u dpnt phase me but the lil ones they are so innocent ♥so yeah my point is find an outlet and be happy and spread that joy and use it to change other people's thoughts .

  • What if your family is what's causing it? You can never run from family :(

  • You inspire me. I love the way you are.

  • "Suicidal" and "Depression" will have different definitions to different people. Its all based on the situation, type of person...opinion. Its not going to be the same for everyone. In my opinion I think that every person in the world has thought about killing themselves at least once. do they actually have to attempt it to be labeled "suicidal"? Probably not. again, that's dependent on the individual. everyone has their own opinion there is no use arguing about it or judging.

  • awww. greg. you're so beautiful. i agree, if there's anything in your life that's making you unhappy, and you have the option to rid it in your presence, then do it. i remember you saying something like that in a really old suicidal video and it's become a quote i definitely live by.

  • Thank you for sharing, that was very personal and touching. Glad you got through it.

    I don't know if I refrain from suicide because I'm too scared to die or because there's a small part of me that has hope. I recommend therapy. I ALWAYS feel better after I see my therapist.

  • never give into suicide just because of people. everyone is worth something.

  • For some reason... your hair (fringe area) was bothering me the entire video. Lol.

    Sorry. OCD talking here.

  • @YouSuckLemon yes it actually is her ghost

  • idk how to be positive anymore. but i appreciate yu uploading this. <3 

  • Ohhk, iKnow This Is Random, && Im Sorry for That, But Your Hair Is Ahmazing<3

  • thank you for this

  • I surrounded myself with positive energy and git myself involved with something that needed me and for the first time in my life, I felt valuable, and beautiful,and guided

  • Also therapy. Some people are able to shake themselves out of their own depression, but others reach such a horrible point that they may need professional help to become at least borderline sane.

  • Seconds from the end, what's it gonna be..........

  • @Melzack pull the trigger bitch!!! -Suicide Silence

  • Legalise euthanasia, and go get yourself killed, best option possible.

  • I'm trying to eliminate the source of my depression by switching schools and getting away from the bitches , but my parents are making me stay the whole year , and I don't know if I can do that . :l sometimes I wonder what value I have in this world , if any.

  • @sarahlikesfun1101 Hey! :) I've been bullied at school, too. The thing that helped me go through these hard times was the thought of having goals, dreams and all, that I should accomplish or reach. You can talk, you can walk, you can write, you have an opinion about things, have a unique way of looking at life. Everybody has these things, but who they are to say you're less than them? We're all equal? Follow your dreams and never give up, no matter what they say. :)

  • @sarahlikesfun1101 I mean, i havent been severely bullied but im incredibly insecure and paranoid. But the internet is a great place where people without faces wont judge, there are some nice people here :)

  • @sarahlikesfun1101 we all are put on this earth for a reason, find yours :)

  • @sarahlikesfun1101

    Fighting!! ...In the kdramas I watch thats usually meant as a word of encouragment, not actual fist/verbal fighting. I know it sucks to have rude people around you, but yknow what? Since we're kids we have nothing else better to do than to bitch at other people. In the real world, most people have no time for that. They have jobs, and people they care about to think about...they don't have time to start drama,yknow? Just hang in there, lovely~ :D

  • @sarahlikesfun1101 try eliminating what makes them all "bitches"

  • @sarahlikesfun1101 none. you have no value. as long as you keep thinking about that youll get worse and worse. find what you good at and try your best to excell. ignore all the faggots that try to put you down. it really helped me. i got to the point were i held the gun up and pulled the trigger but the bullet was disalligned so it was a dud. i then tried my best at what i loved now im perfectly happy with no worrie in the world other than my grades :)

  • @sarahlikesfun1101 School doesn't last forever.

  • i am so glad you did not pull that trigger.

  • medication and therapy. those also work wonders. #personalexperience

  • @ChelseaIRL Medication does nothing but control your emotions.

  • @RemorseOfTheImposter I assume you've had depression, been on the medication, then decided to stop taking it to know that.

  • @RemorseOfTheImposter that's not true. medication fixes the chemical imbalance that all the members of my family suffer from. some medications can deaden emotions, but in that case i would suggest switching medications. all the medication did was take away the feeling that nothing was worthwhile and i might as well kill myself.

    for the record i'm not on the meds right now and i feel the same as when i was. because they put me in balance.

  • Did you cry before making this video?

  • Sometimes, when I feel down, I grab my balls violently and scream at the top of my lungs as I'm sprinting through the food-court of a local mall.

  • LET'S ALL POST THE SAME GODDAMN COMMENT LALALALALALALALALALA

  • nice to know that we have some shane dawson veiwers!!!

  • Don't kill yourself, kill the part of yourself that you don't like. <3

  • A devil in disguise and I am an athiest go figure.

  • People keep saying that shiloh commited suicide and is dead. Did shee? Im sorry if that makes you feel unconfertable but can sumone anwerrr???

  • @jeannetterox945 lol no she's still living on earth.. unless that's her ghost on facebook o.o

  • You don't look happy Greg :( your eyes look so empty :( I love you

  • haircut???? just a trim in looks like nibbles could get tangled in it lol..no offense :D

  • you look very good in this video haha :D

  • You are a beautiful human being.

  • Dont kill yourself kill the part of you that you dislike<3 ~Shananay

  • Onision is flogger!!! Hhahahahhaha

  • Onision/Greg/whatever you wanna be called, I need some advice. I love this girl who is trying to choose between me and this guys who treats her like shit (and claims he does it because he likes her). I've told her I love her before but she either ignores it or tells me to stop it. Has this ever happened to you? what did you do? if this hasn't happened to you, what WOULD you do in my situation?

  • @Lukeman315 to answer your question, I would tell the dude to knock his shit off, tell the girl he's a douchebag and he isn't worth her time, and if she continues to ignore you, then leave her.

  • @Lukeman315 hey im not onision but its more likely that he will reply to u if u got to his web site he talks about iv tryed to get an answer or reply by posting coments here andi get nothing

  • @Lukeman315 Try to post on onision.net, you'll have more chances to have an answer ;)

  • @totomgs won't let me post a new topic on the forums, but maybe thats not how you do it?

  • Im glad onisions on this earth his videos always make my day and im glad he's happy now!

  • Greg, I just wanted to say thank you. Whenever I was upset I would come to your videos and they would make me better =) You really have just helped me through a lot. I just wanted to say I appreciate you making your videos. I wish you the best in everything you do. =)

  • Not always as simple as distancing yourself from it, i myself have had these thoughts mainly due to my crippling shyness which has left me with no social life what so ever and i've tried and tried to get it sorted and make friends but i always end up getting let down/used, which in turn makes me feel even worse cus i wonder what's wrong with me i consider myself a decent person but nobody gives me the time of day to let me show THEM i am, good video though greg thanks.

  • @Aaroniish yeh constantly getting let down made me feel like utter crap too.

  • @2Koranteng It's the fact that i really really tried to connect with people and put myself out there but so many people in todays world truly don't give a shit about other people it's a shame. Ahwell the few friends i do have i'm really greatfull for.

  • @Aaroniish yeh thats the best way :)

  • Didn't expect to hear the name of a Black Metal band on this channel.  Burzum is awesome.

  • Entertainment is my entire life motivation. Whether I'm entertaining someone, or I'm beige entertained, it just reminds me that the entire point of life is to live. I try my hardest to laugh everyday. It isn't that hard with you around -3

  • I know the feel. I actually decided last night, that I am going to not cut myself again, because there is no point. I've decided that I'm going to try to express myself through art, poetry, music. Maybe fake happiness can help you trick yourself, in a way, into actually being happy.

  • i dont get the point about deticating yourself?

  • Find your muchness.

  • @InfiniteWhizBang to those of us who have been in that situation, holding a gun to your head really isn't funny. Or something to joke about.

  • What's that thing on your head??

  • what if youtube wasnt real?? Greg wont be doing anything productive so what would happen then? o.O

  • What if you cant get rid of whats bringing you down? Ive tried, but no success.. I really need help Onision. Please...

  • Sometimes I'm not too fond of you but this is a good video.

  • I have nothing but respect for you after this video, you always know what to say

  • Press 6. Have sex with laptop screen.

  • Is he stoned? Or was he crying? Not trying to be rude, just curious.

  • i suffer from chronic depression i'm not suicidal anymore but sometimes just finding a purpose is not enough therepy and medical help is needed and i encourage him to go for this option i did and it is helping me because the chemicals in my brain had shifted enough i needed meds not every one needs meds but some do to get better

  • hmmm kill your man looking girlfrend

  • Hey Greg!

    just wanted to know what your view on clinical depression is.

    ps thanks for awesome advice since a looong time ago

  • Looking great here, Greg!

  • Things became better for me once I actually started dying and went to the emergency room. Nothing like that to put your whole life in perspective. I had been severely depressed since I was 11. It took 8 years without help until I finally overdosed on my medicine. Point is get help immediately. Because I was lucky to still be alive.

  • @PopRockerPrincess diddnt u get that from Shanaynay XD

  • @abdurrahman0487 yeah me too.. :n same thing... :/

    And I live in south korea which the suicide rates are high too.. Because of school stress..

  • Don't kill yourself, kill the part that you dislike about yourself...

  • @PopRockerPrincess Sometimes it's not that easy.

  • @PopRockerPrincess Like at the end of Fight Club :D

  • @PopRockerPrincess really shanedawson XDDDDDD

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  • @PopRockerPrincess Easier said than done

  • @PopRockerPrincess what if its not themself that the person doesnt like but its the world in itself which is ill. Worthless even, how can someone kill just that?